2021-9-11 This Troll shit is stupid

[0:05 - 0:27] well no what the fuck is up guys now there is something going on that is been
[0:27 - 0:37] kind of irritating me over the past I don't know fucking year year and a half
[0:37 - 0:56] or so and that's motherfuckers being faked like for real like for example tape
[0:56 - 1:08] tape say kind of so many motherfuckers like all right take Chris Cape for example man
[1:08 - 1:17] he claimed to be a good friend right claimed he was a good friend and this
[1:17 - 1:26] man the other da da da all right cool but then what do I see this motherfucker do
[1:26 - 1:36] up on YouTube talking shit basically acting like I'm the worst thing since
[1:36 - 1:47] the devil man like and what gets me is a why fucking do the troll shit especially
[1:47 - 1:55] out there I've had not one but two motherfuckers come up on panel and explain
[1:55 - 2:01] the full situation about candle about mass whole reports about the whole goddamn
[2:01 - 2:14] issue so my thing is this why keep it going like I don't get it like you had
[2:14 - 2:24] three motherfuckers including myself explain why candle did what she did which
[2:24 - 2:35] was a dumb reason but yeah motherfuckers choose to be dumb to shit like this
[2:35 - 2:41] motherfucker right here this RZA back you brought it on yourself you can't like
[2:41 - 2:46] this I expect it's like here's the thing bro I didn't actually bring it on
[2:46 - 2:58] myself I truly didn't bring it on myself no no hold on hold on I want this guy
[2:58 - 3:07] to actually see this shit edge cuz this guy obviously doesn't understand how I
[3:07 - 3:17] run but RZA some might not understand there it is I really didn't bring this
[3:17 - 3:28] on myself okay my ex candle Smith she's the one that brought all this on all
[3:28 - 3:36] right she brought song because in her mind I'm a worthless piece of shit all right
[3:36 - 3:44] and candles one I'm not worth being alive according to candle I'm better off dead
[3:44 - 4:04] and that's how she fucking operates like she basically you know how she works is
[4:04 - 4:17] this is if you look different from everyone else and no Christ she's not
[4:17 - 4:23] right cuz see what you what motherfuckers like you failed to realize my dude is
[4:23 - 4:30] this cuz according to candle it's like this and Christ trust me when I say
[4:30 - 4:36] bro you're gonna think a lot differently when I explain this shit all right I
[4:38 - 4:44] promise you bro you will be thinking differently after this see the way
[4:44 - 4:50] all this shit came about was candle pretended to be a werewolf right me
[4:50 - 4:58] and her together for about a month month and a half almost two months about I say
[4:58 - 5:05] five weeks in your take five weeks candle decided to pretend that she was
[5:05 - 5:15] a werewolf I myself separated myself from candle cuz I saw what she was doing was
[5:15 - 5:22] like yo I don't want any part of this I don't know why you have to so weird so
[5:22 - 5:29] I cut ties with her cuz for me that was too much to deal with so I was like
[5:29 - 5:35] yo this bitch is crazy I need to get away from this psycho I seriously need to
[5:35 - 5:44] get away from this psychotic bitch now what is this bitch decided to do she decided
[5:44 - 5:53] not even two hours after me getting rid of her she decides to talk shit on me make
[5:53 - 5:58] a video about me where I didn't even do nothing I ain't even have time to talk
[5:58 - 6:07] shit about this bitch I really didn't I didn't have any time any time at all to
[6:07 - 6:16] run my mouth about this bitch let alone say anything at that time after I broke it
[6:16 - 6:21] off there I was actually talking to Paul I was hanging out with him I was talking
[6:21 - 6:26] to him explaining to him what was going on why I left her and this none the
[6:26 - 6:34] other I was talking to Paul Allison and a girlfriend of ours including Brooke so
[6:34 - 6:38] I'll send now talking to them I ain't even have time to run my mouth about this
[6:38 - 6:51] bitch okay none fanito nada no don't get nada nada damn word came out of my mouth
[6:51 - 6:57] about this bitch but then what do I get from one of my friends
[6:58 - 7:07] candle making a post on Facebook saying that I did this I did that I'm a horrible
[7:07 - 7:15] person well I had this bitch why so I couldn't say anything so knowing that
[7:15 - 7:23] she had a YouTube channel I literally had to go on and make a video telling
[7:23 - 7:34] everybody hey this bitch is fucking crazy this bitch is psychotic this bitch is
[7:34 - 7:41] off her fucking rocker she has a few screws loose and I don't explain
[7:41 - 7:47] everybody hey I didn't do what she said I did so what does this bitch decide to
[7:47 - 7:54] do and classic I know that you can I know that you know this whole
[7:54 - 8:03] situation bro classic knows the whole situation about how candle tried to fake
[8:03 - 8:12] her death to make me look like a bad guy and tried to pin it on me classic knows
[8:12 - 8:19] about the whole damn situation she literally sat there faked her fucking
[8:19 - 8:29] death and tried to pin it on me and then after that I thought it was done it was
[8:29 - 8:38] over I honestly thought she had moved on after she had got caught cuz she got caught
[8:38 - 8:47] lying that's what she does she lies about shit she manipulates motherfuckers that's
[8:47 - 8:56] what she does she manipulates people and talk shit about all her exes now keep in
[8:56 - 9:06] mind shortly after that but here's the thing classic I actually found out why
[9:06 - 9:14] he did that classic if you go back and watch the videos classic watch the
[9:14 - 9:22] very first train that Paul was on with me earlier this week like if you watch
[9:22 - 9:29] where Paul was on a live stream of me he explained why he did that and the reason
