2022-4-18 WHY I HAVENT PUT OUT MUCH MUSIC IN THE LAST 4 YEARS

[0:00 - 0:08] what is up you guys now I'm gonna get in this question quite a bit over the last
[0:08 - 0:16] several several months and the last couple years yo dude why ain't you put
[0:16 - 0:22] not much music what's going on are you okay what's what's going on are are you
[0:22 - 0:32] feeling all right like the truth is no I'm not all right if I'm being blunt
[0:32 - 0:38] honest no I'm not all right and I haven't been all right for the last four
[0:38 - 0:48] fucking years the last four years I've spent doing nothing but fighting back
[0:48 - 0:56] against psychos like MusicBizMarty always having to defend my fucking shit
[0:56 - 1:03] always having to correct motherfuckers always people making documentaries
[1:03 - 1:10] about me trying to make me out to be a crazy guy when really I'm not like I've
[1:10 - 1:14] had motherfuckers make goddamn documentaries on me claiming that I'm
[1:14 - 1:25] this crazy bat shit crazy dude when really I'm not like put yourself in my
[1:25 - 1:31] shoes for a minute all right imagine you're on my shoes imagine you're me
[1:31 - 1:37] and you have this crazy whacked out motherfucker by the name of MusicBizMarty
[1:37 - 1:42] constantly hitting on you constantly making passes at you constantly trying
[1:42 - 1:48] to make it sound like he owns you and doing everything he can to fuck up your
[1:48 - 1:55] life so that you can't do anything but talk to him and then whoever stands up
[1:55 - 2:01] for you and defends you that person and their family and their friends now get
[2:01 - 2:10] attacked because you stood up for said person that's what my life has been
[2:10 - 2:18] like for the last four years losing my job my biological father losing his job
[2:18 - 2:24] because of these people me losing my job with my good friend because of these
[2:24 - 2:28] people me getting kicked off of a record whale that I had dreamed about
[2:28 - 2:34] being on sale as a kid because of these people and then motherfuckers turning
[2:34 - 2:40] around and making up all these fucking videos about me saying that I'm this
[2:40 - 2:46] weird motherfucker I'm this weird dude oh he's lying all this info's on the
[2:46 - 3:01] internet now like I'm fucking tired of it like I'm tired of being made out to
[3:01 - 3:08] be that fucking crazy guy when clearly I'm not the only reason why I got
[3:08 - 3:14] labeled as a 43 by the police was cuz the police around here don't give a
[3:14 - 3:20] flying fuck about what happens to somebody unless they're either dead or
[3:20 - 3:30] there's some sort of drug bust that's how the cops are around here they don't
[3:30 - 3:34] give a fuck about whether you're being harassed whether you're being bullied
[3:34 - 3:39] whatever it is they don't give a fuck unless you're dead in a fucking body
[3:39 - 3:44] bag or you're a major drug dealer around here and they can bust your ass
[3:44 - 3:51] and crap jokes at you afterwards then they just don't give a fuck this has
[3:51 - 3:56] been my life for the last four fucking years constantly living in fear
[3:56 - 4:02] motherfuckers showing up to my house with weapons wanting to blow my fucking
[4:02 - 4:09] head off people sending disgusting shit in the mail like a deadbeat pig still
[4:09 - 4:19] in the mother's fetal sack throwing shit at my family's house fucking
[4:19 - 4:27] driving around my motherfucking neighborhood like you don't think that
[4:27 - 4:31] shit ain't fucking sketchy and weird as fuck
[4:31 - 4:37] you don't think that shit ain't motherfucking weird
[4:37 - 4:42] you don't think that me as a person y'all don't think that I don't deserve
[4:42 - 4:51] my privacy well you're fucking full of shit and actually no I go well this
[4:51 - 4:56] thing going on for more than two years okay see you weren't around for the
[4:56 - 5:02] very beginning shit you weren't there in the very very beginning when Marty
[5:02 - 5:11] started this shit on Jamie's livestream that's where it all started was Jamie's
[5:11 - 5:18] livestream which you weren't around for so this actually has been going on for
[5:18 - 5:27] about four years now and I'm tired of my family living in fear dude I can't
[5:27 - 5:34] even go out my own goddamn house without some sort of protection anymore
[5:35 - 5:42] back in 2010 before this shit started and I started doing music I used to be
[5:42 - 5:47] able to go outside my house I used to be able to walk around town without
[5:47 - 5:55] protection now I have that with goddamn pocket knife in a fucking walking stick
[5:55 - 5:59] that I use for hiking which is basically a hiking stick I have now
[5:59 - 6:04] have to have those on me for fucking protection everywhere I motherfucking
[6:04 - 6:09] go and I shouldn't have to live like that
[6:09 - 6:13] hell it's getting to the point where I'm gonna have to fucking walk around
[6:13 - 6:18] tell the goddamn pistol on my fucking side just to keep myself from getting
[6:18 - 6:24] shot up by some crazy motherfucker that thinks that he knows me
[6:24 - 6:32] well I tell you man the shit that I have been through in the last four
