2021-8-26 Why did u do It sean

[0:28 - 0:37] You know, I didn't want to have to do this Sean. I
[0:38 - 0:40] really didn't
[0:40 - 0:45] Because you remember you've literally been my best friend for years and I didn't want to have to do this
[0:46 - 0:54] It kills me even fucking do this shit. It really does it fucking kills me to fucking do this
[0:55 - 1:00] But it seems like ever since you hit a thousand subs you've changed my dude
[1:01 - 1:05] It seems like that thousand subs changed who you were
[1:07 - 1:12] Because just a mere month ago you told me straight up that there's not anything
[1:12 - 1:19] That I could do or anything that would happen to break our friendship apart and for us to stop being friends
[1:23 - 1:27] Those were your exact words a month ago
[1:29 - 1:32] Those were your exact motherfucking words
[1:32 - 1:54] Those were your exact words me Sean a month ago
[1:56 - 2:00] You strail toy that there was nothing that could happen
[2:01 - 2:05] That would that would cause us to cause you to stop being my friend
[2:06 - 2:10] now look at you up to a thousand subs and
[2:11 - 2:13] You block me for what?
[2:14 - 2:17] Calling someone out who rightfully deserved it
[2:21 - 2:33] Like Sean I didn't deserve that and you know it. I didn't deserve to get blocked by you
[2:33 - 2:37] If anything Sean
[2:37 - 2:44] You fucking owe me an answer as to why you blocked me. You didn't even explain to me why?
[2:45 - 2:50] All you did was just said. Oh, well, you made fun of someone
[2:50 - 2:54] Ba-ba-ba. I gotta go bye. That's all you fucking did
[2:55 - 2:58] You didn't even sit down and fucking talk to me
[2:58 - 3:10] You didn't sit down and talk to me or nothing. You just said that I made fun of someone you didn't tell me who
[3:11 - 3:14] You didn't explain the situation. You're just up and fucking blocked me
[3:15 - 3:24] For what reason for what reason dude? I thought we were supposed to be brothers. I
[3:24 - 3:29] Thought you were supposed to me. I thought you were supposed to be my best friend
[3:29 - 3:35] I thought you were supposed to be my brother Sean
[3:37 - 3:43] What happened?
[3:43 - 3:45] You fucking changed man
[3:47 - 3:50] You changed said you've hit a thousand subs
[3:50 - 3:58] You fucking changed man
[4:01 - 4:09] What the minute I call someone out on their fucking bullshit that I had a reason to call them out for all of a sudden
[4:09 - 4:11] You want to fucking come after me really?
[4:14 - 4:20] When I had every reason to call Christ the 30 year old were out on his fucking bullshit
[4:20 - 4:25] I mean come on the dude attacked an entire industry and attacked a friend of mine
[4:26 - 4:31] So what you gonna block me for defending a friend?
[4:32 - 4:34] Is that it?
[4:34 - 4:40] Is that how this is gonna go now? Is that how this works now?
[4:40 - 4:46] I defend friend of mine from an asshole like Christ the 30 year old boomer and all of a sudden you block me
[4:47 - 4:56] Are you fucking kidding me? Are you fucking kidding me?
[4:57 - 5:00] You've been my friend for 10 plus years
[5:02 - 5:04] You've been there with me through everything
[5:05 - 5:11] You were there you were there for me through that shit
[5:16 - 5:23] When you were going down the wrong path to alcoholism and to smoking and into drinking. What did I do?
