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2021-8-4 Its Time to Make a CHange


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Original upload date: August 4th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:22] You're morning everyone. I know it's super early in the morning but I wanted to talk
[0:22 - 0:47] about something, something that I feel like is not spoken about enough. And it's something
[0:47 - 0:58] that's, you know, that I not only stay behind doing, but it's also something that I feel
[0:58 - 1:11] needs to be stopped. So I wrote the only two things which is trolling. And unfortunately
[1:11 - 1:30] it's become a major staple and I do mean a major staple in social media. It started
[1:30 - 1:37] back in the early days, you know, the internet on, you know, little message boards and for
[1:37 - 1:42] those of you that weren't really around or don't really remember message boards were
[1:42 - 1:55] like on MSN, ICQ, annual, those, even AOL for a while. It was on Netscape too I believe.
[1:55 - 2:03] But you had different message boards where the goal was to try to get the other person
[2:03 - 2:16] as angry as possible. But back then it was just words, you know, it was just people typing
[2:16 - 2:28] away on a keyboard, back before, you know, Facebook campaign, back before all this stuff
[2:28 - 2:42] happened. And then somewhere down the line it began to become okay to, you know, when
[2:42 - 2:53] Photoshop came around, you know, people started taking that trolling to the next level ultimately.
[2:53 - 3:06] And it's honestly scary at the level of trolling that is going on. It's almost blurring the
[3:06 - 3:21] lines between trolling somebody and joking around with them and literally bullying someone.
[3:21 - 3:27] And it's ridiculous why people say, Oh, no, it's just trying to know what you take and
[3:27 - 3:35] do to someone. Hey, it's Adrian. What's up, man? What up, Sarah? I'll definitely check
[3:35 - 3:55] out the stream for sure. But, you know, like, when you do things to people, like what Masshole
[3:55 - 4:04] reports and I'm not saying this to roam Marty or talk shit on him. I'm not saying this
[4:04 - 4:15] to, you know, speak ill of him, but people like Music Biz Marty and the vendor boys and
[4:15 - 4:26] all these different people that have this weird, disdain hatred for me. Like, when you
[4:26 - 4:32] push someone to that extent and you trolled into that extent, that then goes from being
[4:32 - 4:38] a troll and joking around your friends, you know, you might throw around a few laughs,
[4:38 - 4:45] hahaha. But when you go to that extent that these people go to literally make me look
[4:45 - 4:52] like shit just because I look different because I look weird to some people, I look different
[4:52 - 4:58] from the norm. I don't look like your average 30 year old. I live a home with my family
[4:58 - 5:08] to try to help take care of them. Like, that's when it becomes a real issue. That's when
[5:08 - 5:17] it becomes bullying at that point. And over the years I've had a few, you know, trollings
[5:17 - 5:28] here and there. But no trolling became as bad than what these last four to five months
[5:28 - 5:38] have been for me. Now I get it, you know, drama sells. Oh wait, I get that. But what
[5:38 - 5:59] I don't understand is why, like, why waste your time, you know, not only trolling somebody,
[5:59 - 6:07] but it's one thing to, you know, to do like what that one, that William guy did to me,
[6:07 - 6:13] where he made that funny little short with my face on a hot dog, you know, it was like
[6:13 - 6:20] a little music video type deal. That's one thing entirely, okay? That right there, that's
[6:20 - 6:27] one thing entirely. I personally found that funny. Now whether he meant to offend me or
[6:27 - 6:34] not, I don't know. But if he was trying to, he clearly tells it that because I held my
[6:34 - 6:56] whole family, like my whole family found that video funny. I even found it funny. But
[6:56 - 7:05] when you go to the extents that people like Mass Hall reports have gone to, that's when
[7:05 - 7:12] it becomes bullying. And for me, that's what these last four months have been for me.
[7:12 - 7:20] They haven't been someone trolling me. They haven't been someone, you know, cracking
[7:20 - 7:28] a few wisecracks and making some jokes. No, it's become more than that. And what I'm
[7:28 - 7:41] trying to understand is this, when did it become okay to take someone's real life and
[7:41 - 8:02] try to ruin it? Like when did it become okay to try to ruin someone's life and their livelihood?
