2022-1-6 Addressing a VERY REAL ISSUE

[0:00 - 0:16] What's up everyone? So today I've been doing a little bit of digging in my spare time and
[0:16 - 0:27] I found out a lot of shit that needs to be brought to fucking light. A lot of the shit
[0:27 - 0:37] that's going on on my channel and other channels. It needs to be brought to light. And it all
[0:37 - 0:44] starts and I know it's getting controversial as fuck but I don't care. This all starts
[0:44 - 0:52] back with the whole Chris Chan shit and what ya motherfuckers enticed him to do. You see
[0:52 - 0:59] I did my research on Isabella Janky and everybody that was involved with that shit I did my
[0:59 - 1:08] research. I did a lot of fucking digging. A lot. And a lot of you same motherfuckers
[1:08 - 1:16] that tried to push Chris Chan to fucking end his life. Ya'll are the same motherfuckers
[1:16 - 1:21] that are coming after me now wanting me to end my life. Well I'm sorry that I'm not
[1:21 - 1:30] going to do that. But what I am going to say is this, that yes what he did with his mother
[1:30 - 1:41] was wrong. I'm not saying that it wasn't. What I am saying though is that before that
[1:41 - 1:49] incident ya'll kept on bullying him and attacking him. And for what reason? It doesn't make
[1:49 - 1:58] no sense. It didn't make sense at first. But then I fucking sat down and I looked
[1:58 - 2:08] really deep into this issue. Really fucking deep into this issue. And the point I came
[2:08 - 2:15] to was the fact that you guys are a bunch of sick fuckbags on the internet that get
[2:15 - 2:24] up to leisure out of seeing people getting upset, getting angry, getting pissed off.
[2:24 - 2:31] And some of you are sick enough and disturbed enough in the fucking head that you want
[2:31 - 2:40] people to fucking kill themselves just for your enjoyment. Just for your viewing pleasure.
[2:40 - 2:47] And to be honest, ya'll need to knock that shit off. Yes, I know I've got infamy on
[2:47 - 2:52] YouTube. I know major channels have covered me. I know that to the point where pretty
[2:52 - 3:01] soon I might end up going news. I might end up on the fucking news at some point. But
[3:01 - 3:07] every one of you guys that have been doing this bullying shit ever since Chris Shannon,
[3:07 - 3:20] ya'll ought to be ashamed of yourselves. You really should. Because especially you, Isabella
[3:20 - 3:27] Jane, you especially of all people should be ashamed of yourselves. I mean, you come
[3:27 - 3:36] from a wealthy background family. You come from a military based family. You should
[3:36 - 3:43] be ashamed of yourself. Imagine how that looks on your family. You doing what you do. Imagine
[3:43 - 3:53] how that looks on them. Imagine how your parents and your family in general would feel if
[3:53 - 3:59] they saw you doing shit like this. Imagine how they would fucking feel. I know if I
[3:59 - 4:07] was your dad, I'd be beyond ashamed. I'd be beyond embarrassed of you. Hell, to be
[4:07 - 4:18] honest, I'd probably disown your ass after that. But the fact that you can sit there
[4:18 - 4:26] so blatantly and attack someone all through walls and gags is getting dangerous and way
[4:26 - 4:39] too fast. It's getting really dangerous, really fast. See, you guys are like that, ya'll
[4:39 - 4:45] are like that school bully that'll poke someone and poke someone and push them and push them
[4:45 - 4:55] until they fucking snap. And half the time those people that snap usually end up taking
[4:55 - 5:06] their own lives. Sadly enough. You bitch ass trolls are the reason why people that get
[5:06 - 5:14] bullied on the internet usually take their own lives. Ya'll are the reason why people
[5:14 - 5:23] on the internet take their own lives almost every day. It's a proven fact. It is a solid
[5:23 - 5:34] proven fact that suicides that come from the internet are caused by you fucking assholes
[5:34 - 5:42] bullying people. It's a proven fact. I mean is that your goal? It's to bully everyone
[5:42 - 5:49] on the internet to suicide so that there's no one left except you guys? Is that what
[5:49 - 5:59] you want? Cause that's what you guys fucking do. You bully people and you bully people
[5:59 - 6:11] until there's nobody left. And to be honest with you, it's revolting. And I did notice
[6:11 - 6:17] a lot of you motherfuckers taking clips of me and chopping them up and really piecing
[6:17 - 6:35] them together which is pretty fucked up in itself. I will admit. But what you guys fail
[6:35 - 6:41] to realize is that I'm not like Chris Chan. I'm not gonna do what you guys fucking say.
[6:41 - 6:53] In fact I'm gonna do the exact opposite of what you say and what you want. Because I'm
[6:53 - 7:02] not so easily manipulated. I'm not so easily faked out. Cause trust me I've been on this
[7:02 - 7:10] platform and on this channel a lot longer than half you motherfuckers have been. I mean
[7:10 - 7:16] seriously all I do all day is I sit down, watch anime, work on my fucking music and
[7:16 - 7:23] help my family around the house whenever they need it. What's so bad about what I do? What
[7:23 - 7:33] is so bad about me that you guys had to literally go and target me and try to make me out
[7:33 - 7:42] to be the next Chris Chan? What made you want to target me? Was it because I looked funny?
