Original upload date: September 22nd, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:11 - 0:19] All I need to say is this, but before I say what I had to say, you motherfuckers are gonna listen.
[0:19 - 0:28] Don't you dare take this as me coming back because I'm not coming back to this hell.
[0:28 - 0:32] I am not coming back to YouTube.
[0:32 - 0:36] I'm not doing it.
[0:36 - 0:42] So don't think for one fucking second that I'm coming back to this hell all because I want to.
[0:42 - 0:47] I don't want to be here.
[0:47 - 0:51] I have no fucking choice.
[0:51 - 0:55] You fucking psychotic little bitch ass trolls.
[0:55 - 0:58] Need the fuck off.
[0:58 - 1:04] And leave me alone.
[1:04 - 1:08] Oh yes the fuck I have bitch.
[1:08 - 1:13] Why you think I do it in my channel you little sick bitch.
[1:13 - 1:17] You sick little piece of garbage.
[1:17 - 1:24] Hey Mary, why don't you have to suck your dead dad's dick you little bitch.
[1:24 - 1:31] Why don't you have to suck your grandpa's dick like they thought I saw it that you are bitch.
[1:31 - 1:36] I'm here to expose everyone you motherfucking trolls.
[1:36 - 1:41] Everyone from Tyrese need to mass home reports.
[1:41 - 1:46] And everyone that has ever fucking come after me.
[1:46 - 1:53] It's time you fucking paid the goddamn price for what you put me through.
[1:53 - 1:57] Everyone of you deserves to be in motherfucking hell.
[1:57 - 2:01] Everyone of you deserves to burn alive.
[2:01 - 2:12] Everyone of you deserves to hang by your fucking necks from a goddamn tree for what you put me and my friends and my family through.
[2:12 - 2:20] Starting with you mass hole reports a.k.a. the world's fattest bitch.
[2:20 - 2:23] The world's biggest fucking slut.
[2:23 - 2:30] You're the whole reason I'm in this fucking mess.
[2:30 - 2:37] You're the whole goddamn reason I was forced to leave.
[2:37 - 2:46] You want to sit there and act like a badass but you're not.
[2:46 - 2:55] I'm exposing your bitch ass because you ain't got the fucking balls to fucking do it.
[2:55 - 3:04] The shit you did to me you've been arrested for three times before.
[3:04 - 3:11] Three fucking times you've been arrested for this shit.
[3:11 - 3:13] But yet you don't care.
[3:13 - 3:17] You had your kids taken from you because of it.
[3:17 - 3:19] But you don't care.
[3:19 - 3:22] You don't give a fuck bitch.
[3:22 - 3:26] And shmackle cat you.
[3:26 - 3:31] You're a little piece of shit.
[3:31 - 3:35] You're a no life having fucking wannabe.
[3:35 - 3:39] All you are is a back stabbing little bitch.
[3:39 - 3:46] And mass hole reports why don't you come clean you little fucking bitch.
[3:46 - 3:50] You approach me first out of nowhere.
[3:50 - 3:54] You approach me.
[3:54 - 4:02] I did not in any way approach you.
[4:02 - 4:10] You enticed me you little fucking bitch and you know you did.
[4:10 - 4:14] You know you approached me first.
[4:14 - 4:17] Why? Because you're a sick little freak.
[4:17 - 4:24] You're a sick bitch that deserves a slither fucking neck and fucking die
[4:24 - 4:28] for the whole fucking world to see.
[4:28 - 4:36] The whole world deserves to see you bleed out of your goddamn neck bitch.
[4:36 - 4:43] And Tyrese need the little bitch who thinks he's a badass.
[4:43 - 4:46] But really you're not kid.
[4:46 - 4:49] You're a piece of shit.
[4:49 - 4:58] You think you can rap bitch or I can rap circles around you all goddamn day in my sleep.
[4:58 - 5:01] And you know it.
[5:01 - 5:04] You're a fucking user and an abuser.
[5:04 - 5:24] And that's where you little bitches up in mass hole reports fucking shit.
[5:24 - 5:36] Oh, including Jasmine Monique and crypt the bitch the faggot the wannabe rapper tag.
[5:36 - 5:39] Let's start with you crypt the bitch.
[5:39 - 5:44] You think you're a rapper but you're not you ain't shit.
[5:44 - 5:49] You're dick writing no talent having a little bitch.
[5:49 - 5:53] And you use people to springboard out folk.
[5:53 - 6:02] All say you can promote your trash ass bitch ass no talent having music.
[6:02 - 6:04] That's all you do.
[6:04 - 6:11] You use motherfuckers because you're a fake ass bitch.
[6:11 - 6:24] You're fake as fuck.
[6:24 - 6:31] And Jasmine Monique let's get to your little fucking fake ass.
[6:31 - 6:36] You want to sit there and run your mouth about people you don't fucking sweat back.
[6:36 - 6:38] Let's be honest here.
[6:38 - 6:49] You can't handle the motherfucking truth because I speak truth.
[6:49 - 6:56] You want to know why I fucking bang your ass before I left because you're a fucking slut.
[6:56 - 6:59] You're a backstabber.
[6:59 - 7:02] You're a backstabber little bitch.
[7:02 - 7:12] One minute you claim that you want to build me and then next minute then what then what bitch.
[7:12 - 7:17] You sit there and turn around and change your mind.
[7:17 - 7:27] And then when someone calls you on your bullshit because you sit there and you attack people like me.
[7:27 - 7:29] You get mad.
[7:29 - 7:32] You can't handle it.
[7:32 - 7:34] Let's be honest here bitch.
[7:34 - 7:36] You remember my ex Caitlin?
[7:36 - 7:39] I know you remember her.
[7:39 - 7:44] You're the whole goddamn reason me and her split.
[7:44 - 7:47] You're the reason.
[7:47 - 7:54] You and your little fucking friends that think it's funny to troll people.
[7:54 - 7:59] You think it's funny ruining someone's life.
[7:59 - 8:01] You fucking trolls.
[8:01 - 8:03] You got no lives.
[8:03 - 8:08] You're a bunch of fat fucking lazy swabs that don't have a life.
[8:08 - 8:13] All you do is run your mouth and out like a bunch of badasses behind a screen.
