Original upload date: September 9th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:10 - 0:26] What's up, everyone? I know that over the last few days a lot of people have been asking me
[0:28 - 0:36] Why aren't you sleeping? What's going on? Are you okay? And I'll be honest with you guys
[0:38 - 0:42] Straight up
[0:42 - 0:50] No, I'm not okay, and I haven't been sleeping very well at all for a very good reason
[0:50 - 0:58] And that reason is named as candle Smith
[0:58 - 1:12] You see six years ago my life got turned upside down by candle
[1:13 - 1:19] For the past six years. I have been in a living nightmare
[1:20 - 1:29] For the last six years and it's not been easy
[1:32 - 1:36] You guys have seen the live streams. You know what happened
[1:36 - 1:39] Matter of fact day of night. I had Paul on here with me
[1:40 - 1:43] We were sitting down and we were talking and we were discussing
[1:43 - 1:45] Everything that she has done
[1:46 - 1:50] Everything that she has tried to manipulate people to do and
[1:52 - 2:00] Let me tell you just the fact of knowing
[2:03 - 2:06] That I almost died
[2:08 - 2:10] from a murder
[2:10 - 2:16] It's scary to me. You don't know how many times
[2:18 - 2:20] You know just sitting there
[2:22 - 2:24] Going over when Paul came over to visit
[2:26 - 2:32] Knowing that that was the day that I was supposed to die. You don't know how many times I has replayed
[2:32 - 2:36] Over and over and over and over and over in my head
[2:37 - 2:47] It's not an easy thing to deal with and the fact that candle
[2:47 - 2:49] does all these things and
[2:50 - 2:55] Has been getting away with it fucking scares the shit out of me. I feel
[2:55 - 2:59] Scared not for myself at this point
[3:00 - 3:04] But I feel scared for other people that she is going to do this to eventually
[3:08 - 3:13] Like you guys really don't understand for those of you that do talk a lot of crap
[3:14 - 3:17] For all you guys that do talk shit in the comments
[3:18 - 3:22] You guys don't know the full extent of what candle is capable of I
[3:23 - 3:25] Do because I've witnessed it
[3:25 - 3:28] First hand I've witnessed it and it's scary
[3:29 - 3:31] It is very fucking scary
[3:33 - 3:38] Like people think that this is all some internet hoax bullshit. It's really not
[3:39 - 3:45] Go back a couple of streams ago when I posted the links to all the articles of things that she's done
[3:47 - 3:49] There's many articles on
[3:50 - 4:05] The crimes that she's committed and like I said, I'm not doing one that she's done this too
[4:05 - 4:08] She's done this to her ex broke
[4:09 - 4:13] My good friend boogeyman shout out to boogeyman and have birthday books
[4:14 - 4:23] Have a birthday to my boy Paul aka boogeyman the clown aka booge have a birthday brother
[4:30 - 4:34] This girl is pure evil personify
[4:34 - 4:38] she has
[4:38 - 4:40] Attempted murder on I
[4:40 - 4:44] Don't know how many people is the only ones that I know of are
[4:45 - 4:49] Myself and my good friend and her ex girlfriend broke
[4:50 - 4:55] How many other people she has attempted murder on?
