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Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on December 10th, 2022
Original upload date: March 29th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:18] Good morning everybody. Good morning, good morning, good morning.
[0:18 - 0:28] Good morning all you wonderful people. What is up, what is up, what is up?
[0:28 - 0:37] So I was having a good morning. I hung out with my business partner and good friend.
[0:37 - 0:41] Shout out to Live Giant Films Media or Live Giant Media Films.
[0:41 - 0:48] So I was hanging out with him getting some stuff squared away to get set up to start making some money.
[0:48 - 0:59] Got out to follow him and started working on some shit. And there was one thing that normally I would overlook.
[0:59 - 1:12] And don't get me wrong, I always overlook shitty comments, but this one is not one that I can let slide.
[1:12 - 1:24] Because it is not only disrespectful to me, the person they are disrespecting is a dear friend of mine who passed away a few years ago.
[1:24 - 1:36] And not only are they disrespecting them, they're disrespecting their family whom I am still very close with.
[1:36 - 1:42] And her name is Michelle, no Michelle, sorry Michelle, my bad, you know I'm a fucking rock and shoot girl.
[1:42 - 1:48] Her name is Nicole Baker.
[1:48 - 1:58] Now Nicole thinks that I barely knew Koda, who was my mentor in music.
[1:58 - 2:08] Now see, I met Koda through a very good friend of mine.
[2:08 - 2:22] Koda was one of my personal best friends. This man showed me what it's like to be a real musician.
[2:22 - 2:25] Yo Marilyn, what up?
[2:25 - 2:32] Yo Marilyn, fucking message me girl, I ain't talking to your ass like a good ass man. Fucking message me goofy motherfucker.
[2:32 - 2:47] It's been a minute since I fucking spoke with your ass. We need to catch up god damn it.
[2:47 - 2:56] And I'm really laughing at this chick because she thinks that I didn't know him.
[2:56 - 3:04] Now let me fill you in on something here little miss Nicole Baker. Let me fill your ass in.
[3:04 - 3:15] You can even go back on my original Facebook, my original fucking Facebook.
[3:15 - 3:25] And look at the conversations that me and him and his family have had with each other.
[3:25 - 3:46] And let me say something, matter of fact, this is one of the first songs that he ever put out that I was one of the first ones to be lucky enough to hear.
[3:46 - 3:54] That actually garnered him a lot of attention on Soundcloud, on YouTube, on Facebook.
[3:54 - 4:03] Matter of fact, this is the song that they played that it was me watching the live stream.
[4:03 - 4:12] And I was singing the words right along with the rest of his family like his little brother who is nicknamed Brother Bear.
[4:12 - 4:22] Shot of the Brother Bear. His mom's Michelle. And all of his friends that were there at the memorial.
[4:22 - 4:32] And if he wasn't close to me and I barely knew him, then why do I know his whole entire catalog of music front to back?
[4:32 - 4:44] Matter of fact, this is the fucking song that they played at his fucking memorial that I can do with my fucking eyes shut.
[4:44 - 4:59] It's an R.I.P. to color, man. We fucking miss you, bro.
[5:00 - 5:03] That's all. Make a move. I connect it like a spinal cord.
[5:03 - 5:07] Hit it from the back like a spinal tap. Who's gonna feel what the runners at?
[5:07 - 5:13] They're gonna do what the runners at.
[5:13 - 5:17] Burn down at the house where the bodies at.
[5:17 - 14:12] Burn down the walls like a hundred years.
[14:13 - 14:14] Shout out church, man.
[14:14 - 14:15] That's what she said.
[14:15 - 14:29] They said my name's too red.
[14:29 - 14:36] And they said my dream was dead.
[14:36 - 14:40] And they said people like me don't tread.
[14:40 - 14:44] And they said my soul won't ever get it.
[14:44 - 16:53] And they said my name was too red.
[16:54 - 16:58] And that's fucking fact.
[16:58 - 17:06] All y'all sit there saying that I would never make it.
[17:06 - 17:37] And all y'all sit there saying that I would never make it.
