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2022-2-1 why wage war on your own kind


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on December 12th, 2022
Original upload date: February 1st, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:25] I'm not going to sit here and you know attack anybody. I'm not going to sit here and you
[0:25 - 0:38] know be a little or bully anyone. To be fair I think the question I want to ask is pretty
[0:38 - 0:55] clear to see in the title of this video. The question I want to ask is pretty clear
[0:55 - 1:05] in this video and that is why wage war against our own people? Why do you guys in the comments
[1:05 - 1:12] that talk shit on me? People like Marty, people like Bay Sean, why do you guys wage war on
[1:12 - 1:21] me when I'm just like you? Like put down the bullshit comments for a minute, put down
[1:21 - 1:28] the attacks on me for a second, okay? Cast your comments about me aside for a second
[1:28 - 1:37] and really think about this, why wage war on your own kind? Yes it's true, you guys
[1:37 - 1:43] may have more money than me, you guys may have your own place but that doesn't make
[1:43 - 1:55] you any different from me. You guys bleed red, I bleed red and yes why and I am just
[1:55 - 2:03] like you man, just like you, I'm a human being. You bleed red, I bleed red. We're all humans
[2:03 - 2:10] at the end of the day so my question to you guys is this, why wage war on your own fucking
[2:10 - 2:19] people? What's the point in what you guys do? It doesn't get you anywhere. Instead
[2:19 - 2:27] of waging war on people like me that have made mistakes and have fixed those mistakes,
[2:27 - 2:35] what you should be waging war on is yourselves. The people like you that bully people, that's
[2:35 - 2:58] what you should be waging war on. But cows aren't human. You know I was a little studying
[2:58 - 3:05] last night after I got done setting up my cars for the race here in a couple of days.
[3:05 - 3:10] I was sitting down studying and just looking online and seeing what I could find out and
[3:10 - 3:17] did you know that because of trolling and harassment and bullying, that PTSD is more
[3:17 - 3:26] rampant now than ever before? That's right, troops that fight overseas aren't the only
[3:26 - 3:35] ones that suffer from PTSD. People that you bully and attack suffer the same thing because
[3:35 - 3:46] of the constant bullying and the constant attacking. Think about that. More people now
[3:46 - 3:55] suffer from PTSD than ever before. More people now suffer from PTSD than what they did before
[3:55 - 4:02] as because of what you guys make them do. It's the people that you turn them into over
[4:02 - 4:10] time that makes them have it. To be honest with you, I wouldn't be surprised if I had
[4:10 - 4:17] it because look at the demons that you guys created for me and made me fight. You guys
[4:17 - 4:30] made me and forced me to fight something that essentially doesn't even fucking exist. You
[4:30 - 4:34] guys basically forced me to fight something I shouldn't have had to fight and I never
[4:34 - 4:44] should have had to fight. I'm not that kind of person. I never wanted to fight the demons
[4:44 - 4:50] that you guys made for me but you forced me to and I don't want to be that guy. I don't
[4:50 - 4:57] want to fight the demons that you guys make for me. The demons I want to fight are my
[4:57 - 5:02] own demons that I deal with. I don't want to have to fight anyone else's demons. I
[5:02 - 5:08] shouldn't have to fight your guys' demons. I shouldn't have to fight the things that
[5:08 - 5:17] you deal with. I shouldn't have to do that. I shouldn't have to fight something that
[5:17 - 5:23] you guys want to make me fight just for your own viewing pleasure. No, it doesn't work
[5:23 - 5:29] like that. You might think it does but I'm sorry but the reality of it is it just doesn't
[5:29 - 5:42] work like that. That's not how reality works. That's not how the real world works. And
[5:42 - 6:01] naturally no I don't. You want the truth Negasonic you guys bring it on to me by attacking me.
