2022-11-17 YALL NEED TO FUCKOFF

[0:00 - 0:12] So according to one of my resources, somebody's been fucking with my shit. And Marty, I know
[0:12 - 0:18] you got something to do with it you fucking faggot piece of shit. And I'm saying this
[0:18 - 0:25] right now to every motherfucker out there that has a motherfucking problem with me or
[0:25 - 0:31] anything that I fucking do with my life. Yeah, I'm calling every motherfucker out right now.
[0:31 - 0:39] If you got a goddamn problem with me, take it up with me. Stop going after my goddamn
[0:39 - 0:47] bullshit. You know, stop going after my motherfucking channel. Stop going after my friends and stop
[0:47 - 0:53] going after my goddamn family you pussy ass motherfuckers. If you got a goddamn problem with
[0:53 - 1:02] me motherfucker, take it up with me like a man. And yeah, Marty that includes your fat faggot
[1:02 - 1:11] ass you piece of shit. You fucking trash ass mongoloid little fat bitch. And yeah, glory dickface
[1:11 - 1:17] cocksucker gloryhole. I'm talking to you, you faggot ass little pussy. You know, the little
[1:17 - 1:23] fish that hides you on the screen. I'm talking to your nigga ass. Don't let a fucking ignorant
[1:23 - 1:30] pussy ass motherfucker. I'm talking to you, you douchebag motherfucker. The one who can't
[1:30 - 1:37] seem to show his face because he's a little pussy. If you got a goddamn problem with me,
[1:37 - 1:46] take it up with me motherfucker. Leave my friends, my family and my channel the fuck out of your
[1:46 - 1:53] goddamn garbage. You're a little planning. Y'all need to fuck off. Y'all need to cut the goddamn
[1:53 - 2:05] crap. It's all garbage. I know what the fuck y'all try to do. I'm not dumb. And guess what?
[2:06 - 2:17] Every single one of you can kiss my goddamn ass. I deserve a normal life. I deserve to be able to
[2:17 - 2:26] do whatever the fuck I want without being attacked, motherfuckers. I deserve to be able
[2:26 - 2:34] to do whatever the fuck I want to do without being attacked. Y'all dumbasses need to shut
[2:34 - 2:42] the fuck up. I feel like this is some sort of info war because it ain't bitches. All it is
[2:42 - 2:48] is you little pussy motherfuckers are mad that I'm fighting back against you and you don't
[2:48 - 2:56] fucking like it. Well, guess what? Suck my cock, nigga. Suck my goddamn cock because I'm goddamn
[2:56 - 3:03] tired of it, dude. If you don't like me, I don't care. If you don't like what I do, don't fucking
[3:03 - 3:11] watch. And if you've got a problem with me, take it up with me. Leave my friends and family the
[3:11 - 3:19] fuck out of your garbage. Leave my landlady out of your garbage. Oh, and Gloryhole, don't think
[3:19 - 3:28] I don't know about you trying to buy the house from our landlady you dumb fuck. You dumb retard
[3:28 - 3:38] little bitch. Fuck you, Gloryhole. And fuck your family. And fuck your little bitch friend,
[3:38 - 3:47] Kate Peters, aka the cunts of YouTube, the little bimbo bitch who thinks she's a badass. Well, guess
[3:47 - 3:54] what, Kate? I dare you to come at me, bitch. I fucking dare you. Because, yeah, you might have
[3:54 - 4:03] money, bitch, but I'm untouchable. Don't believe me? Try me. Fucking try me, bitch.
[4:03 - 4:16] I'll be honest, I'm tired of being taken advantage of by you motherfuckers.
[4:17 - 4:26] For five plus years, Marty, you've had this little scheme going. Well, guess what, bitch? Fuck you.
[4:26 - 4:39] Fuck you, Nick. And fuck your whole damn family, bro. Because your mom's a little bitch,
[4:39 - 4:46] your dad's a joke, and you're a little pussy who ain't doing shit with his life except fucking
[4:46 - 4:52] Twitter and his damn sons shoving some of his fucking ass looking for content from me. Well,
[4:52 - 4:59] fuck you. You don't get your way, you childish little bitch. And, Kate, you need to fuck off
[4:59 - 5:08] and leave people to fuck alone, you dumb bitch. Oh, and, Chilly, quit picking fights with
[5:08 - 5:14] motherfuckers, you fucking retard. Quit fucking picking fights with motherfuckers.
[5:14 - 5:19] 'Cause one of these days, you're gonna have to pick a fight with the wrong dudes and they're
[5:19 - 5:40] gonna beat your ass. Well, guess what? I don't give a fuck.
[5:40 - 5:53] I don't give a fuck if that fucking slob ass piece of fucking shit is live or not.
[5:53 - 6:01] All I'm saying, Marty, is you need to get a fucking life, you piece of shit.
[6:01 - 6:11] Oh, and, Gloria, do yourself a fucking favor and get off the fucking internet,
[6:11 - 6:19] you piece of shit. All you are is a little fucking douchebag running his little fucking
[6:19 - 6:32] cocksucker thinking that he's a badass. Well, fuck you, Gloria. Oh, and, Kate, fuck you too,
[6:32 - 6:39] you dumb bitch. I'll be honest, I'm tired of every single one of you dumb motherfuckers
[6:39 - 6:47] always trying to take advantage of me, always trying to use me. I'm fucking tired of it.
[6:49 - 6:55] All you motherfuckers need to leave me the fuck alone, every one of you.
[6:55 - 7:02] I'm not your fucking child little play toy. I'm a human being.
[7:02 - 7:10] And unlike you lazy fucks on the internet that run your mouth about me,
[7:10 - 7:21] I actually fucking do shit. I work on music. I do artwork.
[7:21 - 7:29] I promote and create my own fucking clothing brand, you douchebags. I actually do shit.
[7:29 - 7:36] What do you do? Sit on your asses and on your phones all day like, "Oh, look at me. I'm gonna
[7:36 - 7:42] fuck with Cyrax. I'm gonna fuck with people because I'm bored, because I'm sad with my life."
[7:42 - 7:52] Fuck you and your goddamn life, dude. Fuck you. If you ain't got the balls to be original,
[7:52 - 8:00] if you ain't got the goddamn balls to create your own original content,
[8:00 - 8:11] then you don't need to be on YouTube. If you ain't got the goddamn balls to be original
[8:11 - 8:17] and create your own goddamn content like I do, then you don't need to be on YouTube, motherfucker.
[8:25 - 8:38] Me, I create my own content every day.
[8:38 - 8:52] Don't believe me? Go look at all my content that I've made over the years.
[8:52 - 9:05] Don't believe me? Go look at my content, dude. Go look at all the content I've made over
[9:05 - 9:14] the years, motherfucker. I actually do my own shit. And if you don't like what I do,
[9:14 - 9:23] then don't fucking watch. Don't fuck. Simple as that. Don't like what I do? Don't watch.
[9:23 - 9:33] Simple as fucking that. Don't like it. Don't watch it. Simplest concept in the fucking world.
[9:38 - 9:44] I mean, is that really that hard of a concept to understand? Like seriously, is that that
[9:44 - 9:54] hard of a concept to understand? That if you don't like what I do, then don't fucking watch.
[9:54 - 10:00] Is that really that hard of a concept to understand? I mean, a human with a half
[10:00 - 10:09] a brain, a fucking five-year-old could understand that concept.
[10:09 - 10:21] A fucking five-year-old could understand that concept.
[10:28 - 10:42] Well, do you understand this concept, Pyro? Bye, bitch. You understand the concept of fuck you?
[10:42 - 10:53] Do you understand the concept of fuck you, grow the fuck up and get a life, bitch?
[10:53 - 11:09] And guess what? I'm knocking them all out left and fucking right, ain't I, bitch?
[11:09 - 11:21] Hey, Rekha. I'll grow up when you stop being a cunt, you dumb bitch.
[11:21 - 11:27] Anyhow, Christina, did you ever message me on Discord?
[11:27 - 11:33] Did you ever message me on Discord or no?
[11:33 - 11:40] Because if you did, I need to know what your name is. That way I don't actually block you.
[11:40 - 11:50] Okay. Just when you message me, let me know that it's you.
[11:50 - 11:54] That way I don't accidentally, like whenever you add me,
[11:54 - 11:57] send me a message and let me know that it's you. That way I know.
[11:57 - 12:03] That way I don't accidentally block you. Because I got a lot of fake motherfuckers
[12:03 - 12:07] that have been trying to add me and I've been blocking them.
[12:07 - 12:12] And like I said, y'all, I'm not trying to get fired up. I'm not.
