2021-7-29 THE WEEPING RAVEN (Channel Erased)

[0:00 - 0:58] [no speech detected]
[1:24 - 1:44] I see. I see the dark. The dark that sits behind my eyes where the demons reside.
[1:44 - 2:06] The raven weeps as the grim reaper carries my soul back to where it was once before.
[2:06 - 2:18] Am I a man or am I a ghost?
[2:18 - 2:32] There's only one way to know as my soul flies with a weeping raven.
[2:32 - 2:40] Transcend my soul to dark world.
[2:40 - 2:45] [no speech detected]
[3:07 - 3:17] Am I a rat? Is it a maulin in the vast of vast?
[3:17 - 3:27] Blominin' by the breeze of the vast? At last I see.
[3:27 - 21:03] [no speech detected]
[21:03 - 21:23] Hold on everyone.
[21:23 - 21:29] If I had to change over my stuff, I don't mind.
[21:29 - 21:35] You want to know what's going on?
[21:35 - 21:43] My fucking Xbox is being blown up by a bunch of fucking bitch cowards.
[21:43 - 22:05] So you guys are about to witness me shutting these guys up firsthand.
[22:05 - 22:21] Well, I just say some trolls have now decided to attack me on my Xbox like a bunch of cowards.
[22:21 - 22:41] So hold on just a minute y'all.
[22:41 - 23:01] I'll just switch over counts.
[23:01 - 23:19] And I'll sign out of this one.
[23:19 - 23:39] I just do like this.
[23:39 - 24:07] [no speech detected]
[24:07 - 24:10] Because watch this.
[24:10 - 24:28] All you gotta simply do is do like this.
[24:28 - 24:38] All I had to simply do was sign out of my whole account.
[24:38 - 24:44] Simple as that.
[24:44 - 24:49] Where's this going on?
[24:49 - 25:05] Hold on one minute y'all.
[25:05 - 25:40] [no speech detected]
[25:40 - 25:49] Now.
[25:49 - 26:03] As angry as I should be and a lot of the trolls.
[26:03 - 26:12] As angry as I should be at you trolls for everything you've done to me.
[26:12 - 26:15] Instead.
[26:15 - 26:19] I'm thanking you.
[26:19 - 26:30] I'm thanking you for a very good reason.
[26:30 - 26:38] It's through Xbox, and I don't know if there's anything that you can do, but you can try.
[26:38 - 26:41] But.
[26:41 - 26:48] Instead of angering you and going off on you.
[26:48 - 26:56] I am thanking thy trolls for a very good reason.
[26:56 - 27:06] Because of you trolls, I found who I truly am and who I'm meant to be.
[27:06 - 27:12] Which is the guidance of light through the darkness.
[27:12 - 27:41] I have learned that I am that guiding light that leads people from the shadows into the light through the darkness.
[27:41 - 28:39] [no speech detected]
[28:39 - 28:45] Remember, the guy is blind, but he's still dangerous.
[28:45 - 31:32] [no speech detected]
[31:32 - 31:52] Fuck it, I won't do a show.
[31:52 - 32:05] You know, Saren, don't do it. You know what? Fuck it. Since you trolls want this channel so badly, you can have it.
[32:05 - 32:15] All my moms and all my friends, as of this moment, you can kiss this channel goodbye for good.
[32:15 - 32:19] I'm done.
[32:19 - 32:26] This channel gone.
[32:26 - 32:34] I'm tired of this shit. You trolls want this fucking channel so badly, you can fucking have it.
[32:34 - 32:42] Because as soon as this stream ends, I'm deleting this channel because I'm tired of this.
[32:42 - 32:51] Since you don't want to let me live my life, then fine. You can have my fucking channel. I'm done.
[32:51 - 32:55] I'm done fighting all of you.
[32:55 - 33:07] I'm done fighting you trolls.
[33:07 - 33:14] I'm done fighting you. I'm done trying to do shows to help people. I'm sick of it.
[33:14 - 33:22] So you trolls and all my moms, everyone you can kiss this channel goodbye for good.
[33:22 - 33:41] Because I'm tired of this.
[33:41 - 33:49] So if you trolls want my channel that badly, fuck it. You can have it.
[33:49 - 33:53] I'm done.
[33:53 - 34:00] You guys ruin every motherfucking thing and I'm tired of it.
[34:00 - 34:15] I'm tired of holding onto a channel that I should have killed off a long time ago.