[8:02 - 8:09] It doesn't matter what kind of background we come from. It doesn't matter whether you
[8:09 - 8:15] come from a family like mine where you're basically raised, taking care of people and
[8:15 - 8:26] that's all you know, your entire life. Or you come from a wealthy background or, you
[8:26 - 8:30] know, whatever kind of background you come from, it doesn't matter. Whether you come
[8:30 - 8:40] from a rich background, middle class or class or even how I came up with just barely scraping
[8:40 - 8:49] by on bills. And like I've mentioned before, when me and my family first moved here, when
[8:49 - 8:57] me and my family first moved here to Ohio, we were homeless for a year. We were living
[8:57 - 9:04] out in the back of my mom's car for a year straight, living from storage unit to storage
[9:04 - 9:14] unit and campsite to campsite for an entire year before we got this house that we're
[9:14 - 9:27] in now. And it wasn't easy. It really wasn't. Those 12 months were the 12 hardest months
[9:27 - 9:35] of my life. They really were because not only did we not have a place to live but
[9:35 - 9:45] I had to watch my own mom struggle every day wondering how are we going to eat? How are
[9:45 - 9:54] we going to survive? And we had to do that for an entire year. And so my mom got a job
[9:54 - 10:00] at this place called Inghbark which just recently got to her now. And it was through
[10:00 - 10:05] that job that she was able to become friends with one of the employees there who just
[10:05 - 10:18] happens to be our now lame lady. And that's how we ended up with this house. But at the
[10:18 - 10:26] end of the day, it shouldn't matter, you know, what background you come from, whether
[10:26 - 10:33] you got money or you don't have money or you're talented at whatever or you're not.
[10:33 - 10:50] Even if somebody gets on to YouTube just to say talk or do whatever. You know, that doesn't
[10:50 - 10:59] give you the right to judge them. Because there's a very important lesson that I learned
[10:59 - 11:08] during that time period when we were homeless. The energy you get, the energy you put out
[11:08 - 11:18] into the world is what you're going to get back. If you put negativity out into the
[11:18 - 11:26] world you can expect negative things to happen in return. If you put out good positive stuff
[11:26 - 11:34] into the world you're going to get positive things happening to you. That's just facts.
[11:34 - 11:48] That's how it works. And what gets me is why waste your time? Like why go so far out of
[11:48 - 11:55] your way to ruin your life just because you don't like the way someone looks or they're
[11:55 - 12:05] different from you? Like why do that to someone? It doesn't make sense. We're all different.
[12:05 - 12:12] We all come from different backgrounds, different ethnicities, different shapes, sizes. The
[12:12 - 12:28] world doesn't fucking care what you look like. It really doesn't. You know, I try to put
[12:28 - 12:35] out as much positive energy as I can into the world. I try to do as much positive things
[12:35 - 12:48] as I can by putting out songs for people that need someone that has been bullied, has been
[12:48 - 12:57] put on the edge of suicide. I try to, you know, create content for people where they
[12:57 - 13:05] can feel like when I release a new song or a poem or whatever, when I release that stuff
[13:05 - 13:13] and that person that's going through something, they can look back at that and be like, "Yo,
[13:13 - 13:18] this guy really understands how I feel." And I've had that. I've had that reaction
[13:18 - 13:24] a few times where people, random people on Facebook have listened to some of my songs
[13:24 - 13:31] in the past, and they're like, "Dude, did you really go through all this?" And I can
[13:31 - 13:39] honestly say that yes. Every song I have put out is a chapter of my life. Every song that
[13:39 - 13:45] I have ever put out has been a chapter of my life of a situation that I have gone through,
[13:45 - 13:54] whether it be about depression where I wake up with a sinking feeling, not knowing what
[13:54 - 14:00] to do, not knowing how to deal with that depression because I've never had to deal
[14:00 - 14:09] with it, or being put on the edge of suicide like Masterful Reports did a few months ago.
[14:09 - 14:20] And let me tell you, that was the worst feeling of my life. Being put on the edge like that
[14:20 - 14:26] was the worst feeling in the world for me because I knew deep down I didn't want to
[14:26 - 14:38] end my life. But I've gotten so tired of being pushed around that I felt like it just
[14:38 - 14:51] made me that the world would have been better off without me. In those moments that's what
[14:51 - 14:55] was going through my head was maybe the world would actually be better off without me because
[14:55 - 15:04] I'm being bullied so much and had all these videos made about me. I've had memes made
[15:04 - 15:14] about me. I've had shots of my face on it being made about me. And when you have to
[15:14 - 15:24] deal with all that on a daily basis it gets hard. It really does happen to see someone
[15:24 - 15:31] that you don't even know, some random stranger on the internet making a video about you
[15:31 - 15:41] when they don't even know you and they're just following what they hear. And I feel
[15:41 - 15:47] like that's where a lot of you people that are making these videos on me are screwing
[15:47 - 15:56] up that. You're only viewing one side of the spectrum. You're not viewing the other
[15:56 - 16:04] side that I'm coming from. You would rather sit there and believe all this hype. Believe
[16:04 - 16:13] all these people. Believe all the memes and the videos being made about me. I'm sure
[16:13 - 16:21] some of the things that I put out might be true but a majority of it isn't. A majority
[16:21 - 16:27] of what these people say about me is not true. I mean I've had people telling me that
[16:27 - 16:38] I'm lazy. That I have no future. That I'm a bum. That I mooch off my family. That I'm
[16:38 - 16:45] a money hungry coward. And that you know I steal from my family but that's far from
[16:45 - 16:53] the truth. That is far from the truth. I mean, do you know how many times I've told
[16:53 - 17:02] my own mom that I feel bad accepting money from them because that takes away from them?