[5:23 - 5:28] I sat right there and I told you bro get rid of that shit. You don't need it
[5:30 - 5:45] I sat right there and I told you straight up. You don't need to be doing that garbage
[5:45 - 6:04] I sat right there and told you that you don't need to be fucking drinking
[6:05 - 6:15] Because that ain't you and Shawn this person you become this ain't you and you know it
[6:16 - 6:22] You know this ain't you you know this ain't you Shawn
[6:23 - 6:25] You ain't like this
[6:26 - 6:32] You seem to forget Shawn. I know you better than anyone and you know that
[6:33 - 6:42] You know that I know you better than anyone dude
[6:42 - 6:44] You've been my best friend for 10 plus years
[6:44 - 6:47] You don't think I don't fucking know who you are and how you are about out
[6:48 - 6:53] You seem to forget did we've been friends for years? I know how the fuck you are and
[6:56 - 7:01] Shawn as much I didn't want to do this. I'm calling you on your bullshit
[7:01 - 7:04] I'm calling your eyes to fuck out on your bullshit
[7:05 - 7:09] Cuz I'm fucking tired of this shit, bro
[7:10 - 7:15] Like you're my best friend. You're my fucking brother. We're supposed to be a team
[7:17 - 7:23] You're supposed to be my fucking brother. I do the day you've gotten dude the day your wedding
[7:24 - 7:27] The day of your motherfucking wedding. What did I do?
[7:28 - 7:30] What did I fucking do I?
[7:31 - 7:35] Packed up all my shit and I started to come down there
[7:35 - 7:41] The day of your wedding. I packed my camera up. I packed my shit out
[7:41 - 7:45] I came down there one moment so that I could be there
[7:47 - 7:54] Great. Yeah, we may not have made it there due to since you know obvious issues with traffic, but do point being I
[7:55 - 7:57] Made an effort to show up
[7:58 - 8:01] I made an effort to be there to be your best man
[8:01 - 8:04] I made an effort to show up there
[8:04 - 8:11] I mean dude if I was to ever get married you were supposed to be my best man
[8:11 - 8:20] I chose you as my best man for a reason because out of everyone else
[8:21 - 8:24] You were the one dude that's been there for me through everything
[8:26 - 8:33] Everything you've been there for me through and now all of a sudden you turn your back on me for what?
[8:34 - 8:47] What reason do you have turn your fucking back on me after everything we've been through you decide to turn your back on me
[8:47 - 8:56] That is fucking cool. You don't think this shit doesn't fuck with me
[8:57 - 9:04] For the last fucking three days, I've been on and off in tears wondering what did I do wrong?
[9:06 - 9:09] What happened what changed in you?
[9:09 - 9:18] What happened to you what happened to my best friend? What happened to my fucking brother?
[9:19 - 9:26] What happened to the man that sat right there a month ago and told me that no matter what he ain't fucking breaking our bond
[9:26 - 9:32] What happened to the same dude that a month ago said there ain't jack shit that could break up our friendship
[9:33 - 9:35] What happened to that?
[9:36 - 9:38] What happened to that dude?
[9:40 - 9:48] What happened to the guy that I was proud to call my brother what happened to the man that I could turn to for anything in the world
[9:49 - 9:54] What happened to the man that I could call up at 3 a.m. If something was going on
[9:57 - 9:59] What happened to that man?
[9:59 - 10:13] You know it kills me because I was there for you just like you were for me
[10:16 - 10:20] Hell you were the one that told me not to give up on my shit
[10:20 - 10:24] You were the one that sat right there when I wanted to throw my music career away
[10:24 - 10:28] When I wanted to walk away from YouTube, what did you tell me Sean?
[10:29 - 10:45] What did you fucking tell me you told me not to give up you don't think this shit doesn't fuck with me on every fucking level
[10:46 - 10:50] You don't think this shit doesn't hurt me. You don't think this shit doesn't hurt mom
[10:52 - 10:59] You don't think this shit doesn't hurt those that mean you know that befriended us. You don't think this doesn't hurt them
[10:59 - 11:01] Oh, trust me. It does
[11:03 - 11:12] Honestly, it hurts mom just as much as it does me and you want to know why because the her
[11:12 - 11:14] You were a son
[11:14 - 11:18] You were family to her
[11:21 - 11:26] You were like a fucking you dude. You were blood to her
[11:27 - 11:35] You were like a fucking scene. You were like an extended son to her John and how did you repay her?
