Original upload date: September 21st, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:05 - 0:39] What's up? What's up, everyone? So this is not something that I
[0:39 - 0:41] planned on
[0:41 - 0:46] To be honest with you. I was not planning on this
[0:50 - 0:51] but
[0:51 - 1:00] To be honest, I'm tired of YouTube
[1:00 - 1:04] I'm tired of the disgusting
[1:05 - 1:07] sensible
[1:07 - 1:15] Trolling that it's become. I'll be straight up honest with you for the last
[1:16 - 1:20] Year and a half. I've become a target for no reason
[1:28 - 1:40] Murder attempts put on me. I've had murder attempts put out on me. I've had
[1:41 - 1:43] disgusting and repulsive
[1:44 - 1:45] packages
[1:45 - 1:57] Sent to me and to be honest, I've done nothing but
[1:58 - 1:59] stress the fuck out
[1:59 - 2:06] All because of you fucking trolls that think that it's funny that you want to act like you own me
[2:06 - 2:08] But you don't
[2:09 - 2:11] Own me. See I'm my own person
[2:12 - 2:41] I'm my own fucking person and to be honest with you. I'm tired of the negativity
[2:42 - 2:44] I'm tired of the hatred
[2:45 - 2:47] I'm tired of being bashed on and
[2:48 - 2:54] To be quite honestly, I'm tired of being put on the edge of suicide because of you motherfuckers
[2:55 - 2:58] I'm seriously sick of it
[2:58 - 3:11] All you guys do is attack me and bully me for no reason other than to make yourselves feel like you're a badass
[3:12 - 3:17] But really you're nothing more than a bunch of low-life bitch ass
[3:18 - 3:23] Crack-headed little faggots who need to jump off a bridge and fucking die
[3:24 - 3:29] I'll say right now. You motherfuckers need to slit your goddamn throats and die already
[3:29 - 3:32] You'd be doing the world the fucking favor if you did
[3:36 - 3:43] Point being I'm tired of the troll shit. I'm sick of it. I don't fucking need it
[3:45 - 3:46] For the past year and a half
[3:46 - 3:53] I have been a target for you motherfuckers and for no reason and it's bullshit, bro
[3:54 - 3:56] It's fucking bullshit, man
[3:56 - 4:07] I mean, I've had murder attempts on me twice in a row because you motherfuckers buy a psycho ex of mine
[4:08 - 4:16] Who truly is psychotic? I've been frank for shit. I've
[4:20 - 4:24] Had a disturbing and disgusting shit said to me
[4:24 - 4:37] My family's lives have been put in danger and to be honest, I'm sick of it
[4:37 - 4:45] I am truly sick of it. You motherfuckers need to get a fucking life
[4:46 - 4:53] You need to grow the fuck up and get a motherfucking life and leave mine the fuck alone
[4:53 - 4:59] Because you guys do not own me. You might think you do but you don't
[4:59 - 5:02] You're a bunch of low-life fat ass
[5:03 - 5:04] slobs
[5:04 - 5:07] You don't even deserve to be called humans
[5:07 - 5:10] If I can have my way, you know what I would do
[5:10 - 5:18] I would chop every single one of you motherfuckers up and fry you up like motherfucking bacon and eat you for fucking breakfast bitch
[5:19 - 5:22] Every one of you I would fucking murder you trolls
[5:22 - 5:24] I would straight out kill every one of you
[5:25 - 5:30] Chop you up and frighten you up like motherfucking bacon and eat your ass for fucking breakfast
[5:30 - 5:33] Because none of you motherfuckers deserve to live
[5:34 - 5:38] You're not human. You're garbage. You're trash
[5:39 - 5:46] You're a bunch of motherfucking low-life pussies that have nothing better to do
[5:46 - 5:52] Then to sit behind a goddamn keyboard running your mouth all day like a fucking bitch
