2021-9-24 why i follow the path in life that i do

[0:13 - 0:26] I'm here to show you guys
[0:27 - 0:33] Why I walked the path in life
[0:33 - 0:51] That I walked and maybe what I show you guys may help some of you
[0:51 - 0:54] and why it is that I'm able to call out and
[0:55 - 0:58] discern
[0:58 - 1:00] fake people
[1:00 - 1:05] from real people and
[1:06 - 1:10] Maybe this will help explain you guys why my circle of friends
[1:11 - 1:20] Is so small this is a path that I chose many many years ago
[1:21 - 1:25] That I am glad that I chose
[1:27 - 1:31] Because what I'm about to show you guys has helped me out
[1:32 - 1:36] quite a bit and it may shed some light on
[1:38 - 1:41] The reality of how some of you guys are
[1:41 - 1:42] Oh
[1:42 - 1:55] Maybe it'll shed some light for some of you that are being trolled yourselves
[1:56 - 2:07] Having said, let us begin
[2:12 - 2:14] Rations in this video
[2:20 - 2:23] Tended to be an inspiration for present-day life
[2:31 - 2:35] 15. Do not act following customary beliefs
[2:35 - 2:40] When we look at human behavior, we see the characteristics of a herd animal
[2:40 - 2:47] Many people slave sheep follow the law not necessarily because it's the best thing to do but because everyone does it
[2:48 - 2:54] Musashi was aware of the dangers of blind obedience and probably experienced the unskillfulness of leaders in this time
[2:55 - 3:00] These could be the leaders of the so-called core view which is a Japanese school of traditional arts
[3:00 - 3:06] But also politicians and even the emperor himself when we carelessly follow customary beliefs
[3:06 - 3:12] We throw away our common sense rational thinking capacity and in some cases our morality in the process
[3:14 - 3:26] Now think about that a lot of you trolls here on YouTube. That's exactly what you do
[3:29 - 3:33] You throw away your common sense and morality
[3:34 - 3:36] Because you're blinded
[3:37 - 3:43] You're blinded by what you're doing and you do not see
[3:44 - 3:49] Nor care about the consequences of your actions
[3:50 - 3:56] you don't think about
[3:56 - 3:59] how that could be hurting someone or
[4:01 - 4:03] how
[4:03 - 4:08] That can essentially hurt you in the process as well as that
[4:10 - 4:13] Something being the norm doesn't mean that it isn't evil
[4:13 - 4:18] We can find countless examples of this in history in which people collectively engage in evil
[4:19 - 4:22] Convinced that what they do is somehow justifiable
[4:22 - 4:24] The events during the Second World War
[4:25 - 4:31] Illustrate that people who blindly follow the dominant narrative are capable of doing horrifying things
[4:31 - 4:38] Another example is the general attitude towards drinking in Western culture while the use of narcotics is from the one
[4:38 - 4:44] Drinking alcohol is institutionalized and considered acceptable fun and social
[4:44 - 4:49] Even though its effects can be as destructive if not even more as using narcotics
[4:49 - 4:55] It's so normalized that it's the only drug that we have to justify not taking even when alcohol consumption
[4:56 - 5:01] Contributes to approximately three million deaths each year according to the World Health Organization
[5:02 - 5:06] Hence customary beliefs aren't always the best guidelines
[5:07 - 5:12] Musashi who has lived as a ronin as well as a hermit spend significant amount of time
[5:12 - 5:19] Separated from society and its norms one of the benefits of such solitude is that it shields us from outside
[5:19 - 5:27] Influences and lets us watch the world from a distance. This makes it easier to independently decide what's beneficial to our lives
[5:27 - 5:29] And what is it?
