Original upload date: March 9th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:22] [Silence]
[0:22 - 0:31] what the fuck is up everybody now I know a lot of people on YouTube are probably
[0:31 - 0:41] gonna watch this and that's fun and I know some of you keyword some of you on
[0:41 - 0:49] here on this platform might watch this and if you do watch this good because I
[0:49 - 0:56] have a fucking point to prove see the last few days I've been super tired and
[0:56 - 1:05] I I couldn't figure out why and then this morning when I woke up and I did
[1:05 - 1:11] some shit and then I fell asleep and then I woke back up it fucking clicked
[1:11 - 1:16] and the reason why I'm so tired is because I'm being kept from doing what I
[1:16 - 1:21] truly fucking love to do which is being on that fucking stage with a band
[1:21 - 1:28] rocking the fuck out doing what I should have been doing this whole fucking time
[1:28 - 1:36] and Derek not you Derek although I shot my boy Derek and Tony what up man but to
[1:36 - 1:45] Derek the drummer from Beauty and Chaos you know and I'm not saying this to be
[1:45 - 1:51] a dick and I hope you don't think I am brother but this right here I hope this
[1:51 - 1:56] proves to you that this show I'm about to do this cover show I hope that this
[1:56 - 2:01] fucking proves to you what I'm truly fucking capable of and that looks don't
[2:01 - 2:06] mean shit when it comes to doing music
[2:11 - 2:20] now with that being said let's raise the middle to the motherfucking masses
[2:20 - 2:25] let's raise that middle finger to the motherfuckers that said that I wouldn't
[2:25 - 2:28] be anything
[2:38 - 2:47] yeah bring you another certain creature from one sick and get supervised
[2:47 - 3:03] fuck you just want fuck this is you don't hear what fuck what just one fuck
[3:03 - 3:12] what if it is like a shit out of black buzz out to find the thing and why boy there's
[3:12 - 3:20] you all reality like you lost something I think I'm bringing now why did I play
[3:20 - 3:25] in a row with my new reality
[3:25 - 3:30] see the light don't get it don't you think maybe we can put it right right
[3:30 - 3:41] don't you think like a super fine don't say anything I don't get it don't you think
[3:41 - 3:49] it's too the line but it's new the line
[3:49 - 4:25] oh
[4:25 - 4:49] see the light don't get it don't you think maybe we can put it right right
[4:49 - 4:57] don't you think that is a line this is a line
[4:57 - 5:39] oh
[5:39 - 5:51] I don't get it don't you think maybe we can put it right right right right I guess it was mine
[5:51 - 5:57] you look at the place against my sword I'm gonna get this to the line
[5:58 - 6:24] look at the place against my sword I'm gonna get this to the line
[6:25 - 6:28] look at the place
[6:28 - 6:33] look at the place against the line
[6:53 - 6:57] let's take this stuff a fucking notch
[6:57 - 7:11] are you guys fucking ready to take this stuff a notch
[7:11 - 7:15] another cleaning suit for Mr. Clean
[7:15 - 7:19] brought back to the raiser and erased north and mud on chute
[7:19 - 7:21] I
[7:21 - 7:27] don't think I need to say what this one is
[7:27 - 7:31] I want to see those RFP Chesters in the comments for this one
[7:31 - 7:34] because this one isn't just for you guys
[7:34 - 7:37] this is for Chester as well
[7:37 - 7:44] rest in peace Chester
[7:44 - 7:47] and thank you for saving my life
[7:48 - 7:50] all in my skin
