Original upload date: August 25th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:18 - 0:35] You know, I didn't think I would find myself back here today so soon, but I'm making this video for
[0:36 - 0:40] Who even though they don't consider me a friend right now?
[0:40 - 0:44] I still consider them a friend and that person is
[0:45 - 0:48] Sean Sands aka Sean's play
[0:49 - 0:56] Now Sean, I know you might not see me as a brother or as a friend right now due to the drama
[0:56 - 1:04] That's going on in my life, and I understand that okay. I truly understand why you feel the way that you do
[1:06 - 1:08] Okay, I totally understand
[1:09 - 1:17] But I need you to understand my point of view and why I jumped out on
[1:18 - 1:22] The dude that I jumped out on and why I said what I said to him
[1:23 - 1:29] See it's something I don't think you understand Sean is this
[1:30 - 1:31] when
[1:31 - 1:33] someone like
[1:33 - 1:40] When someone like Christ the 30 year old boomer comes around and he starts taking shot at
[1:41 - 1:46] Not only women with tattoos, but tattoos in general
[1:47 - 1:51] That's not just a shot to the person that has the piece
[1:51 - 1:58] That's not only taking a shot at the artist that created the piece. That's taking a shot at
[1:59 - 2:05] The tattoo industry as a whole and the artists as a whole
[2:09 - 2:11] Sean you see that person right there
[2:12 - 2:15] That's on the cover of this live stream right now
[2:16 - 2:19] That person's name is Thomas Pendleton
[2:20 - 2:28] One of the most world-renowned tattoo artists in the world as well as one of my personal favorite
[2:28 - 2:31] Tattoo artists in the world his work
[2:31 - 2:33] No one else can touch
[2:34 - 2:38] He's one of the top tier tattoo artists in the world
[2:41 - 2:46] Now you have to understand so I'm Sean I come from a family of artists
[2:47 - 2:52] Okay, my cousin Jason is a very well-known tattoo artist
[2:53 - 2:58] Up in Alaska. I have friends that have tattoos
[2:58 - 3:03] some of my female friends that are some of my best friends in the world have tattoos and
[3:04 - 3:08] When somebody like Christ the 30 year old boomer takes a shot at them or at me
[3:09 - 3:14] For supporting people with tattoos in general. I take offense to that
[3:15 - 3:19] Because like I said, that's not only a shot at me. That's a shot at every
[3:20 - 3:24] artist and tattoo artists alike in the world and
[3:24 - 3:28] that's not cool and
[3:28 - 3:35] I'm sorry that you feel the way that you feel Sean and I know that you might not see me as a friend
[3:37 - 3:39] But regardless of what you think of me
[3:39 - 3:46] I will always and I mean I will always see you as my brother and my best friend
[3:47 - 3:51] Regardless of whether you see me as a friend or not. I still see you as family
[3:51 - 3:58] I still see you as my best friend. I still see you as my brother and that's never gonna change
[3:59 - 4:01] Regardless of whether
[4:01 - 4:05] You wanted to or not that's never gonna change. I will always
[4:06 - 4:11] Always see you as family. I will always see you as my best friend and brother
[4:12 - 4:15] Because we've been through shit that nobody could understand
[4:16 - 4:21] I mean you were there for me through everything through the fucked up relationships
[4:22 - 4:25] My friends and my older brother passing away
[4:26 - 4:33] How you helped me get out of very very fucked up relationships that I had no business being in and
[4:35 - 4:37] I understand where you're coming from. I
[4:38 - 4:41] Truly do it, but Sean you need to understand. I
[4:42 - 4:44] Didn't ask for this drama
[4:45 - 4:51] Okay, it was flung on to me for no reason by the bender boys a year and a half ago
[4:51 - 4:59] And I know what you're probably gonna say you're probably gonna say well, you know, you can avoid it
[5:00 - 5:02] I wish I could but it's not that easy
[5:03 - 5:05] Because see a year and a half ago. I
[5:06 - 5:10] Don't know if I ever told you this Sean, but a year and a half ago
[5:10 - 5:21] I got brought into this community by the bender boys not knowing
[5:22 - 5:24] What they're about?