[5:29 - 5:35] 16 do not collect weapons or practice with weapons beyond what is useful
[5:35 - 5:41] Beyond what the musashi carried along and a short sword not because he wanted to show off his weaponry
[5:41 - 5:49] But because he was skilled in fighting with two swords and carrying two swords was the way of the warrior in the book of five rings
[5:49 - 5:55] Musashi explains that every weapon has unique characteristics the companion sword for example
[5:55 - 6:02] Is preferable in confined spaces or when you're close to your opponent as opposed to spears and helmets that are best used
[6:02 - 6:08] On the battlefield so even though there's a wide range of choices and functionalities when it comes to weaponry
[6:08 - 6:13] Musashi advises us not to collect or practice with weapons beyond what's useful
[6:13 - 6:17] We can see this as a metaphor for everyday life
[6:17 - 6:23] One of the traps that many ambitious people fall into is that they don't stick with the essentials that get the job done
[6:23 - 6:30] They engage in unnecessary activities make unnecessary investments spend unnecessary amounts of time
[6:30 - 6:33] Networking with people without making any significant progress
[6:33 - 6:41] The inability to clearly define what we need to achieve our goals and stick with doing what needs to be done is a recipe for failure
[6:41 - 6:50] Sometimes this involves ruthlessly cutting out the elements that despite their inherent value and usefulness are useless in the context of our pursuit
[6:50 - 6:56] However, Musashi also argues that we shouldn't get too attached to one particular way or method either
[6:57 - 7:05] The samurai practiced with a variety of weapons from swords to sticks and knew the abilities and characteristics of each weapon
[7:05 - 7:10] They used which made them flexible fighters that could be deployed in different kinds of battles
[7:10 - 7:16] I quote you should not have a favorite weapon to become over familiar with one weapon
[7:16 - 7:21] It's as much a fault as not knowing it sufficiently. Well, you should not copy others
[7:21 - 7:28] But use weapons which you can handle properly. It is bad for commanders and troops to have lights and dislikes
[7:29 - 7:32] These are things you must learn thoroughly and quote
[7:33 - 7:38] So being successful is a delicate process and Musashi seems to point to the golden middle path
[7:38 - 7:44] Which we have in a lack of focus and being too fixated and attached to one thing
[7:45 - 7:48] 17 do not fear death
[7:48 - 7:52] The awareness of death was an essential part of being a samurai
[7:53 - 7:57] Students of the sword are trained to fight jewels to the death by being
[7:58 - 8:03] Subjugated to relentless practice. They were made ready to fight battles and to be routinely faced with death
[8:04 - 8:11] Generally speaking Musashi stated the way of the warrior is the resolute acceptance of death and put
[8:12 - 8:15] Truly accepting death means not fearing death
[8:15 - 8:21] And when we don't fear death, we won't give ground when our lives are threatened in battle
[8:21 - 8:27] Thus on the battlefield or in a jewel the acceptance of death is empowering. But how about everyday life?
[8:28 - 8:33] Even though most of us are probably less prone to getting our skulls crushed by a long sword
[8:33 - 8:40] Compared to those who lived in 17th century Japan death is still lurking in the shadows everywhere we go
[8:41 - 8:45] Life isn't a fairy tale. We all die and we could die any time
[8:45 - 8:50] Yet many of us let the fear of the inevitable generate unnecessary anxiety
[8:50 - 8:57] This is unfortunate because as long as we're still alive, we're not dead. So in no way it hinders us
[8:57 - 9:01] But when we're dead, we're not alive and we simply don't know what it's like
[9:01 - 9:05] So we cannot judge whether or not it's a bad thing to die
[9:05 - 9:09] Maybe death is the portal to something much more enjoyable than life