[7:50 - 7:55] these wounds they will not heal
[7:55 - 8:00] fear is how I bow
[8:00 - 8:07] confusing water flow
[8:15 - 8:18] this is something inside me that works
[8:18 - 8:28] this is not going to sell me more of you and the horror of them
[8:28 - 8:33] these are all hands I can't see
[8:33 - 8:36] two more guns I'm gunning
[8:37 - 8:44] those are guns
[8:44 - 8:51] so is a gun
[8:51 - 8:54] all in my skin
[8:54 - 8:59] these wounds they will not heal
[8:59 - 10:00] fear is how I bow
[10:01 - 10:04] confusing water flow
[10:04 - 10:08] is how I bow
[10:08 - 10:12] confusing water flow
[10:12 - 10:16] fear is how I bow
[10:16 - 10:20] confusing water flow
[10:20 - 10:24] is how I bow
[10:24 - 44:45] fear is how I bow
[44:46 - 44:47] fear me
[44:47 - 44:49] you fear what I'm able to become
[44:49 - 44:51] I'm a threat to you
[44:51 - 44:53] because you know damn well
[44:53 - 44:55] with money
[44:55 - 44:56] I can shut your whole operation
[44:56 - 44:58] the fuck down
[44:58 - 45:00] very easily
[45:00 - 45:03] that's why I'm a fucking threat to you
[45:03 - 45:05] because you know damn well
[45:05 - 45:07] if I have the money
[45:07 - 45:09] I can shut you down
[45:09 - 45:11] like that
[45:11 - 45:13] without even fucking trying
[45:13 - 45:15] oh wait I'm already doing that
[45:15 - 45:16] but you're gonna have to wait
[45:16 - 45:18] a couple months for the results of that
[45:18 - 45:21] so
[45:21 - 45:27] why do you think the FBI is questioning your ass Marty?
[45:27 - 45:32] why do you think the FBI is questioning everyone?
[45:32 - 45:36] why do you think they're questioning everybody like Ouija Loke?
[45:36 - 45:38] you
[45:38 - 45:43] they're questioning people like Jasmine
[45:44 - 45:47] they're questioning every motherfucker that's ever gone after me
[45:47 - 45:49] so if I were you Marty
[45:49 - 45:51] I'd watch my fucking ass
[45:51 - 45:54] I'm just saying
[45:54 - 45:56] the FBI is not
[45:56 - 45:59] they're not people to fuck around with
[45:59 - 46:04] and to those people that are helping me with this issue
[46:04 - 46:06] thank you I appreciate you
[46:06 - 46:10] I appreciate every single person
[46:10 - 46:12] that supports me
[46:13 - 46:15] every true real supporter
[46:15 - 46:17] I'm thankful for
[46:17 - 46:19] like every person that's ever
[46:19 - 46:22] supported my decision for leaving YouTube
[46:22 - 46:25] for every person that's ever believed
[46:25 - 46:27] that's ever truly believed
[46:27 - 46:29] in what I do
[46:29 - 46:31] with my music
[46:31 - 46:33] my artwork
[46:33 - 46:35] whether it's with my gaming streams
[46:35 - 46:37] whether it's you know
[46:37 - 46:39] doing sim racing events
[46:39 - 46:41] whether it's
[46:42 - 46:43] vlogs whether it's doing short films
[46:43 - 46:46] photography whatever it may be that I do
[46:46 - 46:50] for all you guys that have truly truly supported what I do
[46:50 - 46:52] I want to say thank you
[46:52 - 46:55] and I appreciate every single one of you guys truly
[46:55 - 46:58] I truly do appreciate the real fans out there
[46:58 - 47:00] that do support me
[47:00 - 47:03] and I'm not ashamed to say that
[47:10 - 47:15] I'm not afraid to sit here and say that I appreciate the real fans
[47:15 - 47:17] not the fakes that act like it
[47:17 - 47:20] and then turn around and use me for content on YouTube
[47:20 - 47:23] it's a fucking joke
[47:23 - 47:25] that platform is a joke now
[47:25 - 47:29] why do you think I left?
