2022-11-7 THE STRESS NEEDS TO FUCKING STOP !!!!!!!!!

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[0:29 - 0:32] All I have to say is one goddamn thing.
[0:32 - 0:38] I hope you fucking trolls that have fucking been screwing with me for the last five years.
[0:38 - 0:40] I hope you're fucking happy.
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[0:45 - 0:54] Because of you guys doing what you guys do to me, tonight as soon as my stepdad gets home from work, I'm gonna have to go to the fucking ER.
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[0:57 - 1:03] All the stress you guys have put me under is actually gonna be landing me in the ER the fucking night.
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[1:05 - 1:07] And I don't fucking need this.
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[1:12 - 1:15] And I'm curious, fuck you.
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[1:19 - 1:23] You wanna see why I'm gonna be ending up in the ER?
[1:23 - 1:25] Let me fucking show you.
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[1:30 - 1:32] See all that red?
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[1:34 - 1:36] And I'm not showing anything.
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[1:38 - 1:40] All that shit.
[1:40 - 1:42] All that red.
[1:42 - 1:44] That's from you guys.
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[1:50 - 1:53] That was caused by your fucking asses.
[1:53 - 1:55] You dumb ass.
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[1:57 - 2:00] You dumb ass trolls, you guys caused this.
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[2:08 - 2:11] I was doing really fucking no.
[2:11 - 2:13] It's fucking stress.
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[2:19 - 2:22] It was not from goddamn bed bugs.
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[2:26 - 2:30] All you fucking trolls caused all this.
[2:30 - 2:33] I mean, dude, I have it on my fucking arms.
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[2:37 - 2:41] All this shit that I'm dealing with,
[2:41 - 2:44] it's caused from stress.
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[2:58 - 3:02] This is what I've been fucking warning you guys about.
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[3:09 - 3:12] This is what I've been fucking warning you guys about.
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[3:16 - 3:21] This is exactly what I've been fucking warning you guys to fuck about this whole goddamn time.
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[3:27 - 3:29] I don't need this.
[3:29 - 3:34] You guys that come on here and bully me and attack me and come after me,
[3:34 - 3:37] you need to fucking stop.
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[3:41 - 3:43] How about no takedown?
[3:43 - 3:46] How about you suck my cock, bitch?
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[3:52 - 3:55] I don't need this fucking stress, man.
[3:55 - 3:57] I don't.
[3:57 - 4:00] That's exactly what it is, Hayes.
[4:00 - 4:04] All this shit is from stress.
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[4:06 - 4:10] All this shit is from fucking stress.
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[4:21 - 4:23] Oh, really, Jules?
[4:23 - 4:26] Let's see how you like being shot at and almost killed.
[4:26 - 4:30] Let's see how you like being bullied for five goddamn years.
[4:30 - 4:32] Let's see how you think.
[4:32 - 4:35] Let's see how you fucking like it, bitch.
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[4:41 - 4:45] Let's see how you like being fucking bullied, you dumb fuck.
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[4:51 - 4:53] Hold on, guys.
[4:53 - 4:57] Yeah.
[4:57 - 4:59] All right.
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[7:04 - 7:08] You know, you guys don't understand the amount of fucking pain
[7:08 - 7:16] I am in every fucking day because of the stress that you guys have caused me.
[7:16 - 7:20] You guys think that me getting off of YouTube will stop it?
[7:20 - 7:23] It won't.
[7:23 - 7:29] Me getting off of YouTube?
[7:29 - 7:32] Hey, y'all, Heather, go back a few minutes and watch the stream,
[7:32 - 7:35] and you'll see what I'm talking about.
[7:35 - 7:40] Go back and watch where I show like all this shit that I've got going on in my body,
[7:40 - 7:47] and you'll see what I mean.
[7:47 - 7:49] How about no, Black Mark?
[7:49 - 7:53] How about you shut the fuck up and you trolls stop coming at me
[7:53 - 8:00] and actually fucking, like, stop being fucking assholes, man?
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[8:20 - 8:23] You guys think that this shit's some sort of game, right?
[8:23 - 8:29] It's not.
[8:29 - 8:32] You guys think this shit's funny, don't you?
[8:32 - 8:36] You think it's funny that I get put through all this stress
[8:36 - 8:38] that I get attacked, that I get bullied?
[8:38 - 8:43] You think this shit's funny that I almost got killed two nights ago?
[8:43 - 8:49] You think this shit's funny that Marty and Mass Hall and Gore Hall,
[8:49 - 8:55] you really think that all this shit is funny?
[8:55 - 9:00] It's not.
