2022-1-2 THANK YOU & NEW ALBUM PLANS

[0:00 - 0:26] This video is going to be too terrible and I'm not going to thank a whole lot of you
[0:26 - 0:38] guys this time. And I know I don't really sound it because I'm going to have to see
[0:38 - 0:47] whether I'm going to have to say but I just wanted to want to hear and you know genuinely
[0:47 - 0:55] say thank you to everybody that I talked to the last few days that I've kind of you
[0:55 - 1:02] know going back in that positive headspace where I was before the drama on YouTube started
[1:02 - 1:15] happening and my life started to get turned upside down. On the first stop I would very
[1:15 - 1:22] much like to thank one of my best friends that's actually been here from the very
[1:22 - 1:31] jump even before the beginning of everything. My best friend since 2008, Brady, thank you
[1:31 - 1:36] so much for being there for me and you know showing your love and support for me even
[1:36 - 1:42] during all this crazy stuff you know you still you know you stuck by me even with
[1:42 - 1:51] all this crazy shit going on like you still have had my back and I can't thank you enough
[1:51 - 2:03] of that. Like even when I wanted to give up you didn't let me you kept going and telling
[2:03 - 2:13] me hey you need to do this. When I was at the brink of actually taking my own life you
[2:13 - 2:22] were the one to you know actually pull me away from now. Like I owe you so much. Like
[2:22 - 2:34] you don't even know. And for my best friend who is currently overseas my best friend and
[2:34 - 2:42] brother of going on 8 years now man. 8 years dude it's been a long time. It's my best
[2:42 - 2:48] friend Adam bro I just want to say thank you so much for always showing love and support
[2:48 - 2:52] on my stuff always asking to check out my music always asking me hey you know what
[2:52 - 2:59] am I doing you know music wise and you know really keeping me in positive spirits and
[2:59 - 3:07] you know saying hey you know fuck those haters. Like when I wanted to give up dude you never
[3:07 - 3:14] let me give up on myself like you saw what I was capable of and every day I would talk
[3:14 - 3:21] to you and you would you would push me to do what I need to do and I'm so grateful
[3:21 - 3:31] that you did that. Because now I actually have a very good very good work ethic. Like
[3:31 - 3:45] I'm constantly working on my music now. You've always been that guy that has you know stood
[3:45 - 3:51] your ground and helped me in any way that you could. You know despite what other people
[3:51 - 4:02] think man you've held your ground and definitely pushed me to a place where I needed to be.
[4:02 - 4:08] You know I can always say right off the rip bro you and Brittany are like you guys are
[4:08 - 4:16] two of my closest and most best friends ever. Like you know I can ask for two better friends
[4:16 - 4:27] than you guys and with Brit if our friendship turns into something more hey that's awesome.
[4:27 - 4:33] Like that would be cool if our friendship went to that next level. But as I told you
[4:33 - 4:40] I'm not going to rush things I'm going to let you take your time with you know who.
[4:40 - 4:54] Like I'm not going to force it. Like if it happens it happens. If not hey that's cool.
[4:54 - 5:00] And you know I just want to say thank you to everyone else out there as well that has
[5:00 - 5:08] actually you know stood their ground and actually helped me. Including my buddy Chris
[5:08 - 5:17] aka Nyla. Shout out to my buddy Chris what's good bro. Love the new videos. You know first
[5:17 - 5:23] I want to say thank you for that badass chord from my guitar that should actually help
[5:23 - 5:29] in a major major way. Like I'm so grateful that you sent that over I'm actually getting
[5:29 - 5:39] your side of it I absolutely love it. But most of all like I want to say thank you
[5:39 - 5:44] for being a good friend and basically trying to keep my head on my shoulders even when
[5:44 - 5:49] I had my head stuck up my own ass like you were the dude that always pulled it out and
[5:49 - 5:56] stuck it back on my shoulders and said hey keep your head on your fucking shoulders.
[5:56 - 6:06] Like I can't thank you enough for that man. And just in general you know everybody that
[6:06 - 6:14] has shown you know so much love and support for my music and me getting back into it
[6:14 - 6:21] full time. You know you guys are freaking awesome. Like I'm in a better headspace now
[6:21 - 6:32] than what I was before. I'm doing much better actually than what I was. Like I'm doing
[6:32 - 6:38] a hundred percent better than what I was before. Because I don't know if you guys
[6:38 - 6:47] saw my YouTube video why I was streaming thingy the other day. And by the way I am
[6:47 - 6:51] really streaming on YouTube but it's not going to be very alternate it will be like
[6:51 - 7:07] a once a week thing. But you know as I said for those of you that did see that live.
[7:07 - 7:18] You know last year was a shit show for me. Last year was a joke. And I absolutely hated
[7:18 - 7:33] it. Like last year was I can honestly say this the worst year of my entire life. 2021
[7:33 - 7:44] was the worst year ever for me. I'm glad that it's over. I'm glad that we're into a new
[7:44 - 7:57] year. Like I'm glad that I'm able to you know give back to doing what I love to do.