[5:24 - 5:32] They offered me at the time and I didn't know this but at the time and as I'm sure you've seen they offered me a
[5:32 - 5:34] contract for music and
[5:34 - 5:38] Me not knowing if they were legitimate or not legitimate
[5:39 - 5:43] You know, I jumped at the opportunity thinking hey, I'm actually gonna
[5:44 - 5:45] Finally
[5:45 - 5:49] Get somewhere with my music. I'm not gonna be stuck anymore
[5:49 - 5:55] And I later found out that it was a troll and ever since then Sean
[5:55 - 5:59] It's been one troll after the other one troll after the other
[6:00 - 6:02] These trolls are smart
[6:04 - 6:08] They really know what they're doing and it's not like I asked for this drama
[6:09 - 6:13] For the past year and a half. I've been trying to get away from it
[6:13 - 6:18] I don't want it in my life and I don't need the drama in my life. I
[6:19 - 6:21] Never wanted this drama to begin with
[6:22 - 6:25] What I wanted is a good life
[6:25 - 6:32] Where I could do my artwork and be successful with my music and do things that I want to do
[6:33 - 6:38] That's all I've ever asked but instead what do I get in return from people?
[6:39 - 6:42] Shut down for no reason
[6:43 - 6:45] Attacked for no reason
[6:47 - 6:49] screwed over
[6:50 - 7:00] Catfished for no reason all for a few laughs and Sean. You don't know how much that fucking hurts
[7:01 - 7:05] Knowing that he would throw away our friendship like this a
[7:06 - 7:12] Friendship of almost ten years man a friendship of almost ten years
[7:13 - 7:20] Throwing out the window for what because of what drama did you know very well?
[7:20 - 7:23] I didn't ask for that. You know very well. I'm trying to avoid
[7:24 - 7:27] Sean you're my best friend. You're my brother
[7:28 - 7:33] You've been there for me through so much and I can never thank you enough for that
[7:34 - 7:40] But you have to understand something Sean did I come from a family of artists?
[7:41 - 7:44] All right, I come from a family of
[7:45 - 7:52] Artists tattoo artists. I have friends that are tattoo artists that make a living from what they do
[7:53 - 7:57] And I'm an artist myself both musically and art-wise
[7:58 - 8:01] And let me tell you Sean
[8:01 - 8:03] When someone talks crap
[8:04 - 8:11] About so many like my good friend Courtney who has tattoos and they sit there and they say sexist things like
[8:12 - 8:17] Women don't deserve to have tattoos or they look only on women and that's not any other
[8:18 - 8:20] Do you have any idea how?
[8:20 - 8:22] Disrespectful that is
[8:23 - 8:30] Do you have any idea how disrespectful that is not only to the person wearing the tattoo?
[8:31 - 8:39] But how disrespectful that is to the artist the artist company and other people like that tattoo artist?
[8:39 - 8:43] Do you have any idea how disrespectful that is?
[8:43 - 8:54] Like I said, I don't want you to think of this as you know, I'm calling you out because I'm not I'm not calling you out
[8:54 - 8:56] I just want you to understand
[8:57 - 9:03] Where I'm coming from and more than anything I want you to know that no matter what you think of me
[9:03 - 9:11] I will always and I mean I will always see you as my best friend and as my brother. I
[9:11 - 9:14] Will always see you as both of those things
[9:16 - 9:20] Regardless of whether you speak to me ever again, which I hope you do I
[9:21 - 9:27] Really do but even if you don't I want you to know that at any point in time
[9:28 - 9:36] If you ever do stop talking to me and you feel like you want to come back my doors are always open to you
[9:39 - 9:41] My home is your home, bro
[9:45 - 10:00] My doors will always be open to you. I want you to know that you still have a friend here
[10:00 - 10:05] You still have a brother here that loves and cares about you. You still have family here
[10:07 - 10:10] Like it or not. I'm not going anywhere, bro
[10:12 - 10:14] Whether you talk to me or not, that's your choice
[10:15 - 10:19] But I want you to know that I will always and I mean I will always
[10:20 - 10:25] See you as family. I will always see you as my brother and that's my best friend
[10:28 - 10:30] Always that's never gonna change
[10:43 - 10:48] Regardless of what you think of me Sean. I want you to know that I will always
[10:49 - 10:51] See you as my brother and my best friend
[10:52 - 10:54] That's never gonna change and I
[10:55 - 10:59] Do hope that you know, we can be friends again. I do hope that we can
[11:00 - 11:04] You know get that bond back that is still their hope boy
[11:04 - 11:11] And I hope that you do talk to me again and that we can pick back up where things left off
[11:11 - 11:16] And now we can go back to being the way things were before all this
[11:17 - 11:23] Because Sean I never asked for any of this drama. I never asked for this
[11:23 - 11:26] I had it forced upon me for no reason
[11:27 - 11:31] People make fun of me for no reason except to laugh at me
[11:34 - 11:39] People troll me for no reason people catfish me. They
[11:39 - 11:42] Do things to screw me over because they know
[11:43 - 11:48] Because they know they're gonna get a laugh and I try not to respond
[11:48 - 11:53] But Sean you have to understand when they take things as personally as they take them to
[11:55 - 12:00] Like when they take it to places that are very personal, how can I not respond?