[12:19 - 12:24] Here's the thing though, man. I'm not trying to get fired up or anything like that.
[12:24 - 12:29] But I'll be honest, there comes a point when you get fucking tired of getting fucked with.
[12:29 - 12:33] And I'm at that point where I'm tired of being taken advantage of.
[12:33 - 12:38] I'm tired of people making money off me when I can't make money off my own shit.
[12:38 - 12:43] And I'm tired of motherfuckers planning to do shit to fuck my life up.
[12:43 - 12:49] Like trying to buy my family's house out from under our fucking landlord.
[12:49 - 12:54] And trying to attack me. Send people to my house.
[12:54 - 12:58] Almost getting killed a couple weeks ago. It's stupid shit.
[12:58 - 13:04] Here's the thing, Pope. I do have a job. So fuck you.
[13:10 - 13:28] Like seriously, where does the line get drawn? When is enough enough?
[13:35 - 13:42] Like seriously, where does the line get drawn between internet and real life shit?
[13:42 - 13:53] And yes, I did, Christina, a couple weeks ago. Everyone fucking saw it.
[13:53 - 14:04] I was sitting here doing a live show around 10 o'clock at night and I heard a loud ass bang,
[14:04 - 14:07] not knowing what it was. And then my buddy fucking
[14:07 - 14:13] texted me on Facebook to let me know that somebody shot through my window.
[14:13 - 14:19] So I rewatched the footage, pulled the bed out. And then when I pulled the bed out,
[14:19 - 14:23] I found a couple fucking bullet holes in my fucking shit.
[14:23 - 14:26] I found a bullet hole in the window sill and a bullet hole in my mattress.
[14:26 - 14:30] Cops got a call. They came out and nothing got done.
[14:32 - 14:35] Hell, if you want to see the footage for yourself, it's all over fucking YouTube.
[14:35 - 14:41] Literally, it's all over the place. Oh, really Justin?
[14:41 - 14:47] Do I have to show the fucking footage? Do I need to show?
[14:47 - 14:53] Do I really need to fucking pull up the shit because I will?
[14:53 - 15:04] I will gladly pull up the footage.
[15:04 - 15:12] Let's go here to my files.
[15:12 - 15:22] Damn.
[15:22 - 15:37] Right here, right here's the footage.
[15:38 - 15:43] This bitch channel ran around to everybody, including Music Bismarck Party,
[15:43 - 15:47] saying that I raped her when I never even met.
[15:47 - 15:59] This bitch channel ran around to everybody, including Music Bismarck Party,
[15:59 - 16:03] saying that I raped her when I never even met.
[16:05 - 16:07] Right there, right when you hear that bang.
[16:07 - 16:11] Right when you hear.
[16:11 - 16:16] When you see, that is when.
[16:16 - 16:22] That was from.
[16:26 - 16:41] You know, where's the windows so big?
[16:45 - 16:56] I mean, it's underneath the camera.
[16:56 - 17:10] Yeah, it's underneath the camera right here.
[17:10 - 17:19] Yeah.
[17:19 - 17:32] Dude, there is actually a very good photo right there.
[17:32 - 17:38] That's the bullet hole from the windowsill right there.
[17:38 - 17:42] That's the bullet hole from the windowsill.
[17:42 - 17:45] That's where it went through.
[17:45 - 18:06] And then here.
[18:06 - 18:22] And then here's the bullet hole in the fucking mattress.
[18:30 - 18:38] So, yeah.
[18:38 - 18:50] Actually, no, I didn't.
[18:50 - 18:57] And then here's the windowsill shot.
[18:57 - 19:20] Let's see if I can find.
[19:20 - 19:23] Yeah, that's the best one.
[19:23 - 19:32] And then here's. And there's where the fucking bullet went through the fucking windowsill.
[19:32 - 19:39] You can see in the very bottom there where it went through and busted out.
[19:39 - 19:50] So, yeah.
[19:50 - 20:02] So, yeah, you think I have a fucking reason to be fucking pissed?
[20:02 - 20:03] I'd say so.
[20:03 - 20:07] All y'all motherfuckers want to be like, oh, show the bullet holes.
[20:07 - 20:08] Fuck you.
[20:08 - 20:09] I already showed them.
[20:09 - 20:11] So, fuck you.
[20:11 - 20:19] All y'all little trolls want to sit there and act like you're badasses.
[20:19 - 20:21] You're not being badasses.
[20:21 - 20:23] You're not being smartasses.
[20:23 - 20:25] You're being a bunch of cocksuckers.
[20:25 - 20:30] You're being a bunch of fucking Marty cocksuckers is what you're doing.
[20:30 - 20:40] Oh, and if you don't fucking believe me,
[20:40 - 20:43] go back and watch the fucking footage, motherfuckers.
[20:45 - 20:49] I had over 200 plus people watching that night when it fucking happened.
[20:49 - 20:52] So, fuck you.
[20:52 - 21:05] Yeah, and guess what?
[21:05 - 21:08] He'll be catching a knife to the neck if he shows up here.
[21:08 - 21:11] I'm not fucking playing around.
[21:11 - 21:22] Oh, really, Morph?
[21:22 - 21:24] It doesn't really prove anything?
[21:24 - 21:33] Really?
[21:33 - 21:34] The photos don't prove shit?
[21:34 - 21:40] The bullets, the bullet holes, and the video don't prove shit?
[21:40 - 21:47] Really?
[21:47 - 21:57] Well, Rekka Rekka, believe what you want.
[21:57 - 22:03] Well, then, guess what, Morph?
[22:03 - 22:06] That just proves that you're a fucking troll right there.
[22:06 - 22:13] So, see ya.
[22:13 - 22:29] That right there just fucking proved that you're a troll, bitch.
[22:30 - 22:37] Dude, I done showed that a million motherfucking times.
[22:37 - 22:40] I don't mean to fucking show it again, you douchebags.
[22:40 - 22:49] So, fuck you.
[22:49 - 22:54] All I'm saying, man, is this.
[22:54 - 22:58] I'm tired of the bullshit, dude.
[22:59 - 23:05] I'm trying to live my regular fucking life that I deserve to fucking live, okay?
[23:05 - 23:11] I'm trying to live my life, okay?
[23:11 - 23:14] I deserve to have a normal fucking life.
[23:14 - 23:18] I deserve to have a job on here, and if you don't like it, I don't give a shit.
[23:18 - 23:33] Like I said, if you don't like what I do, then don't fucking watch it.
[23:33 - 23:36] It's that fucking simple.
[23:36 - 23:42] If you don't like what I fucking do, then don't fucking watch.
[23:47 - 23:49] Not that, Christina.
[23:49 - 24:00] I'll let you take Morph's place.
[24:14 - 24:20] Like I said, if none of you trolls like what I do, then don't fucking watch.
[24:20 - 24:23] It's that fucking simple.
[24:23 - 24:26] If you don't like the content that I do when I do chill streams,
[24:26 - 24:32] when I'm hanging out, when I'm gaming, when I'm working on artwork, when I'm doing shit,
[24:32 - 24:44] if you don't like what the fuck I do, well, I'm fucking sorry.
[24:44 - 24:54] I'm sorry if you don't like what I do, but for all y'all trolls that don't like what I do,
[24:54 - 24:59] it's my channel, not yours, bitch.
[24:59 - 25:05] I can do what the fuck I want on my channel.
[25:05 - 25:11] It's my channel, not yours.
[25:11 - 25:14] If you don't like what I do, then don't fucking watch, you douchebags.
[25:14 - 25:16] Simple as that.
[25:16 - 25:18] Don't like what I do?
[25:18 - 25:19] Don't fucking watch.
[25:19 - 25:23] Simple ass fucking concept.
[25:23 - 25:28] Or at least it should be.
[25:28 - 25:33] Yeah, it should be, but it should be, but it should be, but it should be.
[25:33 - 25:35] It should be.
[25:35 - 25:44] I don't want to do that.
[25:44 - 26:07] [silence]
[26:07 - 26:08] Yo, Swan.
[26:08 - 26:08] What up, dude?
[26:08 - 26:30] [silence]
[26:30 - 26:31] Hey, Swan.
[26:31 - 26:34] Don't you think it's a pretty simple concept
[26:35 - 26:39] that if somebody doesn't like what they're watching
[26:39 - 26:40] to watch something else,
[26:40 - 26:42] or if they don't like what I'm doing
[26:42 - 26:44] to go to another channel and watch something else?
