2022-12-17 I AM NOT ALLOWED TO BE STRESSED ANYMORE!!!!!!!!! (Facebook)

[0:00 - 0:26] What's up YouTube? What's up Facebook? Umm, I have something that needs to be spoken about, seriously.
[0:26 - 0:40] And I am not by any means of the word exaggerating what I'm about to say. This is all factual truth.
[0:40 - 0:50] And I know I got a lot of haters, I know I have a lot of trolls, but this applies across the fucking board.
[0:50 - 1:03] This isn't just me saying shit, this is me speaking from what my family doctor told me yesterday when I went to the hospital to get checked out.
[1:03 - 1:30] As you guys know, I deal with eczema on a very almost dangerous level. The swelling in my feet that I have going on right now is eczomatic, which means it's caused by eczema.
[1:30 - 1:50] And I'll be honest, it's hard to walk a lot of the times. It's hard to sit down, it's hard to do things that I normally used to do without any kind of thinking.
[1:50 - 2:02] But let me tell you right now, and this is coming directly from my doctor, the eczema is stress induced.
[2:02 - 2:24] The stress caused me to get so stressed out that my skin has started to dry out at such a rapid rate that a lot of my skin is starting to crack at my feet and starting to make its way up.
[2:24 - 2:38] And my doctor said that if I do not stop stressing, if this stress does not stop, I could end up in a wheelchair for the rest of my life.
[2:38 - 2:58] And it could cause so many problems for me. And you trolls doing what you fucking do to me does not help. It really does not help my situation.
[2:58 - 3:10] By my doctor's orders, I am not allowed to be stressed anymore. And it needs to fucking stop.
[3:10 - 3:31] So you trolls sitting here, running your mouth, thinking that you know better when you don't, you don't know better.
[3:31 - 3:50] And Taylor, it's not psoriasis, it is full blown eczema, dude. The swelling in my feet is caused by eczema, and the eczema that I have is caused by stress from people like you.
[3:50 - 4:09] I'm under doctor's orders to not be stressed, which is why I'm asking very nicely for all you trolls that have been hating on me and ripping on me for all these years to please stop.
[4:09 - 4:26] Okay? I am trying to not be stressed. And here's the thing, Taylor, my eczema has caused my feet to swell, okay?
[4:26 - 4:37] My feet are so swollen right now because of the eczema that it's hard to walk. And if my feet do not get healed, I could be wheelchair bound.
[4:37 - 4:46] If my feet do not get better.
[4:46 - 5:04] Exactly, Ryan. And not just that, but if this does not stop within the next six months, I could end up losing both of my feet if the swelling does not stop.
[5:04 - 5:21] If this swelling and this stress and this eczema does not stop, and the swelling continues, I could end up losing both of my feet, and I would never be able to walk again.
[5:21 - 5:30] And that's the reality of it.
[5:30 - 5:42] And trust me, Taylor, I am using lotion. I am. I am doing the best that I can, and we are on this shit to hopefully to where it doesn't get to that point.
[5:42 - 5:50] I am using the certain lotions that they prescribed me to use to, you know, help it heal.
[5:50 - 6:03] And the reality is, Taylor, if this swelling continues, I could lose both of my feet.
[6:03 - 6:17] They don't know what's going on with me. My doctor looked at me in my face last night when I went to the hospital, and they flat out said the kind of swelling I have going on, I am too young for that shit.
[6:17 - 6:27] They don't know what's going on, and they're trying hard to figure it out.
[6:27 - 6:29] And what?
[6:29 - 6:33] All right, they're out there.
[6:33 - 6:43] They don't know what's going on with me.
[6:43 - 6:57] That's why I'm asking you, trolls, for my life and my health state to please stop attacking me, to please stop shitting on me and leave me alone.
[6:57 - 7:04] Let me be in peace.
[7:04 - 7:15] I understand that you guys don't like me being on the Internet. I understand that. But honestly, I have just as much right to be on here as anyone else.
[7:15 - 7:23] I really do. I have just as much right as the next person.
[7:23 - 7:33] And as I said in my last stream, maybe if you guys started questioning my attackers, none of this would happen.
[7:33 - 7:47] All I ask is for you guys to let me do my music, let me do my gameplay videos, let me make my money, and please stop stressing me out.
[7:47 - 7:57] Let me do me. Stop stealing from me. Stop attacking me. Stop doing all this stuff that stresses me out.
[7:57 - 8:06] Because this is real fucking life. This is my reality that I have to face.
[8:06 - 8:15] And I want to get better. And in order to get better, I am not allowed to be stressed.
[8:15 - 8:20] I am not allowed to be under any kind of stress.
[8:20 - 8:37] Which is why I'm begging everyone, William Gloryhole, Marty, M.S. Goodland, everyone that fucking tries to take away from me and hurt me and cause me stress, to please fucking stop.
[8:37 - 8:48] Because this could end me up in a position that I cannot come back from. And I don't want that.
[8:48 - 8:54] I don't want to end up in a wheelchair. I want to be healthy again.
[8:54 - 9:02] I want to be able to walk without pain ever again. I want for all this to go away.
[9:02 - 9:14] So I am seriously begging all of you trolls to please leave me alone and let me do my stuff in peace without being attacked or being under any stress.
[9:14 - 9:33] I don't want to end up in a wheelchair. I don't want to end up not being able to walk. I don't want to lose my feet. I don't want my health to get worse.
[9:33 - 9:43] So I am begging you for my health and my life to please leave me alone.
[9:43 - 10:02] I understand if you don't like me, but if you don't like me, then do not comment. If you do not like what I am doing, that's fine, but don't comment. Don't cause me any stress, please.
[10:02 - 10:17] I want to be left alone so I can get better. For myself, for my mental state, and for my friends, and for my family, I want to get better.
[10:17 - 10:29] So all I ask is that you please let me get well. Please let me heal.
[10:29 - 10:38] Please stop causing me the stress you guys have been causing me for the last five years. I don't need it.
[10:38 - 10:57] I need to get better, guys. My future depends on me getting better. I'm going to be lucky if I'm not in pain while shopping with my brother Jake today. I'm going to be very lucky.
[10:57 - 11:22] But if I don't move, I could end up paralyzed.
[11:22 - 11:33] And I don't want that.
[11:33 - 11:54] Yo, here's the thing, man. My life depends on this.
[11:54 - 11:58] So I am begging you to please leave me alone.