[7:42 - 7:56] Was it something that I did that made you want to target me? What's the deal? Cause
[7:56 - 8:02] all I've ever done was mind my own business. That's all I've ever done was stick to what
[8:02 - 8:10] I do. Mind my own fucking business. Stay out of trouble. But then what did you guys do?
[8:10 - 8:17] You felt that you had to take it upon yourselves to fuck with me by entrapping me and catfishing
[8:17 - 8:25] me and making me out to be this person that I'm not. And it's revolting. It's sickening
[8:25 - 8:37] and disgusting. To be honest, half you motherfuckers that did that shit should be ashamed of yourselves.
[8:37 - 8:53] You really should. See like this guy in the comments right here that's been commenting
[8:53 - 9:02] for the last few minutes. This is a pure example of a fucking troll. This is a pure example
[9:02 - 9:10] of a revolting piece of shit troll that thinks he's, that thinks he's doing good, but really
[9:10 - 9:15] he's not. And for those of you wondering, it's right here, you can see it right beside
[9:15 - 9:23] me. This is an example of a revolting troll. This is somebody that is a piece of garbage
[9:23 - 9:32] that has too much time on their hands. People like this are what lead to the people like
[9:32 - 9:42] those that bullied Christian before he did what he did. People like this are the ones
[9:42 - 9:48] that tried to push him to kill himself. You know, people like this guy over here in the
[9:48 - 10:07] comments, this guy right here on the side. Like I said, I refer to my previous statement.
[10:07 - 10:14] I do not agree with what Chris did. I do not agree that he had incestuous sex with his
[10:14 - 10:23] mother. I do not agree with that. I don't. I do not agree with what he did, but you have
[10:23 - 10:31] to look at the bigger picture before that incident. He was bullied by way. Oh, that's
[10:31 - 10:38] right. You guys here on the side, you guys in the chat, he was bullied by you motherfuckers
[10:38 - 10:46] before that. And the guy was just minding in his own business, not doing anything,
[10:46 - 10:55] doing his artwork. And then you felt like you had to attack him antagonizing and pushing.
[10:55 - 11:00] And then more and more, you fucking push the guy until you wanted him to take his
[11:00 - 11:14] own life. And yes, there is a but we all got butts, dude. I mean, I got a but we all got
[11:14 - 11:20] butts, bro. All of us, even you just turn around and look down at your ass. Look at
[11:20 - 11:24] the back of your legs. You got an ass down there. You got a butt down there. We all
[11:24 - 11:41] got butts, bro. Point being, Christian didn't get did not deserve to get bullied the way
[11:41 - 11:47] that he got bullied before the incident of him getting arrested. He did not deserve to
[11:47 - 11:54] get bullied by you guys. Trust me, I walked into the whole fucking thing. I actually
[11:54 - 12:01] talked to people that actually knew him, that actually knew what he did before all this
[12:01 - 12:07] shit. And you know what the guy did? He did fucking art commissions for people. He was
[12:07 - 12:14] a fucking artist. He did art commissions for motherfuckers and did surprisingly good
[12:14 - 12:23] videos. But yet y'all felt like you had to kick on this dude for some reason. Why you
[12:23 - 12:37] targeted him? I don't know. Why you targeted me? I really don't I really wish I knew that.
[12:37 - 12:43] I really wish I knew why the fuck y'all felt like you had to target me. All I ever done
[12:43 - 12:54] was mind my own business, stick to my music, stick to my artwork. Try to make money so
[12:54 - 13:03] that I can help provide for my family. To make an honest living is what I've been trying
[13:03 - 13:11] to do through my music. But yet you guys want to get in the way of that for some reason.
[13:11 - 13:19] That doesn't make sense. Alright don't you guys have regular lives? I mean don't you
[13:19 - 13:28] guys actually have a life outside the internet? I mean don't you guys have an actual life
[13:28 - 13:38] outside of the fucking internet? Like seriously don't you guys have actual lives to go fucking
[13:38 - 13:47] with? Alright why you on the internet bothering motherfuckers? Especially especially pushing
[13:47 - 13:54] people to suicide? Like why the fuck you gonna do that? He didn't deserve that shit and
[13:54 - 14:09] neither do I. I mean for real, Chris didn't deserve for y'all to push him to take his
[14:09 - 14:23] own life. And I sure as fuck don't deserve that same thing. I don't deserve that. I don't
[14:23 - 14:29] deserve you guys putting my entire family on blast. I don't deserve you guys posting
[14:29 - 14:36] up private conversations. I don't deserve any of the shit that you guys fucking do
[14:36 - 14:42] to me. At all. I don't deserve it. I never even asked for it bro. I'm minding my own
[14:42 - 14:50] business. Okay? I have not done anything wrong for you to warrant an attack on me.
