Original upload date: July 18th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:25] I know that a lot of y'all are gonna disagree on this and probably wanna attack me and this
[0:25 - 0:36] on the other it's fine but there's something I don't understand that's been going on that needs
[0:36 - 0:46] to stop and this isn't just with me like I said last time this is what many many many other YouTubers
[0:46 - 1:03] people like Masshole Rollers tainting people like me as a villain when they themselves are a villain
[1:03 - 1:17] it doesn't make any sense to me like it you sit there and you paint me as a villain but who's the
[1:17 - 1:29] one that made the choice to do what she did you weren't forced into it you didn't have a gun in
[1:29 - 1:40] your head you were not forced into knowing what you did to me and to all those other people no
[1:40 - 1:47] one put a gun to your head telling you to attack those people or to trick me no one had a fucking
[1:47 - 2:12] gun to your head no one no one had a gun to your head telling you oh you have to do this no you
[2:12 - 2:20] know you sit there and you talk shit on me saying oh you're a bad guy you did this oh you're this
[2:20 - 2:29] you're this because I keep doing this you're now this now fuck that everyone that knows the real
[2:29 - 2:38] truth knows that I'm not a pedophile you call me a pedophile but yet you're the one that took
[2:38 - 2:59] the steps to put me in that position you're the one that sat there and lied to everyone you're
[2:59 - 3:07] the one that sat there and said oh gee since I got paid to do this let me fuck with this person
[3:07 - 3:24] it's bullshit hey Luna Phoenix what up when you sit there and you talk all this crap you
[3:24 - 3:36] threaten my family and their lives okay you put me on the edge of suicide twice in a row on your
[3:36 - 3:50] own livestream and you expect me not to fire back with threats towards you and your family don't
[3:50 - 4:07] think that's pretty fucked up like you sit here and you spread rumors about me every day to people
[4:07 - 4:18] and God knows how many other people you fucking do it to like honestly you're a fucking hypocrite
[4:18 - 4:31] just like every other bully that bullies people on YouTube man you're a fucking hypocrite you tell
[4:31 - 4:38] people to take responsibility for their actions but yet you won't take responsibility for your
[4:38 - 4:50] own all right what you expect to just get away with telling me to chop my dick off you expect
[4:50 - 4:58] to just get away with that no you're not getting away with that I mean you sit here and you
[4:58 - 5:10] terrorize my family and my friends and their families and yet you expect me to just let you
[5:10 - 5:23] get away with that shit after you've put me on the edge of suicide twice in a row you've gone
[5:23 - 5:33] after my family cost my biological father to lose his job almost cost my stepdad to lose his
[5:33 - 5:43] cost me to lose mine okay and that's not even the that's not even the start of it then you
[5:43 - 5:56] go on the internet make a shop with my face on it without my permission de-saming me scrutinizing
[5:56 - 6:12] me bashing on me and then you proceed to make a kiwi farms on me attacking me and my whole
[6:12 - 6:23] family then you proceed to tell me to chop my dick off because that's the only way you'll leave
[6:23 - 6:39] me alone and in the worst of them all when my friends stand up for me and defend me not only
[6:39 - 6:55] do you call them a petal sympathizer but you sit there and you attack their families just like you
[6:55 - 7:03] did with my friend Eleanor's mom Jane when my friend Eleanor's mom Jane stuck up for me what
[7:03 - 7:16] did you do you attack her family and you say that I'm worse than you you say that I'm the bad
[7:16 - 7:25] guy I owned up to what I did I came out and admitted my wrongs but it seems like all you
[7:25 - 7:36] want to do is bully people like a bitch you want to point the finger at everyone else like oh he's
[7:36 - 7:44] a pedophile oh you're a pedophile oh Syrax you're a pedophile I'm gonna make you suffer you're a
[7:44 - 7:51] pedophile but you never want to look in the fucking mirror and take responsibility for your
[7:51 - 8:06] own actions and that's disturbing and it's sickening like seriously like I took responsibility for my
[8:06 - 8:15] actions okay the police came out here and gave me a warning straight up and they did show up and
[8:15 - 8:28] gave me a fucking warning and they saw right through what you did they saw right through
[8:28 - 8:35] what you did to me I showed them every screenshot showed them the conversations between me and you
[8:35 - 8:46] I showed them your channel I showed them everything and you know what they told me now I'm not a
[8:46 - 8:54] pedophile yes if I were to go there and meet up with you if you were underage which you're not
[8:54 - 9:06] then yeah I could have been arrested but I'm not a pedophile you're not underage grow up bitch