[17:38 - 17:46] See, y'all just mad.
[17:46 - 17:54] Because I'm up here and y'all are way the fuck down here.
[17:54 - 17:58] And what I'm saying, I ain't fucking going down there to pick y'all haters up.
[17:58 - 18:06] Like y'all can do whatever the fuck you want to do, but me and my team, me and my motherfucking
[18:06 - 18:17] team, like Marilyn, who's one of my closest friends on the face of this earth, man, we
[18:17 - 18:20] ain't looking back, y'all, we going forward.
[18:20 - 18:28] I'm like Roman Reigns up in this bitch, for real.
[18:28 - 18:35] I'm like motherfucking Roman Reigns up in this shit, for real.
[18:35 - 18:46] I came in, I may have gotten put down, but I came in, I overcame, and I conquered, man.
[18:46 - 18:52] I came in, took over, and now I'm fucking running this shit.
[18:52 - 18:56] Like I said, I'm on my way to success.
[18:56 - 19:00] I'm very well on my way to success.
[19:00 - 19:12] So while you haters hate on me, well, I'm going to sit here and fucking laugh, for real.
[19:12 - 19:14] But I do have to thank you haters though, for real.
[19:14 - 19:19] I do have to thank you guys because y'all do bringing those free views.
[19:19 - 19:24] Y'all do bringing those free views, man, so I can't be too mad.
[19:24 - 19:32] But as I said, Nicole, check your facts first before you challenge me.
[19:32 - 19:35] Because when you challenged me, you challenged the wrong person.
[19:35 - 19:39] And I challenged you with logic.
[19:39 - 19:42] I beat you with logic.
[19:42 - 19:45] It was quite simple, really.
[19:45 - 19:50] Beating you with the logic is like a five-year-old beating a two-year-old in math.
[19:50 - 19:54] It's too easy. It's child's play to me, bro.
[19:54 - 20:02] But like I said, I don't need to waste my time on you any further, all right?
[20:02 - 20:08] I need no time to waste on you.
[20:08 - 20:17] The only people I have time for are people like Marilyn and my business people that I rock with,
[20:17 - 20:26] and the people that are my good friends and my family, and my supporters, and my friends.
[20:26 - 20:30] Those are the people that I have time for.
[20:30 - 20:37] The people that want to see me succeed, the people that want to see me do good,
[20:37 - 20:43] the people that push me to be the best that I could fucking be,
[20:43 - 20:47] like my business partner, live John Tholes.
[20:47 - 20:51] Marilyn, who's up in here, who has been at day one, by the way,
[20:51 - 20:54] who has stood by my side regardless of what everybody else said,
[20:54 - 20:59] and Marilyn, I thank you for that.
[20:59 - 21:03] Like, people like that are the people that I roll with.
[21:03 - 21:09] The people that want to see me succeed, those are the people that I got time for.
[21:09 - 21:16] I ain't got no time for fucking idiots doing blah, blah, blah, saying blah, blah, blah.
[21:16 - 21:19] I ain't got time for that.
[21:19 - 21:22] The only thing I got time for, like I said, are the people that fuck with me.
[21:22 - 21:28] The people that support what I do, the people that want to see me succeed,
[21:28 - 21:32] the people that push me to be the best that I can be every fucking day.
[21:32 - 21:41] The people that I got time for, because when you're there running your little bullshit mouth
[21:41 - 21:50] or whatever it is you do, it just goes in one ear and out the other.
[21:50 - 21:53] You may as well be talking to a brick wall.
[21:53 - 21:55] That's all I got to say about that.
[21:55 - 21:57] You may as well be talking to a goddamn brick wall,
[21:57 - 22:01] or you may as well be talking to yourself, for real.
[22:01 - 22:12] Like, I aim to inspire others like myself.
[22:12 - 22:19] I aim to push people like myself that want to do great things.
[22:19 - 22:23] I aim to support the smaller artists.
[22:23 - 22:29] Shit, as soon as I get the money together, me and my motherfucking friend,
[22:29 - 22:33] who's literally like one of my brothers, Tyler,
[22:33 - 22:37] are starting up our own fucking record label.