[9:29 - 9:37] for that was because he does have kids and candle was holding that over his head
[9:37 - 9:46] she was basically threatening to have his kids taken away and candle had that
[9:46 - 9:52] kind of power she has that kind of power she is scary like that she can
[9:52 - 9:59] manipulate motherfuckers to do that so he felt like he didn't have a choice but to
[9:59 - 10:06] go along with it which I understand if I was in that position I'd be the same
[10:06 - 10:14] way I would fear for my children's lives as well so I get it I get why he did
[10:14 - 10:22] what he did I harbor no hatred towards them cuz he even told me in private that
[10:22 - 10:27] there were a lot of times where he wanted to come out and tell me but he was
[10:27 - 10:34] afraid that candle was gonna go after his family so I don't blame the guy I
[10:34 - 10:41] really don't I harbor no resentment or hatred towards them I get it candle is
[10:41 - 10:49] a very scary person I'll be honest candle is the scariest fuck I mean this bitch
[10:49 - 10:55] tried to run over a goddamn cop literally this bitch tried to kill a fucking cop
[10:55 - 11:08] and has resisted arrest and all kinds of shit the bitch is off a rocker bro this
[11:08 - 11:15] bitch is off a rocker she's insane like bro this you guys really want to know
[11:15 - 11:22] how crazy candle really is you really want to know how psychotic she is keep
[11:22 - 11:29] in mind me candle never met we never met up we never hung out none of that it was
[11:29 - 11:38] all via Facebook and YouTube this bitch is going around claiming that I gave her
[11:38 - 11:45] an STD now how can I get think about this how can I give someone an STD if we
[11:45 - 12:05] never fucking met no christ ain't spitting facts like how can like think about
[12:05 - 12:11] this how can somebody get an STD over the internet how can you get a fucking
[12:11 - 12:19] STD if you never met it don't make sense bro that's how crazy this bitch is I
[12:19 - 12:25] never met her I never hooked up with her none of that so how you gonna get
[12:25 - 12:33] an STD from thing on the internet that's how psycho this chick is bro this is how
[12:33 - 12:44] off her fucking rocker she is and guess what I'll keep blocking you motherfucker
[12:44 - 12:54] yo Wes leave the motherfucker blocked because if you don't unblocking your
[12:54 - 13:25] ass and I'm yanking your wrench like what gets me is this all right y'all said
[13:25 - 13:41] there and say that it's this and say yo prison mode yo Mike what up dude what the
[13:41 - 13:53] fuck is up Mikey how you doing bro and that is true man you did pay to see if
[13:53 - 13:59] she had a death certificate that is very very true Mikey actually did pay for
[13:59 - 14:02] that he actually did pay to see if she had a death certificate I remember that
[14:02 - 14:09] shit what's good Mikey how you been bro what's good bro how you been man it's
[14:09 - 14:38] been a minute what's good hey good to see you back on bro but like this is how
[14:38 - 14:46] crazy this bitch is though man this bitch is fucking she's a wack job dude like
[14:46 - 14:56] she tried to have me killed twice once through Paul and then once through
[14:56 - 15:02] Masshole reports this bitch tried to have me killed twice in a fucking row and
[15:02 - 15:10] she damn near killed her ex Brooke whom she actually met in real life they got
[15:10 - 15:18] into a fight and I guess candle tried to kill her so this bitch is truly
[15:18 - 15:33] psychotic like this bitch literally is fucking nuts like this is the same fucking
[15:33 - 15:40] bitch that went on the internet looked up child pornography sent it to Masshole
[15:40 - 15:45] reports because if y'all I know Masshole reports and candle are actually really
[15:45 - 15:53] good friends I guess candle had a friend introduced her to another friend and
[15:53 - 16:05] that friend then introduced her to Masshole reports so what did candle do candle
[16:05 - 16:11] decided to look up child pornography on the internet send it to Masshole
[16:11 - 16:17] reports and what did they decide to do they decided to try to catfish me and
[16:17 - 16:27] all that shit went down and all that came about like this bitch will literally
[16:27 - 16:35] has a disdained fucking obsession with me this bitch is so obsessed with me and
[16:35 - 16:45] wants me dead so fucking bad that she will stop at nothing to ruin my life she
[16:45 - 16:52] done ruined my life she done ruined fucking Brooks life she damn near ruined Paul's
[16:52 - 17:01] life almost ruined Heather's life wait bro I had a good pain job I had a good
[17:01 - 17:08] pain job before all this shit went down with candle and Masshole reports bro I
[17:08 - 17:16] was making a hundred and fifty a day via cash out doing audio engineering work
[17:16 - 17:23] for a former friend and his video game company I was doing good I had I had
[17:23 - 17:28] things going for me I had an amazing girlfriend that is no longer with me
[17:28 - 17:34] because of all this shit I had a good pain job I had a lot of shame going for
[17:34 - 17:42] me I had my life on the right track until this psychotic bitch decides oh I want
[17:42 - 17:51] to get revenge so I'm gonna fuck his life up so now I'm literally stuck
[17:51 - 18:00] having to rebuild back up and restart from the ground up thankfully I didn't lose
[18:00 - 18:07] all of my friends yes I lost a couple friends that meant oh a very great deal
[18:07 - 18:16] to me like my buddy Sean's play the guy I work for for the audio engineering
[18:16 - 18:25] stuff Enoch I work for him he was also a good friend of mine so I love me I have
[18:25 - 18:33] lost some good friends in the process and it sucks but what gets me about all
[18:33 - 18:40] this shit what gets me about all this stuff that's been going on why is it
[18:40 - 18:49] that y'all trolls choose to believe the bullshit when you've legit had three
