2022-2-24 SAYING WHATS REALLY BEEN ON MY MIND THE LAST 2 YEARS

[0:00 - 0:30] [Silence]
[0:30 - 0:38] Alright now don't take this as me being back.
[0:38 - 0:42] But I do have something to fucking say.
[0:42 - 0:49] And guess what, I'm gonna motherfucking say because this is what's been on my mind for the last two fucking years.
[0:49 - 0:58] And I say it's about fucking time I say, fucking trolls, you're a bunch of pussies.
[0:58 - 1:01] You're a bunch of fucking losers.
[1:01 - 1:11] The only reason why you fucking targeted me is because you're afraid of me.
[1:11 - 1:14] You see me as a fucking thrower.
[1:14 - 1:20] And that's why you got me fired from the fucking label that I was with.
[1:20 - 1:24] Because y'all know with money power.
[1:24 - 1:34] And had I been making Machiavelli records, you dumb motherfuckers would've been shut the fuck down real fucking fast.
[1:34 - 1:39] Now don't take this as me coming back because I ain't coming back.
[1:39 - 1:45] Yes, my friend got me unbanned from YouTube and I'm proud of that and I'm happy for that.
[1:45 - 1:48] But that don't mean I'm motherfucking coming back.
[1:48 - 1:52] But I am gonna say what's on my fucking mind.
[1:52 - 2:02] For the past two fucking years, I've been harassed, attacked, trolled, belittled, ripped off from, stolen from, you fucking name it.
[2:02 - 2:15] All because certain motherfuckers see me as a goddamn threat.
[2:15 - 2:23] They know I have the talent and the skill to make a motherfucking living off of what I want to fucking do with my life.
[2:23 - 2:32] Which I'm currently fucking working on right now.
[2:32 - 2:39] And to the motherfucker that made that dog that I should figure out me, I'm gonna tell you this right now, man.
[2:39 - 2:48] You either need to cut me in on that fucking deal or I am going to order a cease and desist on your ass.
[2:48 - 2:55] And I don't give a shit.
[2:55 - 3:02] Bitch, who thinks that she can run around and sleep with other dudes?
[3:02 - 3:05] You're out of your goddamn mind, bitch.
[3:05 - 3:07] Let me tell you something.
[3:07 - 3:13] You sat there and told me that you had a crush on me.
[3:13 - 3:29] Then why the fuck would you run around and sleep with other fucking dudes and other people in general when you said right there in front of me that you've got a fucking crush on me?
[3:29 - 3:32] Yes, I had a crush on you as well.
[3:32 - 3:36] But you didn't see me going around sleeping with other people.
[3:36 - 3:40] No, I was fucking loyal to your ass the whole goddamn time.
[3:40 - 3:44] But yeah, you couldn't do the same thing in return.
[3:44 - 3:48] Because you're a fucking internet whore.
[3:48 - 3:54] You constantly try to sleep with other people to make me fucking feel bad.
[3:54 - 3:56] And it's bullshit.
[3:56 - 3:59] You say I need help?
[3:59 - 4:02] Okay, right.
[4:02 - 4:05] You're sleeping around with every motherfucking body you've seen.
[4:05 - 4:07] You say that I need help?
[4:07 - 4:08] Really?
[4:08 - 4:11] You need your fucking head checked, bitch.
[4:11 - 4:12] For fucking real.
[4:12 - 4:15] You need your goddamn head checked.
[4:15 - 4:21] For real.
[4:21 - 4:25] And you know what's even worse?
[4:25 - 4:35] The fact that in the last two years, I've not had time to grieve over my girlfriend who died in 2020.
[4:35 - 4:43] The other day was the first time in two fucking years, day before yesterday was the first time in over two fucking years
[4:43 - 4:53] that I've even had even a little bit of fucking time to grieve over my girlfriend's death from 2020
[4:53 - 5:05] on top of my mentor, Koda, on top of my best friend and former YouTuber, Jamie.
[5:05 - 5:12] Or most commonly known as the real Miss Jamie Nicole.
[5:12 - 5:19] But as for you other motherfuckers, y'all need to get a goddamn life and quit the bullshit that you're doing.
[5:19 - 5:23] You say you got a life, know the fuck you don't.
[5:23 - 5:25] You ain't got shit.
[5:25 - 5:27] Yeah, you might work a part-time job.
[5:27 - 5:37] Big fucking deal.
[5:37 - 5:41] But what do you do when you're not working that job, huh?
[5:41 - 5:44] Oh wait, that's right.
