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2021-7-21 First DJ SHow Live on here


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on February 9th, 2023
Original upload date: July 21st, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:02] (Door opens)
[0:02 - 1:00] (Scratching sounds)
[1:00 - 1:12] Alright, so you guys wanted it, and you guys got it, man.
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[1:26 - 1:28] Hold on, guys.
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[2:02 - 2:04] You guys ready for this?
[2:04 - 6:44] (Scratching sounds)
[6:44 - 6:48] Alright, I like getting rid of this clown, y'all.
[6:48 - 6:58] (Scratching sounds)
[6:58 - 7:00] That is true, I do.
[7:00 - 7:02] That is facts, man, I do.
[7:02 - 7:06] Hell, there's tons of videos out there on it, man.
[7:06 - 7:08] Check the shit out.
[7:08 - 7:12] (Scratching sounds)
[7:12 - 7:16] Well, man, you can actually find videos on this shit.
[7:16 - 7:18] No joke.
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[7:40 - 7:44] Oh, there we go.
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[20:02 - 20:04] Yo, Sam, what up, dude?
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[31:58 - 32:02] Now let's take another notch on here.
[32:02 - 32:06] I want to do something for you guys.
[32:06 - 32:44] (Scratching sounds)
[32:44 - 32:56] Now I'm going to get out of this douche bag.
[32:56 - 33:25] (Scratching sounds)
[33:25 - 33:31] Now I'm going to redo that, because I do need to fix up some effects here.
[33:31 - 34:48] (Scratching sounds)
[34:48 - 34:52] Actually, I only got one for you.
[34:52 - 34:56] I only got one for you guys, hold up.
[34:56 - 35:02] Let me switch it out here for a sec.
[35:02 - 35:08] Let me switch it up right quick.
[35:08 - 35:13] Because I know how to do that very easily.
[35:13 - 35:19] Just detach it from here.
[35:19 - 35:28] (Scratching sounds)
[35:28 - 35:45] These are all these.
[35:45 - 36:14] (Scratching sounds)
[36:14 - 36:25] I'm going to head over to the mini and make sure I got this thing set up proper.
[36:25 - 39:18] (Scratching sounds)
[39:18 - 39:22] Alright, so I'm going to have to do it on the other one.
[39:22 - 39:25] Because this one is not going to work very well.
[39:25 - 39:30] I'm okay with that one.
[39:30 - 39:35] I'm going to switch them back down here.
[39:35 - 39:53] Which is super simple to do.
[39:53 - 40:31] (Scratching sounds)
[40:31 - 40:36] The arm match is key.
[40:36 - 41:04] I know what I need to do. Hold up. I figured it out. Hold up.
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[41:15 - 41:40] Yo, what the fuck? Alright, hold on. I'm going to have to do something there.
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[43:36 - 43:41] Alright, so I've got to figure it out. I just got to...
[43:41 - 43:51] (Scratching sounds)
[43:51 - 43:56] Yo, what the fuck?
[43:56 - 44:19] Alright, let me figure something out here, y'all.
[44:19 - 44:54] (Scratching sounds)
[44:54 - 45:09] Alright, so what you do like this. Let's drag it in again manually.
[45:09 - 45:38] Oh, wrong one. That's why I was doing that already.
[45:38 - 46:03] Alright, so I've got that figured out.
[46:03 - 46:17] (Scratching sounds)
[46:17 - 46:46] Oh, yeah, so let's say I just have to figure out the effect.
[46:46 - 47:23] (Scratching sounds)
[47:23 - 47:40] Alright, so I've got to figure it out. I've got to figure out how to fuck.
[47:40 - 48:38] (Scratching sounds)
[48:38 - 48:43] Alright, we've got to sit.
[48:43 - 48:52] (Scratching sounds)
[48:52 - 49:16] Okay, I think I've got to see what I need to do.
[49:16 - 56:48] (Scratching sounds)
[56:48 - 57:00] There's the thing, the way I do it is fire. So, yeah.
[57:00 - 57:25] So, yeah. So, yeah. So, yeah. So, yeah. So, yeah. So, yeah.
[57:25 - 78:47] (Scratching sounds)
[78:47 - 78:51] Now, let me tell you guys something right quick.
