2022-1-21 Things are changig

[0:00 - 0:07] I'm here to speak on you fucking trolls that are constantly harassing me and I'm here to show you that I know what the fuck I'm doing.
[0:07 - 0:14] I'm lying to you motherfuckers have been going around behind my door, I'm lying to you fucking trolls that are constantly harassing me and I'm here to show you that I know what the fuck I'm doing.
[0:14 - 0:30] I'm lying to you motherfuckers have been going around behind my motherfucking back talking shit and then I'm lying to you fucking trolls that are constantly harassing me and I'm here to show you that I know what the fuck I'm doing when it comes to my music.
[0:30 - 0:51] I'm lying to you motherfuckers have been going around behind my motherfucking back talking shit and then y'all coming through my DMs acting like you're a friend. Motherfucker you trolls ain't no friend, you're a bunch of lit dick pussies that ain't got a life.
[0:51 - 1:01] Half you motherfuckers tell me to get a life but yet you ain't got one.
[1:01 - 1:15] Half you motherfuckers ain't even got a fucking life. Half you motherfuckers want to sit there and run your fucking mouths about me and talk all this shit.
[1:15 - 1:24] I mean y'all want to sit there and talk shit on my music when you motherfuckers ain't doing shit with your lives.
[1:24 - 1:38] I mean all you do is sit beyond your fucking computers and talk shit all fucking that long. It's all you do and quite honestly it's fucking annoying and it's stupid.
[1:38 - 1:46] You know I had to talk with my mom this morning and she put it into a perspective that I needed to hear.
[1:46 - 1:57] She asked me what do you really want to do with your life? You know she found out totally fuck the trolls, fuck what these people think about you, what do you want to do with your life?
[1:57 - 2:02] And if you could do anything with your life what is it you'd want to do?
[2:02 - 2:09] And my answer to that was very simple. I'd like to do my fucking music for a fucking living.
[2:09 - 2:29] But when you motherfucking dumbass trolls that run your mouths like a bunch of bitches come in and talk shit behind my back thinking I don't see it when I do, y'all need to fucking get a goddamn life and get the fuck up out of my goddamn comments.
[2:29 - 2:35] I mean if you want to troll somebody that's fine. You know you can sit down and joke around ha ha ha.
[2:35 - 2:40] But when it comes to my career you motherfuckers ain't taking that away.
[2:40 - 2:54] Because there's one thing that y'all can't do and that's take my natural fucking talent behind the mic and doing my music away. You can't take that away from me.
[2:54 - 3:09] Sure you could try to make people stop working with me whatever. But at the end of the day you ain't got the skills that I possess. You don't see the hard work that I put in day in day out day in day out.
[3:09 - 3:20] While you motherfuckers are sleeping you know what I'm doing? Fasting my ass. While you dumb fucks are sitting there jerking off all day and watching YouTube on your fucking phone.
[3:20 - 3:29] You know what I'm doing? I got a fucking video playing in the background but mostly I'm working on my shit.
[3:29 - 3:35] Because I eat sleep and live and breathe music every fucking day.
[3:35 - 3:45] While you motherfuckers sit there and sit around and act like you're a bunch of idiots. I'm out here creating dope ass shit bro.
[3:45 - 3:51] I'm out here putting out fucking bangers every day. Shit that people actually enjoy.
[3:51 - 4:01] And y'all telling me to get out of my room? Motherfucker have you ever heard of COVID? Have you ever heard of the fact that it's snowing a foot and a half outside right now?
[4:01 - 4:20] I think about that. I mean y'all want to criticize me but yeah y'all never want to look in the fucking mirror bro. You never want to look in the goddamn mirror and it's irritating as fuck.
[4:20 - 4:29] I mean seriously y'all telling me to get a job but yeah you motherfuckers don't do shit with your lives.
[4:29 - 4:37] Y'all sit there and tell me oh you need to get out of the house? No I don't. My music is my life.
[4:37 - 4:48] My music is my world. And my friends and my family support that shit. And if you don't then guess what? You're fucking gone.
[4:48 - 4:55] Y'all need to get the fuck up out of my goddamn comments if you're hating. Because I ain't got time for yo fuck shit.
[4:55 - 5:06] The only time I got time for the only thing I have any kind of time for bro is my music, my friends, and my family. And that's it.
[5:06 - 5:20] While I'm on that 24/7 grind y'all motherfuckers are sitting there sleeping. You don't know what the fuck I do when the camera's off. You think you do but you don't.
