Original upload date: August 16th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:18 - 0:38] what the fuck is up everybody so as many of you know a lot of people have
[0:38 - 0:54] outcast me threw me in the dark, belittled and tried to destroy me
[0:54 - 1:06] it was hours of benevolent and evil and maniacal torture
[1:06 - 1:23] hours of being mentally destroyed let's see what these trolls don't realize
[1:23 - 1:47] is I've done something that no one else has done one I survived the grim reaper at
[1:47 - 1:58] birth when I was just a baby I survived the fucking grim reaper trying to take
[1:58 - 2:09] my life and then several years later just a mere few months ago I survived an
[2:09 - 2:16] attack straight from the devil himself who tried to kill one of my family members
[2:16 - 2:38] and when I say real demons and they are no fucking laughing matter but despite
[2:38 - 2:46] surviving all that I still get brought down I still get put down but on the flip
[2:46 - 2:53] side of that there is another thing people calling me a hero people saying
[2:53 - 3:01] that I helped them but the truth is I'm just a normal guy doing what's right
[3:01 - 3:09] that's all I am I'm just a normal guy trying to do what's right I'm nobody's
[3:09 - 3:25] hero I'm just a normal guy trying to help those like myself
[3:59 - 4:11] I've got my time I'm all up yeah nobody's hero nobody's hero
[4:11 - 4:24] your scars I will give you everything I can
[4:24 - 4:33] why is it worth the hard work you've done to get to this land
[4:33 - 4:35] why is it worth the hard work you've done to get to this land
[4:35 - 4:41] I can't believe you to the salvation
[4:41 - 4:46] you're just a baby I'm a lonely guy
[4:46 - 4:53] and all this time yeah nobody's hero
[4:53 - 5:04] I've come on time yeah nobody's hero nobody's hero
[5:18 - 7:02] I really am nobody's hero man I'm just a normal guy like you doing what he loves
[7:02 - 7:07] and trying to help people because I know what it's like to be brought down
[7:07 - 7:13] I know what it's like to feel like the whole world's against you trust me
[7:13 - 7:17] I live that shit every fucking day I live that shit
[7:17 - 7:30] and people want to sit there and judge and judge and talk shit right
[7:30 - 7:38] like y'all want to sit there and talk all this mad shit
[7:38 - 7:47] like you guys in society want to sit there and talk shit about how people like me
[7:47 - 7:53] don't belong in society how people like me should have been outcasted a long time ago
[7:53 - 8:09] you know what I say? I say fuck you
[8:09 - 8:16] and what you think because people like me that are outcasts
[8:16 - 8:23] are the reason that heavy fucking metal is still around
[8:23 - 8:31] people like me that are outcasts are the reason why punk rock to make me come back
[8:31 - 8:39] and why bands like Slevenon, Pierce the Veil, Black Veil Brides, Lincoln Park
[8:39 - 8:47] and even bands such as Motionless and White are still around in this very day
[8:47 - 8:52] the very same music that you listen to were responsible
[8:52 - 8:55] the outcasts are responsible for
[8:55 - 9:20] so this was going on to your punk motherfuckers in society
[9:20 - 9:23] we will never back down and we will never break
[9:23 - 9:27] where's my fucking nuggets
[9:27 - 9:40] I see all the fucking gullards
[9:40 - 9:54] I see all the fucking metalheads
[9:54 - 9:55] where are you
[9:55 - 10:26] she's my friend
[10:26 - 10:30] she told you the rage I've hidden
[10:30 - 10:42] it's the cycle of a number of things from the beginning
[10:42 - 10:46] you and I decide
[10:46 - 10:53] but it's the time to get it for glad
[10:53 - 10:55] make your plans
[10:55 - 11:02] some worlds are destined to be
[11:02 - 11:04] decide
[11:04 - 11:07] to do it right
[11:07 - 11:10] the many times we've left
[11:10 - 11:14] go to victory time
[11:14 - 11:17] to do it right
[11:17 - 11:19] to do it right
[11:19 - 11:22] I'm not your devil
[11:22 - 11:44] she told me to stand in the fire
[11:44 - 11:49] make sure we're all my friends
[11:49 - 11:54] see us never in the fire
[11:54 - 12:09] you and I between
[12:09 - 12:15] plans we've seen
[12:15 - 12:18] decide
[12:18 - 12:20] to do it right
[12:20 - 12:22] get it
[12:22 - 12:30] to do it right
[12:30 - 12:33] you and I
[12:33 - 12:55] time to remove
[12:55 - 12:58] time I make sure
[12:59 - 13:39] you and I
[13:39 - 13:41] share everything
[13:41 - 13:45] see
[13:47 - 13:50] my jaw
[14:37 - 14:38] are the same
[14:38 - 14:38] fucking
[14:38 - 14:41] bands
[14:41 - 14:42] fucking
[14:42 - 14:44] listened to
[14:44 - 14:45] the same fucking bands
[14:45 - 14:48] that we created
[14:48 - 14:50] are the same ones
[14:50 - 15:02] that you fucking listen to. So what gets me is how the fuck you gonna sit there and judge someone
[15:02 - 15:10] like me who's a fucking outcast from listening to this music when you motherfuckers are the same
[15:10 - 15:25] ones that fucking listen to this shit. But here's the thing dude, I'm glad to be a fucking outcast
[15:25 - 15:32] and you wanna know why? Because I'd rather not follow society. I'd rather not follow the fucking
[15:32 - 15:42] robotic fucking rules. I'd rather be my motherfucking self and be an outcast than to be a motherfucking slave.
