2021-8-12 NO MORE SCREWING AROUND

[0:16 - 0:31] Now, I'm gonna say some shit that you might not want to hear, but it's what you need to
[0:31 - 0:32] fucking hear.
[0:32 - 0:40] It's something that I've been stuck in for the last four fucking months that I'm changing
[0:40 - 0:42] starting today.
[0:42 - 0:47] And quite frankly, I don't give a fuck if anyone likes it or doesn't fucking like
[0:47 - 0:51] it.
[0:51 - 0:57] You might not want to hear what I have to say, but you need to hear it.
[0:57 - 1:10] Because what I'm saying is very fucking real, which is the fact that I'm not doing any more
[1:10 - 1:17] of those dumb ass, stupid ass fucking jokes about other people.
[1:17 - 1:23] I'm thinking about it.
[1:23 - 1:28] When I crack jokes about other people, let's say somebody told me and I
[1:28 - 1:30] cracked jokes about them.
[1:30 - 1:34] Does that really make me any better than them at all?
[1:34 - 1:37] No, it doesn't.
[1:37 - 1:48] And as for those that said was too controversial with my music, good.
[1:48 - 1:52] That's my fucking job as a music artist is to make you feel something.
[1:52 - 1:57] I'm thinking if I can't make you feel one fucking way with my goddamn artwork,
[1:57 - 2:01] by God, I'll make you feel something with my fucking music.
[2:01 - 2:05] If I can't provoke emotion and show you what I've been through and show you the
[2:05 - 2:11] demons that I've been with and dealt with through my artwork, then by God, I'll
[2:11 - 2:15] show you my goddamn demons through my music.
[2:15 - 2:18] I'm not screwing around anymore.
[2:18 - 2:22] I didn't sign up to be somebody's fucking monkey.
[2:22 - 2:30] I didn't sign up to tell jokes all the time about people that have
[2:30 - 2:35] bullied me because when I do that, that makes me no better than them.
[2:35 - 2:41] If anything, that puts me at their level and I'm not doing that.
[2:41 - 2:49] I'm not stupid to their fucking level.
[2:49 - 2:54] For the last four months, I've had to put off doing what I love with my music.
[2:54 - 2:59] I've had to put it off because of very serious issues.
[2:59 - 3:04] And now all of a sudden when I decide to come back, when I felt comfortable
[3:04 - 3:09] coming back and releasing some of my music that I've been working on here and there,
[3:09 - 3:11] all of a sudden, y'all want a bitching complaint?
[3:11 - 3:13] Oh well.
[3:13 - 3:16] If you don't like my music, don't fucking listen to it.
[3:16 - 3:21] If you don't like my channel, you don't have to fucking watch what's on it.
[3:21 - 3:27] Alright, I started my music back up and my artwork and everything that I love
[3:27 - 3:33] doing back up for one reason, to make fucking money.
[3:33 - 3:38] Alright, because my stepdad's surgery is next Friday, man.
[3:38 - 3:44] My stepdad's surgery is next Friday.
[3:44 - 3:48] And to those that did wish him well, I thank you.
[3:48 - 3:50] You know, he thanks you for that.
[3:50 - 3:54] He appreciates that you guys are wishing him well.
[3:54 - 3:57] Alright, I started this channel back up.
[3:57 - 4:00] I was going to leave, essentially.
[4:00 - 4:05] I was going to crack a few jokes and then kind of make my way and leave.
[4:05 - 4:11] But then the other day when I found out that Ed's surgery is next Friday,
[4:11 - 4:14] I knew I had to do something.
[4:14 - 4:17] I knew I had to get one of my careers off the ground,
[4:17 - 4:22] whether it be my music, my artwork, or my book work, either one.
[4:22 - 4:25] I didn't care which happened first.
[4:25 - 4:30] So yes, I'm simultaneously working on all three.
[4:30 - 4:33] But when it comes to my fucking music,
[4:33 - 4:37] that's what I wanted to be is controversial.
[4:37 - 4:42] I want to make people think about the shit they're doing.
[4:42 - 4:45] Like, with my song Demons.
[4:45 - 4:49] My song Demons is basically about all the bullshit
[4:49 - 4:53] that y'all chose to put me through for the last year and a half.
[4:53 - 4:56] I want to make you feel that emotion of,
[4:56 - 4:59] oh shit, this is what we put just due to.
[4:59 - 5:06] This is the hell that we put them through.
[5:06 - 5:10] And then my newest song, Fuck the Hate,
[5:10 - 5:14] is literally about y'all motherfuckers
[5:14 - 5:19] that want to run your mouths, talk shit.
[5:19 - 5:23] And y'all are taught to hate.
[5:23 - 5:29] You guys are taught to hate this person or that person.
[5:29 - 5:31] And sometimes it's not your fault.
[5:31 - 5:32] And I get that.
