2022-4-19 My Final video

[0:00 - 0:21] What's up everybody? This is actually going to be my last video for quite some time because
[0:21 - 0:26] I know that over the last few years I said I was leaving and this and that and the other
[0:26 - 0:31] and honestly I was just trying to hold it off on leaving because this is something that
[0:31 - 0:41] I wanted to do with my life but shit has gotten so crazy over the last four years that I'm
[0:41 - 0:54] having to step away. Just tonight alone was the scariest night of my fucking life okay?
[0:54 - 1:11] Because of people what alright but tonight was the scariest night of my life because
[1:11 - 1:17] of MusicBizMarty and William Glory Hole and their little friends tonight police showed
[1:17 - 1:28] up to my house. Ten of these guys showed up to my house with pistols drawn right at my
[1:28 - 1:42] fucking dome like no joke and let me tell you having ten fucking pistols pointed at
[1:42 - 1:53] you at one fucking time that's a scary feeling it really is one of these scariest feelings
[1:53 - 2:19] in the fucking world and I wouldn't wish that feeling upon nobody man. And these people
[2:19 - 2:32] showed up to my house thinking I had threatened to kill them when I didn't and it's out of
[2:32 - 2:39] control man. One of these days somebody is going to get hurt and I'm gonna be damned
[2:39 - 2:45] if that person is me. I'm gonna be damned if that person is me that gets hurt or one
[2:45 - 2:57] of my family members or one of my friends. Like I'm seriously tired of not being able
[2:57 - 3:05] to be myself. I'm tired of not being able to do things that I enjoy things that I love.
[3:05 - 3:12] Like I'm tired of it. I never asked for this kind of a life. I never asked to be attacked
[3:12 - 3:19] I never asked to be harassed. I never asked to have fucking weapons drawn on me. I never
[3:19 - 3:26] asked to have people show to my house wanting to kill me. I never asked for anybody to
[3:26 - 3:35] send grotesque things to me in the mail. I didn't ask for any of that at all. All
[3:35 - 3:39] I never asked was to be given the chance to do my music and to show the world what
[3:39 - 3:51] I can do. And after tonight I'm taking a break for a very long time. And I do mean a very
[3:51 - 3:59] long time. Not no day, not no week. I mean probably for about a year or two. I don't
[3:59 - 4:15] know. But this shit is gone too real and too scary too fast. Like imagine, imagine
[4:15 - 4:21] having 10 fucking pistols playing at you at one fucking time by the fucking police
[4:21 - 4:31] because they think that you're going to shoot them. Like think about that. Imagine 10 cops
[4:31 - 4:36] putting a fucking fist like you because they thought that you said that you were going
[4:36 - 4:44] to shoot them along with anybody that showed up here. That is not something to toy around
[4:44 - 5:01] with. I almost got shot tonight because of y'all motherfuckers that think y'all are badasses.
[5:01 - 5:06] Now that being said, the only ones that are going to hear from me for a very long time
[5:06 - 5:14] are the people that I kick it with, that I'm getting friends with. The only ones that are
[5:14 - 5:22] actually going to hear from me are, you know, legitimate fans that I talk to personally
[5:22 - 5:32] on Facebook, my friends and my family. And that's it. Nobody else. And if you do see
[5:32 - 5:39] me on a stream, it'll be with my homies of the VU crew and that's it. I'll be hanging
[5:39 - 5:47] out with my brothers of the VU crew and that's it. That's the only time anybody's ever going
[5:47 - 5:57] to see me. But other than that, kicking out with my homies from the VU crew and all my
[5:57 - 6:09] other friends and family, you're not going to see me posted on here for quite a while.