[47:29 - 47:32] I'm enjoying my quiet life
[47:32 - 47:35] I'm enjoying doing streams on here
[47:35 - 47:37] like I used to do
[47:38 - 47:40] because I'll tell you before I ever started YouTube
[47:40 - 47:43] this is what I did every day
[47:43 - 47:46] on my original account on Facebook
[47:46 - 47:48] this is what I did every day
[47:48 - 47:56] and guess what people loved it
[47:56 - 48:00] and now that I'm back yet doing that again
[48:00 - 48:02] I ain't going back to YouTube
[48:02 - 48:05] YouTube can take a fucking hike and kiss my ass
[48:07 - 48:10] the only thing I'm ever going to do on YouTube now
[48:10 - 48:13] is doing either art streams
[48:13 - 48:16] where my face is not shown
[48:16 - 48:18] at all period
[48:18 - 48:22] or dropping my fucking music that's going to be dropping very soon
[48:22 - 48:25] those are the only things I'm doing YouTube for
[48:25 - 48:27] is to promote my artwork
[48:27 - 48:29] and showing what I can do by hand
[48:29 - 48:33] or promoting my music that's it
[48:34 - 48:38] other than that I'm not going back to that fucking joke of a platform
[48:38 - 48:46] because YouTube is dead to me
[48:46 - 48:50] and I have no intentions on ever going back to it
[48:50 - 48:55] so Marty all I ask is that you and your little friends
[48:55 - 48:57] leave me the hell alone
[48:57 - 48:59] and let me live my life
[49:02 - 49:04] let me live my life
[49:04 - 49:07] in the one platform that I have to myself
[49:07 - 49:14] I don't need you or your little friends to fucking validate what I'm capable of
[49:14 - 49:20] because the real ones know what I'm capable of
[49:20 - 49:24] I don't need people like you to validate that I'm a good person
[49:24 - 49:29] because everybody that knows me knows deep down that I am a good person
[49:30 - 49:33] and I shouldn't have to sit here and repeat myself
[49:33 - 49:35] like I've had to do the last two years
[49:35 - 49:37] I'm not doing that anymore
[49:37 - 49:42] does that mean that you created dead, gone, Sayonara
[49:42 - 49:47] at the Dirk I want to say thank you brother
[49:47 - 49:51] I want to say thank you Dirk because you actually showed me something man
[49:51 - 49:59] you showed me that that person that I was being made out to be
[49:59 - 50:02] all these years is not who I truly am
[50:02 - 50:06] you showed me a video of myself from the very very beginning
[50:06 - 50:10] that humbled me, the nice me that started out on YouTube
[50:10 - 50:13] that's the person that I'm getting back to being man
[50:13 - 50:15] and I want to say thank you brother
[50:15 - 50:19] I truly truly appreciate what you've done for me man
[50:19 - 50:21] I truly appreciate that
[50:21 - 50:25] but most importantly man
[50:26 - 50:30] you also showed me that if I want to do something with my life
[50:30 - 50:33] I need to get my ass in fucking gear
[50:33 - 50:38] which is exactly what I've been doing since I left YouTube all those weeks ago
[50:38 - 50:51] I've been slowly reinventing myself
[50:52 - 50:57] I've been doing a lot more artwork than I used to
[50:57 - 51:02] I've been more focused on stuff that I want to do
[51:02 - 51:04] I've been more creative
[51:04 - 51:10] I've actually spent time with my family for the first time the other day in like months
[51:10 - 51:13] there hasn't been any arguing hardly or anything
[51:13 - 51:17] and I appreciate you for showing me what I needed to do Dirk
[51:17 - 51:19] I truly appreciate it brother
[51:20 - 51:25] but I do also hope that this stream showed you that I've got what it takes to make it on a stage man
[51:25 - 51:31] I hope that this shows you that I've got the skill and the will and the drive to do it
[51:31 - 51:35] and that if God wants me there well guess what
[51:35 - 51:38] like or not that's where I'm going to end up
[51:45 - 51:50] but to all my friends like my good brother Voodoo Ninja a.k.a. Vooker
[51:50 - 51:52] what's good bro
[51:52 - 51:54] to my buddy Vooker
[51:54 - 51:57] to my brother Matt
[51:57 - 52:00] to charity Michael
[52:00 - 52:09] to everybody that truly truly supports me and is a friend to me
[52:09 - 52:11] I want to say thank you