[6:01 - 6:07] And to answer your comment Negasonic no I don't bring it on. I never once brought it
[6:07 - 6:15] on myself. If anything all these years I've been trying to escape from it. I've been trying
[6:15 - 6:23] to get away from it. I've been trying to live my life. But here's my question to you.
[6:23 - 6:28] You tell me to take accountability for what I've done and I have many times over but
[6:28 - 6:34] my question for you is Negasonic why have none of you taken responsibility for what
[6:34 - 6:42] you guys have made me do all the awful things that you've tricked me into all the things
[6:42 - 6:47] that you've forced me to do all the things that you've done to me why are you not taking
[6:47 - 6:53] accountability for that I mean you totally take responsibility and accountability for
[6:53 - 6:59] what I've done and I have why are you not doing the same thing I could ask you that
[6:59 - 7:04] very same question why are you not taking accountability for the shit that you guys
[7:04 - 7:12] have done to me why are you guys not taking responsibility for what you've done to me
[7:12 - 7:18] think about that not one of you have ever taken accountability for your actions and
[7:18 - 7:24] thought well gee we're putting this person in this position when he doesn't deserve
[7:24 - 7:33] it we're victimizing this human being that at the end of the day is just another human
[7:33 - 7:42] being why are we attacking our own kind when really we should be battling the trolls we
[7:42 - 7:50] should be battling suicide we should be battling depression we should be battling PTSD we
[7:50 - 7:58] should be battling all these mental illnesses that a lot of this shit causes and you guys
[7:58 - 8:04] might not realize it but a lot of this troll shit a lot of this bullying shit is what
[8:04 - 8:11] starts a lot of the depression that's what starts a lot of the suicidal shit that goes
[8:11 - 8:19] on in the world trust me I've seen it I've actually lived through it man I'm a survivor
[8:19 - 8:33] of suicide three times over and a victim of depression that you guys caused you don't
[8:33 - 8:46] think that shit doesn't fuck with me trust me it does it really and truly does so my
[8:46 - 8:53] question to you is this why keep it going why not sit down and think oh gee I'm fucking
[8:53 - 9:00] with this person look where it's driving them to look what they're becoming because
[9:00 - 9:05] of my actions I don't want this person to kill themselves you guys need to think about
[9:05 - 9:15] that cuz I know if I were you guys I wouldn't push it as far as you guys have I wouldn't
[9:15 - 9:21] do that now don't get wrong I used to be just like you guys all right I used to be just
[9:21 - 9:28] like you I used to troll people here and there yada yada yada but I never took it to the
[9:28 - 9:34] point that you guys take it I never took it to the point to where it fucks with someone's
[9:34 - 9:41] life or it causes them to want to end their own lives or cause them to be depressed I
[9:41 - 9:53] never did that the trolling I did was joking around having fun didn't hurt anyone it was
[9:53 - 10:02] me joking around either friends or fellow fans of a youtuber that we all watch that's
[10:02 - 10:09] the kind of trolling I did I never did to where it affects someone's life I don't do
[10:09 - 10:26] that shit that's not who I am so for you guys to there say that it's okay to troll
[10:26 - 10:36] someone to that extent like you guys do it's not okay it's really not okay bro it's not
[10:36 - 10:42] cool and it's not funny oh yeah sure it's fun to watch somebody freak out here and there
[10:42 - 10:47] on live stream I'm not gonna lie you guys laughed at it I've even laughed at it her
[10:47 - 10:53] time or two hello I'm watching where grandpa lies and that shit's funny what was funny
[10:53 - 11:05] is fun rest of his angry grandpa like I've watched people flip out on live stream and
[11:05 - 11:15] yes I'll admit it's funny at times but there comes a point where it becomes not funny anymore
[11:15 - 11:25] when you push somebody to do such low idiotic cruel things like let me give an example to
[11:25 - 11:33] you guys take Tony out what the vendor boys did to him depend on I don't know if a lot
[11:33 - 11:40] of you have seen this if you haven't I'm sure you can find it somewhere on YouTube
