2022-5-22 speaking the truth 1

[0:00 - 0:13] Good morning, good morning, good morning everybody. What is up, what is up? How is everybody doing
[0:13 - 0:23] this morning? First time I want to say what up to all the fans out there. All my supporters,
[0:23 - 0:40] you know all of you guys, but second off I want to talk about some real shit for a minute
[0:40 - 0:57] before we get too deep into stuff here. I want to talk about something very real and
[0:57 - 1:07] that is the fact of how I've been being bullied over the last four to five years. See a lot
[1:07 - 1:17] of you trolls have this misconception about me that I'm this awful person but yet I do
[1:17 - 1:27] nothing but try to help people. You guys attack me yet I don't respond. I mean I used
[1:27 - 1:42] to respond. I used to respond yes. But what confuses me more than anything in the world
[1:42 - 1:51] is what makes you think you have the right to do what you fucking do. But there's one
[1:51 - 1:59] thing that pisses me off even more than you guys attacking me and do you know what that
[1:59 - 2:08] one thing is? You guys attacking my friends and family that have passed away. More specifically
[2:08 - 2:17] recently attacking my best friend and little brother Zach Hussein who got shot and murdered
[2:17 - 2:29] in his family's pizza shop by a man that is now doing 21 plus years behind bars. You
[2:29 - 2:33] don't think that doesn't piss me off? You don't think that doesn't piss his family
[2:33 - 2:41] off? Oh trust me, his family knows about what you motherfuckers do and trust me when
[2:41 - 2:51] I say they're not happy about it. They are pissed about what you guys fucking do. They're
[2:51 - 3:09] not okay with it. And quite frankly I don't blame them. Alright come on. His family didn't
[3:09 - 3:18] do anything to you. They didn't do anything to you. So why attack a dead person? They
[3:18 - 3:31] can't fight back. Why attack somebody that passed away that can't fight back? It don't
[3:31 - 3:41] make no sense. Whatever happened to respecting the dead? Whatever happened to respecting
[3:41 - 3:58] those lost? Whatever happened to the days of people actually doing good shit? Hey Ken,
[3:58 - 4:07] why don't you take your comment and shove it up your fucking ass? You fucking chicken
[4:07 - 4:14] shit little bitch. Take your fucking bullshit comment. Shove it up your ass and go the fuck
[4:14 - 4:32] somewhere else. Cause your bullshit negativity ain't welcome on this stream. Matter of fact
[4:32 - 4:52] Kenny I'm gonna get rid of your ass. But let me tell you something right now. There's
[4:52 - 5:02] one fucking lesson that I fucking learned from my brother Zach before his passing and
[5:02 - 5:17] after. So always move forward. Always keep going. The reason why that man was known as
[5:17 - 5:24] the king of Akron is because of the fact that he helped everyone around him. He helped
[5:24 - 5:35] to make a change in his community. And after he passed I made a promise to his family
[5:35 - 5:45] that I would uphold that name the same way that his brothers do. The same way his brothers
[5:45 - 5:53] uphold their end of being kings of Akron. I hold up my end of being the king of Akron
[5:53 - 6:00] by helping people by doing what I need to do to make a fucking change in the goddamn
[6:00 - 6:17] community whether it be out in the real world or on here. And when he passed I swore that
[6:17 - 6:26] I would continue to uphold his fucking legacy that he left behind for me and hundreds of
[6:26 - 6:39] people for future generations. And this song is not only for him this for everybody out
[6:39 - 6:47] there that's motivated me that's pushed me to do what I need to do and showed me that
[6:47 - 6:58] I needed to make that fucking change in my life that I've been making slowly over time.
[6:58 - 7:22] Are you listening? I'm surrounded just for the winning of this song. Are you listening?
