2022-1-22 Flowing my dreams as a sim Racing Athlete

[0:00 - 0:04] What's up guys? If you guys are watching this on YouTube, what's up? It's your boy Deacon
[0:04 - 0:07] Kostens. If you're watching this on Twitch, what's up? Y'all already know what it is,
[0:07 - 0:11] it's your boy Cyraxx. If you guys are friends of mine and you're watching this on Facebook,
[0:11 - 0:15] what up y'all? Y'all already know what it is, it's your boy Chance. But there's something
[0:15 - 0:21] that needs to be spoken on here that I can honestly say that I'm sick and fucking tired
[0:21 - 0:30] of seeing. And that's motherfucking trolls coming in and trying to motherfucking micromanage
[0:30 - 0:41] people dude. And yes I'm talking about you motherfucking lit dick, no life having fucking
[0:41 - 0:50] trolls man. So yeah Marty, yes Gloryhole, yes Cruella Deville, I'm talking about all
[0:50 - 1:01] y'all motherfuckers man, all y'all dude, all y'all. Like and chill even here will agree
[1:01 - 1:07] with me on this shit man. The whole reason why I took a step back from music is because
[1:07 - 1:16] y'all motherfucking trolls want to sit there and try to micromanage me. It seems like every
[1:16 - 1:23] time I take one step forward y'all yank me back two fucking steps, no matter what I
[1:23 - 1:32] do, no matter if I ignore you. Like you guys sit there and you literally steal my music,
[1:32 - 1:38] post those videos about me that ain't fucking true. You sit there and try to make me look
[1:38 - 1:49] like a bad guy when really I'm fucking not. And actually Negasonic actually did do something
[1:49 - 1:55] man, he's part of that shit dog. He is part of that troll community, he's part of that
[1:55 - 2:02] bullshit bro. See y'all don't think I don't see what goes on behind the scenes. Y'all
[2:02 - 2:07] don't think I don't see what y'all say behind my back but I actually do see that shit.
[2:07 - 2:20] I see the discords, I see the fucking posts man, I'm not stupid. Like I see the fucking
[2:20 - 2:38] shit that goes on dude and dude this ain't no opinion, it's fucking facts. It's fucking
[2:38 - 2:48] facts. Like I see the shit that goes on man, like y'all want to sit there and attack me
[2:48 - 2:55] and worry about what I'm doing. Like y'all want to worry about what I'm doing when really
[2:55 - 3:03] you should be worrying about yourselves. Like Jessica let me put you this way, alright.
[3:03 - 3:13] Some of you guys have posted shit that I'm not cool with. Like some of y'all have posted
[3:13 - 3:21] shit that I'm not cool with. But you don't see me going out and attacking y'all for
[3:21 - 3:36] revenge. I don't do that shit. Like I don't sit there and do that shit dog. I don't like
[3:36 - 3:43] it. Take William Gloria for a pure example, alright. That man's made more fucked up videos
[3:43 - 3:55] on me than Carter's got a liver pills. But not once did I ever go at him seeking revenge.
[3:55 - 4:01] I never go after anyone seeking revenge because that just makes me look worse than the next
[4:01 - 4:11] guy. So my question to you guys is this, why do y'all feel like you got to micromanage
[4:11 - 4:18] everything I do? Like I said before and I say this all the time, if you don't like what
[4:18 - 4:24] I do then don't fucking watch man. Like there's plenty of other channels that y'all can fucking
[4:24 - 4:36] watch. Why just because my music or my videos ain't up to your standards, just because my
[4:36 - 4:45] videos ain't up to your standards, doesn't give me the right to fucking attack me dog.
