2022-11-1 HAPPY HALLOWEEN

[0:00 - 0:20] As you can see, I did apologize for that everybody. Had to take care of something real quick. Had to ban a certain individual from my mod list because I somehow got on my mod list so I had to get rid of them.
[0:20 - 0:49] Why is there not a cine ray? There.
[0:49 - 0:59] Now, I do apologize for that guys. Had to take care of this asshole that got into my shit. So, so did that got into my shit?
[0:59 - 9:43] Now, let's restart that over from the very beginning for you guys.
[9:43 - 9:45] Now, I do respond to comments, man.
[9:45 - 9:51] But when it comes to idiots that want to play the pity party, I don't put up with that shit, dude.
[9:51 - 9:53] I don't.
[9:53 - 10:12] See that right there? It shows how fake you are, dude.
[10:12 - 10:13] See ya.
[10:13 - 10:22] That right there, ladies and gentlemen, is the kind of crap that I'm tired of.
[10:22 - 10:25] Fake people like that that run their mouths.
[10:25 - 10:33] And so, on song, would you like to do the honors?
[10:34 - 10:36] Do you want to do the honors?
[10:36 - 10:53] If you're running in his mouth.
[10:53 - 11:02] Oh, you're good.
[11:03 - 11:06] Dude, this is just my normal everyday look, dude.
[11:06 - 11:11] And, y'all, so what do you mean by I have been the wrong one?
[11:11 - 11:16] Did I have been one of my good friends or was that somebody else that I've been?
[11:17 - 11:26] (guitar playing)
[11:52 - 11:54] Alright, I'm on it.
[11:54 - 12:01] Alright, guys, so unfortunately, I am going to have to fucking end it right here, once again,
[12:01 - 12:04] and take care of this fucking bullshit.
[12:04 - 12:06] What's a fucking game?
[12:06 - 12:09] Because motherfuckers don't want to fucking leave me alone.
[12:09 - 12:12] They want to fuck with my shit.
[12:12 - 12:17] So, to that good friend that I did ban, I do apologize.
[12:17 - 12:20] I will unban you. Do not worry.
[12:20 - 12:22] But to the imposter, I say this.
[12:22 - 12:24] Fuck you, motherfucker.
[12:24 - 12:30] See, this right here is what pisses me off, guys.
[12:30 - 12:32] This shit right the fuck here.
[12:32 - 12:38] I try to do something good for my people, and I can't even do that because don't fuck
[12:38 - 12:42] someone to come in and fuck shit up for everyone else for no reason.
[12:42 - 12:45] Like, what the fuck, dude?
[12:46 - 12:50] This is exactly why I can never do anything nice for anyone.
[12:50 - 12:58] Because motherfuckers want to come in and fuck it up for everyone else, which is stupid.
[12:58 - 13:07] All y'all motherfuckers that come in here and fuck shit up for everyone else,
[13:07 - 13:11] you guys need to get a fucking life and screw off.
[13:11 - 13:27] [silence]
[13:27 - 13:32] So, to everybody that did have this ruin for them, I do apologize, guys.
[13:32 - 13:37] I promise you guys I will make this up to you guys tomorrow for sure.
[13:37 - 13:42] I can promise you guys that I will make this up to you guys tomorrow 100%,
[13:42 - 13:47] whether it be another guitar cover stream, whether it be an art stream,
[13:47 - 13:50] a coffee and chill stream, whatever that stream may be,
[13:50 - 13:52] I will make it up to you guys tomorrow.
[13:52 - 13:54] I promise you guys that.
[13:54 - 13:58] But to the imposter that's still in here, I'm coming for your ass and I'm getting
[13:58 - 14:03] rid of you, so fuck off, you goddamn loser, and get the fuck out of my shit.
[14:04 - 14:09] And to the person that I did ban that I thought was the imposter, don't worry,
[14:09 - 14:13] I am going to unban you, I do apologize for that shit.
[14:13 - 14:19] And to my fans, I do apologize for this shit, guys.
[14:19 - 14:23] I am sorry that this shit has to happen like this.
[14:23 - 14:31] Hey, Steve, why don't you go piss off, fuckbag?
[14:32 - 14:39] But to my fans, I do genuinely apologize, guys, I do feel bad, I do.
[14:39 - 14:48] I do feel bad that I can't seem to do anything nice for my people because of these assholes.
