2021-9-30 STOP WASTING LIFE

[0:03 - 0:21] Good evening everyone, something that I would like to shed some light on.
[0:21 - 0:26] So give me just a moment.
[0:26 - 0:29] Yeah, I'm ready.
[0:29 - 0:33] Yeah, I'm ready.
[0:33 - 0:34] Oh, stupid break.
[0:34 - 1:14] I'm going to start out by speaking about what then we start to take life more serious.
[1:14 - 1:28] You see, for those of you that may not know, this is for those that don't know.
[1:28 - 1:48] Back in 2015, I lost my older brother to cancer.
[1:48 - 1:54] I went through your typical emotions of losing someone.
[1:54 - 1:56] I felt anger.
[1:56 - 1:58] I felt hurt.
[1:58 - 2:08] Couldn't understand why it had to be him.
[2:08 - 2:20] Wishing that I could bring him back and just wanting to understand why.
[2:20 - 2:32] But also, for the first two years after that, there was this weird emotion and feeling that
[2:32 - 2:37] would go through me like a piercing arrow.
[2:37 - 2:50] And you know what that feeling was?
[2:50 - 3:21] A sense of that I would go to sleep and then wake up feeling like in my head I would ask
[3:21 - 3:24] and I would cling to life in those moments.
[3:24 - 3:30] I would cling to life and in my head I would think I don't want to die.
[3:30 - 3:40] I would constantly cling to that feeling of, you know, I don't want to die.
[3:40 - 3:42] I want to live forever.
[3:42 - 3:45] I want to be immortal.
[3:45 - 3:47] I want to see the future.
[3:47 - 3:49] I want things to happen.
[3:49 - 4:08] In the coming years after that, I realized something.
[4:08 - 4:12] We all have to die at some point.
[4:12 - 4:20] I learned that we all die.
[4:20 - 4:28] And it's not a matter of if we die, it's when we die.
[4:28 - 4:47] And when we die, we leave this earth the same way we came into this world with nothing.
[4:47 - 5:02] And then I asked myself, in that moment I asked myself a very, very important question
[5:02 - 5:07] that not a lot of people ask themselves.
[5:08 - 5:14] I asked myself this one question that changed my entire life.
[5:14 - 5:25] And I'm going to ask you guys the same exact question that I asked myself.
[5:25 - 5:35] When you're on your deathbed and you look back at your life, how do you want to remember your life?
[5:35 - 5:44] Do you want to remember your life as something negative where you bully people,
[5:44 - 5:50] where you attack people, where you made others feel bad,
[5:50 - 5:57] where you made others feel like they aren't worth anything?
[5:57 - 6:05] Do you want to be caught in the rift and fall apart to the negativity
[6:05 - 6:10] and to the noise of society and those surrounding you?
[6:10 - 6:16] Or do you want to be able to look back on your life and say,
[6:16 - 6:20] hey, I did something with my life.
[6:20 - 6:25] I helped somebody. I became something. I did something.
[6:25 - 6:38] Do you want to be able to look back on your life and wonder why was I so negative?
[6:38 - 6:40] Why was I so evil?
[6:40 - 6:49] Or do you want to look back on your life and say, hey, I actually helped somebody.
[6:49 - 6:54] I actually did something worth it.
[6:54 - 7:01] I may not have benefited from it money-wise, but I still helped somebody.
[7:01 - 7:08] I did something good. I changed someone's life.
[7:08 - 7:12] And by changing their life, I changed my life.
[7:12 - 7:16] I don't know what you, but when I look back on my life,
[7:16 - 7:21] I want to be able to look back on it and say, hey, I did something with myself.
[7:21 - 7:23] I actually helped somebody.
[7:23 - 7:30] Whether it's the simplest thing of sitting down and being a good friend,
[7:30 - 7:36] listening to their problems, helping them with the problem,
[7:36 - 7:40] whether it be giving them the shirt off my back,
[7:40 - 7:44] sparing what change that I can spare,
[7:44 - 7:53] or whether it be the simplest thing as a smile and telling them that everything's going to be okay.
[7:53 - 7:57] Now, I know what a lot of you are thinking.
[7:57 - 8:01] Well, don't you need money to live life?
[8:01 - 8:03] No, you don't.
[8:03 - 8:18] See, society has this mindset of you have to have money to do something with your life.
[8:18 - 8:26] Every day we are caught up in this cycle of you have to have money to do this.
[8:26 - 8:28] You have to have money to do that.
[8:28 - 8:30] You have to have money.
[8:30 - 8:32] Money makes the world go round.
[8:32 - 8:38] And for the most part, you do.
[8:38 - 8:45] But if you take a look at the bigger picture,
[8:45 - 8:54] place yourself outside of society's little box for a minute.
[8:54 - 8:57] Take yourself out of that box.
[8:57 - 9:01] Place yourself outside of that box for just a moment.
[9:01 - 9:08] And really take a look at it from the outside.
[9:08 - 9:13] And I mean, really take a look at it from the outside perspective.
[9:13 - 9:19] In that box, you have people in society waking up,
[9:19 - 9:23] going to a regular nine to five job that they don't like.
[9:23 - 9:34] They wake up, they go to that nine to five job hating that job.