[4:56 - 4:58] I don't know it could be as
[5:01 - 5:03] Many as the number as you can think
[5:03 - 5:10] Like it could be one it can be ten it could be more than that. I don't know
[5:11 - 5:16] but just knowing the fact that this evil sick
[5:17 - 5:19] twisted individual is
[5:19 - 5:31] Walking the streets is scary and let me tell you when
[5:33 - 5:39] I'm Paul aka boogeyman the clown when me and him were talking and he first told me
[5:39 - 5:44] About how that day that he came over was the day that I was supposed to die
[5:45 - 5:47] When he told me that
[5:47 - 5:50] My heart sank into the pit of my stomach like that
[5:51 - 5:55] Because that scared the fuck out of me
[5:59 - 6:07] That scared the living shit out of me and let me tell you that was not
[6:08 - 6:18] Something I thought I would ever hear and the fact that he came forward and told me that he didn't do it because he knew
[6:18 - 6:20] It was wrong
[6:20 - 6:22] That meant the world to me
[6:22 - 6:27] That meant the world to me knowing that he had the courage to come forward and say hey
[6:27 - 6:29] I was supposed to do this to you
[6:30 - 6:36] But I didn't want to do it because one you're a friend of mine and two it's not right and
[6:37 - 6:41] To boogeyman the clown I say thank you brother. I
[6:41 - 6:45] Say thank you for not taking my life away. I
[6:46 - 6:51] Thank you for that. I thank you for having the courage to come forward and speak up about this shit. I
[6:53 - 6:54] Commend you for that
[6:54 - 6:59] because not many people would have the courage to come forward and
[7:00 - 7:06] Say hey, this is why I really came over that day. This is what was supposed to happen
[7:06 - 7:17] But let me tell you aside from that
[7:19 - 7:22] losing my friends
[7:22 - 7:24] my reputation being
[7:25 - 7:27] Pretty much permanently tarnished
[7:29 - 7:33] My life being ruined to a very high degree
[7:35 - 7:37] Losing friends my job
[7:38 - 7:48] Things that I hold dear. I don't know if I'll ever be able to recover from it. I really don't I
[7:49 - 7:52] Really don't know if I will ever be able to recover from all of this
[7:53 - 7:55] Because this is six years
[7:57 - 8:00] six years worth of
[8:01 - 8:08] Being put through hell being tortured being attacked being harassed being bullied
[8:09 - 8:11] being stalked being threatened
[8:13 - 8:15] being terrorized and
[8:18 - 8:21] the fact that she
[8:21 - 8:23] Is allowed to get away with this
[8:24 - 8:28] It's not cool
[8:28 - 8:32] Like for those of you that sit there and you run your mouths about me and
[8:33 - 8:35] Talk about the stuff that I've done
[8:35 - 8:37] You guys don't
[8:37 - 8:39] understand
[8:39 - 8:42] What I have been getting put through for the last six years
[8:48 - 8:50] Imagine having the look over your shoulder
[8:51 - 8:54] Every single day in fear for your life
[8:54 - 8:56] for six years
[8:58 - 9:00] I've had to do that
[9:00 - 9:03] And I still have to do that and it sucks
[9:04 - 9:07] You want to know what I did?
[9:07 - 9:16] Before candle came into my life. You want to know what I was doing? I was doing photography work
[9:17 - 9:22] Hanging out with friends. I had a girlfriend at the time actually right before her. I
[9:23 - 9:27] Was very happy with my life. I had things going for me. I
[9:28 - 9:32] Was hanging out with friends family. I had a normal life
[9:32 - 9:38] And yes, I would upload on the YouTube and stuff. I would do a little vlogs here and there
[9:44 - 9:50] But that was my life every day before candle came into it. I
[9:51 - 9:56] Was doing vlogs. I was doing artwork. I was actually filming a matter of fact
[9:59 - 10:01] right around that time
[10:02 - 10:04] Which I am gonna be
[10:05 - 10:06] replacing the
[10:06 - 10:09] Stuff on this I
[10:09 - 10:11] Am gonna be replacing the memory card
[10:12 - 10:20] Because I do need a new one and but this is what I used to do. I
[10:21 - 10:25] Used to go down to the lake and use this beautiful
[10:26 - 10:30] Camera right here and get photos. I used to do that. I
[10:37 - 10:41] Was actually working on a few independent films
[10:42 - 10:46] That a couple friends of mine were helping me out with at the time
[10:46 - 10:51] But let me tell you nothing could have prepared me
[10:53 - 10:55] Nothing in the world could have prepared me
[10:56 - 11:03] For what candle did and I do mean nothing in the world could have
[11:04 - 11:06] Prepared me for any of this
[11:07 - 11:40] Let me tell you
[11:40 - 11:43] candle has done a lot of bad things to a lot of people
[11:48 - 11:53] candle has done a lot of bad things to a lot of good people who