[9:09 - 9:16] Maybe not, but if death means simply the absence of life, we're at least liberated from all of life's sufferings
[9:16 - 9:21] In short, it's pointless to worry about death because we don't know what it is
[9:23 - 9:29] When you've got an edge, you're always building for tomorrow and the new chase slate edge is designed to help you lower it
[9:30 - 9:36] 18 do not seek to possess either goods or thieves four-year-old age
[9:36 - 9:40] It may be clear by now that Musashi was a minimalist
[9:40 - 9:47] He lived for honor the victory perfecting his skill and contributing to humanity by sharing his wisdom
[9:47 - 9:52] He thought you will after you knowing that he could die at the sword of his opponent
[9:52 - 9:58] He tells us not to seek to possess either goods or thieves for old age in the modern day
[9:58 - 10:05] This could translate to sacrificing our time and energy now in exchange for possessions money and investments
[10:05 - 10:07] That we can enjoy when we're old
[10:07 - 10:13] He doesn't say that we shouldn't be concerned with old age at all from learning about his life
[10:13 - 10:20] I would say that Musashi despite repeatedly having walked on the edge between life and death was quite concerned with the future
[10:20 - 10:22] Including the possibility of longevity
[10:23 - 10:26] Otherwise, we wouldn't have cared about honor or leaving a legacy
[10:26 - 10:33] So to find a deeper meaning behind this lesson, we may want to turn to Buddhism again for philosophical substance
[10:33 - 10:40] The Buddha isn't against acquiring wealth as long as we acquire it in wholesome ways and use it for good
[10:41 - 10:48] But running after wealth takes a lot of effort and can exhaust us and even destroy our health and overall well-being
[10:48 - 10:51] So even though there's nothing wrong with wealth
[10:51 - 10:56] We may ask ourselves if achieving it is the best pursuit available instead
[10:56 - 10:59] We might want to invest our lives in developing the might
[11:00 - 11:05] In Musashi's case, this pursuit was embodied by the perfection of the swordsmanship
[11:05 - 11:12] But there are other ways available that could potentially be far more fulfilling as well as reliable than the accumulation of wealth
[11:12 - 11:15] Instead of trying to enter old age as rich as possible
[11:15 - 11:21] A Buddhist might focus on developing a sense of contentment with the present moment instead
[11:21 - 11:25] Because if we can be content with little we can retire with a small pension
[11:26 - 11:31] 19. Respect Buddha and the gods without counting on their health
[11:31 - 11:39] Following Buddha as a spiritual teacher or believing in God or other deities doesn't mean that we aren't responsible for our own lives
[11:39 - 11:44] There are many religious and philosophical views on why we exist on this planet
[11:44 - 11:48] Some say that we're here to serve God or multiple gods
[11:48 - 11:54] Others say that our lives are nothing more than a cosmic joke and that our existence is entirely pointless
[11:54 - 11:58] Some claim that the course of our lives is written in the stars
[11:58 - 12:03] Others claim that we have free will and that our lives are not predetermined
[12:03 - 12:08] Whatever the truth might be we're still confined to what our senses perceive
[12:08 - 12:12] When we look at the nature of human existence from our own viewpoint
[12:12 - 12:19] We see that we do have agency more over we're responsible for what we do and don't do
[12:19 - 12:22] Now what fortune gives us is beyond our control
[12:22 - 12:27] But we do control how we handle what fortune or God for that matter presents to us
[12:27 - 12:32] This human ability to choose is an inherent part of most religions
[12:32 - 12:39] The Christian center seven virtues the Muslims have their five pillars and the Buddhists have their eight-fold path
[12:40 - 12:46] These guidelines and precepts all imply that it's up to us to choose the right path
[12:46 - 12:48] Despite the circumstances
