2022-5-24 EMBRACE THE HATE

[0:00 - 0:28] The person using the most phrases is called Chance or Chance Wilkins his enemies consist of Nickolas Biegler aka MusicBitchMarty
[0:28 - 0:30] What up y'all
[0:30 - 0:56] You guys are too funny
[0:56 - 1:06] You know, over time I've been looking at this all wrong
[1:06 - 1:14] And I do mean all wrong
[1:15 - 1:29] You see, one thing that sets me apart from you trolls, more specifically from MusicBizMarty, CW3
[1:29 - 1:43] Yoko aka SonofMarty aka HyperSex, which is stupidest stupid play on their mind, and William Gloria was one thing
[1:43 - 1:57] See, over time you guys have tried to kick me down, tried to keep me down, tried to destroy me
[1:57 - 2:05] And for a long time I ran from it
[2:05 - 2:11] For a long time I ran from it because I didn't know how to fucking deal with it
[2:11 - 2:17] I didn't know how to attack it, I didn't have a plan of action
[2:17 - 2:25] But then I realized something
[2:25 - 2:29] You see, a few days ago I was sitting down working on a new song
[2:29 - 2:35] And I was sitting down just thinking about everything that I've been through and the shit that I've gone through
[2:35 - 2:43] And how I've been to the bottom and drove back up, how I fell down and got back up
[2:43 - 2:51] How everybody tried to take me down, but yet I pulled myself back up from the bottom up
[2:51 - 3:01] Every single time y'all have tried to strike me down, I've gotten back up and I've kept fucking fighting
[3:01 - 3:05] You want to know why?
[3:05 - 3:09] Because I fucking believe in what I do
[3:09 - 3:19] I believe in helping people, I believe in making the world a better fucking place
[3:19 - 3:25] Whether that be through my music, hanging out, or whatever it is that I may be doing at that time
[3:25 - 3:31] I always try to drive positivity forward
[3:31 - 3:37] I always try to help people in the best way I know how
[3:43 - 3:49] See, every time you guys try to destroy me
[3:49 - 3:55] Every time you try to slander me, every time you try to drag me down
[3:55 - 4:01] I always get my ass right the fuck back up and I keep going
[4:01 - 4:05] Every time
[4:05 - 4:11] Every time I get back up and I keep fighting
[4:11 - 4:23] See, you guys see that you can just sit there on your comfy couches
[4:23 - 4:30] And behind your little screens and hide and talk shit
[4:30 - 4:39] You think that you can just sit there and run your mouths and talk all this shit like it don't affect nobody
[4:39 - 4:43] But the truth is, it does
[4:43 - 5:05] See, not only am I mentally tough on social media, I'm mentally and emotionally tough in life
[5:05 - 5:15] I was 25
[5:15 - 5:30] Sitting there watching my older brother in 2015 slowly pass away and slowly perish from a disease that I couldn't help fight
[5:30 - 5:37] I sat there and watched my brother helplessly as he lost his life
[5:37 - 5:44] Not being able to do anything, not being able to help him, not being able to take away what he was dealing with
[5:44 - 5:58] I had to slowly, every day, watch my brother take what could have been his final breath
[5:58 - 6:12] And I remember I was sitting upstairs watching TV with my girlfriend at the time
[6:12 - 6:23] When I was scrolling through Facebook and I saw one of my older sisters post that he had passed away
[6:23 - 6:33] And no sooner than I saw that post, I got a call from my moms saying, "Hey, your brother just passed away"
[6:33 - 6:37] And in that moment, I broke down
[6:37 - 6:44] I literally hung up my phone and I just threw it as hard as I could against the wall
[6:44 - 7:01] Because I had to sit there and watch my older brother die from a disease that was incurable, from something that he could not control, that was out of my control
[7:01 - 7:11] And then later that year, I lost my best friend from high school to a murder in his family's pizza shop