[14:48 - 14:54] And everybody wonders why I don't get anywhere, and this is why.
[14:54 - 15:01] Because motherfuckers sabotage my shit, they sabotage my shit, they fuck everything up
[15:01 - 15:07] for everyone else and me, making it harder for me to do my job.
[15:07 - 15:11] And y'all wonder why I don't get anywhere, these trolls are why.
[15:11 - 15:17] You want to know why I'm not at the level that I should be at, these trolls are why.
[15:17 - 15:20] This shit right here is exactly why.
[15:20 - 15:30] This shit right here, people breaking into my shit, people stealing my music,
[15:30 - 15:37] people doing this and doing that and making me a fucking target, this is why I'm not getting anywhere.
[15:37 - 15:43] This is why I'm not on the level that I should fucking be and should have been this whole goddamn time.
[15:43 - 16:02] I'm sorry for getting pissed, y'all, but it's fucking true.
[16:02 - 16:07] I should have been on another fucking level a long fucking time ago, dude.
[16:08 - 16:14] Dude, I should be on the level of Jacksepticeye and Mr. Beast by now.
[16:14 - 16:17] I'm supposed to be on that fucking level.
[16:17 - 16:25] I should be up there by now, but because of the trolls, look where I'm still at.
[16:25 - 16:29] Look where I'm still at.
[16:29 - 16:36] Fighting my way just to get to where I should have been the whole damn time.
[16:36 - 16:43] All because you dumb fuck trolls can't take a hint and fuck the fuck off and leave people alone.
[16:43 - 16:47] Because of you guys not wanting me to succeed.
[16:47 - 16:50] Look where I'm at.
[16:50 - 16:52] Look where the fuck I'm at.
[16:52 - 16:58] And let me tell you, if it wasn't for you trolls, I'd still be on Machiavelli Records
[16:58 - 17:05] and I would still be at the top of my game where I should have been this whole goddamn time, bro.
[17:06 - 17:11] And yeah, it does piss me off that I'm not where I should be.
[17:11 - 17:19] It does piss me off knowing that you jackass trolls fucked up a lot of shit for me.
[17:19 - 17:25] Do you guys not realize the amount of money that I'm losing because of you assholes?
[17:25 - 17:30] Do you asshole trolls not realize what I should be doing right now?
[17:31 - 17:38] And actually, yes it was, dumb fuck. Look up Kayla and the artist, Machiavelli Records, bitch.
[17:38 - 17:41] I know the guy personally. Look him up.
[17:41 - 17:46] Look him the fuck up, you douchebag.
[17:46 - 17:50] Don't believe me? Look him up for yourself, numb nuts.
[17:50 - 17:58] Look him the fuck up if you don't believe me, douchebag.
[17:58 - 18:02] Look him the fuck up if you don't believe me, Nimrod.
[18:02 - 18:17] Like I said, if it wasn't for you fucking trolls, if it wasn't for you fucking trolls, I'd still be on this man's label.
[18:17 - 18:24] If it wasn't for you trolls, I'd still be on this man's label right here.
[18:24 - 18:29] And I'd be doing great for my family and my friends and myself.
[18:29 - 18:35] I mean, do you guys not realize what I could have done for my family by now?
[18:35 - 18:40] I could have gotten in my house of their own. I could have gotten my family there with my mom.
[18:40 - 18:48] I could have gotten her her dream home. I could have gotten my mom and stepdad their dream home.
[18:48 - 18:56] Got me my dream car and dream home and still have money left over to help out friends and other people that need the help.
[18:56 - 19:00] But instead, I'm here wasting my time with this garbage.
[19:00 - 19:05] Y'all trolls need to seriously grow the fuck up.
[19:05 - 19:10] And you're not wrong, dude. These guys really are taking food from my family's mouth.
[19:10 - 19:18] You're not wrong, dude. These guys really are taking money from my family and food out of my family's mouth.
[19:18 - 19:24] Essentially, you're not wrong. You're actually correcting that.
[19:24 - 19:29] Oh yeah, we are getting by. We are getting by month to month.
[19:29 - 19:34] But let me tell you something. I'm tired of that month to month bullshit.
[19:34 - 19:38] See, I don't want my family to have to live month to month.
[19:39 - 19:48] I don't want to have my family live, paycheck to paycheck, and bill to bill. It shouldn't work like that.
[19:48 - 19:57] I want my family to have the best life that they can fucking have.