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[9:25 - 9:33] You know, five years ago, I was never put through this shit.
[9:33 - 9:43] Five fucking years ago, I had a normal life.
[9:43 - 9:47] Five years ago, I had a regular fucking life.
[9:47 - 9:53] I was able to do what I want without being bullied.
[9:53 - 9:58] Two of my best friends that I grew up with that are family to me.
[9:58 - 10:01] So what the fuck you guys have done to me?
[10:01 - 10:05] And let me tell you, they're not fucking happy.
[10:05 - 10:19] They are pissed at what you guys have done.
[10:19 - 10:24] They are fucking pissed and no tongue. I'm not going to leave the fucking Internet.
[10:24 - 10:33] You trolls need to fuck off and leave me the hell alone.
[10:33 - 10:38] You guys really fucking think that me being in pain every day,
[10:38 - 10:43] that me having to wake up suffering from the stress
[10:43 - 10:48] that you guys fucking put me through every day, you think that's funny?
[10:48 - 10:58] You know, up until two nights ago, I was doing very well.
[10:58 - 11:04] Up until two nights ago, I had my life back on track.
[11:04 - 11:15] I was doing very good for myself two nights ago.
[11:15 - 11:20] And then whenever I almost got shot and killed, that turned my whole world upside down.
[11:20 - 11:28] Like, you guys, I'm telling you, you can't even imagine what was going through.
[11:28 - 11:35] There are no words to describe what was going through my head knowing that I almost got killed.
[11:35 - 11:43] You guys, there are no fucking words to describe the sinking feeling that I got
[11:43 - 11:49] in the pit of my fucking stomach knowing that I almost died.
[11:49 - 12:05] You guys don't understand, like, the fact that I almost got fucking killed
[12:05 - 12:12] and I was mere inches away from death. Do you know how scary that is?
[12:12 - 12:40] You know, you got to say that all this shit is a whole shit, blah, blah, blah.
[12:40 - 12:53] Well, it's not, dude.
[12:53 - 13:05] This shit ain't fucking funny, man.
[13:05 - 13:10] You know, all I want to do is get my normal life back.
[13:10 - 13:31] That's all I've ever wanted to do is get my regular normal fucking life back. That's it.
[13:31 - 13:35] That fairs Barbie.
[13:35 - 13:57] Fuck you.
[13:57 - 14:05] You know, you guys really fucking, you guys really think that this shit is funny as fuck, and it's not, dude.
[14:05 - 14:12] I'm not getting off the internet, and even if I did, even if I did get off the internet, it wouldn't solve anything.
[14:12 - 14:15] It would just make it worse.
[14:15 - 14:27] So you guys need to fuck off and leave me alone. Stop attacking me, man. Stop making plus the five videos on me, Marty.
[14:27 - 14:35] Stop making shit out that ain't fucking true. Stop attacking my family and me, and let me do my shit, man.
[14:35 - 14:43] Let me do the streams that everybody wants to fucking see that aren't me freaking out, okay?
[14:43 - 14:54] Let me do my shit. Stop fucking bullying me, and actually let me do my fucking job as a content creator without being bullied.
[14:54 - 15:15] Is that really that fucking much to ask for, to not be bullied, and to not be attacked? Is that really that much to ask for? To be able to just do my shit and not be attacked?
[15:15 - 15:22] It's the same friendly party. It actually is true. He actually did hire somebody to try to kill me.
[15:22 - 15:35] I've done a lot of extensive research since then, and let me tell you, I've had friends that have looked into it and several friends that have looked into it, and let me tell you, he did have something to do with me almost dying that night.
[15:35 - 15:56] And I'll tell you, man, you guys just don't understand the amount of pain I'm in every morning with all this shit going all in my body physically.
[15:56 - 16:06] You guys don't even begin to imagine what's going through my mind mentally every fucking day of the goddamn week since that day.
[16:06 - 16:34] You guys have no fucking idea. The amount of stress that you put me, my family, you guys have no fucking idea the amount of pain and stress you put me through, my family through, and the fact that I almost got killed on Friday is not funny.
[16:34 - 16:46] It's not a fucking joke. This is real goddamn fucking life, people. It's one thing to troll somebody on the internet and do like a little joke or whatever. That's fine.
[16:46 - 16:55] But when you go any other way to try to kill someone, that shit ain't fucking cool. That's going way too far.
[16:55 - 17:22] You know, all I've been able to do since all these stress rashes have started up
[17:22 - 17:48] and started hurting my fucking skin. The only thing I've been able to do really when I'm not alive, the only thing I've ever been able to do is lay in bed and just try not to fucking scream my head off.