[11:40 - 11:48] there is a video where the vendor boys literally made Tony spread ketchup all over his fucking
[11:48 - 11:57] body while Tony was screaming at his grandmother just to laugh at him and let me tell you
[11:57 - 12:02] when I saw that I almost broke down into fucking tears because I felt bad for the
[12:02 - 12:13] guy he didn't deserve what the bend over bitches did to him he didn't deserve that he didn't
[12:13 - 12:20] he did not once deserve what they made him do with that shit now I agree with what Tony
[12:20 - 12:28] did with the 16 year old in the photos no I don't agree with that but what I don't
[12:28 - 12:35] agree with more as people like to bend over bitches or as cocaine calls them the fender
[12:35 - 12:44] toys pushing someone to that extent pushing someone to do something like that but what
[12:44 - 12:50] I don't agree with even more than that is people like you trolls that want to sit there
[12:50 - 12:58] and push someone so fucking far to suicide that they actually attempt it and then what
[12:58 - 13:07] do you guys do sit around and fucking laugh at it and for what I mean I understand that
[13:07 - 13:15] we disagree on things I get that but that's no reason to interject yourself into my real
[13:15 - 13:24] life my family life my family's lives themselves my friends's lives spreading rumors and lies
[13:24 - 13:32] about me y'all ain't got to go that far I mean hell if you want to troll me troll me
[13:32 - 13:38] but don't take it to that fucking extent to where you start interjecting yourself into
[13:38 - 13:44] my life and make me look like somebody I'm not because how you guys are making me out
[13:44 - 13:54] to be I'm not that guy that's not who I am you can go back to watch my videos from 2018
[13:54 - 14:02] 2017 hell even 2013 2014 I'm not that guy I was never meant to be that guy that you
[14:02 - 14:16] guys are trying to make me out to be that's not who I am as a person so William Gloryhole
[14:16 - 14:22] all you little trolls out there I'm telling you this right now all you guys need to take
[14:22 - 14:28] down the videos that you fucking made about me every one of them because all those videos
[14:28 - 14:35] that you made about me just simply are not true I'm not that guy that you're making me
[14:35 - 14:41] out to be and maybe if you actually sat down and actually talked to me one-on-one without
[14:41 - 14:48] any bullshit without a being recorded without anybody pressuring you maybe if you guys
[14:48 - 14:56] actually hit me up and talk to me like a normal human being instead of judging me
[14:56 - 15:01] based on videos maybe if you actually sat down and talked to me you might see that I'm
[15:01 - 15:07] a cooler dude than you fucking think and that we might even have a lot more in common
[15:07 - 15:14] than you think but instead you'd rather believe the hype you'd rather believe the bullshit
[15:14 - 15:18] so telling you all this you guys need to take down all the videos that you have made
[15:18 - 15:24] about me attacking me making me look like shit you guys need to take all those down
[15:24 - 15:29] because I don't appreciate it and my family sure as hell doesn't appreciate what you
[15:29 - 15:37] guys have done my family especially doesn't like what you guys have done to me in fact
[15:37 - 15:45] they want you to take down those videos and they have said this many a times on several
[15:45 - 15:53] streams that they want you guys to stop you don't think that my family doesn't see what
[15:53 - 16:03] you do but trust me they see it and they don't like it they want you guys to stop I want
[16:03 - 16:10] you guys to stop because maybe if you guys stop attacking me so much you might get to
[16:10 - 16:16] see a good side of me you might get to see a side of me that actually is a fun loving
[16:16 - 16:23] person that isn't afraid to joke around that isn't afraid to crack jokes and have a good
[16:23 - 16:31] time but instead y'all keep me in defensive mode having to defend myself every five seconds
[16:31 - 16:45] to where I can't relax I can't have a good time and chill and that's not fair to me
[16:45 - 16:50] and this is what really confused me you guys claim that you want me to do better you guys
[16:50 - 16:56] sit there and you claim that you want me to do better with my life you guys claim that