[15:49 - 15:51] Which weighs me into my next song.
[15:51 - 16:48] I wanna see those R.I.P.s in the comments.
[16:50 - 16:56] Hold on, before I start this song, I wanna see those motherfucking R.I.P.s in the comments.
[17:02 - 17:03] Great shit, so what's the deal?
[17:28 - 17:31] Rest in peace, you're actually fucking up and down.
[20:00 - 20:31] I wanna tell you right now, if you have the fucking indecency to bow down to what society
[20:31 - 20:40] fucking wants from you, that right there alone makes you a goddamn slave to the system and
[20:40 - 20:46] I for one won't do that. I would rather have a million motherfuckers hating me and a few real fans
[20:47 - 21:04] than a bunch of fake ass fans that are just talking shit. Cause all I tell you, being that fucking
[21:04 - 21:12] robot to society, that's what's pitting us against each other. So maybe if we put down
[21:12 - 21:18] our fucking differences for five fucking seconds and start realizing how fucking alike we are
[21:19 - 21:26] and stop this fucking troll shit, stop this attack shit on each other, maybe y'all will realize
[21:26 - 21:35] we all have something in common in one way, shape or form. Hell, take me and Debby for example.
[21:36 - 21:40] Me and Debby, he thought that we wouldn't have anything in common.
[21:41 - 21:49] At all, just by judging what he saw of me, even though he did not judge me for that,
[21:49 - 21:55] he saw what I went through. Anyone know something? He didn't judge you of that.
[21:55 - 22:01] He got to know me and he wanted to know something. Me and him have a lot in common and I mean a lot.
[22:01 - 22:07] Hell, the man's helped me out with my motherfucking music and my rebranding for God's sakes.
[22:08 - 22:13] Me and him have a lot in fucking common, more than we fucking thought.
[22:14 - 22:18] And maybe if you pitiful fucking know life having trolls,
[22:18 - 22:24] shut your fucking mouth for five fucking seconds and stop attacking people.
[22:26 - 22:32] Maybe you fucking realize that you have a lot more in common with that person that you're attacking
[22:32 - 22:37] than you fucking realize. I mean seriously, what's the point of it?
[22:39 - 22:43] You bring someone down just to find out you have a lot in common with them.
[22:44 - 22:49] Why not just fucking work with them, dude? Fucking talk them instead of attacking them.
[22:49 - 23:19] It's stupid and don't make no goddamn sense. Why do you think I'll release that shrimp design
[23:19 - 23:30] that says destroy what destroys you? I did that for those that are like me that are fucking
[23:30 - 23:36] outcasts. People like me that don't got shit. People like me that get attacked every day.
[23:37 - 23:44] Because that's one thing I've learned coming up, especially in the YouTube scene, man. That's one
[23:44 - 23:52] thing I fucking learned. You can either let what drags you down destroy you or you can get the
[23:52 - 23:58] fuck off and you can destroy that which is destroying you. Fight back against whatever
[23:58 - 24:34] it is that's destroying you. Yo, Wiccan, what up? Exactly, dude. Exactly. And I agree with that,
[24:34 - 24:39] dude. Like instead of fucking attacking each other, why don't we fucking talk to each other, man?
[24:40 - 24:57] Like why does this fucking negativity have to fucking happen? I got you, Zigg. Like why does
[24:57 - 25:18] this fucking negativity have to happen? I don't get it. Like it's fucking dumb with my endeavors.
[25:20 - 25:28] I don't need luck. I got skill. I don't need fucking luck, man. I got an amazing
[25:28 - 25:37] fucking fan base, so I don't need luck. And no problem, Wiccan. You know I got you.
[25:43 - 25:51] Now, for those that have judged and do judge people like myself, this next one's for you
[25:52 - 26:16] because this place right here, mentally, is where you guys in society that judge us,
[26:16 - 26:23] this is the kind of mindset that you put us in every fucking day, which is something that
[26:23 - 26:27] I'm very much an advocate for. I'm very much an advocate for people like these,
[26:28 - 26:33] of what you're about to hear. I'm very much an advocate for people like that because I've been in
[26:33 - 26:41] this spot many times over in my life. So for all of y'all in society that want to judge,
[26:42 - 26:48] I'll tell you this right now, sit down, shut your fucking mouths and open your goddamn ear holes.
[26:48 - 26:51] You might have learned something.
[28:01 - 28:07] Lost in the music, this is their building. I don't know if I can do this.
[28:08 - 28:13] Well, I rise while I fall. Well, I rise while I fall. I don't know when you go.
[28:13 - 28:19] Look at my reflection, ain't no verses deeming. We say I was dreaming.
[28:20 - 28:25] Well, I rise while I fall. Well, I rise while I fall. I don't know when you go.
[28:26 - 28:31] I know you like big limberrids. I can see it in your eyes. You can't even stand yourself.