[8:13 - 8:18] When in reality you ain't shit.
[8:18 - 8:26] You know damn well none of you are gonna do a goddamn thing.
[8:26 - 8:28] So what I want to know is this.
[8:28 - 8:34] What makes you fucking think you have the goddamn right to attack people like me.
[8:34 - 8:37] Who ain't done a goddamn thing in this world to anyone.
[8:37 - 8:44] And me I supposedly signed a contract last year.
[8:44 - 8:46] No the fuck I didn't.
[8:46 - 8:49] I didn't sign a goddamn thing.
[8:49 - 8:53] You worthless fucking pigs.
[8:53 - 8:56] I didn't sign a goddamn fucking thing.
[8:56 - 9:02] I would remember if I did.
[9:02 - 9:06] Now you fat fucking lazy bitches.
[9:06 - 9:11] Need to do the world a favor and go fuck off.
[9:11 - 9:16] I left to start over.
[9:16 - 9:19] To give myself a brand new life.
[9:19 - 9:25] A better life away from all of you.
[9:25 - 9:28] You have no fucking lives.
[9:28 - 9:30] You're a bunch of psychos.
[9:30 - 9:33] So be on a goddamn computer keyboard.
[9:33 - 9:36] Looking for people like me to attack.
[9:36 - 9:42] Helpless people like me that don't deserve it.
[9:42 - 9:46] And I'm sick of it.
[9:46 - 9:51] I'm sick of sitting by and watching you fucking want to be tough guys.
[9:51 - 9:57] So be on a goddamn keyboard while people like me suffer.
[9:57 - 10:01] I didn't deserve what I got put through.
[10:01 - 10:04] At all.
[10:04 - 10:11] Masso reports the bitch approached me out of nowhere.
[10:11 - 10:13] Ask music biz Marty.
[10:13 - 10:16] He'll tell you for himself.
[10:16 - 10:21] She came out of nowhere and approached me.
[10:21 - 10:24] I did not seek her out.
[10:24 - 10:29] She sought me out.
[10:29 - 10:33] She sought me out.
[10:33 - 10:38] While yes what I did may have been wrong and not right.
[10:38 - 10:43] At least I had the fucking balls and the fucking guts.
[10:43 - 10:48] To come out and admit my wrongs and make them right.
[10:48 - 10:55] I didn't hide like a bitch and pretend that I was innocent.
[10:55 - 11:01] That's Masso reports doing.
[11:01 - 11:03] And rumor research.
[11:03 - 11:07] Why are you being a little bitch?
[11:07 - 11:11] Going after people attacking people for no reason.
[11:11 - 11:16] When you know damn well you and your fat fucking bitch ass husband.
[11:16 - 11:18] I'll run the run from the cops.
[11:18 - 11:25] Just like that psychotic little fucking blonde bingo fucking candle.
[11:25 - 11:27] Yeah, you heard me right.
[11:27 - 11:32] That blonde bingo little bitch that tried to have me murdered twice.
[11:32 - 11:34] She's on the run from the cops.
[11:34 - 11:40] Just like you.
[11:40 - 11:44] She's wanted in Ohio and several other states.
[11:44 - 12:09] And to that motherfucker that may see Wilco's call me and several of my friends out.
[12:09 - 12:13] You're a sick little bitch that deserves to have your goddamn dick chopped off.
[12:13 - 12:18] And shut down your goddamn throat boy.
[12:18 - 12:26] Because my friends that you had him attack in that video did not do a goddamn thing to you.
[12:26 - 12:32] If anything, they have been respectful of everyone around them.
[12:32 - 12:36] They have done nothing to anyone.
[12:36 - 12:46] So what in God's fucking name do you think you're fucking doing you little fucking bitch?
[12:46 - 12:55] If anything, your motherfuckers that are doing this shit need to shut your goddamn mouths and actually get a life.
[12:55 - 13:01] And leave my life and my friends' lives and my family's lives alone.
[13:01 - 13:10] I can't even post on Facebook without one of you dumb motherfuckers coming up in there and running your mouths like a bitch.
[13:10 - 13:16] Cause that's all you fucking faggots are.
[13:16 - 13:21] You're a bunch of low life pricks with no fucking lives.
[13:21 - 13:29] All you do is sit me on a goddamn keyboard and run your mouth all day like a fucking bitch.
[13:29 - 13:35] Pretending you're a badass but really you're not.
[13:35 - 13:46] You're a bunch of sad lonely little fuck ups that need to screw off.
[13:46 - 13:53] Seriously, you need to back the fuck up, sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up.
[13:53 - 13:59] Cause you none of you are as badass as you claim to fucking be.
[13:59 - 14:07] You talk all big and bad behind the screen, but in real fucking life, if someone like me were to show up,
[14:07 - 14:13] you wouldn't be saying half the shit to my fucking face that you say on here.
[14:13 - 14:15] I know how you'd act.
[14:15 - 14:20] You'd act all nice to my fucking face and shut the fuck up.
[14:20 - 14:23] That's all you would do.
[14:23 - 14:29] You run your mouths behind the screen and you talk tough, but really,
[14:29 - 14:34] all you're doing is acting like a worthless piece of shit bitch.
[14:34 - 14:39] And that's over of course.
[14:39 - 14:42] Let me give you a little fucking tip.
[14:42 - 14:45] You want to go after real pedophiles, right?
[14:45 - 14:50] I'll give you two very real pedophiles.
[14:50 - 15:01] Tony, the dude who thinks he's a fucking dragon, and to Marco Stevens,
[15:01 - 15:10] who is dating a fucking minor and is pretending to be underage himself just so he can date that minor.
[15:10 - 15:16] I, however, am none of those things and you know it, bitch.
[15:16 - 15:19] You and I both know the truth.
[15:19 - 15:23] You and I both know that you approached me first.
[15:23 - 15:35] Why? I don't know, and quite frankly, I don't fucking care.
[15:35 - 15:42] To you sick motherfuckers that made that QE farms about me, you need to take that shit down.
[15:42 - 15:48] All those videos that are being passed around about me, you need to take those down.
[15:48 - 15:55] And I didn't want to call this person out.
[15:55 - 15:59] I really fucking didn't, but I got no choice.