[19:57 - 20:04] Because let me tell you something, dude. If it wasn't for my goddamn family, my ass wouldn't be alive right now.
[20:05 - 20:09] If it wasn't for my moms, I would've died the day I was born, dude.
[20:09 - 20:17] My mom, yeah, my mom, the ones down there sleeping, she's the reason that I'm even alive right now, motherfuckers.
[20:17 - 20:26] Because if it wasn't for her taking me in and going against the doctors, I wouldn't fucking be sitting here right now talking to you guys.
[20:26 - 20:33] So yeah, I owe my moms every fucking thing, bro. I owe her my life.
[20:34 - 20:45] Which is why my whole goddamn life, I've been trying to give back by being successful at the one thing I know how to do best, which is my fucking music.
[20:45 - 20:53] I've been trying to give back to her this whole time. But you asshole trolls coming in and fucking that up for what?
[20:54 - 21:06] Because you're a bunch of dickwads that want to run your mouth. Fuck you, niggas. You dumb pussy-ass trolls hiding me on the camera like a bitch. That's all you fucking do.
[21:06 - 21:23] You want to know what stops you from killing myself, my family, my friends, and these wonderful people right here, man, my fucking fans.
[21:24 - 21:29] My friends, my family, and my fans are what keep me fucking going.
[21:39 - 21:51] Because let me tell you something. If it wasn't for my friends, my fans, or my family, I probably would have killed myself a long fucking time ago.
[22:08 - 22:14] Oh, and to Nicholas Beagler, AKA Music Bitch Marty, fuck you, you crap-headed monkey.
[22:14 - 22:24] And yeah, I told you a monkey, because you have the fucking brain of a goddamn chimp, bro. You have the brain of a goddamn chimp pansy, motherfucker.
[22:35 - 22:41] I know, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I forgot. You don't have the brain of a chimp. You have the brain of a goddamn caveman.
[22:41 - 22:53] You got the brain of a goddamn caveman, Nick. Seriously, bro. You got the brain of a goddamn caveman. You don't know how to shut the fuck up.
[23:02 - 23:20] Now, to everybody wondering, I am going to be working on other stuff. To try to make that money back, I am going to be starting up an art shop for Etsy so you guys can actually buy my artwork, and I can start gaining back some of that money.
[23:20 - 23:29] That is true, he does. You are not wrong.
[23:29 - 23:55] Exactly, and all that money that he's making should be going to me.
[23:56 - 24:10] All that money that all these trolls are making, guess where that should be going? To this guy right here, me, yeah. This short five foot three dude, hi, yeah, this guy right here, me.
[24:10 - 24:18] All that money that these trolls are making of me, all this money that Marty's making of me, should be going to me.
[24:19 - 24:34] Because I'm the one that puts out the content. I'm the one that works my fucking ass off. I'm the one that puts out video after video after video, day after fucking day.
[24:34 - 24:43] I'm the one that busts my fucking ass. But yet, I don't get to see any of my fucking money.
[24:44 - 24:52] I make a thousand sub channel, oh, we're going to delete that first one and make you work for it, man. Fuck working for that shit, man.
[24:52 - 25:08] Oh, easily. I've easily lost over a million dollars in ad revenue, and that's just an ad revenue, bro.
[25:09 - 25:19] That's just an ad revenue. That's not even counting album sales. That's not even counting merchandise sales. That's not even counting printed artwork sales.
[25:19 - 25:25] That's just on ad revenue. That's just on ad revenue from YouTube alone, bro.
[25:26 - 25:40] Like I said, right now, the level that guys like Jake Paul, Logan Paul, you know, all the big name guys like Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, PewDiePie, MrBeast, I should have been on their level.
[25:40 - 25:49] I should be on their level right now. Money-wise, I should be on their fucking level. So look where the fuck I'm at.
[25:49 - 25:53] Still fighting.
[25:53 - 26:02] Like, where is the fair? Let me ask you trolls this. Let me ask you trolls something.
[26:02 - 26:08] Where is the fair that you trolls get to make money off of me?
[26:08 - 26:16] Where is the fair that you trolls get to make money off of my content, but yet I can't make any money off of my own content?
[26:17 - 26:26] Where is that fucking fair? Where is that fair that you guys take from me and make money off of me, but I don't get to make any money off my own shit?
[26:26 - 26:28] Like, where is that fair?
[26:28 - 26:37] No, even though I should be, I should be making money right now, but I'm not.