[28:31 - 28:36] You pass on you, so you go around a little, toss and turn and every night,
[28:36 - 28:40] the pain and if it even helps, you put the party in. With the drawers, put the reefer.
[28:40 - 28:43] The night you think it's problem solved, cause you change the people.
[28:43 - 28:46] You wear the miserable, it's clean, feeding up for evil.
[28:46 - 28:49] Take my hand tonight and I promise you'll be yours, people.
[28:49 - 28:52] What about my family? I can't leave a minute, this is right.
[28:52 - 28:55] You're the time of evil. Don't forget about you anyway.
[28:55 - 28:58] What about my fans and the impact I've made on them?
[28:58 - 29:02] Find another source, do not worry. They will all admit it's better if you go.
[29:02 - 29:06] Do not act like you have any friends, have it. Don't exist, this is it.
[29:06 - 29:10] When you take my hand and put it in a library, you can't fight and best assign it well.
[29:10 - 29:13] To me, you're on the dark side, through the driven depths of hell.
[29:13 - 29:19] Lost in the music, hanging on. I don't know if I can do this.
[29:19 - 29:25] I rise while I fall. I don't know when you go.
[29:26 - 29:31] Reflection, ain't no verses deeming. We say that we're dreaming.
[29:32 - 29:41] When I rise, when I fall. When I rise, when I fall. I don't know when you go.
[29:41 - 29:44] Now, for those of you that are in that place,
[29:44 - 29:55] for those of you that are in that place and you feel like you don't have a way out,
[29:57 - 30:14] let me provide one for you. Let me provide that way out for you.
[30:15 - 30:17] Because I know what it's like to be there.
[30:18 - 30:22] So allow me to be that light in your dark. Allow me to help you through that shit.
[30:23 - 30:28] Allow me to play you something that helped me when I was in that spot.
[30:28 - 30:31] And hopefully this helps you the same way that it helps me, man.
[30:31 - 31:18] Don't kill yourself if I'm talking to you. And I hope pretend to know every day that you've been through.
[31:18 - 31:20] But if it's shame, you feel just know that I've sinned too.
[31:20 - 31:23] And if it's pain, you're feeling just know that that's something I went through.
[31:23 - 31:26] I don't know your story, but I know you and me are a lot alike.
[31:26 - 31:29] So let me talk to you for a minute while I got this mic.
[31:29 - 31:32] I was 18 when I pulled a gun out.
[31:32 - 31:34] At the time, it felt like my options had run out.
[31:34 - 31:37] So I put that barrel to my chest and I pulled the trigger halfway.
[31:37 - 31:40] I tried to muster up the courage to put myself away that day.
[31:40 - 31:43] But halfway into that trigger pull, I stopped.
[31:43 - 31:45] Tears flooded my eyes and that pistol dropped.
[31:45 - 31:48] And I sat in my room and I stopped for an hour.
[31:48 - 31:50] On the outside, I was fine. On the inside, I cowered.
[31:50 - 31:53] The noise in my depression got louder and louder.
[31:53 - 31:57] I had planned to lay out in a baptism shower and come counter.
[31:57 - 31:59] I've been lied to just like you're being lied to now.
[31:59 - 32:02] Other people can't help you, but I might know how.
[32:02 - 32:05] Because I've walked in your shoes and I've been at my lowest.
[32:05 - 32:07] And if you don't know anything, know this.
[32:07 - 32:10] You might tell me you're going to kill yourself and you're close to this.
[32:10 - 32:13] But God wants to meet you in the middle of your hopelessness.
[32:13 - 32:16] God wants to give you a way out of these feelings of doubt.
[32:16 - 32:20] And the sounds of chaos might be reverberating around you like heavy metal.
[32:20 - 32:22] But confusion isn't forgotten straight from the devil.
[32:22 - 32:25] And he wants to silence the noise and bring peace to you.
[32:25 - 32:28] And I promise if you just ask him, he'll see you through.
[32:28 - 32:31] You got to this place because you tried fighting your own fight.
[32:31 - 32:34] And where did I get to accept contemplating about taking your own life?
[32:34 - 32:37] And if you got bullied at this point, I'm sorry you went for that.
[32:37 - 32:41] But God wants to take those words from your attackers and send them back.
[32:41 - 32:43] You'll have to be defied by what people said about you.
[32:43 - 32:46] Let me pick you up if you don't know how to.
[32:46 - 32:48] You're not alone, man. You've got a friend in me.
[32:48 - 32:51] You got better days ahead of you. I just pray you begin to see.
[32:51 - 32:53] Know that everything the devil did to you, he wants you to replay.
[32:53 - 32:56] But everything the devil took from you, God wants to replace.
[32:56 - 32:59] Listen to me right now and you better look me right in the face.
[32:59 - 33:02] You were created for more than a dime this place.
[33:02 - 33:04] Don't do it, man. Please don't take your life.
[33:04 - 33:06] Just take my head and we'll make this right.
[33:06 - 33:11] I promise if you do this you'll regret open eternity and remember I said it.
[33:11 - 33:13] And you wish so bad, you could just go back.
[33:13 - 33:16] I'm here with you right now, please just note that.
