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2022-5-21 SPEAKING THE TRUTH ON THE DARK SIDE OF YOUTUBE


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on December 9th, 2022
Original upload date: May 21st, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:22] Now like I said in the last video Marty you think I'm a joke but I'm really not cuz see
[0:22 - 0:27] compared to you bro I'm so infamous that I'm famous
[0:27 - 0:41] see I made a promise to somebody that I plan on upholding
[0:41 - 0:44] I made a promise to somebody that I'm fucking keeping
[0:44 - 0:52] and it's somebody that we all know whose name I'm not mentioning because they wanted
[0:52 - 1:02] to be left out of it but to this person I'll promise them that
[1:02 - 1:07] I would do good that I would do right that I was not always speak the word of God but
[1:07 - 1:19] help people like myself to not get entangled with little fucking bullies like you and
[1:19 - 1:30] trust you when I say Nickolas you ain't shit compared to me that little
[1:30 - 1:36] act that you love sarin we all know that's a fucking joke we all know that you're just
[1:36 - 1:48] fucking using her you're using her to fuck with me face it Marty or should I say Nickolas
[1:48 - 1:54] you don't really care about sarin that's all a fucking act to you kid that's all a
[1:54 - 2:03] fucking act that's all that is it's a motherfucking act that you're putting on for fucking show
[2:03 - 2:12] cuz you think that if you got her on your side you can get away with whatever you want
[2:12 - 2:24] wrong answer motherfucker wrong answer maybe you need to start distinguishing what's real
[2:24 - 2:35] and what's fake and your YouTube is fake see I've seen the good person that you could
[2:35 - 2:41] be when you're not a total fucking asshole when you're not being a little bitch asshole
[2:41 - 2:48] I've seen the good person that you could be but my question is this why pretend to be
[2:48 - 2:56] somebody that you're not I act one way on YouTube and then off-camera in another it
[2:56 - 3:10] don't make no sense how you are on in real life is how you should be on YouTube
[3:10 - 3:20] only quote a verse by Ryan O Church that speaks on this very subject
[3:20 - 3:26] Kyle Hine and Lambo shotgun by the back door cameras on my daily life not one screen that
[3:26 - 3:33] I act for
[3:33 - 3:40] now did you catch that last part in case you didn't let me resave for you slowly cameras
[3:40 - 3:49] all in my daily life not one screen that I act for see the difference between me and
[3:49 - 3:58] you Marty is this whether I'm on camera or off camera I'm still the same motherfucker
[3:58 - 4:04] that I've always been I fucking changed I don't pretend to be somebody I'm not and
[4:04 - 4:10] that right there is what's gonna get your ass handed to you eventually Marty and it
[4:10 - 4:15] ain't even gonna be me that does it you're gonna run your fucking mouth like a delusional
[4:15 - 4:26] little fuckbag and eventually somebody's gonna kick your ass and I'm gonna feel bad
[4:26 - 4:37] for you because I'm over here trying to fucking help you I'm over here trying to fucking
[4:37 - 4:42] keep you from getting your goddamn ass handed to you by a motherfucker that's bigger or
[4:42 - 4:58] better than you in the long run and Marty you say I'm a joke you say I'm a joke you're
[4:58 - 5:05] the one that pretends to be somebody he's not and you say I'm a joke why don't you
[5:05 - 5:11] wake up to look in the goddamn mirror the only joke I see around here is your fat fucking
[5:11 - 5:22] ugly pasty ass you fucking oompa loompa looking motherfucker the only fucking joke I see around
[5:22 - 5:45] here is your sorry pasty fat ass now for those that have been bullied by people like
[5:45 - 5:52] Marty for those that have been put down by people like him I got one thing to say to
[5:52 - 5:59] you I got one motherfucking question for those that have been pushed around by Marty or have
[5:59 - 6:07] been bullied on YouTube in general I have one simple question for you are you ready
[6:07 - 6:14] to turn that shit around are you ready to stand up and be the person that you know
[6:14 - 6:22] you can fucking be and say fuck these assholes are you ready to turn around turn your life
[6:22 - 6:33] around and say fuck these assholes because nobody that gets bullied deserves to be bullied
[6:33 - 6:43] not me not nobody and you know what Chris I was gonna ban you but you know what I want
[6:43 - 6:50] to sit there make you watch my success pardon me I want to sit there and make you watch
[6:50 - 6:58] my success I was gonna ban you but nah I want to make you watch my success cuz I get
[6:58 - 7:15] to make a living from this and you don't I get to make a living from this and you don't
[7:15 - 7:38] know this is for everybody out there that has been bullied let's go get up get up get
[7:38 - 7:49] up get up get up when are you ranting now it's a revolution don't go long your own world
[7:49 - 8:19] has been taken away been taken away to these things feel healthy now the revolution don't go mental shackles up then turn away get them out of your mind the divisions leave you blind moving stenting now it's a revolution for too long your focus has been taken
[8:19 - 8:27] away to then taken away these things they know you but they're an education world do they