[18:49 - 18:59] motherfuckers come on panel and explain to you guys what really went down you had
[18:59 - 19:04] three motherfuckers including myself you had me you had Heather and you had Paul
[19:04 - 19:10] and Heather used to live with candle candle and Heather of knowing each other
[19:11 - 19:16] for over 10 years literally they've known each other for like 10 fucking years
[19:16 - 19:24] they practically grew up together like Heather knows candle better than any of
[19:24 - 19:33] us do honestly like y'all have had three motherfuckers come up on panel and
[19:33 - 19:41] explain everything that happened you guys have had Paul explain what really
[19:41 - 19:47] went down why he did what he did what candle did how she helped stuff over his
[19:47 - 19:57] head why she wanted him to try to kill me which and so Paul aka boogeyman the
[19:57 - 20:03] clown I do appreciate that again for you not for you you know not just for you
[20:03 - 20:09] not doing that but for you having the courage to come forward and tell me hey
[20:09 - 20:14] this is why I was really there that day this is what actually went down I
[20:14 - 20:22] appreciate that and I respect that about you bro I respect that 110% my guy I
[20:22 - 20:30] respect this shit out of that 100% I respect you doing that because you
[20:30 - 20:36] coming forward and saying hey that day that showed up you were really supposed
[20:36 - 20:42] to die this is why I didn't do it this is what she held over my head I respect
[20:42 - 20:50] that I respect that to the fullest extent and I understand why you didn't
[20:50 - 20:57] come out of first I understand why all those times that you wanted to say
[20:57 - 21:02] something you didn't I get it she held your kids over your head and that's a
[21:02 - 21:10] fucked up thing to do that really is a very fucked up thing to do so I get why
[21:10 - 21:19] you did what you did and I respect you and I appreciate you coming forward as a
[21:19 - 21:25] friend and as a brother telling me hey this is what really happened I respect
[21:25 - 21:35] the fuck out of that shit my guy so I mean y'all motherfuckers have had three
[21:35 - 21:43] different people tell you what really was going on well technically four I should
[21:43 - 21:51] know that'd be five because Marty was right about came to be Rebecca Wolf prison
[21:51 - 21:58] Mike my boy prison Mike found out that that death certificate was fake and then
[21:58 - 22:05] you had Paul you had me and you had either you had five different motherfuckers
[22:05 - 22:11] legit five motherfuckers that have been telling you guys this is what really has
[22:11 - 22:19] happened and when you put the shit with mass whole reports and candle and Paul
[22:19 - 22:25] and me and how candle fake your death why she fake your death if you put the
[22:25 - 22:32] puzzle piece together it all adds up it all adds up to one shit fuck situation
[22:34 - 22:40] like literally if you guys need a timeline let me let me break it down for
[22:40 - 22:56] you as a timeline here all right let me let me find some near use of time not
[22:56 - 22:59] exactly the best thing in the world but this work but let's say this is a time
[22:59 - 23:04] one right here let's say these these pens right here the timeline all right
[23:04 - 23:09] right here at the very beginning you have me and candle first meeting through
[23:09 - 23:18] our friend Alice and we hook up yada yada yada second one me and candle wound up
[23:18 - 23:23] splitting okay we wind up splitting up going our separate ways I mind my own
[23:23 - 23:30] business she wants her own business same timeline later that day same exact
[23:30 - 23:36] time later that fucking day she decides to make a video of me on Facebook
[23:36 - 23:44] talking crap about me when I didn't even have the time nor the energy to make a
[23:44 - 23:57] video talking shit timeline part 3 candle decides to fake her death and try to
[23:57 - 24:10] pin it on me and tells Paul to hide it for the fact of she was threatening his
[24:10 - 24:19] kids timeline part 2 all right and this is where shit gets confusing for a lot of
[24:19 - 24:28] motherfuckers but then you'll understand it timeline part 4 right here candle
[24:28 - 24:35] decides to get revenge on me and payback on me in the worst way possible she
[24:36 - 24:44] decides to look up child pornography have it sent to Masshole reports and then
[24:44 - 24:54] Masshole reports then decides to go with it and run with it after being
[24:54 - 25:04] introduced to candle through a mutual friend of theirs okay there's that but
[25:04 - 25:12] right in between those two timelines Paul comes here okay Paul comes here and
[25:12 - 25:23] basically says you know I'm just gonna talk to you blah blah blah blah okay keep
[25:23 - 25:30] mine when Paul came here same timeline when Paul came here I didn't know that
[25:30 - 25:38] he was supposed to kill me I did not know that I was supposed to be murdered Paul
[25:38 - 25:45] refused to murder me hence why he ended up freaking catching a greyhound or
[25:45 - 25:51] having somebody else pick him up take him back home so that was like writing
[25:51 - 25:58] between timeline part 3 and 4 only that was writing between that that was
[25:58 - 26:04] writing between the three and four timeline where Paul came here and all
[26:04 - 26:14] his shit timeline part 5 is where we're currently yeah I lost my job several of
[26:14 - 26:19] my friends lost my girlfriend that I had a time so I was just talking to this
[26:19 - 26:27] really cute chick at the time that I had gotten my job yada yada yada and now
[26:27 - 26:37] candle is trying to run around on on timeline part 6 what up time I far past
[26:37 - 26:45] though candle is now basically trying to talk shit and say that I'm doing this
[26:45 - 26:55] and now I'm doing that do you see how all this adds up now that y'all see how