[33:16 - 33:19] And if you think you're alone in this fight, you've been lied to.
[33:19 - 33:21] That depression came out for me and I nearly died too.
[33:21 - 33:24] I'm not suicidal the only way and death was meant for me.
[33:24 - 33:28] The devil played his music and I sat front row through that symphony.
[33:28 - 33:30] I walked through the fire and I felt that heat.
[33:30 - 33:32] But I pushed past the heart and I stood to my feet.
[33:32 - 33:35] I walked out and I reviewed the look back.
[33:35 - 33:38] I took my depression and threw it right back into that wood stack.
[33:38 - 33:40] And that fire was the place good to be hide.
[33:40 - 33:44] And now I plan on leaving a legacy to look back on someday when I die.
[33:44 - 33:47] And right now I'm telling you to stand up too.
[33:47 - 33:51] Deep down inside you know it's nothing about you.
[33:51 - 33:53] Don't kill yourself, please.
[33:53 - 33:59] For this mom asked if I could come see her.
[33:59 - 34:02] She was depressed and asked if I could meet her.
[34:02 - 34:04] Two weeks later the pressure beat her.
[34:04 - 34:07] She ran into a telephone pole without a seat belt with a two-seater.
[34:07 - 34:10] I wish right now I could all do these speakers.
[34:10 - 34:13] And somehow convince you not to go the same route she did.
[34:13 - 34:16] I wish I could change the fact that you feel defeated.
[34:16 - 34:18] I wish I could lock my arms around you.
[34:18 - 34:23] I can't reach everyone even though I know my best to try.
[34:23 - 34:26] Some people believe the line that it's just past the die.
[34:26 - 34:30] I'm here to see the way things play out.
[34:30 - 34:32] And I'll see the right thing cost them.
[34:32 - 34:39] Seriously this is good about ending your life is living dangerously.
[34:39 - 34:41] So please just listen to my voice, right?
[34:41 - 34:45] You can choose life or you can get drowned by the noise.
[34:45 - 34:46] Please don't do it.
[34:46 - 34:48] Please just ask for help.
[34:48 - 34:50] It's not for your family.
[34:50 - 34:51] Do it for yourself.
[34:51 - 35:09] And that's facts man.
[35:09 - 35:12] And if any of you out there are going through that shit man.
[35:12 - 35:15] Don't be afraid to fucking reach out because
[35:15 - 35:18] you can ask anybody here in the comments that knows me.
[35:18 - 35:23] Anyone from Saren to Clint to Ziggy.
[35:23 - 35:25] Ask any motherfucker in the chat that fucking knows me.
[35:25 - 35:27] Hell even ask Wiccan.
[35:28 - 35:30] Ask anyone that knows me.
[35:30 - 35:31] I'll think through that shit.
[35:31 - 35:33] I know what it's like to be on the edge.
[35:33 - 35:37] I know what it feels like to have people attacking you.
[35:37 - 35:38] Day in and day out.
[35:38 - 35:42] Day in and day out to where you want to end your own life.
[35:42 - 35:45] Hell I'm a survivor of that shit myself.
[35:46 - 35:48] Ask anybody that knows me.
[35:48 - 35:51] Thousands of people watching that tried to end my life
[35:51 - 35:54] on Mass Overboard channels about five months ago.
[35:55 - 35:58] So trust me when I say I know what it's like to be there.
[35:59 - 36:02] I know what it's like to feel like in your lowest.
[36:02 - 36:05] I know what it's like to want to end your own life
[36:05 - 36:07] because you're so sick of this bullshit.
[36:07 - 36:09] You're sick of being attacked and you're sick of being hurt.
[36:09 - 36:10] I get it.
[36:11 - 36:25] I've been there more times than I can fucking count.
[36:25 - 36:27] But trust me when I say this man.
[36:27 - 36:29] Suicide that's never the way out.
[36:29 - 36:35] And for every one of you that are there right now.
[36:37 - 36:40] For every single one of you right now that are there.
[36:40 - 36:42] And this ain't no fucking joke either.
[36:42 - 36:43] So don't take it as one.
[36:43 - 36:45] For every single one of you motherfuckers that are there
[36:45 - 36:47] right now and are in that spot.
[36:48 - 36:51] You have no idea how many times I wish I could use a lock
[36:51 - 36:53] my arms around you guys and fucking hug you
[36:53 - 36:55] and tell you guys that it's all right.
[36:58 - 37:00] Because I know what it's like to be there.
[37:00 - 37:02] And just like you I'm human.
[37:03 - 37:04] I'm not perfect.
[37:04 - 37:06] Hell I'm far from perfect.
[37:08 - 37:09] I'm far from it.
[37:28 - 37:29] But trust me when I say.
[37:29 - 37:31] Ending your life that's not the way to go man.
[37:33 - 37:34] That's really not.
[37:38 - 37:41] But for all y'all in society that want to judge.
[37:41 - 37:44] That kind of shit is what you push people like me to do every day.
[37:47 - 37:50] Every day you fucking push people like me to end their lives.
[37:51 - 37:52] All for what a few laughs.
[37:53 - 37:56] For fucking numbers for fucking views.