[11:55 - 12:05] Have done nothing wrong and the fact that she does this is
[12:06 - 12:13] Not okay, you know people ask me all the time
[12:14 - 12:20] What do I want to do with my life? I've said it before and I'll say it again
[12:20 - 12:24] I want to be able to do my artwork for a living
[12:25 - 12:27] My artwork is what I was born doing
[12:28 - 12:33] All right, my artwork is what I was raised doing my entire fucking life
[12:34 - 12:40] Artwork is in my blood. I come from a family of artists and
[12:43 - 12:51] Doing artwork is the one thing that I love more than anything and let me tell you if
[12:56 - 13:01] candle were to leave me the fuck alone and quit this bullshit of
[13:02 - 13:04] manipulating her friends into
[13:04 - 13:06] stealing money from me and
[13:07 - 13:09] Attacking me and shutting me down. I
[13:09 - 13:14] Could actually make a good living. I really could make a living with my
[13:14 - 13:15] artwork
[13:15 - 13:18] But because of candle and everything that she's done to me over the years
[13:19 - 13:22] That's hard for me to do
[13:22 - 13:32] That's very hard for me to do so to answer your guys's questions. No, I'm not okay. I
[13:33 - 13:39] Don't know if I'll ever be okay. I don't know if this nightmare will ever fucking end
[13:40 - 13:53] But let me tell you I can't know. I know you're probably watching this right now, and I hope you are I
[13:55 - 14:01] Hope you are watching this. I want you to know that one day
[14:02 - 14:04] You're gonna get arrested
[14:04 - 14:10] You are a sick and evil
[14:11 - 14:16] Person that deserves to be locked up for everything that you've done to myself
[14:16 - 14:27] To Paul to Heather to broke to all the other people that you've attacked and why you're doing all this
[14:27 - 14:31] I don't understand. I don't care to understand
[14:32 - 14:38] But what I do know is that you deserve to pay for your punishment you deserve to get punished for your crimes
[14:39 - 14:43] And what you don't realize can does this?
[14:44 - 14:46] eventually
[14:46 - 14:48] Eventually
[14:48 - 14:50] Your crimes are gonna catch up with you
[14:53 - 14:56] Because you have several warrants for your arrest out right now
[14:56 - 15:04] You have several warrants out for your arrest and
[15:05 - 15:12] And eventually those warrants are gonna catch up to you because you're gonna run out of places to run to
[15:12 - 15:21] You can't run forever candle. What do what are you gonna do?
[15:23 - 15:26] When you've done run through all 50 states?
[15:27 - 15:29] What are you gonna do?
[15:29 - 15:30] Huh?
[15:30 - 15:33] What's gonna happen when you run through the entire US?
[15:34 - 15:38] What are you gonna do?
[15:38 - 15:43] You can't hide forever candle eventually you're gonna get caught
[15:43 - 15:48] And you're gonna be making it worse on yourself
[15:49 - 15:55] By running you don't think that you're not gonna run out of places to hide
[15:56 - 16:01] Well, let me tell you you're very wrong in that candle
[16:06 - 16:08] Your crimes will catch up with you
[16:09 - 16:12] The things you're doing now will catch up with you
[16:18 - 16:20] candle you've got to fucking stop this
[16:21 - 16:34] You've ruined so many lives already
[16:38 - 16:41] You've hurt so many people already as is
[16:42 - 16:47] You need to stop this
[16:47 - 16:51] This is got to fucking stop candle
[16:52 - 17:01] You're manipulating people
[17:02 - 17:08] Committing these crimes and needs to stop you think that this is a joke
[17:09 - 17:13] You think that this shit's a game that it's funny
[17:14 - 17:18] Let me tell you it's not funny candle. This is real motherfucking life
[17:19 - 17:28] Okay, I have artwork that I can make a living from
[17:29 - 17:37] But you ruined a lot of that you made it very hard for me to make a living off my artwork
[17:38 - 17:42] You made that very hard for me and I come from a family of artists
[17:44 - 17:50] One who's a very well-known tattoo artist up in Alaska my cousin Jason
[18:08 - 18:10] candle you need to stop this
[18:10 - 18:13] You're going way too fucking far
[18:15 - 18:19] Way too far and needs to stop
[18:21 - 18:24] You need to turn yourself into the police
[18:26 - 18:29] Because I know Clint and everyone here will agree with me
[18:30 - 18:33] Eventually you're gonna run out of places to hide
[18:35 - 18:39] You will run out of places to hide candle then. What are you gonna do?
[18:40 - 18:42] When you run out of places to hide
[18:43 - 18:45] What are you gonna do?
[18:45 - 18:47] What are you gonna do, huh?
