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2022-4-24 taking time For me and getting back to real life


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on December 9th, 2022
Original upload date: April 24th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:09] And so for those wondering, what I'm going to do from this point forward, seeing as I
[0:09 - 0:18] am stepping away, I'm not only stepping away from YouTube for a while, I am also stepping
[0:18 - 0:29] away from Discord. Because I know a lot of people in there don't like me and aren't
[0:29 - 0:38] trying to make me in the lookout, so I'm stepping away. And I'm not going to be answering
[0:38 - 0:45] any numbers I don't recognize, so don't bother calling. I'm not going up on any panels
[0:45 - 0:58] at all whatsoever unless I know the person and they're a very good friend of mine. Like
[0:58 - 1:05] my friends from the VU crew, those guys I'll get up on panel with, but other than that,
[1:05 - 1:16] I am taking time for me working on my mental health and getting back to living my life
[1:16 - 1:30] outside of this platform. And you know, I know a lot of people are going to laugh, a
[1:30 - 1:36] lot of people are going to talk shit, and that's fine, whatever. But I'm getting back
[1:36 - 1:44] to my life, like I'm getting back to doing stuff, like having fun playing sports, you
[1:44 - 1:53] know, competing in competitions, and having a fun time doing it. I'm not out for any
[1:53 - 2:02] more of this bullshit. I'm done with it. I want absolutely no part of it. It's stupid
[2:02 - 2:09] and it never should have happened in the first place. So to all you that think you're
[2:09 - 2:15] being sneaky and trying to pull a fast one, just know that you're not. I got your guys'
[2:15 - 2:29] numbers locked and I know what you're doing and it's not going to work. But I need time
[2:29 - 2:37] for me, you know. Ever since all this shit started back in 2018, I have not had time
[2:37 - 2:46] for myself. And I am taking time for myself so I can give my mental health back in proper
[2:46 - 2:57] working order fully. I can start doing stuff I used to love to do and just not living in
[2:57 - 3:06] fear anymore. Now there are a couple of people that are on Discord that I will reach out
[3:06 - 3:11] to here and there that I'm very close with and very good friends with but that's it.
[3:11 - 3:18] There's a very select few that I will talk to. But other than that, I'm not answering
[3:18 - 3:24] nobody. I'm not talking to nobody. There's also going to be a very select few that I
[3:24 - 3:40] talk to on Facebook as well. I'm taking time for me. Because like I said in my stream,
[3:40 - 3:53] I want to be around for a long time, not a little while. And in order to do that, I am
[3:53 - 4:02] stepping away and taking time for myself and getting back to real life shit that I started
[4:02 - 4:17] doing back in 2017 and 2018. Such as playing sports, booking shows, for doing my DJ work.
[4:17 - 4:27] Stuff like that. I'm getting back to real life. So yeah, I don't know how long I'm
[4:27 - 4:36] going to be gone for but I do know it's going to be a while. Anyways y'all, I love you
[4:36 - 4:45] guys. Shout out to the Rax Nation. I fucking love you guys. Because y'all know y'all are
[4:45 - 4:50] my peoples. You know I love you guys. And don't think that this is any way you guys
[4:50 - 4:56] fall because it's not. It's just all the crazy shit going on. I need to get back to
[4:56 - 5:04] doing real life shit, you know. But yeah, with that being said, I will hit you guys
[5:04 - 5:14] with another day probably here in a couple days. If not a week. But uh, I love you guys
[5:14 - 5:17] and I'll catch y'all later man. Peace.
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