2021-9-24 wreckfest

[0:06 - 0:09] Well guys, I've been on it for a very long.
[0:09 - 0:25] I did want to say that due to the info that I found out from
[0:25 - 0:31] uh, Suznack, who is a member of the Bender Boys,
[0:31 - 0:37] um, if you guys are on YouTube, you guys are on YouTube, you know who that is.
[0:38 - 0:44] Um, given what I just found out,
[0:44 - 0:52] I am going to be taking a couple days off of streaming
[0:52 - 0:59] to really gather my thoughts and figure out what I want to do with my life
[0:59 - 1:05] and what I really want to aim towards.
[1:05 - 1:10] That doesn't mean I don't still want to do video games for a living.
[1:10 - 1:16] That's still going to be a thing. I do want to do that for a living.
[1:16 - 1:33] But as I said, giving what I just found out on YouTube,
[1:33 - 1:46] I need to take a couple days to, you know, to really process, you know, things, you know.
[1:46 - 1:53] Because being used like that for money is not something I would wish on anyone.
[1:53 - 2:03] Um, to be honest, I wouldn't even wish that on my worst enemy.
[2:03 - 2:13] And I'll be honest guys, when I heard those words coming to Suznack's mouth,
[2:13 - 2:26] it literally took everything in me not to lash out.
[2:26 - 2:38] It legitimately took everything in me not to say something.
[2:38 - 2:47] It really hurt a lot hearing him say what he said that really stung.
[2:47 - 2:53] To be honest with you, I just need a couple days to mow things over in my head
[2:53 - 3:01] and to really figure out, you know, what my next steps are going to be.
[3:01 - 3:18] All I can say is that I am disgusted. I'm sick in my stomach.