[5:32 - 5:36] But that doesn't mean you have to fucking hate on somebody
[5:36 - 5:38] when you don't know their situation
[5:38 - 5:40] and you don't understand the fucking hell
[5:40 - 5:42] that they've been through.
[5:42 - 5:49] Because I've had a very, very rough upbringing
[5:49 - 5:51] with my dad now being around.
[5:51 - 5:53] And my mom raising me on her own.
[5:53 - 6:01] And then me losing friends and family for various reasons.
[6:01 - 6:05] So it turns me on to say, I've had it very hard.
[6:05 - 6:06] Very hard.
[6:06 - 6:09] And plus, with the way I look, people judge me
[6:09 - 6:13] just by how I look.
[6:13 - 6:19] And it's my job to do what I do best with my music,
[6:19 - 6:23] my remixes, my mashups.
[6:23 - 6:27] You know, the shit that I do music-wise, I do for a reason.
[6:27 - 6:30] Because I want to get my music off the ground.
[6:30 - 6:33] I want to get my artwork and my book work off the ground.
[6:33 - 6:36] I want to get my poetry off the ground.
[6:36 - 6:41] But how am I supposed to do that when y'all punk-ass trolls
[6:41 - 6:44] keep blah, blah, blah, oh, we want this.
[6:44 - 6:46] Oh, we want that.
[6:46 - 6:47] Now we want this.
[6:47 - 6:48] Now we want that.
[6:48 - 6:51] No, I'm not your monkey.
[6:51 - 6:54] For the past four months, I've given you all motherfuckers
[6:54 - 6:55] what you wanted.
[6:55 - 6:57] I've done what everyone else wanted
[6:57 - 7:00] for the last four fucking months.
[7:00 - 7:03] For the last four months, four to five months,
[7:03 - 7:07] I've done everything else that everyone wanted me to do.
[7:07 - 7:09] I've cracked fucking jokes.
[7:09 - 7:10] I've done this.
[7:10 - 7:10] I've done that.
[7:10 - 7:14] I've acted a fucking fool for the last four to five months.
[7:14 - 7:16] And I'm about fucking tired of it.
[7:16 - 7:22] It's time I did what I wanted, which is my music, my artwork,
[7:22 - 7:26] my poetry, my photography, shit like that,
[7:26 - 7:30] stuff that I'm actually good at.
[7:30 - 7:33] So this is a heads up for all y'all motherfuckers
[7:33 - 7:37] that I know are going to talk shit already.
[7:37 - 7:40] If you want to talk shit, save it.
[7:40 - 7:42] If you don't like what I do, fucking
[7:42 - 7:44] go to another channel and watch.
[7:44 - 7:46] I don't give a fuck.
[7:46 - 7:48] Just quite frankly, I've had enough
[7:48 - 7:52] of doing what everyone else wants to do.
[7:52 - 7:55] Or doing the, or what I'm finding out
[7:55 - 8:01] is the popular thing to do, which is trolling people,
[8:01 - 8:09] talking shit, joking shit.
[8:09 - 8:15] Like, I'm not about that life.
[8:15 - 8:18] I'm not about that fucking bullshit troll life.
[8:18 - 8:20] I don't do what the in-crowd does.
[8:20 - 8:24] I don't do what the popular crowd does.
[8:24 - 8:25] Motherfucker, I do what I want.
[8:25 - 8:29] And it's bad goddamn time I started doing it.
[8:29 - 8:32] Now, for those that do want to help support
[8:32 - 8:35] and get my stuff up off the ground,
[8:35 - 8:43] I appreciate that 100%.
[8:43 - 8:46] I appreciate those that are genuinely
[8:46 - 8:49] trying to help me get my stuff off the ground.
[8:49 - 8:51] By weeding out the trolls and helping
[8:51 - 8:56] me get my channel in the right direction.
[8:56 - 9:02] Because essentially, I want to get my stuff off the ground.
[9:02 - 9:10] I really do, like, stupid fast.
[9:10 - 9:11] Now, like I told you guys last night,
[9:11 - 9:15] if any of you know a publisher that's
[9:15 - 9:18] willing to publish my photography work in-game
[9:18 - 9:23] or a gallery that's willing to take my artwork
[9:23 - 9:29] or a label that's willing to sign me and pay me for my work,
[9:29 - 9:35] please direct me to them or send them to me either way.
[9:35 - 9:37] I'm not here to joke around.
[9:37 - 9:39] I'm not here to screw around.
[9:39 - 9:43] I'm here to conduct business.
[9:43 - 9:46] Because see, that's something that these you fucking trolls
[9:46 - 9:51] don't seem to get, is that YouTube is a business.
[9:51 - 9:56] First and foremost, YouTube is a fucking business.
[9:56 - 10:01] And if I'm going to have any shot at making it before next Friday,
[10:01 - 10:04] I need to treat it like a business, which
[10:04 - 10:06] is what I'm going to be doing.
[10:06 - 10:08] I'm going to be releasing more music.