[12:48 - 12:54] So we can pray to a deity for help hoping that this will change the unwanted circumstances
[12:54 - 12:58] But doesn't truly work that way. We'd better not count on it
[12:58 - 13:03] A much better investment is to focus on our own strength wisdom and resilience
[13:03 - 13:08] So we can deal with the situation at hand no matter how dreadful at the end of the day
[13:08 - 13:11] We are responsible for our own lives
[13:13 - 13:17] 20 you may abandon your own body, but you must preserve your honor
[13:18 - 13:24] The way of the warrior is one of honor meaning that preserving honor is more important than preserving one's life
[13:25 - 13:30] But honor is a complicated and subjective concept which differs from culture to culture
[13:31 - 13:39] Roman Catholic missionary Francis Xavier was one of the first Western people to visit Japan where he arrived in the year
[13:39 - 13:45] 1550 he described how the Japanese valued honor as well as warfare and weaponry
[13:45 - 13:47] They felt superior to all nations
[13:47 - 13:54] in an quote military glory and valor and honored everything that concerned war and quote
[13:54 - 14:01] More recent accounts tell us about the spirit of Bushido of the Japanese soldiers who fought during the second world war
[14:01 - 14:04] For whom dying for the emperor was the greatest honor
[14:04 - 14:09] Surrendering to the enemy however was considered an act of cowardice. I quote
[14:09 - 14:15] Those who had surrendered to the Japanese regardless of how courageously or honorably they had fought
[14:16 - 14:21] Merited nothing but contempt that forfeited all honor and literally deserved nothing
[14:22 - 14:23] and quote
[14:23 - 14:29] At the end of the day the way we handle honor depends on personal and cultural preferences
[14:29 - 14:34] If we think that honor is more important than life then it's worth dying for
[14:34 - 14:40] But if we don't care about honor, we probably choose to live over the preservation of it
[14:40 - 14:45] According to Musashi, however the value of honor exceeded life and death
[14:46 - 14:49] 21 never stray from the way
[14:50 - 14:56] The path of the warrior is one of extreme determination on which there is little room for deviation
[14:56 - 15:03] Musashi's way was the way of the sword which he dedicated himself to completely and transcended everything else
[15:03 - 15:05] including life and death
[15:05 - 15:10] Now the degree of commitment of those who walk the path of the warrior can be considered extreme
[15:11 - 15:13] Looking at it from a modern western viewpoint
[15:13 - 15:20] These days true commitment seems rare as most of us are consumers in a throwaway society
[15:20 - 15:27] Going from pleasure to pleasure instead of choosing a more difficult path of sacrifice and restraint at the surface of a higher goal
[15:27 - 15:31] Even if this higher goal could be the quality of our own life and well-being
[15:32 - 15:36] But still if we truly want to get something done something significant
[15:37 - 15:39] We have to commit to a certain degree
[15:39 - 15:43] It's difficult to get any serious work done when we aren't dedicated
[15:44 - 15:46] This applies to business
[15:46 - 15:49] relationships creative projects or a spiritual path
[15:50 - 15:54] It applies to mastering any skill from cooking to playing an instrument
[15:54 - 15:57] But also to conquering bad habits and addictions
[15:58 - 16:05] Musashi's life is a testimony of what we can accomplish if we fully wholeheartedly commit to a goal
[16:05 - 16:07] In his case sword fighting
[16:07 - 16:13] Musashi fought more than 60 duels many of which were to the death and he won all of them
[16:14 - 16:19] Furthermore, he left a legacy for centuries to come and he is honored to do this day
[16:21 - 16:34] Thank you for watching
[16:34 - 16:37] Now do you guys understand why I walk the path that I walk?
[16:42 - 16:45] Do you guys see now why I do not concern myself?
[16:47 - 16:49] With throwing why I fight against it?