[17:02 - 17:07] Do you know how many times I have told my mom that I want to make my own money doing
[17:07 - 17:14] what I love to do so I don't have to depend on them? Because I do genuinely feel bad.
[17:14 - 17:21] I really do. Doing that kind of stuff, I feel bad doing that. But my mom does it because
[17:21 - 17:30] she knows what I'm going through. She understands that people hate me so much that they literally
[17:30 - 17:39] go out of their way to shut down my shops and make sure I don't have a living. And
[17:39 - 17:47] that's what makes it so hard for me is because I open up the shop, okay, of my artwork or
[17:47 - 17:56] I release a book of my artwork or my car photography or my regular photography or whatever.
[17:56 - 18:04] And just because they hate me and don't like me, they go in and they report my stuff and
[18:04 - 18:11] take it down all because they don't want to see me succeed. They don't want to see me
[18:11 - 18:21] make a living. The very same people that tell me to get a job or the exact same people
[18:21 - 18:28] that come in and shut me down just because they don't like me and they think that it's
[18:28 - 18:36] funny to watch me struggle. They think that it's funny to watch someone like me who has
[18:36 - 18:45] genuine talent for doing artwork and photography and all these other things. They think that
[18:45 - 19:15] it's funny to watch someone like me struggle and struggle and not get anywhere. Exactly
[19:15 - 19:35] as a matter of fact, I am, I am pinning that comment. But what gets me is this. This is
[19:35 - 19:53] what I don't understand. You tell me to get a job but then when I work hard at what I
[19:53 - 20:03] do and I put all this time and effort, all this blood, the sweat, the tears, all this
[20:03 - 20:12] time and effort into building my own brand and content. You want to come in and shut
[20:12 - 20:24] it down for what reason? Just because you don't want to see me succeed? Like why isn't
[20:24 - 20:32] that you don't want to see me succeed? Like if it's because of what I did, I'm sorry
[20:32 - 20:40] I did that. I'm sorry that I made that mistake with Maxwell reports. I've done a tone for
[20:40 - 20:53] my sins. I made that situation right. And that's another thing that bothers me that
[20:53 - 21:02] is on that same subject. People not letting things go as the person has written their
[21:02 - 21:12] wrongs and apologized genuinely and admitted their wrongs the very same way that I did.
[21:12 - 21:20] When I came out and admitted my wrongs, that took a lot of courage for me to do that. Yeah,
[21:20 - 21:30] I could have sat back and hid and they're like, "No, that wasn't me. I didn't do that."
[21:30 - 21:34] I could have done that. I could have been that guy that said, "No, that wasn't me.
[21:34 - 21:39] I didn't do that. That wasn't me. I didn't do that. I don't know what you're talking
[21:39 - 21:48] about." I could have done that. It would have been easy for me to do that. I wouldn't
[21:48 - 21:56] have gotten very far, but I still could have been that person. But instead of doing that,
[21:56 - 22:05] I came out and I admitted what I did was wrong. I came out and said, "Hey, yes, I did do
[22:05 - 22:13] this stuff. It was wrong of me to do yes, but this is what put me in that situation."
[22:13 - 22:22] I regret even meeting this person. I regret even talking to this person because I was
[22:22 - 22:37] unaware of her true intentions. Take a look at Chuck. Chuck is a current prime example
[22:37 - 22:48] of what people like Masshole Reports does, a prime example. People like her manipulate
[22:48 - 22:58] others, others that are weak-minded, others that feel like they don't belong. She uses
[22:58 - 23:06] them and uses them until she's done with them. Then when she's done with them, what
[23:06 - 23:17] does she do? She bullies them the same exact way that she bullied me. She catfishes them
[23:17 - 23:43] the same way she did me. The exact same way. Sometimes worse.
[23:43 - 23:53] And that's the kind of stuff I don't understand the point of. One manipulates someone, especially
[23:53 - 24:00] someone like me who has been bullied their whole life. Why catfish someone like me who
[24:00 - 24:12] has been in and out of abusive relationships for ten plus years? For the last ten going
[24:12 - 24:24] on eleven years, I've been in mentally, emotionally, and verbally abusive relationships. And she
[24:24 - 24:38] saw that and played on that. Now, as I said, what I did was wrong, yes. I admit that.