[8:27 - 8:35] control you when you're broken away kind of getting on your mind and such is for you
[8:35 - 8:51] they will find hey I'm ready for you to be strong hey I'm ready for you to prove them
[8:51 - 9:01] wrong hey I'm ready for you to be turned into someone who cannot be preyed upon
[9:01 - 9:17] that's enough already now they're going to take you down to no temptation they're
[9:17 - 9:25] taking away they're taking away they think you're ranting now the revolution can't control
[9:25 - 9:34] you once you're broken away can't get them out of your mind then before you they will
[9:34 - 9:51] find hey I'm ready for you to be strong hey I'm ready for you to prove them wrong hey
[9:51 - 10:19] I'm ready for you to be turned into someone who cannot be preyed upon are you ready
[10:19 - 10:42] oh no one sec y'all yeah that's okay that's okay because all you gotta do is plug this
[10:42 - 10:54] mug in and we are ready to roll there we go
[10:54 - 11:19] hey I'm ready for you to prove them wrong hey I'm ready for you to be turned into someone
[11:19 - 11:38] who cannot be preyed upon hey I'm ready for you to be strong hey I'm ready for us to
[11:38 - 11:48] prove them wrong hey I'm ready for us to be turned into people who cannot be preyed
[11:48 - 12:07] upon hey I'm ready I'm ready cannot be preyed upon are you ready are you ready
[12:07 - 12:25] and I want you guys to know right now that have been put through hell I want you guys
[12:25 - 12:31] to know right the fuck now that you ain't gotta face that fucking pain alone man you
[12:31 - 12:43] don't have to face that alone I'd say right now it's time to throw your fucking pain and
[12:43 - 12:58] all your passed away and start the healing right the fuck now let's go are you ready
[12:58 - 13:04] for the feeling to leave so that you can breathe and not live with the pain sure the
[13:04 - 13:11] limit is done in the two can't can but always something trying to push me to give in do
[13:11 - 13:17] you really want to leave but leave and try to achieve a little pain from the anger I
[13:17 - 13:24] should've been good I should've been down I couldn't let go what could I do I can't
[13:24 - 13:30] take it all away the feeling break apart the pain and start the healing you're the
[13:30 - 13:38] will stood I should've been down I couldn't let go what could I do I can't take it all
[13:38 - 13:43] the way the feeling break apart the pain and start the healing do you really want
[13:43 - 13:51] to probably be this travesty cut sharp like a razor are you ready for your scars to be
[13:51 - 13:58] you will succeed in and pulling out the invaders but so inside and turning me to that can
[13:58 - 14:04] always something part in turn to me to give in do you really want to leave but leave and
[14:04 - 14:11] try to achieve a little break from the anger I should've been good I should've been down
[14:11 - 14:18] I shouldn't let go what could I do I can't take it all away the feeling break apart
[14:18 - 14:25] the pain and start the healing I should've been stood I should've been down I couldn't
[14:25 - 14:32] let go what could I do I can't take it all away the feeling break apart the pain and
[14:32 - 14:44] start the healing everything I'm feeling burst into flames looking at the song that's broken
[14:44 - 15:00] straight every night the wishes always the same keep on hoping that I won't go insane
[15:00 - 15:12] and then the more it starts to stick the more you fall for it the more it starts to stick
[15:12 - 15:22] the more you fall for it the more it starts to stick the more you fall for it it's never
[15:22 - 15:50] gonna cry I should've been down I can't let go what could I do I can't take it all away the feeling break apart the pain and start the healing I should've been stood I should've found out I couldn't get through what could I do I can't take it all away the feeling break apart the pain and start the healing.
[15:50 - 16:19] break apart the pain and start the healing I know what you guys are doing I'm not f*cking
[16:19 - 16:32] dumb see you guys think that you've got one over on me but really you don't see you trolls
[16:32 - 16:39] you think I haven't changed I know what your guys little troll game is I know what the
[16:39 - 16:48] f*ck you're about I know exactly what your goal is your goal is to try to f*ck with me
[16:48 - 16:54] that's how I either take my own life or I'm dead in the ground as an old man well guess
[16:54 - 17:01] what when I'm dead in the ground as an old man at least then I'll have peace from you
[17:01 - 17:10] mother f*ckers but the first one ain't gonna happen I ain't taking my life and I sure
[17:10 - 17:16] as hell ain't gonna stand here and be bullied by a bunch of f*cking wanna be tough guys
[17:16 - 17:26] hiding behind a f*cking screen like I said millions of times over whether you love my
[17:26 - 17:32] music or not either way it don't matter to me at the end of the day as always my music
[17:32 - 17:40] can help one f*cking person then I'm doing my goddamn job if I can help even one person
[17:40 - 17:48] whether it's through my streams on here whether it's through my music it don't matter at
[17:48 - 17:52] the end of the day if I can help even just one f*cking person then I'm doing my goddamn
[17:52 - 18:05] job
[18:05 - 18:13] yo ignomatic what's good Iggy how you been bro it's been a while Iggy what's good man
