2022-12-15 proof i am innocent sand am not a Pedo

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[0:21 - 0:28] Good morning, good evening, everyone. Good afternoon, good morning, good evening, wherever you guys are at.
[0:28 - 0:32] We've got something to talk about here.
[0:32 - 0:40] Now, after I went on live streaming with my good friend Lou, by the way, shout out to my boy Lou, fucking love you man, you're a good dude.
[0:40 - 0:50] After I went on to the live panel with him and hung out with this person that I found who, by the way, is an amazing person, by the way.
[0:50 - 0:58] And to that person that I have now, I'd like to say thank you for allowing me to share my story and speak my piece.
[0:58 - 1:13] I truly, truly appreciate what you allowed me to do. I do appreciate that very, very much so but I am going to say this.
[1:13 - 1:22] First off, let me get this out of the way because a lot of people stand and think like, "Oh, is he leaving this court for good? Blah, blah, blah."
[1:22 - 1:41] Unfortunately, I'm not going to be able to like I wanted to due to the fact that there's some stuff going on internally on this court that I will not be able to pass off the group to someone else, unfortunately.
[1:41 - 1:48] So, I will still be on this court but I won't be on as much as I used to be.
[1:48 - 2:03] I will not be on this court as much as I used to be. I'll pop in like say once a day and hang out with people, whether it's my teammates that I game out with, whether it's my community and my own page or whatever.
[2:03 - 2:12] I'm not going to be on as much as I used to be at all because I want to do everything I can to get away from the garbage.
[2:12 - 2:26] Now, that being said, after I got off the live stream yesterday, I was sitting down not only playing in the new South Screen Ball Hollow, which is an amazing game, by the way.
[2:26 - 2:40] I was sitting down doing a lot of research. I was researching a lot of stuff about laws and what can and cannot be done pertaining to my situation.
[2:40 - 2:57] Now, here's what a lot of people don't seem to realize. Kate Peters, a.k.a. Master of Mafia, is breaking a lot of laws, especially in the state of Massachusetts.
[2:57 - 3:14] In the state of Massachusetts, it is highly illegal to record somebody else's phone call. Like if me and that person are on a phone call and I live in Massachusetts and I record their phone call, I can get arrested for that.
[3:14 - 3:31] Massachusetts is a two-party state. You are not allowed to record a phone call unless you're a person of the law. You are not allowed to do that.
[3:31 - 3:46] And I also found out that if you do like what she did to me, you could get in even bigger trouble. You can actually get in quite a lot of trouble for the crap that she pulled on me.
[3:46 - 4:15] Because I am not a person of interest. Never have been. And Kate is not a law person. She is not hired by the police. She is not an informant, and she does not in any way, shape, or form work for any sort of police department or any kind of agency that hunts down pedophiles or criminals.
[4:15 - 4:34] The only reason why a lot of these YouTubers that are on the Internet, the reason why they're able to do what they do is because of the fact they are in conjunction with police force ahead of time.
[4:34 - 4:53] They work with the police as informants, and they make it look like they're not. Like they do everything they can to go undercover and make it look like they are not with the police.
[4:53 - 5:08] That's the only reason why you see these YouTubers like to catch a predator, or there's like a whole bunch of them out there on YouTube where they work with the police.
[5:08 - 5:26] They work with the police to catch these people. Kate did not do that. These people that go after these predators on YouTube and whatnot, these predators already have a record. They are already people of interest.
[5:26 - 5:47] When this crap started two and a half years ago with Kate, I was not a person of interest. I had done nothing wrong beforehand. Everything that transpired transpired after the fact, and they set me up to do this shit.
[5:47 - 6:06] They set me up to make it look that way because Mark, because MusicBizMarty is a sick, twisted fucking weirdo that does need mental health. He truly, truly does need mental health, and honestly, one day I hope he gets the mental health that he needs.
[6:06 - 6:22] I really do. I hope that he does get the mental health that he needs.
[6:22 - 6:45] But for you people to sit there and call me a pedophile when Kate first off had no right to do what she did, what she did is very illegal. You can actually look these laws up. You can actually look them up.