[16:56 - 17:02] you want to be a better person but yet you guys don't do anything to push that alone
[17:02 - 17:10] all you guys do is attack and bully attack and bully talk shit on me downgrade me like
[17:10 - 17:15] how is talking shit on me and belittling me and downgrading me how is that supposed
[17:15 - 17:22] to help me that doesn't what does help is you guys cutting bullshit out and quitting
[17:22 - 17:28] the trolling that's what helps when you sit there and you talk shit on me that doesn't
[17:28 - 17:35] help me that just makes me want to beat your ass that's all that does it piss me off makes
[17:35 - 17:43] me want to beat your ass that's all that does and where's that gonna get you nowhere
[17:43 - 17:51] you guys would get a lot further in life if you quit the fucking troll shit if you
[17:51 - 17:56] quit the bullying if you quit the talking shit on me if you quit the downgrading me
[17:56 - 18:04] if you quit making these false rumors and videos on me maybe you guys would see a better
[18:04 - 18:15] fucking side of me that I can actually show that I wouldn't be so afraid to show c'mon
[18:15 - 18:22] dude I'm 31 years old I don't need this shit I don't need the belittling or the berating
[18:22 - 18:37] or any of that shit I don't need that I I don't need the fuckery when I started YouTube
[18:37 - 18:47] in 2010 when I really started to take YouTube seriously in 2010 let me tell you something
[18:47 - 18:53] all the shit that's going on now was unheard of back then all the shit that's going on
[18:53 - 19:01] now never would have happened back then but now all of a sudden it's become cool to attack
[19:01 - 19:08] people it's become cool to antagonize people it's become cool to bully people to push
[19:08 - 19:17] people to suicide and I don't understand how and how any of that's even remotely funny
[19:17 - 19:25] so you guys think that it's funny to take a son or a daughter from their family you
[19:25 - 19:32] guys think it's funny to push someone so far that they take their own life you really
[19:32 - 19:44] think that's a joke you really think that's funny it's not funny you guys think it's
[19:44 - 19:49] funny to watch someone be upset all the time because of what you guys do to them no it's
[19:49 - 19:58] not funny and it's not a fucking haha joke cuz I tell you over the last few months I've
[19:58 - 20:05] watched a lot of good youtubers either quit or take their own lives because of what you
[20:05 - 20:13] guys do to them you guys make them look crazy you bully them to where they look like they're
[20:13 - 20:19] crazy and no one will help them same thing you guys did with me you guys made it to
[20:19 - 20:26] where the police here will not help me because of your actions because of what you guys
[20:26 - 20:31] have pushed me to do you guys have the police thinking I'm crazy what I'm not this shit
[20:31 - 20:38] that's going on is very fucking real and it's not a joke it's not a ha ha ha funny
[20:38 - 20:46] thing no it's not cool it's not funny if anything it needs to fucking stop cuz not
[20:46 - 20:56] only are you hurting someone else's life you're wasting resources you're wasting valuable
[20:56 - 21:17] police resources you're wasting everyone's time including your own I seriously you guys
[21:17 - 21:24] are doing nothing but wasting police resources you guys literally are doing nothing but
[21:24 - 21:33] wasting police resources that can be used on something very very serious like for example
[21:33 - 21:38] this shooting that happened here at the end of my street the other day that's the kind
[21:38 - 21:44] of shit that we need police resources for and to the acronym PD young motherfuckers
[21:44 - 21:51] need to gotta get a goddamn cybercrime unit into your shit you guys need to get some
[21:51 - 21:58] sort of internet intelligence thing into your system like you guys need to get some
[21:58 - 22:04] sort of stuff implemented to where a shot just doesn't happen again to where a lot
[22:04 - 22:09] of the trolling and the bullying gets cut down a lot of people's lives getting real
[22:09 - 22:15] gets cut down y'all need to put a fucking cyber crimes unit into your fucking shit
[22:15 - 22:19] you need to implement that stuff in some way and stop thinking that it's not real