[9:34 - 9:43] You know, studies actually show that 75% of the U.S.
[9:43 - 9:47] Wake some and they go to the job and they hate their job.
[9:47 - 9:50] They can't stand their job.
[9:50 - 9:53] But yet they go to it because it pays the bills.
[9:53 - 10:00] So they get stuck in this loop of being stuck in that cycle for the rest of their lives.
[10:00 - 10:05] That endless cycle and they can't break out of it.
[10:05 - 10:12] It's that endless cycle of wake up, go to work, come home,
[10:12 - 10:18] go to bed, wake up, go to work, come home, go to bed.
[10:18 - 10:30] It's that same perpetual cycle over and over and over and over again.
[10:30 - 10:37] Now my question to you is this, do you want to be stuck in that same cycle?
[10:37 - 10:42] Do you really want to be stuck in that same cycle for the rest of your life?
[10:42 - 10:46] Being miserable, not doing anything with your life?
[10:46 - 10:53] Being like a hamster and just turning that endless wheel and not really going anywhere?
[10:53 - 10:57] Do you really want to be stuck in that cycle?
[10:57 - 11:05] Or do you want to break out of that cycle and do what you want with your life?
[11:05 - 11:18] Do you really want to break out of that cycle?
[11:18 - 11:26] Or do you want to be stuck in that cycle that you're stuck in every single day?
[11:26 - 11:35] I don't know about you, but I took that jump a long fucking time ago.
[11:35 - 11:48] Well, yes, there are certain individuals and certain groups,
[11:48 - 11:58] if you will, that have held me back from, you know, actually making money doing what I truly enjoy.
[11:58 - 12:06] But at the end of the day, I don't care if I make money doing what I love or not.
[12:06 - 12:22] Because what I love to do is help people, whether that be giving advice, whether that be doing a cover show,
[12:22 - 12:26] whether that be letting them know that they're not alone in this world,
[12:26 - 12:34] whether that be the simplest thing as sitting down and talking to them,
[12:34 - 12:38] and talking about their problems and what they're going through.
[12:38 - 12:50] Money for me is just a byproduct, okay?
[12:50 - 13:00] Money for me is just a byproduct. Money can't buy everything.
[13:00 - 13:07] Yeah, sure, it can buy you happiness for a short amount of time.
[13:07 - 13:10] But that's just it.
[13:10 - 13:16] When you chase after money the way society chases after money,
[13:16 - 13:21] all you're doing is chasing after one thing, quick pleasure.
[13:21 - 13:26] That's all you're doing, chasing after quick pleasure.
[13:26 - 13:39] Me? I don't chase after quick pleasure.
[13:39 - 13:42] You know what I chase after?
[13:42 - 13:48] I chase after understanding, knowledge, wisdom.
[13:48 - 13:57] I chase after the satisfactory of knowing that I can help someone.
[13:57 - 14:01] I chase after doing what I love.
[14:01 - 14:05] I chase after following my dreams.
[14:05 - 14:08] I chase after breaking the mold.
[14:08 - 14:12] I chase after revolutionizing what I love to do.
[14:12 - 14:22] I don't follow society's law for a very good reason because I don't want to be like everyone else.
[14:22 - 14:29] I don't want to be stuck in that cycle, in that loop, over and over and over.
[14:29 - 14:33] I don't want to be stuck in that loop.
[14:33 - 14:40] And yes, a lot of people hate on me for that because I refuse to get a nine to five job.
[14:40 - 14:54] But you have to understand when you stop following society's robotic lifestyle,
[14:54 - 15:06] when you stop following society's machine-like lifestyle, you're free of their rule.
[15:06 - 15:10] You're free to do what you want to do with your life.
[15:10 - 15:20] All too often, I have seen so many people post on Facebook and Instagram and Twitter
[15:20 - 15:27] and even on YouTube and Vimeo and hell, even on OnlyFans
[15:27 - 15:33] because OnlyFans is a site that isn't just for adults, it's for other stuff too.
[15:33 - 15:40] I've seen several people on many sites complain about their jobs,
[15:40 - 15:47] wanting to break free of that cycle, talking about how they're miserable,
[15:47 - 15:55] how they don't like what they do, how they wish they could do something.
[15:55 - 15:59] And you know what I tell every single one of them?
[15:59 - 16:06] Quit your job. Quit your job and follow your dream.
[16:06 - 16:09] And every time it's the same excuse.
[16:09 - 16:15] Oh, I can't quit my job. I have to make ends meet for my bills.
[16:15 - 16:21] It's always some sort of excuse.
[16:21 - 16:23] And you know what I say?
[16:23 - 16:33] Cut the excuses.
[16:33 - 16:35] Cut the fucking excuses.
[16:35 - 16:47] If you want to do what you want for a living, take that risk.
[16:47 - 16:52] Take that fucking risk. Take that jump.
[16:52 - 16:56] Be willing to fall down, fly on your face.
[16:56 - 17:00] If you're going to fall, fall hard. Get back up.
[17:00 - 17:06] If you're going to fail, fail hard.
[17:06 - 17:11] Get back up and keep fucking going until you make that motherfucker work.
[17:11 - 17:24] Stop living life with a fucking safety net.
[17:24 - 17:35] And that's a lot of your guys' fucking problems.