[16:50 - 16:53] Why I try my hardest
[16:56 - 16:59] to preserve human life
[17:00 - 17:08] By going against suicide going against bullying going against people like alive and well
[17:09 - 17:11] against people like
[17:11 - 17:14] Music biz marty and most importantly
[17:14 - 17:16] against people
[17:16 - 17:20] Like ciznak and the bender boys and mass whole reports
[17:22 - 17:27] I am not a sheep. I do not follow the laws of
[17:29 - 17:30] Society
[17:30 - 17:32] I follow my own path
[17:34 - 17:37] I walk my own path and for a very good reason
[17:39 - 17:40] because
[17:40 - 17:44] From an outsider looking in I see everything that is wrong
[17:45 - 17:47] With society and I will now become
[17:48 - 17:50] entangled
[17:51 - 17:52] in
[17:52 - 17:53] the regular
[17:53 - 17:55] 9 to 5 job
[17:55 - 18:00] I will not sit there and be made to be a robot sitting behind a desk
[18:00 - 18:02] Not doing anything with my life
[18:04 - 18:06] My goal is to do what I love
[18:07 - 18:10] And to help people along the way while doing so
[18:13 - 18:19] Regardless of what people think of me. Yes, I have a lot of people that don't like me and that's fine
[18:20 - 18:22] I'm okay with that
[18:23 - 18:25] But I will not get a job
[18:26 - 18:31] I will not do it because I see what I am capable of
[18:31 - 18:34] And I'm working towards that goal
[18:34 - 18:36] Of making what I love doing
[18:37 - 18:40] a living
[18:40 - 18:44] Because a teacher of mine once told me something
[18:44 - 18:48] matter of fact
[18:48 - 18:49] It was
[18:49 - 18:54] My math teacher that actually told me this and I very much agree with it
[18:59 - 19:01] Why do a job that you hate?
[19:01 - 19:03] When it's only going to make you miserable
[19:05 - 19:10] Strive for the job that you want that brings you the most happiness in life
[19:13 - 19:16] Strive for what you want and make that your job
[19:17 - 19:20] If your job is to be a graphic arts designer
[19:20 - 19:22] Do that
[19:22 - 19:24] If your job is to do like I'm doing
[19:25 - 19:27] And to do twitch for a living
[19:29 - 19:31] Do it
[19:31 - 19:33] If your job is to be a youtuber
[19:34 - 19:36] And talk about
[19:37 - 19:39] makeup products or hair products
[19:40 - 19:42] Do that thing
[19:42 - 19:44] Do not be entangled
[19:44 - 19:46] By society's hold
[19:48 - 19:50] I used to be like that
[19:50 - 19:52] I used to be that way
[19:53 - 19:56] I used to be that guy that would you know
[19:58 - 20:02] Follow society's rule because I thought that it was the right thing to do
[20:02 - 20:06] But then I soon realized that it's not the right way to do things
[20:06 - 20:10] The right way to do things is to follow your own path
[20:11 - 20:15] And to discard all things that are not of value
[20:16 - 20:20] Hence
[20:20 - 20:26] Why I am more focused on twitch and getting away from the trolls because the trolls
[20:26 - 20:28] Hold no value to me
[20:29 - 20:33] You trolls hold no value to me. You are worthless
[20:35 - 20:37] To my goal
[20:39 - 20:41] As people you're not worthless
[20:41 - 20:44] But what you do is worthless
[20:44 - 20:48] Judging others for then for their transgressions
[20:51 - 20:53] When you yourselves have
[20:55 - 20:58] Done just as bad of transgressions
[20:59 - 21:01] Against other people
[21:24 - 21:34] Exactly squishy
[21:34 - 21:36] And that right there
[21:36 - 21:38] What you guys are doing
[21:38 - 21:40] Is a prime example
[21:41 - 21:43] Of just how blind