[37:59 - 38:02] Do you hear how disgusting and sickening that is.
[38:02 - 38:03] And how selfish that is.
[38:04 - 38:12] And do you seriously hear how fucking selfish that is.
[38:13 - 38:17] Pushing someone to suicide just for a laugh.
[38:17 - 38:19] Do you hear how disgusting that sounds.
[38:20 - 38:22] Think about how disgusting that is.
[38:22 - 38:25] How sickening and gut wrenching that is.
[38:25 - 38:33] And to be quite honest with you.
[38:33 - 38:37] I'll sick and tired of seeing you motherfuckers push people to suicide.
[38:37 - 38:41] I'll sick and tired of seeing these poor people that don't do anything wrong.
[38:42 - 38:43] Being attacked every day.
[38:48 - 38:52] There are several people on YouTube that I watch every day being attacked by people like you.
[38:53 - 38:55] And it's disheartening.
[38:57 - 39:01] Like you have no idea how many times I've broken down in the tears watching these people.
[39:01 - 39:04] Because I know what it's like to be there.
[39:04 - 39:06] I know what it's like to be in their fucking shoes.
[39:07 - 39:21] I know what it's like to be on the side of being bullied.
[39:22 - 39:26] I know what it's like to be on the side when people think that you're crazy.
[39:26 - 39:28] And they think that you're full of shit.
[39:28 - 39:31] And they think that you're not going to amount to anything.
[39:33 - 39:37] I know what that's like because I've been there my entire fucking life.
[39:37 - 39:39] My whole life I've been bullied.
[39:39 - 39:41] I've been attacked.
[39:41 - 39:42] I've been harassed.
[39:42 - 39:43] I've been beat down.
[39:44 - 39:50] My whole time in my 30 years I've been looked at differently.
[39:50 - 39:52] Because I'm not like everyone else.
[39:52 - 39:54] Yeah I look different.
[39:54 - 40:00] I might be short from my age.
[40:00 - 40:01] I might look weird.
[40:02 - 40:03] Compared to the normal person.
[40:03 - 40:05] I might look different.
[40:05 - 40:06] And that's okay with me.
[40:06 - 40:06] You wonder why?
[40:07 - 40:09] Because people look at me.
[40:09 - 40:13] And I use people looking at me as a positive message.
[40:13 - 40:22] I take that negativity and I turn it around.
[40:22 - 40:25] I take whatever the trolls say to me and I turn that shit around.
[40:28 - 40:31] Whether it be through comedy or whether it be through my music.
[40:33 - 40:40] Like I said before my music game for everyone.
[40:40 - 40:44] As for those that have been through hell and back.
[40:44 - 40:46] For those that are on the edge.
[40:46 - 40:48] For those that have been through hell.
[40:48 - 40:50] For those that get bullied every day.
[40:51 - 40:53] For those that are outcasted by society.
[40:53 - 40:54] That's who my music is for.
[41:05 - 41:05] Yo Zah.
[41:05 - 41:06] What up man?
[41:09 - 41:11] I'm always happy to give a shout out to Zah.
[41:11 - 41:12] Man I got you.
[41:15 - 41:17] And let me tell you this whole fucking game of
[41:18 - 41:26] you know like let's micromanage this guy and
[41:26 - 41:27] make him do what we want to do.
[41:28 - 41:30] Like that's fuck shit dude.
[42:07 - 42:12] Why do you think I gravitate towards bands like Lincoln Park?
[42:13 - 42:16] Because like me they knew.
[42:16 - 42:18] And they know what it's like to be where I'm at.
[42:19 - 42:21] And where I've been at.
[42:21 - 42:25] They know what it's like to be attacked.
[42:25 - 42:26] They know what it's like to be put down.
[42:31 - 42:32] They know what it's like to be different.
[43:18 - 43:18] Justice.
[43:18 - 43:30] I write songs like this every day.
[43:31 - 43:32] What do you think Max?
[43:33 - 43:38] He could be.
[43:39 - 43:57] I always want to try too much to judge you.
[43:58 - 43:59] Dang.
[43:59 - 44:01] Like you fucking know me.
[44:01 - 44:03] Everybody want to try to play me.
[44:03 - 44:06] Try to throw me down into the depths of hell.
[44:06 - 44:08] Nobody ever wish me well.
[44:08 - 44:11] They don't want me to go away.
[44:11 - 44:13] They don't want me to end my life.
[44:13 - 44:16] They don't want me to put myself away.
[44:16 - 44:18] Then I sit and read my words.
[44:18 - 44:20] Contributed supersize.
[44:20 - 44:23] Every fucking day it's on my fucking mind.
[44:23 - 44:25] What the devil writes is fucking ain't it great?
[44:25 - 44:27] Brings me with this fucking sight.
[44:27 - 44:29] Right by my fucking neck.
[44:29 - 44:31] Whispering in my head.
[44:31 - 44:33] Go ahead and pull the trigger.
[44:33 - 44:34] Then I'll take your life.
[44:34 - 44:35] It'll be alright.
[44:35 - 44:37] Cause you don't have to worry about.
[44:37 - 44:39] It's not the pain anymore.
[44:39 - 44:40] Just take my hand.
[44:40 - 44:42] I can't come to that.