[5:20 - 5:47] You think you know but you really don't know. That's the thing with you fucking losers. You think that you fucking know but you don't know shit.
[5:47 - 5:56] And yeah sure you are right about that. But at the same fucking time though bro. If you don't like what I'm doing don't fucking watch.
[5:56 - 6:03] That don't mean you gotta leave shitty comments. It just means you don't have to fucking watch bro.
[6:03 - 6:13] Like if you don't like what I'm doing then don't watch. If you don't like what I'm doing click on something else.
[6:13 - 6:31] And actually socially simple no you fucking don't know. You only think you know. You only think you know what I do when I ain't streaming. You don't really fucking know shit.
[6:31 - 6:39] You don't know jack shit motherfucker. Y'all don't know shit.
[6:39 - 6:47] And to be honest I find it funny how y'all want to judge me but really y'all should be judging yourselves.
[6:47 - 6:59] Like you want to talk shit. Talk shit on yourselves motherfuckers. Don't talk shit on a motherfucker like me who busts his ass while you dumb fuckers are asleep.
[6:59 - 7:12] See while you guys are asleep I'm busting my ass. First thing I do when I wake up. First thing I fucking do. I check YouTube. See if anybody's posting anything.
[7:12 - 7:25] After that I go downstairs take a shower grab a cup of coffee eat breakfast and then you know what I do. I come up here and I start working on my goddamn music.
[7:25 - 7:38] I come up here and I start working on my shit. You want to know why because I have talent and you lazy fuckbags ain't got shit because I actually have something worth checking out.
[7:38 - 7:48] And if I didn't why would one of the biggest fucking labels in the UK want to fucking sign me.
[7:48 - 8:04] If I wasn't any good then why would one of the biggest one of the top labels in the UK ask to sign me which I turned down so I can help out my family.
[8:04 - 8:17] If I wasn't any good then why the fuck did they hit me up in my DMs on Facebook and want to fucking sign me yesterday.
[8:17 - 8:25] And you know why I fucking turn it down. You know why I fucking turn that shit down.
[8:25 - 8:41] Because I'm not going to go halfway across the world and leave my family behind. Where I go they go with me. Where I go they fucking go.
[8:41 - 8:55] Because my family is number one. I don't give a fuck if you're the richest goddamn record label in the world. I ain't doing shit without my family being there.
[8:55 - 9:16] At second off they wanted me to change who I was and I'm not fucking doing that. I ain't changing for no motherfucking body. And if you don't like it then fuck you.
[9:16 - 9:28] Aight seriously you're a bunch of lazy slack jawed morons bro. You want to talk shit on me but yet what do you do with your life.
[9:28 - 9:37] What do you do with your life that's so great. Besides run your mouth like a bunch of idiots.
[9:37 - 10:22] What do you do with your life.
[10:22 - 10:41] God damn why don't y'all have anything better to do with your lives than to run your mouth like a bunch of idiots.
[10:41 - 10:55] It's funny y'all don't think I don't see the shit that y'all do behind my backs but I see everything motherfucker. Seriously I see everything y'all do.
[10:55 - 11:24] And you act like I'm a boobie as to her but I'm not.
[11:24 - 11:36] For real y'all act like I'm fucking oblivious to this shit but I'm not oblivious to anything bro.
[11:36 - 11:47] Like I'm in here every day and busting my ass on my music. Meanwhile what are you retards doing. Talk this shit like a fucking pussy bro.
[11:47 - 12:01] You're not canceling me. It ain't fucking happening. Y'all can forget that idea right the fuck now.
[12:01 - 12:19] Make sure that's working.
[12:19 - 25:13] I'm not.
[25:13 - 25:14] Here's the thing, bro.
[25:14 - 25:17] I was getting paid under the table with that shit, dawg.
[25:17 - 25:20] There is no W-2s, bro.
[25:20 - 25:27] There was no W-2s, 'cause I got paid under the motherfucking table, you fucking rezar.
[25:27 - 25:45] Now, damn, y'all are so stupid, I swear to God.
[25:45 - 26:11] All right, let's--
[26:11 - 26:15] [GASP]
[26:15 - 27:56] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[27:56 - 28:12] Hmm, you know what, one of y'all that mentioned the guitar thing, I think y'all might be onto something. Hold on.
[28:12 - 28:14] Y'all might be onto something, actually.
[28:14 - 28:31] Whoever mentioned the guitar shit, I don't know who it was, but thank you for that because you actually gave me an idea.