[17:35 - 17:39] Too many people.
[17:39 - 17:44] And even some of you that are in the comments, I see this daily.
[17:44 - 17:50] You live life with a safety net.
[17:50 - 17:56] See, your mindset is this.
[17:56 - 18:01] All right, I take that jump from my job.
[18:01 - 18:04] What if I fail at it?
[18:04 - 18:10] Well, if you fail at it, get back up.
[18:10 - 18:15] Oh, if I fail, then I could just go back to my regular job.
[18:15 - 18:20] Then fuck your regular job.
[18:20 - 18:22] Fuck your 95 job.
[18:22 - 18:26] And if you want to follow your dreams, fucking do it.
[18:26 - 18:31] Stop fucking sitting around and waiting for life to pass you by.
[18:31 - 18:38] Seriously, stop letting life pass you the fuck by.
[18:38 - 18:43] Because while you're here in the slow lane doing shit that you hate,
[18:43 - 18:47] there are people like myself out there every day in that fast line,
[18:47 - 18:52] just going, going, going, doing what they want to do with their lives,
[18:52 - 18:57] living life, going to countries that they want to visit,
[18:57 - 19:00] doing things that they want to do.
[19:00 - 19:05] Meanwhile, you're over here in this slow lane.
[19:05 - 19:08] Oh, I wish I could have done this.
[19:08 - 19:10] I wish I could do that.
[19:10 - 19:16] I wish, I wish, I want, I want.
[19:16 - 19:23] Well, if you want it, drag your ass out of that fucking slow lane,
[19:23 - 19:27] into this lane, merge into that fast lane,
[19:27 - 19:30] and get your ass in fucking gear.
[19:30 - 19:34] Why fucking wait?
[19:34 - 19:53] Why fucking let life get in the way?
[19:53 - 19:56] You only live once.
[19:56 - 20:01] You only get one chance at life on this earth.
[20:01 - 20:06] And my question to you is, what are you going to do about it?
[20:06 - 20:09] What are you going to fucking do about life?
[20:09 - 20:12] Are you going to sit there and be a negative mancy
[20:12 - 20:17] and put people down and talk shit on motherfuckers
[20:17 - 20:22] and wish you could do this and wish you could do that?
[20:22 - 20:25] Or are you going to cast that bullshit aside,
[20:25 - 20:29] get your ass the fuck up,
[20:29 - 20:31] stop being negative,
[20:31 - 20:36] and start doing what you actually want to do with your life?
[20:36 - 20:38] Alright, it's your choice.
[20:38 - 20:42] At the end of the day, it don't affect me none.
[20:42 - 20:46] At the end of the day, your choices don't affect me,
[20:46 - 20:54] but they do affect you.
[20:54 - 20:58] Now, if I were to introduce you to a very good friend of mine
[20:58 - 21:13] that actually motivated me to do what I want to do with my life,
[21:13 - 21:17] that put me in that mindset.
[21:17 - 22:09] I'm going to drag you guys over here and say,
[22:09 - 22:11] you actually watched this.
[22:11 - 22:14] And this is the man that I'm very good friends with.
[22:14 - 22:18] I want to say this is the man that inspired me
[22:18 - 22:21] to do what I want to do with my life.
[22:21 - 22:23] And hopefully he does the same for you.
[22:23 - 22:38] Purpose to waste as many people up as I possibly can
[22:38 - 22:40] because I need people to realize
[22:40 - 22:43] whether you're 15 years old or 500 years old
[22:43 - 22:45] that you'll get still be happy
[22:45 - 22:47] and you can still do things you really want to do
[22:47 - 22:49] because you're not limited.
[22:49 - 22:51] You have your legs, you have your eyes, you have your arms,
[22:51 - 22:53] you're breathing, you're living, baby.
[22:53 - 22:55] Can you realize that?
[22:55 - 22:56] I can't believe it.
[22:56 - 22:58] There's people in the hospital right now
[22:58 - 23:00] dying fighting for their lives.
[23:00 - 23:02] But you, my friend, are breathing.
[23:02 - 23:03] You just click play.
[23:03 - 23:05] You have things, you have an arm.
[23:05 - 23:06] You just click play.
[23:06 - 23:09] And you realize how many things we take for granted.
[23:09 - 23:10] Guys, come on.
[23:10 - 23:12] We got put on this earth by the people we love.
[23:12 - 23:14] And they might have bashed.
[23:14 - 23:15] They might have criticized you.
[23:15 - 23:17] And they might have not said the most wonderful things
[23:17 - 23:19] to you over the course of the years.
[23:19 - 23:21] But let's realize one thing, guys.
[23:21 - 23:22] We all want the same things.
[23:22 - 23:23] We all want to be happy.
[23:23 - 23:24] We all want to be wealthy.
[23:24 - 23:26] We all want to succeed.
[23:26 - 23:27] But really matters.
[23:27 - 23:30] What really, really, really matters is your breathing.
[23:30 - 23:32] And the people that love you are breathing.
[23:32 - 23:34] And the people around you are breathing.
[23:34 - 23:36] So there's no reason to be unhappy.
[23:36 - 23:38] There's no reason to think that you can't achieve
[23:38 - 23:41] your dreams, your goals, your visions.