[10:08 - 10:11] I'm going to be doing more art streams.
[10:11 - 10:16] I'm going to start working on my photography book.
[10:16 - 10:22] I'm going to start working on my photography book here
[10:22 - 10:23] and there.
[10:23 - 10:35] And then once it's done, you guys will be notified when it is ready.
[10:35 - 10:38] But for y'all trolls that want to start running your fucking
[10:38 - 10:43] mouths and talking shit, say it for somebody that actually
[10:43 - 10:47] wants to hear your bullshit.
[10:47 - 10:49] Say it for somebody that wants to be trolled,
[10:49 - 10:52] that wants to be harassed.
[10:52 - 10:54] Say it for somebody that doesn't mind getting
[10:54 - 10:58] drugged down to your level.
[10:58 - 11:03] Yeah, dude, I saw that.
[11:03 - 11:04] You thought I had the one from the other day.
[11:04 - 11:14] Yeah, I seen that shit.
[11:14 - 11:19] But to be quite frank with y'all trolls,
[11:19 - 11:23] get a fucking life.
[11:23 - 11:26] Like, I'm here to conduct business.
[11:26 - 11:29] I'm here to do what I need to fucking do to make
[11:29 - 11:31] a living for myself.
[11:31 - 11:43] I don't think I saw that one.
[11:43 - 11:46] I'll have to look.
[11:46 - 11:49] I'll have to check that out.
[11:49 - 11:53] But as for you trolls, you guys can get lost.
[11:53 - 11:56] Matter of fact, here today, I am going
[11:56 - 11:59] to be doing another rebranding of the channel.
[11:59 - 12:03] And I'm taking it back to where it needs to be.
[12:03 - 12:05] Because I'm tired of being laughed at.
[12:05 - 12:12] I'm tired of being, you know, I'm tired of being made
[12:12 - 12:33] out to be a joke when I'm not.
[12:33 - 12:36] You know, I want people to take me seriously.
[12:36 - 12:39] And if I'm going to have a real record label
[12:39 - 12:43] or a real publisher or art gallery actually
[12:43 - 12:48] take me seriously, I need to be on top of my game.
[12:48 - 12:51] I need to be at my best.
[12:51 - 12:58] And I can't be at my best with all y'all trolls
[12:58 - 13:00] talking all this shit like hell.
[13:00 - 13:06] Like, dude, I could be getting fucking paid to do promo videos
[13:06 - 13:09] for a brand name like Monster.
[13:09 - 13:13] But how am I supposed to do my job if that does happen?
[13:13 - 13:15] How am I supposed to do my job if y'all
[13:15 - 13:18] are sitting there making me look like a fool?
[13:18 - 13:22] It don't work like that.
[13:22 - 13:34] In order to be, and this is something I actually learned.
[13:34 - 13:39] This is actually something that I learned very quickly.
[13:39 - 13:43] In order to be successful, you have to,
[13:43 - 13:46] in order for your YouTube channel to be successful,
[13:46 - 13:49] it has to look successful.
[13:49 - 13:52] In order for a professional to take you on,
[13:52 - 13:58] you have to look and act professional.
[13:58 - 14:00] And how am I supposed to do any of that
[14:00 - 14:01] if I'm not doing my job?
[14:01 - 14:04] And I'm over here screwing around talking jokes
[14:04 - 14:07] and cracking jokes on other people.
[14:07 - 14:11] It don't work like that.
[14:11 - 14:15] Like, I can't be over here cracking jokes
[14:15 - 14:17] and talking shit on somebody.
[14:17 - 14:22] And then simultaneously be like, oh, sign me to a label.
[14:22 - 14:27] What do my jokes have to do with a fucking record label?
[14:27 - 14:28] It doesn't work like that.
[14:28 - 14:35] Or what does, like, what does my artwork have to do
[14:35 - 14:38] with jokes or any of that shit?
[14:38 - 14:40] It don't make no sense.
[14:40 - 15:01] Oh, look, we got a pissed off troll.
[15:01 - 15:03] You know how fucking unit they are, troll?
[15:03 - 15:05] Oh, wow.
[15:05 - 15:33] I modded you guys.
[15:33 - 15:35] And that may be true, jokes.
[15:35 - 15:36] That may be true.
[15:37 - 15:39] But you had to think about the mindset I was in
[15:39 - 15:42] when I made those.
[15:42 - 15:46] I was being pressured to do a lot of fucked up shit.
[15:47 - 15:48] And guess what?
[15:48 - 15:50] I'm turning that all around.
[15:50 - 15:55] So, yo, rogue mod, you can kiss my fucking ass.
[15:56 - 15:57] Don't like what I do?
[15:57 - 16:00] Oh, fucking well, get the fuck over
[16:00 - 16:05] and go the fuck somewhere else, you pansy ass bitch.
[16:05 - 16:09] Seriously, if you don't like what I do, bro,
[16:09 - 16:11] get the fuck over and go the fuck somewhere else.