[6:45 - 6:55] I was never a person of interest by the police or the FBI.
[6:55 - 7:17] I only had the FBI show up to my house one time, and that was like eight years ago because when my ex cheated on me and left, I decided to do a diss track against her, and she took that diss track to that level of like, "Oh, he's going to do this and that," but really, no.
[7:17 - 7:31] The song was me speaking my mind on the matter of her cheating and her being psychotic and spreading lies.
[7:31 - 7:56] That was the only time the FBI showed up here, and that was it, and all they asked me to do was to take the song down off of YouTube and just let it go, which I gladly did. I gladly took the song down and I let it go.
[7:56 - 8:05] But for Kate to sit there and do what she's doing, she could get in serious trouble for that shit. She really could.
[8:05 - 8:27] As I said, and I think as a lot of people saw yesterday, I'm not the bad guy that everybody makes me out to be. I'm really not. My friend Carolyn here, my brother Josh here, they can both tell you that I'm actually not a bad dude.
[8:27 - 8:45] I've held hour long conversations with Carolyn. I've had three to four hour long FaceTime calls with my boy Josh here multiple times.
[8:45 - 8:53] Hell, me and Josh talk on a regular basis. He can tell you that I'm not a bad dude.
[8:53 - 8:59] Hell, this man knew me before the garbage you had started.
[8:59 - 9:13] Matter of fact, this man Josh right here is one of the guys that I got introduced to when I first got brought into the Juggalo community.
[9:13 - 9:29] When I first got brought into the Juggalo community on Facebook and I started to find my place in the family, Josh is one of the first dudes that I fucking met, that I connected with, that I clicked with.
[9:29 - 9:48] And ever since then, this man has had my back and he could tell you for a fact that I'm not the bad dude that y'all trolls are trying to make me out to be. I'm really not.
[9:48 - 10:02] But what gets me though, and the thing, the question I was asking when I was on the panel is this, you see, when I asked somebody a question about something that they're doing, I want to know their reason.
[10:02 - 10:21] I want to pick their brain. I want to pick their brain and find out the real reason. I want to find out the real reason. What makes them tick? What makes them do the things they do?
[10:21 - 10:39] Which why when I was on the panel this morning, I asked a question that I am going to ask again. Why do you guys feel you have to do this? Is it like an impulse thing? Do you get a high off of judging people?
[10:39 - 10:55] Is there something in your brain that says, hey, you need your fix of messing with somebody? I want to know what makes you trolls ticked. I want to know what each and every single one of you trolls thinks.
[10:55 - 11:07] What goes through your head when you're doing this stuff to people? What makes you want to do the things that you do?
[11:07 - 11:17] Hey, my boy Jo. If y'all don't know my boy Jo, check this man's music out, man. Check out his music, man. The guy that goes under the name of Mantis, dude.
[11:17 - 11:30] Shout out to you, Mantis. Fucking love the new music, bruh. Fucking dig it in, man. Keep that shit up.
[11:30 - 11:45] If y'all have not checked out my boy Mantis here, man, do it. The guy's got some bomb ass music for real. He's got some good stuff.
[11:45 - 12:01] But let me put it to you this way. We've all driven cars. We've all been in cars and stuff. And think about this. Think about me wanting to know how the trolls work, like how a car works.
[12:01 - 12:15] Think about that. I know it's a weird analogy, but think about it. Without knowing the knowledge that we know, we wouldn't know how to put together a car, an engine.
[12:15 - 12:25] We wouldn't know how to do these things that we do unless we learned how to do them.
[12:25 - 12:35] Just like, you know, that 16-year-old us wanted to know how to put together a car engine, know how to drive, and this and that.
[12:35 - 12:46] I want to know what makes these trolls tick, what makes them do the things that they want to do.
[12:46 - 12:55] You feel what I'm saying? I'm like, I want to know what makes these people want to go after people like me.
[12:55 - 13:07] And actually, tell can I have a couple times? I actually have driven quite a few times.
[13:07 - 13:17] Hey, not a problem, Jay. Take it easy, man. I actually have driven quite a few times, actually. I just don't have my license yet, and that's all.