[14:50 - 14:59] Matter of fact that entrapment thing, that was on you. That was not on me. You guys were
[14:59 - 15:05] the ones that entrapped me. You guys were the ones that pretended to be 18 on the phone
[15:05 - 15:12] and that texted me saying you were 14 by text message. Okay? That was on you guys.
[15:12 - 15:20] Not on me. So no I'm not gonna take the blame for what your sorry asses have done. Yes
[15:20 - 15:26] I take the blame for the fact that I shouldn't have fallen for it. But you guys are initially
[15:26 - 15:34] the ones that orchestrated this shit. Therefore you should be held responsible. Not me. Not
[15:34 - 15:40] Christian. Not anybody else. But your sorry asses are the ones that should be held responsible
[15:40 - 15:46] for everything that you've ever done to me and Christian. Like what's so funny about
[15:46 - 15:52] watching a dude get arrested? What's so funny about watching an innocent member of society
[15:52 - 16:04] take his own life? Not saying that Christian did but what's so funny about that? What's
[16:04 - 16:11] so funny about taking a family member away from their family? What's so funny about watching
[16:11 - 16:16] someone be on the edge of suicide where they actually want to go through with killing
[16:16 - 16:26] themselves? Think about that. What's so funny about that? What's so cute about that? What's
[16:26 - 16:34] so funny and cute about watching somebody be so broken down that they have no fucking hope left?
[16:36 - 16:44] And they feel like being dead is the best thing for them. That's the position that you guys put
[16:44 - 16:54] me in last year. First you entrap me then you catfish me and then you bully me so bad to the point
[16:54 - 17:00] to where I actually attempted to take my own life on live stream because of you guys.
[17:03 - 17:08] Thankfully I had good friends and family that saved my fucking life
[17:08 - 17:14] and to those friends and family that were there to stop me from taking my own life
[17:14 - 17:19] I just want to say thank you and I appreciate what you guys did for me
[17:23 - 17:33] but you guys the fucking revolting trolls you guys are the ones and that need to go not people
[17:33 - 17:40] like me. People like me are out here trying to earn an honest living doing what we enjoy
[17:40 - 17:46] doing what we love to do creating content creating something for people that actually enjoy
[17:50 - 17:58] but yet you feel like no one deserves no one but you guys deserves to make it and I know what your
[17:58 - 18:05] mindset is oh if we can't make it this person isn't going to be allowed to make it we get to
[18:05 - 18:13] dictate what this person does we get to dictate who makes it no the fuck you don't you're not
[18:13 - 18:25] micromanaging shit you sure as hell ain't micromanaging me
[18:25 - 18:41] and here's the thing why would I get a part-time job when I have proven that I can be successful
[18:41 - 18:48] with my music think about that why would I give up something that I make that I'm being successful
[18:48 - 18:58] at for a part-time job why would I do that it wouldn't make any sense that would be counterproductive
[18:58 - 19:06] that would be counterproductive for me to do see the only reason why I stopped making money off
[19:06 - 19:16] of any of my music is for a very specific reason and that reason is you trolls coming in and
[19:16 - 19:24] fucking with me so bad to where I had to put my whole music career on fucking hold which made it
[19:24 - 19:31] so I couldn't promote my stuff I couldn't put it out there like I needed to I couldn't push
[19:31 - 19:39] my music like I needed to do you guys are the ones that fault for my whole career being put on hold
[19:39 - 19:48] and now I'm having to salvage what's left of it I'm having to salvage what's left of my music
[19:48 - 19:54] career and put the pieces back together and build back up from the ground up
[19:55 - 20:04] I'm having to start all over from scratch because of you guys you guys are the ones that fault
[20:04 - 20:15] for my career being put on hold you guys are the reason that I had to put everything on fucking
[20:15 - 20:22] hold just so that you guys can have what you want and I'm fucking tired of it
[20:24 - 20:29] like I said I'm making this year my year 2022 is my year
[20:29 - 20:41] because I'm sick and tired of sitting around wasting my time on a bunch of low life no life
[20:41 - 20:49] having little scumbags that think they're doing good in the world see I've actually proven that
[20:49 - 20:57] I can be successful with my music I've proven that I can actually be successful with my artwork
[20:57 - 21:02] hell before the troll shit started I was doing good
[21:02 - 21:13] I had everything going for me I had everything going for it my music career was just starting
[21:13 - 21:22] to take off in a good way I was making bank off of rayjohn.com doing custom clothing for people
[21:22 - 21:28] I was actually making good money from that I was making about 70 bucks a day doing that you know
[21:28 - 21:36] doing custom you know clothing pieces that people wanted until Ray John got shut down over some
[21:36 - 21:42] bullshit as far as like their clothing creation and their storefronts all their storefronts got
[21:42 - 21:49] shut down for whatever reason I'm not entirely sure which ultimately affected my shop and cut