[23:41 - 23:44] Listen, I understand you want to get a great job one day.
[23:44 - 23:46] But a job is somebody else's dream.
[23:46 - 23:48] You have a dream and it's inside of here.
[23:48 - 23:50] And I don't care if you want to play on this video.
[23:50 - 23:51] I don't care if you don't like me.
[23:51 - 23:52] I don't care if you never met me before.
[23:52 - 23:53] I'm here for you.
[23:53 - 23:54] I'm your friend.
[23:54 - 23:55] I believe in you.
[23:55 - 23:56] I believe in every single one of you.
[23:56 - 23:58] Because if you took the time to click play on this video,
[23:58 - 23:59] I believe in you.
[23:59 - 24:01] Because if you can click play on a video,
[24:01 - 24:03] you most certainly can do anything you want to
[24:03 - 24:04] because you're a punchman.
[24:04 - 24:05] You're breathing.
[24:05 - 24:06] You're living, guys.
[24:06 - 24:08] You might not have the best relationship right now.
[24:08 - 24:10] You might not have all the money you want right now.
[24:10 - 24:13] Your family may not be going the way you want it to go right now,
[24:13 - 24:16] but just know that you can live the life you want to live
[24:16 - 24:17] and it's inside of here.
[24:17 - 24:20] And when you're at home doing the things that you like to do
[24:20 - 24:22] that people don't really notice or people don't see
[24:22 - 24:24] because you're not being able to do it,
[24:24 - 24:26] just know that's who you need to be.
[24:26 - 24:27] And if you want to be happy,
[24:27 - 24:28] you have to start loving yourself
[24:28 - 24:30] because you are a great person.
[24:30 - 24:32] And God didn't just create you for nothing.
[24:32 - 24:34] You have a purpose made of it's inside of here.
[24:34 - 24:36] The visions you have, the dreams you have,
[24:36 - 24:39] the goals you have are real.
[24:39 - 24:41] They are real.
[24:41 - 24:43] They are real.
[24:43 - 24:45] Guys, you know different than Warren Buffett.
[24:45 - 24:46] You know different than Bill Gates.
[24:46 - 24:48] You know different than Obama.
[24:48 - 24:49] You guys are special.
[24:49 - 24:50] You're important.
[24:50 - 24:51] You're beautiful.
[24:51 - 24:52] You have a heartbeat
[24:52 - 24:53] because that's what really matters.
[24:53 - 24:55] A relationship doesn't work off of attraction.
[24:55 - 24:56] That fades away.
[24:56 - 24:58] If you ever bought something new
[24:58 - 25:00] within a couple of months, it's old news.
[25:00 - 25:02] The heart never grows old.
[25:02 - 25:05] But when it does go old, it dies and never comes back.
[25:05 - 25:07] Just realize you can always go out
[25:07 - 25:08] and get a job.
[25:08 - 25:10] You can always go out and find somebody
[25:10 - 25:11] to hang out with.
[25:11 - 25:13] You can always go meet new people.
[25:13 - 25:15] You can always go buy more money.
[25:15 - 25:17] You can always go buy more items,
[25:17 - 25:18] cars, clothes.
[25:18 - 25:20] But you can never replace a life
[25:20 - 25:21] and you can never replace anybody
[25:21 - 25:22] that puts you here in this world
[25:22 - 25:24] because they are the reasons
[25:24 - 25:26] why you're welcome to talk and live and agree
[25:26 - 25:28] that your ownership, your parents,
[25:28 - 25:29] your friends, your family,
[25:29 - 25:30] the ones that are there for you
[25:30 - 25:31] when you're broke,
[25:31 - 25:32] the ones that are there for you
[25:32 - 25:33] when you're down,
[25:33 - 25:34] the ones that are there for you
[25:34 - 25:36] when it really matters to people.
[25:36 - 25:37] Please surround yourself around
[25:37 - 25:39] because life is too fucking short
[25:39 - 25:41] to worry about what people think about you guys.
[25:41 - 25:43] Sorry for my language, but it's the truth.
[25:43 - 25:44] It's the truth.
[25:44 - 25:45] There's somebody's being mean to you.
[25:45 - 25:47] If somebody's hurting your feelings,
[25:47 - 25:48] if somebody's controlling you,
[25:48 - 25:50] just know they're miserable guys.
[25:50 - 25:51] Please just know they're miserable.
[25:51 - 25:53] I don't care if they have a million dollars,
[25:53 - 25:54] if they're being a person
[25:54 - 25:57] to a stranger or equal.
[25:57 - 25:58] There's no difference.
[25:58 - 25:59] They have more money than you,
[25:59 - 26:01] but they're not living any longer than you.
[26:01 - 26:02] They're still gonna die.
[26:02 - 26:03] Guess what?
[26:03 - 26:04] When they die, they're gonna die
[26:04 - 26:05] the same way you died.
[26:05 - 26:07] They came into this world with nothing,
[26:07 - 26:09] so don't let people think they're better than you.
[26:09 - 26:11] All the people think they're greater than you.
[26:11 - 26:12] You are great.
[26:12 - 26:13] You are intelligent.
[26:13 - 26:14] You have everything you need to succeed.
[26:14 - 26:15] And if you don't believe it,
[26:15 - 26:16] you're never gonna achieve it, guys.
