2021-9-25 MY LIFES WORK

[0:06 - 0:19] Good morning, good evening, well, plus weight, you know, good morning and good afternoon.
[0:19 - 0:36] Last night was the worst night of my life, but it was also an eye-opener in a very big way.
[0:36 - 0:50] Last night showed me a lot of things that I was unaware of.
[0:50 - 0:58] It showed me the true nature of the troll community and just how far you guys are willing to take things,
[0:58 - 1:06] just to get rid of someone. It showed me how inferior your trolls are.
[1:06 - 1:30] It showed me quite a bit. It showed me a whole new side of social media that I'd never seen before.
[1:30 - 1:46] See, last night revealed to me the true nature of the troll and the true nature of those that feel shitty about themselves.
[1:46 - 2:04] It showed me who my real friends are. It showed me who the fakes are.
[2:04 - 2:10] It showed me quite a bit about human nature in general.
[2:10 - 2:38] And to those motherfuckers that sent that email, to those people that sent me that email with the screenshots from when Marty broke into my stuff,
[2:38 - 2:54] I have but one response to you people that sent that email.
[2:54 - 3:08] See, you sent me an email saying to either destroy my stuff or you were going to fabricate a story and get me arrested.
[3:08 - 3:26] You straight out told me in that email to either destroy my stuff or you were going to send me an email or fabricate a story about me to get me arrested.
[3:26 - 3:46] Well, you know what my response is to you?
[3:46 - 4:03] My response to you is this.
[4:03 - 4:05] Bring it motherfuckers.
[4:05 - 4:10] Fucking bring it.
[4:10 - 4:18] Because you won't do it.
[4:18 - 13:52] When dick motherfuckers won't do shit.
[13:52 - 18:09] So for all your trolls that want to run your mouths, you guys here fucking suck it.
[20:52 - 23:17] Now, do I have you trolls' attention?
[23:17 - 23:22] Do I have you trolls' attention?
[23:22 - 23:28] I think I do.
[23:28 - 23:34] And now that I have your attention, we're going to have a little talk.
[23:34 - 23:41] Now that I got your attention, we're going to have a little chit chat.
[23:41 - 23:51] See, you trolls do one thing obviously very good.
[23:51 - 23:57] You do one thing obviously very, very well.
[23:57 - 24:03] And you know what that one thing is?
[24:03 - 24:05] You troll motherfuckers.
[24:05 - 24:16] I know why you do it.
[24:16 - 24:20] I know exactly why you trolls do it.
[24:20 - 24:25] It's because you feel inferior to people like myself.
[24:25 - 24:29] You feel like you're above everyone.
[24:29 - 24:32] Like the rules don't apply to you.
[24:32 - 24:37] You feel like the rules of the internet don't apply to you.
[24:37 - 24:46] You feel inferior because you're not where your life wants to be.
[24:46 - 24:53] See, you fought so hard your entire lives to get to where you want to be and you failed.
[24:53 - 24:58] So anybody like myself who gets to where they want to be in life,
[24:58 - 25:02] you automatically judge them and go after them.
[25:02 - 25:08] Because either they look different and they have the balls to do something that you don't.
[25:08 - 25:12] Or you just don't like them so you're going to sit there and do everything you can.
[25:12 - 25:17] All because of the fact that you're battling with your own internal demons.
[25:17 - 25:24] You feel like you have to project your hatred for yourself on the other people.
[25:24 - 25:26] Face it.
[25:26 - 25:29] You hate yourselves.
[25:29 - 25:33] You hate yourselves because maybe it's because of something that you did
[25:33 - 25:36] or something that may have happened to you.
[25:36 - 25:38] So you hate yourself for it.
[25:38 - 25:40] Which is understandable.
[25:40 - 25:42] That's very understandable.
[25:42 - 25:49] I'm not saying that you know you hating yourself is your fault.
[25:49 - 25:58] Because trust me there have been plenty of times where I've hated myself.
[25:58 - 26:03] And there's plenty of times where I've thought about ending my life
[26:03 - 26:08] because I thought that maybe the world would be better off without me.
[26:08 - 26:13] I felt like the world would be better off without me in it.
[26:13 - 26:17] And the world would go on and no one would miss me and people would get what they want.
[26:17 - 26:21] But then somewhere along the line I clicked on my brain.