[21:49 - 21:58] off that stream of income all right dude I was selling custom made shoes custom made hoodies
[21:58 - 22:05] shirts you name it I was making bank off of rayjohn I was actually doing very well
[22:05 - 22:11] creating custom clothing for people that wanted certain things that they couldn't find in stores
[22:11 - 22:17] so I took their ideas and I put it on clothing for them because that's what they wanted
[22:17 - 22:24] and after Ray John got shut down I began to focus solely on my music
[22:24 - 22:33] but then what happened my music starts to take off right my music career starts to take off in
[22:33 - 22:41] a very good way and then what do you guys do you come in you target me for no fucking reason
[22:42 - 22:49] you sit there and you entrap me after watching me for months on end
[22:49 - 22:54] after months of observing me and watching me you decide to entrap me
[22:54 - 23:02] and then you decide to catfish me and then you attack my friends my family and post my whole
[23:02 - 23:12] life story on the internet like it's your business to do so when clearly it's not now because of you
[23:12 - 23:19] almost my entire almost everyone in my family is getting harassed getting attacked by you guys
[23:19 - 23:24] and that's not right and that sure is fucking fair to them
[23:24 - 23:32] if you got a problem with me take it up with me directly don't get my family involved
[23:32 - 23:35] don't get my friends involved because they have nothing to do with any of this
[23:35 - 23:42] my friends and family have nothing to do with what you guys are doing to me directly
[23:42 - 23:44] so leave them out of it
[23:44 - 23:50] all right if you got a problem with me take it up with me we'll talk about it
[23:59 - 24:04] if you got a problem with me take it up with me directly and we'll fucking talk about it dude
[24:04 - 24:11] you ain't gotta get my family involved you ain't gotta get my friends involved
[24:11 - 24:17] they got nothing to do with you guys matter of fact one of them already proved to you guys
[24:17 - 24:21] that he wants nothing to do with your bullshit and he ain't phoning for your bullshit
[24:21 - 24:25] shout to my brother Adam what's good bro fucking love you man
[24:29 - 24:38] like for real my music career was going good i had a lot of good shit going for me a lot of good
[24:38 - 24:47] stuff and then you guys felt like you had to target me and it's revolting and it's sickening
[24:47 - 24:57] why you guys feel the need to go after people like me i don't fucking understand
[24:58 - 25:03] but i'll be honest with you you guys need to take your own advice
[25:03 - 25:10] and actually get a job you guys need to take your own advice and get a fucking life you told me to
[25:10 - 25:17] get a job uh last time i checked before you guys started trolling me i actually had a job
[25:17 - 25:23] it was called doing my music it was called doing my artwork it was called running my own clothing
[25:23 - 25:33] shop before you guys stepped in i had a job and i'm trying to get that stuff back i'm trying to
[25:33 - 25:39] get back everything that you stole from me everything that you put on holds
[25:39 - 25:50] see you motherfuckers are the ones that are revolting not me
[25:52 - 25:58] and for all you guys watching on twitter and or not twitter but twitch and facebook and shit
[25:58 - 26:04] you guys see all these negative comments here in the chat this is what i deal with every day
[26:04 - 26:11] stuff like this every freaking day is what i deal with all this right here
[26:11 - 26:19] all this negative crap is what i deal with all these people right here not counting chokes
[26:20 - 26:25] or cia or any way that actually does support me but this bullying crap that you guys see
[26:25 - 26:31] right here on the side this is what i deal with every day this is what chris shannon dealt with
[26:31 - 26:37] before he got arrested and committed like before he committed the crimes that he did
[26:37 - 26:44] and got arrested all this shit that you see right here on the side right here all this
[26:46 - 26:52] is what he dealt with trolls like this that wanted to see him commit suicide
[26:52 - 27:01] this is the kind of garbage that needs to stop
[27:01 - 27:13] shit like this that goes on on the side right here this is the kind of crap that needs to stop
[27:14 - 27:25] like real people have actually taken their lives because of people like this
[27:25 - 27:32] shout to cia ho what's good man
[27:32 - 27:37] like people like these guys right here
[27:39 - 27:46] are the reason why people like myself attempt to or have tried or have actually
[27:46 - 27:54] taken their own lives people like this on the side right here are the reason why i attempted
[27:54 - 28:01] at taking my own life because i was bullied so far to the point to where i actually tried to go
[28:01 - 28:10] through with it on one of these trolls's live streams last year because the trolls like this
[28:10 - 28:17] that want to push people so far and bully them so much to where they take their own lives
[28:17 - 28:27] or attempt to me i'm glad i i'm glad i'm still alive i'm glad i survived all right i'm glad
[28:27 - 28:31] that my friends and my family stopped me from taking my life those times