[13:17 - 13:27] But I do know actually how to drive. I just don't have my license or a car yet. That's the only thing.
[13:27 - 13:41] But I want to know what makes these people want to do these horrid things that they do to people, what makes them tick.
[13:41 - 13:51] Like, what makes these people want to do the things that they do?
[13:51 - 14:01] You see what I'm saying? I want to know what makes these people tick.
[14:01 - 14:13] I want to know why do they feel the urge? What gives them that urge to go after people in suspecting what Kate did to me?
[14:13 - 14:24] Because as I said, what Kate did already is against the law. What she did already is against the law by recording the phone call and this, that, and the other.
[14:24 - 14:42] I can already use that against her as is because Massachusetts is a two-party state, which means you have to have the other person's permission to record that phone call unless you're a person on the law like FBI, undercover agent, all that shit.
[14:42 - 14:54] Like, unless you're one of those people that are actually going after somebody of interest, normal civilians do not have the right to do that in the state of Massachusetts.
[14:54 - 14:59] That is a known law, and what she did is breaking a law.
[14:59 - 15:14] Not to mention entrapping me when there was no, I am no person of interest. I do not have any priors. You can actually go into my, you can go into my public record and look it up.
[15:14 - 15:34] It even, it even states in my record, you can go back and look at my record. I do not have any priors, period. I have no priors.
[15:34 - 15:51] So why she felt she had to target me is beyond me. I know she was paid by Marty to do this shit. I know that. I know for a fact she was paid by Marty to do what she did.
[15:51 - 16:07] Alright, then if you saw my record, you would know that I have no priors. You would know that I have not been arrested for anything except one time, which I have not been to jail for since 2010, or 2012.
[16:07 - 16:24] I have not been to jail since 2012, and I went to counseling for that. Therefore, here's the thing. It was assault. It was at first. You're half right.
[16:24 - 16:35] You're actually half right, my friend. Let me explain it to you. A token. Like, I don't hate you, token. I just want to explain things a little better for you.
[16:35 - 16:57] Alright, that way you understand. See, when I first got arrested, it initially was assault, but because it was my first time ever being arrested, they dropped it down to disorderly conduct towards a family member.
[16:57 - 17:12] And I went, obviously, you know, I went to jail that night, got out the next day, went to court. They dropped my charge down to disorderly conduct towards a family member.
[17:12 - 17:31] The judge actually dropped the charge from assault to disorderly conduct towards a family member because it was my first time being arrested, and they made me do a year of mandatory counseling, which I completed, and I have not been back since.
[17:31 - 17:56] So, why you guys feel you have to attack me on that is beyond me. I've not done anything wrong since then. Like, I'll be honest, straight up, you trolls, like, you just seriously need to get a life. Seriously.
[17:56 - 18:24] Like, Marty set me up because he has a sick infatuation with me, which is very disturbing.
[18:24 - 18:38] It's very disturbing the shit that goes on in his head. I already know how Marty works. I know how his brain ticks. I know what makes him think, and it's honestly disturbing.
[18:38 - 18:52] It truly is. Yo, Dustin, what up, big dog? How you doing, bro?
[18:52 - 19:08] And I understand that part, dude. I do understand that part, Jacob, because even I'll admit, Jacob, I've done some shit that I look back, and even I'm like, why did I do that? That's funny as fuck. Like, why did I do that?
[19:08 - 19:32] So, I understand that aspect of it. I do. I get that. But where is it funny watching someone's life get torn apart? Where is it funny watching someone not being able to make money off of what they're actually good at doing?
[19:32 - 19:42] Because if you remember, I actually had a very good job on Twitch. I was actually a paid streamer and was doing quite well. It may not have been that much. That is true.
[19:42 - 19:54] But it was still something to keep me motivated, to keep me going, to keep me wanting to do that job.
[19:54 - 20:10] You see what I'm saying? Like, it kept me wanting to do that.
[20:10 - 20:23] So, for these people to come in and take away my way of making money after telling me to get a job, that's kind of counterproductive.
[20:23 - 20:36] Oh, I do odd jobs all the time on the side, my friend. I do. I do a lot of odd jobs on the side like scrambling and shit. I do. Just because I don't post it don't mean I don't do it. I do do odd jobs.