[26:44 - 26:47] [silence]
[26:47 - 26:51] Like, doesn't that sound like a pretty straightforward,
[26:51 - 26:52] simple concept, dude?
[26:52 - 26:54] I mean, am I wrong?
[26:54 - 26:56] Does that sound like a simple concept to you?
[26:56 - 26:59] 'Cause it sounds like a very simple one to me.
[26:59 - 27:13] [silence]
[27:13 - 27:14] Like, for real.
[27:14 - 27:17] Like, I don't get, though, with you trolls,
[27:17 - 27:19] especially you, Marty.
[27:19 - 27:22] Why the fuck do you guys pick me up to be a cash growl?
[27:22 - 27:24] [silence]
[27:24 - 27:27] Like, I'll be straight up honest right now.
[27:27 - 27:29] I'm not your motherfucking cash cow, dude.
[27:29 - 27:32] [silence]
[27:32 - 27:35] I'm not your cash cow.
[27:35 - 27:37] I'm not your content.
[27:37 - 27:39] [silence]
[27:39 - 27:40] Matter of fact, Marty,
[27:40 - 27:45] like I told you earlier in my other stream, dude,
[27:45 - 27:49] if anything, you owe me your life.
[27:49 - 27:51] You owe me your channel.
[27:51 - 27:53] You matter, but if it wasn't for me,
[27:53 - 27:54] you wouldn't have a channel.
[27:54 - 27:56] [silence]
[27:56 - 27:58] I made you who you are, Marty.
[27:58 - 27:59] I made you.
[27:59 - 28:00] I own you.
[28:00 - 28:04] If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have a channel, dude.
[28:04 - 28:07] If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have content.
[28:07 - 28:09] [silence]
[28:09 - 28:11] And you're just mad at the fact
[28:11 - 28:13] that I'm not giving you what you want.
[28:13 - 28:35] [silence]
[28:35 - 28:39] Ah, we got a little sneak in the mix.
[28:39 - 28:43] Okay, watch this shit, motherfuckers.
[28:43 - 28:45] Y'all want to try to play and change your name?
[28:45 - 28:47] Well, guess what, bitch?
[28:47 - 28:50] I got you pegged in the studio right now, motherfuckers.
[28:50 - 28:55] So, nice fucking try, retards.
[28:55 - 28:58] [silence]
[28:58 - 29:01] Y'all didn't think I wasn't prepared for this, did you?
[29:01 - 29:03] Well, guess what?
[29:03 - 29:04] I was.
[29:04 - 29:34] [silence]
[29:34 - 29:36] I know what y'all are trying to do.
[29:36 - 29:40] Y'all are trying to change y'all's names up, motherfuckers,
[29:40 - 29:41] and it ain't working, bitch.
[29:41 - 31:41] [silence]
[31:41 - 31:45] But I said, man, all this stupid shit needs to fucking stop.
[31:46 - 31:57] I said, if you trolls aren't gonna be original, then go somewhere else.
[31:57 - 32:11] [silence]
[32:11 - 32:19] Like, if you're not gonna sit there and show support for something that's actually
[32:19 - 32:24] being original, then get the fuck out of here.
[32:24 - 32:33] [silence]
[32:33 - 32:37] Like, what gets me with you trolls, especially people like you, Marty?
[32:37 - 32:39] Why can't you be original?
[32:40 - 32:44] Why can't you create your own content the same way that I do, motherfucker?
[32:44 - 32:57] Ask anybody here that has watched me.
[32:57 - 33:03] [silence]
[33:03 - 33:06] Hey, Justin H., it's time for you to get a life, pussy.
[33:06 - 33:08] You don't fuck retard.
[33:08 - 33:11] [silence]
[33:11 - 33:12] Get the fuck out of here.
[33:12 - 33:18] Like I said, dude, I have a right to do my shit.
[33:18 - 33:21] [silence]
[33:21 - 33:26] I have a right to be on here just as much as anybody else.
[33:26 - 33:29] I have just as much right to be on here as anyone else.
[33:29 - 33:33] I deserve to make a living just like anyone else.
[33:33 - 33:38] [silence]
[33:38 - 33:46] But what gets me is why you trolls feel like you're so insistent on making it
[33:46 - 34:03] to where it's hard for me to actually make a living.
[34:03 - 34:05] [silence]
[34:05 - 34:07] Like, what's the deal with that?
[34:07 - 34:16] No, I think I figured out who the troll is.
[34:16 - 34:20] I think I figured it out.
[34:20 - 34:28] [silence]
[34:28 - 34:32] I'm just waiting for them to show their faces.
[34:32 - 34:50] [silence]
[34:50 - 34:53] See, this is what I find funny about you trolls.
[34:53 - 34:57] You get mad because I defend myself.
[34:57 - 35:02] [silence]
[35:02 - 35:05] You get mad because I fight back.
[35:05 - 35:07] Because I'm not like your other victims.
[35:07 - 35:10] I actually fucking fight back against you motherfuckers.
[35:10 - 35:11] That's all it is.
[35:11 - 35:14] [silence]
[35:14 - 35:17] Y'all are mad that I fight back.
[35:17 - 35:20] You hate that I fight back.
[35:20 - 35:21] And guess what?
[35:21 - 35:22] I don't care.
[35:22 - 35:27] [silence]
[35:27 - 35:35] As I said in the very fucking beginning, if you don't fucking like my content,
[35:35 - 35:39] don't fucking watch.
[35:39 - 36:48] [silence]
[36:48 - 36:57] No, like for real though, I find all this shit fucking childish as fuck.
[36:57 - 37:04] Like for real.
[37:04 - 37:06] Oh, you're good.
[37:06 - 37:15] [silence]
[37:15 - 37:16] Here's the thing.
[37:16 - 37:20] I'm not another Chris Chang, okay?
[37:20 - 37:22] So fuck you.
[37:22 - 37:31] [silence]
[37:31 - 37:35] I don't know why everyone always assumes that I'm another Chris Chang.
[37:35 - 37:37] [silence]
[37:37 - 37:42] When I'm not, I'm nothing like him at all in any way, shape or form.
[37:42 - 37:46] Y'all just want to try to make me out to be that way
[37:46 - 37:49] because you want somebody to fucking bully.
[37:49 - 37:50] [silence]
[37:50 - 37:51] That's all it is.
[37:52 - 37:55] You guys just want somebody to push around
[37:55 - 37:59] and somebody to fucking bully and someone to attack.
[37:59 - 38:03] [silence]
[38:03 - 38:05] That's all it fucking is.
[38:05 - 38:07] You guys want somebody to attack.
[38:07 - 38:08] That's all it is.
[38:08 - 38:19] [silence]
[38:19 - 38:23] You guys want somebody to attack for no reason.
[38:23 - 38:28] Well, I'm sorry that you're sad with your own lives.
[38:28 - 38:29] Well, guess what?
[38:29 - 38:33] If you don't like your life, here's a little bit of advice for you.
[38:33 - 38:36] Get off your fucking ass and change it.
[38:36 - 38:40] If you don't like the way that your life is,
[38:40 - 38:46] get off your fucking lazy ass and fucking do something about it.
[38:46 - 38:57] [silence]
[38:57 - 39:00] Like if you don't like the way your life is,
[39:00 - 39:03] do something about it.
[39:03 - 39:04] Change something about it.
[39:04 - 39:06] Whatever that thing may be,
[39:06 - 39:09] get off your ass and fucking do something about it.
[39:09 - 39:09] That's what I did.
[39:09 - 39:14] I could have sat there and let my life go and shit,
[39:14 - 39:15] but no, you know what I did?
[39:15 - 39:19] I got off my fucking ass and I fucking did something about it.
[39:19 - 39:26] [silence]
[39:26 - 39:29] I actually got off my ass and said,
[39:29 - 39:31] "Fuck being a victim,"
[39:31 - 39:33] and actually tried to do something about it.
[39:33 - 39:36] And there ain't not a goddamn motherfucker on the surface
[39:36 - 39:37] that can't say I didn't do that.
[39:37 - 39:45] [silence]
[39:45 - 39:51] Hey, Mighty, how about you kiss my ass, Ben Dejo?
[39:51 - 40:07] [silence]
[40:07 - 40:12] Like I said, I actually tried to do something about it
[40:12 - 40:16] by being more positive, saying fuck you to the trolls,
[40:16 - 40:19] actually starting my own clothing brand,
[40:19 - 40:22] starting my own fucking independent record label,
[40:22 - 40:27] releasing my own shit, doing what I need to fucking do.
[40:27 - 40:30] I actually did something about it.
[40:30 - 40:32] [silence]
[40:32 - 40:36] But after you trolls, you're lazy as fuck.