[15:59 - 16:04] Sean, I'm calling your fucking fake ass out.
[16:04 - 16:08] Sean's play, I'm calling you out, bitch.
[16:08 - 16:13] I'm calling you the fuck out too, motherfucker.
[16:13 - 16:15] You ain't in a sin either.
[16:15 - 16:21] You call me your fucking brother.
[16:21 - 16:23] You call me your best friend.
[16:23 - 16:27] But when the chips are down, what did you do?
[16:27 - 16:35] You turned your back on me and ran like a bitch.
[16:35 - 16:40] And then you fucking lied to my face saying that I attacked somebody.
[16:40 - 16:46] Motherfucker, I didn't make fun of anyone and I sure as fuck didn't attack anyone.
[16:46 - 16:49] If anything, I defended myself.
[16:49 - 16:54] I thought I was supposed to be your friend.
[16:54 - 17:00] Friends look out for each other.
[17:00 - 17:04] Friends have each other's backs.
[17:04 - 17:07] But I find that real fucking funny.
[17:07 - 17:13] The day that you hit a thousand subs is the day you fucking dropped me
[17:13 - 17:18] and make up a fucking excuse as to drop our friendship.
[17:18 - 17:23] Me, I never would have dropped my friendship with you.
[17:23 - 17:30] If you were in my position, I would have had your fucking back the whole goddamn time.
[17:30 - 17:32] Because that's what brothers do.
[17:32 - 17:35] We have each other's backs.
[17:35 - 17:40] But you, you're nothing more than a fake ass bitch.
[17:40 - 17:42] You ain't no real friend.
[17:42 - 17:44] You're fake as fuck.
[17:44 - 17:51] And I wish I would have seen it sooner.
[17:51 - 17:59] Every one of you that has ever attacked me should be ashamed of yourselves.
[17:59 - 18:06] You think it's funny going after someone like me who has not done anything wrong to anyone?
[18:06 - 18:09] You think that shit's funny?
[18:09 - 18:11] It's not funny.
[18:11 - 18:17] It's not cute.
[18:17 - 18:19] You think I like being angry?
[18:19 - 18:22] You think I like going off on motherfuckers?
[18:22 - 18:23] No.
[18:23 - 18:25] I don't like it.
[18:25 - 18:27] I don't enjoy it.
[18:27 - 18:40] I'm tired of you sick little fucks constantly harassing me at all hours of the night every fucking day.
[18:40 - 18:42] Thinking that you got the right to attack me.
[18:42 - 18:44] But guess what, bitch?
[18:44 - 18:47] You don't have that right.
[18:47 - 18:58] I'm sick of you motherfuckers sitting here fucking catfishing me into doing certain videos for me, you know, for you guys.
[18:58 - 19:05] And then you turn around and pass them around just to degrade me and just to embarrass me.
[19:05 - 19:07] And it's sickening.
[19:07 - 19:11] And it needs to stop.
[19:11 - 19:14] This ain't no fucking game, motherfuckers.
[19:14 - 19:16] This is real goddamn life.
[19:16 - 19:21] And what you do has real life consequences.
[19:21 - 19:32] And you need to think about that before you do something.
[19:32 - 19:37] But you don't give a fuck to you.
[19:37 - 19:41] All you give a fuck about is getting a laugh.
[19:41 - 19:48] All you give a fuck about is embarrassing motherfuckers like me that look like they're a target.
[19:48 - 19:50] That look like they're an easy target.
[19:50 - 19:52] Well guess what, motherfuckers?
[19:52 - 19:57] I'm not the easy target that you thought I was.
[19:57 - 20:02] I never asked to be put through the hell that you motherfuckers put me through.
[20:02 - 20:06] You sick little bitches are the reason I fucking laughed.
[20:06 - 20:11] You stupid motherfuckers are the reason that I don't want to come back here.
[20:11 - 20:18] You think that you're so fucking funny.
[20:18 - 20:20] But really, you're not.
[20:20 - 20:22] You're worthless.
[20:22 - 20:25] You're sickening.
[20:25 - 20:33] You're disgusting.
[20:33 - 20:39] And it's about goddamn time someone put you little bitches in your fucking place.
[20:39 - 20:44] I know all about that discord group that you're in.
[20:44 - 20:46] Because guess what?
[20:46 - 20:48] I'm in those groups.
[20:48 - 20:52] I see what the fuck y'all say.
[20:52 - 20:54] You don't think I don't see it?
[20:54 - 20:56] I see it.
[20:56 - 21:00] I don't say shit, but I fucking see what's going on.
[21:00 - 21:14] And trust me when I say, I've never been so embarrassed to be on a platform in my fucking life.
[21:14 - 21:24] I've never been so embarrassed to call myself a former YouTuber or even a YouTuber at all.
[21:24 - 21:29] Why make me a target?
[21:29 - 21:43] I don't get it.
[21:43 - 21:52] Why make me a motherfucking target when I never asked for this?
[21:52 - 21:57] Eight months ago, I had a fucking awesome life.
[21:57 - 22:02] Eight months ago, my life was fucking awesome.
[22:02 - 22:05] My life was headed in the right direction.
[22:05 - 22:08] I had friends.
[22:08 - 22:13] I had an amazing girlfriend that I was going to be engaged to in less than a month.
[22:13 - 22:20] And I was actually supposed to be married to this year on my birthday.
[22:20 - 22:30] But no, because you guys think I look different and that I look weird.
[22:30 - 22:35] You automatically think I don't deserve shit.
[22:35 - 22:37] I deserve happiness.
[22:37 - 22:39] I deserve peace.
[22:39 - 22:40] I deserve love.
[22:40 - 22:45] I deserve the same thing that everybody else in this world deserves.
[22:45 - 22:48] I deserve a life.
[22:48 - 22:50] I deserve real happiness.
[22:50 - 22:58] I deserve to be able to do what I want to do in my life and be successful with it.
[22:58 - 23:08] But no, you can't stand that I'm actually trying to build a life for myself, can you?
[23:08 - 23:14] My whole life, motherfuckers like you have ripped shit away from me.
[23:14 - 23:16] Have torn me down.
[23:16 - 23:17] Have belittled me.
[23:17 - 23:19] Have fucking bullied me.