[26:55 - 27:01] this adds up now candle wanted to get revenge on me in the worst way possible
[27:01 - 27:06] because she's obsessed with me she's obsessed with the fact that I let her go
[27:06 - 27:14] I dropped her I cut her off and she wanted her revenge on me so bad that she
[27:14 - 27:21] felt like ruining my reputation getting me to be known as a pedophile this time
[27:21 - 27:29] the other was the best way to ruin me see in candles mine if she can't have you
[27:29 - 27:35] killed if she can't have you murdered she's just gonna make your life a living
[27:35 - 27:42] hell all right she's just gonna make your life a living fucking hell and she
[27:42 - 27:50] don't care just if she has to break the law to do it she don't care if she
[27:50 - 27:59] has to do like what she did with me or what she does not care what she has
[27:59 - 28:15] to do and it's sad shot the one boy Alex what's good shot the one boy Alex what's
[28:15 - 28:21] good bro shot the one boy Alex and the half nerds what's good fellas how y'all
[28:21 - 28:32] doing what's good always good to see you around here Alex good to see you my
[28:32 - 28:56] dude definitely will Alex 100% man always checking out your videos man
[28:56 - 29:05] all the fellow has nerds out there man what the fuck so guys how y'all doing but
[29:05 - 29:11] believe it or not Marty she's actually not homeless right now she actually from my
[29:11 - 29:17] understanding from my understanding why this is just coming from what Paul and
[29:17 - 29:24] Heather found out themselves I actually found out that she is currently
[29:24 - 29:32] residing in New York and I guess she's staying with a friend or whatever so right
[29:32 - 29:41] now she's not really homeless so I don't know dude all know is that y'all trolls
[29:41 - 29:48] that are running your mouths need to quit because and I know my boy Alex and I
[29:48 - 29:54] know Marty I know everybody will agree with me on this that y'all trolls are
[29:54 - 30:02] just acting dumb you're acting lame like me and Heather and Paul have been moved
[30:02 - 30:09] on from this shit a long fucking time ago okay me and Heather and Paul have
[30:09 - 30:16] moved on from this a while ago like I've been trying to move all my life I've been
[30:16 - 30:22] trying to get my life back on the right track okay hell I was supposed to hang
[30:22 - 30:26] out with a friend today but due to you know circumstances that were out of our
[30:26 - 30:33] control you know I unfortunately wasn't able to which sucks so hopefully next time
[30:33 - 30:39] around I'll get the hang out with her and shit it was super dope but like the
[30:39 - 30:44] point is and I know everybody here will agree with me on this the troll stuff
[30:44 - 30:50] that you guys do just needs to stop like what y'all are doing is petty as fuck
[30:51 - 30:57] like it really is petty like Heather's moved on with her life her and Paul are
[30:57 - 31:03] together they're happy together and I'm happy for them I've been trying to move
[31:03 - 31:08] on with my life I've been trying to do shit with my life I've been trying to
[31:08 - 31:17] get back into my artwork and back into my music and shit like Paul's working
[31:17 - 31:24] part-time Heather's working part-time I'm trying to give back into my shit so I
[31:24 - 31:29] can do like I did before all this and have a job doing something I love and
[31:29 - 31:38] something I enjoy like y'all need to quit this petty ass bullshit bro it's
[31:38 - 31:58] stupid like it truly is dumb like it's so ridiculous bro I and Christ you say
[31:58 - 32:04] that I need a bitch slap a reality homie I'm not the one that sat up on Courtney's
[32:04 - 32:10] live stream running his mouth about how women don't need to be having tattoos
[32:10 - 32:23] I'm not the one that did that bro that was you that was you my guy you're the
[32:23 - 32:28] one that sat up on candles are not on candle but on Courtney's page sorry
[32:28 - 32:35] Courtney but you're the one that sat up on Courtney's page running your mouth
[32:35 - 32:41] about how women don't need to have tattoos and it's not in the other bro you're
[32:41 - 32:47] the sexist motherfucker here not me matter of fact you know we do with sexist
[32:47 - 32:58] little bitches like you you gotta go help you ask me I love a hot chick with
[32:58 - 33:04] tattoos not gonna lie bro I love to take this guy I love chicks that have
[33:04 - 33:12] tattoos some of my best friends that are females have tattoos hell my sister
[33:12 - 33:18] Crystal runs her own fucking tattoo shop with a license out of her fucking house
[33:18 - 33:26] part-time because of obviously because of COVID she has to run her shop I were
[33:26 - 33:36] home and tell the shop that she works at opens back up like she has tattoos my
[33:36 - 33:49] older sisters both have tattoos away like my best friend Sarada has a fucking
[33:49 - 33:56] Naruto piece on her fucking back and has the fucking uchiha symbol right there
[33:56 - 34:04] on her fucking shoulder cap right here fucking grace neutral you guys have
[34:04 - 34:10] seen grace neutral I've shown y'all grace neutral she's covered in tattoos
[34:10 - 34:17] Kat Von D from LA Inc who I also just recently found out those music shot
[34:17 - 34:26] Kat Von D is covered in tattoos literally she runs a tattoo shop and does
[34:26 - 34:35] music and she is covered in fucking tattoos bro there is nothing wrong with
[34:35 - 34:44] the female haven't tattoos at all hell one of my favorite youtubers that sadly
[34:44 - 34:50] hasn't been able to post in a while due to her job as a tattoo artist kelpa
[34:50 - 34:56] Jasmine who is also a fucking artist she does tattoo work and she does paint
[34:56 - 35:06] them she creates dope ass prints and Salmon etsy she has tattoos do I need
[35:06 - 35:12] to name anybody else that has tattoos cuz I can go on for fucking days like