[22:37 - 22:39] Okay?
[22:39 - 22:43] We're going to be starting up our own fucking label, bro.
[22:43 - 22:47] And we ain't out to fuck nobody over either.
[22:47 - 22:52] We're going to be looking for real people that have real talent,
[22:52 - 23:00] that deserve a shot, that could use a good label.
[23:00 - 23:03] That's one of my goals, is to be able to start up a label
[23:03 - 23:08] with one of my good friends that isn't out to fuck people over,
[23:08 - 23:15] that has real goals, real expectations.
[23:15 - 23:18] That's the shit that we ride for.
[23:18 - 23:22] We ride for the success of our people.
[23:22 - 23:31] The little people like myself, they get shit on every day.
[23:31 - 23:35] The little people that get shit on every day like myself,
[23:35 - 23:41] those are the people that I represent.
[23:41 - 23:46] That kid in the back of the class, that everybody was laughs at,
[23:46 - 23:48] that's always getting bullied.
[23:48 - 23:50] Those are the people that I fuck with, man.
[23:50 - 23:52] Those are the people that I represent.
[23:52 - 23:55] The people that get bullied, the people that get put down,
[23:55 - 23:58] those are the motherfuckers that I'm the voice for.
[23:58 - 24:01] And I'm proud to say I'm the voice for those people.
[24:01 - 24:03] You want to know why?
[24:03 - 24:05] Because I am them.
[24:05 - 24:08] I am one of them.
[24:08 - 24:15] I've been one of them since the day I was born.
[24:15 - 24:20] And let me tell you, man, I ain't afraid to walk up to any motherfucker on the streets.
[24:20 - 24:24] If you're a fan, you best believe I'm going to be giving you a fucking handshake,
[24:24 - 24:26] a picture, or whatever.
[24:26 - 24:30] I'll fucking sign an autograph, I'll fucking take a picture, or whatever.
[24:30 - 24:35] Hell, if you're into skating, man, fuck, we'll go fucking skating.
[24:35 - 24:37] I don't give a shit.
[24:37 - 24:44] I've got fucking five different fucking skateboards.
[24:44 - 24:47] I got a fucking Tony Hawk hook jam series five,
[24:47 - 24:52] which is one of the final boards he fucking made before he retired.
[24:52 - 24:59] So I can get down with some skating, man.
[24:59 - 25:03] Hell, I'd fucking hang out with fans on fucking Xbox all the goddamn time,
[25:03 - 25:06] and I'd fucking love it.
[25:06 - 25:09] So, Nicole, if you think that you're doing damage to me,
[25:09 - 25:15] I'm going to tell you what my business partner tells all his haters, okay?
[25:15 - 25:20] You can shoot as many bullets as me as you want,
[25:20 - 25:28] but all those bullets that you're firing, they ain't going to do no damage.
[25:28 - 25:31] You want to know why?
[25:31 - 25:35] Because when it comes to people like you, I'm bulletproof, baby.
[25:35 - 25:37] You can hit me all you want.
[25:37 - 25:41] You can ring me with that little negative-ass car all you want,
[25:41 - 25:43] but you want to know something?
[25:43 - 25:46] I ain't the one that's going to have the dents.
[25:46 - 25:49] That's going to be your ass.
[25:49 - 25:51] Ain't no dents over here, baby.
[25:51 - 25:54] That's your car that's getting the dents, not mine.
[25:54 - 26:00] And if I were you, I'd stop because you might need to call mechanic
[26:00 - 26:04] to get your fucking car towed after that shit, just saying.
[26:04 - 26:15] But man, to anybody out there that is like me, that is stuck in that rough spot,
[26:15 - 26:18] take it from somebody like me that was there, man.
[26:18 - 26:21] And trust you, you can ask anybody who had a Maryland,
[26:21 - 26:24] you can ask my business partner, you can ask any of my friends.
[26:24 - 26:27] I was there at one point.