[20:36 - 21:03] But why should I not be allowed to do what I want to do while doing that odd job? Because see, while I'm over here doing my odd job, I can be taking that money and putting it into what I really want to do with my life, which is my music, doing Twitch, doing gameplay videos, doing stuff like that. Why can I not do both? It doesn't make no sense.
[21:03 - 21:32] You have a lot of YouTubers out here that do have regular jobs, and do Twitch at the same time. As a matter of fact, Nylett, my former friend, works a security job while doing Twitch. Even though he's really big on Twitch, he still works his regular 9 to 5.
[21:32 - 21:44] Oh, dude, all the time, man. Matter of fact, back when I was doing Scrappy, I used to go to the old railroad tracks all the time and grab metal up there, dude. All the fucking time.
[21:56 - 22:14] Which, by the way, if you guys don't know, I don't know much about the whole Andrew Tate thing, so I cannot comment on that. I don't know much about that situation, so I can't really speak on that.
[22:14 - 22:23] But here's a little thing for you guys that I found out just recently myself.
[22:23 - 22:29] Yo, Greg, what's up, bud?
[22:29 - 22:37] How you doing, Greg? I know I haven't had a message you in a while, bud. How have you been?
[22:37 - 22:54] Now, here's something that a lot of you people don't realize. You know how Mari said, like, "Oh, what I did is illegal. That's bullshit."
[22:54 - 23:10] Now, all that he brought up is garbage. Exploring a derelict building or any place that's derelict, meaning, like, it's abandoned, it's run down. It's not really being used.
[23:10 - 23:36] Any derelict building or area that's not being used is actually protected by the Urban Spelunkers Act, which means people like myself are allowed to go up there and go exploring and get photos and collect scrap metal and do all this different stuff, which is what I used to do.
[23:36 - 23:45] I actually used to go around and explore old-ass abandoned buildings, and I actually did sell them it for a while.
[23:45 - 23:58] And I used to go up to these railroad tracks and collect scrap metal and do that as an odd job, as a side hustle. I did do that. I actually did.
[24:02 - 24:08] So, whatever Mari says that he thinks he knows is garbage.
[24:08 - 24:18] Yo, Jake, what's up, man? I'm doing good, man. How about yourself?
[24:18 - 24:24] How you doing, my man? What's up?
[24:24 - 24:44] Hey, you know, like, people like Greg here and my boy Josh here can both tell you, you and Jaylen can tell you. My boy Jaylen, that's in the chat, still watching, hopefully.
[24:44 - 24:55] You know, these people can tell you for a fact that I'm not this bad dude that people are making me out to be.
[24:58 - 25:08] Do I feel like the trolls ruined my life to an extent? Yes, I really do. Because of the trolls, it's hard for me to do anything now.
[25:08 - 25:27] Like, it's very hard for me to do my stuff as a content creator. It's hard for me to do any music because my music is always being stolen away from me by guys like William Gloryhole and all of them.
[25:27 - 25:40] It's very hard for me to do anything that I want to do because of these trolls. And it sucks. It fucking sucks.
[25:40 - 25:54] At one point, actually, I don't know if you noticed or not, but I just spoken on this very briefly. A few months ago, I was actually a paid streamer on Twitch.
[25:54 - 26:06] I had actually hit affiliate and was actually doing very well for myself. And because these trolls wanted me to get a regular job, they were okay with it at first.
[26:06 - 26:21] But then they decided to make it look like I was doing stuff on Twitch that I was not doing by hacking my account and uploading videos that I, one, did not post, and two, that I was not doing.
[26:21 - 26:32] And Twitch ended up seeing that as I'm doing something wrong when I wasn't, and my account unfortunately got terminated because of that.
[26:32 - 26:40] And the reason why these trolls did this is because they don't want to see me making any money. They don't want to see the little guys succeed.
[26:40 - 26:49] They don't want to see me held down. They don't want to see me make any real money like I was making on Twitch.
[26:49 - 27:03] Now, thankfully, I did get the payout that I was supposed to get. I did get the payout I was supposed to get.