[35:12 - 35:20] bro jacksepticeye's girlfriend has a tattoo and so does jack he's got a tattoo
[35:20 - 35:32] right here my effect Alex Alex have nerd has tattoos all over his body so what's
[35:32 - 35:38] the problem with chicks having tattoos and I'm pretty sure that Alex's
[35:38 - 35:43] girlfriend has tattoos correct me if I'm wrong in that Alex if I am I
[35:43 - 35:51] apologize Sonny and dude chicks with tattoos are fucking hot not gonna lie
[35:51 - 35:59] bro I dig a chick within I think a chick that feels comfortable having her body
[35:59 - 36:07] the way she wants it whether it's a piercing a tattoo a body modification
[36:07 - 36:15] like whatever like I do I think people that do that kind of shit are the most
[36:15 - 36:25] interesting motherfuckers in the world dude I will knit I'm kind of on the fence
[36:25 - 36:31] about army James I will me I am very much on the fence about army James and for
[36:31 - 36:37] a very legitimate reason if y'all don't know my cousin Jason that runs his own
[36:37 - 36:46] tattoo shop up in Alaska he actually got offered to work alongside army James on
[36:46 - 36:54] New York Inc but because army was a total dick towards him because Jason has
[36:54 - 37:01] a particular style that he's good at and that he's known for army kind of
[37:01 - 37:06] wanted him to step outside of that zone and go to a whole different style and
[37:06 - 37:14] it's not in the other he didn't feel comfortable with it like he didn't feel
[37:14 - 37:19] comfortable doing you know that style that all we wanted him to do because he
[37:19 - 37:26] had never done that style before so he kindly turned him down and on me basically
[37:26 - 37:31] it was like now fuck you that's not in the other song in as a person I can't
[37:31 - 37:38] respect him but as a tattoo artist and his traditional Japanese style I 110%
[37:38 - 37:45] respect the man I respect the man's artwork style just not his attitude and you
[37:45 - 37:52] can kind of see that on LA Inc with Kat Von B and all them as well you can kind
[37:52 - 38:01] of see that side of him so like I said I'm definitely on the fence about him
[38:01 - 38:10] like I'm definitely like I said as you know as an artist I respect the shit
[38:10 - 38:14] out of all me he's worked he's obviously worked very hard to get to where he's
[38:14 - 38:23] at I respect the hustle I respect that I just don't respect his attitude towards
[38:23 - 38:29] other tattoo artists and how he thinks oh you should learn this style get rid of
[38:29 - 38:35] this style you should learn this style I can't respect that I can respect his
[38:35 - 38:43] artwork because his Japanese traditional style out of this fucking world it's
[38:43 - 38:53] fucking insane and how good he is but as a person can't respect him I just
[38:53 - 39:01] really can't respect what he does as a person like his attitude bro no offense
[39:01 - 39:06] to you all me and if you do by some random chance see this bro I harbor no
[39:06 - 39:12] hatred towards you my bro there's just a bit of advice to you you kind of need
[39:12 - 39:16] to change up your attitude a bit man and I'll try and hate on you just saying
[39:16 - 39:20] bro you should kind of change up your attitude a bit because maybe if you
[39:20 - 39:25] change up your attitude people actually might want to work for you like you
[39:25 - 39:28] gotta learn to respect other people's styles if you want to get
[39:28 - 39:35] somewhere that's like with me I have artwork styles that a lot of people
[39:35 - 39:40] respect about me a lot of people have different since you know different
[39:40 - 39:47] styles than what I have and I respect everyone's art style as a whole like
[39:47 - 39:51] dude I can go on the Facebook right now and find ten different art styles that
[39:51 - 39:57] are different than my own and I respect the shit out of it I really do I
[39:57 - 40:06] respect the fuck out of it because everybody's art style is different so
[40:06 - 40:11] just a little bit of advice for you my dude kind of drop the attitude and
[40:11 - 40:18] respect other people's work just saying like not everybody knows how to do
[40:18 - 40:24] traditional Japanese like that my guy just saying not everyone knows how to do
[40:24 - 40:31] traditional Japanese art like I said bro your traditional Japanese art fucking
[40:31 - 40:37] amazing keep doing it but don't force anybody else to do it if they don't want
[40:37 - 40:52] to just saying but um yeah like I said Christ you're just a sexist little
[40:52 - 41:00] bitch like for real you're a fucking sexist bro like what a chick has a
[41:00 - 41:06] tattoo and all of a sudden you fucking hate the fucking guts out of them
[41:06 - 41:26] really like I'm sure everyone here knows at least one chick that has tattoos like
[41:26 - 41:33] vape Marty classic shy Tom I'm pretty sure you fellows know somebody with a
[41:33 - 41:42] tattoo that's a female like I'm pretty sure y'all know a chick with some
[41:42 - 42:02] tattoos and there you go Angela has tattoos Marty's great-grandmother had
[42:02 - 42:21] tattoos like for real like a lot of motherfuckers have tattoos man like come
[42:21 - 42:31] on Christ tattoos are not an estranged thing nowadays man like I said bro like
[42:31 - 42:37] hell tattoos are I don't know if y'all keep up with it or not but tattoos are
[42:37 - 42:43] now becoming more commonplace in places like Japan because as you guys know
[42:43 - 42:49] because of you because of the yakuza and all that tattoos for the longest time
[42:49 - 42:57] were seen as taboo now they're becoming more commonplace they're starting to
[42:57 - 43:12] be more widely accepted which is actual fact like you can look it up for the
[43:12 - 43:21] longest time because of the yakuza tattoos were actually often seen as taboo
[43:21 - 43:30] or even in some cases banned in Japan but now they're becoming more commonplace