[18:13 - 18:22] see people like krypt k and marty think they got me all figured out they think they got
[18:22 - 18:30] me all figured out man but really they ain't got shit they ain't got nothing on your boy
[18:30 - 18:39] cuz let me tell you I promised my motherf*cking brother Adam who the next song is gonna be
[18:39 - 18:48] for by the way which I'll get to that in a minute see when I started this year I made
[18:48 - 18:54] a promise that this year was gonna be my f*cking year to finally f*cking do what I wanted
[18:54 - 19:02] to do and achieve my dreams of hitting my goals and guess what I f*cking did it I hit
[19:02 - 19:12] my goal I'll pass that mark I'll pass that f*cking mark
[19:12 - 19:46] you
[19:46 - 20:16] and just like my brother Adam who I have to give a major congrats to by the way man
[20:16 - 20:22] I have to give a major congrats to my motherf*cking brother from across the cities Adam who finally
[20:22 - 20:36] graduated college as of today man with a 3.5 GPA motherf*ckers my motherf*cking brother
[20:36 - 20:48] Adam graduated today with a 3.5 GPA in business and marketing so to my brother Adam I want
[20:48 - 20:56] to say this congrats bro I'm f*cking proud of you man I'm hella proud of you bro you
[20:56 - 21:06] f*cking nailed that sh*t and this next one is going out to my brother Adam this is called
[21:06 - 21:29] Move then show me what you can do when you step into the soccer and sh*t like we do and
[21:29 - 21:41] move when you just can't take a little move if you just feel like breakin' it you ain't
[21:41 - 21:59] been through the paces and the face my tears it takes everything I have move then show
[21:59 - 22:05] me what you can do when you step into the circle and sh*t like we do and move when you
[22:05 - 22:11] just can't take a little move if you just feel like breakin' it move then show me what
[22:11 - 22:17] you can do when you step into the circle and sh*t like we do and move when you just can't
[22:17 - 22:23] take a little move if you just feel like breakin' it you know what I mean so there's
[22:23 - 22:28] still a voice yeah there's a choice that all the girls and the boys scream and rejoice
[22:28 - 22:36] let's make that noise even more we will be short you never forget you never been through
[22:36 - 22:45] the paces and the face my tears it takes everything I have move then show me what
[22:45 - 22:51] you can do when you step into the circle and sh*t like we do and move when you just can't
[22:51 - 22:57] take a little move if you just feel like breakin' it move then show me what you can
[22:57 - 23:03] do when you step into the circle and sh*t like we do and move when you just can't take
[23:03 - 23:11] a little move if you just feel like breakin' it then to the floor I know there must be
[23:11 - 23:16] more like me
[23:16 - 23:29] In a song before I can't care whether anymore break me
[23:29 - 23:34] Leave, then leave, then tell the storm is over
[23:34 - 23:40] 'Cause I'm beneath the time I'm passing over
[23:40 - 23:52] So breathe, let's leave, then tell the storm is over I wanna take you away
[23:52 - 23:57] Move and show me what you can do when you step into the circle and sh*t like we do and
[23:57 - 24:04] move when you just can't take a little move if you just feel like breakin' it move then
[24:04 - 24:10] show me what you can do when you step into the circle and sh*t like we do and move when
[24:10 - 24:16] you just can't take a little move if you just feel like breakin' it move then show
[24:16 - 24:21] me what you can do when you step into the circle and sh*t like we do and move when you
[24:21 - 24:28] just can't take a little move if you just feel like breakin' it move then show me what
[24:28 - 24:34] you can do when you step into the circle and sh*t like we do and move when you just can't
[24:34 - 24:49] take a little move if you just feel like breakin' it
[24:49 - 24:55] And Adam, I wanna say I'm f*cking proud of you bro, you did the one thing I never could
[24:55 - 25:10] do man and I'm proud of you for that
[25:10 - 25:30] I am super proud of you for that man
[25:30 - 25:33] We're about to take you back a little bit to some old school sh*t here
[25:33 - 25:40] Iggy, CIA, you guys might know this one
[25:40 - 26:07] Lookin' back at me, I see that I never really found it right, I never start to think of
[26:07 - 26:19] anything to say, there's no song for the world, I am a little bit of it so cold, movement
[26:19 - 26:29] of this for a really little thing, there's no song for the world, I am a little bit
[26:29 - 26:38] of it so cold, never been to be so cold and you're all sorry about all the lies, maybe
[26:38 - 26:46] in a different light, you can see this and I'm all alone again, but now I can't see,
[26:46 - 27:01] I'm all alone again, don't think it's been fun, so it's all a control that gets me high
[27:01 - 27:17] I'm sorry for the world, I am a little bit of it so cold, movement of this for a really
[27:17 - 27:39] long time, I am a little bit of it so cold, movement of this so cold, movement of this
[27:39 - 28:04] so cold, movement of this so cold, movement of this so cold, movement of this, so cold,
[28:04 - 28:29] movement of this so cold, movement of this so cold, movement of this so cold, movement
[28:29 - 28:38] of this, what I really meant to say, there's no song for the world, I am a little bit of
[28:38 - 28:53] it so cold, a little bit of this so cold.