[11:36 - 11:38] By blocking her just like you did me
[11:39 - 11:50] Do you know fucked up that is when you turned your back on me? You not only turned your back on me you turned your back on
[11:52 - 11:54] People that called you family
[11:55 - 11:59] People who saw you as family as blood
[12:03 - 12:06] So yeah, Sean. I'm calling you out
[12:06 - 12:08] This ain't you
[12:08 - 12:25] This ain't you bro. You know it. I'm telling you right now Sean. I want my fucking brother back
[12:25 - 12:26] I
[12:26 - 12:28] Want the you
[12:28 - 12:35] Before the thousand subs the you the Sean that I knew would never turn his back on family
[12:35 - 12:40] The show that I knew what stand by his friends no matter what
[12:41 - 12:47] The show that I knew would never turn his back on people that he cares about
[12:48 - 12:51] The Sean that I knew would have turned his back on me
[12:52 - 12:54] That's the Sean that I knew
[12:55 - 13:02] That's the Sean that I want back not this fucking thousand-cell fucking bitch that you become
[13:07 - 13:15] What all of a sudden you got a thousand subs now all of a sudden you're too good for me the fuck's your problem
[13:16 - 13:18] This ain't you Sean and you know it
[13:21 - 13:23] You know this ain't you
[13:23 - 13:33] See unlike you Sean when I hit a thousand subs. I still didn't change who I was
[13:34 - 13:38] When I hit that thousand sub mark, I still remained who I was
[13:40 - 13:48] That's getting one here. That's saw me hit that thousand sub mark as soon as I hit that thousand sub mark
[13:48 - 13:51] I still didn't change who I was I
[13:52 - 13:56] Still was the same person that I was 10 years ago when you knew me
[13:57 - 13:59] I didn't change for shit
[14:03 - 14:14] I didn't change for nobody and I don't plan on doing it now and I never would if I hit a thousand subs
[14:14 - 14:20] I wouldn't turn my back on you. I wouldn't do like you did to me. I
[14:21 - 14:23] wouldn't turn my back on you
[14:24 - 14:30] If anything, I'd be dragging you up with me. I'd be bringing your ass with me
[14:30 - 14:40] I would be bringing your fucking ass with me
[14:41 - 14:48] Because unlike you Sean, I don't forget where I came from. I don't forget who my friends are
[14:48 - 14:54] I don't forget or turn my back on family. I
[14:56 - 15:05] Don't do that shit. I don't turn my back on those that I care about
[15:07 - 15:11] So what everybody's got a little bit of drama in their fucking life
[15:12 - 15:15] Nothing new
[15:15 - 15:20] But that doesn't mean you turn your back on people that care about you. I
[15:21 - 15:25] Never once would have ever turned my back on you
[15:26 - 15:31] If you were in the position that I was in I wouldn't turn my back on you
[15:32 - 15:35] If anything, I would be there for you
[15:36 - 15:47] And I have been there for you since day one. I've been there
[15:50 - 15:52] Since day one
[15:52 - 15:59] Through all the bullshit all the fucked up shit they did. I was still there. I stuck by you
[16:00 - 16:03] when you were fighting
[16:04 - 16:09] Getting off of alcohol to stop drinking. I was there. I supported you
[16:10 - 16:19] When you had trouble stopping smoking weed and cigarettes and shit. I was there for you
[16:19 - 16:24] I was there for you through everything man
[16:25 - 16:35] So I don't understand what a fuck you're turning your back on me. I get that you don't like drama
[16:35 - 16:37] I get that I
[16:37 - 16:39] Don't like drama either
[16:40 - 16:44] But you gotta understand some Sean. I didn't ask for this
[16:46 - 16:48] I didn't ask for the drama. I
[16:50 - 16:54] Gotta brought on to me against my will and now I'm stuck with it
[16:55 - 17:06] That ain't my fault. You think I asked for this
[17:08 - 17:10] You think I asked for the drama?