[24:38 - 24:49] And have I done it since? No. I've not. But you know what she does despite me showing
[24:49 - 24:55] proof that I've not done anything since? You know what she does? She goes around and makes
[24:55 - 25:05] up all these names of different people to make me look bad. All because I spoke the
[25:05 - 25:13] truth about her. As a matter of fact, here's an example of what she's done on Facebook.
[25:13 - 25:21] And this happened very recently. My friend Eleanor and her mom, who live in Scotland,
[25:21 - 25:27] they're both two very, very close friends of my family. My entire family knows them.
[25:27 - 25:34] They're two very good friends of mine. They're very good friends of mine. I've known them
[25:34 - 25:43] for God knows how long. Jane got drug into the Thunderdome group chat on Facebook. Her
[25:43 - 25:52] and Eleanor both got drug into it. Now Jane tried to do the right thing and stand up
[25:52 - 26:03] for me and defend me as a good friend should. But then do you know what Kate did? Kate and
[26:03 - 26:11] her little friends in that very same group chat that I was in. Kate proceeded to do
[26:11 - 26:28] research on Jane and through Jane, the passing of Jane's boyfriend, who died from very severe
[26:28 - 26:44] cancer issues. Kate did her research on Jane and took, and attacked Jane's dead boyfriend.
[26:44 - 26:58] And as a result of that, I had to sit on the phone with Eleanor for three hours that night,
[26:58 - 27:11] begging Jane to not take her life. And it was hard seeing one of my own friends be on
[27:11 - 27:19] the edge of suicide because of someone like Kate who finds it funny and enjoyable to
[27:19 - 27:46] ruin someone's life. Like that moment when Jane wanted to end her life, I knew something
[27:46 - 27:52] was up. I knew something was wrong because Eleanor called me that night telling me that
[27:52 - 27:59] her mom was on the edge. And when I got that phone call, my first words out of my mouth
[27:59 - 28:09] were what the fuck happened. To put Jane in that position. To where she felt like she
[28:09 - 28:20] wanted to end her life. And when I found out what Kate had done, I immediately went into
[28:20 - 28:34] that group chat on Facebook and I said something. But what I don't understand is this. When
[28:34 - 28:47] did it become okay to troll or bully someone so far that they want to end their lives?
[28:47 - 28:56] When did that become an okay thing to do? When did it become funny watching someone
[28:56 - 29:04] be on the edge? When did it become okay to watch someone get pushed so far that they
[29:04 - 29:14] literally want to end their lives? When did that become okay? I mean, I'm living proof
[29:14 - 29:24] of that. I'm living proof that if you get bullied enough, you can't be pushed to suicide.
[29:24 - 29:41] I mean, take a look at me. When I got bullied so badly a couple months ago. When I got bullied
[29:41 - 29:49] three months ago on Kate's livestream and on Marty's livestream by Kate. You want to
[29:49 - 29:56] know what was going through my head when I was on the edge and I wanted to end my life
[29:56 - 30:02] and I was right there on the edge. Do you know what was going through my head? I was
[30:02 - 30:11] screaming in my head that I wish all of this would go away. I wish all of this would stop.
[30:11 - 30:19] I wish somebody would come along and make this shit stop because I never asked to be
[30:19 - 30:26] bullied at all. I never asked for it. Now, I know what a lot of people are going to
[30:26 - 30:33] say, "Well, you're on YouTube so you should kind of expect that thing." No. To be trolled
[30:33 - 30:41] and to get negative comments, yes. To be trolled and have dumb stuff said, yes. But I never
[30:41 - 30:55] once asked to be bullied so far to the point to where I felt like I wanted to end my life.