[28:53 - 29:00] D Crypt, Marty, you guys can't do metal vocals like I can, you can't fucking do that shit
[29:00 - 29:30] like me, bro, boyzus, then my other cat, then in a mall it's on my own skin, that's
[29:30 - 29:56] all I have to say, so cold, movement of this so cold, movement of this so cold, movement
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[40:48 - 41:13] ask anyone in real life that fucking knows me
[41:13 - 41:18] this one's from motherfucking Mitch man I want to say rest in peace to Mitch Walker
[41:18 - 41:27] on this one man rest in peace Mitch we miss you bro
[41:27 - 42:57] we miss you man, we miss you man, we miss you man, we miss you man, we miss you man,
[42:57 - 43:13] say goodbye, we'll finally be surprised, disengage, disengage, yeah
[43:13 - 53:25] we miss you man, we miss you man, we miss you man, we miss you man, we miss you man,
[53:25 - 53:31] went down. I went down that path and that's not a path that you or anyone deserves to
[53:31 - 53:37] go down. Like I said, I'm telling you this out of our friendship, out of being a friend
[53:37 - 53:42] to you. Get your head out of your fucking ass and open your fucking eyes and take a
[53:42 - 53:49] look around at the reality of shit. Like really take a step back and look at what he's fucking
[53:49 - 53:57] doing. You told him to stop going after me, right? Look what he's doing. You told him
[53:57 - 54:03] to stop going after me. Look what he's doing. You told him to stop going after other people.
[54:03 - 54:12] What's he still doing? What is he still doing? No offense to you, Seren, at all and I'm
[54:12 - 54:17] starting from offending you I'm not meaning to. I'm telling you this out of being a friend
[54:17 - 54:24] to you. Like as somebody that's been down that road, I'm trying to help you to stop
[54:24 - 54:32] from going down that same road that I went down. You don't deserve that. You don't deserve
[54:32 - 54:40] to be treated like that. Sure, he may not have laid his hands on you. That may be true.
[54:40 - 54:45] He may not have laid his hands on you, but take a look at his fucking channel and what
[54:45 - 54:50] he fucking does. Take a look at what he fucking does.
[54:50 - 55:20] All right, so let me ask you this, Seren.
[55:20 - 55:30] Why is he back fucking doing it, huh? Why is he back fucking doing it? It's time for
[55:30 - 55:38] you to wake the fuck up, Seren. I'm trying to help you out here. It's time for you to
[55:38 - 55:45] wake the fuck up, Seren. It's time for you to open your goddamn eyes. The same way that
[55:45 - 55:53] you helped me, the hell with my friend Jenny, I'm here backing you up. Oh, Marty, you can
[55:53 - 56:05] get lost because you're not welcome here. Seren is welcome here, Marty, but you sure
[56:05 - 56:19] as hell ain't. You definitely ain't welcome here. Seren, I'm telling you this, I'd have
[56:19 - 56:26] been a friend to you. I'd have been the real motherfucker that I am. You know what's sad,
[56:26 - 56:32] Seren, is I'm the only motherfucker that's up here telling you the goddamn truth. I'm
[56:32 - 56:46] the only one up here telling the goddamn truth to you. Do I want to see you happy? Yes, I
[56:46 - 56:54] do want to see you happy, but this man don't fucking deserve your attention. You need to
[56:54 - 57:01] find someone better. I'm going to tell you exactly like you told my friend Jenny when
[57:01 - 57:06] that whole shit with Tyree Sneed was going down. I'm going to tell you the exact same
[57:06 - 57:12] thing that you told her. You need to get the fuck away from that guy because he ain't
[57:12 - 57:21] doing you no fucking favors at all. He ain't doing you no goddamn favors. I mean, Seren,
[57:21 - 57:33] you saw the text messages for yourself. You saw what Marty said about me. You saw what
[57:33 - 57:41] he said for yourself and don't fucking lie to yourself, Seren. Don't fucking lie to yourself.
[57:41 - 57:47] We all know that you saw those messages that same day that I did. We all mean you both
[57:47 - 57:54] know that those text messages that he said, you and I both fucking know that he meant
[57:54 - 58:01] that shit and you know it. So don't fucking lie to yourself and say that he's a good person
[58:01 - 58:07] because deep down he's not a good fucking person. If he was, then why is he still doing
[58:07 - 58:13] this shit? Why does he have fucking photos and videos of me on his computer still? Why
[58:13 - 58:24] is he still using me to gain shit? Think about that. I'm telling you this because I fucking
[58:24 - 58:28] care about you, Seren. You've always been a good friend of me and I'm not about to fucking
[58:28 - 58:41] let you go down the same road that I went down. I'm not about to sit here and let you
[58:41 - 58:48] walk down that same fucking path that I went down because you don't need to go down that
[58:48 - 58:58] road. If he does this now, who's to say later on down the road it don't get worse? Who's
[58:58 - 59:09] to say later on down the road it don't get worse? Once a troll, always a troll, Seren.