[78:51 - 78:59] Y'all wanna know the real reason why I'm not making any money off of this, my artwork, or anything I do?
[78:59 - 79:03] The answer has to do with one fucking word.
[79:03 - 79:09] Kate Peters. You can see, every time I try to make money off of something I love to do,
[79:09 - 79:16] she goes and gets me shut down. That's why I'm not doing anything that I wanna do, and it fucking sucks.
[79:16 - 79:25] I know a lot of you guys have been asking me, "When am I releasing new music? When am I doing new stuff?"
[79:25 - 79:30] At this point, I don't know when I'm gonna be able to, to be honest with you.
[79:30 - 79:39] I really don't know when I'm gonna be able to. I would like to, 'cause I have fucking books of fucking songs ready to be recorded.
[79:39 - 79:43] I have fucking instrumentals ready to be fucking dropped.
[79:43 - 79:47] I have fucking art pieces ready to be fucking sold.
[79:47 - 79:51] But yet, I can't do anything with the Kate, and it fucking sucks.
[79:51 - 79:57] So I'm basically stuck doing this shit all fucking time, and it sucks.
[79:57 - 81:35] ???
[81:35 - 81:39] Man, before I choose y'all, let me explain something to you, man.
[81:39 - 81:51] I would love to be able to put out my stuff again. I would love to be able to, you know, put out my artwork, put out new fucking music, put out new clothing, put out new everything.
[81:51 - 82:01] Hell, I would love to get my fucking, dude, I have a fucking book right here full of fucking poems that I wrote.
[82:01 - 82:11] There are short poems, but as y'all can tell, I have fucking, a book full of poems ready to be fucking published.
[82:11 - 82:19] But guess what? No fucking publisher will take me on right now because of Kate. I have no fucking money.
[82:19 - 82:23] And it fucking sucks. I would love to be able to do that shit.
[82:23 - 82:33] Unless somebody's got a way out for me, unless somebody has a fucking way out for me to be able to do what I love, then I don't see a way out.
[82:33 - 82:39] If somebody has an idea, please fucking say something.
[82:39 - 82:45] If somebody has a fucking way out for me, please fucking say something.
[82:45 - 82:51] Because honestly, I'm tired of being stuck in the same spot because of her, man.
[82:51 - 82:59] I would love a way out right now. I really would. But at this point, I don't see a way out.
[82:59 - 83:07] As much as I would love for there to be a way out, I don't know what to do at this point, man.
[83:07 - 83:12] I really don't know what to do at this fucking point.
[83:12 - 83:21] Hell, I have fucking photos of my cars on Horizon 4 ready to be dropped into a fucking book and published.
[83:21 - 83:33] But I can't even do that because I know that the minute I release my shit, the minute Kate catches wind, guess what? I'm getting axed and shut down.
[83:33 - 83:46] Every fucking time, she did it with my art shops. She did it when I tried to self-publish one of my books that I was going to surprise you guys with.
[83:46 - 83:53] She cut the hay off my fucking merchandise shop and had that shut down.
[83:53 - 84:02] She had my art shop shut down. She stole money out of my fucking PayPal and got the money.
[84:02 - 84:12] That's what I mean. I am literally fucking afraid to put anything out or make any moves because of her. And that's not fair to me.
[84:12 - 84:30] I mean, you guys that truly support me, you see what I'm capable of. You see what I can fucking do.
[84:30 - 84:42] Like I said, I have all this fucking skill that I can literally make a fucking living with, but I have nowhere to run with it. I'm essentially trapped.
[84:42 - 84:57] And I'm asking anyone out there, if any of you has any ways out for me to be able to make money without her catching on, please fucking speak up. Fucking say something.
[84:57 - 85:06] I have 12 art pieces right there, about to be 13, because today I'm going to work on the other one. I literally have 12 art pieces ready to go.
[85:06 - 85:15] I have fucking music that's been ready to be released for months now. I have a thing of poetry that I'm working on that can get published.
[85:15 - 85:29] I have photos of 3D car photography that's ready to be dropped and published and go book like that, ready to fucking go, ready to make money.