[28:31 - 28:39] because let me tell you i'm a survivor of two suicide attempts because of these trolls
[28:39 - 28:48] because these trolls i attempted to take my life two different times and survived both
[28:54 - 28:59] but what confuses me is why is nobody doing anything about these trolls
[28:59 - 29:04] and i know that this isn't just happening to me
[29:04 - 29:16] this is happening to youtubers to tell people on twitter people on reddit people on facebook
[29:18 - 29:27] people on tumblr you name it this is a very serious issue across all social media platforms
[29:27 - 29:36] all social media platforms are being infected with this scum that you see right here from
[29:36 - 29:45] all these trolls all this fucking trash that you see right here all this garbage all this scum
[29:45 - 29:52] all this crap all this filth this is kind of shit right here all this bullying
[29:52 - 29:54] is what pushes people to fucking suicide
[29:54 - 30:06] all this filth right here that you see on the side is what pushes people to want to take their
[30:06 - 30:19] own lives and it's revolting it's sickening and honestly it's fucking disgusting and it shouldn't
[30:19 - 30:31] be happening this kind of filth should not be on the internet honestly this kind of filth this
[30:31 - 30:42] kind of garbage the law is in a fucking jail cell all right isn't there a laws against people
[30:42 - 30:50] pushing someone to suicide isn't there are laws about bullying isn't there are laws about cyber
[30:50 - 31:01] bullying isn't there are laws about this kind of shit not to mention infringing on human rights
[31:01 - 31:13] i mean literally posting my whole family's life posting my entire family history my entire
[31:13 - 31:23] all my family members lives on youtube and on you know public platforms do you not realize
[31:23 - 31:29] that's a form of invasion of privacy that's literally invading my privacy
[31:30 - 31:36] and i know what you guys say oh you're a public figure blah blah blah you don't have
[31:36 - 31:44] you know rights privacy yes the fuck i do i have just as much rights to my privacy
[31:44 - 31:53] as you guys do you guys have your privacy rights i have that same exact right we were
[31:53 - 32:01] all born with the same rights we were all born with the same fucking rights
[32:01 - 32:10] when you were born you were born with the rights of your privacy when i was born i was born with
[32:10 - 32:21] the rights to my privacy we all deserve our privacy so how you fuckbags are getting away
[32:21 - 32:34] with invading privacy is beyond me well yes people that are public figures don't have as much rights
[32:34 - 32:51] as much rights to privacy as say no offense but to normal people but here's an example for you guys
[32:51 - 32:59] okay and i know i mentioned this dude a lot but it's because it's facts it's because it's true
[33:04 - 33:08] take legendary country rap artist ryan upchurch
[33:08 - 33:19] he gets attacked daily for the shit that he does but yet he's able to have a private quiet life
[33:19 - 33:27] he's able to have a quiet life outside of youtube he's able to have a quiet life
[33:27 - 33:35] and do what he loves to do without being harassed so what i don't understand
[33:35 - 33:40] is why can't y'all show that same respect for me that y'all show for him
[33:40 - 33:51] it doesn't make no sense why dude i'm entitled to my privacy just as much as the next guy
[33:53 - 34:00] i don't deserve this bullshit that you guys put me through dude i don't fucking deserve it
[34:00 - 34:17] i mean help take youtubers like jacksepticeye markiplier you guys let them have their privacy
[34:18 - 34:35] you guys don't fuck with them but yet you'll fuck with someone like me it don't make no sense
[34:46 - 34:52] like why the fuck y'all gonna sit there and take everything away from me
[34:52 - 34:55] when i ain't done nothing to nobody
[34:55 - 35:07] two and a half years ago man i had a normal life i had a music career i had my own custom clothing
[35:07 - 35:13] shop i had everything going for me and i was doing very very well for myself matter of fact
[35:13 - 35:20] i was proud of myself to say that i had a successful custom clothing shop i was proud
[35:20 - 35:26] of myself to be able to say hey i'm actually making it in music and doing what i love to do
[35:26 - 35:31] i was proud of myself to sit there and say hey i'm doing what i love for a living
[35:31 - 35:39] i was actually proud of myself for that shit i was actually making a living i was actually
[35:39 - 35:49] doing what i love to do and i was proud of that my family was even prouder than i am of me for
[35:49 - 35:57] that shit come on dude i was making so many bucks a day off my custom clothing shop alone
[35:57 - 36:05] think about that 70 bucks a day alone off my custom clothing shop
[36:07 - 36:11] that's more than what half you guys make at frickin mcdonald's in an hour
[36:11 - 36:24] i was actually doing very well for myself i was helping my family to pay rent i was doing
[36:24 - 36:31] everything i could to help them out and taking what little bit of money i had after i helped
[36:31 - 36:38] them to pay rent to invest in myself to invest in what i love to do
[36:38 - 36:46] see i'm not as stupid as people seem to think that i am i'm actually very fucking smart when