[23:19 - 23:21] My whole goddamn life.
[23:21 - 23:23] I'm 31 years old.
[23:23 - 23:25] I should be married by now.
[23:25 - 23:28] I should have kids by now to place my own.
[23:29 - 23:35] But because of you motherfuckers that want to sit there and take shit from me, guess what?
[23:35 - 23:37] I don't have any of that.
[23:37 - 23:49] I don't have a girlfriend that I can come home from work at the end of the day and spend my life with and tell her how my day went.
[23:49 - 23:58] I don't have that especially someone in my life to say I love you and that I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
[23:58 - 24:00] I don't have that anymore.
[24:00 - 24:04] I did, but now I don't because of you motherfuckers.
[24:04 - 24:12] I don't have that dream job where I was making $150 a day under the table doing what I love to do.
[24:12 - 24:17] Regardless of whether it was under the table pay or not, don't matter.
[24:17 - 24:20] At least I was doing something.
[24:20 - 24:29] At least I was making a living.
[24:29 - 24:34] Back then I had friends who had my back.
[24:34 - 24:42] I had my brother or somebody who I thought was my brother, somebody who I thought was my best friend.
[24:42 - 24:49] Sean, I thought you were supposed to be my brother.
[24:49 - 24:53] I thought you were supposed to be my best friend.
[24:53 - 24:58] What happened to the week before you dropping out of friendship?
[24:58 - 25:06] You sat right there and told me to my motherfucking face that there wasn't a damn thing that could happen
[25:06 - 25:10] that would split our friendship.
[25:10 - 25:14] But yet what did you do?
[25:14 - 25:19] You stabbed me in the back like a little bitch and betrayed our friendship.
[25:19 - 25:22] All for what? A thousand subs?
[25:22 - 25:27] Now all of a sudden you think you're too good?
[25:27 - 25:36] You think you're too good to have my back the very same way I've had your back all these fucking years?
[25:36 - 25:40] I've had your motherfucking back for years.
[25:40 - 25:48] When you were dealing with your alcohol issue, when you were having trouble getting off of drinking,
[25:48 - 25:55] I had your back. I defended you. I helped you get off that shit.
[25:55 - 26:02] I was the one that said there, told you this ain't you and now you need to quit this shit.
[26:02 - 26:07] When you said you wanted to stop smoking weed and actually get better,
[26:07 - 26:13] I was the one that was there telling you to fucking do it and that it was the right thing to do.
[26:13 - 26:18] I had your back and I supported you on that.
[26:18 - 26:28] I was the motherfucker that packed up my gear and was coming down to fucking be your best man at your fucking wedding.
[26:28 - 26:32] I made it there, but I was still on my way there.
[26:32 - 26:45] I had your motherfucking back all these years and for you to turn tail and stab me in the back
[26:45 - 26:50] over some fucking internet bullshit that ain't even fucking true.
[26:50 - 26:54] That's garbage, man, and you know it.
[26:54 - 27:04] Because if you were any kind of true friend, you would have had my back the same way I've had yours all these fucking years.
[27:04 - 27:15] And Maso reports, why don't you get off your fucking lazy deadbeat ass and be a mom to your motherfucking kids
[27:15 - 27:21] and stop wasting your goddamn life with your fat obese little bitch husband.
[27:21 - 27:29] Stop sitting on the fucking internet acting like you're a badass because you ain't bitch.
[27:29 - 27:38] You ain't the badass that you claim you are your fucking slut bag.
[27:38 - 27:43] You really ain't the badass that you claim to be.
[27:44 - 27:46] And why don't you tell the fucking truth?
[27:46 - 27:48] You set me up.
[27:48 - 27:51] You approached me first.
[27:51 - 27:53] I did not seek you out.
[27:53 - 27:55] You sought me out.
[27:55 - 28:00] And I got plenty of witnesses that say the same fucking thing.
[28:00 - 28:06] Plenty of fucking witnesses.
[28:06 - 28:08] And chuck the bitch steggle.
[28:08 - 28:12] Why don't you tell the truth, you little fucking freak?
[28:12 - 28:14] Tell the goddamn truth, pal.
[28:14 - 28:16] You ain't a real fucking vampire.
[28:16 - 28:20] You're a fucking freaking nature that needs fucking help.
[28:20 - 28:28] You're a freaking fucking nature that needs to get some goddamn help.
[28:28 - 28:35] And Danica, why don't you tell the truth, bitch?
[28:35 - 28:37] Danica, budhaven.
[28:37 - 28:43] You're a very well-known catfish all over Facebook and you fucking know it.
[28:43 - 28:49] I have several fucking friends that I used to know that you catfished
[28:49 - 28:53] that are now sitting behind bars because of you.
[28:53 - 28:57] That may or may not ever get out.
[28:57 - 29:05] I'm tired of this shit.
[29:05 - 29:08] I'm tired of being attacked.
[29:08 - 29:14] I'm tired of not being allowed to have a fucking life.
[29:14 - 29:17] I'm tired of not being able to have happiness.
[29:17 - 29:21] I had happiness eight months ago.
[29:21 - 29:27] Eight months ago, I had happiness.
[29:27 - 29:30] I had everything I could ever want and more.
[29:30 - 29:36] I had a girlfriend that I was gonna marry this year.
[29:36 - 29:38] I had one of my dream jobs.
[29:38 - 29:42] I had everything I could ever want and more.
[29:42 - 29:44] I had my family.
[29:44 - 29:47] I had the most wonderful girlfriend in the world.
[29:47 - 29:52] I had everything going for me.
[29:52 - 29:57] But because you guys thought it would be funny to harass me
[29:57 - 30:00] and thought it would be funny to attack me,
[30:00 - 30:03] you decided to ruin my fucking life.
[30:03 - 30:05] And for what fucking reason?
[30:05 - 30:07] All for a few fucking laughs.
[30:07 - 30:09] Let's laugh at the weird guy.
[30:09 - 30:11] We fucked his whole life up.
[30:11 - 30:13] Let's make him out to be a joke.
[30:13 - 30:15] Let's laugh at him.
[30:15 - 30:22] Let's fuck his whole life up so he can't do anything.
[30:22 - 30:28] That's exactly what every one of you fucking did to me.
