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2021-8-27 ENDING I THE BEGINNING


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on February 16th, 2023
Original upload date: August 27th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:28] How the fuck you guys doing today? How is everyone on the fine side of the earth? How is everyone?
[0:28 - 0:40] What's going on?
[0:40 - 0:57] You know, one thing I've learned over the years is that friends will come and go.
[0:57 - 1:17] People change over time and you can't really change that. That's just a part of life.
[1:17 - 1:45] So I want to dedicate this first song to those that feel like their friendship has become a drug in a sense.
[1:45 - 2:03] You guys ready?
[2:03 - 2:32] I read a book on the other day, clearly the world is standing on the knees. Don't feel the world start to tear me up, release every little bit of noise where it's broken. Chance and Chance.
[2:32 - 12:03] Chance Wilkins.
[12:03 - 46:05] How the fuck you guys doing?
[46:05 - 46:33] I hope you guys are ready for this one.
[46:33 - 46:43] How many of you guys are often the good guy in a situation, but you get made out to be the bad guy every time.
[46:43 - 46:59] How many of you have been in that spot before?
[46:59 - 47:13] Because if you're like me and you're the good guy and you're innocent, but you're always being made out to be the bad guy, this one's for you.
[47:13 - 50:57] How the fuck you guys doing?
[50:57 - 51:21] You know, all too often too many people get pushed to the edge and it fucking sucks.
[51:21 - 51:33] You know, too many people.
[51:33 - 52:01] How the fuck you guys doing?
[52:01 - 52:18] Not like I was saying, too many people get pushed to the fucking edge every day by bullies in school, people on social media, especially nowadays with social media bombing like this.
[52:18 - 52:28] Too many people get pushed to the edge and people don't realize the pain that they're going through until it's too late.
[52:28 - 52:37] So if you're one of those people who is on the edge or has been on the edge before like myself, this one's for you guys.
[52:37 - 52:40] This is for you guys, man.
[52:40 - 52:44] And I want you guys to know that you ain't alone in this fight.
[52:44 - 52:53] You ask people that care about you, whether you're in this community and you're watching this right now, or if you're some random person on the internet watching.
[52:53 - 52:58] I want you to know that you do have people that care about you.
[52:58 - 53:03] So don't throw your life away because of one person's opinion.
[53:03 - 53:13] If that person has an opinion about you, fuck them because you're better than they are.
[53:13 - 53:22] There's a song right here. It's for all those that are truly on the edge or have been on the edge. I've got them many times before my life.
[53:22 - 53:29] This is for you guys. You're not alone.
[53:29 - 53:54] This is for you guys, man.
[53:55 - 54:02] My God, I made you mistakes, but I'm not the only one.
[54:02 - 54:08] So wait from the edge, you're coming down.
[54:08 - 54:13] I could never be what you want me to.
[54:13 - 54:35] You will never see what's inside of me, not who you want me to, just to say myself.
[54:35 - 54:46] In every question on how much I'm just saying, you're getting me the bullshit for everybody's work.
[54:46 - 54:52] It's the ready party out there. It's the ready party girls.
[54:52 - 54:59] It's the ready party dancing who will hear my final prayer.
[54:59 - 55:05] So wait from the edge, you're coming down.
[55:05 - 55:10] I could never be what you want me to.
[55:10 - 55:16] You'll pull me on the gut to say yourself.
[55:16 - 55:28] You will never see what's inside of me, not who you want me to, just to say myself.
[55:28 - 55:34] It's carrying me around the line.
[55:34 - 55:39] It's tearing me apart.
[55:39 - 55:44] It's all coming down around the line.
[55:44 - 55:59] I could never be what you want me to.
[55:59 - 56:09] I could never be what you want me to, just to say myself.
[56:09 - 56:15] Let me tell you right now, you are never alone.
[56:15 - 56:20] Yeah, the whole community of people here that care.
[56:20 - 56:27] So reach out. Don't be silent.
[56:27 - 56:37] Stand up and say something. Don't be fucking silent.
[56:37 - 56:47] Don't make me say, don't be silent.
[56:47 - 56:53] I could never be what you want me to.
[56:53 - 56:58] You'll pull me on the gut to say yourself.
[56:58 - 57:06] You will never see what's inside of me, not who you want me to, just to say myself.
[57:06 - 57:26] You will never see what's inside of me, just to say myself.
[57:26 - 57:32] And I mean that, man. If you are going through something like what I went through, don't be fucking silent.