[36:46 - 36:54] it comes to making money and getting creative with the shit that i do i'm very creative with
[36:54 - 37:04] that shit but the fact that you guys could go so far out of your way to take everything away from
[37:04 - 37:13] me strip me down bare bone and basically crucify me on a fucking cross for some shit that i don't
[37:13 - 37:24] even understand it makes no sense like dude i never asked to be harassed i never asked to be
[37:24 - 37:35] attacked by you guys all i asked was to be able to live my normal fucking life and make a living
[37:35 - 37:42] doing what i love to do that's all i've ever asked for but yet you guys bully motherfuckers
[37:42 - 37:47] like me for what reason because you ain't got the balls to go out and do it your damn self
[37:47 - 37:55] because you're jealous of people like me that actually can be successful at what we love to do
[37:55 - 38:04] is that it is that why because you're so fucking jealous of people like me that actually have
[38:04 - 38:14] talent they actually have a way to make money is that is that what your problem is you despise
[38:14 - 38:19] people like me that actually have a way to make a living without a regular nine to five
[38:19 - 38:24] what you think everyone in the world should have a nine to five job dude
[38:27 - 38:34] well let's see this way work from home jobs are work from home jobs for a reason
[38:34 - 38:43] all right work from home jobs are built on people that didn't have a regular job
[38:43 - 38:49] so you know what they did they created their own jobs now look at them
[38:49 - 39:08] all right seriously take a look at them let me refer back to rhino church for a second here
[39:08 - 39:17] let me refer back to him real quick because what he did is very very real this man took something
[39:18 - 39:27] that people said he would not do good in this man built a fucking music empire
[39:27 - 39:36] from nothing now look at him he's one of the most celebrated artists on billboard
[39:36 - 39:48] top charts today this fan has nine golden records two platinum records and one double platinum
[39:48 - 39:58] record and runs his own record label hollow boy records my good friend soldier hard
[40:00 - 40:09] was in the fucking military he was a 19 kilo tanker for the united states army
[40:09 - 40:17] and you know what he did he started making music from the troops to help them out now look at him
[40:17 - 40:25] he runs red tom one music group which is the biggest military rap record label in the fucking
[40:25 - 40:39] world so you see people like that deserve where they got to they work their asses off
[40:39 - 40:49] and maybe if you dumb fucks would have left me alone i might be that guy if you guys were to
[40:49 - 40:55] leave me alone let me do my shit i could have been that dude i could have been that motherfucker
[40:55 - 41:01] that did something great i could have been that motherfucker that built something from nothing
[41:01 - 41:09] but now i'm standing here in the wreckage of what you guys created having to rebuild everything
[41:09 - 41:14] back up having to take all these boards and nail everything back up having to take these
[41:14 - 41:25] screws driving back and then they steal beams and rebuild what you guys destroyed
[41:25 - 41:32] and i don't care what you trolls say you can sit there and come up with whatever
[41:32 - 41:37] whatever bullshit excuse you want i'm just telling the fucking truth of how it is
[41:37 - 41:43] that's all i'm doing i'm just telling the fucking truth of how it really is
[41:44 - 41:49] but it's pretty obvious that you trolls don't want to listen because you're obviously dumb as fuck
[41:49 - 41:57] and you don't want to hear the truth so you reflect on what i say and then you deflect that
[41:57 - 42:03] shit back at me like what you say is like what you say is bond your word ain't bond
[42:03 - 42:22] but like i said maybe a few fucking scumbags would stop judging motherfuckers and stop
[42:22 - 42:29] attacking motherfuckers people wouldn't end up in body bags and on the news every fucking day of
[42:29 - 42:40] the week so honestly my downfall of my career and me having to rebuild is caused by you guys
[42:40 - 42:49] the trolls you guys are the ones that fault not me i'm tired of taking the blame for everything
[42:49 - 42:57] that you guys have put me through i'm tired of being looked at as that wild cow that everybody
[42:57 - 43:04] wants to fuck with i'm tired of not being taken seriously because of you fuckbags that want to
[43:04 - 43:11] take everything that you trolled me and tricked me into doing and plaster it all over it's revolting
[43:11 - 43:16] and it's sickening and it needs to fucking stop
[43:24 - 43:31] like i'm over here doing my own thing so let me stay in my own fucking lane and let me fill my
[43:31 - 43:37] shit up let me do what i need to do and stop going after me every five fucking seconds
[43:37 - 43:46] because i never asked for it i never fucking asked for what y'all fucking retards did
[43:46 - 43:52] i never asked to be targeted i never asked to be fucked with
[43:52 - 43:59] i never asked to be targeted by you fucktards that think they're badasses when they're not
[43:59 - 44:07] all you guys are lonely sad pathetic pieces of shit that are going nowhere with your lives
[44:07 - 44:14] that's all you are you're sad pathetic worthless pieces of trash that are going nowhere with your