[21:43 - 21:48] Many of you are
[21:48 - 21:52] People like alive and well and all you guys that are talking crap
[21:54 - 21:56] You guys are very much blind
[21:57 - 22:01] You guys are what musashi miyamoto san
[22:02 - 22:04] What miyamoto musashi
[22:05 - 22:11] Spoke about
[22:11 - 22:14] You follow the herd characteristics
[22:16 - 22:18] You follow the characteristics
[22:19 - 22:22] Of what everyone on the internet does to me
[22:24 - 22:29] It doesn't mean that you're bad people, but you follow this norm
[22:31 - 22:34] You follow the norm
[22:34 - 22:37] Like it's okay. Like it's cool
[22:38 - 22:40] To judge someone
[22:42 - 22:54] Like myself when on the contrary it is not okay
[23:05 - 23:10] Exactly chokes
[23:10 - 23:12] Why do you think
[23:12 - 23:14] I follow miyamoto musashi san's
[23:17 - 23:20] Way of the warrior so closely
[23:25 - 23:27] Why do you think I apply
[23:28 - 23:30] The way of the bushido
[23:31 - 23:33] To my life
[23:33 - 23:35] In everything that I do
[23:35 - 23:37] Whether I'm hanging out with friends
[23:39 - 23:43] Whether I'm doing my job as a twitch streamer
[23:44 - 23:47] Or whether I'm on here hanging out I apply
[23:48 - 23:50] The way of the warrior
[23:51 - 23:53] To my everyday life
[23:53 - 23:55] And I have no intentions
[23:56 - 24:00] On going back
[24:00 - 24:02] Because for me
[24:03 - 24:05] And what I'm doing
[24:05 - 24:08] Getting a regular nine to five job will not be beneficial to me
[24:14 - 24:16] Now if my goal was to say
[24:18 - 24:20] Work at starbucks
[24:20 - 24:22] Then that would be beneficial
[24:24 - 24:28] But for me to become a professional gamer
[24:29 - 24:33] And twitch streamer
[24:33 - 24:36] Having a nine to five job holds no value to me
[24:38 - 24:41] And might hold value for some other people and that's fine
[24:43 - 24:46] I'm not hating on people that do have nine to five jobs
[24:47 - 24:51] My mom did waitressing for over 40 years
[24:53 - 24:56] Think about that over for over 40 years
[24:57 - 25:01] My mom's done waitressing and just retired last year
[25:02 - 25:04] After 41 years
[25:06 - 25:09] I'm not saying I have a nine to five job is a bad thing
[25:10 - 25:12] Because it's really not
[25:16 - 25:18] But if there is a certain thing
[25:19 - 25:21] That you want to do with your life
[25:21 - 25:23] Why waste your time
[25:23 - 25:26] On a nine to five job doing it
[25:27 - 25:32] Why waste your time on a nine to five job doing something that
[25:33 - 25:36] Is not benefiting you at all
[25:37 - 25:39] If you want to do something with your life
[25:40 - 25:42] Like let's say that you want to be
[25:43 - 25:47] Like let's say that you want to create films for a living
[25:47 - 25:49] Let's say you want to do movies for a living
[25:49 - 25:53] Let's say that you've got a camera and you want to do movies for a living
[25:54 - 25:57] You want to be a director and you want to shoot these films
[25:59 - 26:01] How is having
[26:01 - 26:03] A nine to five job
[26:03 - 26:06] Going to help that if you already have
[26:07 - 26:09] The tools that you need
[26:10 - 26:12] All you need nowadays to make a movie
[26:13 - 26:15] Is a smartphone
[26:15 - 26:19] That's all you need and we all we all have them. We all have phones
[26:21 - 26:24] And if you don't
[26:24 - 26:26] Then do odd jobs
[26:27 - 26:29] Say about to get a camera or a camcorder
[26:33 - 26:36] Nowadays you can create a job out of anything
[26:37 - 26:39] Whether that's graphic design