[30:55 - 31:12] I never asked for that. So to National Reports, I ask you this. What kind of sick person enjoys
[31:12 - 31:23] bullying someone to the point of suicide? I got a prime example that is a very famous
[31:23 - 31:38] case. The Amanda Todd situation where she got bullied so bad, not only at school but
[31:38 - 31:51] on the internet, so bad that she ended her life. And there are many, many of other people
[31:51 - 31:58] out there that get bullied so bad that they end their lives all because of what these
[31:58 - 32:09] people do. Because they are so relentless and so evil and so volatile and so disgusting
[32:09 - 32:14] that they get enjoyment out of bullying someone so badly that that person wants to end their
[32:14 - 32:23] life and that's not cool. So when I say that I know what it's like to be on the edge of
[32:23 - 32:31] suicide, I genuinely know what it's like because a mere three months ago I was there. A mere
[32:31 - 32:48] three months ago I was on the edge of suicide. And then before that, back in 2012 when I
[32:48 - 32:58] was with my ex Rebecca, the one who mentally and verbally abused me almost daily put me
[32:58 - 33:05] at that point to where I didn't go out and attempt it. But I had thought about ending
[33:05 - 33:14] my life because I felt like ending my life was the only way out of that situation. And
[33:14 - 33:24] I can tell you for a fact, suicide is never the fucking answer. Suicide is never the
[33:24 - 33:38] answer. As much pain as you're going through, suicide is never the fucking answer. And it
[33:38 - 34:02] hurts. It hurts being bullied and pushed to that point. It really does. It really does
[34:02 - 34:20] hurt to be pushed to that point. Like I said, I've had a QE farms full of a massive threat
[34:20 - 34:30] of nothing but disgusting bullying stuff being said about me. I've had merchandise
[34:30 - 34:39] and shops opened up with my face on it attacking me. I've had people threaten my family's
[34:39 - 34:51] lives. My life has been threatened. You know, I've had people make videos nationally. I
[34:51 - 35:03] haven't had a major artist collaborate on a diss track going against me, who many might
[35:03 - 35:14] know about a new Shaggy Tudo from ICP or more common honor than St. Clown Posse. And that
[35:14 - 35:30] stung. That hurt a lot. But what gets me, though, is this. And this is a genuine question
[35:30 - 35:42] for those that have done all this to me and to many others. Let's say that that person
[35:42 - 35:51] that you bully takes their life. What is your end goal? What is the end? Like, what
[35:51 - 35:58] is your mission? When you push someone to that point, what is your mission? Besides
[35:58 - 36:07] getting a rise out of them? What is your mission? Why do you feel like when you attack
[36:07 - 36:13] someone like me? Why do you feel like you had to attack my livelihood and the way that
[36:13 - 36:24] I make my money? And the way that I try to make a living for myself and for my family?
[36:24 - 36:35] What right do you have attacking that? Because not once have I ever in my whole time of being
[36:35 - 36:44] on YouTube and my whole entire career of being on YouTube, have I ever once gave you a reason
[36:44 - 36:51] to attack my livelihood? Now, to attack me? Sure. I've done a lot of questionable things.
[36:51 - 37:01] I'm not going to lie. Some things that I've done have been questionable. I'll admit that.
[37:01 - 37:09] So attacking me? Okay, I get it. But to attack someone's livelihood and what they do for
[37:09 - 37:18] work, where is that okay? I mean, hell, because of Masshole reports, my biological father
[37:18 - 37:27] lost his job and had to find a new one. I lost my job with who I thought was a friend
[37:27 - 37:32] of mine at the time, which I'm glad I don't work for the man now. I'm glad that I don't
[37:32 - 37:39] work for Enoch now. But at that time, I had lost my job with a good friend. I was paying
[37:39 - 37:52] very well. I had lost my job with a good friend. My stepdad almost lost his job. So
[37:52 - 38:10] to attack someone's livelihood, just because you don't like them, that's not cool. And
[38:10 - 38:29] Jonathan, I'm sorry you feel that way. And Jonathan, I'm going to tell you this. I'm
[38:29 - 38:38] going to tell you this, Jonathan. If you don't like what you're seeing, then don't watch.
[38:38 - 38:43] There are plenty of other channels on YouTube for you to watch. And that goes for anyone
[38:43 - 38:59] out there. If you don't like the content that I put out, then don't watch. And speaking
[38:59 - 39:04] on Ridge, let me speak on that for a minute. While I have your attention, let me speak
[39:04 - 39:18] on that. All those times I raged out, do you think I liked being that way? No. I became
[39:18 - 39:30] that way because I was pushed. I was bullied to that point, to where I raged out. And
[39:30 - 39:42] I didn't enjoy it. I don't like being that person. I don't like being angry. Hell, ask
[39:42 - 39:53] Saren. Ask anyone that knows me outside of YouTube. Outside of YouTube, I'm the calmest,
[39:53 - 40:03] coolest person you could ever fucking meet. Ask Saren. Ask anybody that knows me outside
[40:03 - 40:31] of YouTube. When I'm not angry from being bullied, when I'm not being pushed, I'm a
[40:31 - 40:41] high-functioning idiot. And here's the thing. You say I'm a high-functioning idiot. I simply
[40:41 - 40:55] say this. You don't have a grasp on real life. Nor do you have a grasp on reality.
[40:55 - 41:06] Because if you did, you wouldn't be spewing negativity like a caveman. You're spewing
[41:06 - 41:17] what you're spewing right now in the comments, Jonathan. That just shows your lack of intelligence.
[41:17 - 41:32] That shows your lack of intelligence to be able to comprehend what I'm saying. So therefore,
[41:32 - 41:43] you may as well just be talking about yourself. Therefore, in the long run, if you're looking
[41:43 - 41:50] for an idiot, what I'm saying is this. If you're looking for an idiot, if you're looking
[41:50 - 41:59] for somebody that's an idiot, why don't you look in the mirror? Because you spewing non-negativity
[41:59 - 42:09] just shows how unintelligent you are and how much of a caveman you are to spew that kind
[42:09 - 42:33] of hatred.
