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2022-12-15 IM LEAVING DISCORD !!!!!!!!! (Facebook)


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on December 15th, 2022
Original upload date: December 15th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:17] What's up everybody? What's up everyone? Umm, I wanted to make this announcement really quick, but first I wanted to say good morning, how is everyone?
[0:17 - 0:44] But I want to make this announcement. I'm leaving Discord. I will not be on Discord anymore. And you wonder why? Because I'm tired of being catfished, I'm tired of being trolled, and I'm tired of the fucking garbage fighting. I don't need it.
[0:44 - 1:02] I don't need it and I don't want it. And to everybody that I was cool with on Discord, I want to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I won't be on Discord to talk to you guys.
[1:02 - 1:25] But if you guys have Facebook, you're more than welcome to hit me up on here. But I as of today will be deleting my Discord for good. I will no longer be on.
[1:25 - 1:37] I'm tired of the garbage. I will no longer be on Discord, so don't go looking for me. Don't go, you know, trying to find me because it's not gonna happen.
[1:37 - 1:54] There's only three places I'm gonna be. Here, YouTube, and Twitch. And that's it. I will not be on Discord at all. Until this shit gets dealt with and these trolls are gone for good.
[1:54 - 2:21] I will not be on Discord at all. I'm tired of people lying to my face, trying to trick me in this shit, trying to catfish me, telling me they're one age, telling me that they're like 27 years old deleting that message and then pretending to be underage just to fucking screw with me. I'm sick of it. I don't need it.
[2:21 - 2:38] As far as I'm concerned, Discord can kiss my ass. Not the people on it that I enjoy. The people that I enjoy on there, I fucking love you guys. So don't take any offense to that because I love you guys that are on there. I really do.
[2:38 - 2:50] But I'm not gonna be on a place where people constantly attack me, break into my shit and fuck with me. I'm not doing it.
[2:50 - 3:14] So as soon as this video goes up and this livestream's done, my Discord will be deleted. I will not be on Discord anymore. I am tired of being harassed. I am tired of being attacked.
[3:14 - 3:30] All you fucking trolls that are on Discord need to shut the fuck up and get a goddamn life. I'm tired of it. I don't need this shit. I don't.
[3:30 - 3:56] And to those of you that only have Discord, I'm sorry, but you're gonna have to get Facebook if you want to talk to me. I will not go on Discord anymore. Discord is garbage to me. You trolls ruined Discord for me. You trolls ruined a community that I was trying to build.
[3:56 - 4:21] I will not be on Discord after this video goes up. I will be deleting my Discord literally immediately. I am not gonna stay in a place where I am not welcome. I am not gonna stay in a place that is toxic. I am not going to stay in a place where people bully me and attack me.
[4:21 - 4:40] But to my friends that are on Discord, I want to say that I love you guys. And I'm sorry that it had to come to this. And to everybody that does want to contact me, I'm sorry, but I won't be on Discord, so you're gonna have to reach out to me on here.
[4:48 - 5:11] Because I am not staying on Discord. And until this shit is over with, I also wanted to make another announcement. Until this stuff is over with with the trolls and I can fully get my life back, I am putting music on the back burner and retiring from music for a while.
[5:11 - 5:32] Until this shit gets dealt with. Because I cannot focus on what I need to do if I'm always being attacked. So what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna focus on my gameplay videos. I'm gonna focus on hanging out with friends, family, spending time with those people.
[5:32 - 6:01] I don't need this shit. I don't need the harassment. I don't need the bullying. Therefore, I am also going to be jumping back behind the wheel and pursuing my dreams as a content creator on YouTube.
[6:01 - 6:16] I am going to be re-pursuing my dreams of doing Sim Racing as a profession.
[6:16 - 6:30] And I am not going to be taking this garbage anymore from anyone.
[6:30 - 6:35] I'm done being screwed with.
