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2021-9-15 IM SICK OF BEING HELD BACK TIME TO SPILL THE TRUTH


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on February 22nd, 2023
Original upload date: September 15th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:05 - 0:07] I'm gonna tell y'all this right the fuck now
[0:11 - 0:17] First off Axel. I want to say thank you for doing what you could to help me, bro
[0:17 - 0:20] I 110% I do appreciate that
[0:20 - 0:22] But dude, you gotta understand something man
[0:23 - 0:27] For a year and a half. I've dealt with these motherfuckers
[0:30 - 0:33] Axel like I said, bro, I do appreciate what you did for me
[0:33 - 0:38] Ain't no doubt my mind that I appreciate that bro. You're my friend. You're my boy
[0:39 - 0:41] But let me tell you this right now, bro
[0:41 - 0:43] You don't know these guys like I do
[0:44 - 0:52] For a year and a half. I've dealt with these motherfuckers holding me back attacking me for no fucking reason
[0:52 - 0:55] And honestly, I'm fucking tired of it, man
[0:55 - 1:02] I'm fucking tired of this shit y'all long-haired looking motherfuckers want to act all big and fucking bad
[1:02 - 1:06] But really you wait and let me tell y'all right now
[1:07 - 1:11] Y'all want to say the end, you know, no disrespect to you Axel
[1:11 - 1:17] No disrespect to you with all my dude when I say this. I mean no disrespect
[1:18 - 1:23] But maybe if I had the right fucking people backing me up
[1:23 - 1:28] I would actually be doing something with my fucking life. I
[1:28 - 1:32] Would actually be getting somewhere with my fucking life
[1:32 - 1:39] But instead I got to deal with these motherfuckers going at me for a goddamn year and a half
[1:39 - 1:46] That's a year and a half of bent-up anger that these motherfuckers deserve to hear and I'm tired of holding it the fuck back
[1:47 - 1:52] I'm done with this shit
[1:53 - 1:55] I'm done with you motherfuckers
[1:55 - 2:00] See what y'all don't realize is I'm a lot smarter than y'all give me credit for
[2:01 - 2:03] I really am
[2:03 - 2:10] Maybe if y'all fucking retards would leave me the fuck alone and let me do what I need to fucking do
[2:10 - 2:18] I would actually get somewhere, but instead you want to sit there steal opportunities from me do this do that
[2:18 - 2:20] I'm fucking tired of it, bro
[2:22 - 2:32] Leave me my friends the fuck alone and Helen Keller your little organized gang ain't nothing but a bunch of fucking
[2:32 - 2:33] overweight
[2:33 - 2:38] Fat-as-fucked pussies that sit on the internet like a bunch of retards all day
[2:38 - 2:42] Talking shit on motherfuckers and ruining goddamn lives
[2:43 - 2:45] That's all you do
[2:45 - 2:51] That's all you fucking do you ruin fucking lives for no fucking reason. He's not to
[2:51 - 2:56] Make a joke out of them. That's all you do
[2:57 - 2:59] And I'm sick of it, dude. I
[3:00 - 3:04] Deserve to get my shot doing what I love to do
[3:05 - 3:08] You know actual trying to help me the fuck out
[3:09 - 3:12] Okay, actual trying to help me the fuck out
[3:13 - 3:16] Y'all need to leave this shit the hell alone dog
[3:19 - 3:21] Y'all need to leave this shit the fuck alone
[3:26 - 3:31] Seriously, he's trying to help me out. And what are you close? He's doing
[3:31 - 3:36] Coming in trying to fuck with me trying to ruin everything. I'm trying to build
[3:37 - 3:40] Motherfucker, I'm trying to better myself not be held back
[3:41 - 3:49] But y'all don't fucks want to sit there hold me back. Well, guess what everyone you can suck a fucking dick
[3:50 - 4:03] Cuz I'm tired of a man. I'm tired of being held back. I'm tired of being held back by you motherfuckers
[4:04 - 4:10] You want to run your mouth about me go ahead that don't give you the right to take away opportunities from me
[4:14 - 4:19] Everyone of you can jump off a bridge for all I care. I don't give a fuck
[4:20 - 4:26] I'm trying to better myself. I'm trying to better my life
[4:27 - 4:35] And how I supposed to do that with all you don't fucks do is come in and run your mouth like a bunch of pussy's
[4:36 - 4:41] Huh, how am I supposed to better my goddamn life when you guys keep fucking shit up?