[7:11 - 7:21] All over a little bit of money that he handed over without a fight, but yet he still got shot and still died
[7:21 - 7:28] And yes, that person is sitting on 21 years to life right now
[7:28 - 7:37] But let me tell you, 2015 was the worst year of my life
[7:37 - 7:46] 2015 was the worst year of my life because not only did I lose my older brother to cancer
[7:46 - 7:51] But I lost my best friend to murder
[7:51 - 7:58] My best friend that I was able to call anytime day or night, it didn't matter
[7:58 - 8:04] If I did something wrong, his boot went up my ass and he let me know I did something fucked up
[8:04 - 8:07] If I needed him, he was there
[8:07 - 8:13] Whether it was somebody to talk to, whether it was something that I needed help on
[8:13 - 8:22] Whether it was the simplest things as helping me out with school work or you know, helping my brother Jake out with his truck
[8:29 - 8:38] And let me tell you, there's one thing that my best friend Zach always kept in mind of me
[8:38 - 8:44] There was something he always instilled in my brain that I still use to this very day
[8:44 - 8:50] That I still use to this very day
[8:50 - 8:55] And life, you got one of two choices
[8:55 - 9:04] Okay, you can either be walked on and let that hatred consume you and get walked all over
[9:04 - 9:14] Or you can rise above it and walk on top of that hatred
[9:14 - 9:24] You can either sit there and let life beat you or you can get up and beat life
[9:24 - 9:30] You can get up and show that fucker that you're still breathing and that you still got gas in that tank
[9:30 - 9:37] And that you're still here and you're willing to fight and do whatever it takes to get to where you want to be
[9:41 - 9:48] I remember a conversation that me and him had about a month before he passed
[9:48 - 9:52] And he knew about my YouTube channel and he loved what I do
[9:52 - 10:07] He loved what my channels were about, about spreading positivity and being mindful of what goes on
[10:07 - 10:17] And trying to spread positivity and speaking on behalf of being bullied and being attacked and harassed
[10:17 - 10:26] And speaking up for those that are suicidal or those that do deal with suicide and depression
[10:31 - 10:37] And this conversation, it was different, it really was
[10:37 - 10:47] I remember talking to him and it was like about two hours into the conversation
[10:47 - 10:53] And I remember him telling me these words exactly
[10:53 - 11:01] No matter what you do, whether I'm gone tomorrow or I'm still here a month from now
[11:01 - 11:05] Never give up on what you want to do
[11:05 - 11:12] If those people bash on you for what you do, for the mistakes that you made, fuck them
[11:12 - 11:17] He saw the greatness in me that I didn't see in myself
[11:17 - 11:22] He saw something in me that I did not see in myself
[11:22 - 11:38] He always taught me to keep moving forward
[11:38 - 11:43] Always be relentless, never fucking stop
[11:43 - 11:46] Always be relentless
[11:46 - 11:56] Never stop doing what you love
[11:56 - 12:00] If people tear you down, you can't savage, get relentless
[12:00 - 12:04] Do whatever it takes to get to where you want to fucking be
[12:04 - 12:12] No matter who gets in your way, if they get in your way, run them the fuck over and get them out of the way
[12:12 - 12:19] If they try to slow you down, you punch that gas and you shoot for it and you go
[12:19 - 12:26] And that is the one thing that I have always kept with me to this very day
[12:26 - 12:39] That is one thing I have always kept with me to this very fucking day and always fucking will
[12:39 - 12:51] See you trolls think that you got me figured out, but you ain't got shit
[12:51 - 13:01] Matter of fact, I'm glad that you guys did everything that you did to me
[13:01 - 13:05] And you want to know why? I'm glad you did all this shit to me
[13:05 - 13:09] You want to know why I'm glad that you guys did that shit to me?