[27:03 - 27:17] And that one month, I had made 111 bucks. And so I did get the payout, which I then took, and I bought the PC that I'm actually using right now, which is a Windows 10 Pro PC.
[27:17 - 27:24] So I was making good money. I was making real good money.
[27:24 - 27:32] And having the trolls let me alone, I think they can even more money, not only off of Twitch, but off of my YouTube channel.
[27:32 - 27:40] I was monetized on YouTube at one point, but now I'm no longer able to get monetized.
[27:40 - 27:52] Like, I had a lot going for me, and these trolls just came in for no reason and decided, "Oh, I'm gonna fuck up this dude's life."
[27:52 - 28:01] Like, Marty's thing is, "Oh, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,"
[28:01 - 28:05] By the way, truly, I'm glad you popped in there, because I've been trying to get ahold of you.
[28:05 - 28:14] I don't know if Michael told you now, but I've been trying to get ahold of you for a while now, and I'm glad you popped in.
[28:14 - 28:27] I'm actually been trying to reach out to you for a good while now, so I'm glad you popped in there. I'm very glad you popped in.
[28:27 - 28:45] The music biz Marty's mindset is this, if he can't make any money off of me, then why should I be able to?
[28:45 - 29:01] Why should I be able to make any money off of what I do? And because he has this sick, weird, twisted, infatuation with me, he feels like he owns me.
[29:01 - 29:15] He feels like he can do what I like. To him, I'm his personal property when I'm not. I'm my own person. Me, I'm my own person.
[29:15 - 29:31] And surely, I'll definitely help you, Sue Kate, for sure. Anything you need, man, let me know, and I will help in any way I can, brother. I will help you in any way I can, my man.
[29:31 - 29:40] He is killing his career. He is. You're definitely right, man. You're definitely right, Brandon. He truly is killing his career.
[29:40 - 29:51] And that's his own fault. That's his own doing.
[29:51 - 30:08] Yeah, dude, I looked into Daniel Larson. I've actually checked out a lot of his stuff, and you're very right. Me and him do have a very similar thing where people have wronged us, and we've lost out on a lot of opportunities as a result.
[30:08 - 30:24] You're definitely right in that. But, you know, I just truly feel what I'm going to say like I said this morning.
[30:24 - 30:35] I'm going to tell you trolls like I told you this morning, man. For those of you that were there, I know I'm repeating myself, but for those that weren't there, I'm going to tell you like it is.
[30:35 - 30:55] If you trolls would leave me alone and let me build my fan base correctly and let me start over fresh by wiping out everything about me and, you know, making all this shit go away and let me start my stuff up the correct way, I would be able to show you that, hey, I'm not a bad dude.
[30:55 - 31:12] I can actually put out really good content. I can do good stuff, and I can actually do things that I want to do while being entertaining, while, you know, maintaining a core fan base.
[31:12 - 31:25] I would love to be able to do gameplay videos and release my music as a profession, but how am I going to do that if I'm constantly being attacked?
[31:25 - 31:41] Because like I said, when you guys take away from me, you're not just taking away from me. You're not just taking from my friends and family. Ultimately, what you're really doing is you're robbing my fans of what they want.
[31:41 - 32:09] You know, the few real supporters that I do have, you're robbing them of what they want to see me accomplish.
[32:09 - 32:25] And here's the thing, Sean, I'm living in the real world. I am. Like, you don't think I don't see what you guys say, like, "Oh, what are you going to do when Sally passed away? What am I going to do when my mom passed away?"
[32:25 - 32:38] Well, that's the thing. If you trolls would leave me alone, I would not have to worry about that. I would not have to worry about what I'm going to do.
[32:38 - 32:50] You see, I was on the right track six years ago. I was on the right track. And a couple years ago, I was on an even better track to doing what I was doing.
[32:50 - 33:04] You know, I had the sponsorships. I had the, what you call it, not the partnership, but the affiliate level on Twitch.
[33:04 - 33:13] Matter of fact, I was almost at partnership on Twitch. And had you guys not ripped that away from me, I'd still have a job right now.
[33:13 - 33:40] I really would. If you trolls had not done what you did, I would still very much have a job right now.