[17:10 - 17:33] Hell no, I didn't ask for shit. I didn't ask for the drama Sean
[17:33 - 17:37] It's time you wake up
[17:37 - 17:46] It's time you walk your fucking dead ass up and fucking realize who the fuck you are
[17:46 - 17:48] And remember who you are
[17:51 - 17:53] Remember who you are
[17:54 - 17:56] Remember where you came from
[17:57 - 17:59] 10 years ago
[18:00 - 18:02] You weren't like this a
[18:04 - 18:07] Year ago, you weren't like this
[18:10 - 18:18] And you know I'm telling the truth a year ago. You weren't like this
[18:20 - 18:22] So why the sudden change?
[18:22 - 18:37] Let me tell you Sean when I lost you a part of me died
[18:38 - 18:43] When I lost you a part of me fucking died inside
[18:43 - 19:00] I felt like I lost a family member. I felt like a family member. I just fucking died
[19:01 - 19:17] That's how it fucking felt. I felt like a family member had just fucking died
[19:18 - 19:34] That's how much it hurt when you turn your back on me. Oh, man. You were supposed to be my brother
[19:35 - 19:37] You were supposed to be my family
[19:38 - 19:40] My best friend
[19:41 - 19:47] My fucking brother now look at you
[19:49 - 19:51] Look at what you've become
[19:53 - 19:59] Look at what you've done. Turn your back on everyone that cares about you
[20:00 - 20:05] All for what a thousand subs are you kidding me?
[20:07 - 20:10] This ain't you Sean and you know it
[20:10 - 20:18] See unlike you Sean. I don't change who I am for nobody
[20:20 - 20:24] I'm still the same guy. You knew ten years ago
[20:26 - 20:33] Despite all the drama despite all the hate despite all the attacks. I'm still the same guy. I was ten years ago
[20:33 - 20:34] I
[20:34 - 20:42] Haven't changed one bit. I'm still the same
[20:42 - 20:45] Mother fucker. I was ten years ago
[20:45 - 20:57] I'm still that same guy that you stuck around with I stayed up with the night
[20:57 - 21:02] Working on ideas for the Sean show. I'm still that same dude
[21:02 - 21:07] That fucking put out thumbnails for you did pictures for you did
[21:07 - 21:13] Did goofy pony videos for you? I'm still that same guy that was there for you
[21:14 - 21:21] I'm still that same guy that was there for you when you wanted to get off the cigarettes when you wanted to quit the drinking I
[21:22 - 21:26] Have not changed one fucking bit. I'm still that same guy
[21:29 - 21:30] But you
[21:30 - 21:37] Look at you
[21:37 - 21:57] Another slave to the thousand sub-large bullshit system. I've been there for you through everything Sean
[21:57 - 21:59] Just like you were for me
[22:00 - 22:06] But I want to know something and I want a goddamn answer from you Sean
[22:10 - 22:15] Why did you fucking change and why did you stab me in the back like a little bitch?
[22:16 - 22:21] This ain't you
[22:21 - 22:30] You know this ain't you man. You think I like calling you out on your shit
[22:30 - 22:32] Hell no, I hate it
[22:33 - 22:35] But what choice do you leave me?
[22:35 - 22:42] Hell I can't get a hold of you any other way. So what choice do you leave me except to call your ass out?