[42:33 - 42:45] So let me ask you this. If you were a responsible adult, would you be sitting there spewing
[42:45 - 42:57] hatred like you are? No. See, a responsible adult doesn't spew hatred. A responsible adult
[42:57 - 43:09] doesn't spew negativity. A responsible adult doesn't say the things that you have said.
[43:09 - 43:24] Therefore, that makes you a moronic man-child. Because physically, you might be a man or
[43:24 - 43:37] a woman. Either way, physically you might be an adult. But mentally, you are a child.
[43:37 - 43:45] I'm just saying. Physically, you're an adult. But mentally, you're still a child. Because
[43:45 - 43:53] only a child would spew the moronic things that you are spewing in the comments right
[43:53 - 44:11] now.
[44:11 - 44:21] Let me ask you this. Does a responsible adult spew hatred the way that you are? Does a
[44:21 - 44:32] responsible grown-ass adult say the things that you say? Does a grown-ass adult tell
[44:32 - 44:47] somebody to get a job when they themselves do not have one? No. Does a responsible adult
[44:47 - 45:00] sit there in the comments and talk shit on someone that they do not know? Does a responsible
[45:00 - 45:09] adult sit there and tell someone to get a job when clearly that same person that is
[45:09 - 45:24] spewing that does not have one themselves? I don't think so.
[45:24 - 45:36] And that's not what I'm saying. All I'm simply saying is that certain people tell me to
[45:36 - 45:51] get a job. The same people that tell me to get a job don't have one themselves. So, in
[45:51 - 46:01] hindsight, what right do you have telling me to get a job or to do certain things when
[46:01 - 46:09] you yourself don't have a job or do those same things that you tell me to do? Because
[46:09 - 46:17] if you were to have a job or do those things that you tell me to do, you would not have
[46:17 - 46:31] time to sit on the Internet and spew such moronic, neanderthalic stuff the way that
[46:31 - 46:43] you do to me. So, therefore, Jonathan, your argument negated, defeated, blown out of
[46:43 - 46:57] existence with superior intelligence. So, come at me again, Jonathan. I can outsmart
[46:57 - 47:09] you all day. Clearly, I can outsmart you. But, not that I expect a caveman like yourself
[47:09 - 47:19] to understand what a responsible adult is. Well, yes, it may be true I might not have
[47:19 - 47:26] a regular nine-to-five job. That may be true. But, there's always more than one way to
[47:26 - 47:34] make money, Jonathan, my friend. It's called doing odd jobs. It's called helping to take
[47:34 - 47:45] care of my family and getting paid. It's called starting my own business to make an income.
[47:45 - 47:53] That is my way of making money. Because, at the end of the day, it does not matter if
[47:53 - 48:02] I have a nine-to-five job or I work odd jobs. What matters at the end of the day is that
[48:02 - 48:12] I still make money and I do what I can to help my family. That's all that matters.
[48:12 - 48:27] So, you can continue to spew your false sense of security onto people like me or you can
[48:27 - 48:33] shut your mouth and quit your bullshit whining.
[48:33 - 49:02] Well, I guess that just makes you
[49:02 - 49:18] a moron, doesn't it? That just makes you a pathetic neanderthal. That makes you nothing
[49:18 - 49:33] more than a caveman, an uncivilized caveman, an uncivilized moron who has no real grasp
[49:33 - 49:56] of reality, someone who does not have a real grasp on making money. See, you having a narrow
[49:56 - 50:05] mind? You having such a closed mind like you do? Now, I'm not saying that you having
[50:05 - 50:17] a closed mind is your fault. It is probably not. Or it could be, I don't know. But you
[50:17 - 50:28] having a narrow mind and having a very small mind like you do is what makes you inferior
[50:28 - 50:37] because if you have a small mind and you stay closed-minded, how are you supposed to evolve?
[50:37 - 50:47] How are you supposed to become better if you always keep a closed mind? And seeing
[50:47 - 51:00] as you have a closed mind, allow me to educate you on something. Allow me to educate you
[51:00 - 51:17] with something, all the greatest minds in the world, all the greatest artists and musicians,
[51:17 - 51:29] all the greatest doctors, medics, mechanics. Do you know one thing they all have in common?
[51:29 - 51:43] They all have an open mind. People like Stephen Hawking, Albert Einstein, one moment, one
[51:43 - 52:00] moment, people. Yeah. Come down here, Max. What's up?