[59:09 - 59:16] Remember that. Once a troll, always a troll. There is no stopping. Especially not with
[59:16 - 59:30] him. Once a troll, Seren, always a troll. Once you get into the troll game, you ain't
[59:30 - 59:37] stopping. So Seren, if I were you, honestly, if I were you, I would take a good long hard
[59:37 - 59:43] look at his fucking record. If I were you, Seren, I would do my fucking research on
[59:43 - 59:51] this guy, dig into his fucking records, see what this guy really is like. I mean, come
[59:51 - 59:57] on, this guy's got a DUI's out the ass, then hauled in the court for murdering a prostitute,
[59:57 - 60:08] got away with murdering Jamie, and you still want to trust this guy? As this guy sat there,
[60:08 - 60:16] got hauled in the court for several DUI's, got busted for drug shit, got hauled in the
[60:16 - 60:23] court over a prostitute, and got away with killing Jamie, do you really want to be associated
[60:23 - 60:31] with a motherfucker like that? I know I wouldn't. It's time for you to wake the fuck up, Seren.
[60:31 - 60:45] Wake the fuck up. Look the hell around. Wake up. Stop being so goddamn naive. Stop letting
[60:45 - 60:51] this motherfucker manipulate you. Because you know what that manipulation's going to
[60:51 - 61:00] lead to? It's going to lead to mental abuse. And all he's doing is manipulating you. What
[61:00 - 61:14] he's doing to you is mental abuse. That's exactly what he's doing. It's mental abuse.
[61:14 - 61:19] You might not think it is, but it's time you wake up and learn the truth, Seren. What
[61:19 - 61:32] Marty is doing to you is mental abuse. He's using you. And trust Seren, I've been in manipulative,
[61:32 - 61:39] abusive relationships many times, and what Marty's doing is a clear fucking sign of
[61:39 - 61:49] mental abuse. He's manipulating you to get what he fucking wants so that he can continue
[61:49 - 61:56] doing what he fucking wants to do. It's time to wake up, Seren. It's time you open your
[61:56 - 62:03] goddamn eyes and look the hell around. All right? I'm telling you this because I give
[62:03 - 62:13] a fuck. Because I don't want to see you hurt or go down the same road that I went down.
[62:13 - 62:19] I'm telling you this shit because you need to hear the truth. You need to fucking hear
[62:19 - 62:48] the goddamn truth. Honestly, Seren, yes, the fuck he is. He is trolling your guys' relationship.
[62:48 - 63:00] He is manipulating you to fuck with me. See, he's using you as a scapegoat to be able to
[63:00 - 63:09] attack me. He's using you as a scapegoat as a means to attack me. Just think about
[63:09 - 63:15] it. Really fucking think about it, Seren. Think about those text messages. Think about
[63:15 - 63:22] how he's acted on the livestream. Think about how when me and you talked to him that day.
[63:22 - 63:29] Do you remember the last time we all talked? Because I do. Do you remember the last time
[63:29 - 63:34] we fucking talked to him together? Do you remember that, Seren? Because I remember
[63:34 - 63:41] that just like it was yesterday. Think about how he fucking laughed, okay? Think about
[63:41 - 63:49] how he laughed when you were being serious. Think about that. Think about how he laughed
[63:49 - 63:59] and cackled at what you were saying about how he needed to stop. That right there shows
[63:59 - 64:01] that he don't give a fuck.
[64:01 - 64:21] And trust me, Seren, there is more than one way to hurt somebody. There is more than
[64:21 - 64:28] one way to hurt somebody. You can hurt somebody physically, mentally, or emotionally. And
[64:28 - 64:39] he's using your emotions to fuck with your head. He's using your emotions to fuck with
[64:39 - 64:49] your head. Seren, I'm telling you this out of somebody
[64:49 - 64:56] that has been through abuse. I'm telling you this out of somebody that is a victim
[64:56 - 65:06] of mental, verbal, and emotional abuse. I don't want to see you go down that road.
[65:06 - 65:13] I don't want to see you go down that path. Because unlike Marty, I actually give a fuck
[65:13 - 65:21] about your mental health. I actually care about your well-being. If Marty ever gave
[65:21 - 65:27] a fuck about you, Seren, he would have stopped all this a long time ago and then would have
[65:27 - 65:35] been serious about stopping the bullshit. He would have been serious about stopping
[65:35 - 65:43] the fucking bullshit instead of sitting there laughing when you fucking sat there and told
[65:43 - 65:49] him to stop right in front of my face. If he gave a fuck about you, he would have stopped
[65:49 - 65:56] right then and there. I'm not saying this to be an asshole, Seren.
[65:56 - 66:02] I'm saying this out of friendship, out of somebody that actually gives a fuck, out
[66:02 - 66:07] of somebody that has been mentally abused, out of somebody that has been verbally and
[66:07 - 66:13] emotionally abused. That's exactly what he's doing to you, Seren.
[66:13 - 66:23] He's abusing you, the same way that Tyrese need abused my friend Jenny, the same exact
[66:23 - 66:33] way that Tyrese need abused my friend Jenny is exactly what Marty's doing to you.