[57:32 - 57:36] Being silent is the worst thing that you can do.
[57:36 - 57:41] Because look where it led me. It almost led me to the very end of my life.
[57:41 - 57:54] Many times, which people saw a lot, so many people saw me at my end almost.
[57:54 - 58:02] So many people saw me at my end almost, many times over.
[58:02 - 58:11] Some of my personal friends, some of my personal friends, so many people saw me at the end of my rope many times over.
[58:11 - 58:17] But let me tell you, for those that pulled me back from that shit, I want to say thank you.
[58:17 - 58:46] Because you guys, I'm still here, and I can't thank you guys enough for that. I really can't.
[58:46 - 58:51] Thank you.
[58:52 - 59:18] [Pause]
[59:18 - 59:30] And I know that many of you, like myself, feel like people don't understand you.
[59:30 - 59:37] You feel like you're alone in this world, like people don't care.
[59:37 - 59:48] And if you are one of those people, this next one's for you.
[59:48 - 60:08] Keeping up with us.
[60:08 - 63:42] [Pause]
[63:42 - 63:50] You know, how many of you guys remember the days when it was fucking okay just when the birds did assist them?
[63:50 - 64:00] Before everybody started getting the opinionated? Before everybody started running their mouths and getting offended over dumb shit?
[64:00 - 64:11] How many of you guys remember those days? Because I do. I remember that shit like it was yesterday, man.
[64:11 - 64:19] How many of you remember those days it was for you guys? Let's go.
[64:19 - 67:06] [Pause]
[67:06 - 67:17] You know when I say those mainstream bullshit, man? I say fuck the mainstream, dude. Fuck what they're doing.
[67:17 - 67:37] Right, come on. They're ruining music as a whole, man. Like, dude. Top music isn't even real top music anymore. It's nothing but fucking rap and other types of garbage.
[67:37 - 67:52] Right, come on. You got these fucking artists that have no fucking talent on these fucking labels that don't even belong on the labels to begin with.
[67:52 - 68:06] Then you got people like Billy Eilish who are actually good at what they do. People like Billy Eilish who are actually good at what they do, and yet they're the ones that get judged.
[68:06 - 68:21] And then you got people like Machine Gun Kelly who have crossed over from hip-hop to punk rock and punk rock, and yet he's getting judged for trying to bring back punk rock and reviving? Like, what the fuck?
[68:21 - 68:48] Like, how you gonna judge somebody for trying to revive a genre of music? Like, come on, dude. Punk rock used to be this shit back in the day. Now it's thrown to the wayside and now it's almost dead and he's trying to revive it just like some other people are. Nothing wrong with that.
[68:48 - 68:57] Like, dude, all y'all mainstream dumbasses need to get a fucking grip on what real artists are.
[68:57 - 69:17] Alright, come on. All these fucking dumbass fucking mumble rappers, like, what the hell? No one can understand you. Speak up. No one can understand what the fuck is going on in your mouth. Speak the fuck up, dude.
[69:17 - 69:27] like rap is meant to be a rap it's not meant to be a mumble like no speak the
[69:27 - 69:37] fuck up dude like come on man both that being said y'all I fucking love you guys
[69:37 - 69:41] hopefully I helped you out in some sort of way
[69:41 - 69:55] and if I did I did my job also be ready for a brand new song dropping today
[69:55 - 69:59] which I will be working on today I have some brand new medium dropping got a
[69:59 - 70:05] brand new song dropping today which I'm super excited for and hopefully you
[70:05 - 70:10] guys enjoy and hopefully you guys enjoy the new song music that I'm diving into
[70:10 - 70:15] hopefully you guys enjoy and if you do be sure to smack that like button that
[70:15 - 70:19] thumbs up on y'all right now where this at I gotta tell you where the thumbs up
[70:19 - 70:25] one is y'all already know so hit that thumbs up button and smash that subscribe
[70:25 - 70:31] button and smash that notification bell like a boss and I'll see you guys
[70:31 - 70:38] probably later on today or tonight depending on what I'm gonna be doing so
[70:38 - 70:42] anyway I'll see you guys later man hope y'all have a good one man
[70:42 - 70:49] happy Friday to you guys oh and happy birthday to anybody whose birthday it's today I
[70:49 - 70:52] don't know if anybody's birthday is today but hey happy birthday to you
[70:52 - 70:58] it's your birthday today man hope you have a good one y'all and I'll kiss y'all in man
[70:58 - 71:09] peace stay up!
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1115' on August 12th, 2024