[26:38 - 26:46] I should have been making money a long fucking time ago. About five years I should have been making money now.
[26:46 - 26:55] I'll tell you why, because these dumb fuck trolls want to shut down my shit and make it so I don't make any money.
[27:04 - 27:08] Oh, he is. He is. Marty's very fucking delusional.
[27:08 - 27:17] And I'll be honest, and I'm not joking when I say this, Marty literally suffers from split personality disorder.
[27:17 - 27:28] And you want to know why I know that? Because I've seen music that is Marty, okay? But then I've also seen Nicholas Beagler.
[27:29 - 27:38] I've gotten to know Nicholas Beagler personally. On a personal level where the real Nicholas Beagler,
[27:38 - 27:53] the real Nick that not very many people get to see, the one that's actually calm, cool, collected, and is actually a chill motherfucker, I got to see that side of him at one point.
[27:54 - 28:04] But yet, he gets on here and does all this shit. But yet, outside of YouTube, he's actually a chill motherfucker, which I don't fucking get, Nick.
[28:04 - 28:11] And Nick, I'm going to tell you right now, bro, this ain't Cyrax talking to music business already, nah.
[28:11 - 28:18] This is Chance Wilkins talking to Nicholas fucking Beagler, bro. This is Chance Wilkins talking to Nicholas Beagler.
[28:21 - 28:25] Who you are in real fucking life, bro, is how you need to be on here.
[28:25 - 28:33] How you are outside of this is who you fucking need to be in reality, bro.
[28:33 - 28:39] Be fucking real. How I am on here is how I am in real life, dude.
[28:39 - 28:45] Ask anybody. The chill person I am on here is how I am in real life.
[28:46 - 28:56] You can ask Chuck E. Cheese. You can ask anybody that has me on fucking Discord, on Facebook.
[28:56 - 29:06] Anybody who has my number knows that both on YouTube and outside of YouTube, I'm the exact same guy.
[29:06 - 29:09] I'm actually a nice person.
[29:10 - 29:17] [Silence]
[29:17 - 29:22] But Nick, you need to fix your fucking shit, bro.
[29:22 - 29:27] You seriously need to fix your goddamn shit.
[29:27 - 29:30] And yeah, Nick, I'm talking to you.
[29:30 - 29:37] How you are in real fucking life is who you need to be on the internet.
[29:38 - 29:45] Drop the fucking ego. Drop the bullshit, bro. Drop the fucking garbage.
[29:45 - 29:55] Be who you are in real fucking life. That Nick that I used to be cool with, be that guy.
[29:55 - 29:58] Be that guy.
[30:02 - 30:10] Be the Nick that I was cool with, the Nick that didn't want me in return for helping somebody.
[30:10 - 30:20] That Nick that you were when you didn't want anything in return for helping me out, be that guy.
[30:20 - 30:26] Be that Nickless, dude. Don't be this little bitch on the internet, dude.
[30:27 - 30:34] This little fake ass bitch on the internet, music biz marty, it's garbage. You need to drop it.
[30:34 - 30:38] How I am in real life is how I am on here.
[30:38 - 30:44] And you guys have saw my vlogs. You guys saw how I am with my brother Jake.
[30:44 - 30:51] [Silence]
[30:52 - 31:07] Anybody that has seen my vlogs with me and my brother Jake, if you guys have ever seen those videos and those vlogs, you guys will know that how I am in real life is how I am on here.
[31:07 - 31:13] I'm a chill dude. I like hanging out with people, not fighting, having a good time.
[31:20 - 31:28] Exactly. And Jake is my little brother, man. Jake is literally my best friend. That's literally my little brother.
[31:28 - 31:34] Not my blood, but extended family. He's my little brother.
[31:34 - 31:39] I've known that motherfucker for almost 16 years now at the end of this year.
[31:39 - 31:44] That's my little brother, man. I've known the guy since freshman year of high school.
[31:44 - 31:48] That dude knows me better than anybody.
[31:49 - 31:55] And how I am with him, hanging out with him, having fun, that's who I am on here.
[31:55 - 32:04] And like they say, blood makes you related. Loyalty makes you family.
[32:04 - 32:13] And that's fucking facts. You can have blood, and you ain't going to call them family at all.
[32:14 - 32:19] But if your friends are loyal to you and you treat them like family, and they treat you like family, then you're good.