[28:31 - 30:28] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[30:28 - 30:32] Oh, hold up. We got a jag on here. Hold up.
[30:32 - 30:41] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[30:41 - 30:42] Bro, we got a mother--
[30:42 - 31:17] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[31:17 - 31:22] Yo, hold up. They got the motherfucking black whale on them. Not red whale. Oh, shit.
[31:22 - 31:34] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[31:34 - 31:37] Damn, not red whale. Sounds nice.
[31:37 - 31:51] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[31:51 - 31:55] Let's turn the power around a little bit, so I wonder if--
[31:55 - 32:23] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[32:23 - 32:26] Oh, you got a few pedals on the airline.
[32:26 - 36:28] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[36:53 - 36:56] I like that sound. I need like a tape on it.
[36:56 - 37:01] Let's do a tape compressor.
[37:01 - 37:10] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[37:10 - 37:11] Oh, man.
[37:11 - 37:19] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[37:21 - 37:26] That tape first sounds good. Let's add in a little something else.
[37:26 - 38:08] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[38:08 - 44:49] (upbeat music)
[44:49 - 45:15] - All right, I got an idea now.
[45:15 - 50:07] (upbeat music)
[50:07 - 50:23] All right, so now that we got the guitar in the back now.
[50:23 - 50:28] Set that right there, set this right here
[50:28 - 50:32] and then break this shade down.
[50:32 - 57:42] (upbeat music)
[58:09 - 58:12] Now, let's go here to the master track.
[58:12 - 58:16] And we are actually going to use
[58:16 - 58:21] gross feed.
[58:21 - 59:57] (upbeat music)
[59:57 - 60:15] I like that dwindling sound, man, that is so sick.
[60:15 - 60:21] Now, let's do another gross feed on top of that.
[60:23 - 65:22] (upbeat music)
[65:22 - 65:38] (drill whirring)
[65:38 - 65:58] All right, so we're gonna have to reset the...
[65:58 - 66:00] What the fuck is going on?
[66:00 - 70:41] Oh, yeah, what the fuck's going on?
[70:41 - 70:55] Oh, yeah, I still want to make it very hard.
[70:55 - 71:39] Oh, yeah.
[71:39 - 72:08] All right.
[72:08 - 72:37] Excuse me.
[72:37 - 73:06] All right, let's place this on their audio track one.
[73:06 - 73:28] All right, let's change the color.
[73:28 - 73:55] This one in red.
[73:55 - 74:03] Oh, I don't have any help for this.
[74:03 - 74:10] And then go here to kind of number two.
[74:10 - 74:22] And vocals.
[74:22 - 74:29] All right, we're good.
[74:29 - 74:51] All right.
[74:51 - 75:18] All right, let's go.
[75:18 - 75:25] Honestly, we want the voices to be doubled.
[75:25 - 75:34] I want the fat doubler.
[75:34 - 75:42] I want the vocal leveler and the Dr. Bi-Vocal EQ.
[75:42 - 75:50] And then go for our usual, the darkest metal vocal one.
[75:50 - 76:05] Let's just have something right here.
[76:05 - 76:21] Oh, we're good.
[76:21 - 76:25] Yeah.
[76:25 - 76:29] All right.
[76:29 - 76:53] Testing, we are.
[76:53 - 77:02] Looking for a way out.
[77:02 - 77:09] I can!
[77:09 - 77:19] All right, this is returned way down.
[77:19 - 77:23] I can't.
[77:23 - 77:36] If I hide my pain, then you'd sing behind.
[77:36 - 77:48] I can't sit here and wonder why.
[77:48 - 77:58] You're in my head.
[77:58 - 78:18] I can't seem to forget what you did.
[78:18 - 78:27] I do want another thing on there, though.
[78:27 - 78:36] I want another growl again on there.
[78:36 - 79:04] I want another growl again.
[79:04 - 79:21] I, I can't, I can't.
[79:21 - 79:25] Oh, that sounds nice.
[79:25 - 79:35] I can't deny your disguise.
[79:35 - 79:46] I can't even deny your lies on you.
[79:46 - 80:07] I can't deny the demons that you hide behind.
[80:07 - 80:23] Here's a little tip for your blood.
[80:23 - 80:27] Oh, that sounds nice.
[80:27 - 80:34] Here's a little.
[80:34 - 80:38] I need a tip, son.
[80:38 - 81:05] Oh, yeah.
[81:05 - 81:09] I can't.