[7:22 - 7:34] But I'm another place that surrounds me. I've been here before I want to change I want
[7:34 - 7:46] to change but I'm only as strong as you see me. I'm becoming numb to the things that I've
[7:46 - 8:01] done time and time again. Are you listening? I'm surrounded just for the winning of this
[8:01 - 8:26] song. Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? You're
[8:26 - 8:37] the winner and friend of the moments that I lost when I pulled to the door. I'm gonna
[8:37 - 8:50] change I'm gonna change but I know that you've heard it all before I close my eyes my teammates
[8:50 - 9:07] can find. I'm again. Are you listening? I'm surrounded just for the winning of this song.
[9:07 - 9:28] Are you listening? But I'm falling. So hold me while I'm coming down. Are you listening?
[9:28 - 9:54] Are you listening? I'm gonna change. I swear I'm gonna change. I'm gonna change. You're
[9:54 - 10:12] listening. I'm surrounded just for the winning of this song. Are you listening? You're falling
[10:12 - 10:32] so hold me while I'm coming down. Are you listening? Are you listening?
[10:32 - 11:01] Are you listening? This song is for anyone out there feeling lost right now. I think
[11:01 - 11:28] I've got a way out.
[11:28 - 11:53] Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you
[11:53 - 12:36] listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you
[12:36 - 12:52] listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are
[12:52 - 13:09] you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening?
[13:09 - 13:25] Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you
[13:25 - 13:47] listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are
[13:47 - 14:07] you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening?
[14:07 - 14:30] Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you
[14:30 - 16:02] listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you
[16:02 - 16:13] listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are
[16:13 - 16:37] you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening?
[16:37 - 17:02] Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you
[17:02 - 19:21] listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you listening? Are you
[19:21 - 19:31] fucking sit there and run your mouth and bash on me every single time I get the fuck back
[19:31 - 19:44] up and I keep fucking going. So while you sit there and run your mouth like a bunch of bitches,
[19:47 - 19:53] I get to sit up here and do what I love for the fans. And as a matter of fact, let me give a
[19:53 - 19:58] shout out to the fucking fans real quick. Fuck it. Let me give a shout out to everybody that
[19:58 - 20:05] fucking supports what I fucking do. Because if it wasn't for you guys, the people that support
[20:05 - 20:13] what I fucking do, I wouldn't be able to sit here and say that I get to do what I love for a fucking
[20:13 - 20:20] living. And I'm proud to be able to say that. I'm proud to be able to say that I get to make a
[20:20 - 20:27] living helping people doing what I love to do. Whether it be through my music, whether it be
[20:27 - 20:32] through hanging out doing gameplay shows, like gameplay videos, or whether it's just simply
[20:32 - 20:38] doing something like this and speaking the fucking truth about the real fucking world
[20:38 - 20:44] of YouTube and how the trolls are a bunch of pussy ass bullets.
[20:44 - 21:05] And let me tell the fans and for those watching right now that may be trapped where they're at
[21:05 - 21:13] right now. Let me tell you something, you will get out of that trap. You will be better on the
[21:13 - 21:21] other side. Because when you come out of it, trust me while I say this, while these people
[21:21 - 21:28] have put you down 10 years down the road are continuing to put you down, they're gonna be
[21:28 - 21:34] stuck in the same spot while you're out there succeeding, living your dreams, doing what you
[21:34 - 21:46] want to do with your life. And I am a perfect representation of that. I have motherfuckers
[21:46 - 21:53] putting me down every fucking day, week, all day, every day. But you know what I say to the fucking
[21:53 - 22:04] trolls and all the little pussies? Fuck you. Fuck the goddamn trolls and fuck what they say about me
[22:04 - 22:12] because their little negative bullshit opinions don't mean a goddamn thing to me. You want to
[22:12 - 22:20] know why? Because they will never be on my level. They will never achieve this level of greatness
[22:20 - 22:26] that I've achieved. And the level of greatness that I've achieved, you can achieve that same
[22:26 - 22:34] fucking greatness. You can achieve that shit. But the question is, what are you gonna do about it?
[22:39 - 22:57] You know, I heard a quote one time by the legendary wrestler Finn Balor, AKA Prince Devitt.