[30:28 - 30:31] I had a fucking life.
[30:31 - 30:35] I really did.
[30:35 - 30:37] And after last night when I got that sex toy,
[30:37 - 30:39] that was the final straw for me.
[30:39 - 30:42] That's when I knew I had to make a choice.
[30:42 - 30:45] Either leave this fucking cesspool of hatred
[30:45 - 30:48] and try to start over new
[30:48 - 30:51] or stay here and continue to get drowned
[30:51 - 30:54] in that negativity that I didn't want to be part of.
[30:54 - 30:57] So what did I do?
[30:57 - 30:59] I packed my shit up.
[30:59 - 31:01] I deleted my fucking channel
[31:01 - 31:04] and that fucking left out that goddamn door.
[31:04 - 31:07] And I left YouTube behind to start over new
[31:07 - 31:09] in hopes that maybe,
[31:09 - 31:12] in hopes that maybe I could start over brand new
[31:12 - 31:15] and I could actually have a fucking life.
[31:15 - 31:17] I could actually do something with my life
[31:17 - 31:19] that I've always wanted to do.
[31:19 - 31:21] I could actually be successful
[31:21 - 31:24] at something that I enjoy.
[31:24 - 31:36] But yeah, you don't want that, do you?
[31:36 - 31:38] You think that just because you're sitting
[31:38 - 31:40] on a goddamn keyboard all day
[31:40 - 31:44] talking tough like a tough ass little bitch ass keyboard warrior
[31:44 - 31:47] you think that you being a keyboard warrior
[31:47 - 31:49] makes you tough?
[31:49 - 31:51] That don't make you tough, kid.
[31:51 - 31:56] That don't make any of you tough.
[31:56 - 31:59] And if anything, that makes you look like a bitch.
[31:59 - 32:05] And then to attack my friends and family
[32:05 - 32:07] when they stand up for me,
[32:07 - 32:20] that's another bitch move right there.
[32:20 - 32:23] All you little gang stalking faggots
[32:23 - 32:26] need to shut your goddamn shit up
[32:26 - 32:30] and actually get off your fucking fat lazy asses
[32:30 - 32:33] and actually do something with your lives.
[32:33 - 32:37] And stop worrying about what I'm doing.
[32:37 - 32:39] Stop worrying about what other people are doing.
[32:39 - 32:41] Actually get a fucking life
[32:41 - 32:44] and actually do something.
[32:44 - 32:47] Because maybe if you actually had a life
[32:47 - 32:49] and actually really had a job,
[32:49 - 32:52] you wouldn't be sitting there doing this all day
[32:52 - 32:54] typing away on a keyboard
[32:54 - 33:01] harassing people like me that don't deserve it.
[33:01 - 33:06] I didn't ask to be harassed by you motherfuckers.
[33:06 - 33:08] I didn't ask to be attacked.
[33:08 - 33:11] My friends that you attacked
[33:11 - 33:15] didn't deserve to have them attacked either.
[33:15 - 33:19] They didn't deserve it. I didn't deserve it.
[33:19 - 33:21] My question to you is this.
[33:21 - 33:23] When are you gonna man the fuck up
[33:23 - 33:26] and quit this garbage?
[33:26 - 33:28] When are you gonna man the fuck up
[33:28 - 33:30] and actually do something with your lives
[33:30 - 33:36] and not sit me on a keyboard like a little bitch?
[33:36 - 33:38] I'm out here trying to save lives.
[33:38 - 33:40] I'm out here actually trying to help people
[33:40 - 33:44] and inspire people.
[33:44 - 33:46] I'm out here trying to tell my story
[33:46 - 33:49] of every fucking thing that I've ever been through.
[33:49 - 33:54] And to that motherfucker that sits there
[33:54 - 33:58] and says that I stole Darby Allen's story,
[33:58 - 34:01] I didn't steal shit.
[34:01 - 34:04] I did lose a girlfriend to drum driving.
[34:04 - 34:07] Her older brother drove her home one day
[34:07 - 34:10] from high school on their way home.
[34:10 - 34:13] He was driving. He was drunk as fuck.
[34:13 - 34:16] He hit a goddamn semi.
[34:16 - 34:19] And my girlfriend died and he didn't.
[34:19 - 34:22] He's now sitting in jail on a 30 to life sentence.
[34:22 - 34:31] Everybody I've ever lost.
[34:31 - 34:37] Why do you think I connect with people like Darby Allen?
[34:37 - 34:40] Because I know what it's like to go through that pain
[34:40 - 34:42] of being judged by society,
[34:42 - 34:47] of losing people I care about.
[34:47 - 34:50] My whole life I have been judged.
[34:50 - 34:52] My whole life I have lost people
[34:52 - 34:54] that I've loved and cared about.
[34:54 - 35:04] People that I can never give back
[35:04 - 35:08] or bring back as much as I wish I could.
[35:08 - 35:12] Because let me tell you right now, motherfuckers,
[35:12 - 35:16] if I could bring my girlfriend from high school back from the dead,
[35:16 - 35:19] I would do it in a fucking heartbeat.
[35:19 - 35:24] If I could bring Lexi back from the dead,
[35:24 - 35:28] if I could bring my best friends David and Zach back from the dead,
[35:28 - 35:31] if I could bring my older brother back from the dead,
[35:31 - 35:34] I would do that in a fucking heartbeat.
[35:34 - 35:37] But I can't.
[35:37 - 35:41] The only thing I can do is keep their memory alive
[35:41 - 35:45] by living the best life that I fucking can
[35:45 - 35:48] and doing what they would have wanted me to do
[35:48 - 35:51] and moving on and actually having a good life
[35:51 - 35:55] and getting married to somebody that will love me for me
[35:55 - 35:59] and not judge me and not attack me
[35:59 - 36:04] and not leave me no matter what you motherfuckers say or do.
[36:04 - 36:07] I deserve happiness too.
[36:07 - 36:10] I deserve to be happy.
[36:10 - 36:14] I don't deserve what you motherfuckers put me through.
[36:14 - 36:18] I never asked for it and I never ever wanted it.
[36:18 - 36:23] All I ever asked was to be successful with what I love
[36:23 - 36:26] and to have somebody to actually say,
[36:26 - 36:28] hey, I love you.