[26:21 - 26:23] I'm meant to be on this earth.
[26:23 - 26:25] I'm meant to do what I do.
[26:25 - 26:27] I'm meant to help people.
[26:27 - 26:31] That's why I was put on this earth to help others like myself
[26:31 - 26:34] who have been attacked by people like you guys.
[26:34 - 26:36] The trolls.
[26:36 - 26:41] See you're too lazy to get off your asses to do anything.
[26:41 - 26:43] So what do you do?
[26:43 - 26:47] You project your own insecurities onto other people.
[26:47 - 26:55] All because your self-esteem is shitty.
[26:55 - 26:58] And all because your life isn't where you want it to be.
[26:58 - 27:02] You feel like you have that right to attack other people.
[27:02 - 27:08] You feel like you have that right to judge and attack and name
[27:08 - 27:12] and basically tear down other human beings.
[27:12 - 27:18] All because you yourself feel torn down.
[27:18 - 27:21] All because you yourself feel so torn down
[27:21 - 27:26] and you can't man the fuck up and face your own demons.
[27:26 - 27:35] And it's time you man the fuck up and face those goddamn demons
[27:35 - 27:38] and stop acting like a fucking shitbag.
[27:38 - 27:49] I'm gonna tell y'all to do like everyone tells me to do.
[27:49 - 27:56] I'm gonna tell y'all trolls like everybody tells me to do.
[27:56 - 27:58] Get fucking help.
[27:58 - 28:05] If you're dealing with an internal battle within yourself
[28:05 - 28:07] there's nothing wrong with seeking help.
[28:07 - 28:08] I've sought help.
[28:08 - 28:22] You know, talk to a friend.
[28:22 - 28:24] Talk to a counselor.
[28:24 - 28:28] Talk to someone.
[28:28 - 28:33] Stop using your insecurities as an excuse to attack others.
[28:33 - 28:41] It doesn't look good.
[28:41 - 28:44] And it sure as hell is not okay.
[28:44 - 28:51] Actually, Shattown, yes I have.
[28:51 - 28:56] Just not in the way that you think.
[28:56 - 28:58] Say I have a friend that's actually a therapist
[28:58 - 29:00] who is actually helping me.
[29:00 - 29:05] So yeah, I am seeking help in my own way.
[29:05 - 29:12] But as for the rest of you trolls,
[29:12 - 29:15] like I said, you need to get help.
[29:15 - 29:22] Seriously, you need to get fucking help.
[29:22 - 29:27] And stop reflecting your insecurities on the other people
[29:27 - 29:29] just cause you feel like shit.
[29:29 - 29:33] Just cause you feel like shit
[29:33 - 29:36] doesn't mean you gotta make someone else feel like shit.
[29:36 - 29:49] Like I have one job to do and that's to help people.
[29:49 - 29:53] And I'm gonna continue to do that job to the best of my ability.
[29:53 - 30:14] I'm going to continue to help people as much as I can
[30:14 - 30:16] to the best of my ability.
[30:16 - 30:18] Cause I got told you guys the other day
[30:18 - 30:20] I don't follow society's rule.
[30:20 - 30:23] I don't follow the mainstream rule.
[30:23 - 30:30] I don't sit there and attack other people
[30:30 - 30:32] just to get credibility.
[30:32 - 30:34] I don't sit there and work
[30:34 - 30:37] a shitty ass nine to five job
[30:37 - 30:40] like the rest of you fucking robots.
[30:40 - 30:44] Cause that's all you guys are, you're a bunch of fucking robots.
[30:44 - 30:46] You sit behind your desk
[30:46 - 30:51] day in and day out, day in and day out.
[30:51 - 30:53] All for what?
[30:53 - 30:56] Make a little money here, pay a few bills.
[30:56 - 31:01] Is that really what you want with your life?
[31:01 - 31:05] Is that really what you want with your fucking life?
[31:05 - 31:08] To be stuck in a perpetual loop
[31:08 - 31:11] of waking up, going to work
[31:11 - 31:14] to a job that you hate, getting paid, going home.
[31:14 - 31:17] Is that really what you want with your life?
[31:17 - 31:20] Is that really what you fucking want with your life?
[31:20 - 31:27] You know what that's called?
[31:27 - 31:34] That's called the herd mentality.