[40:36 - 40:39] Every one of you is fucking lazy.
[40:41 - 40:45] Every one of you fucking trolls that says, "Let's get a job,"
[40:45 - 40:47] that just shows how fucking lazy you really are.
[40:47 - 40:54] [silence]
[40:54 - 40:55] You're lazy as fuck.
[40:55 - 40:58] See what it is.
[40:58 - 41:01] None of you trolls have the balls to do what I fucking do.
[41:01 - 41:06] None of you motherfuckers has the guy that evolves
[41:06 - 41:09] to do my job as a music artist.
[41:09 - 41:12] None of you trolls have the fucking balls
[41:12 - 41:16] or the nuts to do the shit that I fucking do,
[41:16 - 41:19] creating original content, creating music,
[41:19 - 41:21] doing your own short films,
[41:21 - 41:25] doing everything that you want to do on your fucking own
[41:25 - 41:28] and working your ass off for it.
[41:28 - 41:30] I actually have done that shit.
[41:30 - 41:33] [silence]
[41:33 - 41:36] And actually, no, it wasn't busted, so fuck you.
[41:38 - 41:43] So fuck you, busted, you little bitch, rat-ass motherfucker.
[41:43 - 41:49] [silence]
[41:49 - 41:51] Look out my film The Darkness, bro.
[41:51 - 41:55] [silence]
[41:55 - 41:58] My short film The Darkness, the one that everybody talks about?
[41:58 - 42:00] Yeah, that was me.
[42:00 - 42:03] [silence]
[42:03 - 42:04] Yo, Jenny, hit me up.
[42:04 - 42:07] If that really is you, message me on Facebook right now.
[42:07 - 42:08] If that's really you.
[42:08 - 42:15] [silence]
[42:15 - 42:18] If that's really you, message me on Facebook right now.
[42:18 - 42:20] I got my message.
[42:20 - 42:23] You're open, ready.
[42:23 - 42:37] [silence]
[42:37 - 42:38] Yeah.
[42:38 - 42:59] [silence]
[42:59 - 43:00] I have my message.
[43:00 - 43:02] You're open and ready to go right now.
[43:02 - 43:03] I'm just waiting for you.
[43:03 - 43:07] [silence]
[43:07 - 43:09] Yeah, sorry.
[43:09 - 43:20] [silence]
[43:20 - 43:23] Waiting, Jenny, waiting for you.
[43:23 - 43:26] Come on.
[43:26 - 43:32] Yeah, see that right there shows me that you're fake as fuck.
[43:32 - 43:36] You ain't even message me on here.
[43:36 - 43:37] That just shows that you're fake.
[43:37 - 43:42] So, bye-bye.
[43:42 - 43:46] [silence]
[43:46 - 43:51] Like I said though, man, if you don't fucking like my content, I'm sorry.
[43:51 - 43:56] I'm sorry that my content ain't for anyone.
[43:56 - 43:59] I'm sorry that my content ain't for everyone at all.
[43:59 - 44:05] My content ain't for everyone, and I understand that.
[44:05 - 44:12] But like I said, if you don't like my fucking content,
[44:12 - 44:16] you don't have to watch.
[44:16 - 44:19] There are other channels that you can fucking go to.
[44:19 - 44:24] There's literally hundreds and billions and millions
[44:24 - 44:27] of other channels that you can go to if you don't like what I fucking do.
[44:27 - 44:32] Okay?
[44:32 - 44:38] [silence]
[44:38 - 44:41] If you don't like what I do, I'm sorry.
[44:41 - 44:45] My content ain't for everyone.
[44:45 - 44:51] But for those that do show love and support, I do appreciate what you guys do for me.
[44:51 - 44:57] I do appreciate the love and support that you guys show me.
[44:57 - 45:04] A hundred percent.
[45:04 - 45:18] [silence]
[45:18 - 45:22] Like I said, if you don't like my content, I'm sorry.
[45:22 - 45:27] But like I said, my content ain't for everyone.
[45:27 - 45:31] But for those that do appreciate what I do, I appreciate that shit.
[45:31 - 45:31] I really do.
[45:31 - 45:33] A hundred percent, I appreciate it.
[45:33 - 45:39] For all y'all that have shown real love and real support for my content,
[45:39 - 45:40] I appreciate that shit.
[45:40 - 45:49] But what pisses me off is that people like Marty come in and take advantage of me
[45:49 - 45:52] and make money off me and try to use me to make money
[45:52 - 45:54] because they're greedy as fuck.
[45:55 - 45:58] Because they're too fucking lazy to create their own content.
[45:58 - 46:01] They're too fucking lazy to be original.
[46:01 - 46:07] They gotta stream someone else's stream and do whatever they can to make money off that person.
[46:07 - 46:09] And it's sickening to me.
[46:09 - 46:15] It's sickening to see nobody being really original anymore.
[46:15 - 46:17] That's sad.
[46:17 - 46:24] There's very few people on YouTube that are actually real,
[46:24 - 46:27] that actually create their own content.
[46:27 - 46:29] And I can name a few.
[46:29 - 46:33] Jack Selltikai, Markiplier, PewDiePie,
[46:33 - 46:37] fucking Iron Mouse, fucking
[46:39 - 46:49] Joey, Aquideris, Trash Taste, fucking Cup of Jasmine.
[46:49 - 46:52] There's a whole bunch of them that create their own content.
[46:52 - 46:56] So why the fuck do you trolls feel like you have to use me for fucking money?
[46:56 - 47:01] Why do you feel like you have to use me for fucking money?
[47:01 - 47:05] Like, since when did I become a cash cow?
[47:05 - 47:11] Yeah, you're right, dude.
[47:11 - 47:12] Our church creates its own shit.
[47:12 - 47:22] Like, why is it that you guys, all you trolls,
[47:22 - 47:25] why is it that you're allowed to make money off me
[47:25 - 47:27] but I'm not allowed to make money off my own stuff?
[47:27 - 47:30] Like, where is that fair to me?
[47:31 - 47:36] Where is that fair that I don't get to make money off my own fucking content?
[47:36 - 47:41] But yeah, you guys are allowed to sit there and use me and steal my shit,
[47:41 - 47:44] steal my image, and make money off me.
[47:44 - 47:46] Where is that fair?
[47:46 - 47:51] You guys make money off me but I'm not allowed to make money for myself.
[47:51 - 47:53] Where is that fair in any way, shape, or form?
[47:53 - 47:56] Where is that fair?
[47:57 - 48:02] I work my ass off on every single bit of content that I fucking have ever made.
[48:02 - 48:10] Every single little shred of content I've ever made, I have worked my ass off on.
[48:10 - 48:14] I have earned the right to get paid.
[48:14 - 48:18] But because of you fucking trolls, I have to have a hard time doing it.
[48:18 - 48:27] Because of you trolls, I now have to fight with Google to get my fucking shit back.
[48:27 - 48:34] Because of you trolls, I now have to fight with Google to try to fucking get my shit back
[48:34 - 48:48] so I can get monetized so I can actually make money off my content again.
[48:52 - 48:57] Like, where is that fair?
[48:57 - 49:02] Where is that fair that you dumb ass trolls get to do the dumb shit that you fucking do?
[49:02 - 49:08] Where is that fair that you trolls get to make money off me
[49:08 - 49:11] but I don't get to make one red cent for myself?
[49:11 - 49:14] Like, where is that fair, dude?
[49:14 - 49:19] Like I said, if you're going to do something,
[49:20 - 49:30] like, if you're going to do something, do it right, you know?
[49:30 - 49:38] If you're going to fucking do something, do it the right way.
[49:38 - 49:41] Don't ever half-ass that shit, ever.
[49:41 - 49:47] Everything I've ever done, I have put everything into that I've got.
[49:49 - 49:55] Whether it be my music, whether it be a short film, whether it be creating a clothing brand,
[49:55 - 49:58] whether it be my artwork, whatever that thing may be.
[49:58 - 50:01] Whether it be a reaction video or whatever.
[50:01 - 50:09] Like, I have worked my fucking ass off to get to where I'm at.
[50:09 - 50:14] So I think I am fucking owed.
[50:14 - 50:17] And I think anybody would have a brand that's ever watched my content will know
[50:18 - 50:25] that I have done more than my fair share of work and that I do deserve to make a living.
[50:25 - 50:28] I have proven that I can hang with the big dogs.
[50:28 - 50:32] I've proven that I've got what it takes to make a living.
[50:32 - 50:34] But you trolls just don't want that.