[36:28 - 36:30] I'm not going anywhere.
[36:30 - 36:34] I'm here for you and I want to be with you no matter what.
[36:34 - 36:38] That's all I ever asked for is to have that special someone
[36:38 - 36:41] that will support what I'm doing
[36:41 - 36:45] and understand my living situation and not judge me on it
[36:45 - 36:47] and actually still want to be with me
[36:47 - 36:52] and see that I'm doing everything I can with what I got
[36:52 - 36:57] and that I'm making the best that I can out of what I got right now.
[36:57 - 37:03] But yet, I don't get to have that, do I?
[37:04 - 37:09] Because you guys think that I don't deserve it.
[37:09 - 37:11] You guys think that you're above me.
[37:11 - 37:15] You guys think that I don't deserve happiness at all.
[37:15 - 37:19] You guys want to linger onto this fucking garbage of,
[37:19 - 37:25] I'm a pedophile when really y'all know damn well that I'm not.
[37:25 - 37:30] I don't go out there and actively seek after fucking children.
[37:30 - 37:34] I don't sit there and do like Mass Home Reports did
[37:34 - 37:39] and actively seek out people.
[37:39 - 37:44] If anything, Mass Home Reports sought me out.
[37:44 - 37:47] She came looking for me.
[37:47 - 37:52] I did not in any way shape or form go looking for her.
[37:52 - 37:57] So what are you going to say now, bitch?
[37:57 - 38:00] What are you going to say now that you know the fucking truth?
[38:00 - 38:04] That little bitch came looking for me.
[38:04 - 38:06] I didn't go looking for her.
[38:06 - 38:10] Eight months ago, I didn't know who the fuck she was.
[38:10 - 38:15] Before she showed up on Marty's panel,
[38:15 - 38:19] I didn't know who the fuck she was or where she even came from.
[38:19 - 38:25] And let me tell you right now, you little bitches that think
[38:25 - 38:27] you're going to fucking catfish me.
[38:27 - 38:30] You're fucked up in the head for that shit.
[38:30 - 38:33] If you really think that I'm going to fall for your garbage,
[38:33 - 38:39] you're full of it.
[38:39 - 38:43] Like I said, I didn't want to come back here.
[38:43 - 38:46] I didn't want to be on this platform again,
[38:46 - 38:50] but I'll be damned if I leave any loose ends untied.
[38:50 - 38:53] I'll be damned if I leave any loose ends untied.
[38:53 - 38:57] I came back to finish off where I fucking started
[38:57 - 39:00] and to tell the goddamn truth about every one of you
[39:00 - 39:03] that stabbed me in the back and has wronged me
[39:03 - 39:07] and has embarrassed me and degraded me
[39:07 - 39:11] and harassed me and my friends and my family
[39:11 - 39:13] and those that I care about
[39:13 - 39:16] and those that have actually stuck their necks out for me.
[39:16 - 39:23] You motherfuckers need to grow up
[39:23 - 39:26] and you need to get a goddamn life.
[39:26 - 39:29] You think I know what you motherfuckers are going to do.
[39:29 - 39:32] You're going to sit there and make it out to be some sort of joke.
[39:32 - 39:33] Oh, ha ha ha.
[39:33 - 39:34] Look at him.
[39:34 - 39:35] He's getting pissed.
[39:35 - 39:37] He's triggered.
[39:37 - 39:41] No, I'm not triggered, but I am rightfully pissed off.
[39:41 - 39:44] Look at everything you guys have done to me.
[39:44 - 39:49] Jasmine, you're fucking bitch ass
[39:49 - 39:52] is the reason that me and Caitlyn ain't together anymore.
[39:52 - 40:02] And all you other motherfuckers are the reason that I lost my job
[40:02 - 40:04] that I had with one of my friends.
[40:04 - 40:08] The reason that my best friend or my so-called best friend
[40:08 - 40:10] turned his back on me.
[40:10 - 40:14] You made me look like shit.
[40:14 - 40:18] You embarrassed me by putting me on Kiwi Farms
[40:18 - 40:26] and sharing private videos that you had no right sharing.
[40:26 - 40:28] What do you guys do to people like me?
[40:28 - 40:32] You sit there, you catfish me.
[40:32 - 40:36] Make people like me make videos for you guys
[40:36 - 40:38] and then what do you do?
[40:38 - 40:40] You sit there and share them around
[40:40 - 40:43] and embarrass people and degrade people like me
[40:43 - 40:47] and it's sickening and it's disgusting.
[40:47 - 40:52] And quite honestly, every one of you,
[40:52 - 40:55] every fucking one of you deserves a burden
[40:55 - 40:59] and help for what you've done to people like me.
[40:59 - 41:02] And I hope the whole goddamn world sees this
[41:02 - 41:07] and knows just how disgusting and how vile it's sickening
[41:07 - 41:11] you motherfuckers really are.
[41:11 - 41:13] And I hope to God one day
[41:13 - 41:17] you get the same goddamn treatment that you've done to me
[41:17 - 41:22] because every one of you deserves it.
[41:22 - 41:25] Every one of you deserves the same treatment
[41:25 - 41:28] that you've done to me.
[41:28 - 41:31] Every one of you deserves to be degraded
[41:31 - 41:35] and treated the same way that you treated me.
[41:35 - 41:40] The same way that you treated my friends.
[41:40 - 41:43] Because let me tell you right now,
[41:43 - 41:46] if you guys actually got to fucking know me
[41:46 - 41:48] instead of attacking me,
[41:48 - 41:52] you guys would actually see that I'm actually a pretty cool person.
[41:52 - 41:56] I'm that motherfucker that'll give you the goddamn shirt off my back
[41:56 - 41:58] if you need it.
[41:58 - 42:03] I'm that motherfucker that if you need help with your car,
[42:03 - 42:05] I'll be right there fucking helping you out
[42:05 - 42:07] and say, hey, what do you need help with?
[42:07 - 42:09] I'm that motherfucker that'll be like,
[42:09 - 42:12] hey, you need help with your computer.
[42:12 - 42:14] What's going on? I can help you out
[42:14 - 42:17] because I'm technologically savvy with computers.
[42:17 - 42:20] My older brother showed me what to do with computers.