[6:32 - 6:39] years I will not wish upon my worst fucking enemy the shit I've been through
[6:39 - 6:47] bro is the kind of shit that I would never wish upon my worst fucking enemy
[6:47 - 6:57] I do not deserve to live like this my family don't deserve to live like this
[6:57 - 7:12] and trust me I'm well I am very well aware of that and trust me I know how
[7:12 - 7:18] to use weapons at the basic level okay you seem to forget that my dad was
[7:18 - 7:23] military and that I was raised around weapons my whole life I was raised
[7:23 - 7:28] around pistols and rifles and shit so I have a very good grasp and a very good
[7:28 - 7:34] basic knowledge on how to use safety what to do with the weapon what not to
[7:34 - 7:41] do with the weapon so I have the basic fucking knowledge I'm not dumb but for
[7:41 - 7:49] young motherfuckers that keep on doing this shit y'all need to fucking stop
[7:49 - 7:56] see I know what y'all are trying to do I see right through it I know what y'all
[7:56 - 8:02] are trying to fucking do y'all want to try to make me look crazy just so y'all
[8:02 - 8:07] can have me committed and then sit there and laugh at me while I'm sitting
[8:07 - 8:11] there laid up in the fucking mental hospital because of what you guys
[8:11 - 8:17] fucking did to me and I'm sorry but I'm not gonna let that fucking happen and
[8:17 - 8:24] neither is my family my family sure is fucking you know let that happen
[8:24 - 8:32] you know I'm fucking tired of living my life and goddamn fear every fucking day
[8:32 - 8:44] of my goddamn life I mean literally I have to keep this motherfucker right
[8:44 - 8:52] here by my motherfucking bed at night every fucking night I literally have to
[8:52 - 8:58] have the fucking boot off this goddamn thing and ready to go every fucking
[8:58 - 9:05] night just case some motherfucker rolls up I now have to fucking every time
[9:05 - 9:10] when I hear somebody roll by you know what I do I get the fuck up and I look
[9:10 - 9:17] out my goddamn window and I shouldn't have to fucking live like that
[9:17 - 9:21] now because of y'all motherfuckers I think it's funny to fuck with someone's
[9:21 - 9:27] life I now have to fuck to look out my goddamn window every fucking night to
[9:27 - 9:32] see if somebody's fucking pulling the fuck up in my house or if something's
[9:32 - 9:40] going on and I shouldn't have to fucking live like that I deserve a
[9:40 - 9:46] normal motherfucking life just like everybody else goddamn it I deserve a
[9:46 - 9:51] normal life like everyone else
[9:51 - 9:57] alright it's pretty fucking sad when every time I hear a car going by I have
[9:57 - 10:01] to look out my bedroom window to make sure it's somebody that ain't fucking
[10:01 - 10:07] pulling up trying to blow my goddamn head off and you think this shit's funny
[10:07 - 10:10] but it ain't
[10:10 - 10:20] it's not funny when every time you hear a car go by or you see a car backing
[10:20 - 10:24] out of your driveway you had staying there at the motherfucking ready making
[10:24 - 10:30] sure they ain't gonna be there to fucking kill you or your family members
[10:31 - 10:42] I shouldn't be fucking living like this if anything I should be doing music I
[10:42 - 10:50] should be putting shit out I shouldn't be living in fucking fear like this
[10:50 - 10:57] every fucking goddamn day it's dumb and it's fucking stupid
[10:57 - 11:07] I shouldn't have to fucking live like this I shouldn't have to live in fear
[11:07 - 11:13] because you lazy-ass punk-ass motherfuckers that think you know who the
[11:13 - 11:18] fuck I am well let me inform you of something in case you ain't get the
[11:18 - 11:23] memo you don't know who the fuck I am
[11:24 - 11:31] you really don't know who the fuck I am all this shit that y'all see on YouTube
[11:31 - 11:37] is made of bullshit it's garbage
[11:37 - 11:44] it's dumb and it's fucking retarded I don't you have anything better to do
[11:44 - 11:48] with your lives than to sit there and run your motherfucking mouths all fucking
[11:48 - 11:56] day I don't you have anything better to do like go grocery shopping hang out
[11:56 - 12:01] with your kids hang out with your family don't you have anything better to do
[12:01 - 12:04] with your lives than to sit there and attack a motherfucker that ain't done
[12:04 - 12:08] jack shit than anybody
[12:12 - 12:19] like for real I ain't done nothing to y'all so why go after me
[12:19 - 12:25] seriously I ain't done a goddamn thing to y'all motherfuckers so why the fuck
[12:25 - 12:31] go after me it's stupid and it's retarded man I don't deserve this I
[12:31 - 12:36] don't deserve this fucking life and y'all wonder why half the time I try to
[12:36 - 12:41] leave the fucking internet and get away from everything you dumbasses are the
[12:41 - 12:46] reason why I've got motherfuckers showing up to my goddamn house down
[12:46 - 12:50] there every other motherfucking week I got cops showing up to my house at least
[12:50 - 12:53] twice a month
[12:53 - 13:02] this is no way to fucking live you know to my fans my friends that made me
[13:02 - 13:07] realize that this is no way to live I want to say thank you man because to