[9:06 - 9:15] and this is what I'm talking about this is what I was getting in yesterday when I say that people
[9:15 - 9:26] like you Kate have no right being parents because the little bitches like you these kids that are
[9:26 - 9:39] out there now nowadays grow up to be even worse than you they grow up to be fucking terrorists
[9:39 - 9:47] they grow up to bully people you're the reason why half these kids end up in fucking jail when
[9:47 - 9:58] they get older because you sit there and you teach them all the wrong things and then you
[9:58 - 10:08] expect them to magically be good you expect them to magically not do this shit no when they see
[10:08 - 10:18] you do that shit they're gonna follow suit oh yeah what part of you don't deserve to be a
[10:18 - 10:27] mother do you not understand why what part of that don't you get what part of you need
[10:27 - 10:36] to quit your bullshit antics do you not understand just quite honestly I'm tired of sitting here
[10:36 - 10:47] being attacked myself I'm tired of watching you attack other people and needs to stop and you're
[10:47 - 10:53] not just attacking me you're attacking other people as well and have attacked other people
[10:53 - 11:01] besides myself and you need to fucking stop you're not lit on this perfect if anything you're
[11:01 - 11:14] the spawn of fucking Satan and honestly your mom and daddy should have beat your fucking ass as
[11:14 - 11:22] a child because maybe then you learn some fucking respect and you wouldn't do the shit that you
[11:22 - 11:32] fucking do maybe if your mommy and daddy had a fucking backbone and disciplined you you wouldn't
[11:32 - 11:40] be doing this shit see when I got busted as a kid when I did when I did something bad and I know
[11:40 - 11:46] all y'all that are around my age know this fact everybody who's around my age has had this happen
[11:46 - 11:55] to them at one time or another see when I was growing up if I did something bad you know what
[11:55 - 12:04] happened to me I got my ass whipped with a belt I got my ass beat with a damn belt if I did
[12:04 - 12:19] something bad I got my ass spanked as a kid just like any other kid and I know most kids
[12:19 - 12:26] from the 90s can relate most people that are around my age that were born in the 90s they
[12:26 - 12:32] got their butt speed as a kid if you did something bad you got that belt outside your backside you
[12:32 - 12:38] got the hand upside your backside you got that paddle upside your backside because you did
[12:38 - 12:51] something you weren't supposed to do there's nothing wrong with that but it's people like
[12:51 - 13:05] you that are a cancer to this fucking platform you sit here and you bully people so far that
[13:05 - 13:18] have time they either are want to take their lives or they end up taking their lives like I said
[13:18 - 13:27] because of you you don't bitch I got put on the edge of suicide twice because of you now how do
[13:27 - 13:36] you think that would look if I actually did take my life you would be the one at fault you would
[13:36 - 13:45] be the one responsible nobody else you would be the one responsible my blood would be on your
[13:45 - 13:56] forehands not Marty's not Chris K is nobody else's but yours and you say that I'm a bad guy what I
[13:56 - 14:06] did is nothing and I mean nothing compare to the hellish nightmare that you pulled me through for
[14:06 - 14:18] months and months now for the past four months you put me in an endless fucking nightmare all
[14:18 - 14:26] because you feel like the cops aren't doing their job bitch get a grip they did their job you just
[14:26 - 14:38] don't want to let shit go and did you not realize that I can have you arrested really fucking fast
[14:38 - 14:48] for the shit that you're doing do you not realize that what you're doing is not only gangstalking
[14:48 - 15:07] not only is it terrorism but it's also cyberbullying defamation of character attempted murder and you
[15:07 - 15:19] want to sit there run your mouth about me like you are sitting there running your mouth about me
[15:19 - 15:31] like seriously I'm tired of living in this endless fucking number hell I can't even open up my own
[15:31 - 15:40] shop and make a living off of what I love to do because of you because of you I'm stuck not
[15:40 - 15:47] being able to make money doing what I enjoy all because I know for a fact that the minute I get
[15:47 - 15:53] a setup what are you gonna do you're gonna come right in and you're gonna shut it down and I
[15:53 - 16:04] know why cuz you're afraid you're afraid that if I get money that I am gonna get a lawyer and you
[16:04 - 16:10] don't want that you don't want me to get alert because you want to be able to continue to bully
[16:10 - 16:21] me that's all it is is you want to be able to continue to bully me so you're cutting off every
[16:21 - 16:31] single thing that you can to keep me from doing shit and quite honestly I'm tired of being bullied
[16:31 - 16:40] by you and all your little fucking friends okay I'm seriously fucking tired of it you need to