[12:01 - 12:04] Especially when they involve my blood family
[12:05 - 12:11] When they involve people like you that I genuinely give a shit about when they involve my mom
[12:12 - 12:14] My stepdad when they involved
[12:15 - 12:22] My brother who passed away when they involved my best friend Zach who was murdered when they involve people that I
[12:23 - 12:26] Genuinely care about how am I supposed to ignore that?
[12:26 - 12:34] I can't just ignore that when they do the things they do and they take things to that personal level and
[12:34 - 12:40] They invade my personal life and they were trying to ruin my personal life. I
[12:41 - 12:44] Can't just ignore that as much as I wish I could
[12:45 - 12:56] Sean I'm sorry for whatever you're mad at me over. I'm sorry that you're mad at me
[12:57 - 13:00] I'm sorry that you're angry with me for calling
[13:01 - 13:04] Christ the 30 year old boomerang. I'm sorry that
[13:05 - 13:09] You know, you're mad at the fact that I jumped out on him and I can understand why you are
[13:09 - 13:11] I
[13:11 - 13:17] Understand that you don't want the drama. I understand that you're angry that I did that but you have to understand Sean
[13:18 - 13:23] he took a shot at an entire industry as a whole
[13:24 - 13:26] That I'm part of
[13:26 - 13:37] He took a shot at an industry that some of my best friends in the world make money from an
[13:38 - 13:44] Industry that I have the utmost respect for an industry that I
[13:45 - 13:47] Truly enjoy
[13:47 - 13:53] Whenever somebody walks up to me and I see that they have tattoos, you know what the first thing I say to them is
[13:54 - 13:56] after I say hello to them I
[13:57 - 14:04] Straight I'll tell them that I love their tattoo that I love their ink every time
[14:05 - 14:07] Ask anyone that knows me
[14:09 - 14:12] Ask anyone that see me do it Sean. They will tell you bro
[14:13 - 14:19] Every time I see somebody with a tattoo. I walk up to them and I straight I'll tell them that I like their tattoo
[14:20 - 14:30] That I like the ink because each tattoo tells a story of someone's life and I respect that I respect the tattoo industry
[14:30 - 14:35] I respect the art industry. I respect art and tattoos as a whole and
[14:36 - 14:38] Me being from an artistic background
[14:38 - 14:45] I take offense to when people like Christ the 30-year-old boomer say what he said
[14:46 - 14:49] To Courtney on her live stream that night
[14:49 - 14:53] I'll be right back
[14:53 - 15:30] Yeah, it's understand Sean. I take offense to that shit, you know when somebody does what they do
[15:30 - 15:36] I take offense to that with someone like Christ the 30-year-old boomer does what he does. I
[15:36 - 15:41] Take serious offense to that bro. I didn't ask
[15:43 - 15:49] To be trolled. I didn't ask for the drama. I never wanted the drama to be honest with you
[15:49 - 15:53] I never wanted to be involved with the bender boys
[15:53 - 15:59] I never wanted to be involved with Christ the 30-year-old boomer hell. I never wanted to even be involved
[16:00 - 16:06] With massive reports. I never wanted that. I never wanted any of that
[16:08 - 16:23] Never asked for and I never wanted it. I never asked
[16:25 - 16:27] For any of this Sean and
[16:28 - 16:33] I hope you see that and I hope you see that I do still genuinely care about you
[16:34 - 16:40] Whether you see me as a friend or not, that's your choice and I respect your choice at the end of the day
[16:41 - 16:46] I respect it. I might not like that. You might not see me as a friend, but I still respect it
[16:46 - 16:50] I still respect you as a human being
[16:50 - 16:55] I still respect you as a friend as a brother and I will always see you as a friend and a brother
[16:56 - 17:03] Always that's never ever gonna change no matter what I will always see you as family
[17:03 - 17:10] And there's nothing that you can say or do that's ever going to change that I
[17:11 - 17:14] Will always see you as family always
[17:19 - 17:21] Regardless of whether you want me to or not
[17:21 - 17:25] You are always going to be my motherfucking brother
[17:28 - 17:32] Because we didn't throw way too much for me to just throw it away like that
[17:33 - 17:36] We've been through way too much together
[17:37 - 17:44] And it hurts me to know that you would throw away our friendship over some stupid-ass drama
[17:44 - 17:48] Over some shit that I said to somebody that I had a reason to say what I said
[17:50 - 17:55] That shit hurts
