Original upload date: November 17th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:14] What is up YouTube? All my subscribers and everybody that's been watching me over the last 10 years.
[0:14 - 0:32] As you guys may be well aware, these last couple of weeks have been some of the scariest weeks of my life.
[0:32 - 0:51] And just a little bit ago, I had to sit down with, you know, my two closest friends that I grew up with that are like my brother and sister who I grew up with.
[0:51 - 1:05] As well as with my own immediate family and several members of my family. In fact, we all sat down and we had a very long talk.
[1:05 - 1:31] And they do agree that due to the imminent danger that I got put in a couple weeks ago, that I may have to that they feel like not only for my safety but for theirs that is best for me to leave this platform.
[1:31 - 1:42] It's not that I don't enjoy doing YouTube, I do. I truly enjoy it. I fucking love what I get to do. I do.
[1:42 - 1:55] But due to my family being put in danger by the trolls, I have to make the leap and I have to leave and find something else to do with my life.
[1:55 - 2:09] Like, it's not that I want to leave, but I'm doing this for the safety of my family and for myself.
[2:09 - 2:22] And I know that you guys, you know, I know a lot of you guys enjoy what I do and I love what I do. Like I said, I do it. I do it because I love it.
[2:22 - 2:48] But as I said, I have to leave to keep my family out of danger. I almost got killed two weeks ago and that moment was the scariest moment of my life and I don't want to put my family in any more fucking danger.
[2:48 - 3:05] Like, I don't want my family to be in any more danger than they've already been in.
[3:05 - 3:14] Now, I have said, I know a lot of you guys do enjoy what I do. And as I said, I enjoy doing these trades for you guys. I do.
[3:14 - 3:31] There's nothing more that I enjoy more than, you know, doing copy and chill streams with these guys, doing gaming streams. I enjoy that shit. I do.
[3:31 - 4:01] But for the safety of my family and myself, I have to leave this platform white immediately. So by the time this is done, by the time this stream is done and by this time tomorrow night, this channel will no longer be here.
[4:01 - 4:22] This channel will be gone. I will not be streaming and I will not be coming back for a while.
[4:22 - 4:35] I don't need the bad memories of the trolls and, you know, I have to do this for myself. I have to do this for my family.
[4:35 - 4:49] My family got put in imminent danger two weeks ago and I don't know if it's going to happen again or not. I don't know.
[4:49 - 4:57] And no, Chris, I won't be back.
[4:57 - 5:03] And Chokes, if you have Discord, I'll send you my Discord.
[5:03 - 5:13] So, like, if any of you guys have Discord, that's where you guys can find me at. That's where I'll be hanging out at.
[5:13 - 5:20] So you guys can hit me up on there. Like, I'll still be around.
[5:20 - 5:33] Like, I'll still be around. I just won't be on this platform.
[5:33 - 5:47] So, if anybody would like to have me on Discord, my Discord is literally the comment that I just now pinned.
[5:47 - 6:00] And like I said, I don't want to go into hiding, but I have to. I have to do it for the safety of my family.
[6:00 - 6:08] Like I said, I don't want to leave.
[6:08 - 6:18] But as I said, in order to protect myself and my family from any further danger, I have to step away.
[6:18 - 6:34] I have to do this for myself, for my family, and not only for them and their safety and my safety, but also for my mental health.
[6:34 - 6:38] Because that Friday night really fucked me up.
[6:38 - 6:47] Mentally, it fucked me up really bad.
[6:47 - 6:57] And I need to get past that, and in order to get past that, I need to step away from the platform that caused me.
[6:57 - 7:09] Well, I said, I know some of you guys are happy that I'm gone, and I also know that a lot of you guys are sad that I'm gone.
[7:09 - 7:16] Like, I get it, but you guys also have to look at it from my position.
[7:16 - 7:23] Imagine if you guys were in my position, and somebody tried to kill you.
[7:23 - 7:29] You'd want to keep your family safe as well as yourself.
[7:29 - 7:40] You guys would make, I guarantee you, any of you guys in the, if any of you guys were in the same position I'm in, you guys would make the same choice that I'm making.
[7:40 - 7:54] As I said, it's not that I don't enjoy what I do on here, but until all this goes away and blows over, I have to leave this platform.
[7:54 - 8:13] I don't want to, but it's for the safety of my family.
[8:13 - 8:19] I'm doing this to protect my family and myself from any further harm.
[8:19 - 8:34] Like, for those of you that have never been shot at, you guys don't know how scary it is to be in that position, but I do.
[8:34 - 8:41] And let me tell you, that position is not a position I would wish anyone to be in.
[8:41 - 8:50] But I do want to say thank you guys for all the years of love, support, all the laughs, all the good times.
[8:50 - 8:54] Like, I love it all. I really do.