[5:44 - 5:46] I'm forgotten.
[5:46 - 5:52] You're busy wasting your goddamn lives away on the fucking internet, attacking motherfuckers
[5:52 - 6:01] for no fucking reason because you're a bunch of wimpy ass little bitches.
[6:01 - 6:06] And it's fucking funny to me because y'all sit there and say you want me gone
[6:06 - 6:10] and then when I'm gone, you turn around and try to get me fucking triggered.
[6:10 - 6:17] Well, sorry motherfuckers, not happening.
[6:17 - 6:19] Am I triggered? No.
[6:19 - 6:26] Am I pissed off? Yes, and rightfully fucking so.
[6:26 - 6:32] All you dumbass motherfuckers go around attacking people for no fucking reason
[6:32 - 6:38] except that fact that you're fucking bored and you're not doing anything with your fucking lives.
[6:38 - 6:44] I'm sorry that you don't know what fucking hard ass work fucking looks like.
[6:44 - 6:49] Y'all don't know what hard work fucking looks like. I do.
[6:49 - 6:59] Y'all ain't in the fucking music industry. I am.
[6:59 - 7:04] Y'all didn't put in the fucking hours that I put in.
[7:04 - 7:10] And I'm telling you right now, y'all can even fact check me on this by asking Eric Scruggelow.
[7:10 - 7:17] When I first started in music, I was putting in hours upon hours.
[7:17 - 7:24] I was going weeks at a time, two to three weeks at a time, with maybe two to three hours of sleep
[7:24 - 7:27] and nothing but fucking coffee the rest of the time,
[7:27 - 7:34] staying up, busting my ass, forcing my ass to stay awake, just so I can hold my craft,
[7:34 - 7:40] just so I can hold my skill doing what I love to do.
[7:40 - 7:49] And you dumbasses really think you know hard work? You don't know shit about hard work.
[7:49 - 7:54] All you do is work your bullshit robotic nine-to-five job.
[7:54 - 8:00] While I'm out here busting my ass, using what little fucking stuff I left available to me
[8:00 - 8:07] to try to make somewhat of a fucking living off of what I enjoy doing.
[8:07 - 8:11] Can you say you know hard work? You don't know jack shit.
[8:11 - 8:15] You say you know my life? No the fuck you don't.
[8:15 - 8:22] You only see what's on the fucking internet. That's all you see.
[8:22 - 8:29] That's all you see. You don't see what goes on outside of YouTube.
[8:29 - 8:35] You don't see the work that I put in, the sweat, the blood, the tears that I put in,
[8:35 - 8:42] the shit that I do outside of YouTube, outside of social media.
[8:42 - 8:49] You don't see how hard I push my shit. You don't see the hours that I spend working on one track,
[8:49 - 8:52] tearing it down and rebuilding it back up until it's perfect.
[8:52 - 8:56] You don't see shit.
[8:56 - 9:03] You don't see the long hours that I sit down trying to come up with fucking lyrics for a song
[9:03 - 9:09] or trying to come up with a certain sound for my next album or my next song or whatever.
[9:09 - 9:14] You don't see that shit. All you see are the end results.
[9:14 - 9:20] And like I said, the only reason why you dumb fucks don't want to see me get anywhere
[9:20 - 9:25] is because you fucking fear what I'm able to do.
[9:25 - 9:30] I'm a threat to you.
[9:30 - 9:35] Because if I wasn't, you want me doing the shit you fucking do to me.
[9:35 - 9:38] And I already know what some of you are going to say. You're going to sit there and laugh.
[9:38 - 9:41] People like being shown are going to sit there and laugh.
[9:41 - 9:45] Well, guess fucking what? The laugh laughs on me, motherfuckers.
[9:45 - 9:52] I get the last laugh, not you. Because you dumb fucks know deep down that I'm fucking right.
[9:52 - 10:02] You're afraid of me. You know I'm a threat to you and your entire fucking whole operation of trolling.
[10:02 - 10:08] Because y'all know the minute that I get signed to a label and I start making money,
[10:08 - 10:13] I can shut down your whole operation like that.
[10:13 - 10:20] So yeah, you do fucking fear me. You are afraid of me.
[10:20 - 10:24] And the whole reason why I got dropped from the Mockingbelly Records
[10:24 - 10:30] was because you dumb fucks don't want to see me do something good with my life.
[10:30 - 10:36] Well, I'm starting to say that I'm not a part of your bitch-ass troll community no more.