[81:09 - 81:15] I won't think that one is above me.
[81:15 - 81:30] I can't.
[81:30 - 81:37] I cannot do going here.
[81:37 - 81:44] I can't seem to lie.
[81:44 - 81:49] You are there.
[81:49 - 82:01] Why I hide in your nightmare.
[82:01 - 82:05] I'll turn.
[82:05 - 82:18] Wonder why I can't stand through it in your night.
[82:18 - 82:42] Now, you wonder why I run in to your nightmare.
[82:42 - 82:50] You say that I'm sick and deranged,
[82:50 - 83:04] but you don't feel my pain.
[83:04 - 83:18] Welcome to my delusion, my reality.
[83:18 - 83:29] It's your end, your nightmare is mine.
[83:29 - 83:45] Sweet as dream, yes, your nightmare is my sweetest dream.
[83:45 - 83:58] Let me unlock your darkest fears on you.
[83:58 - 84:09] I keep inside your mind.
[84:09 - 84:25] Let me take you on a trip to the darkest side of your mind.
[84:25 - 84:36] Let me take you to a place that you fear.
[84:36 - 84:59] Open up everything that you fear.
[84:59 - 85:05] Do you feel it?
[85:05 - 85:23] Ah, let me.
[85:23 - 85:43] No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[85:43 - 86:10] I need my vocal compressor. Where's that?
[86:10 - 86:39] Not lying there yet.
[86:39 - 87:08] Ah.
[87:08 - 87:10] Okay, I think it doesn't want to work.
[87:10 - 87:32] Okay.
[87:32 - 88:12] Ah.
[88:12 - 88:27] Oh, yeah.
[88:27 - 88:31] You are.
[88:31 - 88:35] You are!
[88:35 - 88:40] Be on your lines.
[88:40 - 89:00] Let me creep into your mind.
[89:00 - 89:26] Yes, to kill you, let me drink on your blood that I can't say to.
[89:26 - 89:38] Get out of there and be in your nightmare.
[89:38 - 89:51] Let me in to your nightmare on the one that you fear.
[89:51 - 89:59] On the dark he was so vast, buried within.
[89:59 - 90:15] You say that you're not scared, but we both know that's not true.
[90:15 - 90:23] You are not the one that you fear.
[90:23 - 90:37] Running out, I will twist every thought in your mind.
[90:37 - 90:46] Let me in to destroy.
[90:46 - 90:56] And this mental end won't come and won't go down my way.
[90:56 - 91:05] The irony of the one that you can run from.
[91:05 - 92:03] You say.
[92:03 - 92:11] You say that you're not alive.
[92:11 - 92:21] Your darkest, and most evil.
[92:21 - 92:50] Inside your mind, just drink that cyanide.
[92:50 - 92:58] Go ahead.
[92:58 - 93:04] Come at me if you want.
[93:04 - 93:15] I'm the nightmare in your darkest dreams.
[93:15 - 93:21] Go ahead, have a seat.
[93:21 - 93:24] Here's a drink.
[93:24 - 93:27] Take a sip.
[93:27 - 93:40] I can promise you that the pain will be non-existent.
[93:40 - 93:51] Your death will be very painless, very quick.
[93:51 - 93:55] Yes, indeed.
[93:55 - 94:12] Here's a little bit of cyanide for you and your family.
[94:12 - 94:20] I am the one that you fear.
[94:20 - 94:24] Yes, indeed.
[94:24 - 94:34] I'm the one that you should run from.
[94:34 - 94:46] I'm the one that will switch you through, make you bleed.
[94:46 - 94:49] I'm the ground.
[94:49 - 94:53] Yes, indeed.
[94:53 - 95:03] Your denation is my reality.
[95:03 - 95:12] Your nightmare is my sweetest dream.
[95:12 - 95:15] Yes, indeed.
[95:15 - 95:19] I am the king.
[95:19 - 95:33] Deep inside your mind, where I tend to creep and prey on.
[95:33 - 95:37] Your darkest fears.
[95:37 - 95:54] I'm the one that came to make all your fears a real thing.
[95:54 - 96:05] Your nightmare is now your worst reality.
[96:05 - 96:09] Yes, indeed.
[96:09 - 96:15] Let me choke you.
[96:15 - 96:17] Make the bleeding stop.
[96:17 - 96:23] Watch your gargle choke for your final breath.
[96:23 - 96:34] I love the taste of all your blood.
[96:34 - 96:46] I will take your blood, pour it in this cup in a drink it has I.