[66:33 - 66:39] And I'm being deadass serious. This ain't a ha, ha, ha, blow it off thing. No, this
[66:39 - 66:47] is fucking serious. The same way that Tyrese need abused my friend Jenny is the same fucking
[66:47 - 66:54] way that Marty's abusing you, Seren. And it's time for you to stop white knighting
[66:54 - 67:03] for him. Stop making out these excuses, Seren. Listen to what I'm fucking saying and stop
[67:03 - 67:13] making out the excuses white knighting for him. Stop white knighting for that fucking
[67:13 - 67:25] guy. Because what you're doing is white knighting for him. You're making out excuses because
[67:25 - 67:31] you don't want to believe the truth. And I'm here telling you the truth as of being
[67:31 - 67:38] a friend to you. I'm telling you this shit because you're a friend to me and I don't
[67:38 - 67:44] want to see you go down the same path as me or my friend Jenny went down. I don't want
[67:44 - 67:52] to see you go down that path. You're starting to go down that path. Well, guess what? I'm
[67:52 - 68:00] here to pull you out of that shit. I'm here to pull you away from that shit, Seren. Because
[68:00 - 68:12] I actually do consider you a good friend. I do actually see you as a friend. Because
[68:12 - 68:19] when everybody was against me, you had my back. When everybody said fuck you to me,
[68:19 - 68:25] you had my back. And I will give you credit for that shit.
[68:25 - 68:54] And the best way I can repay you, Seren, is by exposing you to the fucking truth. See,
[68:54 - 69:01] he wants you to believe that outside of the bullshit, he's a good guy. But really, he's
[69:01 - 69:16] nothing more than a fucking scumbag trying to drag you down to his fucking level. It's
[69:16 - 69:25] easy. It's called stop talking to him. It's called stop talking to the guy, block his
[69:25 - 69:33] number, block him on Discord, do whatever you have to do to get rid of the guy. Do whatever
[69:33 - 69:42] it takes to get rid of the guy. Do whatever you have to do. Because Seren, I'm telling
[69:42 - 69:50] you right now, I know this is hard. Trust me, I know this is hard. Because I had to
[69:50 - 69:56] go through that same shit. But just know this, Seren, when you do get rid of this guy,
[69:56 - 70:03] trust me when I say you will feel 10 times better. And trust me when I say this, Seren,
[70:03 - 70:11] you will have friends here on the other side waiting for you. You will have people here
[70:11 - 70:19] that care about you that will be here to help you. You have friends here, Seren. You have
[70:19 - 70:26] people like me here, as well as the rest of my fanbase that actually do care about me.
[70:26 - 70:33] You have me, you have my best friend Adam from overseas. You have all my friends here
[70:33 - 70:47] that will be here waiting for you on the other side when you make that transition. Because
[70:47 - 70:55] like I said, Seren, you're a good friend of me and you always have been. And I'm not
[70:55 - 71:05] doubting that. I'm not saying you ain't a good person because you are. You really are
[71:05 - 71:11] a good person, Seren. And I don't want to see you go through the same fucking shit
[71:11 - 71:16] that I went through or that my friend Jenny went through. I don't want to see you get
[71:16 - 71:24] put through that shit. I really don't want to see you get put through that. I really
[71:24 - 71:29] don't because, Seren, you are a good friend of me. And I know you might be mad at me for
[71:29 - 71:36] coming off all crazy and shit, but trust me, in the long run, you will thank me. Because
[71:36 - 71:46] I don't want to see you go through that manipulation and that bullshit that I went through. Because
[71:46 - 71:51] yeah, Marty might have a way of worse, Seren, but let me tell you something. When he does
[71:51 - 71:59] all that smooth talking, ignore it. Look past it. See him for what he's done to you. See
[71:59 - 72:06] him for what he's done to me. See him for what he's done to Jasmine and other people.
[72:06 - 72:12] I mean, for God's sake, Seren, this guy attacked my biological mother who passed away in a
[72:12 - 72:22] house fire many years ago. Now, does that sound like a good person to you, Seren? Does
[72:22 - 72:27] that sound like a good person to you? Would a good person attack someone's relative who
[72:27 - 72:36] passed away in a house fire? Think about that. Would a good person attack somebody's family
[72:36 - 72:43] member that passed away in a house fire many years ago? Would a good person use somebody's
[72:43 - 72:51] past against them as a way to defend themselves? Would a good person mute somebody when that
[72:51 - 72:59] other person is speaking facts towards that person? No. And all those things that I just
[72:59 - 73:11] mentioned, Marty does. Would a good person use somebody to make money? Would a good person
[73:11 - 73:23] exploit somebody to make money off them like Marty does me? No. It's time you open your
[73:23 - 73:32] eyes, Seren. It's time you open your eyes to the truth. Okay? I'm telling you this because
[73:32 - 73:39] I actually give a fuck. I'm actually the one dude that cares enough about you to say,
[73:39 - 74:03] "This is the shit that's going on."
[74:03 - 74:32] Seren, let me tell you. That's how it always starts out. That is exactly how it always
[74:32 - 74:42] starts out, Seren. That is how it always starts out. Okay? It always starts out good. Things
[74:42 - 74:50] are good. Matter of fact, for those that don't know, and for you especially, Seren, let me
[74:50 - 74:56] tell you the story of my abusive relationships so that maybe you can gain some help from
[74:56 - 75:06] it. About eight years ago, I met this girl on this site called Antibod.com, which was
[75:06 - 75:15] like a MySpace for anime fans. It was like a MySpace mix with Facebook for anime fans.