[44:14 - 44:21] lives and because you're going nowhere you feel like you have to stop others around you from
[44:21 - 44:32] getting somewhere see i'm out here trying to make a living doing what i love all right i'm trying to
[44:32 - 44:42] rebuild something that i had going oh come on dude before you guys targeted me i was with one
[44:42 - 44:49] of the most legendary record labels in the world mocha valley records i had recorded a couple
[44:49 - 44:53] of albums with them and enjoyed the fuck out of that shit
[44:53 - 45:00] until you guys came in and fucked all that up after i left
[45:00 - 45:08] after i left i was still good friends with the owner of the label i was still good friends with
[45:08 - 45:15] the guy but then what did you do you took all that away from me you took my friendship with
[45:15 - 45:23] him away you took my friendship with my best friend of 10 years shawn away and then not only
[45:23 - 45:32] that you decided to ruin my job with my friend enoch where i was making 150 a day after i walked
[45:32 - 45:44] away from mocha valley records on my own terms and it's sickening bro
[45:44 - 45:51] see this is what i'm talking about every time i've built something up you guys feel like you
[45:51 - 46:02] have to take it away and it makes no sense it makes no motherfucking sense at all for you guys
[46:02 - 46:09] to sit there and take shit away from me for no reason you're not my mommy you're not my daddy
[46:09 - 46:15] you're not shit you're a bunch of pussy ass bullies that's what you are
[46:17 - 46:24] so for all you guys on youtube and and twitch and facebook and various social
[46:24 - 46:32] needs that are seeing this shit these guys right here are the reason why christian got arrested
[46:32 - 46:39] these people right here these guys are the reason why he got bullied
[46:39 - 46:43] these people right here are the reason why people like me get bullied
[46:46 - 46:51] these guys are the reason that i have to rebuild my career back up from the ground up
[46:51 - 46:54] these guys right here are the reason
[46:54 - 46:59] and somebody needs to do something
[46:59 - 47:09] somebody needs to do something about these guys because it's revolting and disturbing
[47:09 - 47:12] and sickening at what these pieces of trash fucking do
[47:12 - 47:25] now like i said before i'm not defending what christian did to his mom i'm not defending that
[47:25 - 47:31] at all what he did to his mom is disturbing that is disgusting and rightfully he should
[47:31 - 47:39] be arrested for that but what he did before that he didn't fucking deserve what y'all did to him
[47:39 - 47:47] before he got arrested he didn't fucking deserve that shit he didn't deserve to be targeted by you
[47:47 - 47:55] pussies he didn't deserve to be targeted i mean he was just like me he was a regular dude
[47:55 - 48:02] minding his own fucking business he was a regular dude working on his artwork
[48:02 - 48:05] minding his own business and making a comfortable living doing what he loves
[48:06 - 48:13] that's all he was doing and then you all kept poking him and poking him and poking him
[48:13 - 48:28] and yeah i know and i'm sorry if i'm being a bit of an asshole but this year since all this shit
[48:28 - 48:35] started i kind of feel like you know kind of like how ultra chills i kind of feel like for this year
[48:35 - 48:43] my level of humble and my level of asshole went up quite a bit and honestly i love being that
[48:43 - 48:51] vintage asshole that i was because that vintage asshole is what got me to where i was in my
[48:51 - 48:59] career that vintage asshole is what garnered me the things that i gained from my music
[48:59 - 49:06] and from my artwork and most importantly from my shop and what garnered me a bunch of customers
[49:06 - 49:14] that kept coming back every time i would release shit so if y'all don't like me i'm sorry that i'm
[49:14 - 49:22] being a fucking asshole but i am proud to be that fucking asshole that needs that little bit of
[49:22 - 49:26] y'all need a little bit of an asshole in your fucking life well guess what i'm that fucking
[49:26 - 49:34] asshole it's gonna tell you how it is i'm that fucking asshole that ain't gonna take your shit
[49:34 - 49:37] i'm that fucking asshole that's gonna tell it to you straight
[49:37 - 49:43] i'm that fucking asshole that whether you like it or not i'm gonna speak the goddamn truth
[49:43 - 49:52] i'm that fucking guy i'm that fucking asshole and if you don't like it well i'm sorry that
[49:52 - 49:59] you're fucking offended i'm sorry that you're too fucking pussy to accept the goddamn truth
[49:59 - 50:06] i'm sorry that you're too much of a bitch and a pussy to accept your own flaws and i'm sorry
[50:06 - 50:13] that you're so much of a bitch that you deflect your insecurities onto other people especially
[50:13 - 50:21] when that person is telling the truth y'all are just pissed that i'm telling the fucking truth
[50:21 - 50:25] you don't want to fucking hear well i'm sorry i'm that fucking asshole
[50:25 - 50:30] i'm sorry i'm that motherfucker that tells it to you how it is
[50:30 - 50:37] because somebody needs to fucking tell it to you somebody needs to be a fucking asshole
[50:37 - 50:43] and i'll tell you how it really is so why not have him be that motherfucker that y'all push