[18:47 - 19:00] You need to think about that and I suggest if you don't want to spend the rest of your fucking life in prison
[19:01 - 19:04] You need to turn yourself in and get your shit together
[19:06 - 19:08] Take care of your warrants that you have
[19:09 - 19:21] Take care of that shit and stop the bullshit that you're doing. I mean you don't ruin my life
[19:22 - 19:28] You don't fucked up Paul's life. You fucked up poor Brooks life
[19:29 - 19:31] To where she's now
[19:31 - 19:33] Afraid to be with anyone because of you
[19:34 - 19:46] You ruined my life to where it's hard for me to be with anybody because of the bad reputation that you gave me
[19:52 - 19:59] candle you gotta stop this all this bullshit that you're doing the
[19:59 - 20:04] manipulating the attacks the murder attempts on me and Paul and
[20:05 - 20:15] Everyone you need to stop. I get it. You could have taken my life that big candle. I get it
[20:17 - 20:19] but guess what
[20:19 - 20:22] You didn't have the guts to finish the job yourself
[20:23 - 20:27] You didn't have the guts to do it yourself
[20:29 - 20:35] Maybe if you would have done it, maybe keyword, maybe you would have stood a shot
[20:36 - 20:48] But instead I'm still here. You didn't have the balls to put me down when you had the chance
[20:49 - 20:56] You had a chance to put me down in the ground like you wanted you had your chance
[20:56 - 20:59] But guess what you failed at it
[21:00 - 21:02] You failed miserably
[21:02 - 21:13] Like I told you candle. I am untouchable. You cannot kill me because half the people that
[21:13 - 21:19] You sent after me to try to kill me guess what none of them do it
[21:19 - 21:23] Why because they know damn well. It's the wrong thing to do
[21:28 - 21:31] So candle if you're gonna fucking murder me
[21:31 - 21:37] If you're gonna if you're seriously that hell bent on murdering me or me ending up dead
[21:37 - 21:39] Why don't you come do it your fucking self?
[21:41 - 21:48] Why don't you do it your goddamn self if you're that hell bent on killing me? I'm not afraid to die
[21:49 - 21:56] When I die, I know where the fuck I'm going and I'm sure it's fucking the hell in a hand basket
[21:56 - 22:01] I'll tell you that much right now. I'm not afraid to die
[22:01 - 22:03] I'm not afraid of death. I
[22:04 - 22:09] Welcome it. I don't fear death candle
[22:10 - 22:14] That's something that you need to realize. I don't fear death. I
[22:15 - 22:18] Not afraid to die when my time comes my time comes
[22:19 - 22:30] When my time is up my time is up. I can't do anything about it if God calls me home
[22:31 - 22:33] Well, guess what I'm going home
[22:34 - 22:45] But candle you need to realize something you're not as smart as you think you are
[22:46 - 22:49] You're really not
[22:49 - 23:01] You don't think that all that shit you're doing isn't gonna catch up with you like I told you before candle
[23:01 - 23:05] What do you know? What are you gonna do when you run out of all 50 states?
[23:05 - 23:10] What are you gonna do? You can't flee the country. You can't go to Canada
[23:11 - 23:16] Yeah, can't go to Mexico because they're fucking blocked from travel due to Kobe
[23:22 - 23:24] So what are you gonna do candle?
[23:26 - 23:32] Yeah, may as well stop your bullshit and grow up and leave people the fuck alone
[23:32 - 23:37] Oh, and just for the record quit talking to my motherfucking exes
[23:41 - 23:45] Knock at the fuck off and quit talking to my exes
[23:46 - 23:48] You have no business talking to them
[23:54 - 24:04] So candle if I were you I'd shut my motherfucking mouth and I'll be straight up honest right the fuck now candle
[24:04 - 24:05] cuz
[24:05 - 24:10] Paul knows me everybody that knows I'm a good person knows how I am I
[24:12 - 24:14] Normally don't put my hands on women
[24:15 - 24:21] But let me tell you right now candle. You're the one person that I would make an exception for
[24:22 - 24:29] You're the one fucking person that I would love to get my hands on and knock the fuck out
[24:30 - 24:32] And you want to know why?