[26:27 - 26:32] And if you are stuck in that spot, if you are one of those people
[26:32 - 26:38] that's stuck there, just know, man, that everything is for a reason
[26:38 - 26:46] and that you will come out the other side better, stronger
[26:46 - 26:49] than you ever were before.
[26:49 - 27:01] So just know, just know that everything is all going to work out in the end.
[27:01 - 27:09] I promise you, I can promise you that there's a light at the end of the tunnel, man.
[27:09 - 27:13] Trust me, I'm at that point, man.
[27:13 - 27:16] I've seen the light at the end of the tunnel.
[27:16 - 27:20] I've gone through the pain, I've gone through the suffering.
[27:20 - 27:25] I've gone through being kicked down for three fucking years.
[27:25 - 27:27] Three years.
[27:27 - 27:31] I've been beaten down, I've been kicked down.
[27:31 - 27:33] Yeah.
[27:33 - 27:37] Hold on, y'all.
[27:37 - 27:49] Yes, sir.
[27:49 - 27:52] Sorry about that, guys.
[27:52 - 27:58] But point of view, man, I've been kicked down.
[27:58 - 28:03] I've been at the lowest you can possibly be.
[28:03 - 28:07] And it may have taken three years, right?
[28:07 - 28:13] It may have taken three years for me to get to where I'm at,
[28:13 - 28:16] but look at where I'm at.
[28:16 - 28:20] I've got a great partner that I'm doing good business with
[28:20 - 28:23] that's helping set me up for success.
[28:23 - 28:27] I've got a good support group.
[28:27 - 28:30] I've got great friends, a great family.
[28:30 - 28:36] So if you are in that position, man,
[28:36 - 28:38] just keep fighting.
[28:38 - 28:40] That's the best thing you can do, man.
[28:40 - 28:44] Just keep fucking fighting.
[28:44 - 28:46] And trust me, I know it's hard.
[28:46 - 28:49] I know for a fact that it's hard.
[28:49 - 28:51] You're talking to somebody that wanted to give up
[28:51 - 28:57] and throw it all away so badly.
[28:57 - 29:02] And trust me, there was many, many a times
[29:02 - 29:06] where I wanted to give up and throw everything away.
[29:06 - 29:09] There really was.
[29:09 - 29:15] There was plenty of times where I wanted to walk away.
[29:15 - 29:21] I wanted to give the fuck up and say fuck it.
[29:21 - 29:24] All right, you can ask anybody that knows me,
[29:24 - 29:28] anybody that has ever seen any of my Facebook videos,
[29:28 - 29:32] any of my posts, any of my YouTube videos,
[29:32 - 29:35] there have been plenty of times
[29:35 - 29:38] where I wanted to give up and walk away.
[29:38 - 29:42] But there's one thing that kept me going.
[29:42 - 29:45] Anyone know what that one thing is?
[29:45 - 29:49] The fans, the people that support me,
[29:49 - 29:54] my friends, my family, that's what kept me going.
[29:54 - 29:59] Because I knew that if I didn't do something,
[29:59 - 30:03] if I wasn't successful and I just gave up
[30:03 - 30:07] and threw everything away,
[30:07 - 30:10] not only would I be letting the fans down,
[30:10 - 30:13] not only would I be letting my family and friends down,
[30:13 - 30:19] but most importantly, I'd be letting myself down.
[30:19 - 30:22] And trust me, that was a very hard pill for me to swallow.
[30:22 - 30:25] That was a very hard lesson for me to learn.
[30:25 - 30:28] And I'm glad I didn't give up because now,
[30:28 - 30:32] I'm getting set up to make money.
[30:32 - 30:36] I'm getting set up to where, here in a year from now,
[30:36 - 30:39] I'll be having multiple streams of income
[30:39 - 30:43] doing what I love to do as an independent artist,
[30:43 - 30:48] as a content creator.
[30:48 - 30:54] So trust me when I say, you can get through this.
[30:54 - 30:57] And I know that you feel like you want to give up.
[30:57 - 31:00] I know there are times where you just want to say fuck it all
[31:00 - 31:02] and just not do it anymore.