[6:35 - 6:50] Above all else, I am an athlete and I need to be doing what I need to be doing to prove that.
[6:50 - 6:56] And if anybody has a problem with what I do, I don't care.
[6:56 - 7:02] But as I said yesterday, when it comes to my Twitch, I am hand-picking my mods.
[7:02 - 7:18] I am hand-picking each and every single one of them. So for all y'all out there that are like, "Oh, make me a mod." No, I am hand-picking every single person that I trust, that I know will not fold or break or take any garbage.
[7:18 - 7:30] I will be hand-picking every single moderator that I am going to have on my Twitch. I am going to hand-pick every one of them.
[7:30 - 7:41] And it's going to be people that I know personally, people that I trust, people that I know will handle business if I'm away.
[7:41 - 8:02] Like, if I'm doing a stream and they see a nasty comment, I'm going to expect those mods to take care of business and get rid of that nasty comment and get rid of the trolls.
[8:02 - 8:10] And that's another thing I'm going to speak on. Marty's name will not be allowed to be brought up on my Twitch.
[8:10 - 8:17] I want to do better for myself.
[8:17 - 8:32] And in order to do better, I'm cutting Marty out of my life for good. I am cutting him out. I want nothing to do with him. I do not want to hear his name ever again.
[8:32 - 8:48] I never want to see his face. I do not want to hear his name, see his name in any comments, any videos. I don't want anything to do with him. I want him out of my life permanently for good.
[8:48 - 9:04] I am going to treat Marty as if he is dead. And as far as I'm concerned, Marty, aka Nicholas Beagler, is dead to me. I want nothing to do with him. I want him out of my life forever.
[9:04 - 9:20] I am not going to give him any attention. I am not going to speak his name. I will not bring him up. And I'm going to let it be known that no one is to bring up Marty's name.
[9:20 - 9:38] Unless the sentences "Marty's gone to jail" or "Marty is dead" come up, then his name will not be allowed to be spoken. Period.
[9:38 - 9:48] Same with William Glory Hole and Mass Troll Mafia and any other trolls like M.S. Goon.
[9:48 - 10:10] I am not playing around. I am done. I am done being fucked over by you asshole trolls. I'm done, and I'm taking my life back two days.
[10:10 - 10:18] And for everybody that was wondering about my Twitch, I am going to be making that later on this morning.
[10:18 - 10:46] I have not gotten the chance because if you guys do not know, the other night I fell down the stairs here, because I was carrying an empty plate downstairs, and my foot flew out from under me, and I fell, and I punctured a hole all the way through my lip to where we thought I was going to have to have stitches, but thankfully I did not.
[10:46 - 10:50] But as a result, I am going to have a nasty scar there.
[10:50 - 11:07] So for the past few days, I've been resting, I've been healing, and trying to get well. So that's why I've not been able to do my Twitch. And if you guys don't believe me about my lip, see for yourself.
[11:07 - 11:36] And despite what the trolls say, nobody knocked me out, and egg did not hit me, no one hit me.
[11:36 - 11:57] I fell down a flight of stairs, carrying an empty plate that broke in half behind me. And when it broke, it came tumbling over me. And when it tumbled over me, it stabbed me in the lip and punctured a hole all the way through my lip to where you can see through it.
[11:57 - 12:08] And thankfully, I didn't have to have stitches. Thankfully.
[12:08 - 12:21] So for those of you going around saying that Ed hit me, you're lying through your teeth. She did not hit me at all. I fell down the stairs and broke the plate, and that plate stabbed me in the face.
[12:21 - 12:33] And honestly, I'm lucky to even be alive after that because that plate could have stabbed me in the stomach, the neck, the head, the shoulder, anywhere. Thankfully, it got my lip and not somewhere worse.
[12:33 - 12:47] It could have been way worse than what it was.