[8:54 - 9:02] And I appreciate every single person that has supported me on my journey all these years.
[9:02 - 9:10] Everybody from the old school OGs all the way up to the new school ones that have popped in over the last few years.
[9:10 - 9:21] I appreciate every single one of you guys.
[9:21 - 9:26] Hey Chokes, like I said, I'll still be around on Discord. Don't think I won't.
[9:26 - 9:30] Don't think I won't be around on Discord. I will be.
[9:30 - 9:37] I'll still be around just not on here.
[9:37 - 9:41] Hey Slooms, I'm gonna miss you too, man.
[9:41 - 9:46] I'm gonna miss all my fans, dude. All my followers, every one of you guys. I'm gonna miss you guys.
[9:46 - 9:52] I really am. But as I said, I'm still gonna be on Discord.
[9:52 - 10:00] So I'll still be around. It just won't be on here out of safety for my friends and my family and myself.
[10:00 - 10:08] Because I don't want to put my family and my friends in the position again.
[10:08 - 10:18] Even though I know I'm not the one that put them in that position, I don't want to risk it.
[10:18 - 10:25] I have to protect my friends and my family, guys.
[10:25 - 10:32] I have to protect myself and my family and my friends.
[10:32 - 10:37] Maybe someday when this is all done and over I'll be able to come back.
[10:37 - 10:43] But honestly, I can't imagine when that'll be.
[10:43 - 10:48] I don't know when that'll be, but hopefully someday down the road it'll happen.
[10:48 - 10:53] Hopefully someday very soon it will happen.
[10:53 - 11:00] I don't know when. I don't know what the future holds for me.
[11:00 - 11:07] But I do know this. I do know that I'm excited to see what the future holds.
[11:07 - 11:20] To see what's next. I'm very excited about that.
[11:20 - 11:34] Like I said, I don't know when this shit's going to be over, but...
[11:34 - 11:38] Whenever it is, is when I'll come back.
[11:38 - 11:48] Whenever all this shit stops, is when I'll be able to return.
[11:48 - 11:54] Once I know it's safe, then I'll be able to come back.
[11:54 - 12:06] But I'm not willing to put my family or my friends or myself in any more danger than they've already been put in, or myself.
[12:06 - 12:11] And I know a lot of you guys are thinking, "Oh, who is that?" No, I'm not.
[12:11 - 12:28] After this stream is done, I will be deleting this channel for good.
[12:28 - 12:37] As I said, I have enjoyed these awesome 10 years that I've been on this platform.
[12:37 - 13:02] You know, if you guys were to tell me 10 years ago that I'd have a name to myself...
[13:02 - 13:11] Like, if you guys were to tell me that I'd have a name to myself 10 years ago, I would've looked at you like you're fucking crazy.
[13:11 - 13:15] But it's true, I did have a name to myself.
[13:15 - 13:29] And honestly, I feel like I've accomplished everything that I've wanted to accomplish on this platform.
[13:29 - 13:39] I really do. I feel like I've accomplished so much on this platform.
[13:39 - 13:46] I've accomplished more than what I thought I would ever do.
[13:46 - 14:01] Like, come on, I've dropped a fuck ton of songs. I've broken records for getting the most subs in a week and in a month.
[14:01 - 14:10] I've had some fun times with you guys. I've been able to share my life with you guys.
[14:10 - 14:22] And let me tell you, man, me being able to share my life with you guys means so much to me. It really does.
[14:22 - 14:28] Being able to share my life with you guys and what I've been through and what I go through every day...
[14:28 - 14:38] I can't thank you guys enough for that platform. You guys gave me a voice. You guys allowed me to share my story.
[14:38 - 14:46] And that alone means more to me than I can ever say in the words.
[14:46 - 15:11] But with that being said, guys...
[15:11 - 15:20] You guys have given me more than I could ever ask for.
[15:20 - 15:26] You guys have given me a love. You guys have given me a voice.
[15:26 - 15:34] And a lot of you guys have actually helped me in a lot of ways.
[15:34 - 15:47] A lot of you guys have shown me that I have a lot to learn.
[15:47 - 16:00] And I've learned from a lot of you guys. A lot of you guys have taught me stuff that I will carry with me for the rest of my life.
[16:00 - 16:09] And I'm grateful to that. But it's like they say.
[16:09 - 16:20] Eventually good things must come to an end. And this for me is the end of my road.
[16:20 - 16:29] This for me is the end of my journey on this platform. At least for now.
[16:29 - 16:43] If somewhere down the future the road leads back to this platform then I'll be ready for it.
[16:43 - 16:53] You know if it's in the cards and it's meant to be then it'll happen.
[16:53 - 17:15] I don't know what life has in store for me. I don't know what life's gonna throw my way.