[16:11 - 16:14] I know why you're doing it too, you don't-ass rogue.
[16:14 - 16:17] You're doing it because I'm not cracking jokes.
[16:17 - 16:19] Well, you know what I say to you?
[16:19 - 16:35] Kiss my ass, both the fucking jackass.
[16:35 - 16:37] That makes me the intelligent joke,
[16:37 - 16:40] so I'm gonna go rogue mon on him.
[16:40 - 16:44] Man, get the fuck out of here with that garbage.
[16:44 - 16:47] All right, seriously, you just make yourself look stupid
[16:47 - 17:03] when you do that shit, bro.
[17:03 - 17:05] Like, for real, bro.
[17:05 - 17:09] Oh, that makes me the intelligent jokes,
[17:09 - 17:12] so I'm gonna go rogue mon on him.
[17:12 - 17:13] That makes me the intelligent joke,
[17:13 - 17:15] so I'm gonna fuck with this champ.
[17:15 - 17:19] I'm gonna go rogue mon in being everybody.
[17:19 - 17:23] Man, get the fuck over yourself, bro.
[17:23 - 17:31] Seriously, get the fuck over yourself.
[17:31 - 17:32] Keep on doing it, bro.
[17:32 - 17:35] Just keep on unhiding him, you pussy-ass little bitch.
[17:35 - 17:57] So go ahead.
[17:57 - 17:59] You know what, buddy, I'll just mod everybody,
[17:59 - 18:03] so no one, I'll just mod everyone
[18:03 - 18:17] so that no one can do shit.
[18:17 - 18:41] Because when everyone's modded, nobody can do anything.
[18:41 - 18:43] Hey, rogue mon, you wanna joke?
[18:43 - 18:47] Look in the fucking mirror, bitch.
[18:47 - 18:52] Like, for real, look in the goddamn mirror, bro.
[18:52 - 18:53] Like, you wanna joke?
[18:53 - 18:55] Look at yourself, man.
[18:56 - 18:58] Look at yourself.
[18:58 - 19:02] You're a joke.
[19:02 - 19:03] All right, what are you?
[19:03 - 19:06] Too pussy-whipped to fucking actually
[19:06 - 19:10] come out and fucking say something?
[19:11 - 19:12] Matter of fact,
[19:12 - 19:46] let me play my latest two songs for you guys.
[19:46 - 19:53] Let's go here and check out one of my newest tracks.
[19:53 - 19:55] So which one y'all wanna hear first?
[19:55 - 19:59] Folk to Hate or Demons?
[19:59 - 20:01] Which one you guys wanna hear first?
[20:01 - 20:02] Folk to Hate or Demons?
[20:03 - 20:08] Which new song y'all wanna hear?
[20:08 - 20:09] So I got Folk to Hate,
[20:09 - 20:11] which I released three hours ago,
[20:11 - 20:16] and Demons, which I released three hours ago.
[20:16 - 20:19] So which one y'all wanna hear first?
[20:19 - 20:23] Because Demons is more of like a Scarlet-type track,
[20:23 - 20:30] and then Folk to Hate is more of a Slut-Knot style.
[20:30 - 20:32] All right, so Demons it is.
[20:32 - 20:35] All right, so we got Folk to Haters.
[20:35 - 20:36] You know what?
[20:36 - 20:37] I'll play my newest one,
[20:37 - 21:24] I want you guys to hear my new song a little bit.
[21:24 - 21:24] See what I mean?
[21:24 - 21:26] It's got that Slut-Knot vibe.
[22:41 - 22:43] That's the thing that I can't do.
[22:43 - 22:45] They are literally in my shit,
[22:45 - 23:27] so it's hard to do.
[23:27 - 23:29] That's great though.
[24:12 - 24:13] Next up is Demons.
[24:13 - 24:14] Now this one's a little bit shorter.
[24:14 - 24:18] It's like two minutes and 30 seconds.
[24:18 - 24:39] So, let's go.
[24:39 - 26:53] If y'all like Scarlet, you'll love this.
[26:53 - 26:55] Which, hopefully you guys do enjoy this.
[26:55 - 26:58] I know I did.
[26:58 - 26:59] I know I enjoyed doing them
[26:59 - 27:16] just as much as y'all enjoyed hearing them.
[27:16 - 27:22] Now, the song Folk to Hate actually came about
[27:22 - 27:31] from this song right here, ironically.
[27:31 - 27:32] Which is weird,
[27:32 - 27:35] I was listening to this song last night
[27:35 - 27:40] and it literally, like, just fucking hit me
[27:40 - 28:14] like a ton of bricks.
[28:14 - 28:24] Let's see this guy, man.
[28:24 - 28:30] Oh, I know that, yeah.
[28:30 - 28:34] Here we go.
[28:34 - 28:35] Right out of the wrong song.
[29:20 - 30:07] How many of y'all remember this track?
