2022-1-16 trapped in my past (Song)

[0:00 - 0:17] "I'm running away from my past and it seems like this emptiness will never last"
[0:17 - 0:24] "Always feeling like I've been your pull-up past, all the things I did in my past"
[0:24 - 0:30] "Yeah, the time seems to move so fast that my pants always seize the cup"
[0:30 - 0:38] "Picking homie in the darkest window where I feel like I'm always trapped inside a cage"
[0:38 - 0:44] "I can't seem to escape, always feeling like I'm overwhelmed"
[0:44 - 0:49] "Like I can't get a grip on anything of my life"
[0:49 - 0:56] "At the time I looked up the garden asking why did you take away my normal life"
[0:56 - 1:02] "I had before the pain, came and took it all away"
[1:02 - 1:10] "Now I just don't know what to say except that me and you did in a grave"
[1:10 - 1:15] "May be my only true escape out of this personal hell"
[1:15 - 1:28] "Sigh, they put me in, always thinking to myself, is this really it for me?"
[1:28 - 1:34] "I took it in the hand, I know what life has been"
[1:34 - 1:41] "Is this really it for me? I don't wanna be the one to fade away"
[1:41 - 1:48] "I just want all the pain to go away so I can heal no when in the end"
[1:48 - 1:54] "Everything will be okay, I'm running away from my past"
[1:54 - 1:58] "Then you put on that's the things I did in my past"
[1:58 - 2:03] "And it seems like this happiness always running away"
[2:03 - 2:09] "It doesn't ever wanna last, all it wants to do is bring my past"
[2:09 - 2:12] "It's better only every single day"
[2:12 - 2:20] "Deep inside, always feeling like I'm being knocked away inside a broken cage"
[2:20 - 2:28] "Everybody in society judging me, staring at me for the things they don't know"
[2:28 - 2:34] "But they don't really understand what it's like to be me"
[2:34 - 2:39] "They don't understand the life that I live, every dark and day"
[2:39 - 2:46] "It really seems like this pain really wants to pull me in the grave"
[2:46 - 2:50] "And I just wish I could get my normal life back"
[2:50 - 3:01] "I never wanted any of this fame, I just wanted people to understand what it's like to be me"
[3:01 - 3:05] "They went with the same anxiety, every book you take"
[3:05 - 3:11] "I saw many people judging me for everything that I say"
[3:11 - 3:15] "And I just don't understand it why isn't it?"
[3:15 - 3:20] "No, but in the end the sadness screams of the pain I keep"
[3:20 - 3:24] "I'm beyond the smile, but really I'm scared"
[3:24 - 3:30] "Deep inside, wanting it all to go away"
[3:30 - 3:36] "I just want to heal, knowing in the end everything will be okay"
[3:36 - 3:39] [MUSIC PLAYING]