[16:40 - 16:50] grow up you dumb bitch get a fucking life and stop bullying people no one deserves to be bullied
[16:50 - 16:58] the way that you bully me if you're gonna go after real pedophiles go after somebody like Tony
[16:58 - 17:09] alright go after somebody like him or saucy boy who are actually known pedophiles go after them
[17:09 - 17:24] attack them why you gotta go after me and my friends and my family and my real fucking life
[17:24 - 17:35] I don't get it I don't deserve what you fuck you're going through nobody deserves that no one
[17:35 - 17:45] deserves the hell that you fucking put them through you think it's easy for me to walk down
[17:45 - 17:50] to the store now no because of you I can't even walk down to the goddamn corner store without
[17:50 - 18:03] getting stared at or without getting smirked at or looked at funny anything I like that no I hate
[18:03 - 18:14] that shit like I can't even walk down to the goddamn corner store without someone popping off
[18:14 - 18:24] their mouth at me a couple times I was kind of fucking fighting because of it and it's all
[18:24 - 18:33] your fucking fault well yes what I did was fucked up the difference between me and you I came out
[18:33 - 18:41] and admitted my wrongs I came out and admitted what I did was fucked up and I've been trying
[18:41 - 18:48] to better myself I've been trying to better myself but you keep on dragging me down and
[18:48 - 18:54] dragging me down to where I make these death threats towards you and your family I sit there
[18:54 - 19:05] and I fired back at you because you fucking deserve it you deserve to be fired back at for
[19:05 - 19:14] everyone that you've gone after you deserve that a taste to your own goddamn medicine you want to
[19:14 - 19:20] sit there bully somebody well guess what bitch I can play that game right back and I could do
[19:20 - 19:30] it better so you want to sit there and bully someone go ahead bring it because all you are
[19:30 - 19:38] is a pussy-ass coward hiding in a goddamn computer screen like a bitch you talk all
[19:38 - 19:45] tough be on a fucking computer screen but in real life bitch you ain't jack shit you're
[19:45 - 19:53] just like every other fucking troll that tries to come at me you ain't shit you talk all better
[19:53 - 19:59] gonna be on a computer screen and yeah you might be able to do this and the other so fucking what
[19:59 - 20:13] so what in real life you and I both know you ain't jack shit to be honest with you all you
[20:13 - 20:21] are is a deadbeat mom who don't deserve her fucking kids you don't deserve to be a mother
[20:21 - 20:32] all the shit you fucking do is stupid and childish what you told me to grow up why don't
[20:32 - 20:38] you grow up bitch you point the finger at me watch point the finger at yourself
[20:38 - 20:59] and there you go getting your little bitch friends after me there you fucking go getting
[20:59 - 21:10] your pussy-ass friends after me why don't you admit it Kate you're a bully a punk ass bitch ass
[21:10 - 21:27] bully that's all you are you're a fucking bully who attacks people you get paid to bully people
[21:27 - 21:38] and it's disgusting like you sit there and you go after people and you bully them and you get
[21:38 - 21:48] paid to do it and it's disturbing and it's fucked up and it needs to stop because to be quite
[21:48 - 21:54] honest with you I'm tired of being pushed around I'm tired of being bullied by you and your little
[21:54 - 22:04] fucking friends all over social media in real life I'm fucking tired of it I don't deserve that shit
[22:04 - 22:14] I don't deserve what you put me through anything from one fucking second that I'm not gonna come
[22:14 - 22:22] after you and your whole goddamn team of friends and everyone in your family that agrees with what
[22:22 - 22:30] you're doing you're dead-ass wrong cuz I am gonna legally take action against you first fucking
[22:30 - 22:36] chance I get it might not be today might not be tomorrow but let me tell you right now bitch
[22:36 - 22:45] keep doing what you're doing keep doing what you're fucking doing cuz I could probably shoot
[22:45 - 22:56] this right the fuck now I do plan on taking action against you because what you are is a bully what
[22:56 - 23:10] you are is a harassing evil monster of a bully you have no remorse see I have no record of doing
[23:10 - 23:20] what you say I did I have no record of that but you on the other hand oh you got a long ass fucking
[23:20 - 23:30] record you got a record longer than my goddamn arm bitch trust me I looked into your history I know
[23:30 - 23:40] what the fuck you did and trust me you don't think the courts aren't gonna look at that
[23:40 - 23:52] you don't think the cops are gonna look at that well news flash bitch they are gonna look at
[23:52 - 24:08] that and you don't think they're gonna take that into consideration like you don't think they're
[24:08 - 24:16] gonna take into consideration your history your record what you've done to me what you've done