[50:43 - 50:50] why not have him be me that motherfucker that you guys love the bag on that guy that you love
[50:50 - 50:55] the hate on that guy whose life you don't y'all try to ruin that you load the fuck with
[50:55 - 51:03] so trust me i'm gonna be that asshole
[51:03 - 51:13] because i'm taking your ammunition away i accept my flaws i accept the shit that happened i accept
[51:13 - 51:20] the fact that what happens shouldn't have happened all right i accept everything that i did wrong in
[51:20 - 51:30] the past i accept all that i accept the fact that i look weird i accept that the roof of my mouth
[51:30 - 51:35] is higher than others i accept my bald head and the shit i got going on with it
[51:38 - 51:43] i accept the fact that i'm only a five foot three motherfucker i accept the fact that i live
[51:43 - 51:48] at home with my family because at least i get to spend time with my family
[51:48 - 51:59] i accept the fact that i look different than most i accept all that shit and i love all that
[51:59 - 52:07] honestly i wouldn't trade my life or my situation for anything in the world because i've got
[52:07 - 52:15] everything i've got a great family i have great friends i have people that care about me and love
[52:15 - 52:20] me for who i am i have people that love and accept me for who i am
[52:28 - 52:38] yes i have flaws yes i've made mistakes in the past so fucking what dude we're all human we all
[52:38 - 52:47] make mistakes that's what allows us to learn and to grow we make mistakes and we learn from those
[52:47 - 52:53] mistakes life is all about trial and error you make a mistake you learn from that mistake
[52:53 - 52:58] and you do things better or differently the next time around
[52:58 - 53:08] so clearly you guys didn't graduate a fucking kindergarten
[53:08 - 53:15] which is pretty sad to see you guys act like a bunch of first graders or kindergarteners i
[53:15 - 53:23] should say hell i wonder how have you guys even graduated preschool like seriously how did half
[53:23 - 53:28] y'all motherfuckers even graduate preschool because you act like a bunch of preschoolers
[53:28 - 53:34] and a bunch of first graders and kindergarteners bro that's how you act you say you're adults but
[53:34 - 53:42] you have the mentality of a fucking child oh he didn't is he he doesn't deserve this he did this
[53:42 - 53:48] oh look look let's go up to this guy he made a mistake let's not let him get anywhere let's
[53:48 - 53:54] fuck his whole life up because he made this mistake that's how you fucking act you act
[53:54 - 54:02] like a fucking child you act like a little kid oh this guy over here he's being more successful
[54:02 - 54:09] than me let's stop him because he's being more successful than me i don't want the weird guy to
[54:09 - 54:16] be successful let's fuck with him let's let his life up that's how you fucking sound bro
[54:17 - 54:21] that's how all you fucking trolls in the comments fucking sound
[54:21 - 54:34] you sound retarded you sound stupid
[54:34 - 54:43] and like i said i don't care who i pissed off
[54:44 - 54:49] like i said i'm proud to be that fucking asshole that tells it to you like it is
[54:49 - 54:58] and if you don't like the fact that i stuck up for christian from before the incident
[54:58 - 55:05] guess what i really don't give a fuck i really don't care
[55:12 - 55:16] i really don't care what any of you think of me
[55:16 - 55:27] if you like me you like me if not oh my god you don't like me no one cares
[55:27 - 55:36] no one gives a fuck about a shitty ass opinion except oh wait you guys
[55:37 - 55:43] you guys in the comments are the only ones that give a shit the rest of the world don't care
[55:43 - 55:49] the rest of the world don't give a shit about what you don't fuck trolls have to say
[55:49 - 55:53] you guys are the only ones that are concerned with your opinions
[55:53 - 56:02] and for real your mentality is this this is your mentality right here
[56:04 - 56:11] you seem to think that your word is bond that your word is reality when really it's not
[56:11 - 56:19] your word ain't bond your word ain't real life your word is just you being a little fucking
[56:19 - 56:28] pissed off pansy ass little wannabe badass that's your word your word is you acting like a pansy ass
[56:29 - 56:33] over opinionated little fuck boy or girl
[56:33 - 56:42] so why don't you guys do yourselves a favor
[56:42 - 56:48] okay do yourselves a favor take those opinions that you're talking right now
[56:48 - 56:54] and all that shit that you're talking shove it up your take that shit out of your mouth
[56:55 - 57:03] shove all those words up your ass and go fuck yourselves because your opinion is just that
[57:03 - 57:09] it's bullshit it's garbage that yet why don't you take your whole all your opinions all your
[57:09 - 57:16] comments that you talk take that shit out to the garbage landfill and throw that shit in
[57:16 - 57:22] the fucking landfill throw that shit in the garbage actually no that's too good for you
[57:22 - 57:28] i say just take the words show them up your ass and go fuck yourselves because no one gives a fuck
[57:28 - 57:34] about what you trolls have to say no one fucking cares
[57:46 - 57:57] for real no one cares so do yourselves a favor grow up