[10:36 - 10:40] You guys are a fucking joke.
[10:40 - 10:46] Every last fucking one of you trolls is a fucking joke.
[10:46 - 10:51] Wayne Gloryhole. Adrian.
[10:51 - 11:01] Music business Marnie. Maskhole reports. Bey Shaman.
[11:01 - 11:08] Uncle Jimbo, all you dumb motherfuckers are a fucking joke.
[11:08 - 11:15] And that's all you're ever gonna fucking be is a goddamn joke.
[11:15 - 11:23] Why do you think I have no attention on coming back to this bullshit fucking platform?
[11:23 - 11:29] Because you dumb motherfuckers ruined that shit for everyone else.
[11:29 - 11:36] People like me come on, try to build a fanbase, try to do shit that we love to do.
[11:36 - 11:39] Whether it be music or what it may be.
[11:39 - 11:44] But then what do you do? You come in and troll motherfuckers and that ruins it for everyone else
[11:44 - 11:48] and that makes people not want to be on this platform.
[11:48 - 11:54] And you dumb fucking assholes are the reason why YouTube is fucking dying.
[11:54 - 12:04] Yes, wake the fuck up people. YouTube is slowly dying off because of the fucking bitch-ass troll community.
[12:04 - 12:08] Because they don't want to see motherfuckers succeed.
[12:08 - 12:13] They don't want to see motherfuckers get bigger than them because they know when they do,
[12:13 - 12:21] the motherfuckers like me then actually get somewhere, have fucking power and wait behind what the fuck they do.
[12:21 - 12:28] So you dumb ass trolls need to grow the fuck up and rethink your life.
[12:28 - 12:32] Take a look in the goddamn mirror, motherfucker.
[12:32 - 12:35] Look the hell around at what you're doing.
[12:35 - 12:37] And I'm not doing one that suffers from this.
[12:37 - 12:42] There's hundreds of other YouTubers out there that suffer from the same shit.
[12:42 - 12:51] So you dumb asses need to shut the fuck up and get a fucking life for fucking real.
[12:51 - 12:59] Get the fuck off of social media and actually live out in the real fucking world like I'm doing.
[12:59 - 13:06] Because let me tell you something, since I left YouTube, I've been happy as fuck.
[13:06 - 13:17] I've spent more time with my friends, actually gotten shit done.
[13:17 - 13:24] I've actually done shit since I've been gone and I intend on keeping it that way.
[13:24 - 13:32] And if you've got a fucking problem with me, well guess what, I don't give a shit what you think.
[13:32 - 13:36] I don't give a fuck what you say.
[13:36 - 13:40] Because you dumb fucks know that I'm fucking right.
[13:40 - 13:48] Even though you're probably gonna sit there and say that I'm not and probably talk shit on me, well guess what, you're shit talking.
[13:48 - 13:52] It's a fucking joke just like you.
[13:52 - 14:02] So to all you dumb asses that want to talk shit, instead of fucking talking shit on a motherfucker like me,
[14:02 - 14:08] that is actually trying to take what shit they have left and build something from it,
[14:08 - 14:15] what little bit of stuff I have left and trying to build something from it for myself,
[14:15 - 14:21] instead of coming along and trying to fuck that up, why don't you worry about yourselves?
[14:21 - 14:32] Why don't you worry about living your fucking life outside the goddamn internet and stop being such a bitch ass robot?
[14:32 - 14:35] Because that's all you guys can do.
[14:35 - 14:38] You have a crowd mentality.
[14:38 - 14:42] You have the fucking mindset of a robot.
[14:42 - 14:46] You wake up, go to work, come home, control people.
[14:46 - 14:50] You do the same shit over and over and over.
[14:50 - 14:56] That's the mindset of a fucking robot and you need to shut the fuck up and quit that crap.
[14:56 - 15:03] Because it's an embarrassment to myself and it's an embarrassment to yourselves more than anything.
[15:03 - 15:11] Not to mention it's an embarrassment to people that actually fucking enjoy what you do.
[15:11 - 15:18] So all you dumb asses need to grow up and fucking stop this shit.
[15:18 - 15:26] It's a fucking bullshit ass garbage ass fucking tactic just for you to gain motherfucking views.
[15:26 - 15:28] That's why you do it.
[15:28 - 15:31] Because you want to gain the motherfucking views.
[15:31 - 15:34] That's all you guys are fucking about.
[15:34 - 15:36] You say you're not about the money.
[15:36 - 15:38] You say you're not about the views or the subs.