[30:07 - 30:40] I remember Duality.
[30:40 - 30:41] In fact, I want to do something
[30:41 - 30:53] for you guys right quick.
[30:53 - 30:54] I want to actually show you guys
[30:54 - 30:55] one of my brand new songs.
[30:55 - 30:57] They're actually performed
[30:57 - 30:59] one of my brand new songs for you guys.
[30:59 - 31:02] So I'm gonna set this up right quick.
[31:02 - 31:10] Make sure everything is solid.
[31:10 - 32:26] That's it, one, two, three.
[32:26 - 32:30] This is called Shadows.
[32:30 - 32:34] Shout to my boy, Nigma TNG, for the track, bro.
[32:34 - 32:53] I appreciate you, dawg.
[32:53 - 32:54] Creepy bit of Shadows.
[32:56 - 32:57] I hear them calling.
[32:59 - 33:01] They call my head.
[33:01 - 33:03] I feel like I'm falling.
[33:03 - 33:06] Every day I see these
[33:06 - 33:08] TV's in my head.
[33:08 - 33:10] Every day I'm falling.
[33:13 - 33:17] It's a terrible cold in my head.
[33:17 - 33:18] I don't know.
[33:22 - 33:24] I need to wash my face.
[33:27 - 33:30] We can't do something
[33:30 - 34:06] without the shadows.
[34:06 - 34:11] I feel like seeing it's not a nightmare.
[34:11 - 34:12] What do I do?
[34:12 - 34:15] I can't fucking look.
[34:15 - 34:33] Please don't fucking say it.
[34:33 - 34:49] It's like all I see is the memory of you.
[34:49 - 34:51] When I close my eyes,
[34:51 - 34:53] all I see is the memory of you
[34:53 - 34:57] and I don't know how to get rid of it.
[34:57 - 35:44] All I see is the image of a child.
[35:44 - 35:47] And now I just don't know what to do.
[35:47 - 35:49] I'm lost, I'm scared.
[35:49 - 35:52] It's all because of the way you put me through.
[35:52 - 35:55] Even in the abyss, all I see is the memory of you.
[35:55 - 35:57] Every time I close my eyes,
[35:57 - 36:00] but how can I get rid of it?
[36:00 - 36:04] What can I do?
[36:04 - 36:06] I feel like I'm trapped inside.
[36:06 - 36:09] Like I'm stuck inside of a Pandora's box
[36:09 - 36:12] and I can't get out.
[36:12 - 36:13] How can I escape?
[36:13 - 36:15] How can I find a key?
[36:15 - 36:21] How can I break free from everything that you did to me?
[36:21 - 36:24] It's because of you and I was left in this dark place.
[36:24 - 36:25] Now I'm here running around,
[36:26 - 36:30] running around in circles with nowhere to go.
[36:30 - 37:00] How do I escape? I don't know.
[37:00 - 37:09] I'm consumed by the true, it's mental.
[37:09 - 37:27] Trust me, I don't want my eyes.
[37:27 - 37:37] It's my face, I don't want things all over my body.
[37:37 - 39:19] It's all because of you and I was left in this dark place.
[39:19 - 39:21] So don't tell me I don't know how to scream,
[39:21 - 39:30] motherfuckers.
[39:30 - 39:32] No, you want true fucking metal?
[39:32 - 40:19] I got you.
[40:19 - 40:23] Even though Mitch didn't record this song,
[40:23 - 40:28] I want to give a huge RIP to the motherfucking God
[40:28 - 40:31] of screams himself, the one and only,
[40:31 - 40:37] the legendary Mitchell Adam Locker.
[40:37 - 40:44] You guys know the fucking band.
[40:44 - 40:46] Rest in peace, Mitch.
[40:46 - 40:49] Not away from me, but all the fans of Suicide Sounds,
[40:49 - 41:17] this is for you.
[41:17 - 45:28] Rest in peace, motherfucking legend, Mitch, man.
[45:28 - 45:30] We fucking miss you, bro.
[45:30 - 45:50] Now how many of you motherfuckers remember this song
[45:50 - 45:54] by Blackbill Brides?
[45:54 - 45:55] My god, I'm going to do this one.
[45:55 - 46:09] Send down for y'all.
[46:09 - 46:53] Yo, Eddie M, what up, man?
[46:53 - 47:32] I will be heard to smoke.
[47:32 - 47:34] Oh, yeah, very much, man.
[47:34 - 47:47] All right, this dude wants to know
[47:47 - 47:49] if these guys are still a thing.
[47:49 - 47:51] This guy wants to know if Blackbill Brides is still a thing.
[47:51 - 47:54] I got you, hold up.
[47:54 - 47:56] Matter of fact, I did hear they have a new song out,
[47:56 - 48:29] so let's check it out.
[48:29 - 48:30] Yeah, right here.
[48:30 - 48:33] Give him one to go.