[5:52 - 5:57] And I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being attacked
[5:58 - 6:03] I'm tired of being bullied. I'm tired of having murder attempts put out on me
[6:04 - 6:08] I'm tired of being made out to be something that I'm not
[6:09 - 6:15] I'm tired of everybody saying oh, you're a pedophile know the fuck. I'm not
[6:16 - 6:18] All right, I'm really not
[6:19 - 6:23] see
[6:23 - 6:25] Massive old reports approach to me
[6:26 - 6:30] She came to me. I did not seek her out
[6:32 - 6:34] That bitch sought me out
[6:35 - 6:42] All right playing simple that bitch came looking for me. I did not seek her out
[6:43 - 6:49] She came looking for me and ever since then I have been
[6:50 - 6:53] Attacked even after I came clean about what I did
[6:54 - 7:00] Even after I came out and in the middle of my arms. I still got wrong fully attacked
[7:00 - 7:19] I got fully I got bashed on I have lost
[7:19 - 7:26] Friends big bit. I've lost my job that I had for almost a year because of it
[7:27 - 7:32] My biological father lost his job and had to get a new job
[7:32 - 7:34] Because of it
[7:34 - 7:41] To be honest, you fucking filthy swines. You fucking disgust me
[7:43 - 7:48] You really do you don't even deserve to be called humans. You fucking disgusting pigs
[7:49 - 7:54] You're fucking disgusting
[7:54 - 8:00] Your pieces of shit is what the fuck you are
[8:00 - 8:06] every one of you motherfuckers that wants to sit there and bash on me and attack me and
[8:06 - 8:11] bully me and troll me and do all this disturbing garbage
[8:12 - 8:14] You don't deserve to live
[8:14 - 8:21] You don't even deserve to be called human and if anything you act like a bunch of motherfucking animals
[8:22 - 8:27] You have no dignity. You have no respect. You have no morals
[8:27 - 8:34] Because you're a bunch of lit-nick little pussies who do nothing more than sit behind a fucking computer keyboard
[8:35 - 8:42] Jerking off to kiddie porn eating tostitos all day wait for the next motherfucker like me to come along to harass and
[8:44 - 8:52] Quite honestly, I'm sick of it. I'm done with it and I don't fucking need it
[8:52 - 8:57] You guys are nothing more than worthless garbage
[8:58 - 9:02] That's all you are worthless fucking trash
[9:02 - 9:06] And you want to sit there and act like you're big and bad
[9:06 - 9:10] Well, guess what you lit-nick little faggots. You're not
[9:11 - 9:16] You can sit there and be like ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
[9:16 - 9:22] Laugh all you fucking want motherfuckers because you're not as bad as you fucking think you are
[9:23 - 9:32] You're not the bad asses that you claim to be
[9:33 - 9:38] You're really not all you motherfucking trolls. I want to sit there and go at me
[9:38 - 9:41] Well, guess what you're a bunch of losers
[9:42 - 9:46] You really are you're a bunch of fucking losers
[9:47 - 9:53] You're a bunch of pussies
[9:53 - 10:04] Who do nothing more than ruin lives and to be honest? I'm sick of it. I am truly fucking sick of it, bro
[10:04 - 10:16] I am sick and tired of being pushed around like I'm garbage
[10:16 - 10:23] I'm sick and tired of being treated like I'm a motherfucking punching bag, but I'm not
[10:23 - 10:33] I'm not your fucking target. I'm not your puppet. I'm not anything but my own fucking person
[10:35 - 10:40] And quite honestly, I'm sick of being treated like motherfucking shit
[10:41 - 10:43] All because you pussies
[10:43 - 10:45] Want to fucking get a laugh?