[22:42 - 22:53] I just want to know why I want to know why you did what you did
[22:55 - 22:57] You at least owe me that much
[22:57 - 23:03] You at least owe me an answer as to why you did what you did
[23:04 - 23:14] You have no idea how much that hurt seeing you do what you did
[23:18 - 23:23] Like I told you Sean when I lost you when I lost my best friend Sean
[23:25 - 23:30] When I lost my best friend a part of me fucking died inside
[23:31 - 23:36] Because the motherfuckers you are now ain't the same dude you were 10 years ago
[23:37 - 23:46] The Sean that I know would never do this the Sean that I know would never turn his back on family
[23:46 - 23:51] Would never turn his back on a friend would never stab his friend in the back
[23:52 - 23:56] The strong that I know wouldn't change for a thousand subs
[23:58 - 24:05] That's the Sean that I know the Sean that you are now. I don't fucking recognize you. I
[24:06 - 24:08] Don't know who the fuck you are
[24:09 - 24:14] But what I want is my fucking brother back. I want my best friend back
[24:14 - 24:18] I want that Sean that I knew 10 years ago back
[24:19 - 24:25] That's the that's Sean that I want back not this fucking
[24:26 - 24:29] Oversized egotistical little bitch that you are now
[24:31 - 24:33] This ain't you
[24:33 - 24:46] You know this ain't you so Sean. Yes, you can get mad at me all you want
[24:46 - 24:53] But you know what I'm calling your punk ass out. I want my brother back
[24:53 - 24:57] I want the same Sean that I knew 10 years ago back
[24:58 - 25:03] Not this person that you become because you and I both know deep down Sean
[25:03 - 25:07] You and I both know deep down. This is ain't you
[25:09 - 25:11] This ain't you and you know it
[25:16 - 25:19] You know it. I know it mom knows it
[25:20 - 25:22] Your dad knows it
[25:22 - 25:24] Everyone knows it Sean
[25:24 - 25:28] This person that you become is not the you that you should be
[25:28 - 25:40] The you that I know would never turn his back on friends would never turn his back on people that care
[25:41 - 25:52] So Sean wait your dead ass up
[25:53 - 25:58] Wake your fucking ass up and open your goddamn minds and
[26:01 - 26:03] Take a look around of what you're doing
[26:05 - 26:07] Take a look at the people that you're hurting
[26:09 - 26:11] It ain't just me
[26:12 - 26:16] There's a whole lot of motherfuckers that you're hurting in the process
[26:17 - 26:21] So Sean
[26:21 - 26:23] Wake your dead ass up
[26:26 - 26:36] Wake up cuz this ain't you and you know this ain't you Sean
[26:37 - 26:42] So wake your fucking ass up and quit the bullshit
[26:43 - 26:46] Cuz you and I both know this ain't you
[26:49 - 26:51] Wake the fuck up Sean
[26:58 - 27:16] This ain't you and you know it. I want my best friend back
[27:17 - 27:21] I want to show him that I knew ten years ago back
[27:21 - 27:26] So goddamn bad and I would give anything to get that back
[27:26 - 27:34] If in that walking away from YouTube for the rest of my goddamn life
[27:34 - 27:40] I would give that up to have my best friend back. I would give up everything
[27:40 - 27:49] I own to have my best friend back. I really would without question. I
[27:49 - 27:52] Would give up everything I own to have my best friend back
[27:57 - 28:11] Because to me a friendship with you is priceless Sean. I can never put a price on your friendship
[28:12 - 28:19] Cuz your friendship is priceless to me and what did you do?
[28:20 - 28:23] Through that friendship way like it didn't even fucking matter
[28:27 - 28:29] So Sean, I'm calling you out
[28:30 - 28:35] Right here right now. I'm calling your fucking fake bitch ass out
[28:36 - 28:47] I'm calling you out on your bullshit. I want you to remember the Sean that you used to be
[28:50 - 28:54] The Sean that you were a year ago two years ago
[28:55 - 28:58] The Sean that didn't do what he's doing now
[29:00 - 29:02] Cuz this ain't you Sean
[29:02 - 29:04] You know this ain't you
[29:05 - 29:15] So wake up Sean wake up and realize who you are
[29:16 - 29:18] Realize the people that you're hurting
[29:19 - 29:28] You have a lot of people that care about you and I'm one of them
[29:28 - 29:36] Cuz if I didn't care, why would I be sitting here calling you on your bullshit?
[29:37 - 29:43] If I didn't care, why would I be sitting here calling you out and telling you how you're acting?
[29:45 - 29:51] If I didn't care, why would I be still sitting here fighting for our friendship if I didn't care
[29:53 - 29:56] Why would I still be here even after you turned on me?
[29:57 - 30:03] If I didn't care, why would I still see you as my best friend even though you turned on me?