[4:45 - 4:51] And yeah almost, I did do that. But the reason I did that is because the man came out of
[4:51 - 4:59] my family dog. The dude literally went after my family and tried to have me killed three
[4:59 - 5:03] different times. Literally this man had tried to have me murdered three different times
[5:03 - 5:11] bro. So yeah I had a right to threaten his life. The man came after my family, he fucked
[5:11 - 5:21] with my family by making my biological father lose his job, made me lose my job, made it
[5:21 - 5:30] to where I can't get a job. The man's attacked my family numerous fucking times bro. So
[5:30 - 5:45] I had a fucking reason to go at him. Oh I saw what you did dog and trust me I'm disgusted
[5:45 - 5:52] by what you did dog. I'm disgusted by what you did glory hole. Like for real this is
[5:52 - 5:58] what I've been talking about the whole time man. I don't do nothing to any of y'all. I
[5:58 - 6:07] sit here, I stay in my own fucking lane doing my own shit and worrying about myself but
[6:07 - 6:14] yet y'all want to go after me when I ain't doing nothing to you. Like from the very
[6:14 - 6:20] junkyard hole I ain't done nothing to you. If anything bro when you posted that funny
[6:20 - 6:27] ass video about me what did I do? I laughed my ass off at it cause I thought it was funny.
[6:27 - 6:33] So my question to you is how do you take me laugh my ass off at one of your videos
[6:33 - 6:41] as an attack towards you to where you feel like you have to attack me. Cause last time
[6:41 - 6:48] I checked all I did was laugh my ass off at your fucking videos. That's all I've done.
[6:48 - 6:53] But when you came in and you attacked my family bro you crossed the line that you don't
[6:53 - 7:01] ever cross. See I don't know what kind of culture you were raised around. What kind
[7:01 - 7:09] of people you were raised around bro. But the way I was the way that I myself the way
[7:09 - 7:16] I was raised. You don't ever go after a man's family bro. You don't do that shit. You don't
[7:16 - 7:23] ever go after a man's family. Like if you got a problem with me take it up with me.
[7:23 - 7:27] We'll sit down and we'll have a discussion about it. But that doesn't mean you go after
[7:27 - 7:41] my fucking family bro. That don't mean you go after my fucking family dog. Like for real
[7:41 - 7:48] bro. For fucking real. If you got a problem with me take it up with me and leave my friends
[7:48 - 7:55] and family the fuck out of it. Like what do my friends and my family have to do with
[7:55 - 8:05] your issue against me. My family ain't do nothing to you. Like dude my family ain't
[8:05 - 8:14] do shit to you bro. Like if you got a fucking issue with me dog take it up with me and we'll
[8:14 - 8:22] fucking talk about it. Hit me up on discord. Give me a fucking call we'll talk about it.
[8:22 - 8:25] Because that doesn't mean you have to sit there and go out of your way and attack my
[8:25 - 8:38] family and do the shit that y'all do man. It don't make no sense. Oh chill I'm just
[8:38 - 8:44] addressing I'm addressing the shit that should have been addressed last year. I'm addressing
[8:44 - 8:49] all the shit that should have been addressed last year. That's all it is. Because I'm
[8:49 - 8:55] honestly tired of being fucking micromanaged by a bunch of douche bags that think they
[8:55 - 9:04] control my life when they don't. C'mon let me tell you dude. C'mon let me tell y'all
[9:04 - 9:09] troll something man. Y'all think that you have the right to micromanage my life when
[9:09 - 9:23] y'all don't. Like I'm over here doing my own thing. Like I'm over here doing my own
[9:23 - 9:31] thing man. I'm over here getting fucking record deal offers from major fucking labels
[9:31 - 9:39] that wanna sign me bro. Like don't you think that actually says something about my music
[9:39 - 9:45] when I have one of the top labels from the UK hitting me up wanting to sign my ass?
[9:45 - 9:52] Don't you think that actually says something? Don't you think that actually says something
[9:52 - 10:01] about how good I actually am? Like dude just the other day I had one of the top fucking
[10:01 - 10:05] labels in the UK hitting me up wanting to sign me. But I turned them down because they
[10:05 - 10:10] wanted me to change who I was. They wanted me to be somebody I'm not. And I'm not willing
[10:10 - 10:18] to do that shit. That ain't me. If I'm getting signed to a fucking label, I'm being my motherfucking
[10:18 - 10:24] self. Okay? I'm not changing who I am for no motherfucking body. That ain't me. I ain't
[10:24 - 10:30] a sellout like that. Could my family use the money? Yeah. But I'm not gonna sell myself
[10:30 - 10:37] out for a fucking deal. Fuck that. So y'all don't fucks that keep going after my music
[10:37 - 10:42] and say I suck and this, that and the other. Y'all need to keep your bullshit opinions
[10:42 - 10:52] to your motherfucking selves. Like seriously, bro. Y'all need to keep your bullshit fucking
[10:52 - 10:58] opinions to yourselves. Because that's all your opinions are, man. They're fucking opinions
[10:58 - 11:10] and they're bullshit ones, bro. They're fucking bullshit ass opinions. They are straight
[11:10 - 11:18] up bullshit ass fucking opinions. Like y'all think that what y'all say is facts, but it's
[11:18 - 11:24] not facts. Like I don't have a tattoo across my forehead that says I'm owned by the trolls.