[50:34 - 50:37] You don't want to see me make a living.
[50:37 - 50:40] That's why you guys got me banned from Twitch.
[50:40 - 50:44] That's why you motherfuckers got me banned from Twitch
[50:44 - 50:50] because you saw that I was making a living on Twitch and you couldn't fucking stand it.
[50:50 - 50:55] You couldn't stand the fact that I was actually making real money on Twitch
[50:55 - 50:57] doing what I was doing.
[50:57 - 50:59] You couldn't fucking stand it.
[50:59 - 51:00] So what did you do?
[51:00 - 51:04] You made it look like I was doing shit that I wasn't fucking doing
[51:04 - 51:06] just to get me fucking banned.
[51:06 - 51:09] And it's bullshit.
[51:09 - 51:19] It's fucking garbage.
[51:19 - 51:30] And here's the thing, Jeff L.
[51:30 - 51:34] If I had no gotten banned, dude, I'd still be making money on there right now.
[51:34 - 51:35] So fuck you.
[51:37 - 51:40] If I had no gotten banned because of these douchebags,
[51:40 - 51:43] I'd still be making some pretty damn good money on there, man.
[51:43 - 51:54] Still, I had over 800 fucking followers and 20 of those 800 were paid subscribers.
[51:54 - 52:01] So yeah, I would actually be making bank right now.
[52:01 - 52:03] I actually would be making a stall with living.
[52:03 - 52:21] Actually, Shepard, if you really think about it, I had what?
[52:21 - 52:24] 837?
[52:24 - 52:30] I had 837 followers.
[52:30 - 52:35] 20 of those 837 were paid subscribers.
[52:35 - 52:36] 20 of them.
[52:36 - 52:42] Now, put that in a month.
[52:42 - 52:53] Take $100 a week at times that by four weeks.
[52:53 - 52:58] Or no, take-- yeah, take-- just do the fucking math.
[52:59 - 53:03] It actually would add up to actually a sustainable amount.
[53:03 - 53:12] And hey, I've lived off of less than $400 before.
[53:12 - 53:16] 10 large run.
[53:16 - 53:19] Dude, I ain't even got $10 right now, man.
[53:19 - 53:21] I ain't got shit.
[53:27 - 53:31] Well, gee, maybe if you fucking see this, this is what I don't get.
[53:31 - 53:35] Yeah, this is the one thing that confuses the fuck out of me.
[53:35 - 53:41] This is the one thing that confuses the fuck out of me.
[53:41 - 53:44] You guys tell me to make money.
[53:44 - 53:48] You tell me to get a job, to make money of any fucking time.
[53:48 - 53:50] And the minute I start making money,
[53:50 - 53:54] you rip away the one way that I have of making money.
[53:54 - 53:56] It makes no sense.
[53:57 - 54:02] Like, how are you going to sit there, tell me to work.
[54:02 - 54:06] Tell me that you don't care how I make the money.
[54:06 - 54:09] But yet, the minute I start making money,
[54:09 - 54:14] you want to shut me the fuck down and rip away how I'm making money.
[54:14 - 54:15] It makes no sense.
[54:15 - 54:24] That actually does not make any sense at all.
[54:24 - 54:36] Like, how are you going to sit there, tell somebody to get a job.
[54:36 - 54:39] They get a job actually doing something they enjoy and that they love.
[54:39 - 54:41] They start making money out of it,
[54:41 - 54:43] but then y'all come in and rip it away from them.
[54:43 - 54:46] That makes no sense.
[54:46 - 54:48] It's stupid.
[54:48 - 54:53] If anything, it's counterproductive of what you're saying.
[54:53 - 55:02] It really is counterproductive of what you're saying.
[55:02 - 55:15] Like, I'm over here trying to make the living off my shit in some way.
[55:15 - 55:20] But yet, you want to come in and rip all that away and why, motherfuckers.
[55:20 - 55:24] Because you're too fucking lazy.
[55:24 - 55:27] You're jealous of the fact that I'm actually doing something
[55:27 - 55:29] that you trolls wish you could do.
[55:29 - 55:34] You wish you had half my talent.
[55:34 - 55:41] You trolls wish you had my skill.
[55:41 - 55:56] You trolls are angry at the fact that I'm doing something
[55:56 - 55:59] that you wish you had the skill to do.
[55:59 - 56:03] Well, let me tell you, it's not that hard to do.
[56:03 - 56:06] It's called watch YouTube tutorials.
[56:06 - 56:09] That's how I learned to do half the shit that I do.
[56:10 - 56:12] That's how I learned how to film properly.
[56:12 - 56:15] That's where I learned about doing solo films.
[56:15 - 56:19] That's where I learned how to do how to work with NFL studios.
[56:19 - 56:23] That's where I fucking figured out to do what I fucking do now
[56:23 - 56:25] with all the shit that I do, okay?
[56:25 - 56:28] Not that hard.
[56:28 - 56:32] And if you can't find it on YouTube, go to Skillshare.
[56:32 - 56:35] That's where I fucking learned how to do business.
[56:35 - 56:38] That's where I learned how to do marketing,
[56:38 - 56:41] which I just faced up all this shit for, okay?
[56:41 - 56:44] Not that hard to do.
[56:44 - 56:56] Like, it's not rocket science, people.
[56:56 - 56:58] Super simple shit.
[56:58 - 57:08] [Silence]
[57:08 - 57:10] Super simple shit.
[57:10 - 57:21] [Silence]
[57:21 - 57:26] Like, it's pretty fucking pathetic that you trolls aren't original.
[57:26 - 57:28] All your content is garbage.
[57:28 - 57:31] [Silence]
[57:31 - 57:33] So yes, Marty, I'm talking to you.
[57:33 - 57:36] Your content is trash.
[57:36 - 57:38] Gordo, your content is garbage.
[57:38 - 57:39] Trash.
[57:39 - 57:40] Pathetic.
[57:40 - 57:45] And Kate, your content, it's just fucking sad.
[57:45 - 57:49] It's not even garbage, it's pathetic.
[57:49 - 57:53] Your content is fucking pathetic.
[57:53 - 57:55] And it's stupid.
[57:55 - 58:04] [Silence]
[58:04 - 58:06] Don't know, don't care.
[58:06 - 58:10] I don't care if that douchebag is watching or not.
[58:10 - 58:11] I really don't care.
[58:11 - 58:18] [Silence]
[58:18 - 58:20] And no, that's not, dude.
[58:20 - 58:31] [Silence]
[58:31 - 58:32] And guess what?
[58:32 - 58:36] Them making me their content, that just shows how unoriginal they are.
[58:36 - 58:39] [Silence]
[58:39 - 58:43] Them doing that shit just shows how unoriginal they really are.
[58:45 - 58:50] I seriously, if you look at every single piece of content that I've done...
[58:50 - 58:56] [Silence]
[58:56 - 59:02] If you look at all the content that I've done, all my shit's original.
[59:02 - 59:07] I don't have to sit there and livestream somebody else doing a livestream to make my content.
[59:07 - 59:10] [Silence]
[59:10 - 59:11] All right, come on.
[59:11 - 59:14] How lame is that?
[59:15 - 59:18] Streaming someone else's content for your own content?
[59:18 - 59:19] That's just lame.
[59:19 - 59:20] That's laziness.
[59:20 - 59:25] [Silence]
[59:25 - 59:26] That's pathetic.
[59:26 - 59:34] [Silence]
[59:34 - 59:40] As soon as I can figure out shit with YouTube and Google, I will be doing Super Chat.
[59:40 - 59:42] Straight up.
[59:43 - 59:48] As soon as I can get this shit figured out with Google and I can start getting monetized,
[59:48 - 59:49] I will be doing Super Chat.
[59:49 - 59:53] But I have to figure that shit out first, which is gonna be a pain in the ass.
[59:53 - 59:58] [Silence]
[59:58 - 59:59] Oh, really, Jasper?
[59:59 - 60:02] I'd love to see your proof of that one, motherfucker.
[60:02 - 60:06] 'Cause, Jasper, all I've ever seen come out of you dumb motherfuckers
[60:06 - 60:09] is chomped up and clipped together content.
[60:09 - 60:10] That's all I see.
[60:11 - 60:13] Chomped up and clipped together fucking videos
[60:13 - 60:17] to make it look like I'm doing shit that I'm not fucking doing.
[60:17 - 60:22] All because you wanna be the fucking good guy, right?
[60:22 - 60:24] You wanna be the hero.
[60:24 - 60:27] You wanna look like the tough guy.
[60:27 - 60:29] Well, fuck the tough guy act, dude.