[17:48 - 18:06] I'm physically sick. I'm stressed out and I don't need either one. I want to be healthy again. I want to be my fucking self again. I want to get my fucking life back.
[18:06 - 18:34] But how am I supposed to do that if I'm being bullied all the goddamn time by a bunch of trolls that think they know me but they don't?
[18:54 - 19:06] I did, he's unblocked.
[19:52 - 19:59] And now to Heather, what's your Discord, that way I know who to look out for.
[20:05 - 20:07] Heather, what's your Discord?
[20:27 - 20:37] All right, yo Heather, send me a message on Discord, my stuff's right there.
[20:55 - 21:01] Who are you and what the fuck do you want?
[21:11 - 21:15] Who the fuck are you and what the fuck do you want?
[21:53 - 21:57] You guys need to stop calling me cuz I'm not gonna fucking answer you.
[22:17 - 22:28] Shut the fuck up and leave me alone.
[22:31 - 22:35] I know what you guys are trying to do, you're trying to make it so I can't turn my phone off.
[22:45 - 22:53] Well guess what, here's what I'm doing.
[23:04 - 23:10] Whoever you are, stop calling me, leave me alone.
[23:17 - 23:19] Leave me alone.
[23:29 - 23:44] I'll just let it run dead.
[23:44 - 23:49] It's at 2% anyway, so may as well let it run fucking dead.
[23:59 - 24:13] Oh yeah, they do this shit all the time.
[24:21 - 24:22] Yeah, you know what I say?
[24:22 - 24:28] I say fuck this celebrity lifestyle, I'm not about this celebrity lifestyle.
[24:28 - 24:32] I'm about being able to be normal and do my shit.
[24:36 - 24:40] I'm about the kind of lifestyle I wanna live.
[24:40 - 24:44] It's being able to do my shit and be normal at the same time.
[24:48 - 24:50] You see what I'm saying?
[24:50 - 24:55] And actually, Logwood, if you look me up, I actually kind of am.
[24:55 - 25:00] You can actually look me up, dude, ask someone, ask anybody.
[25:00 - 25:05] I actually am, I actually do have a name to myself.
[25:05 - 25:15] You can ask anyone.
[25:25 - 25:30] And not to mention Swann, not to mention, dude, and Swann,
[25:30 - 25:32] you're definitely not wrong, dude.
[25:32 - 25:36] It's Swann's room. Think about this, dude.
[25:36 - 25:39] Think about all the other channels that check my shit out.
[25:39 - 25:40] Think about that.
[25:45 - 25:48] Think about all the other channels that do shit on me.
[25:52 - 25:54] I mean, you gotta think about that, dude.
[25:54 - 25:58] There's over, there's channels out there with over a thousand fucking stuff.
[25:58 - 26:02] Dude, the famous fucking rapper Danny Brown,
[26:02 - 26:07] admitted to being one of my biggest fucking trolls during COVID.
[26:10 - 26:15] And Danny Brown is a huge-name fucking rapper, dude.
[26:15 - 26:18] Huge-name rapper.
[26:18 - 26:20] Think about that.
[26:30 - 26:39] You guys think that you know my life, Burger Boy, Marty, Masshole.
[26:39 - 26:44] Anybody out there that thinks they know my life, you really don't.
[26:44 - 26:46] Yeah, you might know my family history,
[26:46 - 26:50] but that doesn't mean you know me as a fucking person.
[26:50 - 27:19] You don't know me outside of social media, because you guys don't take the time to get to fucking know me as a human being.
[27:25 - 27:26] Yo, guess what?
[27:26 - 27:30] They're not getting the skull-scratcher comedy shit, dude.
[27:30 - 27:31] I'm not fucking doing it.
[27:31 - 27:33] You want the truth about that shit?
[27:33 - 27:36] I only did that shit to shut the trolls up.
[27:36 - 27:43] I didn't want to fucking do it, but I did it to shut the trolls up for a short period of time.
[27:43 - 27:45] That's the only reason I did it.
[27:54 - 27:56] Hey, Kat, let me look real quick.
[28:16 - 28:23] And I know I might not look like it, but right now, I'm physically fucking sick.
[28:23 - 28:28] And it fucking sucks.
[28:28 - 28:31] I've been on and off in bed all fucking day long.
[28:31 - 28:34] That's why I haven't hardly done anything today.
[37:58 - 38:01] Until then guys, I'm outta here.
[38:01 - 38:04] I'll see you guys whenever I'm feeling better.
[38:04 - 38:05] I'm out, guys.
[38:05 - 38:06] Peace.