[13:09 - 13:13] Because it made me more ruthless in what I love to do
[13:13 - 13:17] It made me more passionate about what I love to do
[13:17 - 13:34] It made me realize that if you ain't got haters, then you ain't doing something right
[13:34 - 13:39] If you got haters, then you ain't doing something right
[13:39 - 13:44] All of the best and biggest names in the world have haters
[13:44 - 13:52] And right from Ryan O Church, Tom McDonald, Donald Trump, Joe Biden, Hillary Clinton
[13:52 - 14:02] Mike Shinoda, everybody from the band Lincoln Park, Black Veil Brides
[14:02 - 14:06] Following in the reverse
[14:06 - 14:19] Zone 41, Billy Eilish, Michael Jackson, who had a lot of haters
[14:19 - 14:29] And you know what they did? They fucking stepped up their game and they rise above that shit
[14:29 - 14:33] They sat there and rose above it
[14:33 - 14:48] And like I said, I'm glad that you guys did what you did to me
[14:51 - 14:59] I'm glad that you girls did what you did to me because it allowed me to get ideas in my brain
[14:59 - 15:10] It showed me what I was truly capable of and it showed me what I am truly capable of doing
[15:10 - 15:16] You guys gave me something to bust my ass at
[15:16 - 15:24] See, when you guys made it to where I couldn't get a regular job, you didn't take something away from me
[15:24 - 15:27] You gave me something
[15:27 - 15:33] When you took my ability to get a regular job away, you guys gave me something
[15:33 - 15:42] You guys left me with no option but to dig my heels in and do what I gotta do to make this shit work
[15:42 - 15:47] And that's exactly what I'm doing, making this shit work
[15:47 - 15:53] My stats fucking prove it
[15:53 - 16:01] See, you guys didn't take away anything from me, if anything, you gave me something
[16:01 - 16:08] You gave me something that I could sit here and I could look back at on my deathbed and be like
[16:08 - 16:16] "Yo, I fucking did something, I did something to help somebody, I did something with my life"
[16:16 - 16:27] So you guys are right, when you call me a 43, you are right, I am crazy
[16:27 - 16:35] But let me tell you something, in order to, matter of fact, my brother Nyla who is probably in the chat right now
[16:35 - 16:37] Shout out to my brother Nyla, what's good bro?
[16:38 - 16:41] Shout out to my boy C.I.A.O too, may I see you brother?
[16:41 - 16:47] I don't think I don't see you C.I.A.O, don't think I don't see you Nyla, what's good guys?
[16:47 - 17:00] But even they can tell you, in order to make it in any industry, whether it's on music, on YouTube, whatever that thing may be
[17:00 - 17:03] You have to be a little bit crazy
[17:04 - 17:09] In order to make it in this industry, you have to stand out from the crowd
[17:09 - 17:16] You have to be a little bit crazy because everybody that ever did something worth doing had to take a risk
[17:16 - 17:18] People said they were crazy
[17:18 - 17:22] People always said that those people were crazy
[17:22 - 17:33] Matter of fact, the most gifted people in the world that we all read about in school all had one thing in common
[17:33 - 17:39] One thing in common, they were all labeled as crazy or insane
[17:39 - 17:44] And they'll look at them, look at where they got to
[17:44 - 18:11] (silence)
[18:11 - 18:15] And that's the thing Crystal, I do have talent
[18:15 - 18:25] Ask anybody, ask C.I.A.O, ask my brother Nyla, ask anybody that has rocked my music or rocked my shit
[18:25 - 18:31] I actually do have talent, now whether you want to admit it or not, that's on you
[18:34 - 18:44] But anybody with half a brain can see that I have skill, that I have talent, and I'm very good at what I fucking do
[18:44 - 18:51] Because let me tell you, you ain't gonna find somebody else out there doing stitch covers the way I do
[18:51 - 18:57] You ain't gonna find anybody out there doing stitch covers like I do 'em
[18:59 - 19:09] You ain't gonna find anybody out there doing perfect pitch covers on guitar or on piano or on the ocarina like I do
[19:09 - 19:14] You ain't gonna find anybody that does shit the way that I do it
[19:14 - 19:22] And I'm sure some of you have seen this movie, and if you haven't put it in the comments, let me know
[19:25 - 19:30] How many of you guys in the chat have ever seen the movie Fighting With My Family?
[19:30 - 19:38] How many of you guys in the chat right now have seen the film Fighting With My Family?