[31:34 - 31:36] One person says one thing
[31:36 - 31:39] and everyone else follows suit
[31:39 - 31:43] because it soon becomes the norm.
[31:43 - 31:47] Working a nine to five job has become the new norm.
[31:47 - 31:52] Waking up and doing a robotic like action.
[31:52 - 31:56] Waking up, getting dressed, going to work,
[31:56 - 31:59] coming home, repeating the process.
[31:59 - 32:02] It's like a freaking record player on loop.
[32:02 - 32:05] You're just stuck in the same motherfucking loop
[32:05 - 32:08] over and over and over again.
[32:08 - 32:13] Over and over and over.
[32:13 - 32:16] You guys are stuck in this fucking loop
[32:16 - 32:19] and I'm sorry but I refuse to be a part of that loop.
[32:19 - 32:26] I refuse to be a part of that loop.
[32:26 - 32:37] Do you want to know something?
[32:37 - 32:41] Did you know that working from home is on the rise?
[32:41 - 32:48] Did you know that working from home because of COVID?
[32:48 - 32:52] Working from home jobs are now on the rise
[32:52 - 32:55] more now than ever before.
[32:55 - 33:02] Working from home is becoming the new norm
[33:02 - 33:06] which is exactly what I'm working on doing.
[33:20 - 33:23] But yet every time I go to do my job
[33:23 - 33:36] you trolls want to shut me down.
[33:36 - 33:40] You know, I'm doing the best I can to try to work from home
[33:40 - 33:42] doing things that I enjoy doing
[33:42 - 33:45] but yet my work gets disrupted
[33:45 - 33:50] when you guys do what you guys do to me.
[33:50 - 34:01] When you guys do what you do to me
[34:01 - 34:04] that disrupts my whole work.
[34:04 - 34:07] That disrupts everything I've been trying to build
[34:07 - 34:09] and trying to work on.
[34:09 - 34:16] See when COVID hit I took advantage.
[34:16 - 34:19] I knew that I wanted to work from home.
[34:19 - 34:24] I knew I wanted to work from home so bad
[34:24 - 34:28] but yet everything I do to work from home
[34:28 - 34:31] seem to get dislodged, disrupted,
[34:31 - 34:34] get a wrench thrown in my system.
[34:34 - 34:36] And then guess what?
[34:36 - 34:39] I'm left here cleaning up the fucking pieces
[34:39 - 34:41] and it's bullshit.
[34:41 - 34:58] Yeah, you want to know why?
[34:58 - 35:01] Because I see the potential in myself.
[35:01 - 35:03] I know what I'm capable of.
[35:03 - 35:04] That's why.
[35:04 - 35:16] Because I see what I'm capable of.
[35:16 - 35:18] I know what I can do.
[35:18 - 35:20] I see the potential in myself
[35:20 - 35:23] to make a living doing what I love.
[35:23 - 35:30] But yet everybody wants to shut me down.
[35:30 - 35:33] Everyone wants to throw a wrench in everything I do
[35:33 - 35:35] whether it's my music,
[35:35 - 35:40] whether it's my artwork,
[35:40 - 35:42] whether it's doing film work.
[35:42 - 35:45] Everybody wants to seem to throw a wrench in my system.
[35:45 - 35:46] And why?
[35:46 - 35:52] All because of the fact that y'all think I'm different.
[35:52 - 35:54] Y'all look at me as different.
[35:54 - 35:56] I'm a threat to you.
[35:56 - 36:00] I'm a threat to you.
[36:00 - 36:01] That's all it is.
[36:01 - 36:03] I'm a fucking threat to you
[36:03 - 36:07] and you can't stand it.
[36:07 - 36:10] You can't stand being threatened by somebody like me
[36:10 - 36:13] that thinks outside of the norm.
[36:13 - 36:16] You can't handle someone like me
[36:16 - 36:19] who has the courage to actually not get a job
[36:19 - 36:22] but focus on what he wants to do with his life.
[36:22 - 36:24] You can't stand it.
[36:24 - 36:27] And no, that's not a lie.
[36:27 - 36:30] Why are you lying to yourself?
[36:30 - 36:35] Phil, why are you lying to yourself?
[36:35 - 36:38] See, when you say you're lying,
[36:38 - 36:42] that means you're only lying to yourself.
[36:42 - 36:45] You're lying to yourself, dude.