[10:46 - 10:49] I'm sick of it. I'm tired of being laughed at
[10:51 - 10:57] Okay, I'm tired of being made out to be something that I'm not I'm tired of being harassed
[10:58 - 11:01] I'm tired of having fucking murder attempts put out on me
[11:02 - 11:05] I'm tired of my family's lives being put in danger
[11:05 - 11:08] All because you want to be tough guy little bitches
[11:08 - 11:12] Think that it's funny to fuck with someone the way that you do
[11:13 - 11:18] It's garbage and quite honestly, it's fucking bullshit
[11:22 - 11:28] And to be quite frank you guys need to grow the fuck up and quit your fucking bullshit
[11:28 - 11:30] I'm sick of it, bro
[11:46 - 11:48] You know
[11:48 - 11:53] To all my supporters, I want you guys to know that I did everything I fucking could
[11:54 - 11:59] I really did I stayed as strong as I possibly could
[12:01 - 12:04] I stayed as strong as I could for you guys
[12:05 - 12:09] I really did I stayed as fucking strong as I could for so long
[12:10 - 12:12] But honestly
[12:13 - 12:15] I can't do it anymore
[12:16 - 12:21] Especially after getting that fucked up package. That was the line in the sand right there
[12:21 - 12:23] That was it for me
[12:23 - 12:26] That was the last fucking straw for me
[12:28 - 12:31] I stayed as strong as I fucking could
[12:34 - 12:37] I really did I stayed as strong as I fucking could
[12:37 - 12:39] fought as hard as I could
[12:47 - 12:48] but honestly
[12:48 - 12:51] People like you gg allen need to piss off
[12:52 - 12:59] It's little fact-stabbing faggots like you gg allen that do nothing more than run your mouths like bitches
[13:00 - 13:03] And you attack motherfuckers for no reason
[13:05 - 13:08] All right, what happened to you gg you used to be a good guy
[13:10 - 13:12] You used to be a good guy
[13:12 - 13:14] What happened to your bitch ass?
[13:15 - 13:18] All I see now is a fucking pussy
[13:20 - 13:23] I see a fucking bitch ass robot
[13:29 - 13:32] But like I said to all my real supporters
[13:32 - 13:37] Like marty and rec and all those that you know do genuinely care
[13:38 - 13:41] I want to say that i'm sorry to every one of you guys
[13:45 - 13:49] I am truly sorry that I can't stick around anymore
[13:51 - 13:53] But I'll be damned
[13:54 - 13:56] If
[13:56 - 13:58] I get any more
[13:58 - 14:00] Fucking packages like what I got
[14:02 - 14:06] I'll be damned if I get my life put in danger again
[14:07 - 14:11] I'll be damned if my family's lives get put in danger again
[14:11 - 14:16] And I'll be fucking damned if I get called something that I'm not ever again
[14:20 - 14:25] To those that do support me though. I want you to know that I tried my best for you guys
[14:26 - 14:28] I truly did I tried as hard as I could
[14:29 - 14:33] But honestly this shit is it's too much for me
[14:34 - 14:37] It really is it's too fucking much for me
[14:37 - 14:39] And honestly
[14:40 - 14:46] I truthfully feel like I need to step away from youtube for a very long time
[14:48 - 14:51] And yes, I will be deleting this channel
[14:54 - 14:59] I will be leaving for good and finding other platforms to stream on
[15:00 - 15:03] And no, I won't be on twitch. So don't go looking
[15:10 - 15:18] I'll probably be on like fucking video or some shit where I'll actually be accepted
[15:19 - 15:22] Where people will actually show support
[15:24 - 15:26] Where people will actually
[15:27 - 15:31] Want to see me do good
[15:32 - 15:36] Where I'll actually get the fucking respect that I fucking deserve
[15:42 - 15:46] To be quite honest with you. I'm tired of being disrespected
[15:48 - 15:50] I'm done with it
[15:50 - 15:57] I'm sick to death and tired of having death threats put on me my family's lives being put in danger
[16:00 - 16:03] My life being put in danger
[16:03 - 16:08] Sick and disgusting packages being sent my way
[16:08 - 16:15] Disgusting and repulsive text messages and voicemails being sent to my phone
[16:17 - 16:22] I'm sick of it. I'm not your motherfucking punching bag
[16:23 - 16:26] Do you understand that?
[16:26 - 16:29] Do you understand the concept of I'm not your punching bag?
[16:30 - 16:32] Or do you just not give up flying fuck?