[44:42 - 44:43] It'll be alright.
[44:43 - 44:45] Then I tour around.
[44:45 - 44:46] And I try to fucking fight.
[44:46 - 44:49] I try to do what is right.
[44:49 - 44:52] I try to make it through another lonely night.
[44:52 - 44:55] I try to do what I gotta do.
[44:55 - 44:58] You survive for my friends and my family.
[44:58 - 45:00] Cause I know in the real life.
[45:00 - 45:12] They don't fucking need me.
[45:12 - 45:13] Got you anymore.
[45:13 - 45:15] The fucking eyes that I've had.
[45:15 - 45:18] Stabbed in my motherfuckers.
[45:18 - 45:20] That could catch one stupid mess.
[45:20 - 45:22] It'll pump this.
[45:22 - 45:23] I'm taking all the knives.
[45:23 - 45:26] And every one of you is stabbing me in the back.
[45:26 - 45:29] You turn around in your motherfucking angel wings.
[45:29 - 45:31] Ain't no gunner.
[45:31 - 45:33] That I've got a day to show.
[45:33 - 45:34] This ain't no way.
[45:34 - 45:37] I'm gonna go down in the craze.
[45:37 - 45:40] I do this for the outcast like me.
[45:40 - 45:44] I do this for the people that get bullied every day.
[45:44 - 45:47] Cause I know what it's like to be an outcast.
[45:47 - 45:50] I live that life every day.
[45:50 - 45:52] I know what it's like to be a freak.
[45:52 - 45:55] I know what it's like to be me.
[45:55 - 45:58] The outcast in the dark is what I hold dear.
[45:58 - 46:02] Because I know if they can't see me then they can't.
[46:02 - 46:03] Call the fucking judge me.
[46:03 - 46:06] Well, go ahead stupid fuckers.
[46:06 - 46:07] Go ahead.
[46:07 - 46:09] Trying to judge me.
[46:09 - 46:11] Trying to knock me.
[46:11 - 46:12] Trying to take me.
[46:12 - 46:13] Ain't no way.
[46:13 - 46:15] You can never fucking break me.
[46:15 - 46:18] Cause I've been broken down so many times.
[46:18 - 46:22] You can't break what's already broken you.
[46:22 - 46:24] Can't kill what's already dead.
[46:24 - 46:26] Motherfuckers go ahead.
[46:26 - 46:30] Trying to kill me.
[46:30 - 46:31] Trying to shoot me.
[46:31 - 46:32] Trying to break me.
[46:32 - 46:32] Ain't no way.
[46:32 - 46:34] You been with gunna stop me.
[46:34 - 46:43] Got so many fucking scars y'all.
[46:43 - 46:44] Made it swell.
[46:44 - 46:45] Call me pretty.
[46:45 - 46:45] Kruge around.
[46:45 - 46:47] Wrap these clothes like I'm wearing.
[46:47 - 46:50] Bring the motherfucking purple heart.
[46:50 - 46:52] I'm wearing these clothes on my sleeve.
[46:52 - 46:53] Ain't no way.
[46:53 - 46:55] We're proud of you.
[46:55 - 46:57] Ain't nobody here with gunna stop me.
[46:57 - 47:00] Cause I got nothing but good people.
[47:00 - 47:02] So round them in.
[47:02 - 47:05] Don't think for a minute then.
[47:05 - 47:06] You can break me.
[47:06 - 47:07] Yanging on.
[47:07 - 47:08] Then I'll go.
[47:08 - 47:09] Break me then.
[47:09 - 47:10] Broke him before.
[47:10 - 47:11] Like I said before.
[47:11 - 47:14] You can't break what's already broken.
[47:14 - 47:16] Got too much anger in.
[47:16 - 47:17] Too much hurt inside of me.
[47:17 - 47:20] I think that's me.
[47:20 - 47:22] That's just dying to be free.
[47:22 - 47:24] Can't kill the pain.
[47:24 - 47:27] So I'm like use this pain that I was giving in.
[47:27 - 47:30] Use it to help others like me.
[47:30 - 48:00] Wash their sprays.
[48:00 - 48:01] Spray.
[48:01 - 48:02] Light.
[48:02 - 48:03] Grits.
[48:03 - 48:22] John power wash.
[48:22 - 48:23] I just learned some brand new songs called.
[48:23 - 48:26] Living Dead House.
[48:26 - 48:28] Ain't a lot of it's fan songs and shit that I've gone through.
[48:28 - 48:30] While I'm in this house.
[48:30 - 48:32] So hopefully you guys enjoy it.
[48:32 - 49:22] Screaming up.
[49:22 - 49:24] Round them in the fucking day.
[49:24 - 49:26] Got this thing that's trying to get inside my head.
[49:26 - 49:28] It's like they gonna make a prank.
[49:28 - 49:30] It just sounds alive.
[49:30 - 49:31] I don't fucking know.
[49:31 - 49:32] All I know is that I'm this.
[49:32 - 49:35] Getting caught up in every corner.
[49:35 - 49:36] Then I turn another thing.
[49:36 - 49:39] I'm lurking in the dark another.
[49:39 - 49:43] SCP wants to try to take my mother fucking heart.