[36:45 - 36:47] So quit lying to yourself
[36:47 - 36:56] and open up your fucking eyes.
[36:56 - 36:59] Yeah, if I pose zero threat to anyone,
[36:59 - 37:01] then why y'all coming after me?
[37:01 - 37:03] Huh?
[37:03 - 37:05] If I pose zero threat to you,
[37:05 - 37:07] why do you come after me the way that you do?
[37:07 - 37:11] If I wasn't a threat,
[37:11 - 37:13] you wouldn't be coming at me.
[37:13 - 37:14] Think about it.
[37:14 - 37:16] If I was not a threat to you,
[37:16 - 37:19] you would not be coming after me the way that you do.
[37:19 - 37:20] Think about it.
[37:20 - 37:29] But here's the thing.
[37:29 - 37:37] I'm no one's entertainment.
[37:37 - 37:38] Here's the thing though.
[37:38 - 37:40] I'm not anyone's entertainment
[37:40 - 37:42] and I'm not going to be.
[37:42 - 37:47] I refuse to be anyone's entertainment.
[37:47 - 37:51] I never wanted to be anyone's entertainment.
[37:51 - 37:55] That's not what I asked for
[37:55 - 37:57] and that's not what I'm going to settle for.
[37:57 - 38:03] And if you can handle that,
[38:03 - 38:04] well guess what?
[38:04 - 38:05] Fuck you.
[38:05 - 38:07] Get the fuck off my channel.
[38:07 - 38:17] Get the fuck out of my face and go somewhere else.
[38:17 - 38:19] And yes, I can stop it
[38:19 - 38:21] and I'm going to do everything in my power
[38:21 - 38:29] to stop it.
[38:29 - 38:30] Don't blame me.
[38:30 - 38:31] Try me.
[38:31 - 38:38] Alright, here's the thing.
[38:38 - 38:40] There's a difference between
[38:40 - 38:43] being entertainment.
[38:43 - 38:45] There's a difference between
[38:45 - 38:48] being an entertainer like Jim Carrey
[38:48 - 38:50] and doing what I fucking do
[38:50 - 38:52] with my music and my artwork.
[38:52 - 38:54] There's a difference.
[38:54 - 38:56] A major difference.
[38:56 - 38:58] A music artist performs music
[38:58 - 39:00] and entertainer makes people laugh.
[39:00 - 39:04] I don't want to make entertainment.
[39:04 - 39:08] I want to speak on serious subjects
[39:08 - 39:11] such as mental health,
[39:11 - 39:12] bullying,
[39:12 - 39:13] suicide,
[39:13 - 39:16] real shit that I've actually dealt with
[39:16 - 39:19] and survived.
[39:19 - 39:21] I want to be able to help people
[39:21 - 39:23] through their fucking problems
[39:23 - 39:26] utilizing my music and my artwork.
[39:26 - 39:29] There's a totally fucking difference
[39:29 - 39:31] between entertaining and performing.
[39:31 - 39:33] There's a whole difference
[39:33 - 39:45] between the shit.
[39:45 - 39:52] Hey Joey, how about you piss off?
[39:52 - 39:54] It's funny, somewhere down the line
[39:54 - 39:57] someone took my genuine anger
[39:57 - 40:00] as me joking around.
[40:00 - 40:03] Someone took my fucking anger
[40:03 - 40:09] someone took my motherfucking anger
[40:09 - 40:12] and took it as funny when it's not.
[40:12 - 40:15] When I was pissed, I was genuinely angry.
[40:15 - 40:18] That was not meant to be an entertainment
[40:18 - 40:21] whatever you want to call it.
[40:21 - 40:23] I'm not your fucking puppet
[40:23 - 40:25] and I'm never gonna be.
[40:25 - 40:34] Yes I do. Yo, Bandit Brothers, yes I do.
[40:34 - 40:37] I do still have that man, thank you.
[40:37 - 40:40] And yo, Bandit Brothers, if you ever do want to send me anything
[40:40 - 40:43] again dude, you're more than welcome.
[40:43 - 40:45] I still live with the same address
[40:45 - 40:48] so if you want to send anything, you're more than welcome bud.
[40:48 - 41:09] But like I said, I'm not anyone's puppet.
[41:09 - 41:21] I refuse to be anyone's puppet.