[52:00 - 52:20] Get right here. If that's his or her, he has nothing to do with it. So you're going to have
[52:20 - 52:48] to be careful. I'm going to have to be careful. I'm going to have to be careful. I'm going to
[52:48 - 53:16] have to be careful with that. I'm going to have to be careful. I'm going to have to be
[53:16 - 53:44] careful. I'm going to have to be careful. I'm going to have to be careful. I'm going
[53:44 - 54:13] to have to be careful. I'm going to have to be careful. I'm going to have to be careful.
[54:13 - 54:29] I do apologize for everything you're doing. No, as I was saying, but here's the thing.
[54:29 - 54:37] What a matter of fact, let me bring up credit business comments. Let me bring up credit
[54:37 - 54:53] business comments for a moment. Let me educate this man. Let me educate this guy for a minute.
[54:53 - 55:02] Here's the thing. And this all goes right back around to people shutting down my shops
[55:02 - 55:17] and interfering with my work. Maybe if for say, say 12 months, 12 months, you let me
[55:17 - 55:34] do my job as an artist doing my artwork. Hold on, man. What? Yeah, well. But maybe for
[55:34 - 55:45] 12 months, you let me do my job with my artwork. You let me put out my artwork. You let me
[55:45 - 55:53] do the things that I need to do to make money and build my audience as a business owner.
[55:53 - 56:01] I could make big money. But how am I supposed to do that when people keep getting in the
[56:01 - 56:13] way of that? Think about it. Doing what I do is a real job, my friend. Doing what I
[56:13 - 56:21] do could be a real job. It really could. There are plenty of artists and people on
[56:21 - 56:30] YouTube that make money doing artwork. No matter the level, no matter the skill level,
[56:30 - 56:39] I've seen artists that are literally below my skill level, make a living. I've seen
[56:39 - 56:48] plenty of people on YouTube that do digital artwork, controversial artwork that make
[56:48 - 56:57] a living. I've seen self-made authors that started on YouTube and are now making big
[56:57 - 57:10] money. So again, I say to you this, stay out of my way and let me do my job and let me
[57:10 - 57:22] build my audience up and do what I need to do and we won't have any problems. We won't
[57:22 - 57:30] have any problems if you stay out of my way and quit interfering with my work. Because
[57:30 - 57:40] if you do not quit interfering with my work, I could get you for a loss of wages. Don't
[57:40 - 57:53] believe me? Do your research on the laws. You are interfering with my livelihood, making
[57:53 - 58:09] it difficult for me to make any money. Therefore, I can get you for garnishment of wages. So
[58:09 - 58:35] if I were you, I'd re-think my strategy.
[58:35 - 58:46] And that's why I don't deal with people like you. See, it's people like you that make me
[58:46 - 58:58] laugh. It's people like you that actually make me laugh because you're so close minded,
[58:58 - 59:08] you're so close minded on shit that you don't see that you yourself are a joke. You yourself
[59:08 - 59:22] are a joke. Matter of fact, both you Jonathan and credit, both of you are a fucking joke.
[59:22 - 59:32] Like you're so close minded that it's funny. You're so insecure about yourself that you're
[59:32 - 59:43] projecting your own insecurities on me thinking that it's going to affect me. But in all reality,
[59:43 - 59:49] it don't do a damn thing to me. So if I were you, I'd come up with some better lines or
[59:49 - 60:05] better insults or something. Ah, look, another, hey, look. Shits, hey, Shitsburg Steeler fan.
[60:05 - 60:11] I'm assuming you're a Shits, I'm assuming you're a Pittsburgh fan just by your name,
[60:11 - 60:17] which no offense on a Shitsburg Steelers, but I'm not a fan of Pittsburgh, never have
[60:17 - 60:27] been. I'm a Seattle guy myself. Just saying. But you guys spewing all this negativity in
[60:27 - 60:35] the comments for all you guys that are watching this that aren't negative. I hope you guys
[60:35 - 60:45] see how uneducated these three morons right here are because they obviously have no lives.
[60:45 - 60:53] They tell me to get a job, but yet they have no job themselves because if they did, they
[60:53 - 61:04] would not have time to sit on the internet and spew negativity like a moronic baboon.