[49:43 - 49:48] They want to try to tear me apart from the inside.
[49:48 - 49:51] They want me to go insane.
[49:51 - 49:53] They want me to die.
[49:53 - 49:55] Living Dead House.
[49:55 - 49:56] Go the fuck away.
[49:56 - 49:57] What did I?
[49:57 - 50:00] They're gonna tell you that you want to fuck.
[50:00 - 50:00] Get this.
[50:00 - 50:01] Throw me what did I?
[50:01 - 50:02] They're gonna do.
[50:02 - 50:03] So deserve this.
[50:03 - 50:05] Andrew that you're pulling through.
[50:05 - 50:07] So sit in the dead house.
[50:07 - 50:08] Time to burn.
[50:08 - 50:11] Time to take your time to put the fucking next to it.
[50:11 - 50:13] I'm so stupid as that.
[50:13 - 50:14] Sleepy piece.
[50:14 - 50:16] Always trying to take me down.
[50:16 - 50:19] Every fucking day it's like I know that they ain't.
[50:19 - 50:23] I can hear them in the hallway.
[50:23 - 50:26] Going through the motherfucker basement in the dark.
[50:33 - 50:35] But it's like I don't know who they are.
[50:35 - 50:37] Is it in my head or is it real?
[50:37 - 50:37] I don't know.
[50:37 - 50:43] Is it truly?
[50:43 - 50:44] Yeah.
[50:44 - 50:46] They don't go in through.
[50:46 - 50:47] Is it living dead?
[50:47 - 50:53] I'm like oh wait it's ain't sure.
[50:53 - 50:55] I check myself in.
[50:55 - 50:56] Two hands ain't a sign.
[50:56 - 50:58] Don't make me lie to you.
[50:58 - 50:59] Go away and say the thing.
[50:59 - 51:01] I turn around and realize.
[51:02 - 51:04] This shit is too fucking real.
[51:04 - 51:09] Time to feel like I'm gonna fucking die.
[51:09 - 51:12] Just the other day I cry down in.
[51:12 - 51:13] Mother fucking feed that.
[51:13 - 51:23] Is it dead?
[51:23 - 51:25] I can't just feel it while I'm killing you.
[51:25 - 51:26] Go away.
[51:26 - 51:29] This is not what I ever wanted long.
[51:29 - 51:32] I never wanted this.
[51:32 - 51:36] Living dead house when the devil resides.
[51:36 - 51:37] Two.
[51:37 - 51:39] Trying to take over my life.
[51:39 - 51:41] My soul, my body, mind.
[51:41 - 51:43] You gotta surround me.
[51:44 - 51:46] Living dead house.
[51:46 - 51:47] Please get away from me.
[51:50 - 51:52] It's like you're in my head every fucking night.
[51:52 - 51:53] Every fucking day.
[51:53 - 51:54] I hear you.
[51:54 - 51:55] I hear it.
[54:19 - 54:25] Voice I've hit my head and can't beat.
[54:25 - 54:27] I can't hear them now.
[54:27 - 54:30] Something came inside my nose.
[54:30 - 54:32] Can't even die.
[54:32 - 54:36] Don't know myself anymore.
[54:36 - 54:38] They're bothering me.
[54:38 - 54:53] I don't want to do this.
[54:53 - 54:56] But I'm shadowing death.
[54:56 - 54:59] I can't stop the wicked.
[54:59 - 55:02] I'm praise not the best.
[55:02 - 55:04] I told you the truth.
[55:04 - 55:07] You better need to change.
[55:07 - 55:10] If you want to go and see.
[55:10 - 55:12] You know nothing.
[55:12 - 55:16] Voice I've hit my head and can't beat.
[55:16 - 55:17] I need more.
[55:17 - 55:21] I can't hear them now.
[55:21 - 55:23] Something came inside my nose.
[55:23 - 55:25] Can't even die.
[55:25 - 55:29] Don't know myself anymore.
[55:29 - 55:31] They're bothering me.
[55:33 - 55:39] Voice I don't want to know.
[55:39 - 55:45] So can't listen to them say nothing.
[55:45 - 55:57] I don't want to know.
[55:57 - 56:00] Can't even die from death.
[56:00 - 56:09] Voice I've hit my head and can't beat.
[56:09 - 56:14] I hear them now.
[56:14 - 56:17] Something came inside my nose.
[56:17 - 56:18] Can't even die.
[56:18 - 56:23] Don't know myself anymore.
[56:23 - 56:25] They're bothering me.
[56:25 - 57:04] Voice I don't want to know.
[57:04 - 57:07] Now speaking on that.
[57:07 - 57:12] If you guys don't know I do actually have a very special project that I am working on.
[57:12 - 57:21] I think you guys might enjoy.
[57:21 - 57:24] Since a lot of you guys seem to like a lot of my creepy artwork.
[57:26 - 57:29] And a lot of people are telling me that I look weird.
[57:31 - 57:31] I figure.
[57:32 - 57:39] Why not do what nobody's done before and become the artwork.
[57:39 - 57:44] Turn myself into the creepy dark artwork that you guys enjoy.
[57:49 - 57:53] I figure why not become that monster that people enjoy.