[48:33 - 48:34] Sorry, Black.
[48:34 - 48:37] My bad.
[48:37 - 48:40] It's called Crimson Skies.
[48:40 - 48:42] Now, keep in mind, I've never heard this.
[48:42 - 48:45] So this is the first thing for me.
[48:45 - 48:57] Let's check it out.
[48:57 - 49:17] Oh, okay, they're still a thing.
[49:17 - 49:54] Let me show you guys another song that's very similar
[49:54 - 49:56] to this one.
[49:56 - 49:59] This is released, like, literally only two years ago.
[49:59 - 50:02] And I've actually done this song before.
[50:02 - 50:08] I've actually done a cover of this song before.
[50:08 - 50:26] This song, uh, it's so good, broken, like, it's dead.
[50:41 - 50:44] God, it's been like five months,
[50:44 - 50:47] five different days, like, ten years.
[50:47 - 52:15] That's how I mixed your doing this.
[52:15 - 52:16] Like, this is right here.
[52:16 - 52:19] This is actually, uh, breaking the habit.
[52:19 - 52:21] And this is actually a cover of Breaking the Habit
[52:21 - 52:23] by a band called Broken V.
[52:23 - 52:26] That was, it's actually dope.
[52:26 - 52:40] But I do like this Linkin Park cover of Breaking the Habit.
[52:40 - 52:41] I, like, I definitely love this.
[52:41 - 52:48] I'll let y'all check it out.
[52:48 - 55:01] Check out some of your original stuff, I'll see y'all in a more casual store in a minute.
[55:01 - 55:27] Y'all check out this teaser.
[55:27 - 55:29] You couldn't give us at least a little bit of a taste.
[55:29 - 55:33] Come on, you fucking suck.
[55:33 - 55:38] Now these guys I actually know personally, and I actually have performed with them a few times.
[55:38 - 56:02] They're actually very good friends of mine from my school.
[56:02 - 56:07] Matter of fact, I'll actually play the original video.
[56:07 - 56:09] Dude, I said, why is he doing that?
[56:09 - 56:42] You know what I mean?
[56:42 - 56:44] In the 20s I actually won though.
[56:44 - 56:46] I actually was the one that actually...
[56:46 - 56:48] Dude, why does he give me a kick?
[56:48 - 56:50] I'll just type it in manually, fuck it.
[56:50 - 57:02] Or I can just do it like this.
[57:02 - 57:17] I hate having to type it in manually.
[57:17 - 57:19] This sucks.
[57:19 - 57:25] Thank you.
[57:25 - 57:28] Here we go, this is from about 12 years ago.
[57:28 - 57:30] I dug it out.
[57:30 - 57:34] And now they are actually in the high school with these guys.
[57:34 - 57:38] Sadly they don't do it when music anymore, which sucks.
[57:38 - 57:43] And yes, that was one of the shaky hands holding the camera.
[57:43 - 57:46] My apologies.
[57:46 - 58:08] These guys are literally like the second family.
[58:08 - 58:10] I fucking love these guys.
[58:10 - 58:58] I'm gonna get a hold of Sondra and see if they can't see me.
[58:58 - 59:23] And if they do, I'll let you know.
[59:23 - 59:26] I know Sondra decided to do photography all the time, so...
[59:26 - 59:32] I know Sondra, she did nursing for a while.
[59:32 - 59:34] Now she's doing photography.
[59:34 - 59:35] So...
[59:35 - 60:15] I actually see me in a photo.
[60:15 - 60:18] I'll be showing them there, but let me pull that up on here and show you guys.
[60:18 - 60:57] See this photo, so...
[60:57 - 60:59] Once I find it,
[60:59 - 61:04] I'll actually show it to you guys.
[61:04 - 61:07] Once I can find the damn thing that's me and my sister,
[61:07 - 61:14] me and my nephew,
[61:14 - 61:16] bunch of anime images.
[61:16 - 61:18] That ain't cool, some of my artwork.
[61:18 - 61:32] Dude, is it not in this batch?
[61:32 - 61:34] Let me go to their stuff right here.
[61:34 - 61:40] Oh, I've just seen it right here.
[61:40 - 61:45] There we go, right here.
[61:45 - 61:47] That was taken...
[61:47 - 61:49] A couple years ago, actually.
[61:49 - 61:51] It was literally two or three years ago
[61:51 - 61:53] when they were in town.
[61:53 - 61:56] They were actually doing a local pride event.
[61:56 - 61:59] And shit, and I actually got to catch up with Sondra
[61:59 - 62:01] and the rest of the band, and shit.
[62:01 - 62:03] So it was pretty dope.
[62:03 - 62:06] It was fucking fun, that shit.
[62:06 - 62:09] So yes, that's me and the lead vocalist that you guys just saw right there.
[62:09 - 62:12] That's Sondra, that's obviously me and then her right there.
