2022-2-11 NO MORE STRESS IS ALLOWED

[0:00 - 0:28] What's up everyone? So this morning I went to the doctors because as many of you guys
[0:28 - 0:40] know I have been battling a very bad skin condition for the last four to seven months almost a
[0:40 - 0:55] year now and it's gotten worse way worse and when I talked to my doctor today he said that
[0:55 - 1:13] the stuff that I got on my head as well as on my skin a majority of it is caused by stress
[1:13 - 1:22] and in order to alleviate that stress as much I had to say I'm going to be leaving this
[1:22 - 1:31] channel and letting it die I'm not going to be revealing what my new channel is I'm
[1:31 - 1:41] not going to be revealing what I'm doing in my life but after this video this channel
[1:41 - 1:48] that you guys are watching this on YouTube you can consider it dead because I will not
[1:48 - 1:58] be posting on this channel ever again it's just basically gonna sit here and die because
[1:58 - 2:09] I don't need the stress like the stress I have been putting over the last two years
[2:09 - 2:22] is awful and I don't need it Doc said that the next time I get that stressed out and
[2:22 - 2:33] I get sick who knows what can happen and I don't need that kind of stress I need to
[2:33 - 2:46] be away from the stress and being on this channel does not help and I know a lot of
[2:46 - 2:53] you guys hate me already but that's okay you can hate me all you want I don't care
[2:53 - 3:01] I don't care if you hate me because I don't hate any of you I just hate what you guys
[3:01 - 3:12] do that's the thing I've never hated any of you I just hate what you guys do and the
[3:12 - 3:24] negativity that you bring and all that negativity does nothing but build stress and I don't
[3:24 - 3:34] want to end up in the hospital so after this livestream you guys can consider this channel
[3:34 - 3:48] to be dead because I am leaving this community I am no longer going to be tied into it I
[3:48 - 3:56] know part of it I am leaving the troll community as I've been trying to do for a long time
[3:56 - 4:02] now and I am leaving that community for good you guys might not want to leave because you
[4:02 - 4:11] think oh well he's just a lolcow no I'm not I'm not a lolcow I'm not this or that I'm
[4:11 - 4:19] a human being all right I'm a human fucking being that deserves respect now think of me
[4:19 - 4:26] what you will because we all know that you guys are gonna talk shit on me anyway for
[4:26 - 4:32] no reason because that's what you do but you know you can keep you can keep talking
[4:32 - 4:44] shit about me I don't care because after this video goes up you can consider this channel
[4:44 - 4:52] to be dead and my new one created which I am not revealing to anyone at all whatsoever
[4:52 - 4:57] I am not telling anyone but a very select few people that I do genuinely trust with
[4:57 - 5:04] my life there's very few people that I am going to be telling about this new channel
[5:04 - 5:12] because I want to build up a brand new audience the right way and the best way for me to
[5:12 - 5:19] do that is to leave this channel and just basically let this channel die so for the
[5:19 - 5:29] next few months I am going to be which call it not really decompressing but you know
[5:29 - 5:37] getting out of that mindset that you trolls have put me in for the last two years because
[5:37 - 5:44] I no longer want to be part of that mindset I never wanted to be part of that I'm basically
[5:44 - 5:55] decommissioning my brain to react to what you guys say about me I'm going to be decommissioning
[5:55 - 6:03] my mind and my thoughts to not respond to what you say like I'm basically gonna make
[6:03 - 6:12] it to where if you guys talk shit about me that's okay because I'm not gonna respond
[6:12 - 6:19] it's gonna probably be a pretty good three month process to make that happen and tomorrow
[6:19 - 6:27] morning my journey begins into doing that because I want to have my normal mindset that
[6:27 - 6:43] I had before you guys drug me into the situation that I was in like I am taking charge of
[6:43 - 6:51] my normal life again and I'm not gonna let you guys spread anymore rumors about me the
[6:51 - 6:58] websites that you guys made about me they are going to get shut down I am going to
[6:58 - 7:03] make sure that they will get shut down and that you guys can never make any websites
[7:03 - 7:18] on me again and I'm taking charge of my life I'm taking charge back of my life I'm taking
[7:18 - 7:27] my life back and I'm taking control but the first step to getting my life back is to
[7:27 - 7:35] change my mindset and starting tomorrow morning that mindset is changing I am going to be
[7:35 - 7:42] living a normal life I'm not gonna be on YouTube at all so don't go looking for me
[7:42 - 7:49] I'm not gonna be on YouTube for at least three months so don't bother looking for me cuz
[7:49 - 7:57] I'm not going to be on the only stream I'm going to be on is here tomorrow with my friend
[7:57 - 8:05] krypt k because he asked me to be on stream with him for support but other than that
[8:05 - 8:13] I am not going to be on any streams I'm not going to be responding to anybody no matter