[43:30 - 43:38] because people are starting to see hey you know just cuz you have a tattoo
[43:38 - 43:55] doesn't mean you're associated with the mafia or the yakuza or whatever so
[43:55 - 44:01] Christ before you go judging someone ever again my dude why don't you do your
[44:01 - 44:09] fucking research and stop talking better yet better yet why don't you do yourself a
[44:09 - 44:15] favor bro why don't you just stop running your mouth all together because quite
[44:15 - 44:25] honestly bro no one wants to fucking hear you like Christ you wonder why
[44:25 - 44:33] motherfuckers don't like you bro that's why because you're sexist as fuck you
[44:33 - 44:41] talk shit about shit that you know nothing about how I'm pretty sure
[44:41 - 44:46] enigmatic here can even name a chick that's got a tattoo or two I'm pretty
[44:46 - 44:53] sure even enigmatic knows somebody that has tattoos that are a chick prison might
[44:53 - 44:59] probably knows 50 million motherfuckers Courtney being one of them who we're
[44:59 - 45:13] all mutual friends with but like I said though man at the end of the day like
[45:13 - 45:21] y'all trolls just need to grow up and stop the fucking dick writing bullshit
[45:21 - 45:31] stop the fucking petty ass drama okay cuz the drama it's old it's played out
[45:31 - 45:39] and it's dumb it really is it's fucking played out and it's fucking stupid
[45:39 - 46:01] like ask Marty help even ask enigmatic I've been trying to move on my way get the
[46:01 - 46:17] fuck out of here poser oh three and counting bro move on you petty ass bitch
[46:17 - 46:24] like mass are you really that fucking petty bitch are you really that fucking
[46:24 - 46:32] petty that you can't let shit go that you gotta make shit up really bro god damn
[46:32 - 46:43] y'all are dumb bro like for real y'all are that fucking petty that y'all got to
[46:43 - 46:50] go around and make shit up bro you're just like candle dude you're fucking
[46:50 - 47:30] psycho oh my god here's the thing bro I proved that I'm not like what do you
[47:30 - 47:36] all gonna realize that the shit with fucking Danica and all that what are you
[47:36 - 47:44] guys gonna realize that's all fake shit I've had two psychotic exes in my life
[47:44 - 47:57] one Danica the bitch to obviously being candle like so what I got psychotic
[47:57 - 48:06] exes that can't handle the fucking truth what they fucking do y'all are dumb as
[48:06 - 48:12] fuck like it's not my fault I end up with psychotic bitches that like to talk
[48:12 - 48:45] shit about me that ain't my fault do she but like for real though man what can I
[48:45 - 48:51] say I have psychotic fucking exes I'm sure we've all had a psycho ex in our
[48:51 - 48:57] life that we can't fucking stand that's tried to fuck us over in one way or
[48:57 - 49:14] another and I'm sure I'm sure Angela's had her fair share of
[49:14 - 49:20] boyfriend's that are psychotic I know Marty knows have my fucking exes were
[49:20 - 49:35] fucking crazy yeah but here's the thing about that Marty see a thing about that
[49:35 - 49:41] Marty and I mean no disrespect and I mean no disrespect by this Marty at all so
[49:41 - 49:48] please don't take offense to it my man but I'd rather I'm glad I didn't stick with
[49:48 - 49:55] strawberry for a very good reason because I have more respect for myself like
[49:55 - 50:00] if I'm gonna deal with someone I want to deal with someone knowing that they're
[50:00 - 50:07] not cheating or doing any dumb shit like I'd rather be able to check that's
[50:07 - 50:14] open honest isn't doing any fucking dumb shit like what strawberry was doing and
[50:14 - 50:18] somebody who doesn't lie to me right out of the gate and then proceed to lie on
[50:18 - 50:31] panel you feel me like I want somebody that's actually honest about shit that's
[50:31 - 50:47] actually open with me that doesn't hide shit you know I mean like I'm the
[50:47 - 50:56] kind of person that you know I call me old-fashioned call me whatever you want
[50:56 - 51:02] but at the end of the day I'm the kind of guy that has respect for myself you
[51:02 - 51:06] know I'd rather be with somebody knowing that they're not doing any dumb shit
[51:06 - 51:22] like only old-fashioned that's just how I am but here's the thing though it
[51:22 - 51:30] kind of was with what strawberry was doing because she was actually saying that
[51:30 - 51:37] she wasn't doing something when she actually was see she was telling me that
[51:37 - 51:43] she wasn't cheating on me that way that she wasn't sending any you know nude
[51:43 - 51:49] videos or photos but then I had to find out the hard way that she actually was
[51:49 - 52:02] so there's that so in a way she did kind of do a little bit of both because she
[52:02 - 52:09] was sending guys you know nude videos calling them baby sweetheart this not in
[52:09 - 52:14] the other and then she was lying to my face about the whole thing and then
[52:14 - 52:20] proceeded to try to lie about it on a live stream with Marty right there like
[52:20 - 52:25] you guys Marty does matter if I don't believe the screen still up if I'm
[52:25 - 52:37] not mistaken like Marty is that stream still up by the way like I'm just
[52:37 - 52:46] wondering like I'm not saying I want to see it but is that true still up and as
[52:46 - 52:50] for you know being with somebody I want somebody that you know is close by me
[52:50 - 52:58] you feel me like I want to find somebody that's outside of YouTube that isn't
[52:58 - 53:06] involved in all of this like you know what I mean like I want to find somebody that
[53:06 - 53:13] isn't involved in all this that is gonna stand by my side that actually will you
[53:13 - 53:20] know FaceTime me and call me and shit on a daily basis or whatever like I want a
[53:20 - 53:27] normal fucking relationship which is why I'm trying to look outside of this