[57:54 - 58:00] Why not become that dark evil entity that people enjoy seeing throughout my artwork.
[58:01 - 58:42] Well that means that y'all hopefully you guys did enjoy this.
[58:42 - 58:46] Hopefully I gave you guys a whole new light on a lot of shit.
[58:46 - 58:47] And for those of you that have been bullied.
[58:47 - 58:50] Hopefully I did help you guys in some sort of way.
[58:51 - 58:53] I fucking love every single one of you guys.
[58:53 - 58:55] The trolls, the fans, the haters.
[58:55 - 58:58] I love every single one of you crazy motherfuckers.
[59:01 - 59:03] You guys are fucking awesome.
[59:03 - 59:10] Anyways y'all I'm about to crash.
[59:10 - 59:12] Well I might crash for the rest of the night.
[59:12 - 59:13] Or I might work on some more work.
[59:13 - 59:14] I'm not sure what you guys.
[59:14 - 59:33] But nobody man see.
[59:35 - 59:37] I ignored you for a reason because you're a troll.
[59:37 - 59:38] I don't pay attention to trolls.
[59:40 - 59:41] Just saying bro.
[59:41 - 59:43] I don't pay attention to fucking trolls.
[59:46 - 59:47] Yo Scythe in.
[59:47 - 59:48] What up dude?
[59:48 - 59:49] Yo hold up Scythe.
[59:49 - 59:50] What up dude?
[59:50 - 59:55] What are you doing Scythe?
[59:55 - 59:56] It's been a minute bro.
[59:57 - 60:03] Hold on back so I can see you man.
[60:03 - 60:07] Like I said y'all I'm going to sit down.
[60:07 - 60:10] Probably work on some more ideas for the artwork.
[60:10 - 60:13] I'm turning myself into the creepy dark artwork.
[60:13 - 60:15] But I fucking love you guys.
[60:15 - 60:20] And also if you guys notice that I'm not going to be posting as much.
[60:20 - 60:21] As you guys already know.
[60:22 - 60:27] I am you know helping my mom and my stepdad prepare for his surgery this upcoming Friday.
[60:28 - 60:31] So I might be posting a lot.
[60:31 - 60:31] I might not.
[60:31 - 60:32] I don't know.
[60:32 - 60:33] It depends on how things play out.
[60:36 - 60:39] And but for all y'all that do send your wishes to him man.
[60:40 - 60:41] That's coming directly from him.
[60:41 - 60:42] This is not for me.
[60:42 - 60:43] This is directly from him.
[60:43 - 60:46] He wanted me to tell y'all that he says thank you.
[60:47 - 60:50] For all y'all that have been reaching out and shown love and support to him man.
[60:50 - 60:52] He says thank you guys.
[60:55 - 60:57] But without me to say y'all I'm about to bounce.
[60:57 - 60:57] I'm about to show.
[60:59 - 61:00] I fucking love you guys.
[61:00 - 61:01] I might watch a creepy movie.
[61:01 - 61:02] Don't know why.
[61:02 - 61:04] Don't know why creepy movie I'm in the mood for.
[61:04 - 61:05] I'm thinking something.
[61:17 - 61:18] Yo for sure dude man.
[61:18 - 61:19] Next live stream.
[61:19 - 61:20] Matter of fact dude.
[61:22 - 61:23] Matter of fact Ziggy.
[61:23 - 61:24] Remind me next live stream.
[61:24 - 61:26] That'll be one of the first ones I do.
[61:26 - 61:29] So remind me during the next live stream and I got you bro.
[61:30 - 61:33] Like remind me during the next live stream and I got you for sure.
[61:37 - 61:40] But without me to say y'all I fucking love you guys.
[61:40 - 61:43] And I'll see you guys in the next stream.
[61:43 - 61:44] Y'all fucking love y'all man.
[61:45 - 61:45] Peace.
[61:46 - 61:47] Be safe.
[61:47 - 61:48] Stay humble.
[61:49 - 61:51] And all my outcasts out there man.
[61:51 - 61:53] Keep fucking rocking man.
[61:53 - 61:54] Keep doing what you do.
[61:55 - 61:56] And ask for the fakes.
[61:57 - 61:58] Fuck y'all man.
[61:58 - 61:59] Fuck the fakes.
[62:03 - 62:04] Fuck yeah dude.
[62:04 - 62:05] I love Titan name bro.
[62:14 - 62:15] Dude Titan name.
[62:15 - 62:16] He's my fucking shit.
[62:16 - 62:17] Not even gonna lie.
[62:17 - 62:18] I'll fuck with Titan name man.
[62:20 - 62:21] That's actually one of my favorite movies.
[62:21 - 62:23] I actually have that on DVD I think.
[62:24 - 62:25] Good movie though.
[62:27 - 62:29] But without me to say y'all I fucking love you guys.
[62:30 - 62:31] Don't forget to stop into the shop.
[62:31 - 62:32] Pick up your merch.
[62:34 - 62:36] And I will catch you guys.
[62:37 - 62:39] In the next stream y'all I'll fucking love you guys man.
[62:39 - 62:40] Peace.
[62:45 - 62:46] Yes I have.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1164' on August 9th, 2024