[17:55 - 18:02] Like I said Sean, I never asked for this drama. I never asked for the trolling. I never asked
[18:03 - 18:06] For all this bullshit infamy that I never deserved
[18:07 - 18:14] I don't deserve infamy if anything I want to be known for my music. I want to be known for my artwork
[18:15 - 18:17] I want to be known for helping people
[18:18 - 18:22] I don't want to be known as that guy that everyone trolls
[18:22 - 18:26] I don't want to be known as that fake that supposedly does fucked up shit
[18:28 - 18:32] Well, yes, I'm not perfect. I've made my fair share of mistakes
[18:33 - 18:40] I've made my fair share of mistakes and I've admitted to my mistakes and I've owned up to those mistakes many times over
[18:44 - 18:49] But Sean, I hope you understand where I'm coming from and I hope that you can respect it
[18:49 - 18:51] And I hope that you're willing to talk to me about this
[18:57 - 18:59] So Sean
[18:59 - 19:04] I want you to know that I still love you, bro. You're still my brother. You're still my family
[19:04 - 19:08] And I still love you like family. You're still my brother
[19:08 - 19:11] regardless
[19:11 - 19:15] Because like I told you man, we have a bond that nobody else has
[19:18 - 19:21] You were there for me through everything
[19:21 - 19:24] Everything from bills passing in 2015
[19:25 - 19:27] To the death of my best friend Zach
[19:32 - 19:35] You were there for me through everything
[19:39 - 19:45] And regardless of what you think of me, I will always see you as family and my doors
[19:46 - 19:50] And my messenger and my home will always be open to you
[19:51 - 19:54] My home and my doors will always be open to you, man
[20:06 - 20:10] My doors will always be open to you
[20:15 - 20:18] And I understand that you might be angry right now
[20:19 - 20:21] But I hope you see mine
[20:22 - 20:24] That you have someone here
[20:24 - 20:26] That cares about you
[20:27 - 20:31] You have someone here that sees you as a brother as a family member
[20:32 - 20:34] And that's never going to change
[20:35 - 20:41] And like I said, I understand that you're angry that I said something to Christ the 30 year old boomer
[20:41 - 20:43] About what he said to Courtney
[20:44 - 20:46] But like I said Sean, you have to understand
[20:47 - 20:50] When he took a shot at her the way that he did
[20:51 - 20:55] I took offense to that personally because like I told you Sean and you know this
[20:55 - 20:58] You know that I come from a background of artistry
[20:59 - 21:03] You know that I have friends and family that are artists and tattoo artists
[21:03 - 21:06] My great-grandmother was an artist herself
[21:07 - 21:09] My cousin Jason owns his own tattoo shop
[21:11 - 21:17] I'm an artist my friends help my best friend crystal who's like family to me
[21:18 - 21:20] Tattoos out of her home
[21:21 - 21:24] And she has her license and she tattoos out of her home part time
[21:26 - 21:28] And she even has tattoos herself
[21:30 - 21:36] Hell my good friend drama kiki who's a youtuber does tattoo work for a living and has ink on
[21:37 - 21:45] On her herself
[21:45 - 21:50] So when he said what he said and did I had every reason to do that
[21:53 - 21:58] I get that you and I get that you thought that you know, it might not have been my place
[21:59 - 22:00] To say something
[22:00 - 22:02] But like I said Sean
[22:03 - 22:06] When he did what he did
[22:06 - 22:12] He not only offended me. He not only offended corny. He offended an entire
[22:13 - 22:16] industry
[22:16 - 22:19] He took a shot at an entire industry as a whole
[22:21 - 22:41] And that's not cool
[22:41 - 22:46] So Sean, I hope that you do see this and I'm gonna leave you with this
[22:47 - 22:49] I hope that you do see this
[22:50 - 22:53] And I hope you understand where I'm coming from and I hope that you know
[22:53 - 22:55] I'm not calling you out
[22:55 - 22:58] But I'm merely trying to get you to understand
[23:00 - 23:02] The reality of what's really going on
[23:03 - 23:05] And I hope that you do talk to me
[23:10 - 23:14] And just know that my doors will always be open to you anytime
[23:21 - 23:24] You're my brother Sean
[23:24 - 23:27] You're my family and I fucking love the shit out of you, bro
[23:30 - 23:34] You're my family
[23:34 - 23:38] And I hope you see that
[23:38 - 23:40] I hope you see that that's never gonna change
[23:43 - 23:45] So please Sean
[23:45 - 23:47] When you see this
[23:48 - 23:51] Please reach out to me
[23:55 - 23:57] Much love, bro. Peace
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1129' on August 8th, 2024