[26:16 - 26:17] If you can vision it,
[26:17 - 26:18] it takes one vision.
[26:18 - 26:19] It takes one goal.
[26:19 - 26:22] It takes one dream.
[26:22 - 26:24] At the end of the night,
[26:24 - 26:25] before you go to sleep
[26:25 - 26:27] when you're thinking about all the things
[26:27 - 26:28] running around your brain
[26:28 - 26:29] like, where am I at?
[26:29 - 26:30] What am I doing?
[26:30 - 26:31] How do I do this?
[26:31 - 26:32] Just know.
[26:32 - 26:33] You know where to go.
[26:33 - 26:35] Just know.
[26:35 - 26:36] You know what to do.
[26:36 - 26:38] You need the direction,
[26:38 - 26:46] your direction, your guidance.
[26:46 - 26:50] Follow it.
[26:50 - 26:52] You're starting to feel like you're failing.
[26:52 - 26:53] That's okay,
[26:53 - 26:55] because the happiest people in the world
[26:55 - 26:56] go through a lot of failures,
[26:56 - 26:57] a lot of battles,
[26:57 - 26:58] and you will forever deal
[26:58 - 26:59] with tough situations, guys,
[26:59 - 27:01] but just light at the end of the time
[27:01 - 27:02] because you're no different.
[27:02 - 27:20] I just want to come at you guys
[27:20 - 27:22] real quick for a little tip of the day
[27:22 - 27:23] because I understand
[27:23 - 27:24] that what you're going through right now
[27:24 - 27:25] is bothering you.
[27:25 - 27:27] It's eating you alive.
[27:27 - 27:28] You're kind of confused.
[27:28 - 27:30] You feel like everybody
[27:30 - 27:32] is out there sometimes to get you.
[27:32 - 27:34] You kind of don't know where to go
[27:34 - 27:36] and you're almost just feeling sad
[27:36 - 27:38] because of the things that you want to have.
[27:38 - 27:39] And it doesn't,
[27:39 - 27:40] that means anything,
[27:40 - 27:41] a relationship,
[27:41 - 27:42] kids, better this,
[27:42 - 27:43] better that.
[27:43 - 27:44] Whatever you want to have
[27:44 - 27:45] that you want to battle,
[27:45 - 27:47] remember what you want to battle
[27:47 - 27:48] is what's important.
[27:48 - 27:49] When you're trying to
[27:49 - 27:50] battle materialistic things,
[27:50 - 27:52] you have to understand
[27:52 - 27:54] what brings joy and happiness
[27:54 - 27:56] is just battering yourself.
[27:56 - 27:58] Remember at the end of the day
[27:58 - 27:59] that you have a gift
[27:59 - 28:00] that your gift is.
[28:00 - 28:02] Don't be like the crowd.
[28:02 - 28:03] You have to follow yourself.
[28:03 - 28:05] So if you stayed with me
[28:05 - 28:06] for this long
[28:06 - 28:07] then I'm here to sing
[28:07 - 28:09] your little song in my style.
[28:09 - 28:10] They told me I was different.
[28:10 - 28:12] I just said I was a divergent.
[28:12 - 28:13] They told me I was crazy.
[28:13 - 28:15] I just said that they were lazy
[28:15 - 28:17] because I put in the work
[28:17 - 28:18] to get to where I am today
[28:18 - 28:20] so I could send a message.
[28:20 - 28:22] The message shall be delivered
[28:22 - 28:23] right now to you
[28:23 - 28:25] and you can just sit back,
[28:25 - 28:26] get back and understand
[28:26 - 28:27] that the situation
[28:27 - 28:28] you're dealing with right now
[28:28 - 28:30] is not going to break you.
[28:30 - 28:32] What you're going through right now
[28:32 - 28:33] is a part of your life
[28:33 - 28:34] called growing pain
[28:34 - 28:36] and you know that you're not crazy.
[28:36 - 28:37] Don't let them feel it
[28:37 - 28:39] and make you insane
[28:39 - 28:41] because you're battling you.
[28:41 - 28:42] You can't even look in the mirror
[28:42 - 28:44] because you don't feel that it's true
[28:44 - 28:46] that you've come this far in life
[28:46 - 28:49] and you just feel like the negative took you over
[28:49 - 28:51] and you have no hope for yourself
[28:51 - 28:52] but you have two feet
[28:52 - 28:54] and you have a heart.