[85:29 - 85:48] But yeah, I can't do anything because every time I make money, I get cut. And I need everyone's help. I need help getting away from this bitch. I need help getting my shit off the ground to where she can't fucking stop me.
[85:48 - 86:13] Help! I still have all these fucking CDs ready to be fucking sold at a moment's notice. Yes, I still have copies of Shadowborn. Ready to fucking go. Still ready to go.
[86:13 - 86:26] But yet, I can't sell anything because of Keith. And y'all wonder why I haven't been putting anything out. That's why. Because of her.
[86:26 - 86:44] I've been ready to fucking go. I've been ready to put stuff out. I've been ready to sell my canvas prints. I've been ready to put my shit out. I've been ready to fucking make money.
[86:44 - 87:10] But how can I make a living if Keith's always getting in my goddamn way?
[87:10 - 87:30] And believe me, I wish I could afford a lawyer. I wish I could. But I can't. I wish I could get a fucking lawyer. I wish I could. But I have no fucking money. And guess why? Keith.
[87:30 - 87:51] Because Keith knows that if I get money together, I start making money off my fucking artwork. Guess what? I'm able to get a lawyer at that point. So until I can get money, I'm screwed. I have no money for a lawyer. At all.
[87:51 - 88:16] And my stepdad's surgery is next month. And I'm stuck here fighting every fucking day of the week. Trying to find a way.
[88:16 - 88:30] And believe me, I wish you were that simple and that I do run. Dude, you can ask. Bro, you can ask triple. Everything I sell is from me directly. There is no middleman.
[88:30 - 88:53] The only thing that there is a middleman in is when I put up, say, a merchandise shop for, like, say, my LCW merch that I'm dropping real soon or want to drop real soon. But you can ask triple. All my artwork, all my CDs, everything like that is directly from me. Straight up.
[88:53 - 89:22] Now, in fact, I don't think some of you guys have seen some of my artwork. Let me show you guys what I got.
[89:22 - 89:44] Now, stop. All of these pieces right here, pieces like that.
[89:44 - 89:56] Now, this does come with a set right here. I got this piece. I have one of my more notable ones that people fucking love, which is my creepy painting piece.
[89:56 - 90:18] I have this. And this is the part of that other one that I just showed you guys a few minutes ago. This is that second part of that. I have this piece.
[90:18 - 90:39] I have these right here, ready to go. I have another weird, creepy-ish one.
[90:39 - 90:53] I have these two.
[90:53 - 91:08] And last but not least, I have these. All ready to be fucking sold at a moment's notice. But guess what? I don't get to sell them because of Kate.
[91:08 - 91:16] Also more coming on YouTube as Masshole Reports.
[91:16 - 91:42] And guess what? I'm not the only one that she's done this to.
[91:42 - 91:53] If you look into her channel, and I mean really dig into her channel, there's hundreds of people like Turtle Boy and myself that she's done this to.
[91:53 - 92:08] And by hundreds, I do mean hundreds. When I say hundreds of people, I do genuinely mean hundreds of people.
[92:08 - 92:18] People tell me to get a regular 9 to 5 job. I can't do that because I can't either.
[92:18 - 92:31] Hell, I lost my child and my best friend as an audio engineer. My biological father lost his job doing what he was doing.
[92:31 - 92:43] And people wonder why I wake up depressed and upset and angry every fucking day. Why I go on these fucking tirades and these rants every fucking day.
[92:43 - 92:59] It's because I'm tired of being fucking trapped. I'm doing my artwork, running my own business, doing my 3D photography. That's the kind of shit I was meant to do with my life.
[92:59 - 93:08] But yet, I get to go nowhere because I have no lawyer to fight back. And without money, I can't get one.
[93:08 - 93:19] And me and my family have tried legal aid. Getting on legal aid is like trying to pull teeth. It's almost impossible.
[93:19 - 93:30] And yet, Marty says he has a lawyer for me but he really doesn't. Like, I'm stuck and I don't know what the fuck to do.
[93:30 - 93:43] Like, the police won't do anything. The FBI won't do shit. Like, I don't know what to do anymore, guys. I really don't know what the fuck to do.
[93:43 - 93:55] I'm tired of being stuck in this loop over and over and over and over, living in fucking fear every day of the week. Not being able to do what I love at all.