[41:21 - 41:25] I refuse to let you guys bully me anymore.
[41:25 - 41:27] I'm not your entertainment.
[41:27 - 41:31] I'm not your fucking whatever you want to call it.
[41:31 - 41:34] I'm not your fucking Truman Show.
[41:34 - 41:38] That's not what I am.
[41:38 - 41:41] And that's not what I'm going to be.
[41:41 - 41:51] And if you don't like it, then piss off.
[41:51 - 41:55] If you don't like what I do, then hey, that's on you.
[41:55 - 41:57] I'm not here to entertain anyone.
[41:57 - 42:00] I'm here to bring serious awareness
[42:00 - 42:04] about real problems that you guys, the trolls, cause.
[42:04 - 42:07] That's all I'm here to do.
[42:07 - 42:10] I'm here to help people through their issues
[42:10 - 42:19] and to bring about revealing what you motherfuckers do.
[42:19 - 42:23] I'm not an entertainer and I'm not going to give you what you want.
[42:23 - 42:26] That's not going to happen.
[42:26 - 42:27] I refuse.
[42:27 - 42:30] You can sit there and say this and say that.
[42:30 - 42:32] Say I did this, say I did that.
[42:32 - 42:34] It's not going to happen.
[42:34 - 42:38] Oh and by the way, to that motherfucker that sent that email,
[42:38 - 42:40] go ahead and send what you're going to send to the cops
[42:40 - 42:41] and guess what?
[42:41 - 42:45] All I gotta do is let the cops look through my fucking hard drive
[42:45 - 42:47] and through my history.
[42:47 - 42:50] They won't find shit.
[42:50 - 42:52] I will personally hand them my Chromebook
[42:52 - 42:55] and let them go through the shit.
[42:55 - 42:56] And guess what?
[42:56 - 43:03] They won't find anything.
[43:03 - 43:07] Seriously, all I gotta do is hand the police my fucking shit.
[43:07 - 43:09] They can go through it.
[43:09 - 43:20] They won't find anything.
[43:20 - 43:21] Go ahead.
[43:21 - 43:23] Say what you want.
[43:23 - 43:26] Do what you want.
[43:26 - 43:29] I will personally hand my shit to the police
[43:29 - 43:31] and they can go through my history.
[43:31 - 43:35] They can go through my shit.
[43:35 - 43:37] They will not find anything on me.
[43:37 - 43:45] So I don't know what the fuck you douchebags are on about.
[43:45 - 43:49] You're a bunch of wet dick little pussies
[43:49 - 43:52] that ain't got the balls to face your own demons.
[43:52 - 43:54] And that's just sad.
[43:54 - 43:58] So instead of cowering like a bitch,
[43:58 - 44:01] why don't you man the fuck up
[44:01 - 44:03] and face your own fucking demons?
[44:03 - 44:11] No.
[44:11 - 44:15] I'm very sure because I don't have anything to hide.
[44:15 - 44:17] I don't hide shit.
[44:17 - 44:24] Unlike y'all motherfuckers, I don't hide shit.
[44:24 - 44:29] I got nothing to fucking hide.
[44:29 - 44:36] I got nothing to hide.
[44:36 - 44:47] At all.
[44:47 - 44:49] I'll let the cops go through my shit.
[44:49 - 44:51] I'll let them go through my studio computer.
[44:51 - 44:53] I'll let them go through both of my Chromebooks.
[44:53 - 44:55] I don't care.
[44:55 - 44:57] I got nothing to fucking hide.
[44:57 - 45:02] I have nothing to hide from the police.
[45:02 - 45:36] Hey, you're welcome, man.
[45:36 - 45:38] I have nothing to hide from the cops.
[45:38 - 45:40] So y'all can say what you want to do,
[45:40 - 45:42] what you want in the end.
[45:42 - 45:55] Everything will come out in the wash.
[45:55 - 45:57] Now, if you'll excuse me,
[45:57 - 45:59] I'm gonna go back to what I was doing
[45:59 - 46:01] and relax me.
[46:01 - 46:03] I just wanted to come on here
[46:03 - 46:05] and let you trolls know
[46:05 - 46:07] that I'm not gonna be taken down.
[46:07 - 46:18] And y'all can kiss my ass.
[46:18 - 46:20] So, good luck trying to stop me.