[31:02 - 31:05] Trust me, I've been there many a times over.
[31:05 - 31:08] And I'm not just blowing smoke up your ass either.
[31:08 - 31:10] I have been there.
[31:10 - 31:13] You can look up my name on YouTube.
[31:13 - 31:17] If you look up Cyrax, that's C-R-Y-A-X-X,
[31:17 - 31:19] or type in my name Chance Wilkins,
[31:19 - 31:25] that's W-I-L-K-I-N-S, not E-N-S, I-N-S,
[31:25 - 31:32] you'll see hundreds of videos of shit that I've been through.
[31:32 - 31:37] So trust me when I say, I've been to the lowest you can go.
[31:37 - 31:40] And it's not easy.
[31:40 - 31:42] It really is not easy.
[31:42 - 31:46] It is one of the hardest things you can deal with.
[31:46 - 31:50] And there are still times where I do think about that.
[31:50 - 32:04] There are times where I replay in my head what happened.
[32:04 - 32:20] There are times still where I just wanted to give up.
[32:20 - 32:23] But I didn't, and I'm glad I didn't.
[32:23 - 32:29] Because looking back now, I have a great team,
[32:29 - 32:32] a great business that I work alongside,
[32:32 - 32:35] a great partner that's a very good friend of mine
[32:35 - 32:39] who gave me an amazing job doing something that I love.
[32:39 - 32:43] And I'm content with my life, and I'm happy with where I'm at.
[32:43 - 32:47] So to anybody out there that is in that dark spot,
[32:47 - 32:52] trust me when I say you can get through it.
[32:52 - 32:55] I know that time seemed hard,
[32:55 - 32:59] and I know things seem like they're not going how they want,
[32:59 - 33:02] but trust me, the lesson I had to learn
[33:02 - 33:06] is that everything happens for a reason.
[33:06 - 33:10] Oh yeah, everything happens for a reason.
[33:10 - 33:13] What you're going through now is going to better you in the future.
[33:13 - 33:19] Trust me.
[33:19 - 33:23] Well, that being said, guys, I hope that this video did help you guys.
[33:23 - 33:25] And to Nicole, I hope that you learned your lesson,
[33:25 - 33:28] not to fuck with people like me that know what we're talking about.
[33:28 - 33:32] Okay, and here's a little bit of advice for you.
[33:32 - 33:38] Next time, pick your battles more wisely.
[33:38 - 33:41] Okay, trust me, I'm not the one to fuck with, Nicole.
[33:41 - 33:46] Next time, pick your battles more wisely before you go fucking with someone.
[33:46 - 33:48] Just a little bit of advice for you.
[33:48 - 33:52] Pick your battles more wisely.
[33:52 - 33:57] But all in all, I do hope that this video helped you guys.
[33:57 - 33:59] I hope that this inspired you guys.
[33:59 - 34:01] If you are stuck in that spot, keep going.
[34:01 - 34:05] And I hope that I did, you know, help put you guys in gear
[34:05 - 34:07] to do what you guys want to do with your lives.
[34:07 - 34:11] But with that being said, y'all, I've got family to hang out with.
[34:11 - 34:13] I've got music to create.
[34:13 - 34:15] I've got people to hang out with.
[34:15 - 34:19] I've got friends to catch up with, so I love you guys.
[34:19 - 34:26] And like I said, hopefully this inspired you guys to do what you want to do.
[34:26 - 34:33] But I will catch you guys in messages, Discord, YouTube, wherever.
[34:33 - 34:38] But there is brand new music dropping very soon.
[34:38 - 34:42] So just know that there is music coming.
[34:42 - 34:44] There is music coming.
[34:44 - 34:47] And it's going to happen a lot sooner than you think.
[34:47 - 34:49] So I love you guys.
[34:49 - 34:51] Hope y'all have a good day.
[34:51 - 34:52] Love y'all, man.
[34:52 - 34:59] Stay humble, stay positive, and keep being you and keep being awesome.
[34:59 - 35:01] Peace.
[35:01 - 35:03] [ Silence ]
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '2684' on August 16th, 2024