[12:47 - 13:16] You know what I'm saying, Ryan? I don't know who told you that, but they're full of shit. I never fought a scrapper, ever. I've never fought a scrapper at all. Whoever told you that lie is full of crap. Whoever told you that is lying to you.
[13:16 - 13:41] But as I said, that's why I've not been able to work on my stuff like I wanted to, because I've been healing up the last couple days. And does it hurt? Yes, a lot.
[13:41 - 13:56] But I cannot allow that pain to keep me from doing what I need to do.
[13:56 - 14:09] And to anybody out there that thinks they're going to get my stuff taken down, I will be letting Twitch know ahead of time what's going to be going on.
[14:09 - 14:18] I will be contacting Twitch directly to let them know that you trolls are probably going to try to do some stuff.
[14:18 - 14:47] Yes, I will be contacting Twitch personally and telling them, "Hey, these people may try to do this to me." So please, if you see this, ignore it and don't strike my Twitch channel down.
[14:47 - 14:56] And here's the thing. You trolls aren't going to know when I make it. I could do it at 9 o'clock this morning. I could do it at 1 this afternoon.
[14:56 - 15:10] You're not going to know when I make it. And I'm going to make sure that you don't know when I make it, because I'm going to be doing it in secret, in private, away from everyone.
[15:10 - 15:28] I'm not going to let you trolls ruin me doing my shit again. I'm not doing it.
[15:28 - 15:48] As I said, I'm going to have very strict moderators, very strict, because I want my community to be filled with like-minded, fun-having people, real people that enjoy real content like what I'm going to be doing.
[15:48 - 15:58] I want real, genuine people to follow me on Twitch and to be able to do paid subscriptions on Twitch.
[15:58 - 16:12] I don't want my Twitch full of fucking trolls. I want my Twitch full of real fucking people that truly care, that actually like my content.
[16:12 - 16:20] I don't want a Twitch full of garbage-ass trolls. I don't want that. And it's not going to happen.
[16:20 - 16:34] Because if I see that you're a troll in my Twitch, guess what? I'm banning your ass and I'm reporting you to Twitch for being a fake.
[16:34 - 16:46] I am not playing around. I take my job as a content creator very seriously. And yes, I can call what I do a job because I did get paid before.
[16:46 - 16:55] I have gotten paid by Twitch. I can genuinely say that yes, I am a professional streamer.
[16:55 - 17:03] Even though I may not be getting paid right now and I have to go back up, I am still considered a professional streamer.
[17:03 - 17:11] But you trolls are the ones that cost me my job, and I'm taking my job back.
[17:11 - 17:25] I am taking my job back and I'm not going to let some idiotic trolls get in the way.
[17:25 - 17:34] Now, with that being said, I have a Discord to delete. I have stuff to get ready for this morning.
[17:34 - 17:48] Now, if you guys would like my Twitch, I am going to message certain individuals personally and tell them to send my Twitch to certain individuals.
[17:48 - 17:54] I am doing this the right way and the correct way.
[17:54 - 18:06] I am not going to let you trolls run my life anymore.
[18:06 - 18:20] As of today, you trolls are done. You're not bullying me and you're not pushing me around anymore. I will not allow it.
[18:20 - 18:26] So, I'm sorry if I'm going to bore you trolls to death. Well, guess what? I'm glad I'm going to bore you to death.
[18:26 - 18:38] I want you trolls to be bored. I want you guys to do something else with your lives because you do not own me.
[18:38 - 18:49] No one but God owns me. No one but myself owns me.
[18:49 - 18:54] And if you don't like my content, don't watch.
[18:54 - 19:00] Now, with that being said, I have merchandise to prepare for my YouTube channel.
[19:00 - 19:07] I have merchandise to prepare very soon for my Twitch shop. I have stuff I have to do.
[19:07 - 19:20] And with that being said, to all the real supporters, I love you guys and to all my friends, I love you all and I'll catch you guys later.
[19:20 - 19:21] Peace.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '2397' on August 18th, 2024