2022-1-18 Darkened mind (Song)

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[0:02 - 0:07] I'm so sick of being a nurse
[0:07 - 0:13] Tell me what's the point of that?
[0:13 - 0:18] And when everybody wants to break me
[0:18 - 0:22] Take me, take everything away from me
[0:22 - 0:26] I don't understand why is it that
[0:26 - 0:30] Everybody's always missed
[0:30 - 0:35] Understanding everything that I do
[0:35 - 0:38] I'm so sick of being a nurse
[0:38 - 0:42] I got no use
[0:42 - 0:49] Everybody wanna try to take everything from me
[0:49 - 0:53] 'Cause they don't believe in me
[0:53 - 1:00] They wanna break me down, make me feel empty
[1:00 - 1:08] I'm so sick of feeling like I ain't should I
[1:08 - 1:14] Just wanna give my life back
[1:14 - 1:25] I feel so lonely inside, I feel so stressed
[1:25 - 1:31] Repressed and ultimately I feel like
[1:31 - 1:37] I'm gonna be depressed for the rest of my life
[1:37 - 1:43] Have the time I want to through the darkness of my mind
[1:43 - 1:48] And I'll do one thing
[1:48 - 1:51] Should I take this knife
[1:51 - 1:57] Put it to my neck and say goodbye
[1:57 - 2:07] 'Cause I'm so sick of feeling dead on the inside
[2:07 - 2:10] Nobody really understands
[2:10 - 2:14] What it's like to feel the little kid
[2:14 - 2:18] Growing up with nothing
[2:18 - 2:25] Can you hear the voices in my head today?
[2:25 - 2:28] Sometimes they tell me that
[2:28 - 2:32] They wanna be there and I'm still
[2:32 - 2:35] In the old back of a graveyard
[2:35 - 2:40] But I don't want my life to end
[2:40 - 2:46] 'Cause when will this night fail forever end?
[2:46 - 2:52] Maybe I need to get down
[2:52 - 2:55] From the bed of a gun
[2:55 - 2:59] And I'm staring down at the sky
[2:59 - 3:03] Before they left me all my time
[3:03 - 3:07] I'm so sick of feeling dying
[3:07 - 3:12] To everything in my mind
[3:12 - 3:17] So sick of telling people that I'm fine
[3:17 - 3:20] But I'm not alright
[3:20 - 3:27] I've cut his teeth and sticking in pain on the inside
[3:31 - 3:34] And it won't go away
[3:34 - 3:39] That's why, why many of you say
[3:39 - 3:44] This pain will never fade away
[3:44 - 3:46] It won't go away
[3:46 - 3:51] 'Til I'm laid down, down, down my grave
[3:51 - 3:57] So sick of feeling like I'm a slave
[3:57 - 4:01] To everyone that walks my way
[4:01 - 4:05] I don't wanna be a slave
[4:05 - 4:10] I need to break this chainsaw
[4:10 - 4:15] I can't get away
[4:15 - 4:18] Need to get away
[4:18 - 4:20] Break this chainsaw
[4:20 - 4:23] I can find no fantasy
[4:23 - 4:27] That I have
[4:27 - 4:31] I need to find a way to make myself
[4:31 - 4:34] That I really have
[4:34 - 4:38] I need to find a way to break this chains
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