[6:09 - 6:16] I don't deserve to live this kind of a life where my family is being threatened, my life
[6:16 - 6:31] is being threatened, their lives are being threatened. I don't deserve to, I don't deserve
[6:31 - 6:43] to live like this, you know? This is not a ha-ha, this is a laughing matter. This is
[6:43 - 6:50] real fucking shit. I almost got shot tonight because of y'all motherfuckers that think
[6:50 - 6:59] that all this is a joke. And it's not a joke. This shit is not fucking funny man. I almost
[6:59 - 7:04] fucking got killed tonight because y'all want to sit there and act like this is some sort
[7:04 - 7:13] of funny ass fucking joke when really it ain't. It's real fucking life man. And this
[7:13 - 7:20] is not fucking okay period. This is not, I wouldn't wish what I went through tonight
[7:20 - 7:27] on anybody, not Marty, not Glory Hall. I wouldn't wish this on anybody man. The kind of shit
[7:27 - 7:44] that I've been through tonight is not something I would wish on anybody period. Tonight was
[7:44 - 8:03] definitely the scariest night of my fucking life honestly. And I need to get back, I need
[8:03 - 8:15] to get back to doing my shit. But to my real legitimate fans that are watching man, just
[8:15 - 8:20] know that y'all ain't doing anything man. If anything the real thing is the ones that
[8:20 - 8:25] actually do support me. Y'all have done so much more for me than I could ever ask for
[8:25 - 8:38] man. Like y'all supported a little ass fucking country boy who had nothing and was able to
[8:38 - 8:45] do something cool as hell. Like I can't thank y'all enough for that man. Like y'all gave
[8:45 - 8:51] me a platform and a voice. And I can't thank the real legitimate fans man. I can't thank
[8:51 - 8:58] y'all enough for that shit bro. Like you guys are fucking awesome man. I can't thank
[8:58 - 9:13] y'all enough for real. But I need time for me man. Which is why I'm not going to be posting
[9:13 - 9:21] on this channel for a very very long time. Like tonight was the scariest fucking night
[9:21 - 9:32] of my god damn life dude. Like imagine having ten fucking pistols pointing right at your
[9:32 - 9:42] forehead. It's a scary fucking feeling let me tell you it isn't. Like y'all think I'm
[9:42 - 9:48] lying when I say that this shit's scary. Let's see you have it happen to you and see
[9:48 - 10:02] if you don't fucking freak out. Like dude I can't keep living like this man. It's like
[10:02 - 10:07] one of my good friends told me man. I can't keep living like this. And they're right
[10:07 - 10:12] and I can't. Because I see where my mental health is going and it's not good. And I
[10:12 - 10:24] need to get a grip on it now before shit gets bad. So to my fan base, to the nation,
[10:24 - 10:34] I fucking love you guys. You guys are fucking awesome. Like y'all the reason that I fucking
[10:34 - 10:41] you know do what I do man. And I love y'all dearly man. Like I love y'all immensely for
[10:41 - 10:52] real. Like y'all are my peoples. Y'all are my people and I fucking love y'all man. But
[10:52 - 10:59] that's for everyone else. I need to get away. Like for real like I need to get the fuck
[10:59 - 11:09] away from this shit. And honestly at this point I don't know if I will be back. Or
[11:09 - 11:16] if I'm just gonna find another platform to post on where nobody knows who I am. Nobody
[11:16 - 11:23] will know me. Nobody can go after me. I don't know. But I do know that for a very long
[11:23 - 11:29] time I'm not going to be on here because of all this crazy shit. I can't handle it.
[11:29 - 11:39] My family's getting tired of it and I'm getting sick of it. Like I can't take this anymore
[11:39 - 11:46] man. Tonight was the last fucking straw for me. But to my fans just know that I love
[11:46 - 11:53] you guys very very much. You guys are my people and I wouldn't be doing music if it
[11:53 - 12:00] wasn't for y'all man for real. I would not be a music artist or doing the shit that
[12:00 - 12:06] I love without you guys. You guys give me a reason to do what I do and I thank every
[12:06 - 12:17] single one of y'all for that man for real. The only way y'all are gonna hear about me
[12:17 - 12:23] anymore or know what's going on with me is through my music and that's it. I'm gonna
[12:23 - 12:29] be creating a separate channel and posting my music up on there. And that's the only
[12:29 - 12:34] way y'all ever gonna hear from me ever again for a while. Because I need to get back to
[12:34 - 12:42] doing me shit. I need to focus on me and my family and my friends. Like I need to focus
[12:42 - 12:51] on that shit. And not be around this bullshit ass internet crazy crap. I don't need it in
[12:51 - 12:59] my life. I don't want it in my life. Like I need to get away from the negativity that
[12:59 - 13:06] I don't want in my life. And the only way for me to do that is to step away for a while.
[13:06 - 13:15] But with that being said y'all. I fucking love y'all. And yeah. I'll see you in the
[13:15 - 13:25] future nation. Santa Rax nation below motherfuckers. Love y'all man. See you in the future guys.
[13:25 - 13:26] Peace.