Original upload date: January 30th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
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[0:27 - 0:34] Good evening everyone.
[0:34 - 0:37] Good evening to my boy CripK and CripK.
[0:37 - 0:44] If you saw my latest post on Facebook, you know what this is about.
[0:44 - 0:53] But for those of you that don't know,
[0:53 - 1:05] tomorrow, tomorrow my journey to ending,
[1:05 - 1:14] having to fight everyone else's demons that I've been fighting for the last few years,
[1:14 - 1:26] my journey to getting help starts tomorrow.
[1:26 - 1:33] For the last two years, I've been battling everyone else's demons that they have made for me,
[1:33 - 1:40] demons that people have created for me over the last two fucking years.
[1:40 - 1:46] Every day has been a struggle.
[1:46 - 1:56] Every single day has been a struggle the last two fucking years for me.
[1:56 - 2:13] And tomorrow, that journey begins for me.
[2:13 - 2:32] Because I'll be honest, I'm tired of fighting everyone else's demons and demons that people have created for me.
[2:32 - 2:39] Tomorrow, the ending of my torment, the end of my torment begins.
[2:39 - 2:48] And yes, I am very excited for that.
[2:48 - 2:54] Because at the end of it all, I'll be able to live my life again.
[2:54 - 3:02] And I'll be able to put an end to all this suffering that I've dealt with.
[3:02 - 3:11] All this hatred and destruction that became an addiction for me.
[3:11 - 3:38] All this hatred and destruction became a very, very dark evil addiction for me.
[3:38 - 3:43] There we go. Sorry about that, everyone.
[3:43 - 3:50] But tomorrow, for me, that journey begins.
[3:50 - 3:59] And if anyone else out there is going through addiction, no matter what the fuck it is,
[3:59 - 4:07] no matter what kind of addiction you're dealing with, this first song is for you.
[4:07 - 4:13] You're not alone in this fight.
[4:13 - 4:20] This is the tragic truth.
[4:20 - 4:38] And I want to say thank you to people like P.K. for sticking by me for this.
[4:38 - 4:52] But I'm the one who has to face me, the void months I'm created for myself, the tragic truth.
[4:52 - 5:01] I'm the man who can understand myself. I know that God is helping you.
[5:01 - 5:12] But now we're made to be broken. Sin is in the middle of it. I'm ready to escape.
[5:12 - 5:30] And I want it. I want to leave it all, tear it all, rip it all away.
[5:30 - 5:35] I can't say the devil made me do it.
[5:35 - 5:44] And then the one I am, the one I am today. And then all the family around it.
[5:44 - 5:48] And then there's that joy somewhere in the middle of the street.
[5:48 - 5:57] The boy says, screaming in my head, the tragic truth.
[5:57 - 6:08] As hard as that, I understand myself. So what it has to be, God help me out, fight now.
[6:08 - 6:16] And then the broken end went to the woods, not ready to escape.
[6:16 - 6:33] I want it. I want it all, rip it all away.
[6:33 - 6:51] I want it all, rip it all away.
[6:51 - 7:09] I want it. I want it all, rip it all away.
[7:09 - 7:27] I want it. I want it. I want it all, rip it all away.
[7:27 - 7:45] I want it. I want it. I want it. I want it all, rip it all away.
[7:45 - 8:28] I want it all, rip it all away. I want it. I want it all, rip it all away.
[8:28 - 8:45] And then there's that joy somewhere in the middle of the street.
[8:45 - 8:58] Yeah!
[8:58 - 9:01] What the fuck is going on now?
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '2605' on August 16th, 2024