[60:29 - 60:35] [Silence]
[60:35 - 60:37] Your tough guy act is garbage.
[60:37 - 60:47] [Silence]
[60:47 - 60:50] So I guess then, Marty, do yourself a favor.
[60:50 - 60:51] All right?
[60:51 - 60:54] Quit the bullshit.
[60:54 - 60:56] All right?
[60:56 - 60:59] You're not doing nobody any fucking favors by doing what you're doing, dude.
[60:59 - 61:03] And if anything, you're making yourself look like a piece of shit.
[61:03 - 61:06] More than you already look like when already.
[61:06 - 61:07] [Silence]
[61:07 - 61:09] I mean, you already look like a piece of shit already,
[61:09 - 61:13] and you just continue when you're on, it makes you look even worse.
[61:13 - 61:15] [Silence]
[61:15 - 61:16] It really does.
[61:16 - 61:17] It makes you look worse.
[61:17 - 61:19] [Silence]
[61:19 - 61:22] And, glory to all, you're just a pathetic piece of shit.
[61:22 - 61:27] [Silence]
[61:27 - 61:31] You are seriously a lame-ass, pathetic piece of trash
[61:31 - 61:33] that wants to fuck with people just because.
[61:33 - 61:38] [Silence]
[61:38 - 61:39] Like, seriously.
[61:39 - 61:47] [Silence]
[61:47 - 61:49] And I'm honestly tired of it.
[61:49 - 61:52] [Silence]
[61:52 - 61:55] Like I said in the very beginning of the stream,
[61:55 - 61:57] I'm tired of being taken advantage of.
[61:57 - 61:59] I'm tired of being ripped off.
[61:59 - 62:03] If you don't like what I fucking do, then don't fucking watch my shit.
[62:03 - 62:08] Go to someone else's channel if you don't like what the fuck I do.
[62:08 - 62:14] [Silence]
[62:14 - 62:19] Oh, and Marnie and Glory Hole and Kate and all you little motherfuckers,
[62:19 - 62:23] stop trying to steal from me and stop trying to rip me off
[62:23 - 62:26] because it's not gonna work anymore.
[62:26 - 62:29] [Silence]
[62:29 - 62:31] Because I'm done being ripped off.
[62:31 - 62:33] I'm done being victimized by you douchebags.
[62:33 - 62:35] [Silence]
[62:35 - 62:39] Like I said, if you want to create content, go ahead.
[62:39 - 62:43] But be fucking original and stop stealing streams.
[62:43 - 62:46] Oh, and Kate, why don't you tell the fucking truth?
[62:46 - 62:50] Why don't you tell the truth to the whole world
[62:50 - 62:52] about how you truly are a fucking pedophile?
[62:52 - 62:55] [Silence]
[62:55 - 62:58] Why don't you let them know that you truly are a pedophile,
[62:58 - 62:59] you dumb bitch.
[62:59 - 63:08] [Silence]
[63:08 - 63:12] I mean, after all, you are the one that sends out pictures of little kids
[63:12 - 63:14] to grown-ass people.
[63:14 - 63:17] That right there is distribution of child form, bitch.
[63:17 - 63:20] [Silence]
[63:20 - 63:21] So, nice fucking try.
[63:21 - 63:23] Don't fuck.
[63:23 - 63:29] [Silence]
[63:29 - 63:34] I mean, how my cover shows are more original than you, Kate?
[63:34 - 63:38] [Silence]
[63:38 - 63:39] Oh, yes, it is.
[63:39 - 63:48] [Silence]
[63:48 - 63:51] Sending pictures of underage kids
[63:52 - 63:54] to grown-ass adults?
[63:54 - 63:58] That is distribution of child form, don't fuck.
[63:58 - 64:01] [Silence]
[64:01 - 64:04] Ask any police officer, they'll tell you.
[64:04 - 64:08] [Silence]
[64:08 - 64:10] Yo, bro, I appreciate it, man.
[64:10 - 64:19] [Silence]
[64:19 - 64:22] So, yeah, Kate, you really are a pedophile,
[64:22 - 64:23] you dumb bitch.
[64:23 - 64:25] [Silence]
[64:25 - 64:28] Honestly, I'm surprised you haven't been arrested already.
[64:28 - 64:29] [Silence]
[64:29 - 64:31] I'm surprised you're not locked up already.
[64:31 - 64:33] [Silence]
[64:33 - 64:34] Just hell.
[64:34 - 64:39] [Silence]
[64:39 - 64:42] Yes, I do, right there.
[64:42 - 64:58] [Silence]
[64:58 - 64:59] Exactly, wildebeest.
[64:59 - 65:03] And what gets me is how she's not in prison already.
[65:03 - 65:04] That's what gets me.
[65:04 - 65:08] How the fuck does this bitch not already been put in jail
[65:08 - 65:10] for the shit that she's done?
[65:10 - 65:13] And not just to me, but to other people.
[65:13 - 65:16] It makes you ask the question,
[65:16 - 65:19] and it actually begs the question,
[65:19 - 65:23] how many people has she done this to before me?
[65:23 - 65:28] How many people has she done this to before she did it to me?
[65:28 - 65:32] And how many more people is she going to do it to
[65:32 - 65:33] before she gets arrested and caught?
[65:33 - 65:38] [Silence]
[65:38 - 65:40] So, I think about that.
[65:40 - 65:50] [Silence]
[65:50 - 65:52] Wait, that really is something to think about.
[65:52 - 66:04] [Silence]
[66:04 - 66:05] Yo, Tommy, what up, dude?
[66:05 - 66:14] [Silence]
[66:14 - 66:16] Yo, Tommy, hit me up on Facebook and let me know that too,
[66:16 - 66:19] because if it actually is you, dude,
[66:19 - 66:20] I'll actually mind you up.
[66:20 - 66:22] So, hit me up on Facebook, bro.
[66:22 - 66:23] Let me know that too.
[66:23 - 67:04] [Silence]
[67:04 - 67:06] All right, I got you, Tommy.
[67:06 - 67:07] No worries, dog.
[67:07 - 67:37] [Silence]
[67:37 - 67:39] But like I said, to all you little fucking trolls,
[67:39 - 67:42] and no offense to you, Michael,
[67:42 - 67:44] I'm not trying to take shots at you,
[67:44 - 67:45] so don't take it that way, dude.
[67:45 - 67:47] [Silence]
[67:47 - 67:48] Like, don't take it that way, Michael,
[67:48 - 67:51] because I'm in no way trying to take shots at you.
[67:51 - 67:52] [Silence]
[67:52 - 67:55] But honestly, I don't fucking care.
[67:55 - 67:58] I'm trying to get my fucking life back, all right?
[67:58 - 68:00] [Silence]
[68:00 - 68:04] And if it means me calling every single fucking person out,
[68:04 - 68:05] I don't fucking care.
[68:05 - 68:06] [Silence]
[68:06 - 68:09] I'm trying to get my fucking life back
[68:09 - 68:10] to where it should have been this whole time.
[68:10 - 68:14] [Silence]
[68:14 - 68:16] I'm over here trying to take my fucking life back.
[68:16 - 68:19] And like I said, it's nothing against you, Michael, at all.
[68:19 - 68:22] But I'm tired of just fucking sitting here
[68:22 - 68:24] and not fucking doing shit.
[68:24 - 68:25] [Silence]
[68:25 - 68:28] I'm tired of just sitting here,
[68:28 - 68:30] not being able to do shit that I want to be able to do,
[68:30 - 68:34] and not actually get some sort of payout from it.
[68:35 - 68:37] I'm tired of not being able to live my fucking life
[68:37 - 68:39] the way that I want to live my life
[68:39 - 68:42] and actually have fun doing what I enjoy
[68:42 - 68:44] and making a living doing what I love.
[68:44 - 68:51] [Silence]
[68:51 - 68:52] Like, it's stupid.
[68:52 - 68:54] I shouldn't have to deal with that.
[68:54 - 69:24] [Silence]
[69:24 - 69:27] Do I have any plans for 2023?
[69:27 - 69:29] Dude, I don't even know what I'm planning for tomorrow,
[69:29 - 69:34] let alone what I'm, like, what I'm planning for 2023.
[69:34 - 69:35] That's the thing about it.
[69:35 - 69:37] That's something that you need to learn about me, dude.
[69:37 - 69:40] I don't plan ahead.
[69:40 - 69:41] I take every day...
[69:41 - 69:46] I take every day a day at a time.
[69:46 - 69:48] I don't ever plan ahead.
[69:48 - 69:51] I take every day as it happens.