[96:46 - 96:53] Watch your eyes glaze over.
[96:53 - 96:59] As you die, I'll spawn away.
[96:59 - 97:11] No way that I got to your mind.
[97:11 - 97:20] I am very evil, very sadistic in my mind.
[97:20 - 97:33] You will find this dark deranged monster that you made.
[97:33 - 97:40] So I must see you cry today.
[97:40 - 97:49] I'm the result of what you made.
[97:49 - 98:01] I'm the reason that you run, that you hide, that you cannot.
[98:01 - 98:04] Save the night.
[98:04 - 98:16] I'm the thing that keeps you from denying your mind.
[98:16 - 98:26] I will creep in deep in the eye and look into your saucy run.
[98:26 - 98:36] I can find to make you run, to make you run.
[98:36 - 98:50] And the one as, known as, dilution.
[98:50 - 99:00] I am him, he is me, we are one, we are we.
[99:00 - 99:09] Don't make me, kill everyone in your family.
[99:09 - 99:17] I love no problem creating this glorious scene, yes indeed.
[99:17 - 99:24] Come with me, welcome to your last day or not.
[99:24 - 99:34] And welcome to my dark reality.
[99:34 - 100:03] Ha ha ha ha ha.
[100:03 - 100:13] Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
[100:13 - 100:41] Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
[100:41 - 101:39] Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
[101:39 - 102:01] Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
[102:01 - 102:30] Alrighty, that track's done.
[102:30 - 102:47] And while that's doing that, I'm going to go down and grab me a soda.
[102:47 - 103:16] And with that being said, I'll be right back, y'all.
[103:16 - 105:11] Thank you.
[105:11 - 105:39] Ah, just in time.
[105:39 - 105:49] I don't know, I'm guessing it's a bunch of shitty comments.
[105:49 - 106:00] Dude, Ohio's getting cold, bro.
[106:00 - 106:15] Okay, now let's undo these.
[106:15 - 106:38] Yes, I know this.
[106:38 - 107:07] This is the wrong place.
[107:07 - 107:36] I'm pretty sure y'all have a lot on my phone too, which I will check here in just a sec whilst I wait for Carlton to come up.
[107:36 - 107:50] Yeah, like I said, y'all have been blowing them up, Ollie.
[107:50 - 107:53] You'll figure three y'all called this morning.
[107:53 - 108:00] You know, you guys may as well just give up on calling me because I got it on "Do Not Disturb" mode.
[108:00 - 108:08] So y'all may as well just give the fuck up on trying to call because it's not going to work. I'm not going to answer yet.
[108:08 - 108:36] For real, I give up.
[108:36 - 108:51] I mean, I don't know why y'all keep on trying to call when you know I'm not going to fucking answer.
[108:51 - 108:57] Hey, Ryan. What up, dude?
[108:57 - 109:26] Not for a while, Mike.
[109:26 - 109:29] New project.
[109:29 - 109:55] And then after this, I am probably going to get ready for the race today. I don't know, though. I might. I don't know.
[109:55 - 110:05] I already know what to do. I'm not stupid.
[110:05 - 110:28] I've used that. I've used freaking soundtrack like 50 million times before.
[110:28 - 110:50] The vocals in the ear and then dragging the beat. And then we are good.
[110:50 - 111:13] And the way I stuck it in black colors? Yes, I did.
[111:13 - 111:41] Let's try the vocals down below and see where we're sitting in vocally.
[111:41 - 111:47] Alright, so I may have to duplicate this track.
[111:48 - 111:51] Why?
[111:51 - 111:54] So many.
[111:54 - 111:57] If you want,
[111:57 - 112:00] you're not going to answer.
[112:00 - 112:08] And I am your doctor, too.
[112:08 - 112:11] Go ahead.
[112:11 - 112:18] Now, let's see.
[112:18 - 115:38] Okay.
[115:38 - 115:42] All right.
[115:42 - 115:50] That is downloading and it will be up on YouTube here in just a little bit.
[115:50 - 115:54] So with that being said, I'm about to bounce up off here.
[115:54 - 115:58] I'm about to post this track.
[115:58 - 116:04] And yeah, I'm about to work on some new shit or some some practice.
[116:04 - 116:08] I don't know yet how excited.
[116:08 - 116:13] But, uh, yeah.
[116:13 - 116:16] I will see you guys later on, man.
[116:16 - 116:18] Like and subscribe, y'all.
[116:18 - 116:20] Peace.