[24:16 - 24:22] to other people you don't think they're not gonna look at that shit you don't think they're gonna
[24:22 - 24:28] take a look at Huey Farms and what you did to me on there or Facebook and what you do to me on
[24:28 - 24:37] there every day or how you had Rick Crews sent in my house ready to beat my ass you don't think
[24:37 - 24:44] they're not gonna look at that shit well yes I admit me doing death threats towards you and your
[24:44 - 24:53] family is wrong I'll admit that but who's the one that put me there in that position who's the one
[24:53 - 25:01] that kept bullying me to that point you think I wanted to be that way you think I like doing
[25:01 - 25:10] that shit fuck no burger boy here I could tell you for a fucking fact he could tell you for a
[25:10 - 25:16] fucking fact that outside of your bullshit I'm not like that
[25:16 - 25:31] how my best friend Chuck that you claim is my enemy when really is not the man who knows
[25:31 - 25:42] me better than anyone in the world the man that has known me since 2009 before I started YouTube
[25:42 - 25:59] knows how I am now let me tell you he agrees his roommate agrees their whole entire family agrees
[25:59 - 26:10] that what you are is a punk ass bitch and a bully and quite honestly you need to get your fucking
[26:10 - 26:21] head checked you really do you need to get fucking help you say I need help bitch who's the one
[26:21 - 26:33] going around bullying people that's you you're the one that needs help not me you're the one
[26:33 - 26:44] that needs to quit this bullshit not me you think I like being trolled you think I like the trolls
[26:44 - 26:57] no I don't the one thing I hate even more than fucking trolls are bullies like you that go after
[26:57 - 27:05] people for no reason except for fucking numbers and fucking views that's the only reason why you
[27:05 - 27:28] do all this shit is for fucking numbers for views and it's disgusting like you sit there and you
[27:28 - 27:42] attack me over and over and over and over and over and over again and yet you expect me to just sit
[27:42 - 27:50] there and take it a person can only take so much before they finally lash out and say something
[27:50 - 28:04] okay here I am right now calling your fucking fake ass out I'm calling your fake ass the fuck
[28:04 - 28:14] out you and your fat ass Oh piece of a bitch of a husband who helps you with this shit I'm calling
[28:14 - 28:25] you and your whole goddamn crew out every last one of you I'll call you the fuck out you want
[28:25 - 28:34] to sit there and bully someone I'm right here bitch guess guess what all that bullying that
[28:34 - 28:40] you're doing to me guess what that's gonna lead you it's all gonna lead her right back to your
[28:40 - 28:56] arrest so believe me when I say this it would be in your best interest to shut the fuck up
[28:56 - 29:04] and back off and quit what you're doing I don't deserve what you put me through this endless
[29:04 - 29:15] nightmare you got me in you don't think that shit doesn't fuck with me you don't think there
[29:15 - 29:25] are days where I just want to go the fuck away and end my life and disappear for good you don't
[29:25 - 29:32] think there are days where I sit down bawling my fucking eyes out because of the fucking nightmare
[29:32 - 29:39] that you put me in you don't think there are days where I don't want to take that knife to my
[29:39 - 29:46] throat and end my life because of what you put me through well let me tell you right now bitch
[29:46 - 29:57] there's plenty of days like that 20 and you're the one that puts me there this nightmare that
[29:57 - 30:09] you got me in needs to stop I don't deserve this I don't deserve what you did to me I don't
[30:09 - 30:19] deserve this kind of harassment after I came clean and admitted my wrongs you should have let it
[30:19 - 30:28] go but instead what did you do you decided to attack my friends and family made websites
[30:28 - 30:38] about me merchandise about me meme videos about me got other youtubers to attack me people that
[30:38 - 30:50] I used to look up to are now attacking me all because of you and you think I asked for this no
[30:50 - 31:15] I didn't hold on guys we are back yeah
[31:15 - 34:25] you
[34:25 - 34:36] with dogs and fresh-rooting water. But wait, my thing about this is, I don't understand
[34:36 - 34:43] why you have to feel like you have to continue to harass me. Like, why do you feel like you
[34:43 - 34:52] have to continue to bully me? I don't get it. Like, you sit there and bully me, but
[34:52 - 35:01] yet, in your eyes, I'm the bad guy, but yet, you're the one bullying me. You're the one
[35:01 - 35:07] continuing on the harassment. While I'm over here trying to live my life, you're over here
[35:07 - 35:22] continuing on this harassment. It needs to stop, Kate. It really does need to stop. Like,
[35:22 - 35:32] I'm over here trying to live my life in fucking peace. And I'll admit, what I did was wrong.