[11:24 - 11:40] That ain't true. Like dude, y'all are off your goddamn rockers if y'all think you own
[11:40 - 11:47] me, man. See, I got asked the other day, what do I really want to do with my life?
[11:47 - 11:52] And what I really want to do with my life is my fucking music. But it's hard for me
[11:52 - 11:58] to do that when y'all steal my songs, get me shut down for bullshit reasons, all because
[11:58 - 12:06] y'all feel like my shit ain't on to your standards, man. It's ridiculous. It's stupid.
[12:06 - 12:16] So let me tell you right now, man, y'all need to worry about yourselves. Like for real,
[12:16 - 12:20] maybe if y'all worried about yourselves, that's not worried about what other motherfuckers
[12:20 - 12:28] are doing. Maybe y'all would actually be happier with your lives. Maybe if y'all quit
[12:28 - 12:36] worrying about what I'm doing. Maybe if you stop worrying about what the fuck I'm doing
[12:36 - 12:41] every five seconds of the day and worry about yourself, maybe then you'll actually be fucking
[12:41 - 12:49] happier with your life. And according to record labels, it ain't noise, bro. According
[12:49 - 12:56] to fucking record labels, it ain't noise. Apparently they like what I'm doing, bro.
[12:56 - 13:01] And no they don't. Marty don't own shit. Marty can kick motherfucking rocks. Matter
[13:01 - 13:06] of fact, let me show y'all the motherfucker that I was going to be working with. Hold
[13:06 - 13:24] up. Let me show y'all the motherfucker that I was going to be working with. If you guys
[13:24 - 13:31] look up Starboy TV, this is the motherfucker I was going to be working with, bro. The dude
[13:31 - 13:38] that runs the PR place, that runs the PR street, that ain't our shit. That's the motherfucker
[13:38 - 14:02] that hit me up from Starboy TV. Look it up. 65 million fucking viewers. This is the motherfucker
[14:02 - 14:07] I would have been working with right here. His name's Wizkid. He's one of the best fucking
[14:07 - 14:30] hip hop artists over in the UK. Shout out to Wizkid by the way, man. What's good, bro?
[14:30 - 14:47] This is the motherfucker I would have been working with. If he sucks, let me ask you
[14:47 - 14:54] this, bro. Let me ask you this, Negasonic or William Gloria. Let me ask you this, bro.
[14:54 - 15:04] If he sucks so bad, why does this shit, as of August 12th, 2021, have 20 million views,
[15:04 - 15:16] bro? If he sucks so bad, why does this shit have 20 million views? Actually, no, he's
[15:16 - 15:31] not. He's actually from the UK, but he has a Nigerian accent. Like, bro, trust me, I
[15:31 - 15:36] sat down and talked with this guy. He's actually a really nice dude. He's one of the coolest
[15:36 - 15:47] motherfuckers ever, but bro, if he sucks so bad, why does this shit have 20 million views?
[15:47 - 15:52] Those are the kinds of motherfuckers I would have been working with, but like I said,
[15:52 - 15:57] I turned them down for a fucking reason, dog. I turned them down because the fact they
[15:57 - 16:03] wanted to change who I was as an artist, they wanted to make me be somebody that I didn't
[16:03 - 16:09] want to be. And I ain't about selling out. That ain't who I am. I don't sell out for
[16:09 - 16:14] nobody. I don't care the amount of money that you send me. I don't give a shit. If you're
[16:14 - 16:19] going to try to change who I am as a person, then you can get fucking gone. If you're
[16:19 - 16:25] going to try to change my style to match my music and make me sell out, then sorry.