[62:12 - 62:15] We were actually on stage, and what's funny about this, too,
[62:15 - 62:18] there's actually a funny story behind this,
[62:18 - 62:24] is that I had not seen Sondra in, like, fucking five years.
[62:24 - 62:27] Because we went to high school together and shit,
[62:27 - 62:31] and I hadn't seen her in, like, fucking five years.
[62:31 - 62:33] So I was up on stage,
[62:33 - 62:35] getting a photo with her and the rest of the guys,
[62:35 - 62:37] and the fucking security guards,
[62:37 - 62:39] fucking yelling,
[62:39 - 62:41] get off the stage, get on stage,
[62:41 - 62:43] you're not supposed to be out there,
[62:43 - 62:45] you're not supposed to hate her and the rest of the guys.
[62:45 - 62:47] Like, dude, I know these people.
[62:47 - 62:49] Chill, like, it's all cool.
[62:49 - 62:55] Like, the security guy was such a dick.
[62:55 - 62:57] But it was fun, though, dude.
[62:57 - 63:00] I had a good time.
[63:00 - 63:02] So Sondra, have you seen us?
[63:02 - 63:05] What up? You need to get your ass back in the studio, girlie.
[63:05 - 63:07] It's been a while.
[63:07 - 63:12] Too long. Get on it.
[63:12 - 63:16] Now, your butt head.
[63:16 - 63:38] Let's see.
[63:38 - 63:40] Here we go.
[63:40 - 63:42] This is one of my personal favorites right here.
[63:42 - 63:44] This is actually one of my favorites
[63:44 - 63:46] out there, Alvin.
[63:55 - 64:32] Let me do something for you all.
[64:32 - 64:34] Well, I got you on some old-school shit.
[64:34 - 64:37] Hold up.
[64:37 - 64:45] Yo, you two will have to be safe.
[64:45 - 64:52] Have a good day of work.
[64:52 - 65:11] Don't work too hard.
[65:11 - 65:13] Let's haul this big bitch out.
[65:13 - 65:16] Whoa.
[65:16 - 65:18] I don't want my tripod.
[65:18 - 65:20] That would not have been good.
[65:20 - 65:25] Me knocking over my tripod
[65:25 - 65:27] would not have been a good thing.
[65:27 - 65:32] That would have sucked.
[65:32 - 65:34] Because then I would have had to buy a new one.
[65:34 - 65:36] That would have been a bummer.
[65:36 - 65:39] Because then I would have had to spend...
[65:39 - 65:42] Fuck knows how much.
[65:42 - 65:44] I'm just going to get out of an idea
[65:44 - 66:06] on some of the new stuff I'm working on.
[66:06 - 66:08] Because then basically what I'm going to do is this.
[66:08 - 66:10] I'm basically going to be taking songs,
[66:10 - 66:12] doing piano covers
[66:12 - 66:14] and violin covers of them.
[66:14 - 66:16] And then actually turning them
[66:16 - 66:18] into actual, orchestral
[66:18 - 66:20] scores.
[66:20 - 66:22] So something like this right here.
[66:22 - 66:24] Like...
[66:24 - 66:26] Let me...
[66:26 - 66:33] Let me show you guys on my...
[66:33 - 66:35] Let me show you guys on this.
[66:35 - 66:43] So you guys have a better idea on what I'm doing.
[66:43 - 66:45] Some are...
[66:45 - 66:47] I don't want to say some.
[66:47 - 66:57] I'm at FL Studios spot.
[66:57 - 67:01] I'm here
[67:01 - 67:05] to do it that way.
[67:05 - 67:07] You guys can actually see what I'm doing here.
[67:07 - 67:21] Let's go.
[67:21 - 67:25] Oh no, I had to write the first time.
[67:25 - 67:27] Oh, come on.
[67:35 - 67:37] I think for this one
[67:37 - 67:39] I'm probably going to do Shadow Girl just because
[67:39 - 67:41] that's one of my personal favorite ones to do.
[67:41 - 67:44] So...
[67:44 - 67:58] Okay, so apparently
[67:58 - 68:09] you're going to make me fucking look for it.
[68:09 - 68:19] It's special.
[68:19 - 68:21] Alright, so let's go...
[68:21 - 68:31] H-A-R-N-G
[68:31 - 68:33] Right there with the Duke stick.
[68:33 - 68:35] I was right there when I was fucking down.
[68:35 - 69:16] Not bad.
[69:16 - 69:18] Sorry guys, my bad.
[69:18 - 69:22] Wrong one.
[69:22 - 69:24] Oops, not bad.
[69:24 - 69:26] Sorry for hurting anybody's ears.
[69:26 - 69:28] I do apologize for that.
[69:28 - 69:33] My bad, I actually cooked the wrong thing.
[69:33 - 69:35] I meant to hit notes and automation
[69:35 - 69:37] and not fucking record shit.
[69:37 - 69:40] Sorry.
[69:40 - 69:43] Hopefully I didn't hurt anybody's ears
[69:43 - 69:45] if I did, I'm sorry.