[16:35 - 16:37] I'm not your personal fucking target
[16:41 - 16:45] I'm a human being and I deserve to be treated as such
[16:46 - 16:50] I don't deserve to be treated the way you guys fucking treat me
[16:51 - 16:53] I would never
[16:53 - 16:58] Ever treat any of you trolls the way that you treated me over the last year and a half
[16:59 - 17:04] I would never treat you with the blatant disrespect
[17:04 - 17:07] And disregard that you guys have treated me with
[17:09 - 17:12] I would actually treat you as an equal
[17:13 - 17:16] I would treat you as my friend as my equal
[17:18 - 17:23] I wouldn't sit there and do what you motherfuckers have done to me and try to ruin my life
[17:29 - 17:35] But what that means said
[17:35 - 17:37] I want to say thank you guys
[17:37 - 17:39] for the last
[17:39 - 17:45] 10 to 11 years that you guys have given me on this channel that you guys have given me on this platform
[17:47 - 17:54] And I'm not saying this for the trolls. I'm saying this for those that genuinely care about me that genuinely support me
[17:56 - 18:01] To those that do genuinely support me. I want to say thank you for the last 11 years
[18:02 - 18:04] That you guys have given me on this platform
[18:06 - 18:08] You guys have allowed me to speak my mind
[18:09 - 18:14] You guys have allowed me to talk about things that I go through you guys have allowed me
[18:15 - 18:19] To do so much that I never thought I'd ever be able to do in my life
[18:24 - 18:27] And I want you to know those memories will always
[18:27 - 18:29] Always be with me
[18:29 - 18:32] Those memories will always stay with me
[18:32 - 18:35] And I will always remember every single one of you guys
[18:37 - 18:41] I will always remember every one of you guys why track hero
[18:41 - 18:43] marty
[18:43 - 18:54] wreck
[18:54 - 18:56] Every one of you guys that stood by me
[18:57 - 18:59] love for last
[19:00 - 19:02] Jersey girl
[19:02 - 19:04] Every one of you that has stood beside me
[19:04 - 19:11] I will always have nothing but the utmost love and respect for every one of you guys that has stood by me
[19:11 - 19:14] this whole time
[19:14 - 19:19] But because of how disturbing and disgusting as you guys can clearly see in the chat
[19:20 - 19:23] How disgusting and disturbing and vile
[19:23 - 19:28] This platform has come
[19:28 - 19:30] As vile as it's become
[19:32 - 19:38] I don't want any part of it. I don't want any part of this
[19:39 - 19:41] Disgusting vile fucking platform
[19:43 - 19:47] Because I know dan will if I go somewhere else. I'll actually be accepted
[19:49 - 19:51] All you trolls have done nothing
[19:52 - 19:54] but
[19:54 - 19:56] Degrade me defile me
[19:57 - 20:00] Attack me made me humiliate me
[20:01 - 20:03] embarrass me
[20:03 - 20:08] Make me look like I'm lower than shit like I don't deserve to live
[20:09 - 20:15] Every one of you has made me look like a monster that I'm not and I don't want to be known as that
[20:17 - 20:24] If anybody is the monster, it's all of you in the chat that are attacking me and talking shit right now
[20:24 - 20:29] Every one of you that's talking shit are the monsters not me
[20:38 - 20:51] So with that being said
[20:51 - 20:54] I just want to say I love you guys and for those of you that have supported me
[20:55 - 20:59] Thank you for the past 11 years man. I appreciate it
[21:00 - 21:02] But without being said guys
[21:04 - 21:06] See you guys
[21:06 - 21:08] Never again
[21:08 - 21:10] This is it
[21:10 - 21:24] My final and very real and official goodbye. I appreciate the fuck out of every one of you guys
[21:27 - 21:29] without being said I'm
[21:31 - 21:33] I'm gonna go back to my real life
[21:34 - 21:44] Figure shit out
[21:45 - 21:47] Go back to my real life that I had
[21:48 - 22:18] Before all this
[22:18 - 22:28] Is it's really over. I hope you guys are happy with yourselves
[22:31 - 22:33] I hope you're happy with what you've done
[22:47 - 22:49] Looks like you guys get what you want
[22:50 - 22:54] I'm out
[22:54 - 22:56] Peace guys
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '958' on August 7th, 2024
