2021-9-16 Beginning My Journey to a Better me

[0:00 - 0:06] What's up guys, it's your boy, um, I wanted to pop in for a first little update and
[0:08 - 0:13] I wanted to be straight up with you guys
[0:15 - 0:16] um
[0:16 - 0:25] I talked with a really old friend of mine a little bit ago that I haven't talked to and
[0:25 - 0:27] quite some time
[0:27 - 0:29] It's someone that I know
[0:30 - 0:31] from
[0:31 - 0:33] legitimately freaking
[0:34 - 0:36] Great school they were around when I've
[0:37 - 0:40] Before I started YouTube actually
[0:42 - 0:44] They were around before I started that
[0:46 - 0:48] They were around when I
[0:49 - 0:52] started getting into drifting at 16 and
[0:54 - 0:57] They were noticing some stuff and
[1:02 - 1:07] Like everything that's going on and they noticed my
[1:08 - 1:19] Patterns they noticed my patterns of how I act and how I've been acting
[1:21 - 1:23] You know outside of the
[1:24 - 1:37] Crap that went on a suggestion that I think I'm gonna follow through with
[1:39 - 1:43] They told me that maybe it would be a good idea for me to
[1:44 - 1:50] Go back to my roots, you know doing drifting and
[1:51 - 2:00] Having fun and to be honest with you, I fully believe that they're right
[2:01 - 2:03] Like I do need to go back to my roots
[2:04 - 2:11] so over the next four to five weeks I
[2:15 - 2:17] I'll be
[2:17 - 2:19] You know focusing on
[2:20 - 2:22] You know getting back behind the wheel
[2:24 - 2:26] Doing some drifting
[2:26 - 2:28] Focusing more on my team
[2:31 - 2:33] Focusing more on
[2:35 - 2:37] you know
[2:37 - 2:39] doing solo runs doing
[2:41 - 2:43] Drift events that kind of thing
[2:44 - 2:48] Doing really cool montages like I used to do
[2:49 - 2:51] You know some really cool videos of
[2:52 - 2:56] Me drifting the music and all this and that and the other
[2:57 - 2:58] Um
[2:58 - 3:03] So I will be you know still doing music to an extent, but I also kind of want to
[3:04 - 3:08] You know take the time to go back to my roots to where I
[3:09 - 3:14] Began essentially, you know where I very first began on
[3:15 - 3:19] YouTube which is you know essentially doing gaming via
[3:21 - 3:23] You know
[3:23 - 3:25] Need for speed underground to one
[3:27 - 3:30] Pro Street all that fun stuff and
[3:31 - 3:34] Just getting back to you know
[3:35 - 3:37] My life that I had
[3:39 - 3:43] I still will be working on music. I have a brand new album now slowly and
[3:44 - 3:49] I do mean slowly gonna be starting to work on it won't be done for a while
[3:50 - 3:52] a long while actually
[3:55 - 3:58] But you know, I kind of wanted to
[3:59 - 4:04] Go back to that, you know, I wanted to go back to my roots
[4:04 - 4:10] You know as a drifter as a racer and that kind of thing
[4:11 - 4:17] You know during my break so that I can you know get back to a good headspace
[4:19 - 4:24] Because you know when I talked to my friend they did mention they you know
[4:25 - 4:30] And they noticed this I didn't but they noticed that when
[4:31 - 4:33] I'm drifting nothing else
[4:34 - 4:41] You know, it seems like you know, nothing else matters and they're right
[4:42 - 4:48] Like when I'm behind that wheel whether it's on horizon for car X
[4:49 - 4:54] You know grid three, you know, I should grid 2019
[4:55 - 4:59] You know or any of the need for speed games like for me
[5:00 - 5:06] When I'm behind that wheel and I'm drifting it's like all my problems disappear
[5:07 - 5:12] You know, it's like I don't have any worries. I don't have any troubles. It's just me
[5:13 - 5:15] Doing what I truly love
[5:16 - 5:22] to do, you know, it's something that I grew up doing and I
[5:23 - 5:25] kind of want to get back to
[5:25 - 5:27] Yeah, too
[5:27 - 5:29] you know
[5:29 - 5:31] that
[5:31 - 5:33] Feeling I want to go back to my roots
[5:34 - 5:39] So, you know a science from working on myself, which I am gonna be doing
[5:40 - 5:45] You know, I essentially just want you know, go back to my roots as a drifter and
[5:46 - 5:48] You know have fun
[5:50 - 5:55] You know, just go back to the old days when nothing else mattered
[5:56 - 5:58] where it was just me and
[6:01 - 6:02] Just
[6:02 - 6:08] Having fun, you know, I really want to go back to that and
[6:09 - 6:17] It's it's something that I love doing, you know, I feel like maybe going back to my roots
[6:18 - 6:23] Working on myself getting back to a better headspace and ultimately
[6:23 - 6:36] you know, I want to deal with my life I really feel like
[6:37 - 6:42] You know, that's where I need to be
[6:42 - 6:48] So if you guys see me uploading any drifting videos and stuff
[6:49 - 6:51] You guys will know why
[6:51 - 6:56] Because ultimately I would love to compete again. I used to compete all the time
[6:57 - 7:04] And I had fun doing it. I had fun breaking records and setting world records and this and that and the other and
[7:05 - 7:09] I want to get back to that, you know, I want to get back to the fun that
[7:10 - 7:13] you know, I used to have and I
[7:14 - 7:20] Hope that those of you that do enjoy my content can support me in that
[7:20 - 7:28] I'm even thinking about starting a separate channel strictly for my drifting and my drift tunes and my setups
[7:29 - 7:36] You know and my different, you know raps that I do for my cars and
[7:37 - 7:42] Hopefully you guys, you know will support me on that because I
[7:42 - 7:48] Want to do better and I want to be better and I want to create better content in the long run and
[7:49 - 7:51] Hopefully this will be a way of doing that
[7:51 - 7:58] But I just wanted to say what's up to you guys let y'all know that I love you guys and
[7:59 - 8:07] That I'm thinking about y'all, you know that
[8:09 - 8:10] My journey
[8:10 - 8:20] You know in today's next week's going forward are gonna be fun, you know, it's gonna be fun to get away for
[8:20 - 8:24] You know a few weeks and have a fun time
[8:26 - 8:27] but
[8:27 - 8:37] But I love you guys and I will see you guys in the next update whenever I post it
[8:38 - 8:45] Today marks day one of my journey. I love you guys, and I'll see you guys later
[8:46 - 8:48] Peace