[15:38 - 15:40] Bull fucking shit you're not.
[15:40 - 15:43] We all know you are.
[15:43 - 15:47] And that's your little fucked up way of doing it.
[15:47 - 15:50] That's why you do it because you want the subs.
[15:50 - 15:55] You want the fucking numbers.
[15:55 - 15:58] You want the fucking view counts?
[15:58 - 16:04] That people like me bust our asses for every fucking day.
[16:04 - 16:12] So dumb asses, stop the bullshit and come up with something that's actually fucking original.
[16:12 - 16:20] Because this bullshit ain't original. It's stupid and it's pathetic.
[16:20 - 16:26] Now if you'll excuse me, I have a real fucking life to live outside of the goddamn internet.
[16:26 - 16:31] Unlike you guys, I'm actually doing something with my life.
[16:31 - 16:37] I'm actually doing good with my life and I'm proud of where the fuck I'm at.
[16:37 - 16:43] And if you got a problem with whatever I said, guess what? I don't give a fuck.
[16:43 - 16:48] Especially you, Adrian. I really don't give a fuck about what you think.
[16:48 - 16:52] Because like I told you, you told me you had a crush on me.
[16:52 - 16:57] Then why the fuck you going around sleeping with other people, dumb fuck?
[16:57 - 17:02] If you really have a crush on me, why the fuck you going around acting like a goddamn whore?
[17:02 - 17:10] Sleeping with every motherfucking body you see and telling me you want me to watch you fuck other girls.
[17:10 - 17:16] That's bullshit. It's pathetic. Just like you.
[17:16 - 17:21] What you're doing is pathetic and stupid.
[17:21 - 17:27] You say that I need help? Nah, bitch. You're the one that needs fucking help.
[17:27 - 17:30] You're the one that needs to grow the fuck up.
[17:30 - 17:34] You're the one that needs to stop sleeping with every motherfucking body you fucking see.
[17:34 - 17:43] Because maybe then, if you stop sleeping around with every fucking body you see, you might be able to hold a fucking relationship.
[17:43 - 17:48] That's why you can't hold a relationship at all, period.
[17:48 - 17:55] Because you want to sit there and sleep with every motherfucking body you see.
[17:55 - 18:04] So like I said, the minute you stop sleeping with every fucking person you see, then maybe you'll have a shot at having a normal relationship.
[18:04 - 18:09] But until then, you can bet your ass that ain't gonna fucking happen.
[18:09 - 18:13] You having a relationship, a normal one, ain't gonna fucking happen.
[18:13 - 18:19] And as for the rest of you dumbasses, y'all can do this and fuck off.
[18:19 - 18:25] Because guess what? I'm living my fucking life outside of this joke of a platform.
[18:25 - 18:33] While you guys sit here on your asses and try to grasp onto whatever little bit of me that there supposedly is left.
[18:33 - 18:42] That's why you guys are doing all this, because you want that little piece of whatever the fuck is left of me on this bullshit platform.
[18:42 - 18:51] Well guess what, you dumbasses can kiss my fucking ass, because I ain't coming back to this platform anytime soon.
[18:51 - 18:55] And if you don't like it, too fucking bad, I don't care.
[18:55 - 19:00] I'm doing what's right for me, for my family, and my fucking people.
[19:00 - 19:05] The people that genuinely support what the fuck I do.
[19:05 - 19:09] And if you don't support me, then I don't give a fuck.
[19:09 - 19:14] If you're gonna bash on me, I don't give a fuck.
[19:14 - 19:18] I don't give a fuck about those that give a fuck about me.
[19:18 - 19:26] That genuinely wanna see me succeed, that genuinely wanna see me do good.
[19:26 - 19:35] So all the rest of you motherfuckers can sit on your asses, waste your fucking bullshit ass pathetic lives away,
[19:35 - 19:43] on the fucking internet trolling people, while people like me are out here busting our asses, actually doing what we wanna do for a living.
[19:43 - 19:52] So while I'm not here in the real world, all you other motherfuckers that wanna sit there and waste your life away, continue to do so.
[19:52 - 20:02] Now deal excuse me, I have a real fucking life to leave, while you sit here on your fucking ass and waste your life away like a fucking idiot.
[20:02 - 20:04] Peace motherfuckers.
[20:04 - 20:10] Oh and just for the record, this is the last video you're gonna see of me in a very long while.
[20:10 - 20:14] So don't count on me making another video anytime soon.
[20:14 - 20:16] Peace bitch.