[33:40 - 33:52] Oh, I can tell you right now, matter of fact, I will send you the screenshots, my man. I will send you the screenshots that were sent to me by Marty's girlfriend.
[33:52 - 34:07] I will send you the screenshots of what Marty sent his girlfriend, who then sent me the screenshots of what he said, to kind of give you a good idea of how all this started.
[34:07 - 34:20] See, Marty hired Kate to attack me. And I can explain why. Because he did not want me doing anything without his say so.
[34:20 - 34:31] So as I said, Marty thinks I am his personal property. He thinks that he owns me.
[34:31 - 34:42] If you look up Music Biz Marty on YouTube, you'll find him. It's literally Music B-I-Z Marty.
[34:42 - 34:52] But this guy literally thinks that he owns me. He does. In his mind, he owns me.
[34:52 - 35:06] No, Marty was before Kate. Marty was the one that hired Kate. See, because I tried to get away from Marty, Marty hired Kate to ruin my career.
[35:06 - 35:15] And what better way to ruin someone's career than to make that person look like a pedophile and drive away all their friends.
[35:15 - 35:26] He did so that I would have no one else to turn to but him, and he could start making money off me, and I would have no choice but to do as he said.
[35:26 - 35:37] But that failed. He failed. He failed at making that happen.
[35:37 - 35:46] But the one thing that did work, though, is that ever since that night, I have been labeled as things that I am not.
[35:46 - 35:56] I have lost opportunity after opportunity. I got kicked from the record label that I was part of, so I lost my job with them.
[35:56 - 36:06] I lost my job as an audio engineer for a friend of mine who actually runs his own game development company.
[36:06 - 36:16] I lost out on a lot of things in my life that I want to be able to do.
[36:16 - 36:31] So I'm going to ask you trolls this one time.
[36:31 - 36:47] I'm going to ask you trolls this one time, and I want a real answer. Where is it fair for you trolls to make money off of me and I'm not allowed to make money off my own stuff?
[36:47 - 36:58] Where is that fair? Where is it fair for you to make money off of me but I'm not allowed to make money off of my own work? Where is that fair?
[36:58 - 37:11] Where is that fair to me? Where is that fair to my friends, my family members? Where is that fair to the people that want to see me succeed?
[37:11 - 37:22] Where in any way is that fair?
[37:22 - 37:39] But that's the thing though, dude, I want to pick your brain, Sean. I want to pick your brain and understand where you're coming from.
[37:39 - 37:47] Oh, I know that, dude. I see that all the time, Chilly, and honestly, Chilly, I feel bad for you, dude. I really do.
[37:47 - 37:59] I really do feel bad for you in that regard. Even though you do piss off the cops a lot, even though you do piss off the cops a lot, you do get yourself into situations you shouldn't.
[37:59 - 38:22] Like, I still don't think that's right what they do to you.
[38:22 - 38:33] And trust me, I've seen a lot of your videos, man, and some of them like pissing off that gangsta bad move there, bro. Pissing off a thug like that that's got a weapon, bad fucking move.
[38:33 - 38:41] Wrong move. Just saying, not everything you do I agree with, but I do understand why you do it.
[38:41 - 38:47] I don't agree with everything that you do, but I don't think you deserve the shit that you get.
[38:47 - 39:04] I really don't. I don't think you deserve half of the bullshit that you get, man.
[39:04 - 39:13] And you know what, Sean? I'm going to keep asking that question until I get a genuine answer. See, I know you guys are giving me bullshit answers.
[39:13 - 39:30] You want to know how I know? Because not even you yourself know why you do what you do. You yourself don't even know why you do the things that you do, but you do.
[39:30 - 39:41] You might say, you know, but do you really know why you do what you do? Like, do you get up in the morning and think, oh, I'm going to fuck with somebody today?
[39:41 - 39:58] Or do you go about it and say like, oh, I see this person's life. I'm going to fuck with them. Or is it, oh, I see everybody messing with this guy, so I'm going to go mess with them.
[39:58 - 40:13] All right, think about it. You and yourself, Sean, don't know why you do what you do.
[40:13 - 40:23] You yourself don't even know why you do what you do.