[19:38 - 19:41] Featuring Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson
[19:41 - 20:02] There's one line in that movie, and I know you guys that have seen it
[20:02 - 20:08] You guys might recognize this quote, and this is a very real quote that you can apply to anything
[20:08 - 20:19] And, like, take this quote but replace the words with your words of choice
[20:19 - 20:27] You know, apply said words that you want to put into it
[20:27 - 20:31] Instead of being the first rock, be the first you
[20:31 - 20:36] Instead of being another rock, be the first you
[20:37 - 20:45] Instead of being the next Logan Paul, or the next Markiplier, or the next Jacksepticeye
[20:45 - 20:52] Or the next Roman Atwood, or the next Ryan O Church, I'm being the first me
[20:52 - 20:57] I'm being that motherfucker that stands out in the crowd
[20:57 - 21:06] I'm being that guy that, when everybody looks back, people are going to compare me to a lot of those names
[21:06 - 21:13] Dude, I've already had people three or four years ago, CIA home might even remember this
[21:13 - 21:18] I've had people calling me the Jeff Hardy of YouTube
[21:18 - 21:28] People have called me the Darby Allen of YouTube, the Jeff Hardy of YouTube
[21:28 - 21:35] Because I am that enigma that, despite whether you ever hate me, you still watch me
[21:35 - 21:41] And you're entertained by what I do
[21:41 - 21:51] And for those of you that did say that a few years ago, thank you, I appreciate that
[21:51 - 22:01] Shout out to Jeff Hardy, by the way
[22:01 - 22:10] You know, I gotta give one out to more Jeff Hardy
[22:10 - 22:18] Shout out to my boy Jeff
[22:18 - 22:27] Now let me tell you something, yes, some of you may hate on me, but there ain't none of you haters out there doing what God do
[22:27 - 22:32] And that's what I'm going to continue to do, I'm going to continue to help people
[22:32 - 22:39] I'm going to continue to be that voice for the people like me that y'all haters try to get in the way of
[22:39 - 22:46] I'm going to continue to be that voice for the people that y'all haters try to get in the way of
[22:46 - 22:51] As a matter of fact, I got something for all my fans out there
[22:51 - 23:00] As a matter of fact, my brother Nyla here can attest and can vouch from what this song that I'm about to do speaks on
[23:00 - 23:09] Are you the one that just rally around?
[23:09 - 23:30] That's why you're so...
[23:30 - 23:35] Oh, I got shit, where's my fellow Creed squad at?
[23:35 - 23:40] Where's my fellow Creed squad at, man, where y'all at?
[23:40 - 23:45] And this is Kingdom Country all over, red, white, blue, neck, skin, color
[23:45 - 23:52] Red, white, blue, neck, skin, color
[23:52 - 23:56] Some people keep against, I'm just Kingdom Country all over
[23:56 - 23:59] The same thing I got, will stop by me
[23:59 - 24:02] I ain't had no hands, I was grabbing a bag of truth
[24:02 - 24:06] Everybody said, boy, that I was wanting to chase this shit
[24:06 - 24:09] Now that y'all are on the ground, they're looking like they ain't fit
[24:09 - 24:12] I put my weight in, I'm handling the thing
[24:12 - 24:15] And now I got shit in the box, now I'm on the line
[24:15 - 24:19] I don't wanna know, I'm still getting trashed, talking about your trash
[24:19 - 24:23] I ain't really fix my scissors, watch my inner skin in this area
[24:23 - 24:34] Three, two, one, change, rock it, rock it, rock it, rock it
[24:34 - 24:45] One, two, one, change, one now
[24:45 - 24:56] I'm here, I'm going to check on him, somebody call the cops, they're looking up at me
[24:56 - 25:03] It was on him, they're going way over here
[25:03 - 25:05] I'll have you alright
[25:05 - 25:14] Two, two, three, two, one
[25:14 - 25:40] Two, two, one, change, rock it, rock it, rock it, rock it, rock it
[25:40 - 25:47] I know that all of you are here to tell me that you have to be there
[25:47 - 25:51] You have to be there to tell me that you have to be there
[25:51 - 25:55] You have to be there to tell me that you're there
[25:55 - 26:00] That you're gonna find all the way back to where you live
[26:00 - 27:49] You're gonna find all the way back to where you live
[27:49 - 27:54] Sorry about that
[27:54 - 27:59] Had to go down and take care of some laundry and shed plus
[27:59 - 28:04] I found out an interesting little tidbit from you trolls
[28:04 - 28:09] I found out that y'all called the cops on my stepdad
[28:09 - 28:14] To do a wellness check on my stepdad, really?