[75:15 - 75:21] Me and her started talking and we got to know each other. Several months down the road,
[75:21 - 75:29] eight, nine months into us talking, we wound up together. Okay? And we were together for
[75:29 - 75:36] a pretty good two or three years. But then out of nowhere, something changed. She started
[75:36 - 75:42] manipulating me in little ways like Marty is doing to you. She started picking on people
[75:42 - 75:50] and then saying she was going to stop. And for a while she did. For a while she did stop.
[75:50 - 75:57] For a while she did stop. But then a couple months later, she picked it back up and kept
[75:57 - 76:02] on going. And you know what she fucking did to me when I finally confronted her about
[76:02 - 76:13] it full on. She sat there and talked down to me, bashed on me, bullied me, told me that
[76:13 - 76:19] I was a worthless piece of shit. That I deserved to die. That I didn't deserve to have any
[76:19 - 76:27] kids at all. That I didn't deserve happiness. And she made it in a way to where when I wanted
[76:27 - 76:32] to leave her, she made it to where I kept going back to her over and over and over.
[76:32 - 76:38] And you know what she did? She would say all that shit and then next day be like, Oh, I'm
[76:38 - 76:48] sorry. I didn't mean to say those things. Or I promise I'll stop. I promise I'll stop.
[76:48 - 76:57] And I continued on for four fucking years. Four years and I continued on because I kept
[76:57 - 77:06] believing it. I kept believing what she was saying. And like you, part of me wanted to
[77:06 - 77:12] believe that Rebecca was going to change. Part of me really and truly wanted to believe
[77:12 - 77:32] that part of me truly wanted to believe that Rebecca was going to stop, but it didn't stop.
[77:32 - 77:39] It took my friends doing like I'm doing with you now, opening up my fucking eyes and tell
[77:39 - 77:47] me, dude, she is fucking abusing you. She is mentally and verbally and emotionally abusing
[77:47 - 77:54] you. And trust me when I say, Sarah, Marty's doing the same goddamn thing to you. He's
[77:54 - 78:03] doing the same thing you that Rebecca did to me. And you don't deserve that. You really
[78:03 - 78:14] fucking don't. You don't deserve the manipulation. You don't deserve the abuse. You don't deserve
[78:14 - 78:24] to be abused like that. I'm telling you this, Sarah, because I care because I don't want
[78:24 - 78:30] to see you go down the same road of abuse that myself or my friend Jenny went down.
[78:30 - 78:37] I don't want to see you go down that road. If I can do anything to help you, I will.
[78:37 - 78:51] I don't care how long it takes. I will fucking help your ass out. Yeah, but, Sarah, let me
[78:51 - 79:02] ask you this, Sarah, what's more important to you? What is more important to you, Sarah?
[79:02 - 79:08] What is truly more important to you, Sarah? Getting fucking laid or listening to a good
[79:08 - 79:15] friend that has the best in mind for you? What's more important to you, Sarah? Getting
[79:15 - 79:30] fucking laid or listening to a friend that has your best interest at heart? What's more
[79:30 - 79:53] important to you, Sarah? Getting dick or your friendships and the people that actually care?
[79:53 - 79:59] I want you to really think about that, Sarah. What is more important to you? Getting dick
[79:59 - 80:11] or having friends that actually care about you and being surrounded by good ass people?
[80:11 - 80:26] Think about that. And I don't want you to sit there and be like, "Oh, I think I know."
[80:26 - 80:32] I mean, really fucking sit down, take a minute, sit back, and really fucking think about
[80:32 - 80:39] what I'm telling you. What's more important to you, Sarah? Your friendships or getting
[80:39 - 80:51] fucking laid every other fucking week? Because I don't know about you, but if they came
[80:51 - 80:56] down to choose in between getting laid and my friendship with you, well, guess what?
[80:56 - 81:01] That bitch that wants to get me laid can take a fucking hike because I would rather choose
[81:01 - 81:10] my friendships over getting laid any fucking day of the week. Question is, what are you
[81:10 - 81:16] going to choose? Are you just going to sit there and let Marty use you and you get laid
[81:16 - 81:24] every fucking day? Or are you going to fucking stand up and do better for yourself? Because
[81:24 - 81:39] I know you can do better, Sarah. You can do 10 times better. You can do 10 times better
[81:39 - 81:46] than that, Sarah, and I know you can. And you forget, Sarah, I know what you looked
[81:46 - 81:52] like. And trust what I say, trust on your looks alone, you can do 10 times better than
[81:52 - 81:59] that guy. You deserve nothing but the best. And Marty, he ain't doing you any fucking
[81:59 - 82:21] favors. He ain't doing you any fucking favors. Now, I'm going to ask you one last time, Sarah.
[82:21 - 82:30] I'm going to ask you one last time. What's more important to you? Getting laid by some
[82:30 - 82:34] fucking asshole that ain't going to give a fuck about you three months down the road
[82:34 - 82:45] from now? And just going to continue to use you to attack people like me? Or are your
[82:45 - 82:53] friendships the people that care about you more important? Because Sarah, you and I both
[82:53 - 83:01] know that any of your friends would be saying the same thing I'm telling you now. If any
[83:01 - 83:07] of your friends had a clue as to what was going on, you and I both know they would
[83:07 - 83:31] be sitting here telling you the same thing I'm fucking telling you.