[42:20 - 42:22] What can I help you with?
[42:22 - 42:26] I'm that person that if I like what you do,
[42:26 - 42:28] I'll promote the fuck out of it.
[42:28 - 42:31] If I see that you got some dope ass artwork
[42:31 - 42:35] on a Twitch stream or on a YouTube channel or Facebook page,
[42:35 - 42:37] I'll talk all about it.
[42:37 - 42:39] I'll make a whole goddamn video,
[42:39 - 42:41] a whole goddamn livestream about it,
[42:41 - 42:43] and I'll talk about it
[42:43 - 42:45] to help get you out there.
[42:45 - 42:47] I'm that person that if you're an open-coming band
[42:47 - 42:49] and I rock your music
[42:49 - 42:51] and I enjoy your music,
[42:51 - 42:53] I'll promote the fuck out of it.
[42:53 - 42:55] I'll help you out.
[42:55 - 42:58] But no, none of you wanted to take the time
[42:58 - 43:00] to do that, did you?
[43:00 - 43:02] None of you wanted to take the time
[43:02 - 43:05] to get to know the real me,
[43:05 - 43:07] who I actually am
[43:07 - 43:10] while I'm not being attacked.
[43:10 - 43:12] But instead, you want to sit there
[43:12 - 43:16] and push me until I snap
[43:16 - 43:19] and say shit that's out of line.
[43:19 - 43:24] And it's wrong and it's disgusting.
[43:24 - 43:32] Like I said, I hope one day
[43:32 - 43:35] every one of you motherfuckers
[43:35 - 43:37] gets what you deserve.
[43:37 - 43:39] I hope and pray to God that every one of you motherfuckers
[43:39 - 43:41] I have ever done anything wrong to me.
[43:41 - 43:44] I hope that every single one of you motherfuckers
[43:44 - 43:46] gets what you deserve
[43:46 - 43:48] and gets treated the same way
[43:48 - 43:51] that I got treated by every one of you.
[43:51 - 43:54] I hope that God,
[43:54 - 43:56] you all get treated the same way
[43:56 - 43:58] you fucking treated me.
[43:58 - 44:03] I never wanted to be the way
[44:03 - 44:06] that you guys made me out to be.
[44:06 - 44:09] I really am a nice person.
[44:09 - 44:11] I really am a kind-hearted
[44:11 - 44:13] and very caring person.
[44:13 - 44:15] Because let me tell you,
[44:15 - 44:18] I got the biggest fucking heart in the world.
[44:18 - 44:21] When I'm with someone,
[44:21 - 44:23] I'm with them for life.
[44:23 - 44:25] If I'm with someone,
[44:25 - 44:29] if you cheat on me once or twice,
[44:29 - 44:31] I'm that kind of person that
[44:31 - 44:33] if you cheat on me once or twice
[44:33 - 44:35] and you actually show me that you're trying
[44:35 - 44:37] to do better and not do that again,
[44:37 - 44:39] I'm willing to forgive you.
[44:39 - 44:41] Even if you do cheat on me,
[44:41 - 44:44] I'm willing to forgive and forget.
[44:44 - 44:47] I'm willing to give that person a second chance.
[44:47 - 44:55] I'm that person that if you do something wrong,
[44:55 - 44:57] I'm still gonna have your fucking back.
[44:57 - 44:59] I'm still gonna be there
[44:59 - 45:02] and fucking have your back no matter what.
[45:02 - 45:04] Because that's what true friends
[45:04 - 45:06] and true loved ones do.
[45:06 - 45:16] They have each other's backs.
[45:16 - 45:19] Because see, when I'm with someone,
[45:19 - 45:21] I don't judge by looks.
[45:21 - 45:23] I judge on personality
[45:23 - 45:28] and how I'm treated.
[45:28 - 45:30] You can sit there
[45:30 - 45:33] and have a lot of shit wrong with you physically
[45:33 - 45:41] and mentally.
[45:41 - 45:44] You can have a lot wrong with you.
[45:44 - 45:46] But you know what?
[45:46 - 45:48] I'll still see for the beautiful person
[45:48 - 45:51] that you are.
[45:51 - 45:53] Because that's the kind of person that I am.
[45:53 - 45:56] Because I don't believe in judging on looks.
[45:56 - 45:59] I believe in judging
[45:59 - 46:01] based on how I'm treated
[46:01 - 46:03] and how they treat other people
[46:03 - 46:05] and how they treat my friends and my family.
[46:05 - 46:07] That's what I judge on.
[46:07 - 46:09] I don't judge on looks.
[46:09 - 46:12] I don't judge on looks change over time.
[46:12 - 46:15] Looks fucking change over time.
[46:15 - 46:21] So I don't judge on looks.
[46:21 - 46:23] I judge on personality
[46:23 - 46:25] and how me and my friends and my family
[46:25 - 46:28] are treated by that person.
[46:28 - 46:30] That's what I judge on
[46:30 - 46:32] is by character.
[46:32 - 46:39] I don't judge on looks.
[46:39 - 46:41] You don't see me judging Tony
[46:41 - 46:44] on his looks through you?
[46:44 - 46:47] No.
[46:47 - 46:50] Tony, based on what he's fucking done.
[46:50 - 46:53] Like when he went to the mall
[46:53 - 46:56] and took pictures of underage fucking girls
[46:56 - 46:59] right there in front of hundreds of people.
[46:59 - 47:16] Like I said,
[47:16 - 47:19] I hope you motherfuckers get what you deserve one day.
[47:19 - 47:34] I hope that every single one of you
[47:34 - 47:36] gets treated
[47:36 - 47:38] the exact same way
[47:38 - 47:41] that you've all treated me.
[47:41 - 47:45] I hope you pieces of shit trolls
[47:45 - 47:48] get treated the same way that you treated me one day.
[47:48 - 47:50] I really do
[47:50 - 47:55] because every one of you fucking deserves it.
[47:55 - 47:58] Every one of you deserves to be treated like shit
[47:58 - 48:00] the same way you treated me like shit.
[48:00 - 48:09] Every one of you deserves it.
[48:09 - 48:12] And I know what you motherfuckers are going to do already.