[17:15 - 17:23] No let me tell you I'm excited to see what life throws my way.
[17:23 - 17:30] And as I said if anybody wants to know where I'll be I will be on discord.
[17:30 - 17:48] I'm gonna be on discord every fucking day hanging out having fun with you guys on there.
[17:48 - 17:56] And Katie or Casey I don't see this as letting Marty win.
[17:56 - 18:16] I see this as protecting myself and my friends and family which is exactly why I'm doing it.
[18:16 - 18:27] I'm doing this to protect myself and my family.
[18:27 - 18:32] Yo Jesse definitely. Hey Jesse add me really quick and then let me know that you.
[18:32 - 18:40] That way I know that it's you and not somebody else.
[18:40 - 19:05] But as I said I have enjoyed the time on here. I really have.
[19:05 - 19:22] I really have enjoyed my time on here. But with that being said.
[19:22 - 19:32] This is the end of my journey for now guys.
[19:32 - 19:42] It's time for me to. It's time for me to find the new path in life.
[19:42 - 19:57] It's time for me to go down the new road that God has planned for me.
[19:57 - 20:06] With that being said I love you guys.
[20:06 - 20:21] Thank you guys for all the awesome memories man you guys fucking rock.
[20:21 - 20:30] And I hope that I was able to help you guys as much as you guys have helped me.
[20:30 - 20:37] You guys have helped me just as much as I've helped you.
[20:37 - 20:43] You guys give me the courage to stand up against this bullying that I got put through.
[20:43 - 20:50] You guys gave me the courage to do what I love.
[20:50 - 20:57] You guys gave me the courage to have that never say die attitude.
[20:57 - 21:01] Which I will carry with me for the rest of my life man.
[21:01 - 21:06] So like I said you guys taught me just as much as I taught you.
[21:06 - 21:09] You guys helped me just as much as I helped you.
[21:09 - 21:21] If not more so you guys helped me more than I could ever say.
[21:21 - 21:25] And I thank you guys for all the help that you guys have given me.
[21:25 - 21:28] All the love and support you guys have shown me over the years.
[21:28 - 21:32] I can't thank you guys enough for that.
[21:32 - 21:40] There's no amount of words that I can say or I'm putting the words to tell you guys
[21:40 - 21:51] thank you for everything you guys have done for me.
[21:51 - 21:59] But just know that when the time comes
[21:59 - 22:07] and when the opportunity presents itself I will be back.
[22:07 - 22:15] Someday when the opportunity presents itself I will be back for sure.
[22:15 - 22:21] But until that day comes I have to focus on me and do me.
[22:21 - 22:26] I have to protect my family, myself and my friends.
[22:26 - 22:32] I have to go down the next road that is being presented for me.
[22:32 - 22:36] Because where one door closes another one opens.
[22:36 - 22:46] And this door is open for me and I need to take it.
[22:46 - 22:54] So I just want to say thank you guys.
[22:54 - 23:00] Thank you for everything.
[23:00 - 23:06] You guys truly are the best.
[23:06 - 23:11] You guys truly are fucking amazing.
[23:11 - 23:14] And I appreciate every single last one of you guys.
[23:14 - 23:30] More than you'll ever fucking know.
[23:30 - 23:34] But with that being said
[23:34 - 23:41] I love you guys.
[23:41 - 23:46] And I will see you guys over on discord man.
[23:46 - 23:50] It's just fun guys.
[23:50 - 23:53] With that being said guys
[23:53 - 24:00] I love y'all man and I'll be seeing you guys.
[24:00 - 24:07] Stay safe, keep being badass and keep being fucking awesome.
[24:07 - 24:10] And with that being said I will see you guys on discord man.
[24:10 - 24:13] I fucking love you guys.
[24:13 - 24:14] I'm out of y'all.
[24:14 - 24:21] Stay safe, stay humble, look out for yourselves and keep being fucking awesome.
[24:21 - 24:28] And don't let anybody tell you that you guys aren't awesome because every last one of you is fucking awesome.
[24:28 - 24:32] And don't let anyone tell you fucking otherwise.
[24:32 - 24:34] You guys are fucking amazing.
[24:34 - 24:41] And I fucking love every single one of you guys.
[24:41 - 24:45] With that being said
[24:45 - 24:55] this is Chance aka Cyrax signing off one last time.
[24:55 - 24:58] Thank you guys.
[24:58 - 25:05] Stay safe, stay healthy and keep following your dreams.
[25:05 - 25:08] I love you guys.
[25:08 - 25:12] Peace.
[25:12 - 25:15] And remember
[25:15 - 25:20] follow your dreams and never look back.
[25:20 - 25:24] I love you guys.
[25:24 - 25:31] Peace.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '3072' on August 19th, 2024