[28:54 - 28:55] As long as it's beating
[28:55 - 28:57] just matter who you are
[28:57 - 29:00] it doesn't matter the cancer that you're dealing with
[29:00 - 29:02] what matters is you still have time today
[29:02 - 29:03] to say thank you
[29:03 - 29:05] and I love you to somebody around you
[29:05 - 29:07] but you're letting life consume you
[29:07 - 29:09] and all of the noises
[29:09 - 29:10] and the voices
[29:10 - 29:12] and then I can't do this
[29:12 - 29:13] I won't do this
[29:13 - 29:15] if you coulda woulda shoulda
[29:15 - 29:16] you never woulda
[29:16 - 29:18] so now it's time for you to stand strong
[29:18 - 29:20] because you're letting life take you
[29:20 - 29:21] and spit you
[29:21 - 29:22] and kick you on the ground
[29:22 - 29:24] when now is the time for you to stand up
[29:24 - 29:26] and get creative
[29:26 - 29:27] and think
[29:27 - 29:28] and use your brain
[29:28 - 29:30] for the right reason
[29:30 - 29:32] and continue to party
[29:32 - 29:33] and do drugs
[29:33 - 29:34] and sex
[29:34 - 29:36] and you will always be dealing with violence
[29:36 - 29:38] and it might not be speaking out of your mouth
[29:38 - 29:40] but you're battling with yourself
[29:40 - 29:43] and you don't know what to do with your life
[29:46 - 29:47] Being you
[29:47 - 29:48] is cool
[29:48 - 29:50] and don't let that pull you in school
[29:50 - 29:52] and don't listen to the fools
[29:52 - 29:54] because you need to understand
[29:54 - 29:55] that your life is a gift
[29:55 - 30:00] and if you want to get strong
[30:00 - 30:03] just know that this world is where you belong
[30:03 - 30:05] and don't let them lie to you through a song
[30:05 - 30:07] wake up right now
[30:07 - 30:09] and understand that you have a gift
[30:09 - 30:11] and I'll repeat this
[30:11 - 30:12] you are
[30:12 - 30:15] as perfect as you will ever be
[30:15 - 30:16] you're alive
[30:16 - 30:20] people aren't here
[30:20 - 30:22] but yet you are
[30:22 - 30:23] now
[30:23 - 30:25] I'm sorry for the passion
[30:25 - 30:27] but you gotta understand
[30:27 - 30:28] time is an illusion
[30:28 - 30:31] and if you really want to live life happy
[30:31 - 30:32] you have to understand
[30:32 - 30:33] don't judge your neighbors
[30:33 - 30:35] don't judge the government
[30:35 - 30:36] don't judge the world
[30:36 - 30:38] just judge yourself
[30:38 - 30:39] because you can't pass
[30:39 - 30:41] and you can't point
[30:41 - 30:43] past your own doormat with negativity
[30:43 - 30:45] I make sins
[30:45 - 30:46] you make sins
[30:46 - 30:48] the whole world is doing something
[30:48 - 30:49] they shouldn't be doing
[30:49 - 30:51] so don't judge anybody around you
[30:51 - 30:53] instead we can come together
[30:53 - 30:55] and think of solutions
[30:55 - 30:56] and equations
[30:56 - 30:59] and how about we study something that's called life
[30:59 - 31:02] and how we actually stab the world with strike
[31:02 - 31:05] and create unconditional love for you
[31:05 - 31:07] because you are what's important
[31:07 - 31:09] and your life is what's important
[31:09 - 31:11] so a little love to you
[31:11 - 31:14] and a love to anybody that listens to this message
[31:14 - 31:16] because you guys are beautiful
[31:16 - 31:18] and this goes to every single one of you
[31:18 - 31:20] the good, the bad, so they say
[31:20 - 31:22] but you are good
[31:22 - 31:25] and understand that whatever's been done through you
[31:25 - 31:27] it doesn't matter if you're into jail
[31:27 - 31:29] it doesn't matter if you've done drugs
[31:29 - 31:31] it doesn't matter if you committed a crime
[31:31 - 31:33] it doesn't matter what title you may have
[31:33 - 31:35] it stands for the world
[31:35 - 31:37] that you have to understand
[31:37 - 31:39] that life is about being happy
[31:39 - 31:41] and your world and your family
[31:41 - 31:43] and your life will change
[31:43 - 31:45] the money doesn't buy happiness
[31:45 - 31:47] but temporarily it might make you happy
[31:47 - 31:49] but what the truth is
[31:49 - 31:51] is that you're chasing quick pleasure
[31:51 - 31:53] so you can feel better
[31:53 - 31:55] it's about sleeping around
[31:55 - 31:57] nothing cool
[31:57 - 31:59] because you're walking this earth
[31:59 - 32:01] and you're disgusted with yourself
[32:01 - 32:03] you can't smile in the mirror
[32:03 - 32:05] and that lets me know
[32:05 - 32:07] that what you're saying is not true
[32:07 - 32:09] so understand that what you have to do
[32:09 - 32:11] is be happy and true
[32:11 - 32:13] the lies that you've made
[32:13 - 32:15] the people that you've hurt
[32:15 - 32:17] it's okay we all have done it
[32:17 - 32:19] but there comes a day
[32:19 - 32:22] where you have to wake up and say