[28:14 - 28:19] He's fine
[28:19 - 28:24] So Ronnie
[28:24 - 28:29] Yes, I know it was you Ronnie
[28:29 - 28:34] I know it was you calling the cops, Ronnie
[28:34 - 28:39] Hey Ron Weasley
[28:39 - 28:44] Speaking on Ronnie, aka Ron Weasley
[28:44 - 28:49] Hey Ron, let me ask you something, bro
[28:49 - 28:53] How's your sister Ginny and Harry doing?
[28:53 - 28:59] How's your moms and your dad? How are they all doing?
[28:59 - 29:04] How's the rest of the Weasley family doing, bro?
[29:04 - 29:09] Put in the comments, man. Let me know how the rest of the family's doing, bro
[29:09 - 29:30] Just thought I'd ask, man
[29:30 - 29:35] Let you see that song I just did
[29:35 - 29:40] That speaks so much truth
[29:40 - 29:45] About myself and my fan base
[29:45 - 29:55] And you want to know how? Because I have worked my way up from nothing
[29:55 - 30:00] You see, I started YouTube back in 2009, 2010
[30:00 - 30:05] And I saved 2009, 2010
[30:05 - 30:10] Because I created my youth, my very first YouTube account in 2009
[30:10 - 30:15] But I did not make an upload video until 2010
[30:15 - 30:19] May 1st, 2009, I created it
[30:19 - 30:25] May 1st of 2010 was my very first video upload
[30:25 - 30:35] So a lot of you new school YouTubers?
[30:35 - 30:40] Oh man, if only things were the way they used to be
[30:40 - 30:45] Because see, a lot of you new school YouTubers, you guys don't really know what to do
[30:45 - 30:50] Because see, a lot of you new school YouTubers, you guys don't realize something
[30:50 - 30:55] That when I came up on YouTube
[30:55 - 31:03] When I came up on YouTube, we supported each other
[31:03 - 31:06] We had each other's backs
[31:06 - 31:11] Creators helped creators back in the day
[31:12 - 31:16] But now it's all about
[31:16 - 31:21] Oh, who can pull the biggest troll and who can do this and that
[31:21 - 31:32] Now I want to share something with you guys
[31:32 - 31:36] Some of you, a few of you might recognize this
[31:36 - 31:41] But for those of you that don't
[31:41 - 31:46] Let me share a poster with you that I live by every day
[31:46 - 31:50] That's a real uplifter
[31:50 - 31:55] And if you guys are into this channel, I do want to say welcome to all the new ones that are around here
[31:55 - 31:59] I'd like to say welcome and I hope you enjoy hanging out
[31:59 - 32:02] But you see this poster right here
[32:02 - 32:06] There's a saying on this poster that
[32:06 - 32:11] It's very true, this thing that I live by every day
[32:11 - 32:16] And it's one of my personal favorites
[32:16 - 32:19] And that poster says this
[32:19 - 32:28] "No fate but what we make"
[32:28 - 32:36] Right there
[32:36 - 32:39] "No fate but what we make"
[32:39 - 32:54] And that for me, speaks a lot
[32:55 - 32:58] You can see a lot of people always tell me
[32:58 - 33:02] "Oh, you know, you're fake, we own you, blah blah blah"
[33:02 - 33:04] Here's the thing
[33:04 - 33:10] "My fate ain't controlled by what's on the internet"
[33:10 - 33:16] "My fate ain't controlled by what some stupid video somebody puts out about me"
[33:16 - 33:20] "My fate is controlled by me and me alone"
[33:20 - 33:24] "My choice is nobody else"
[33:24 - 33:31] "My fate isn't controlled or micromanaged by a bunch of no talent having trolls"
[33:31 - 33:37] "My fate is in my own hands, nobody else's"
[33:37 - 33:42] And if I wanted to, and I'll be straight up honest
[33:42 - 33:47] If I wanted to, I could delete this channel tomorrow
[33:47 - 33:51] And start a brand new channel in within two months
[33:51 - 33:53] Hell, maybe even a few weeks
[33:53 - 33:59] I could make a whole new channel and have well over a thousand subs within minutes
[33:59 - 34:03] And I've proven that I can do that
[34:03 - 34:06] And I have done it
[34:06 - 34:16] Thanks for watching!
[34:16 - 34:26] Ah shit, y'all guys, it's storming out, gotta go
[34:26 - 34:28] Love you guys!