[4:42 - 4:53] How am I supposed to better myself when I'm trying when y'all are coming in and screwing shit up? I
[4:54 - 4:58] Don't get it. I want to be a better person
[4:58 - 5:01] I want to do better, but goddamn it
[5:01 - 5:06] I'll be damned by hold in that year and a half of anger any fucking longer, dude
[5:06 - 5:09] I'll be damned if I hold that in
[5:12 - 5:14] Y'all need to grow up
[5:15 - 5:23] Seriously, y'all motherfuckers need to goddamn grow up and get a life your little organized crime ain't jack shit
[5:24 - 5:26] You're a bunch of overweight
[5:27 - 5:34] Obesis fuck toaster eating bunch of fat dudes running your mouse on the internet like a bunch of bitches, bro
[5:34 - 5:37] That's all you do. You run your fucking mouths
[5:39 - 5:41] That's all you fucking do
[5:50 - 5:56] That's all you fucking do bro. You run your mouth like a bunch of pussy's and I'm sick of it
[5:57 - 6:02] So all you can suck a dick and go the fuck the hell
[6:03 - 6:08] And then and the axle I do want to say this
[6:09 - 6:17] To axle and Angela and everybody that does support me. I do want to say thank you guys
[6:17 - 6:26] Especially you axle. I want to say thank you. I want to say thank you for showing me what I need to do
[6:26 - 6:31] I want to say thank you for everything you've done for me
[6:31 - 6:34] Because I tell you man
[6:34 - 6:41] You've done more for me in the last couple hours than anyone's ever done for me in an entire year and I want to say
[6:41 - 6:43] Thank you for that
[6:43 - 6:48] You showed me what I need to do and I say thank you for that my dude. I
[6:49 - 6:51] appreciate that
[6:52 - 6:54] 100% I appreciate the fuck out of that dude. I
[7:03 - 7:08] Appreciate the fuck out of what you've done for me axle. I really do but bro
[7:08 - 7:12] I'm not gonna sit aside and let these motherfuckers get away with this
[7:12 - 7:18] I'm not doing it for a year and a half. I've let them get away with it not no more. I'm done
[7:19 - 7:35] I'm fucking done with it, bro. I'm fucking done. I'm fucking done man and
[7:40 - 7:45] Axel I harbor no hatred towards you. I hold no hatred towards you at all
[7:46 - 7:52] Okay, I know you're trying to help me and I appreciate that a hundred percent. I appreciate and respect that
[7:54 - 7:56] But you also got to understand dude
[7:56 - 8:01] This is a year and a half of anger that I've had to hold in a
[8:02 - 8:10] Year and a half of being attacked a year and a half of being bullied a year and a half of being
[8:10 - 8:12] scrutinized
[8:12 - 8:22] That's about goddamn time something changed. I'm fucking tired of a man. I don't deserve this. I
[8:23 - 8:31] Don't deserve this shit that I get put through and yeah, you're right
[8:31 - 8:34] I am pissed off. I'm pissed off the fact that nobody
[8:35 - 8:42] Nobody wants to let me live my past down. No one wants to let the past go and I'm sick of it, dude
[8:43 - 8:47] I'm sick of motherfuckers holding me to my goddamn past
[8:47 - 8:51] I want to be better and I want to do better
[8:51 - 8:54] But how am I supposed to do that when I keep getting held back?
[8:54 - 9:05] But Helen, why don't you tell you right the fuck now? You're a piece of fucking shit
[9:06 - 9:12] You and your little organized gang. You're a bunch of pussies for go after a five-year-old
[9:13 - 9:16] You're a bunch of fucking pussies for doing that
[9:17 - 9:20] You don't ever go after a kid
[9:21 - 9:24] You don't ever go after a fucking five-year-old
[9:24 - 9:29] You don't ever do that shit motherfuckers ever
[9:30 - 9:40] Every one of you trolls that are saying chop it off. I know what you motherfuckers are
[9:40 - 9:47] You're a bunch of pussies that follow Masshole reports. You're a bunch of goddamn pussies a bunch of fakes
[9:48 - 10:07] You're a bunch of goddamn pussies that don't have lives
[10:08 - 10:18] You know, I sat out there for almost three fucking hours today admitting my wrongs
[10:20 - 10:27] But yet, what do I get shit on? Which why over the next month?
[10:29 - 10:34] Over the next fucking month, you know what I'm doing. I'm not gonna be going live
[10:34 - 10:39] I'm not gonna be posting on here for the next month and a half. I'm feathering myself
[10:40 - 10:43] I'm doing shit that I need to do to work on me
[10:44 - 10:46] I'm working on me
[10:46 - 10:54] So every one of you motherfucking trolls can kiss my goddamn ass because I'm done with it
[10:57 - 11:01] Again, Axel. I want you to know that you did not fail me
[11:02 - 11:14] You did not fail me, Axel. Let me tell you right now, Axel
[11:14 - 11:19] You did not fail me. You helped me out so fucking much and I want to say thank you for that
[11:19 - 11:25] I want to say thank you for helping me out brother. I appreciate the fuck out of what you've done for me
[11:26 - 11:33] But right now I need to step away from YouTube and I need to work on myself
[11:33 - 11:37] And I need to do shit to be able to make it doing what I love to do
[11:38 - 11:47] Okay, I need to work on myself and the only way I could do that is to get away from YouTube for the next month
[11:47 - 11:53] So right now I'm about to hop off. I'm about to begin working on myself
[11:53 - 11:59] I'm gonna relax and calm down and all you fucking trolls can suck a fucking dick
[11:59 - 12:01] bitch
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