[26:40 - 26:42] shooting films
[26:42 - 26:45] Doing music you can do music independently now
[26:46 - 26:50] On your own with no label and no money backing at all
[26:51 - 26:53] Trust me. I know I've done that
[26:54 - 26:56] And it does pay good money. It really does
[26:58 - 27:01] But the distributor that I went through kind of screwed me over so
[27:02 - 27:03] Yeah
[27:03 - 27:06] But I still proved the point that you can make
[27:07 - 27:09] Money as an independent artist
[27:10 - 27:12] Yes, the work of promoting
[27:13 - 27:15] May be a bit more
[27:15 - 27:18] tedious and a bit more difficult
[27:19 - 27:23] But in the long run you get to keep everything that you earn
[27:24 - 27:26] You get to keep record sales
[27:28 - 27:31] You get to own
[27:32 - 27:34] All the rights to all your music
[27:35 - 27:37] And everything that you put out
[27:43 - 27:46] Or take what I'm doing for example doing twitch streaming
[27:47 - 27:49] There are plenty of people on twitch that I follow
[27:50 - 27:53] That started with literally nothing
[27:54 - 28:05] And look where they got look where they got to
[28:24 - 28:27] They're actually doing very well for themselves
[28:34 - 28:37] Like I said, I'm proud of the path that I walk
[28:38 - 28:40] I am proud that I do not
[28:40 - 28:42] Follow
[28:44 - 28:50] Society's rule. I am proud to say that I stand out
[28:51 - 28:53] I am proud to say that
[28:56 - 28:59] I'm not a slave
[28:59 - 29:04] I am proud to say that I am currently working all my goals as a professional twitch streamer
[29:05 - 29:07] Which I'm doing very well for myself in
[29:08 - 29:10] I'm doing very well for myself
[29:10 - 29:31] And so good burger that was like back in 2018 when I went through amuse to do my distribution
[29:32 - 29:35] But it's okay though
[29:35 - 29:38] Because if I need to wear on that now
[29:44 - 29:51] I got you Neptune
[29:51 - 29:53] This is a new account so
[29:54 - 29:58] Well, it's it's not new new, but it's still new enough
[30:15 - 30:17] and there is one
[30:17 - 30:19] rule that
[30:19 - 30:23] Musashi did not put in there that is very true
[30:24 - 30:26] and this speaks
[30:26 - 30:28] For anything that you want to do in general
[30:30 - 30:32] If you want to get good at something
[30:33 - 30:35] Whether that be sports
[30:36 - 30:39] Whether that be
[30:39 - 30:41] You know being a public speaker
[30:41 - 30:45] Playing an instrument doing artwork or even doing what I'm doing
[30:46 - 30:48] With practicing getting back into sim racing
[30:49 - 30:51] You have to be willing to practice
[30:52 - 30:53] Relentlessly
[30:53 - 30:56] Day in and day out day in and day out
[30:59 - 31:01] Which is what I do every day
[31:02 - 31:04] I've been practicing since I was 16 years old
[31:06 - 31:10] Which is how I got to this point of being able to
[31:11 - 31:13] take what I love
[31:13 - 31:18] And utilizing it and pushing myself even further
[31:32 - 31:34] See society has this
[31:34 - 31:38] blanket over their eyes of you have to have
[31:39 - 31:43] Money to do this you have to do this
[31:44 - 31:46] Like you have to follow our rule
[31:47 - 31:50] In order to make this happen
[31:52 - 31:58] But that's just not true
[31:58 - 32:01] Nowadays you can work from home and make a living
[32:02 - 32:06] Which is what I am currently working on doing as a twitch streamer
[32:07 - 32:11] Why do you think I stream so much throughout the day and throughout the night?