[35:32 - 35:40] I'll admit that. But what you've done to me is far worse. What you've done to me is far
[35:40 - 35:52] fucking worse. You caused my father, my biological father, to lose his job. You almost caused
[35:52 - 35:58] my stepdad his. You caused me my job. And then you proceed to attack my friends and
[35:58 - 36:09] family. And then when they side with me, you call them a pedophile sympathizer. Wait, what
[36:09 - 36:16] the fuck? You sit there and you point the finger at me, but really you should be pointing
[36:16 - 36:27] the finger at yourself. You attack me, but yet, I'm supposedly, now tell me how this
[36:27 - 36:39] works. You attack me, but yet, I'm the bully for exposing you for who you are. You bully
[36:39 - 36:48] me and yet, I tell people the truth about you, but yet, I'm the bad guy. I show people
[36:48 - 36:58] how you're a bully, yet, I'm the bad guy. You paint me as a villain, but yet, you're
[36:58 - 37:04] the one doing the bullying. You're the one doing the harassment. You're the one doing
[37:04 - 37:14] the badgering. You're the one doing the blackmailing, but yet, I'm the bad guy. Now, tell me how
[37:14 - 37:24] that fucking works. Exactly. You bully someone, but yet, that person that you bully is supposedly
[37:24 - 37:34] the bad guy. Like, how does that make any sense? That makes no fucking sense. You badger
[37:34 - 37:55] and bully someone, but yet, you want to paint them out to be the bad guy. Why do you think
[37:55 - 38:05] I stand up against bullying? Why do you think that there are programs out there made to
[38:05 - 38:15] help people like myself who have been bullied by people like you? Why do you think so many
[38:15 - 38:24] musicians go against bullying? Why do you think so many fucking music artists in bands
[38:24 - 38:31] such as Disturbed, Five Finger Death Punch, Suicide Silence, Linkin Park, Lip Biscuit,
[38:31 - 38:39] Papa Roach, The Us, The Doors, all of these different people that are artists in bands,
[38:39 - 38:45] why do you think they all stand up against bullying? Why do you think bands like Godsmack
[38:45 - 38:57] wrote the song Scars? Because of bullies like you and what you put people like me through
[38:57 - 39:23] every fucking day so that we have just even a little shred of fucking hope.
[39:23 - 39:43] And trust me, if they knew the truth, they actually would. And that's what really confuses
[39:43 - 39:53] me right there is that. That right there is what confuses the living fuck out of me. That
[39:53 - 40:00] right there is what confuses the fuck out of me. Y'all don't want to let go of what
[40:00 - 40:10] I did. And that confuses me. Y'all are so quick to attack me and so quick to not let
[40:10 - 40:23] go of the situation but yet you want to let Kate do what she does. That makes no sense
[40:23 - 40:32] to me at all. Like since when does bullying someone because they do something wrong become
[40:32 - 40:46] okay? Since when did harassing someone and their family become okay? Since when did defaming,
[40:46 - 41:09] bashing, employing someone become okay? It doesn't make any fucking sense to me. You
[41:09 - 41:16] sit there and you talk all this mad shit on me. But yeah, really, you need to look in
[41:16 - 41:23] the fucking mirror. Because it's bullies like you that I stand against and will continue
[41:23 - 41:28] to stand against in the end of fucking time. That's how I'm down the ground. I'm going
[41:28 - 41:34] to continue to call you out. I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those
[41:34 - 41:40] that are bullied. I'm going to continue to be the voice for those like me that get bullied.