[93:55 - 94:10] It fucking sucks. I have that RMP. Let me show you guys.
[94:10 - 94:22] I started this RMPs right here a little over two months ago. I haven't even finished it because I've been so goddamn depressed because of the fact that I can't do shit.
[94:22 - 94:35] Because I know that nobody will be able to get to fucking buy this and no fucking gallery will take it because of Kate and what she's doing.
[94:35 - 94:45] Like I said, I got all this fucking talent that I can make real money from. A real living of what I truly enjoy doing.
[94:45 - 94:51] But yet, I get to go nowhere with it because of what Kate's doing to me.
[94:51 - 95:07] So I'm asking if anyone out there has a way to get a lawyer or has a way to help me fight back and stop her so I can fucking make money doing what I love to do, please fucking speak up.
[95:07 - 95:19] Send me links. Message me privately on Facebook, on Discord. Hell, you guys got my fucking address. Send me shit to help out if you need to.
[95:19 - 95:30] You guys got my fucking number. Text me if you have to. I don't care how you get ahold of me. Just somebody help me do something.
[95:30 - 95:44] Help me to bring Kate down. Help me to stop her, not only for myself and my family, but for everyone else before me whose lives she has fucking ruined.
[95:44 - 96:00] Hundreds of people have suffered because of her. And enough is enough. This needs to stop. This has to end. And I'm for one, I'm tired of it.
[96:00 - 96:16] So I'm begging anyone out there, please fucking help. I need help. I get what I did was wrong, but I wrote that wrong by killing Queen and admitting my wrongs.
[96:16 - 96:25] I even had the police out there to give me a fucking warning. Enough is enough.
[96:25 - 96:32] I deserve to live my life. I deserve to make a living doing what I truly enjoy.
[96:32 - 96:43] Hell, I can't even, I haven't even touched my digital sketch pad in like three fucking months. I haven't done any digital artwork in over three months.
[96:43 - 96:59] You want to know what I've done all day? Wake up, play video games and sleep. That's all I've done all day long. Wake up, watch YouTube, play video games, stream some video games and go to bed. That's all I've done.
[96:59 - 97:04] That's all I've done since all this started.
[97:04 - 97:16] I've not been productive. I've not put out any new artwork. I've not got any new car photography, really, except for what I posted not that long ago.
[97:16 - 97:30] Like literally, I have been so depressed that I'm barely even able to fucking eat anything. I have been so sick to my stomach from stress that I'm barely able to eat or keep anything down.
[97:30 - 97:49] That's how bad it's gotten. And I don't want to be like that. I've won my life back from before cave. I want the life that I have back where I was a successful business owner, where I was making money off my artwork, where I was making money off my music.
[97:49 - 97:55] That's the life I want back, not this.
[97:55 - 98:04] So asking anyone out there if you truly, truly have a way out for me, or someone that can fucking help me, please do something.
[98:04 - 98:14] I can't fight this battle on my own. I need help, guys. I need fucking help.
[98:14 - 98:23] Please, if anybody out there is watching this, please fucking help me.
[98:23 - 98:29] Help me to stop her so that no one else has to suffer.
[98:29 - 98:34] Okay, enough people have already suffered at her hand.
[98:34 - 98:38] Hundreds of people before me have suffered at her hand.
[98:38 - 98:44] How many more need to suffer? How many more need to go through what I got put through?
[98:44 - 98:54] How many more have to get put through what turtle boy got put through? Or people before him? Or the people before those people?
[98:54 - 99:02] How many people have to suffer before somebody fucking does something?
[99:02 - 99:08] So I'm asking you all right now to please help me find a way to fight back.
[99:08 - 99:20] Help free me from this bitch. Help free me from this nightmare that I'm stuck in.
[99:20 - 99:25] I need help.
[99:25 - 99:28] I can't do this alone, guys.
[99:28 - 99:34] I really cannot do this alone anymore. I need help.
[99:34 - 99:51] So please, I'm asking anyone out there who is truly willing to help me to please stand up and help me fight back.
[99:51 - 100:20] Help me to get my life back because I want my life back.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1270' on August 17th, 2024