[40:23 - 40:30] But here's the thing, Sean, and I'm not being spiteful towards you. I'm not being hateful, but I'm going to tell you this.
[40:30 - 40:42] Have you ever heard the old saying, you can't believe everything you see on the Internet? Have you ever heard the old saying, not everything you see on the Internet, you can believe?
[40:42 - 40:52] There's a lot of shit out there about me that's false. I have been painted in a false light. I really have.
[40:52 - 41:07] And that's true of Sean. Something you need to understand, my man, is this. Something you truly need to understand is this.
[41:07 - 41:21] All the things that I have said and done over time, the things that I have said and done over time have been as a direct result of these trolls attacking me.
[41:21 - 41:35] If they did not attack me, I would not have said those things. Think about it. If these trolls would not attack me, I would not do the things that I do.
[41:35 - 41:55] How about sitting down and talking to me? Have they ever tried that? No. Not once have any of the trolls sat down and actually tried to talk to me and got to know me.
[41:55 - 42:05] Maybe if they sit down like Chilly here, like Chilly here don't know me from a fucking hole in the wall.
[42:05 - 42:13] But yet, he's sitting down talking to me as a regular person, getting to know me. And I respect that.
[42:13 - 42:31] So maybe if people would sit down and actually talk to me instead of attacking me, like actually get to know me on a personal level, then maybe they would see a whole different side than what the internet sees.
[42:31 - 43:00] And that's the thing. Have you ever heard the term, "Appearances are only skin deep?" Have you ever heard that term, "Appearances are only skin deep?"
[43:00 - 43:13] And what I mean by that is this. On the surface, it may look like one thing. That may be true. On the surface, it can look like a fucking shit show.
[43:13 - 43:27] But underneath, you're never going to know what's going on. You're not going to know the real story. And unless you have the real story, what right do you have to seek on something? You don't.
[43:27 - 43:46] See, you don't know me as a person. All you see is what's on the internet. You don't know my full real story. Therefore, you have no right to judge me at all.
[43:46 - 44:01] Like Sean, that would be like, I'm using this as an example. I'm not doing this on a personal level. It's something personal, so please don't take it that way.
[44:01 - 44:23] But that would be like me seeing you in my position and without talking to you and getting to know the real story. That would be like me judging you based on what I see instead of actually getting to know you as a person and finding out what you're really about, what's really going on, what started all this.
[44:23 - 44:36] You see what I mean? You see where I'm coming from, dude?
[44:36 - 44:44] Like you see where I'm coming from? And trust me, dude, I see that. And I do see what they're trying to do, which is why I've been trying hard not to react.
[44:44 - 44:53] I've actually done, if you guys have noticed, I've been working on not reacting. But my question still remains, why me?
[44:53 - 45:01] Out of the hundreds of millions of people that you know after, why target me?
[45:01 - 45:12] Alright, I'm just going to get rid of that.
[45:12 - 45:21] Like out of all the people on the internet, why attack the guy that's minding his own business?
[45:21 - 45:26] Like why attack the guy that is minding his own business and not bothering anybody?
[45:26 - 45:48] Cause six years ago, man, let me tell you something, bruh, six years ago, I was doing reaction videos, I was having fun, I was doing gameplay videos, my music was starting to take off.
[45:48 - 46:01] But then in came Marty to fuck all that up. What I want to know is why, why target me?
[46:01 - 46:12] And most importantly, why bring my family into it? Why bring my family and friends into your troll garbage? Why do it?
[46:12 - 46:24] Cause every time I have spoken to you trolls, I have said this, if you have a problem with me, take it up with me and my DMs or message me and fratively and we'll talk about it.
[46:24 - 46:32] But don't ever get my family and friends involved. But yet, people will proceed to do just that, get my family involved.
[46:32 - 46:40] If you have a problem with me, take it up with me. Leave my family and friends out of the garbage.
[46:40 - 46:46] Leave my family and friends out of the bullshit. You see what I'm saying?
[46:46 - 47:22] [Silence]
[47:22 - 47:26] Guys, I'm going to be right here and I want to take it back up cause somebody's trying to break in.