[24:32 - 24:37] Because of every fucking thing that you've ever done the people like myself
[24:40 - 24:47] You're the one fucking person that I would make an exception for to knocking the fuck out
[24:50 - 24:57] Cuz honestly you do need to get put on your fucking ass you knew you do need to get knocked the fuck out
[24:58 - 25:05] Cuz maybe if you actually get your ass beat you might realize oh shit. I need to stop doing this
[25:07 - 25:10] So seriously knock it off
[25:16 - 25:18] Cuz let me tell you
[25:18 - 25:22] Let me tell you right now candle. You're not as hard as you think you are a little girl
[25:23 - 25:25] You're a piece of trash
[25:25 - 25:26] your shit
[25:26 - 25:32] Garbage a fucking deadbeat loser that doesn't deserve to have a life
[25:33 - 25:39] If anything you deserve to be behind motherfucking bars for the rest of your fucking miserable life
[25:39 - 25:42] Because you are a monster
[25:43 - 25:49] You're evil. You're sick in the fucking head and honestly you need help
[25:50 - 25:56] So candle quit your fucking bitching and your fucking bullshit
[25:59 - 26:03] Enough is enough candle. You need to quit
[26:18 - 26:21] No one fucking respects you because of how you are
[26:22 - 26:29] You ruined my life
[26:29 - 26:32] You've ruined Paul's life
[26:33 - 26:35] almost ruined heathers
[26:37 - 26:39] ruined Brooks life
[26:41 - 26:51] Ruin many others before Brooke and you need to stop and to everyone out there that has been
[26:52 - 26:56] Attacked by candle. I don't know if any of you are watching this or not
[26:57 - 26:59] But if by some random chance
[27:03 - 27:10] That any of candle's victims are watching this I want to say that I'm truly fucking sorry for what she did to you
[27:11 - 27:13] None of you deserve that
[27:15 - 27:17] None of you deserve what she did to you
[27:18 - 27:20] I didn't deserve what she did to me and
[27:22 - 27:28] Broke I would especially like to apologize to you because you know you're like a little sister to me
[27:29 - 27:31] You know that you're family to me
[27:32 - 27:36] And I just want to say that you didn't deserve that
[27:37 - 27:41] You deserve so much better with your life and I do hope that you do find happiness
[27:41 - 27:47] I do hope that you can find someone to be with that makes you happy that treats you right
[27:48 - 27:50] Yes, you deserve to be treated right
[28:00 - 28:02] candle as for you
[28:02 - 28:04] The only thing you deserve
[28:04 - 28:10] The only thing that you deserve candle is a fucking jail cell
[28:10 - 28:20] That's all you deserve is a fucking jail cell to sit and rot in for the rest of your miserable
[28:20 - 28:22] pathetic life
[28:23 - 28:25] That's all you deserve
[28:25 - 28:36] But to those wondering
[28:37 - 28:40] Am I okay?
[28:41 - 28:43] Physically, yes, I'm fine
[28:45 - 28:51] But being mentally because of what candle did and emotionally because of what she did
[28:54 - 28:56] Especially finding out what I found out recently
[28:58 - 29:00] Not so much
[29:00 - 29:03] Well, I'm trying to figure out
[29:04 - 29:06] Where to go from here
[29:07 - 29:14] How to deal with it? How can I get my life back to where I used to have it to where it never should have left?
[29:14 - 29:18] How can I get my life back to where it needs to be?
[29:19 - 29:24] How can I get around candle and start making a living off my artwork?
[29:24 - 29:26] Like I love to do
[29:27 - 29:32] Many of you guys have seen my artwork. You've seen my digital
[29:33 - 29:41] Dark artistry. You guys have seen my hand painted artistry. You guys have seen sketches that I've done and
[29:43 - 29:44] I do have
[29:45 - 29:51] Potential to make a living and that's what I want to get back to I
[29:51 - 29:54] Want to get back to doing my artwork?
[29:54 - 29:59] I want to give back to making a living doing what I love doing more than anything in the world
[29:59 - 30:08] And I just hope and pray that I can get back to that eventually. I
[30:09 - 30:14] Don't know when but hopefully I can get back to it
[30:28 - 30:30] I'll see you in the morning
[30:33 - 30:35] I'm gonna try to figure things out
[30:37 - 30:41] I'm gonna try to figure out what I can do and what I need to do
[30:42 - 30:49] To get back to where I need to be all the odds. I'll see you guys in the morning
[30:50 - 30:52] Peace
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1041' on August 7th, 2024