[69:51 - 69:54] I don't ever plan for shit.
[69:54 - 69:56] Like, whatever happens, happens.
[69:56 - 69:59] [Silence]
[69:59 - 70:02] I literally go with the flow of shit.
[70:02 - 70:05] I don't sit there and plan ahead like that.
[70:05 - 70:31] [Silence]
[70:31 - 70:36] Yeah, but at the same time, though, 'cause it's more fun to not plan,
[70:36 - 70:40] because it's fun to see how everything unfolds as it happens.
[70:40 - 70:45] I like to live in the moment, in the present, in the now.
[70:45 - 70:48] I like to do things as it happens.
[70:48 - 70:52] 'Cause it's more fun that way, because if you already...
[70:52 - 70:56] What's the fun in doing something when you already know what's gonna happen?
[70:56 - 70:59] [Silence]
[70:59 - 71:01] Let me ask you this, Cuzak.
[71:01 - 71:05] What's the fun in doing something if you already know what's gonna happen?
[71:05 - 71:09] That just takes the fun out of it.
[71:09 - 71:15] Like, why would you want to do something knowing what's gonna happen?
[71:15 - 71:22] Like, you know, take every day a moment at a time.
[71:22 - 71:28] You know, live every day in the moment.
[71:28 - 71:30] Let shit happen for itself.
[71:30 - 71:40] [Silence]
[71:40 - 71:41] And that's how I live my life.
[71:41 - 71:47] [Silence]
[71:47 - 71:55] Yo, Tony at work, what up?
[71:55 - 72:02] [Silence]
[72:02 - 72:02] I might.
[72:02 - 72:15] If the time arises and the opportunity presents itself in the eye, it will be.
[72:15 - 72:20] [Silence]
[72:20 - 72:24] Well, I said if the opportunity presents itself, then I definitely will be.
[72:24 - 72:41] [Silence]
[72:41 - 72:46] Like, and I feel like that's where a lot of you trolls go wrong.
[72:46 - 72:50] You always plan ahead shit.
[72:50 - 72:51] I never do.
[72:51 - 72:57] [Silence]
[72:57 - 72:58] I live in the moment.
[72:58 - 73:11] [Silence]
[73:11 - 73:17] I don't ever plan ahead because planning ahead shit goes wrong real quick.
[73:17 - 73:20] [Silence]
[73:20 - 73:24] Because shit can change on a dime like that if you plan shit.
[73:24 - 73:33] If you don't plan stuff and things happen as you go, you can actually adjust to what's going on.
[73:33 - 73:35] [Silence]
[73:35 - 73:38] Like, let's say that you plan for a concert.
[73:38 - 73:40] [Silence]
[73:40 - 73:44] Right, let's say that you plan for a concert and you know what's gonna happen.
[73:44 - 73:47] You know that you're gonna go there, blah, blah, blah.
[73:47 - 73:47] [Silence]
[73:47 - 73:58] You get there and you know, you're gonna, you sit there and say, "Oh, you know, shit's gonna go so well."
[73:58 - 74:02] [Silence]
[74:02 - 74:03] Well, here's the thing.
[74:03 - 74:07] [Silence]
[74:07 - 74:09] What if something comes up that's out of your control?
[74:09 - 74:13] When, let's say you're on the way there and something comes up, what are you gonna do?
[74:13 - 74:25] [Silence]
[74:25 - 74:25] See what I'm saying?
[74:25 - 74:27] [Silence]
[74:27 - 74:32] It's more fun to not know what's gonna happen than to know what's gonna happen.
[74:32 - 74:39] [Silence]
[74:39 - 74:44] Me, I live in the moment every single day. I don't know what's gonna happen 10 minutes from now.
[74:44 - 74:47] I don't know what's gonna happen 5 minutes from now.
[74:47 - 74:49] [Silence]
[74:49 - 74:51] I don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow.
[74:51 - 74:53] [Silence]
[74:53 - 74:56] I don't know what's gonna happen a week or a month from now.
[74:56 - 75:01] And I love that because for me, every day is a brand new day to do something different.
[75:01 - 75:01] [Silence]
[75:01 - 75:05] Every day is a brand new day for a new experience.
[75:05 - 75:22] [Silence]
[75:22 - 75:26] I kind of live the same way that Mitch Walker from Suicide Silence lived his life.
[75:26 - 75:33] Every morning when he got up, he knew something was gonna happen that day.
[75:33 - 75:39] He didn't necessarily know exactly what it was, but he knew something was gonna happen that day.
[75:39 - 75:40] [Silence]
[75:40 - 75:42] And he was excited about it.
[75:42 - 75:47] He didn't know what was gonna happen, but he was ready for whatever got thrown his way.
[75:47 - 75:52] He was ready for whatever that thing may have been that was to happen.
[75:52 - 75:53] [Silence]
[75:53 - 75:55] And that's how I live my life.
[75:55 - 75:58] When I wake up, I don't know what's gonna happen that day.
[75:58 - 76:01] I don't know if shit's gonna go good, if I'm gonna have a good day or a bad day.
[76:02 - 76:07] I don't know, but I love finding that shit out.
[76:07 - 76:12] I love going through life like that because every day is an adventure.
[76:12 - 76:17] Every day is a brand new day to do something new that you want to do with your life.
[76:17 - 76:21] [Silence]
[76:21 - 76:28] You want to get a job as a chef and you're tired of working at Mickey D's for two months an hour
[76:29 - 76:34] for, you know, doing whatever at a fast food restaurant.
[76:34 - 76:37] Say fuck you to your boss and go do that shit.
[76:37 - 76:39] [Silence]
[76:39 - 76:43] You want to start your own clothing brand and you're tired of working at your job,
[76:43 - 76:44] take the fucking jump.
[76:44 - 76:45] [Silence]
[76:45 - 76:47] Make the fucking elite.
[76:47 - 76:50] [Silence]
[76:50 - 76:51] I mean, look at me.
[76:51 - 76:54] [Silence]
[76:54 - 77:01] Like, yeah, I can have a regular fucking job if I really, really, really, really wanted to, but
[77:01 - 77:03] [Silence]
[77:03 - 77:05] I took the little jump.
[77:05 - 77:07] I made that jump.
[77:07 - 77:13] [Silence]
[77:13 - 77:16] I made that jump and look where it got me.
[77:16 - 77:22] Yeah, there are gonna be days where shit's gonna be tough, shit's gonna be hard.
[77:22 - 77:25] [Silence]
[77:25 - 77:28] But it's all in how you handle that shit.
[77:28 - 77:30] It's all in what you do.
[77:30 - 77:38] [Silence]
[77:38 - 77:43] And here's the thing where we're in, I'm working on that every day.
[77:43 - 77:47] I'm working on making a living off my shit every single day of the week.
[77:47 - 77:49] [Silence]
[77:49 - 77:52] For every no that I get, there's a yes coming.
[77:52 - 77:58] For every fuck you, there's a, "Yo, you're gonna do something good."
[77:58 - 78:01] [Silence]
[78:01 - 78:06] For every no that gets thrown my way, I know there's a yes that's coming
[78:06 - 78:09] super fucking fast right around that corner.
[78:09 - 78:17] [Silence]
[78:17 - 78:22] Why do you think I invest all my time, all my energy into every single thing I fucking do?
[78:22 - 78:25] Because I know what's coming.
[78:25 - 78:31] [Silence]
[78:31 - 78:35] I know what I want to do and I'm not taking no for a fucking answer.
[78:35 - 78:42] [Silence]
[78:42 - 78:45] I know what I want to do and I'm giving it everything I fucking got.
[78:45 - 79:10] [Silence]
[79:10 - 79:22] And yes, this is an old one, but this clip right here, it's part of the reason why I do what I do.
[79:22 - 79:27] [Silence]
[79:27 - 79:28] Yeah, one sec.
[79:28 - 79:34] [Silence]
[79:34 - 79:41] This game, you're not ready.
[79:41 - 79:47] You know, people see me, but they think of you.
[79:47 - 79:50] Now it's all this going on, it's gonna be worse than that.
[79:50 - 79:51] It don't have to be.
[79:51 - 79:52] No, sure it does.
[79:52 - 79:53] Why? You got a lot going on, kid.
[79:53 - 79:57] Well, my last name, that's the reason I got a decent job.
[79:57 - 79:59] That's the reason why people deal with me in the first place.
[79:59 - 80:01] Now I start to get a little ahead.
[80:01 - 80:04] I start to get a little something for myself.
[80:04 - 80:05] And this happens.
[80:05 - 80:09] Now I'm asking you as a favor not to go through with this, okay?