[32:22 - 32:24] I forgive you and you forgive me
[32:24 - 32:26] shall we change this world
[32:26 - 32:28] one by one
[32:28 - 32:30] not alone can you do it
[32:30 - 32:32] but together you can get the job done
[32:32 - 32:34] and have a lot of fun
[32:34 - 32:47] do you see my point now
[32:47 - 32:55] do you see my fucking
[32:55 - 32:57] point
[32:57 - 33:03] while you guys
[33:03 - 33:05] in the chat
[33:05 - 33:07] they'll sit there and talk shit
[33:07 - 33:09] laugh while you laugh
[33:09 - 33:11] I'm out here
[33:11 - 33:14] living my life
[33:14 - 33:16] I'm out here doing what
[33:16 - 33:19] I need to do
[33:19 - 33:21] so you can keep being negative
[33:21 - 33:23] you can keep
[33:23 - 33:25] doing what you're doing
[33:25 - 33:27] or you can wake the fuck up
[33:27 - 33:34] you can continue to laugh
[33:34 - 33:36] at me all you want
[33:36 - 33:38] but at the end of the day
[33:38 - 33:41] the reason why you laugh is because
[33:41 - 33:43] you know damn well
[33:43 - 33:45] that I stand out
[33:45 - 33:47] you know damn well that I'm doing something
[33:47 - 33:49] that you wish you could do
[33:49 - 33:55] and if you think I'm delusional
[33:55 - 33:57] take a look around
[33:57 - 34:00] take a look at how many people
[34:00 - 34:02] have quit their jobs
[34:02 - 34:04] since the pandemic
[34:04 - 34:08] take a look
[34:08 - 34:10] more people are working from home
[34:10 - 34:12] more than ever before
[34:12 - 34:14] more people have quit their jobs
[34:14 - 34:17] more than ever before
[34:17 - 34:19] and you know what that creates
[34:19 - 34:21] opportunities
[34:21 - 34:23] and you know what those opportunities create
[34:23 - 34:25] jobs
[34:25 - 34:27] they create dream jobs
[34:27 - 34:29] for people that want those jobs
[34:29 - 34:31] so
[34:31 - 34:33] you can sit there and think that I'm crazy
[34:33 - 34:35] think that I'm delusional
[34:35 - 34:37] think what you want
[34:37 - 34:40] but take a look at the fucking
[34:40 - 34:45] facts as they are
[34:45 - 34:47] take a look at
[34:47 - 34:49] what I'm doing
[34:49 - 34:53] take a look at what other people
[34:53 - 34:55] that work from home are doing
[34:55 - 34:57] take a look at
[34:57 - 34:59] my life and compare my life
[34:59 - 35:02] to yours
[35:02 - 35:04] sure you may have more money than me
[35:04 - 35:06] that may be true
[35:06 - 35:08] but at the end of the day you're not living any longer
[35:08 - 35:12] than I am
[35:12 - 35:18] we all live the same amount of time
[35:18 - 35:20] we're all on one fucking
[35:20 - 35:22] planet
[35:22 - 35:25] we're all on the same fucking earth
[35:25 - 35:27] so my question to you is this
[35:27 - 35:31] why not cut the act
[35:31 - 35:33] and get the fuck along
[35:33 - 35:35] with everyone
[35:35 - 35:37] why be an asshole
[35:37 - 35:39] why be a douchebag
[35:39 - 35:41] why be a bully
[35:41 - 35:49] why be negative
[35:49 - 35:51] why laugh at somebody
[35:51 - 35:53] when they're doing something
[35:53 - 35:55] to try to make their life a little bit better
[35:55 - 36:00] so you can sit there
[36:00 - 36:02] and you can laugh in my face
[36:02 - 36:04] say down this say down that
[36:04 - 36:06] quite frankly I don't give a shit
[36:06 - 36:09] because what you say about me
[36:09 - 36:11] doesn't affect me
[36:11 - 36:15] it doesn't bother me
[36:15 - 36:17] you know how many people I've had
[36:17 - 36:19] in my life sit there and say
[36:19 - 36:21] oh you'll never do this
[36:21 - 36:23] you'll never do that
[36:23 - 36:25] oh you'll never
[36:25 - 36:27] sell any music
[36:27 - 36:29] you'll never do anything
[36:29 - 36:31] or accomplish anything with your life
[36:31 - 36:34] really
[36:34 - 36:36] I released two albums
[36:36 - 36:38] in 2018
[36:38 - 36:40] and a third album
[36:40 - 36:42] here this year which is a classical
[36:42 - 36:44] orchestral album
[36:44 - 36:47] all three which sold fairly well
[36:49 - 36:51] and you know where that money fucking went to
[36:51 - 36:53] and went right into helping my family
[36:53 - 37:03] so I'll sit there
[37:03 - 37:05] and say that I can't do something
[37:05 - 37:08] the only reason you say that
[37:08 - 37:10] I can't do something
[37:10 - 37:12] or that I'm delusional is because
[37:12 - 37:14] you're too fucking lazy
[37:14 - 37:16] to get off your fucking asses
[37:16 - 37:18] and do it your damn self
[37:18 - 37:20] you're too fucking stuck
[37:20 - 37:22] in this crowd mentality of
[37:22 - 37:24] oh let's bash
[37:24 - 37:26] on this guy
[37:26 - 37:28] let's pull him down
[37:28 - 37:30] let's pull this person down
[37:30 - 37:32] all because you
[37:32 - 37:34] are too fucking lazy
[37:34 - 37:36] to get off your goddamn ass