[8:13 - 8:20] what you do no matter what you say about me I don't care you guys can make videos
[8:20 - 8:28] on me all you want I don't give a fuck starting tomorrow I'm taking my life back and I'm
[8:28 - 8:35] going back to the way that I was two to three years ago before I got drug into this community
[8:35 - 8:41] and there's nobody in this world that can fucking stop me I'm taking control of my
[8:41 - 8:49] life again which I should have done a long time ago and if you can't handle that I am
[8:49 - 8:56] taking my life back well I'm sorry I can't control what you think but I'm doing this
[8:56 - 9:07] for myself and for my family and for my friends because my life and my health is more important
[9:07 - 9:17] than what you guys think of me and I want to get myself back to where I was before
[9:17 - 9:25] I got drug into this bullshit so like I said after this stream is done do not bother going
[9:25 - 9:32] to look for me because I am not going to be found you will not be able to find me
[9:32 - 9:40] on YouTube period oh and don't go bother don't bother going to look on Twitch because
[9:40 - 9:44] I'm not going to be on there either matter of fact I'm probably going to end up deleting
[9:44 - 9:54] my Twitch and starting that over too because I want to start over with a whole brand new
[9:54 - 10:07] audience that isn't trolls so you guys can go after whoever the fuck you guys are going
[10:07 - 10:22] to go after next because after this stream I'm beginning my journey to getting better
[10:22 - 10:31] and in order to heal myself I need to have a better mindset I need to be doing the proper
[10:31 - 10:45] things that the doctors need me to do and in order to do those things I need to get
[10:45 - 10:54] my head right to where it was a few years ago so like I said don't bother going to look
[10:54 - 10:59] for me on Twitch or going to look for another channel because you're not going to find
[10:59 - 11:06] my channel anywhere period it's only going to be shared when I am ready to make a new
[11:06 - 11:14] channel it is only going to be shared amongst a very very very select few people that I
[11:14 - 11:20] know I can trust that is not connected to any of this bullshit they're the only ones
[11:20 - 11:31] getting it no one else so don't bother looking because you're not going to find me and until
[11:31 - 11:37] that day comes don't bother making videos on me because I'm not going to be on here
[11:37 - 11:49] like I said I am taking time to get away from the stress to heal my body physically
[11:49 - 11:58] to heal my mind and to get back to where I was a long time ago because this mindset
[11:58 - 12:04] that you guys have put me in is not good it's not good for myself it's not good for
[12:04 - 12:10] my family it's not good for anyone in general which is why I'm taking back my life that
[12:10 - 12:16] you guys have stolen away from me I'm getting my normal life back and I'm doing things
[12:16 - 12:23] that I need to do to heal myself and to better myself so you guys sit there and talk all
[12:23 - 12:35] the shit you want I don't really care I really don't care of what you guys say about me
[12:35 - 12:41] and on the very very slim off chance that you guys do find my channel guess what I'll
[12:41 - 12:50] just delete it and start another one because I want no part of this community period but
[12:50 - 12:54] the chances of you finding my new channel are going to be very very slim anyways so
[12:54 - 13:14] I'm not really worried so as I said after this I am on a three month ordered vacation
[13:14 - 13:25] not only from YouTube but from social media in general so don't bother looking on my Facebook
[13:25 - 13:30] because I'm not going to be making any posts or anything like that I'm only going to be
[13:30 - 13:39] using it to talk to my friends and family and stuff like that and yes I am keeping
[13:39 - 13:49] my private life private I'm not going to be posting anything so don't bother and yes
[13:49 - 13:55] if I do on the off chance that I do but if I do happen to get a new girlfriend no I'm
[13:55 - 14:02] not going to post about it because I want to keep my private life just that private
[14:02 - 14:11] I want to live my normal life that I had a few years ago
[14:11 - 14:18] and that's exactly what I'm going to be doing so without being said guys to the actual
[14:18 - 14:23] supporters like CIA hold that have been fucking awesome thank you brother I appreciate you
[14:23 - 14:30] man I do appreciate the real true supporters that have been having my back I do appreciate
[14:30 - 14:40] that shit but as for the rest of you guys I'm sorry that you feel the way you do and
[14:40 - 14:47] you know I do hope that you guys find peace in your lives eventually at some point but
[14:47 - 14:59] without being said guys my journey to a better life begins right now so I'm off and you
[14:59 - 15:07] know good luck to you guys I hope you guys find a way to stop what you're doing and
[15:07 - 15:13] ultimately I hope that you guys find peace within yourselves somewhere down the road
[15:13 - 15:20] so with that being said good luck to you guys and yeah it's been nice knowing y'all
[15:20 - 15:30] peace your boy is out of this community as of right now man peace