[13:07 - 13:10] my fans and my friends that have made me realize that this is no way to live
[13:10 - 13:15] I want to say thank y'all man cuz you guys are fucking awesome and I love the
[13:15 - 13:20] living shit out of you guys man I love you all to death without a doubt man
[13:20 - 13:24] that everybody that has you know show me that this is no way to live I love
[13:24 - 13:28] you all to death man because you guys have had my motherfucking back since
[13:28 - 13:32] day one y'all are the hardcore motherfuckers that have had my fucking
[13:32 - 13:39] back since day one when no one else did and I appreciate that for real
[13:40 - 13:46] but I'm seriously tired of living in fear every fucking day of my goddamn
[13:46 - 13:55] life I shouldn't have to live like this I should be allowed to do my music
[13:55 - 14:00] without being harassed I should be allowed to do content without being
[14:00 - 14:06] bullied I'm sorry to fucking break the news to you dumbass trolls but I'm not
[14:06 - 14:11] Chris Chan I'm not somebody that you could walk all over and attack and
[14:11 - 14:17] fucking bully whenever the fuck you feel like it
[14:17 - 14:27] I'm not the motherfucker that y'all can sit there and attack the house of and
[14:27 - 14:32] then be okay with it nah
[14:33 - 14:44] I'm not that motherfucker I'm not that guy I'm a goddamn music artist I'm a
[14:44 - 14:48] music artist I'm a brother I'm a son
[14:48 - 14:58] I'm a friend I'm an uncle hell I'm a fucking godfather man I don't need this
[14:58 - 15:08] shit I I don't need the negative bullshit in my fucking life I don't
[15:08 - 15:13] need a bunch of pussy-ass motherfuckers sitting me on a goddamn computer screen
[15:13 - 15:18] running their motherfucking mouths after life they know me when really they
[15:18 - 15:24] don't know jack shit it's stupid I don't y'all have anything better to do
[15:24 - 15:29] with your lives than to sit on your fat asses all day and run your mouth all
[15:29 - 15:35] right don't you got jobs don't you have wives husbands kids don't you have
[15:35 - 15:39] anything better to do with your fucking lives than to sit there run your mouths
[15:39 - 15:45] like a bunch of pussies and y'all wonder why I'm always depressed y'all
[15:45 - 15:50] always wonder why I'm always upset why I'm always scared from my family why
[15:50 - 15:55] I'm always mad why I'm always depressed why I'm always out of energy this shit
[15:55 - 16:02] is why right the fuck here all this shit that you dumb pussy lindig
[16:02 - 16:10] motherfuckers put me through is why so to answer your question if I'm okay no
[16:10 - 16:18] I'm not okay and I'm not ever gonna be okay until this shit fucking stops the
[16:18 - 16:26] day this shit stops is the day that I'll be okay but until then I won't be
[16:26 - 16:33] okay and you can think is a haha joke all you want but put yourself in my
[16:33 - 16:40] motherfucking shoes for one week I guarantee half you motherfuckers couldn't
[16:40 - 16:50] last one day in my motherfucking shoes you cannot last one fucking day in my
[16:50 - 16:57] goddamn shoes I guarantee it ain't none of y'all whatever you're the last one
[16:57 - 17:04] fucking day in my position you won't even last five fucking minutes in my
[17:04 - 17:16] position cuz y'all ain't gotten put through what I've gotten put through
[17:16 - 17:23] y'all dumb asses would have last five fucking goddamn minutes in my fucking
[17:23 - 17:41] shoes so until this shit stops until all this garbage bullshit stops and you
[17:41 - 17:49] guys fuck off then I'm not coming back to this platform for a while the only
[17:49 - 17:56] time here ever gonna see me is over on my homies channel with the VU crew the
[17:56 - 18:00] only time y'all ever gonna see me is on the VU crew for a stream here and
[18:00 - 18:05] there and that's it other than that I'm not gonna be on this platform until y'all
[18:05 - 18:11] fucking back the fuck off and you screw off and you get a goddamn life and you
[18:11 - 18:19] leave me the fuck alone cuz I'm about fucking had it I don't need this shit I
[18:19 - 18:26] don't want this shit I don't need the negativity in my life and I don't want
[18:26 - 18:35] it in my life so I tell y'all fuck off and grow the fuck up and leave me the
[18:35 - 18:41] fuck alone then I'm not coming back to this platform I'm taking time for me my
[18:41 - 18:46] friends my family the people that I actually care about that's
[18:46 - 18:57] department I'm taking a break from this shit because I fucking need it cuz I
[18:57 - 19:02] can already see where this shit's going and it's not gonna work what y'all are
[19:02 - 19:08] trying to do to me will not work I guarantee you
[19:08 - 19:16] so tell y'all fuck off and leave me the hell alone then I'm not coming back
[19:16 - 19:26] I'm sorry but I need to take time for myself for my family my friends the
[19:26 - 19:30] people that I care about my fans that have actually got my back that have
[19:30 - 19:37] basically become friends to me I need to take time for that I don't have time
[19:37 - 19:51] for this so all you trolls you can do this and go fuck yourselves every last
[19:51 - 19:54] one of you
[19:54 - 20:00] can go fuck yourselves