[83:31 - 83:45] Sarah, let me ask you this. What do you think your loved ones that passed away and they
[83:45 - 83:51] can be here right now? What do you think they'd be telling you? They'll be telling
[83:51 - 83:56] you the same goddamn thing I'm telling you and that all your other friends would be telling
[83:56 - 84:09] you? Get rid of Marty. Do better for yourself. Get rid of this fucking loser. All right?
[84:09 - 84:16] Find someone in your area. Okay? Find someone in your area that you know wouldn't mind being
[84:16 - 84:28] around you. That won't treat you like shit. Hell, that's what I'm doing. And Sarah, I'm
[84:28 - 84:34] telling you all this because I care. Okay? I'm telling you this because I fucking give
[84:34 - 84:41] a shit about you. Because I don't want to see you go down the same road that me or
[84:41 - 85:00] my friend Jenny went down and end up the same way we did. Yeah, Sarah, let me tell you
[85:00 - 85:07] right now, I bet they don't know about what he fucking does, do they? They don't know
[85:07 - 85:20] about what he does on the internet, do they, Sarah? They don't know about how Marty goes
[85:20 - 85:28] around and attacks people, do they? I bet they don't. I bet they don't know about how
[85:28 - 85:35] Marty goes around trolling motherfuckers and using me to make money. I bet they don't
[85:35 - 85:43] know how he goes around using me and other people to make money. Do they? I bet you damn
[85:43 - 85:48] fucking getting well. If any of your friends knew about what the fuck that he was doing,
[85:48 - 86:10] then do I fuck this guy, get him out of here, find someone better. I guarantee it. Yo, you
[86:10 - 86:15] know what? If they were really your friends the same way I am, they would actually be
[86:15 - 86:25] asking questions the same way I am. And honestly, Sarah, I think it's time you told your friends
[86:25 - 86:32] the fucking truth. I think it's time that you told them about what he really fucking
[86:32 - 86:40] does. I think it's time you stopped hiding this shit and open up your goddamn mouth and
[86:40 - 86:55] told them about what he fucking does. It's time you open your goddamn mouth and speak
[86:55 - 87:08] up and say what he's fucking doing. And trust me, I know it's hard to admit that shit that
[87:08 - 87:15] he does. Trust me, I know what it's like. You don't want to believe what he's saying.
[87:15 - 87:22] You don't want to believe that he's really this bad guy. You really don't want to believe
[87:22 - 87:29] that. And I understand that. I understand that you want to believe that someone down
[87:29 - 87:36] there in the pit of the stomach is that good guy. But let me tell you for a fact, Sarah,
[87:36 - 87:50] let me tell you for a fucking fact, there ain't a goddamn good bone in that man's body.
[87:50 - 87:58] And like I said, Sarah, I'm giving you a fucking choice right the fuck now. I am giving you
[87:58 - 88:11] a goddamn choice. Either continue to be with a fucking slime ball that does nothing but
[88:11 - 88:20] attack me and my family and say shit about me and attacks my dead relatives and bullies
[88:20 - 88:30] people. You can either stay with that piece of shit, or you can stand beside your friends
[88:30 - 88:37] and we could speak up against this shit. So what's it gonna be, Sarah? Are you gonna
[88:37 - 88:43] choose your friends or that fat fucking piece of shit that ain't doing you any fucking
[88:43 - 88:53] favors? Make your fucking choice. What's it gonna be, Sarah? Your friends or the motherfucker
[88:53 - 89:14] that don't give a fuck? Because unlike Marty, Sarah, me and your friends care about you.
[89:14 - 89:26] And do I want to see you happy? Yes. But I don't want you being with a fucking little
[89:26 - 89:33] bitch like Marty that does nothing but bully people. So make your choice, Sarah. What's
[89:33 - 89:39] it gonna be? Your friends or stay with that piece of shit that bullies people? What's
[89:39 - 90:01] it gonna be? Make your choice. Make your fucking choice and get back to me in the morning.
[90:01 - 90:08] Make your fucking choice and get back to me in the morning. And don't just sit there
[90:08 - 90:13] and say that you thought about what I said. I want you to think about every single fucking
[90:13 - 90:22] word that I said to you, and I really mean really think about it. Like I said, it's
[90:22 - 90:30] your call. Either your friends that care about you or a piece of shit fat ass that don't
[90:30 - 90:44] give a fuck about you. Make your choice, Sarah. And get back to me in the morning.
[90:44 - 91:12] I see you made your choice. You know what I gotta say to you, Sarah, is this. By blocking
[91:12 - 91:37] my friend Doug dealer, you made your fucking choice. You've made your choice. So, Sarah.
[91:37 - 91:49] It kills me to do this. It really does because I saw you as a friend. But you gotta go. All
[91:49 - 91:55] I gotta say is good luck with your life. And when Marty does all this shit that I was
[91:55 - 92:01] telling you about, don't come fucking crying to me when you end up hurt because of this
[92:01 - 92:12] guy and you realize that I was fucking right.
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