[23:02 - 23:12] True greatness comes from getting up. Winners get up. Real people that are destined for greatness
[23:12 - 23:22] when they get pushed down, they don't stay down and die. They get up. Survivors get up and we
[23:22 - 23:31] survive. But losers and those that want to die stay on the ground with their head in the fucking
[23:31 - 23:44] ground. Warriors get back up and we survive. That's what we always done for hundreds of years.
[23:44 - 23:57] A true warrior gets back up and keeps fighting and keeps pushing forward no matter what.
[24:00 - 24:08] And these idiots talk shit on you guys. And these fucking idiotic trolls talk shit on you.
[24:08 - 24:16] Laugh at them. Because they ain't you. They'll never be as badass as you. They'll never be as
[24:16 - 24:24] smart as you, obviously. And they'll never be as talented or as gifted as you are.
[24:27 - 24:36] So these little pussy trolls run their mouths, ignore them. Because they ain't you. They don't
[24:36 - 24:53] sleep in the same bed as you. So what should their opinion matter? Their opinion don't mean shit.
[24:53 - 25:11] This song has gone out to those that are like myself that have been on the other side
[25:11 - 25:16] of depression and have been depressed. This is for you guys that are suffering right now.
[25:16 - 25:23] I hope this helps you. And one side of the head.
[25:23 - 25:29] Lately, I've been missing from the world in a quiet place. This is what I mean by
[25:29 - 25:34] a different way. I can't embrace all those hurt and all the pain. Can you feel my rage
[25:34 - 25:38] growing over this bully? They consider me a basic case. But things have changed.
[25:38 - 25:43] The past is done and over with. Why I keep on dwelling all the while my thoughts so cancerous.
[25:43 - 25:48] Why my best or nothing? I got to commute things after this. Why am I selected not to know my
[25:48 - 25:53] legislation? Maybe I'ma come and take a shot in seeing double. You can hear my stomach
[25:53 - 25:59] rumble reason. I can never say I'm sorry for the struggle. I'm sorry for the trouble.
[25:59 - 26:05] And my thoughts can really kill. Best believe I will be dead. I am out here saving lives. Yeah.
[26:05 - 26:10] And sometimes I forget that my demons can't play. I'm barely hanging by a tree. Maybe I should
[26:10 - 26:15] pull this trigger and just lay my mind on the rest of you. I'm still in the music. It's there. I'm
[26:15 - 26:22] here. They're still hanging. I don't know if I can do this. When I rise, when I fall, when I rise,
[26:22 - 26:30] when I fall, I don't know anymore. Look at my reflection. Angel versus demon. Wishing I was
[26:30 - 26:36] dreaming. When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore.
[26:38 - 26:43] I know you're laughing at memories. I can see it in your eyes. You can't even say it's self.
[26:43 - 26:47] You know, it's on you. So you go around a little, thoughts are turning every night,
[26:47 - 26:52] begging if it even helps. You quit the partying, quit the drugs, quit the reefer. And now you
[26:52 - 26:57] think it's problem solved. Cause you change your people. You wake up miserable. It's good you're
[26:57 - 27:01] feeding off a evil. Take my hand to night and I can promise you'll be always peaceful. What about
[27:01 - 27:06] my family? I can't leave them in a disarray. Give it time and they'll move on. Forget about
[27:06 - 27:11] you anyway. What about my fans? In the impact, I admit on them. Find another source through no
[27:11 - 27:16] worries. They would all admit it's better if you don't. Do not act like you have any risk. If it
[27:16 - 27:21] don't exist, this is it. When you take my hand, for it's getting louder. You can't find them,
[27:21 - 27:25] this is how you will show me on the dark side through the dream. That's it.
[27:25 - 27:36] I don't know if I can do this. I would rise, would I fall? I don't know anymore.
[27:36 - 27:43] Look at my reflection, then you versus the man wishing I was dreaming.
[27:43 - 27:48] Would I rise, would I fall? Would I rise, would I fall? I don't know anymore.