[34:15 - 34:20] You know, I should have killed this channel off a long time ago.
[34:20 - 34:26] And now, looking back, I regret that I didn't finish the job and pull the trigger.
[34:26 - 34:38] But as of right now, I'm pulling that trigger.
[34:38 - 34:47] Right now, I'm pulling that trigger like I should have done a long time ago.
[34:47 - 34:52] So all you trolls, fuck you.
[34:52 - 34:57] And to all my moms, I'm sorry that it has to be this way.
[34:57 - 35:00] But I'm done.
[35:00 - 35:07] So Saren, you ain't gotta worry about unmodding anyone. You ain't gotta worry about unmodding anybody.
[35:07 - 35:12] Because as of right now, consider this channel dead.
[35:12 - 35:22] Consider this channel in the ground, buried, destroyed.
[35:22 - 35:30] So if you guys are going to send your goodbye to this channel, you may as well do it now.
[35:30 - 35:35] You may as well send your goodbye to this channel right to fuck now.
[35:35 - 35:45] Because after this, I'm going back to the way that I was being private, doing my poetry work.
[35:45 - 35:55] So if you're going to say goodbye to this channel, say goodbye now.
[35:55 - 36:00] Because as soon as this stream is done, I'm ending it.
[36:00 - 36:10] I'm going back to the way that I should have been a long time ago, private.
[36:10 - 36:22] I'm going back to living my life in private, away from all of you.
[36:22 - 36:35] I'm going back to living my life in peace, like I should have done all those months ago when this channel started.
[36:35 - 36:41] So as of right now, this very moment, say your goodbye to this channel everyone.
[36:41 - 36:50] If you have something to say to this channel, say goodbye right now.
[36:50 - 36:57] Because as soon as this stream ends, this channel will be no more.
[36:57 - 37:02] So if you've got to say something, say it now.
[37:02 - 37:13] Matter of fact, you can say goodbye to ever seeing this face again on this platform, facial wise.
[37:13 - 37:22] Because I'm going back to the way that I used to be.
[37:22 - 37:29] And I don't care what anyone says.
[37:29 - 37:34] I'm doing what I should have done a long time ago.
[37:34 - 37:44] So if you've got to say goodbye to this channel, say goodbye right the fuck now.
[37:44 - 38:11] And all of you can say goodbye to this face for good.
[38:11 - 38:17] And no, Chuck is not.
[38:17 - 38:22] Let me tell you right now, you motherfuckers need to quit attacking my friends.
[38:22 - 38:29] All my fellow months, you know there aren't months, you motherfuckers need to quit attacking my friends.
[38:29 - 38:44] Because as of right now, this very moment here in a few seconds, this channel is gone.
[38:44 - 38:52] And I can guarantee you that none of you will ever see this face ever again.
[38:52 - 39:19] So you may as well get a good fucking look because it's the last time you're ever going to see it.
[39:19 - 39:25] Get a good long hard look because this is the last time we're ever going to see this face.
[39:25 - 39:28] And I mean it.
[39:28 - 39:34] I'm going back to the way I should have gone back to a long time ago dating a private person.
[39:34 - 39:40] I don't care if the trolls win. I don't care about any of that.
[39:40 - 39:51] I'm doing what I should have done a long time ago and taking my life back.
[39:51 - 39:58] I'm taking my life back and going back to the private life that I used to have.
[39:58 - 40:08] I used to have a private life. I used to have a good life until you trolls came in and fucked it all up.
[40:08 - 40:29] So I'm going back to those ways back to being private where my face will no longer be shown.
[40:29 - 40:48] And to all those that did truly care about my channel, I thank you. But I'm doing what is right for myself and doing what I should have done a long time ago, which is the right thing to do.
[40:48 - 40:57] I'm taking my life back and I'm not looking back.
[40:57 - 41:02] So I guess this is goodbye for good everyone.
[41:02 - 41:15] I hope you have a good life. I don't wish any negativity on any of you. I wish nothing but the best for all of you.
[41:15 - 41:31] And I hope that one day you'll see that I was right in doing what I'm doing now.
[41:31 - 41:41] And you are correct, triple, but it will be a channel without my face being shown ever.
[41:41 - 41:47] I'm going back to a private life that I used to have.
[41:47 - 41:57] I'm doing what I should have done a long time ago and terminating the hatred.
[41:57 - 42:02] So farewell, everyone. Good luck in your lives.
[42:02 - 42:15] I wish you nothing but the best.