[53:27 - 53:34] platform like you know I want to find somebody outside of the drama where I
[53:34 - 53:40] can actually be happy again like hell when I was with what's her name not
[53:40 - 53:48] Caitlin but fucking um I know her name I know her name not Abby although Abby was
[53:48 - 53:54] pretty cool for a while fucking the one that I was with I got the photos with on
[53:54 - 54:06] Facebook fuck why is she slipping my fucking mind all of a sudden but like that
[54:06 - 54:11] one the one blonde chick I was with not Caitlin but the one like right after her
[54:11 - 54:24] before her like everything was good you know I mean like dude it was a
[54:24 - 54:40] chick with the glasses and the other reason being her split was because you
[54:40 - 54:47] know she kept on ghosting me and well she didn't really ghost me like her phone
[54:47 - 54:51] kept getting turned off her family kept getting in the way and it's not in the
[54:51 - 54:57] other so like things didn't really you know work out so that's understandable
[54:57 - 55:03] but like I said I want to find somebody that is actually outside of social
[55:03 - 55:10] media that's in my area you know I mean or you know somebody that I grew up with
[55:10 - 55:22] you know somebody that I already know like no offense to lava because any dude
[55:22 - 55:29] that is with lava would be a lucky guy knocking a lot but for me that just
[55:29 - 55:38] things just that wasn't you know what I mean like call me old-fashioned bro you
[55:38 - 55:45] can call me old-fashioned call me what you want but like I'm the kind of dude that
[55:45 - 55:53] is like I'm like my friend Trish okay my friend Trish on Facebook me and her are
[55:53 - 55:59] the exact fucking same because this is how she is when she's with somebody if say
[55:59 - 56:07] like they're out of state she wants to be able to you know talk to them and you
[56:07 - 56:15] know FaceTime them and whatnot you know on a regular basis on the same way or if
[56:15 - 56:20] it's somebody in the same area she wants to be able to hold them and cuddle with
[56:20 - 56:26] them and this time the other on the same way so I get it you know and that's how
[56:26 - 56:34] I am but am I looking right now yes and no I am looking personally to be with
[56:34 - 56:43] yes but I wanted to be outside of the drama outside of the bullshit but I'm
[56:43 - 56:49] not rushing it if it happens and it happens cool if not cool it is what it
[56:49 - 56:57] is like I'm doing me and if it happens hey that's awesome like I'm not gonna
[56:58 - 57:06] force it like I said call me old-fashioned like I was raised to be old-fashioned like
[57:06 - 57:15] I don't sit there and shit like that like I yeah obviously I did that when I was
[57:15 - 57:20] young and dumb when I was in my 20s and I was stupid obviously we've all done that
[57:20 - 57:28] but dude I'm getting ready to be 31 here in like what 17 days or so what is
[57:28 - 57:59] today anyway let me look yeah today's 11 so like literally nine days nine days I'm
[57:59 - 58:05] getting ready to be 31 bro like I'm trying to move on my life I'm trying to
[58:05 - 58:12] settle down I don't have time for petty ass bullshit like y'all trolls are on if
[58:12 - 58:19] y'all trolls want to be on that petty bullshit hey stay on that petty ass
[58:19 - 58:29] bullshit that's on you you want to waste your time that's on you bro you want to be
[58:29 - 58:35] a dumbass and believe all this garbage just being said about me that's on you
[58:35 - 58:55] like bro I'm trying to you know do show my life I'm trying to give my life back on
[58:55 - 59:02] track all right I'm trying to get a job doing what I love again like I said dude
[59:02 - 59:06] I was making a hundred fifty a day with that audio engineering stuff through my
[59:06 - 59:11] buddy Enoch which I now know all your friends with their buddies was blah blah
[59:11 - 59:18] blah but I'm trying to give my life back to where I had it I'm trying to piece my
[59:18 - 59:27] life back together okay Paul is trying to get his life back on track Heather's
[59:27 - 59:32] got her life back on track fully now broke trying to get her life back on
[59:32 - 59:39] track so I don't have time for this shit man I'm 31 getting ready to be 31
[59:39 - 59:45] fucking years old here in fucking nine days bro nine days I'm gonna be 31 years
[59:45 - 59:58] old I don't have time for this crap now that's not a bad idea sarin that
[59:58 - 60:06] actually is not a bad idea but like I said you know I'm gonna get my life
[60:07 - 60:11] back on the right track first like you know what I mean like I want to be able
[60:11 - 60:19] to you know have a job and be stable again because I said I had a good job
[60:19 - 60:25] before all this shit started I had and I'm doing I literally had one of my dream
[60:25 - 60:30] jobs that I thought I would never have like bro I was making a hundred and
[60:30 - 60:36] fifty a day doing fucking music for a gaming company a small indie gaming
[60:36 - 60:43] company wait do you have any idea how fucking huge I was for me and half that
[60:43 - 60:48] money went towards paying fucking bills the other half went to me buying that
[60:48 - 61:00] DJ deck that I got so like I was making money and trust me that DJ deck may be
[61:00 - 61:05] small but trust me when I say that shit was expensive that was like fucking
[61:05 - 61:13] $400 it's a fucking pioneer DJD 200 so trust me that thing was not fucking
[61:13 - 61:19] cheap I think was expensive as fuck that was not a cheap fucking turntable that
[61:19 - 61:27] shit was expensive and then on top of that and then whatever I had the web which
[61:27 - 61:38] is like 80 someone dollars I actually bought FL studios which I am gonna be
[61:38 - 61:44] upgrading to the producer edition very soon I am gonna be upgrading very soon to