[32:12 - 32:14] Because I am relentless
[32:15 - 32:35] What a squishy
[32:35 - 32:37] So some of you may not see
[32:38 - 32:41] You know
[32:41 - 32:43] What it is exactly that I'm doing
[32:45 - 32:47] You might not see my vision
[32:47 - 32:49] And that's fine
[32:49 - 32:51] You don't have to see my vision
[32:57 - 33:02] Because I know what I'm doing. I know what I am capable of
[33:08 - 33:10] And I know
[33:10 - 33:13] Where my future is going which is in the right direction
[33:19 - 33:21] Yes burger boy
[33:21 - 33:24] You will be getting some spooky gameplay very very soon
[33:24 - 33:38] I will be doing some very creepy gameplay within the next few weeks
[33:41 - 33:54] Which I'm looking forward to but uh, I hope you guys have
[33:55 - 33:57] a better understanding of
[33:59 - 34:01] What I'm doing
[34:01 - 34:04] Where I'm going
[34:04 - 34:06] And why it is
[34:06 - 34:08] That I will not get a job
[34:10 - 34:12] So for the last time
[34:13 - 34:15] People
[34:15 - 34:18] Please stop telling me to get a job because it's not gonna happen
[34:20 - 34:23] I'm building my career up in a very good manner
[34:24 - 34:29] I'm doing very good for myself and building my career up on twitch
[34:30 - 34:34] I'm doing very well for myself and I am almost to my goal
[34:35 - 34:37] And I'm doing very very well
[34:38 - 34:40] And I'm going to continue
[34:40 - 34:42] on that path
[34:42 - 34:44] of
[34:44 - 34:46] Doing good for myself
[34:48 - 34:52] I'm going to continue on that path of being at peace
[34:53 - 34:55] and being away from the trolls
[34:55 - 34:59] I'm going to continue to be on that path
[35:00 - 35:04] To my success so that when I pass on
[35:06 - 35:08] future generations
[35:08 - 35:10] Say if I ever have kids
[35:11 - 35:13] My kids will be able to
[35:14 - 35:17] have
[35:17 - 35:18] something
[35:18 - 35:21] That they can use to benefit them
[35:25 - 35:29] I want my children to one day be able to look back on my life
[35:30 - 35:31] and see
[35:31 - 35:35] The struggles that I've gone through and the life that I have built for myself
[35:35 - 35:37] Even though it has been very very hard
[35:38 - 35:42] I want them to be able to have everything that they want out of life
[35:44 - 35:46] Whether that be
[35:46 - 35:49] Owning their own brand or their business
[35:49 - 35:52] I want them to be able to do what they want to do with their lives
[35:53 - 35:55] With no restraints and no repercussions
[35:57 - 35:59] I want them to be able to be
[36:00 - 36:03] Every bit as successful as I'm currently becoming
[36:04 - 36:15] And I want them to take the lessons that I'm teaching
[36:16 - 36:20] About preserving life and being kind to one another
[36:20 - 36:23] I want them to be able to take and utilize that
[36:26 - 36:29] So yes, I may stand out from the norm and that's fine
[36:30 - 36:32] Because you know what?
[36:32 - 36:33] As I said
[36:33 - 36:36] I am very proud to stand out from the norm
[36:36 - 36:42] I am proud to be different. I am proud to not follow society's laws
[36:44 - 36:46] This law that
[36:46 - 36:49] You know society has thrown on everybody
[36:50 - 36:52] I don't follow it. I shatter it
[36:55 - 36:57] And I will continue
[36:57 - 36:59] To shatter it
[36:59 - 37:01] Yes, there are laws
[37:01 - 37:04] Within america that I do follow and that I do agree with
[37:11 - 37:13] But I will not follow
[37:14 - 37:16] By society's rules
[37:17 - 37:19] Never have and never will
[37:21 - 37:24] Because I see everything that is wrong
[37:25 - 37:28] With society and where it's gone to
[37:29 - 37:31] And I want no part of that
[37:38 - 37:40] I see the evils
[37:41 - 37:44] And the screwed up crap that society has done
[37:45 - 37:47] And I will not partake in that
[38:04 - 38:06] Get your head enough to be safe, bro
[38:07 - 38:09] Hey neptune before you go man
[38:10 - 38:12] If you want to follow my twitch stream
[38:12 - 38:14] Look out goblin gaming with two bees
[38:23 - 38:25] With that being said guys
[38:25 - 38:32] I'm going to
[38:32 - 38:38] Sit down
[38:38 - 38:42] Relax for a little bit
[38:42 - 38:45] Watch some of my favorite youtubers that I need to catch up on
[38:46 - 38:50] And then in about an hour or so I will be starting up a live stream
[38:52 - 38:55] I love you guys and I can't wait to see you guys over there on twitch
[38:57 - 38:58] I'm your boy the one and only
[38:58 - 39:03] Y'all know who he is the home guy one and I'll catch you guys later over on goblin gaming man
[39:04 - 39:07] I'm your boy the home guy one and I'll catch you guys later man
[39:08 - 39:10] Peace be safe