[48:12 - 48:14] You're going to sit there
[48:14 - 48:16] and you're going to share this video around
[48:16 - 48:18] and you're going to pick it up hard
[48:18 - 48:20] and pretend like you're a badass.
[48:20 - 48:22] Pretend like you're right
[48:22 - 48:24] and you're right and you're wrong.
[48:24 - 48:26] But y'all know that that's not the case.
[48:26 - 48:30] You know deep down that I'm right.
[48:30 - 48:32] Y'all know that deep down
[48:32 - 48:35] I'm right about everything I fucking say.
[48:35 - 48:37] And you know it.
[48:37 - 48:40] So you may as well fucking cut the crap.
[48:40 - 48:44] You may as well click
[48:44 - 48:46] beating around the goddamn bush
[48:46 - 48:48] and tell the fucking truth.
[48:48 - 48:50] None of you motherfucking trolls
[48:50 - 48:52] ever want to see me happy
[48:52 - 48:54] and you will stop at nothing
[48:54 - 49:01] to make sure that that happens.
[49:01 - 49:04] Well, all I'm going to tell you guys is this.
[49:04 - 49:06] Every one of you motherfuckers
[49:06 - 49:08] can suck my goddamn dick
[49:08 - 49:10] and go the fuck the hell.
[49:10 - 49:15] And people like you, asshole reports
[49:15 - 49:18] can kiss the darkest part of my motherfucking asshole.
[49:18 - 49:23] Because you don't deserve your...
[49:23 - 49:25] You don't deserve your kids.
[49:25 - 49:28] You don't even deserve your channel.
[49:28 - 49:30] You don't deserve anything
[49:30 - 49:32] but to be behind bars
[49:32 - 49:34] for the shit that you've done, bitch.
[49:34 - 49:38] So watch do the world a favor
[49:38 - 49:40] and delete your goddamn channel
[49:40 - 49:44] and get the fuck off the goddamn internet, bitch.
[49:44 - 49:46] Because you don't deserve to be on it.
[49:46 - 49:55] And all I'm going to say is this one last thing.
[49:55 - 49:58] And then I'm done.
[49:58 - 50:00] And I'm not coming back here again.
[50:00 - 50:04] I hope and pray to God
[50:04 - 50:06] that one day
[50:06 - 50:09] every one of you motherfuckers that has ever, ever
[50:09 - 50:11] attacked me, has ever
[50:11 - 50:13] belittled me, has ever
[50:13 - 50:15] made me feel like shit,
[50:15 - 50:17] who has ever degraded me,
[50:17 - 50:19] who has ever humiliated
[50:19 - 50:21] and embarrassed me.
[50:21 - 50:23] I hope and pray to God
[50:23 - 50:25] that every one of you
[50:25 - 50:28] gets what you fucking deserve.
[50:28 - 50:30] And gets the same level
[50:30 - 50:32] of humility
[50:32 - 50:34] and embarrassment
[50:34 - 50:36] and degrading bullshit
[50:36 - 50:38] that you've done to me.
[50:38 - 50:40] I hope every one of you
[50:40 - 50:42] gets what you fucking deserve
[50:42 - 50:45] because every one of you fucking deserves it.
[50:45 - 50:50] Now if you don't mind,
[50:50 - 50:53] I'm going back to my real fucking life.
[50:53 - 50:56] I'm going to hang out with my friends
[50:56 - 50:58] and my fucking family
[50:58 - 51:00] and those that I care about.
[51:00 - 51:04] And I'm going back to my career
[51:04 - 51:06] as a streamer on Twitch.
[51:06 - 51:09] And I'm not going to let any of you motherfuckers
[51:09 - 51:11] stop me again.
[51:11 - 51:14] Because like I told you on Twitch earlier,
[51:14 - 51:16] if I see any negative comments,
[51:16 - 51:18] I'm fucking deleting them.
[51:18 - 51:20] I'm getting rid of them
[51:20 - 51:22] because I don't need the hatred.
[51:22 - 51:24] I don't fucking need it
[51:24 - 51:26] and I sure as fuck don't want it.
[51:26 - 51:28] And it sure as fuck
[51:28 - 51:30] is not welcome
[51:30 - 51:32] on my channel on Twitch
[51:32 - 51:34] or on here for that matter.
[51:34 - 51:39] Now like I said,
[51:39 - 51:42] will I come back?
[51:42 - 51:44] That depends on if you guys
[51:44 - 51:47] are willing to knock your crap off
[51:47 - 51:50] and actually quit the bullshit.
[51:50 - 51:52] That depends on you.
[51:52 - 51:55] If you're willing to quit the bullshit
[51:55 - 51:57] and actually give me a chance
[51:57 - 51:59] and get to know me, then yeah,
[51:59 - 52:01] I might come back.
[52:01 - 52:06] If you're willing to quit this troll shit
[52:06 - 52:08] and actually get to know me
[52:08 - 52:10] as a fucking person
[52:10 - 52:12] and actually get to know
[52:12 - 52:14] who I actually really am
[52:14 - 52:16] and not be fake,
[52:16 - 52:19] then yeah, I might come back.
[52:19 - 52:22] But until then,
[52:22 - 52:26] that's not gonna fucking happen.
[52:26 - 52:28] Until that day comes,
[52:28 - 52:31] I'm gonna be building out myself on Twitch
[52:31 - 52:33] and I'm gonna try to do what I can
[52:33 - 52:36] to be successful for myself
[52:36 - 52:38] and for my motherfucking family.
[52:38 - 52:44] I hope you all have a good night
[52:44 - 52:46] and I hope all you trolls
[52:46 - 52:48] think about what you fucking done
[52:48 - 52:51] and I hope you see this video back
[52:51 - 52:53] and I hope and pray to God
[52:53 - 52:55] for your fucking ways.
[52:55 - 52:57] I hope that every one of you
[52:57 - 52:59] changes your fucking ways.
[52:59 - 53:02] I really do.
[53:02 - 53:05] I hope that you change your fucking ways
[53:05 - 53:12] and you quit this crap.
[53:12 - 53:14] I'm out.
[53:14 - 53:16] Much love, be safe,
[53:16 - 53:18] and be strong.
[53:18 - 53:22] Good luck to you all.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '957' on August 7th, 2024