[30:06 - 30:13] Even though you turned on me. I still see you as my best friend and that ain't ever gonna change
[30:17 - 30:19] But dude, you need to wake up
[30:20 - 30:26] You need to realize who the fuck you are and where the fuck you started
[30:30 - 30:33] Cuz this you that you became this ain't you
[30:34 - 30:42] You know this ain't you so Sean
[30:43 - 30:47] Wake your dead fucking ass up
[30:48 - 30:50] And remember who you are
[30:53 - 30:57] Cuz this you this ain't the real you and you know it
[30:58 - 31:00] Wake up Sean
[31:00 - 31:02] Remember who the fuck you are
[31:04 - 31:07] And get your head out of your goddamn ass
[31:09 - 31:13] Wake up
[31:13 - 31:15] Can you have people here that care?
[31:17 - 31:29] So wake up and stop doing this shit. I want my best friend back. I
[31:31 - 31:33] want my brother back and
[31:34 - 31:41] I'm gonna continue to fucking fight. I don't care about the fight a hundred thousand years
[31:41 - 31:46] I don't care. I don't care about the fight till I'm dead in the ground
[31:47 - 31:50] Like it or not Sean. I'm fighting for you
[31:54 - 32:03] Like it or not. I am fighting for you and I'm not going nowhere
[32:04 - 32:08] No matter what you say. No matter what you do. I'm not giving up
[32:09 - 32:15] I'm not giving up on my best friend. I'm not giving up on my family
[32:16 - 32:22] Cuz that's not what family does. We don't just up and walk away when shit gets hard
[32:23 - 32:28] We don't just up and walk away because someone has trauma in their life that they're dealing with
[32:28 - 32:34] We don't just up and walk away from it. No, we stand together and we fight
[32:38 - 32:46] That's something that you taught me and now I think it's time
[32:46 - 32:48] that you took your own advice
[32:49 - 32:53] Wake up Sean
[32:53 - 32:55] Wake your dead ass up
[32:56 - 33:01] And remember who the fuck you are and remember those that are around you that actually care
[33:02 - 33:05] People like me that care people like mom and
[33:08 - 33:10] People that actually care about you Sean
[33:13 - 33:18] People like me actually care about you and I know you might not see it right away
[33:19 - 33:21] But I want you to know
[33:22 - 33:31] That I am here and I'm fighting for you and I'm not gonna stop no matter what I will fight
[33:31 - 33:33] That's how hell freezes over
[33:34 - 33:40] Before I give up. I don't care how long it fucking takes
[33:40 - 33:46] To give my friendship with you back and to give my brother back. I'm not giving up on you
[33:47 - 33:53] You never give up on me. So I'm not ever giving up on you no matter what man
[33:56 - 33:59] Because in my eyes, you will always be family to me
[34:00 - 34:02] Always that ain't ever gonna change
[34:03 - 34:06] But I'm telling you right now Sean
[34:06 - 34:13] You need to get your head out of your ass and put your friends before your channel just like I do I
[34:17 - 34:20] Always put my friends and my family first
[34:21 - 34:23] Just like you used to
[34:24 - 34:27] So Sean take your own advice
[34:31 - 34:35] Quit the bullshit and give me my brother back
[34:38 - 34:48] Until then I'll be here waiting and fighting for you and I hope to hear from you soon and
[34:49 - 34:54] Just know that no matter what you do no matter where you go
[34:55 - 35:01] You will always be family to me and that ain't ever ever going to change Sean
[35:09 - 35:14] Even though you might not even though you might not ever see me as family ever again
[35:14 - 35:19] I will always see you as family. You will always be my best friend
[35:19 - 35:33] You will always be my brother like it or not your my brother Sean
[35:34 - 35:41] I've always loved you as a brother. I've always loved you as my best friend. You've been there since day one, bro
[35:42 - 35:50] Your family your blood to me and that ain't ever gonna change and I hope you see that one day
[35:50 - 35:56] So until then I'll be here fighting for you every day
[35:58 - 36:00] As long as it takes