[69:45 - 69:47] I apologize, my bad.
[69:47 - 69:51] Okay, so record
[69:51 - 74:45] automation
[74:45 - 74:48] I'll see.
[74:48 - 74:59] And then let's go into
[74:59 - 75:02] piano
[75:02 - 75:38] Troll V
[75:38 - 75:43] Now I'm going to go into the piano
[75:43 - 75:45] move that over as well
[75:45 - 75:52] and then take
[75:52 - 75:54] the Harmer
[75:54 - 75:57] once again
[75:57 - 76:00] go into here
[76:00 - 76:02] and then go into
[76:02 - 76:08] string section
[76:08 - 76:16] string section
[76:16 - 76:40] I know it's here
[76:40 - 76:45] Not right here.
[76:45 - 76:47] Now, check this out.
[76:47 - 77:46] Hold up dude, he's still alive
[77:46 - 77:48] Trace.
[77:48 - 77:50] He's still alive dude, what the fuck?
[77:50 - 78:11] Hold up, hold up.
[78:11 - 78:13] Trace, you got it wrong dude.
[78:13 - 78:16] He's still alive.
[78:16 - 78:18] He's having surgery
[78:18 - 78:20] this next Friday.
[78:20 - 78:22] He's very much alive and kicking
[78:22 - 78:24] He's at work right now
[78:24 - 78:26] What the fuck?
[78:26 - 78:28] He's still very much alive
[78:28 - 78:33] He's fine
[78:33 - 78:35] Dude, he literally just like
[78:35 - 78:37] weren't even an hour ago
[78:37 - 78:40] What the fuck?
[78:40 - 78:42] Whoever told you that shit
[78:42 - 78:46] is full of crap
[78:46 - 78:48] For real, whoever told you
[78:48 - 78:50] that Ed passed away
[78:50 - 78:56] they're full of fucking shit
[78:56 - 79:10] For real, what the fuck dude
[79:10 - 79:12] That's pretty fucked up for somebody to do that
[79:12 - 79:14] But Trace, I'm glad you brought
[79:14 - 79:16] that to my attention
[79:16 - 79:20] because now I know
[79:20 - 79:22] what to do about this shit
[79:22 - 79:24] So thank you for bringing that up
[79:24 - 79:27] I do appreciate that
[79:27 - 79:29] That's for the rest of you guys
[79:29 - 79:31] I got shit I got finished up here
[79:31 - 79:35] So I will be dropping
[79:35 - 79:37] some new metal songs
[79:37 - 79:39] as well as some brand new
[79:39 - 79:41] orchestral pieces
[79:41 - 79:43] So hopefully you guys do enjoy them
[79:43 - 79:45] and yeah
[79:45 - 79:47] I will see you guys later on
[79:47 - 79:49] Also don't forget to pick up your skull scratch
[79:49 - 79:51] merch from the shop on my channel
[79:51 - 79:53] Go there and pick up your stuff
[79:53 - 79:59] and yeah
[79:59 - 80:01] I love you guys and I will catch you guys later man
[80:01 - 80:09] Peace
[80:09 - 80:11] Yeah, see now I know you're full of shit
[80:11 - 80:13] Matter of fact, before I leave
[80:13 - 80:16] before I go
[80:16 - 80:18] Shot time, do you want to do the honors of getting rid of Tracey?
[80:18 - 80:25] Alright shot, do you want to do the honors bro?
[80:25 - 80:30] Sorry Tracey, I know you're full of shit
[80:30 - 80:39] See I know you're full of shit
[80:39 - 80:41] See I know you're full of shit when you bring that up
[80:41 - 80:43] Anyways guys
[80:43 - 80:45] I love you guys and I will see
[80:45 - 80:47] you guys later on
[80:47 - 80:49] and who knows
[80:49 - 80:51] I may be dropping
[80:51 - 80:53] an instrumental
[80:53 - 80:55] album today, who knows
[80:55 - 80:57] I might drop a more casual album today
[80:57 - 80:59] Who knows
[80:59 - 81:01] I love you all and I will see you guys
[81:01 - 81:03] whenever I see you
[81:03 - 81:05] That was it guys
[81:05 - 81:07] Hope you guys have a good day and good evening
[81:07 - 81:09] afternoon wherever you guys are at
[81:09 - 81:11] and I'll see you guys later
[81:11 - 81:13] again be sure to check out the skull scratcher shop
[81:13 - 81:15] I got some new stuff up
[81:15 - 81:17] some new stuff
[81:17 - 81:19] So yeah, fucking love you guys
[81:19 - 81:23] I'll catch you guys later, peace
[81:23 - 81:28] Oh and that's the haters
[81:28 - 81:30] Hey Donald, I'd rather be a freak
[81:30 - 81:32] than a loser like you bro
[81:32 - 81:35] So peace
[81:35 - 81:37] bitch