[52:13 - 52:17] because I can't thank you guys enough for allowing me to be me
[52:17 - 52:23] and Dirk I guess that man I want to say thank you not only for the CDs
[52:23 - 52:26] not only for Beauty and Chaos for the CDs man
[52:26 - 52:29] also on a side note shout out to Beauty and Chaos man
[52:29 - 52:31] I love those guys
[52:31 - 52:36] so Dirk and to the rest of the members of Beauty and Chaos if you guys are watching this
[52:36 - 52:40] what's good man I love you guys music keep up the badass work man
[52:40 - 52:42] keep that shit up
[52:43 - 52:50] but also Dirk I just want to say thank you for basically giving me the kick in the ass
[52:50 - 52:54] that I fucking needed to get my ass in gear man I appreciate it brother
[52:54 - 53:03] and everybody out there that does truly support me and isn't a backstabber like Nicholas Beegler
[53:03 - 53:06] or all these people from YouTube that want to use me as content
[53:06 - 53:11] for those that aren't using me and for those that are not using me as content
[53:12 - 53:14] I'd like to say thank you
[53:14 - 53:18] because I'm not some toy to be passed around
[53:18 - 53:20] I'm a human fucking being
[53:20 - 53:23] and I deserve to be treated as such
[53:23 - 53:28] I don't deserve to be treated as some sort of fucking locale or whatever it is
[53:28 - 53:34] they call me on YouTube I don't even honestly I don't even keep up with shit anymore dude
[53:34 - 53:38] like I don't keep up with you
[53:39 - 53:43] this is how much I give a fuck about YouTube
[53:43 - 53:46] I don't even keep up with who's saying what anymore
[53:46 - 53:48] I don't even give it any attention
[53:48 - 53:54] like I don't pay it any fucking mind anymore and I'm not going to
[53:54 - 53:58] because I'm enjoying my life doing what I love to do in peace
[53:58 - 54:02] reinventing myself doing what I need to do
[54:02 - 54:07] and getting back to where I never should have had to leave in the first place
[54:08 - 54:11] which is making money off of what I love to do
[54:11 - 54:15] and I'm not going to stop until I get back there
[54:15 - 54:20] and in case you guys are wondering, yes I am going under a brand new name
[54:20 - 54:24] but I am not going to reveal what it is until I'm ready
[54:24 - 54:29] but those that do have the link, you guys know the channel name
[54:29 - 54:32] you guys know what I'm doing
[54:32 - 54:37] and to those that don't know, well, you're just going to have to find out
[54:37 - 54:49] *silence*
[54:49 - 54:52] like I said to those that don't know about what I'm doing
[54:52 - 54:55] well, all I gotta say is this
[54:55 - 55:00] *silence*
[55:00 - 55:03] this should give you a hint on what I'm doing
[55:04 - 55:25] *silence*
[55:25 - 55:27] not that
[55:28 - 55:46] *silence*
[55:46 - 55:50] aw, not this, wait for this ad
[55:50 - 55:53] aw, Gran Turismo 7
[55:53 - 55:57] shoutout to everybody that's playing Gran Turismo 7 by the way
[55:57 - 56:04] *silence*
[56:04 - 56:08] and for those of you that are gamers, I think you guys will know this
[56:08 - 56:13] if you guys are a fan of this, if you guys are just as much of a fan of this game as I am
[56:13 - 56:17] then I think you guys will recognize this line
[56:17 - 56:24] and this right here should give you a very clear hint on what I'm doing
[56:24 - 56:37] *silence*
[56:37 - 56:40] I'm going to let this man speak for himself
[56:40 - 56:49] *silence*
[56:49 - 56:52] in case you didn't catch that
[56:53 - 57:21] *silence*
[57:22 - 57:26] that right there should give you a hint on what I'm aiming at
[57:26 - 57:33] *silence*
[57:33 - 57:37] and I quote those words to the fucking team
[57:37 - 57:40] wake the fuck up samurai
[57:40 - 57:43] we got a city to burn
[57:43 - 57:48] and if you guys don't know that quote, look that shit up
[57:49 - 57:53] for those that do know it, y'all know what's up
[57:53 - 57:57] but with that being said, I'm about to bounce and enjoy the rest of my day
[57:57 - 58:02] kick it, relax, might draw a little bit, hang out with some friends, whatever
[58:02 - 58:07] and yeah, later, hold up
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '2661' on August 19th, 2024