[32:19 - 32:27] Trust me, I do have some blood family members that I do not consider family.
[32:27 - 32:30] Number one being my biological father.
[32:39 - 32:49] And how, I'll be honest, dude, when I was a kid growing up, my teacher, who I still see as a father figure to this day,
[32:49 - 32:59] my teacher, who literally helped me get to the point where I'm at now, the one who instilled hard work into me as a fucking kid,
[33:00 - 33:13] my teacher, Mr. Smith, my teacher, Mr. Henry Smith, was more of a father figure to me than my own dad.
[33:13 - 33:22] He was more of a father figure to me than my own dad was, because my dad never around.
[33:26 - 33:37] So I can tell you for a fact, for a fucking fact, that the old saying of blood makes you related, loyalty makes you family, that shit stands fucking true.
[33:37 - 33:41] That shit stands true as fuck.
[33:45 - 34:02] So to Nicholas Beegler, grow the fuck up like Saryn told you to do, do like Saryn told you to do, bro, and like I told you many a times to do, shut the fuck up and cut the crap.
[34:07 - 34:14] That Nicholas Beegler that I met that day, the one that actually was a chill motherfucker, be that guy.
[34:14 - 34:27] Be that motherfucker. Be the guy that ain't about bullshit. Be the guy that actually helps people out without wanting anything in return, dude.
[34:29 - 34:49] Be who you are in real life on here. If you're real with people, I want to say, bro, this doesn't just apply for internet or YouTube, this applies for everything, bro, especially in the music industry, bro, especially in the music industry.
[34:50 - 35:01] When you're being fake, Nick, people are gonna know you're fake. If you're being honest and real with motherfuckers, guess what? They're gonna treat you differently.
[35:01 - 35:08] Both. I love both, man. I can't fake. I love them both.
[35:17 - 35:37] But like I said, Nick, who you are in real fucking life is how you need to be on here. 'Cause right now, bro, no one fucking respects you.
[35:37 - 35:46] And you want to know why no one fucking respects you? 'Cause you're fake as fuck. You are seriously fucking fake, bro.
[35:46 - 36:09] You say that you're tired of the bullshit, then fucking be done with the bullshit, bro. You say you're done with it, then fucking cut the bullshit, dude. Simple as that.
[36:10 - 36:28] And if you're tired of the bullshit, Marty, if you're seriously tired of the bullshit, then cut the fucking bullshit, dude. And if anybody doesn't like it, fuck them, dude.
[36:39 - 37:00] All right, yo, I hate to say it, but no, boy, Swan, man, he's got a fucking point, dude. Swan's on the right track with that one. So for that one, from what he said, yes, Swan, you are right on that. So for that, I would say waffles for that. For that one in particular. That's some good shit right there with waffles, man.
[37:00 - 37:28] But like I said, Nick, follow my example. Anybody that fucking knows me knows that in real fucking life,
[37:29 - 37:57] Anybody that knows me in real life knows that
[37:58 - 38:05] in real life, dude, it's how I am on here.
[38:05 - 38:14] Hell, anybody who's actually talking to me can tell you that.
[38:15 - 38:35] How are we going? I'm being somebody here.
[38:35 - 39:01] But for real, though, Nick,
[39:02 - 39:13] wait the fuck. I'm gonna cut your crap, dude, for real, because no one's buying your fake ass bullshit, dude. Why do you think I gained so much fucking respect?
[39:14 - 39:17] No, I don't want to do that.
[39:17 - 39:22] I don't want to do that.
[39:22 - 39:49] I want to die.
[39:50 - 39:52] No, I don't want to die.
[39:52 - 39:55] I want to die.
[39:55 - 39:58] No, I don't want to die.
[39:58 - 40:01] I want to die.
[40:01 - 42:43] No, I don't want to die.
[42:43 - 42:49] That's why I was surprised for you guys, that not many people know that I can fucking do.
[42:49 - 42:51] You can't do that.
[42:51 - 74:27] No, I don't want to die.
[74:27 - 74:31] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[74:32 - 93:48] No, I don't want to die.
[93:48 - 93:52] No, listen, I'm going to be late tonight, so don't stay up and wait for me, okay?
[93:52 - 93:55] Where are you?
[93:55 - 93:56] I don't want to die.
[93:56 - 100:44] No, I don't want to die.
[100:44 - 100:45] No, no, I don't want to die.
[100:45 - 116:32] No, I don't want to die.