[22:19 - 22:27] because it's very fucking real my life my family's lives my friends lives have been
[22:27 - 22:32] severely affected but yet you guys treat it like it's a joke when it's not because
[22:32 - 22:38] you guys think that it because it's an internet based it's not real when that's false shit
[22:38 - 22:45] that goes on on the internet is very fucking real just as real as actual real life outside
[22:45 - 22:56] of the internet it's just as real and should be treated as such so you guys mislabeling
[22:56 - 23:03] me as a forty three is bullshit and you know it you guys know I'm not crazy it's just
[23:03 - 23:11] you guys don't want to have to deal with me and that's your way of doing it because
[23:11 - 23:16] you guys are too fucking lazy to get off your asses and actually do something about
[23:16 - 23:25] it that's all it is you guys don't want to do anything about it so you label me as a
[23:25 - 23:31] forty three just so you don't have to help me and that's not fair to me I what has to
[23:31 - 23:38] happen do I have to die before y'all fucking do something is that it does somebody have
[23:38 - 23:45] to die before you guys actually fucking get off your asses and do something I thought
[23:45 - 23:54] your guys a job was to prevent that kind of thing from happening I thought your guys
[23:54 - 24:10] job was to prevent crimes not let them happen and then do something
[24:10 - 24:16] and to the acronym PD I say this you guys said there and you wonder why I talked down
[24:16 - 24:23] on you you guys sit there and wonder why I say that you guys the legal system has
[24:23 - 24:30] failed this is why this is exactly why because you guys refuse to do something about something
[24:30 - 24:38] that is very real you guys have fucking resources you guys know how to make phone calls to
[24:38 - 24:48] other police stations my question to you is why are you not doing anything why are
[24:48 - 24:55] you not reaching out to police stations in other states where this shit's actually going
[24:55 - 25:01] on where these people are attacking me from why are you not doing anything about that
[25:01 - 25:10] it makes no sense to me at all but as for you trolls like I said you guys need to stop
[25:10 - 25:19] what you're doing okay I'm tired of fighting the demons that you guys have made for me
[25:19 - 25:25] I didn't make these demons myself you guys made them for me and then forced me to fight
[25:25 - 25:36] them when I don't want to fight them I don't want to do what you guys tell me to that's
[25:36 - 25:42] not who I am I don't want to be turned out or made out to be some sort of evil fucking
[25:42 - 25:49] person that people like you guys they shot my way in glory home music is Marty all these
[25:49 - 25:58] fucking people are trying to make me out to be okay if anybody's the bad guy here it's
[25:58 - 26:06] you guys they shot my way in glory home music is Marty my soul reports you guys are the
[26:06 - 26:13] real ones at fault people like me are trying to live our fucking lives so what ours is
[26:13 - 26:20] why can't y'all let us do that and instead of attacking our content instead of attacking
[26:20 - 26:27] people like me why don't you leave a little comment saying hey you know here's something
[26:27 - 26:33] that you can do like here's an idea that you might want to implement into your stuff or
[26:33 - 26:40] if any of you any of you have like an idea for a video if I post a video and you guys
[26:40 - 26:44] see something that could be a little bit better you guys should still say hey I like what
[26:44 - 26:49] you did with the video but in my opinion this is what you could have done to make
[26:49 - 26:57] it a little bit better I'm more likely to respond to that than to respond to fucking
[26:57 - 27:03] bullshit antics like what you guys do to me it's stupid I mean you guys have y'all
[27:03 - 27:11] are grown-ass fucking adults why ain't you acting like it that's my question you guys
[27:11 - 27:17] are grown-ass fucking adults why ain't you fucking acting like it bro cuz all I see
[27:17 - 27:24] right now when I look at the trolls all I see is a bunch of bored 5 year olds that don't
[27:24 - 27:27] want to do anything with their lives and don't want to go
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