[61:44 - 61:50] producer edition so like you see what I mean I'm trying to give my life back to
[61:50 - 62:02] where I had it which I'm excited to say I'm working on yes I did get paid bro
[62:02 - 62:13] dude how do you think I was able to afford this how do you think I was
[62:13 - 62:19] able to afford this dope ass turntable bro bro this is like $400 right here
[62:19 - 62:34] man I bought this in FL studios on top of fucking virtual DJ so I can use this so
[62:34 - 62:48] yeah I did get paid I most certainly got paid but like I said dude I'm trying to
[62:48 - 62:58] give my life back on track you know I mean I'm trying to trying to be able
[62:58 - 63:06] to make sure I have a job to provide for myself so that if I do get a girlfriend
[63:06 - 63:11] sometime in the near future you know if I do actually get a girlfriend I'll be
[63:11 - 63:16] able to provide I'll be able to have a job I'll be able to say hey I do what I love
[63:16 - 63:25] for a living I'll be able to say hey I got a great job doing said vocation
[63:25 - 63:40] insert insert said job in description you know like whether that be doing artwork
[63:40 - 63:49] music fucking photography whatever that may be I don't know what the future holds
[63:49 - 63:55] I'm not a fortune teller I can't fucking see the future even though half the time
[63:55 - 64:01] which I could that way I would know what's going on but I'm not because bro if
[64:01 - 64:06] I could see the future I probably wouldn't be in the situations that I got
[64:06 - 64:12] stuck in just saying bro if I could see the future I wouldn't have gotten stuck
[64:12 - 64:31] with psychotic bitch candle or ended up in all of this fuck shit like I wouldn't
[64:31 - 64:43] have ended up in all this crazy ass bullshit you know I mean like I wouldn't
[64:43 - 64:56] have ended up in half this crap but I'm not but like I said man I'm focusing on
[64:56 - 65:03] me I'm doing things that I need to do to get whatever it is that I'm gonna do to
[65:03 - 65:10] take off whether that be my artwork or my music or whatever that may be you
[65:10 - 65:17] know I'm working to get shit going for myself that way I can have a stable job
[65:17 - 65:22] I can provide and do this and that and the other like I'm working on myself
[65:22 - 65:30] okay I'm working to get myself where I need to be and back to where I used to
[65:30 - 65:37] be before I ever met candle because I said before in that candle I had a good
[65:37 - 65:44] life I had a real good life granted it was before I got my job with my friend
[65:44 - 65:52] Enoch but I still had a good I still had a good life I still had a real good life
[65:52 - 65:59] before that okay and I'm trying to get that life that I had back or you know
[65:59 - 66:04] trying to get myself back to where I can do what I love to do without being
[66:04 - 66:12] harassed every five seconds you follow like dude I'm even looking around town for
[66:12 - 66:18] fucking bands that need a guitarist I've been hitting up fucking Facebook groups
[66:18 - 66:24] looking for local bands that might need a vocalist or a guitarist like I'm
[66:24 - 66:30] working with my friend Tyler right now on some guitar tracking for a brand new
[66:30 - 66:34] song he's wanted me to work on with I'm sitting down working on guitar
[66:34 - 66:41] tracking for that so you know I'm actually trying to get myself back to where I
[66:41 - 66:52] used to be you see what I mean like I'm trying to do what I need to do to get
[66:52 - 67:03] back to where I need to be and y'all can say that I'm delusional but how am I
[67:03 - 67:08] delusional when the proof is actually there like how am I delusional if there's
[67:08 - 67:20] actually proof of all this like y'all saw the proof of what I fucking got with a
[67:20 - 67:26] hundred some odd bucks a few hours of it when doors helping out with bills and
[67:26 - 67:33] then the rest went towards at those studios and a fucking DJ deck plus a
[67:33 - 67:41] subscription for virtual DJ so I can use my frickin DJ deck without
[67:41 - 67:45] having it be 10 minutes at a time like it is right now which I do need to read out
[67:45 - 67:51] that but that would be probably today but like I said man hopefully y'all trolls
[67:51 - 67:59] leave me the fuck along now please just leave me the fuck along and for the love
[67:59 - 68:09] of God Masshole reports shut the fuck up and quit your delusional bitching like
[68:09 - 68:16] seriously you're so fucking delusional and candle get your little bitch Masshole
[68:16 - 68:24] reports to shut the fuck up cuz I don't have time for this shit alright I'm
[68:24 - 68:28] getting ready to be 31 years old I don't have time for this high school drama
[68:28 - 68:41] shit I really don't I don't have time for this idiotic bullshit like I got no
[68:41 - 68:46] time for this idiot see I got shit that I need to do a matter of fact I actually
[68:46 - 68:51] have some shit that I do need to get done right now so I'm gonna hop off here man
[68:51 - 68:56] hopefully I'll enjoy the rest of your day man I'll fuck you love you guys shots of
[68:56 - 69:01] the have nerds man what up guys shout out to my boy Alex Hempner shot sir shot
[69:01 - 69:05] the party shot that every motherfucker good burger boy and yes burger boy I'm
[69:05 - 69:10] still breathin that goddamn black and red shirt I still fuck with a black and
[69:10 - 69:23] red boy but I'll fucking love you guys I'll see you guys probably later on today
[69:23 - 69:29] or probably later on tonight after I chill out and watch tsunami because I'm
[69:29 - 69:33] probably gonna take the rest of the day to relax and chill and take a day off for
[69:33 - 69:39] myself so I'm gonna love you guys I'll catch y'all later man stay home will
[69:39 - 69:50] stay positive fuck the haters fuck the trolls and most importantly fuck
[69:50 - 69:57] mass hall reports and candle smith peace