[37:36 - 37:38] and do a goddamn thing about your own
[37:38 - 37:43] fucking life
[37:43 - 37:45] so you can do one of two things
[37:45 - 37:47] you can continue to be lazy
[37:47 - 37:49] and continue to waste your life away
[37:49 - 37:51] being negative
[37:51 - 37:53] and when you're on your fucking
[37:53 - 37:55] deathbed you look back in your life
[37:55 - 37:57] and you're gonna sit there and you're gonna say
[37:57 - 37:59] I wish I did this
[37:59 - 38:01] I wish I did that
[38:01 - 38:03] why didn't I do this
[38:03 - 38:05] why didn't I do that
[38:05 - 38:07] why why why
[38:07 - 38:09] I wish I could have
[38:09 - 38:12] why didn't I
[38:12 - 38:14] or you can get off
[38:14 - 38:16] your fucking ass
[38:16 - 38:18] and chase down your goddamn dreams
[38:18 - 38:20] and what you want to do with your life
[38:20 - 38:22] and when you're on your deathbed
[38:22 - 38:24] you can look back on your life
[38:24 - 38:26] and say hey
[38:26 - 38:28] I did something with my life
[38:28 - 38:30] I made something on myself
[38:30 - 38:32] I fed in myself
[38:32 - 38:34] I did what I wanted to do
[38:34 - 38:36] I achieved all my goals
[38:36 - 38:38] I did the things I wanted to do
[38:38 - 38:40] I went to
[38:40 - 38:42] that country that I wanted to visit
[38:42 - 38:44] I got that car that I wanted to get
[38:44 - 38:47] I did
[38:47 - 38:51] what I wanted to do with my life
[38:51 - 38:53] so take your fucking pick
[38:53 - 38:56] what's it gonna be
[38:56 - 39:01] are you gonna sit there and be stuck
[39:01 - 39:03] in that fucking loop
[39:03 - 39:05] inside that tiny ass fucking
[39:05 - 39:07] box of society
[39:07 - 39:09] or are you gonna break the fuck
[39:09 - 39:11] out and think for your goddamn
[39:11 - 39:13] selves
[39:13 - 39:15] and say fuck society
[39:15 - 39:17] and do what you really want to do with your life
[39:17 - 39:19] take your fucking pick
[39:19 - 39:21] I know what mine is
[39:21 - 39:23] and let me tell you
[39:23 - 39:25] I'd rather be that one motherfucker
[39:25 - 39:27] that stands out in the goddamn crowd
[39:27 - 39:36] that does what he loves
[39:36 - 39:38] I would rather be that guy
[39:38 - 39:40] that everyone laughs at why do what I
[39:40 - 39:42] love to do
[39:42 - 39:44] than the big part of that
[39:44 - 39:46] bullshit ass
[39:46 - 39:48] crowd mentality we call society
[39:48 - 39:51] why do you think
[39:51 - 39:53] I say fuck society
[39:53 - 39:55] because I'm not gonna be caught
[39:55 - 39:58] in that goddamn loop
[39:58 - 40:00] I'm not gonna be caught in that nine
[40:00 - 40:02] to five loop like everyone else
[40:02 - 40:05] I've got my own goals
[40:05 - 40:07] that I'm facing my own shit
[40:07 - 40:09] that I'm trying to achieve
[40:09 - 40:11] and if you can't handle that
[40:11 - 40:13] that's on you
[40:13 - 40:15] don't like it too fucking bad
[40:15 - 40:17] ask me if I fucking care
[40:17 - 40:20] because I don't
[40:20 - 40:22] I'm doing what I gotta do for me
[40:22 - 40:24] and the people around me
[40:24 - 40:26] and the people that support me
[40:26 - 40:28] my friends my family
[40:28 - 40:30] the people that support me
[40:30 - 40:34] I don't do this
[40:34 - 40:36] for the naysayers
[40:36 - 40:38] or the negative people
[40:38 - 40:40] or those that want to drag me down
[40:40 - 40:42] I do this for those that support me
[40:42 - 40:44] those that
[40:44 - 40:46] see my vision
[40:46 - 40:48] that see what I'm doing
[40:48 - 40:50] I do this for my friends
[40:50 - 40:55] my family those that care
[40:55 - 40:57] I don't do like the rest of you dumb fucks
[40:59 - 41:06] that wanna sit there and bash
[41:06 - 41:08] I don't do like you motherfuckers do
[41:08 - 41:10] I don't follow society
[41:10 - 41:12] cause I'm not a robot
[41:12 - 41:14] and never
[41:14 - 41:16] ever will I be a
[41:16 - 41:18] fucking robot
[41:18 - 41:20] I refuse
[41:20 - 41:29] to be a machine
[41:29 - 41:31] I refuse to feed that machine
[41:31 - 41:34] called society
[41:34 - 41:36] I refuse
[41:36 - 41:44] so make your choice
[41:44 - 41:55] what's it gonna be
[41:55 - 41:58] are you gonna be a fucking robot
[41:58 - 42:00] unless society do your thinking
[42:00 - 42:04] for you
[42:04 - 42:06] or are you gonna break the fuck away
[42:08 - 42:10] and start thinking for yourself
[42:10 - 42:16] and if I were you
[42:16 - 42:20] I'd start thinking really fucking quick
[42:22 - 42:24] cause you only got a limited time on this earth
[42:24 - 42:30] so if I were you
[42:30 - 42:36] I'd make that choice
[42:36 - 42:38] and quick
[42:38 - 42:43] make your choice
[42:43 - 42:45] be a robot
[42:45 - 42:48] one thing for yourselves
[42:48 - 42:52] it's your call