[16:25 - 16:31] I'm not about that. So if I have fucking labels like that hitting me up, bro, obviously
[16:31 - 16:39] I'm doing something right, dog. Obviously I'm doing something correct. Something that
[16:39 - 16:43] y'all don't know what the fuck you're talking about. I'll tell you right now, happy motherfuckers
[16:43 - 16:50] don't even know what you're talking about. I mean, you say that you do know what you're
[16:50 - 16:58] talking about, but really you don't know. You really don't know what the fuck you're
[16:58 - 17:09] talking about. Oh, by the way, this dude you're hearing right here. By the way, this dude
[17:09 - 17:34] is coming up right here. I think you guys might recognize the voice.
[17:34 - 17:39] I know y'all know who Justin Bieber is. That's his voice right there. I would've gotten
[17:39 - 17:48] the chance to work with motherfuckers like that. But like I said, I turned them down
[17:48 - 17:54] because I'm not changing who I am. I ain't a motherfucking sell out like you guys. You
[17:54 - 18:00] guys might sell out, but not me. I would rather stay true to myself and true to my
[18:00 - 18:07] friends and my motherfucking family before I ever sell the fuck out. So obviously y'all
[18:07 - 18:13] don't know what you're talking about. Clearly you don't know what the fuck you're talking
[18:13 - 18:34] about. All right, dude, if I really sucked, is that fucking bad? I wouldn't have one
[18:34 - 18:43] of the biggest fucking labels on the other side of the world hitting me the fuck up.
[18:43 - 18:51] So clearly you don't know what you're talking about. All you're stating is bullshit opinions
[18:51 - 18:57] that don't mean jack shit to nobody except yourselves. Like y'all think that y'all's
[18:57 - 19:04] opinions actually mean something. Like y'all think that your opinions are facts, but really
[19:04 - 19:12] they're bullshit opinions. That's all they are, dog. They are bullshit fucking opinions.
[19:12 - 19:18] And you think y'all are right all the time, but really you ain't shit. You're a bunch
[19:18 - 19:25] of fucking losers that like to talk shit. You like to say if you own me, but really
[19:25 - 19:31] you don't own jack shit, bro. Marty don't own me. William Gloria sure as fuck don't
[19:31 - 19:40] own me. None of y'all dumb fucks own my ass. None of you fucking owns me, bro. None of
[19:40 - 19:49] you motherfuckers own me. None of you. None of one. I don't have a tag or a tattoo that
[19:49 - 19:57] says owned by the trolls, owned by Marty, owned by Gloria. Now I'm owned by one person
[19:57 - 20:02] to one person to one. You know who that person is? God. That's the only person I'm owned
[20:02 - 20:09] by is the man upstairs. That's the only man that owns my soul. That's the only person
[20:09 - 20:15] that I answer to. I don't answer to any of you dumb fucks. I sure as fuck don't answer
[20:15 - 20:21] to Gloria all. I sure as fucking hell don't answer to delusional ass Marty. And I sure
[20:21 - 20:36] as fuck don't answer to any of you dumb fuck trolls that think you run shit. Like I ain't
[20:36 - 20:43] owned by any of you stupid cowards, bro. There's only one man I answer to and that's motherfucking
[20:43 - 20:51] God. That's the only man I answer to is the man upstairs. That's it. That's the only
[20:51 - 20:59] person I answer to. I don't bow down to no man, no fucking body. There's only one person
[20:59 - 21:07] I bow down to and that's God. That's the only fucking person, bro. And dude, if I
[21:07 - 21:14] didn't bow down to God, then why the fuck do I wear a goddamn rosary? Why do I always
[21:14 - 21:26] keep this on 24/7? Like, bro, I have a string of motherfucking man of God, bro. Always have
[21:26 - 21:31] been, always will be. Yeah, I'll have done some fucked up shit that I'm gonna answer
[21:31 - 21:40] for when I die. We all are. But in the meantime, bro, y'all need to stay in your own lane,
[21:40 - 21:46] worry about yourselves and stop worrying about what the fuck I'm doing. Cause maybe if you
[21:46 - 21:50] start worrying about yourselves and stop worrying about what other motherfuckers are
[21:50 - 21:55] doing every five seconds of the damn day, bro, you might actually get someone with
[21:55 - 22:01] your life and you might not be so fucking miserable. Cause that's why y'all trolls
[22:01 - 22:05] do what you do. Cause you're so fucking miserable with your own life that you make me feel
[22:05 - 22:12] like I gotta feel like shit. Like you sit there and you go at me like, and you basically
[22:12 - 22:16] feel like you have to make me feel like shit just cause your life ain't where it wants
[22:16 - 22:23] to be. And that's bullshit. So to all y'all fucking trolls, stop worrying about what
[22:23 - 22:31] the fuck I'm doing and worry about yourselves, man. Worry about what the fuck you're doing,
[22:31 - 22:37] stay in your own fucking lane. Don't be going after me, don't be going after my friends,
[22:37 - 22:45] my family, none of that shit, dog. Worry about yourself and what you're doing. Cause too
[22:45 - 22:54] many of y'all worry about what someone else is doing to get anywhere with your lives.
