2022-12-30 IM NOT OK ANYMORE (Channel Deleted)

[0:00 - 0:27] I'm going to give you guys one of the fucking truth, right? Everybody asks me every day if I'm okay?
[0:27 - 0:54] Everybody asks me if I'm okay, right? I'm not. I'm not okay. I'm not. Every day for the past two fucking years I've been attacked relentlessly over and fucking over.
[0:54 - 1:08] Being called shit I'm not by some bitch that's a fucking known pedophile. Every day I get called shit that I'm not.
[1:08 - 1:21] Everybody always asks me, "Oh, are you okay? Are you okay?" Honestly, no, I'm not okay. I am far from okay. Far from it.
[1:21 - 1:31] And you wonder why? Because my life got fucking ruined because some bitch on the internet that wants to see me suffer.
[1:31 - 1:54] Because of people like Masshole, people like William Gloria, people like Marty, I am not okay. I'm not. Every day I try to do my best to be okay.
[1:54 - 2:07] Every day I try to do my best to do what I love, to make a living for my family. But yet that all gets ripped away from me.
[2:07 - 2:20] So go ahead, laugh. That's what you want, right? You want to laugh at my expense? Go ahead, laugh. Go ahead. Go right ahead.
[2:20 - 2:36] Go right ahead and laugh at my suffering. Go ahead. Go ahead. That's what you want, right?
[2:36 - 2:47] You guys in the college don't want to see me suffer, right? Come on. Let's hear it. Come on. Let's go.
[2:47 - 3:08] (silence)
[3:08 - 3:12] That's what you want, right? That's what you want, right?
[3:12 - 3:29] Or would you rather see me around the noose around my neck? I don't know what you guys really want. You want to see me with the noose around my neck. You want to see me dead, right?
[3:29 - 3:57] That's what you want. I'm not okay. I'm not okay. And that's why after tonight,
[3:57 - 4:14] that's why after this stream, this is going to be my last stream ever. After this, I am not going back to YouTube ever again. After this stream, I'm gone.
[4:14 - 4:40] Because I don't want to be in a place that's fucking toxic. I don't want to be in a place that's toxic. So to everybody on YouTube, I say this, fuck all of you that have ever attacked me.
[4:40 - 5:01] Fuck all of you that have never gone at me. Fuck all of you. Because I don't want to be on a platform that's going to kill me.
[5:01 - 5:30] So fuck all of you, you worthless trash. Hey Marty, sit and rotate, bitch. And gloryhole, screw you. And asshole, eat a fucking dick, you cunt.
[5:30 - 5:51] Go back and suck on your little bitch, Marty's dick, you cocksucka little whore. And Michael, I'm calling you out like giant media. I'm calling you out before I go. I'm calling you out.
[5:51 - 6:08] You need to figure out where your loyalty lies. You need to figure out where your loyalty is. Is it with me, or is it with those losers? Take your pick.
[6:08 - 6:33] I'm done being attacked. I'm done being harassed. And I'm done being a victim. I'm done being intoxicated by you assholes.
[6:33 - 7:00] You guys are nothing but toxic. And I'm done. I'm at the end of my rope. I can't do this no more, which is why after tonight, you won't see me back on here ever again.
[7:00 - 7:18] I'm done. After this, I ain't coming back. There is no more Cyrax. Cyrax is dead. Cyrax is dead.
[7:18 - 7:46] So Marty, fuck you. Fuck all of you. I don't need this bullshit. I don't need this crap. I'm done.
[7:46 - 8:05] And you guys wonder why I want to take my life every day. You guys wonder why every day I want to end myself. This shit is why. Because of this.
[8:05 - 8:30] This shit is why I want to take my life every day. Because of all this. I don't need this.
[8:30 - 8:54] So fuck all of you. And fuck you too. I don't need this shit. I'm done. I'm not gonna stay on a platform where I'm not welcome. I'm done.
[8:54 - 9:11] Some asshole. Marty. Glory hole. Fuck all three of you little faggot-ass bitches. I'm done. I'm done livestreaming.
[9:11 - 9:27] I'm done posting videos. I'm done being at a place where I'm not welcome. I'm done. I'm done being bullied by you pussies.
[9:27 - 9:53] I'm done. I'm cutting off the bad shit. I'm cutting you motherfuckers out of my goddamn life for good. I don't need you. I don't need any of you fucking trolls. I'm done.
[9:53 - 10:01] So Marty, have fun without me, loser.
[10:01 - 10:07] Have fun being a loser without me.