[80:09 - 80:12] This is only going to end up bad for you, it's going to end up bad for me.
[80:12 - 80:13] You think I'm hurting you?
[80:13 - 80:15] Yeah, in a way you are.
[80:15 - 80:17] That's the last thing I ever wanted to do.
[80:17 - 80:21] I know that's not what you want to do, but that's just the way that it is.
[80:21 - 80:22] Don't you care what people think?
[80:22 - 80:25] Doesn't it bother you that people are making you out to be a joke
[80:25 - 80:27] and that I'm going to be included in that?
[80:27 - 80:28] Do you think that's right?
[80:28 - 80:30] Do you?
[80:30 - 80:40] We ain't going to believe this, but you used to fit right here.
[80:40 - 80:46] I'd hold you up and say to your mother, this kid's going to be the best kid in the world.
[80:46 - 80:49] This kid's going to be somebody better than anybody ever knew.
[80:49 - 80:52] And you grew up good and wonderful.
[80:52 - 80:55] It was great just watching every day.
[80:55 - 80:55] It was like a privilege.
[80:55 - 81:00] And the time comes for you to be your own man and take on the world.
[81:00 - 81:01] And you did.
[81:01 - 81:03] But somewhere along the line, you changed.
[81:03 - 81:05] You stopped being you.
[81:05 - 81:09] You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good.
[81:09 - 81:14] And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame like a big shadow.
[81:14 - 81:18] Let me tell you something you already know.
[81:18 - 81:21] The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
[81:21 - 81:24] It's a very mean and nasty place.
[81:24 - 81:26] And I don't care how tough you are.
[81:26 - 81:29] It will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
[81:30 - 81:33] You, me, or nobody is going to hit as hard as life.
[81:33 - 81:36] But it ain't about how hard you hit.
[81:36 - 81:40] It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward.
[81:40 - 81:42] How much you can take and keep moving forward.
[81:42 - 81:44] That's how winning is done.
[81:44 - 81:49] Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth.
[81:49 - 81:52] But you've got to be willing to take the hits and not pointing fingers,
[81:52 - 81:56] saying you ain't where you want to be because of him or her or anybody.
[81:57 - 81:59] Cowers do that and that ain't you.
[81:59 - 82:00] You're better than that.
[82:00 - 82:12] I'm always going to love you no matter what, no matter what happens.
[82:12 - 82:15] You're my son, you're my blood.
[82:15 - 82:18] You're the best thing in my life.
[82:18 - 82:24] But until you start believing in yourself, you're going to have a life.
[82:24 - 82:35] Don't forget to visit your mom.
[82:35 - 82:50] It is okay to be so stressed and overwhelmed that you feel
[82:50 - 82:52] like you need to talk to someone about it.
[82:52 - 82:54] And by that, I mean going to therapy.
[82:54 - 82:59] Lately, the transition from college into post-grad and working full-time and
[82:59 - 83:01] adulting has been really stressful.
[83:01 - 83:02] It's a lot of change.
[83:02 - 83:05] And so, I've been using better health to help guide me through.
[83:20 - 83:22] And then there's also this.
[83:22 - 83:31] I was evicted when I was 14.
[83:31 - 83:33] We were kicked off the island.
[83:33 - 83:34] We couldn't live in Hawaii.
[83:34 - 83:35] Had no place to live.
[83:35 - 83:39] A lot of shit happened then when I moved to Nashville.
[83:39 - 83:42] I was arrested multiple times by the time I was 18 years old.
[83:42 - 83:43] I got to remember that.
[83:43 - 83:48] If I were playing on this team, I had no money.
[83:48 - 83:50] So, I remember that.
[83:51 - 83:53] I got cut from Canada.
[83:53 - 83:55] I had seven bucks in my mind.
[83:55 - 83:56] And I always tell that story.
[83:56 - 83:59] So, now my production company is seven bucks.
[83:59 - 84:00] Advertising agency is seven bucks.
[84:00 - 84:01] Everything is seven bucks.
[84:01 - 84:03] I always remember that.
[84:03 - 84:07] What helps me is to keep the hard times in the front of my mind.
[84:07 - 84:12] This allows me to go into these big moments that I've worked my ass off.
[84:12 - 84:13] And you guys have worked your ass off.
[84:13 - 84:16] This allows me to go into these big moments with a different perspective.
[84:17 - 84:21] What it also does for me, and again, this is what works for me.
[84:21 - 84:23] Because you prepared for so long.
[84:23 - 84:24] But it's just like you guys prepped up for a game.
[84:24 - 84:26] That's the fun part.
[84:26 - 84:27] That's why sci-fi is fun, man.
[84:27 - 84:30] People are paying their hard-earned dollars to continue.
[84:30 - 84:31] They're cheering.
[84:31 - 84:32] They're going bananas.
[84:32 - 84:33] They're blowing shit out of you.
[84:33 - 84:34] They're on the road.
[84:34 - 84:35] It's just, that's fun.
[84:35 - 84:36] That's what you live for.
[84:36 - 84:38] I mean, that's the juice right there.
[84:38 - 84:41] The prep is where the characters make.
[84:41 - 84:43] And I just don't mean the character I play.
[84:43 - 84:45] I mean the fucking the character in here.
[84:46 - 84:48] But I still stayed focused.
[84:48 - 84:51] And I still have these to put in the hard work from my two hands.
[84:51 - 84:52] And that's it.
[84:52 - 84:54] And that's what it comes down to with you guys.
[84:54 - 84:57] One of the keys is, remember where you came from.
[84:57 - 84:59] Keep that shit in the front of your mind.
[84:59 - 85:01] And when shit goes bad, it goes sideways.
[85:01 - 85:02] A lot of shit does.
[85:02 - 85:03] You get glued out of the fucking building.
[85:03 - 85:05] Or you're coming through this injury.
[85:05 - 85:07] Or people are writing you off.
[85:07 - 85:09] You got to be like, you know, any of that shit.
[85:09 - 85:11] You got to keep it in here.
[85:11 - 85:14] And it really has to.
[85:15 - 85:22] It should drive you.
[85:22 - 85:42] So I knew at that time when I was eight,
[85:42 - 85:44] I wanted to be an entertainer.
[85:44 - 85:46] And I loved the idea of that and what it meant.
[85:46 - 85:50] And when I was eight, I saw Indiana Jones for the first time.
[85:50 - 85:51] And I loved that character.
[85:51 - 85:53] Like, wow, that guy was so heroic.
[85:53 - 85:55] And he kicked ass.
[85:55 - 85:57] And I knew I wanted to be something.
[85:57 - 85:58] And it was important to me to be something.
[85:58 - 86:01] It was important to me that I didn't fail.
[86:01 - 86:03] But by the way, and if I did fail,
[86:03 - 86:05] at least what was also important was a lesson.
[86:05 - 86:08] And I didn't realize that until I got older.
[86:08 - 86:10] Because, you know, when you're in it, you're in the grind.
[86:10 - 86:13] You don't really recognize those things when you're younger.
[86:13 - 86:16] But I could recognize it now and the importance of them now.
[86:16 - 86:18] And just in terms of the drive and the determination,
[86:18 - 86:22] a lot of it was experience too.
[86:22 - 86:23] Get your ass kicked.
[86:23 - 86:24] Get back up.
[86:24 - 86:27] And you put the gloves back on and you swing away.
[86:27 - 86:37] Failing has become critical in my growth.
[86:37 - 86:40] I graduated from the University of Miami.
[86:40 - 86:42] I had a terrible senior year.
[86:42 - 86:46] I had a bad injury.
[86:46 - 86:48] You only get one shot as a senior.
[86:48 - 86:49] You don't come back.
[86:49 - 86:54] And Warren Sapp came in and lit the world on fire with how he played.
[86:54 - 86:55] We pushed each other.
[86:55 - 86:56] We were partners.
[86:56 - 86:59] He outplayed me, beat me out of my position.
[86:59 - 87:04] And I had a really terrible year that year.
[87:04 - 87:05] Graduated.
[87:05 - 87:09] Didn't get invited to the combine, the NFL combine.
[87:11 - 87:13] And I didn't get drafted in the NFL.
[87:13 - 87:17] And I had one option in that option, the CFL.
[87:17 - 87:19] And I worked so hard for 10 years.
[87:19 - 87:23] And draft day comes, you only get one shot.
[87:23 - 87:27] Warren Sapp gets taken to the first round.
[87:27 - 87:33] All my other teammates who are NFL worthy were gone.
[87:33 - 87:35] They're in the NFL