[22:54 - 22:58] Like y'all sit there and say you want to do something with your lives, but how you
[22:58 - 23:03] going to do that when you're worried about what I'm doing or what whoever else is doing
[23:03 - 23:09] whatever. Don't be worried about what I'm doing. Worry about yourself. Worry about what
[23:09 - 23:17] you're doing. You worry about you, I'll worry about me and we'll be all good. So to all
[23:17 - 23:31] y'all trolls, y'all can kick fucking rocks, man. Like all y'all little fucking over opinionated
[23:31 - 23:44] little bitch trolls, all y'all can go fuck yourselves because you ain't shit. Oh, trust
[23:44 - 23:50] me, I will be doing something, bro. I ain't saying what yet, but just trust and believe
[23:50 - 23:57] that I am doing something huge. I am working on some shit. And trust me, man, by the end
[23:57 - 24:03] of it, dude, I'll be making double what you're making. You trust me. I've got big shit going
[24:03 - 24:10] on. I ain't saying what, but just know that when it's all said and done and shit hits
[24:10 - 24:18] the fan, I'll be making more than you can make in a month, bro. Straight up. So let
[24:18 - 24:28] me tell you this. You come see me when you make more than what I'll be making. All right?
[24:28 - 24:33] Why don't you come see me when you actually have talent on the mic? Why don't you come
[24:33 - 24:39] see me when you actually have a musical bone in your body? Well, matter of fact, why don't
[24:39 - 24:45] you come see me when you find an artist that can fucking destroy me right here right now?
[24:45 - 24:52] Matter of fact, why don't you come hit me up when your fucking grandma can beat my ass?
[24:52 - 24:58] Why don't you do that? Why don't you hit me up when you actually find an underground
[24:58 - 25:04] artist that can actually destroy me that ain't already up on the charts and doing
[25:04 - 25:12] big shit where you can surpass me and creating a whole new genre of music that I've created
[25:12 - 25:18] and actually become a musical genius like I am, then we'll talk. But unless you're
[25:18 - 25:26] a musical genius like myself and actually are doing big shit, big boss shit and making
[25:26 - 25:32] new genres of music that no one's heard before, then we'll talk. But until then, I ain't
[25:32 - 25:38] got no time for you fucking losers, bro. Because half y'all are just over opinionated
[25:38 - 25:45] dumb fucks that are holding on to the past. But me? I don't hold on to the past, dog.
[25:45 - 25:51] I live for the goddamn future. Hell, while you're living in the past, I'm over here
[25:51 - 25:58] living in the fucking future worrying about myself, worrying about my family, my friends,
[25:58 - 26:03] how to take care of my people, doing shit to get my shit out there, and doing what
[26:03 - 26:10] I need to do so that I can make bank off of what I love to do. So like I said to all
[26:10 - 26:17] y'all trolls, you worry about yourselves, I'll worry about me. And like I said at the
[26:17 - 26:23] end of the day, y'all do that, we'll be all good. But until then, y'all trolls can do
[26:23 - 26:28] this and have a nice day, bitch. Peace, fuckbags.