[27:50 - 27:58] I feel like giving up though. Some things I can't explain now. I feel like giving up though.
[27:58 - 28:05] Some things I can't explain now. Would I rise, would I fall? Would I rise, would I fall? I don't
[28:05 - 28:21] know anymore. Would I rise, would I fall? Would I rise, would I fall? I don't know anymore.
[28:21 - 28:30] Hey, Crib. Crib, why don't you take a hike, pussy boy? You fucking emo fag. You want to be a skater?
[28:33 - 28:36] Says the man who plays the fucking goddamn fingerboards all damn day.
[28:36 - 28:48] Oh, I forgot, I didn't tell you guys about Crib getting
[28:48 - 28:54] playing with fingerboards all day. Like, did I not tell you guys that?
[28:54 - 28:57] Like, I could've swore I told you guys about that.
[28:58 - 29:07] Well, this guy claims to be a music artist, but yet all this guy does is sit in his fucking house
[29:07 - 29:11] playing with fucking fingerboards all day, not even taking care of his own fucking kids.
[29:11 - 29:21] I mean, what kind of dad is that? Like, what kind of dad just plays with
[29:21 - 29:26] fucking fingerboards all damn day and doesn't take care of his own kids?
[29:27 - 29:32] I mean, shit, that's pretty fucking pathetic if you ask me.
[29:32 - 29:37] Yeah, you're a real dad-of-the-year, ain't you, Crib Gay?
[29:37 - 29:48] You're a real fucking dad-of-the-year, ain't you?
[29:48 - 29:53] You're a fucking dad-of-the-year, ain't you, man?
[29:53 - 30:03] Yeah, you're a fucking dad-of-the-year, ain't you, man?
[30:03 - 30:13] Yeah, you're a fucking dad-of-the-year, ain't you?
[30:13 - 30:27] Yeah, you're a fucking dad-of-the-year, ain't you, man?
[30:27 - 30:37] What if you could meet new customers wherever they're shopping with every tool you need to sell?
[30:37 - 30:43] You can make one decision and open everywhere, the square.
[30:43 - 30:51] What's the matter, Crib Gay? You mad, 'cause I'm telling the truth on your bitch ass?
[30:56 - 31:00] This one for anybody out there fighting for their dreams right now, this is for you, guys.
[31:00 - 31:10] Well, of course, I'm at this roll town stage, doing it well in the music place,
[31:10 - 31:16] and I'm gonna let this train take me anywhere.
[31:18 - 31:29] Oh, I can't quit this roll town like this, man, it's my life, and I ain't quitting this
[31:29 - 31:33] fight until it's everywhere.
[31:33 - 31:39] The first time that I picked up a microphone was the very last time I would be alone,
[31:39 - 31:43] like a bread, but like when it's been alive with a pen and paper, I don't get mine.
[31:43 - 31:47] If it's at the water, it isn't for me, baby, but until the water with the rhythm ain't it?
[31:47 - 31:50] I couldn't talk but I kept wanting to attract ladies back to them without hurts all the
[31:50 - 31:53] way back, and bruce run different than a cold song.
[31:53 - 31:57] If it was coming out to speak, then it wasn't wrong, but the only crimes when I woke up
[31:57 - 32:01] opened up my mouth when I spoke up to a prison in the middle of a bimbo.
[32:01 - 32:05] Front door, I just didn't start, I ain't trying to quit.
[32:05 - 32:07] This is what's saying me, can I get a witness?
[32:07 - 32:12] This track, this song, this moment, my time.
[32:15 - 32:19] This soundtrack, cold life, T-T-T-J, cut like a knife.
[32:19 - 32:43] All right, I'll tell you what.
[32:44 - 32:47] I got something for your bitch asses, hold up.
[32:47 - 32:52] Let me end this stream right quick, and I'll come right back without my fucking mic.
[32:52 - 32:53] My fucking mic.
[32:53 - 33:20] [silence]