[61:04 - 61:17] They would not take and spew uneducated moronic negativity on the internet as they are. These
[61:17 - 61:28] three people right here are actually, all right, so make that four. We have Keith's
[61:28 - 61:41] Broken Amiibo, Credit Biz Marty and Steeler fan, as well as Jonathan Greenblatt, are all
[61:41 - 61:57] four moronic uneducated savages. They are uneducated morons who have no lives, who want
[61:57 - 62:12] to spew negativity just to be basic bitches, basic trolls, basic morons. It's people like
[62:12 - 62:21] this that I laugh at because they act big and bad behind the computer screen, but in
[62:21 - 62:32] reality, they're nothing more than lazy fat slobs with no jobs. Sitting around on the
[62:32 - 62:40] internet, spewing negativity day in and day out thinking that they're badasses. When
[62:40 - 62:50] in all actuality, they're not. They're just piss poor morons that are so unhappy and
[62:50 - 62:57] insecure with their lives, that they feel like they have to spew that negativity onto
[62:57 - 63:04] someone else. All because their life isn't going the way that they want it to. They feel
[63:04 - 63:09] like because their life is shit and they feel like shit, they have to make someone
[63:09 - 63:21] else feel like shit. And that right there alone, that right there alone shows the level
[63:21 - 63:33] of idiocy that they are at. That shows how uneducated, uncivilized, how ill-mannered
[63:33 - 63:42] they truly are. So to anyone out there that does YouTube, that is just getting started
[63:42 - 63:53] and you see people like this in your comments, ignore them. Or if you can't ignore them,
[63:53 - 64:03] laugh at them and educate them and correct them on their facts. So to all you trolls
[64:03 - 64:11] that I say, believe what you will. Believe what you want about me. Whatever helps you
[64:11 - 64:18] sleep at night, believe it. Because quite frankly, at the end of the day, it doesn't
[64:18 - 64:28] affect me. It doesn't hinder what I'm trying to do. What you think about me doesn't faze
[64:28 - 64:38] me. It doesn't bother me. It doesn't do anything to me. So quite honestly, if I were you, I
[64:38 - 64:45] would give up and find a different job because obviously a troll isn't for you. You're a
[64:45 - 64:55] terrible troll. You suck at being a troll. You suck at being mean. You suck at being
[64:55 - 65:03] rude. Dude, you just suck at life. I'm just saying. You got no job. You sit on the internet
[65:03 - 65:10] and troll people all day. Like, dude, what kind of life is that? What kind of life is
[65:10 - 65:16] that? What kind of shitty life do you have to sit on the internet and talk shit all
[65:16 - 65:27] day? That's a pretty shitty life if you ask me. I mean, shit. Let's compare life here.
[65:27 - 65:37] Let's compare life to say, let's say for a minute, life is money, right? Let's talk
[65:37 - 65:46] about life currency here. Life currency is the amount of minutes that you spend on something
[65:46 - 65:54] good or negative. And it's not something that you can make back. Hey, Clint, what up, buddy?
[65:54 - 66:01] See, you can spend your life currency, your minutes, your life currency two different
[66:01 - 66:09] ways. You can spend it like these morons are spending it and being negative and hateful
[66:09 - 66:19] and spiteful and uneducated and miserable. Or you can spend your life currency in the
[66:19 - 66:30] ways that people like myself, my buddy here, my buddy here, Clint, my friend, Saren, and
[66:30 - 66:36] all these people that I know are spending their life currency, which is being positive,
[66:36 - 66:42] trying to do something with your life, trying to be a good person, trying to do things that
[66:42 - 66:51] you enjoy. Me, I must be rich as fuck because I'm spending my time trying to do shit that
[66:51 - 67:00] I enjoy. If we're comparing life currencies here, y'all are broke, basic bitches. All
[67:00 - 67:05] y'all that are being negative, dude, you're just throwing your life currency away and
[67:05 - 67:13] spending it on dumb shit while I'm over here, rich as fuck and life currency. I'm rich
[67:13 - 67:17] as fuck and life currency, man, because I'm over here doing shit that I want to do with
[67:17 - 67:25] my life. I'm over here doing things trying to better myself. So take this as a lesson,
[67:25 - 67:34] take it how you want it. If you want to be a good person, put out positive energy into
[67:34 - 67:44] the world. Stop being negative. Stop spewing bullshit. And if you want to be negative,
[67:44 - 67:50] well, you're obviously going to get negative shit in return. That's just karma. That's
[67:50 - 67:59] the way life works. But with that being said, y'all hopefully you enjoyed this life lesson.
[67:59 - 68:04] And hopefully some of you guys don't fall for these morons in the chat. They're spewing
[68:04 - 68:11] crap. If you see them, just do like I do. Pretend they're not even there. Just ignore
[68:11 - 68:17] them. And as I said, if you can't ignore them, educate them and laugh at them, laugh at
[68:17 - 68:25] their idiocy and educate them. It's the best thing you could do. Though with that being
[68:25 - 68:29] said, I hope you guys have a good day. Good evening, good afternoon, wherever you guys
[68:29 - 68:35] are at. I fucking love you guys. Shout out to everyone, all the haters, the fans, trolls,
[68:35 - 68:42] I love every single one of you guys. And I'll see you guys in the next video, y'all. Peace.
[68:42 - 68:43] Be safe.
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