[7:57 - 8:03] And it just feels good because I've actually put out more energy into doing my music now
[8:03 - 8:30] more than ever before. But you know I can't say that this year's definitely going to be
[8:30 - 8:34] the worst year ever. And I feel like why are you staying in your room all day. It's not
[8:34 - 8:38] that I stay in my room all day. It's that when I'm staying in my room it might look
[8:38 - 8:44] like I'm not doing anything but I actually am. I'm actually working on shit ideas putting
[8:44 - 8:51] stuff out. You know even if the ideas don't go anywhere right away I'm still doing something
[8:51 - 9:04] to be productive. Now as far as my music goes I did pull you know put a lot of my albums
[9:04 - 9:10] on hold because there was one specific album that I had started working on like early
[9:10 - 9:17] early last year like in February and March of last year. And at the time it was just
[9:17 - 9:24] an idea. It wasn't anything major. It wasn't anything you know huge but it was just an
[9:24 - 9:34] idea that I had. Alright I started to work on a couple designs and that got put off
[9:34 - 9:45] due to obvious reasons. But I've actually picked that project back up and I'm actually
[9:45 - 9:54] going full force with it. I'm actually currently working, well I'm actually putting off all
[9:54 - 9:59] my other albums because I really wanted to pump this one out before anything else. The
[9:59 - 10:12] album I'm currently working on now is a 80's, 80's-ish style electronica/techno/dovesteppy
[10:12 - 10:24] EDM kind of album called Cyberjunk. It kind of is me combining 80's old school you know
[10:24 - 10:33] techno grooves and beats and synths and all that stuff with modern day you know synthesizers,
[10:33 - 10:40] growls all kinds of all kinds of crazy sound. Some of it's very weird to say the least
[10:40 - 10:46] but it's also very very good. And I can honestly say that this is an album that I'm actually
[10:46 - 10:57] very excited about working on. I actually just released the first single of the album
[10:57 - 11:04] which is actually self-titled as Cyberjunk. So I just dropped that on the SoundCloud
[11:04 - 11:10] if you've not done so yet. Go to my Facebook profile, check it out, hit it up and let
[11:10 - 11:15] me know what you guys think. And yeah I just wanted to pump in to give you guys a good
[11:15 - 11:22] thing to let you guys know what's going on. But most importantly I wanted to pump
[11:22 - 11:31] in and say thank you to everybody that has you know had my back this whole time and
[11:31 - 11:43] has you know actually stood beside me through all the craziness and you know has not faltered
[11:43 - 11:56] and has actually stood by me. You know like I said my best friend Brittany, Adam, everybody
[11:56 - 12:06] man you guys are fucking awesome. I love every single one of you guys. Brittany, Adam,
[12:06 - 12:12] you guys especially cause you two have been my rock when I wanted to give up. Why you
[12:12 - 12:23] two you know you guys pushed me to do the best that I can do and there's no words
[12:23 - 12:30] that I can say to describe how thankful I am for you guys being in my life, especially
[12:30 - 12:41] you Brittany. Like when I wanted to give up on life and I wanted to throw my life away
[12:41 - 12:47] you kept me from throwing it away and showed me that you know throwing my life away is
[12:47 - 13:01] not worth it and that I actually have something worth fighting for. And Adam you pushed me
[13:01 - 13:16] in a very similar direction bro. You have always you know kept me in a positive mindset.
[13:16 - 13:26] You know this morning when we were talking you know you really and truly made me realize
[13:26 - 13:32] that you know I have people that do enjoy my music. I have people that love what I
[13:32 - 13:41] do and if I just focus on those people everything else will fall into place and I can't thank
[13:41 - 13:47] you enough of that man. I really really can't like I cannot thank you enough for everything
[13:47 - 13:56] that you've done. Like I know that you told me that you know I do inspire you and stuff
[13:56 - 14:04] and I'm glad that I do but to be honest dude you inspire me way more than I could ever
[14:04 - 14:17] hope to do for you or anyone else because you always are there to you know give me the
[14:17 - 14:23] advice that I need and you know you always tell me you know screw what the haters think
[14:23 - 14:28] they're nothing you're better than that you're better than they are fuck what they think
[14:28 - 14:38] screw them and you know I can't thank you enough for that man. You honestly dude I wish
[14:38 - 14:50] I could actually put in the words just how helpful you've been to me. Between you and
[14:50 - 14:56] Brittany and everybody else that I talk to that has helped me down like I feel much
[14:56 - 15:04] better than what I did last year and I can't thank you enough man. I love you guys you
[15:04 - 15:12] guys are awesome and I just wanted to say thank you guys for everything that you know
[15:12 - 15:22] you guys have done for me. Well with that being said I am about to hop off here give
[15:22 - 15:27] back to working on some music I just wanted to pop in and say thank you guys to all y'all
[15:27 - 15:33] that have been showing love and support and have actually been there for me from the very
[15:33 - 15:39] beginning like I said I just wanted to name off those two names and you know give my
[15:39 - 15:47] thanks to them and you know show them the love that they deserve because it's the
[15:47 - 15:55] people that are behind the scenes that you know push me and push other artists that
[15:55 - 16:02] don't get the love that they deserve. A lot of the time these people that keep these
[16:02 - 16:07] artists going that put them in a positive headspace they don't get the love that they
[16:07 - 16:15] deserve they don't get the shout out or the respect that they deserve and my two best
[16:15 - 16:24] friends I've been bringing they definitely do deserve so much praise and love for everything
[16:24 - 16:32] they've done for me and I genuinely mean that like you guys have done so much more
[16:32 - 16:41] for me than you could ever imagine. You guys have done so much for me that there's no
[16:41 - 16:56] way in hell I would ever be able to pay it back but I just want to say thank you to
[16:56 - 17:02] everybody and I'm definitely excited to make this year my year for sure like I'm very
[17:02 - 17:14] excited to be releasing my first album Cyberjunk very very soon and just getting things back
[17:14 - 17:23] on track where they need to be but yeah I love you guys you guys are awesome you guys
[17:23 - 17:33] are wonderful I fucking love you guys and let's make 2020 the year for me to get my
[17:33 - 17:42] shit let's make 2022 the best year ever I fucking love you guys peace stay safe stay
[17:42 - 17:55] humble and stay positive love you guys peace and keep being you.