[41:40 - 41:46] And if you don't like it, well, guess what, bitch? Fuck you and your little bully troll
[41:46 - 42:14] friends.
[42:14 - 42:42] Okay. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to
[42:42 - 42:52] get bullied. This song right here. This song right here is for those that do get bullied.
[42:52 - 43:10] For those like me who have been bullied by kids and people like her. Because this song
[43:10 - 43:18] is a very good representation of the dark mindset that we get put in. So, anybody out
[43:18 - 43:24] there that has been bullied, that has been belittled, that has been bashed on, that
[43:24 - 43:40] has been harassed or gang stalked, this is for you.
[43:40 - 44:05] So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get
[44:05 - 44:33] bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going
[44:33 - 44:51] back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied.
[44:51 - 45:16] So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get
[45:16 - 45:44] bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going
[45:44 - 45:57] to get bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that
[45:57 - 46:04] are not going to get bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for
[46:04 - 46:12] those that are not going to get bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and
[46:12 - 46:23] stand up for those that are not going to get bullied.
[46:23 - 46:39] So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get
[46:39 - 46:59] bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going
[46:59 - 47:12] to get bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that
[47:12 - 47:20] are not going to get bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for
[47:20 - 47:28] those that are not going to get bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and
[47:28 - 47:47] stand up for those that are not going to get bullied.
[47:47 - 48:09] So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get
[48:09 - 48:36] bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going
[48:36 - 48:42] to get bullied.
[48:42 - 49:00] So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get
[49:00 - 49:21] bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going
[49:21 - 49:42] to get bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that
[49:42 - 50:00] are not going to get bullied. So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for
[50:00 - 50:09] those that are not going to get bullied.
[50:09 - 50:29] So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get
[50:29 - 50:52] bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going
[50:52 - 51:08] to be bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are
[51:08 - 51:32] not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those
[51:32 - 51:58] that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand
[51:58 - 52:16] up for those that are not going to get bullied.
[52:16 - 52:46] So, I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get
[52:46 - 53:06] bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going
[53:06 - 53:32] to be bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are
[53:32 - 53:51] not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those
[53:51 - 54:16] that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand
[54:16 - 54:31] up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and
[54:31 - 54:46] stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight
[54:46 - 54:59] back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue
[54:59 - 55:14] to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going
[55:14 - 55:30] to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied,
[55:30 - 55:44] so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get
[55:44 - 55:54] bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going
[55:54 - 56:04] to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are
[56:04 - 56:12] not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those
[56:12 - 56:19] that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand
[56:19 - 56:26] up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and
[56:26 - 56:35] stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight
[56:35 - 56:41] back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue
[56:41 - 56:55] to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going
[56:55 - 57:15] to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied,
[57:15 - 57:36] so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to
[57:36 - 57:50] get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not
[57:50 - 57:59] going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that
[57:59 - 58:14] are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for
[58:14 - 58:24] those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and
[58:24 - 58:29] stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight
[58:29 - 58:48] back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to
[58:48 - 59:14] fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to
[59:14 - 59:35] continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm
[59:35 - 59:43] going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied,
[59:43 - 59:55] so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to
[59:55 - 60:02] get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are
[60:02 - 60:08] not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those
[60:08 - 60:18] that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand
[60:18 - 60:30] up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and
[60:30 - 60:48] stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight
[60:48 - 60:55] back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to
[60:55 - 61:06] fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to
[61:06 - 61:14] continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm
[61:14 - 61:24] going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied,
[61:24 - 61:35] so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to
[61:35 - 61:45] get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going
[61:45 - 61:57] to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are
[61:57 - 62:13] not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand up for those
[62:13 - 62:25] that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and stand
[62:25 - 62:34] up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight back and
[62:34 - 62:42] stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to fight
[62:42 - 62:57] back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to continue to
[62:57 - 63:20] fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm going to
[63:20 - 63:41] continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied, so I'm
[63:41 - 63:48] going to continue to fight back and stand up for those that are not going to get bullied,
[63:48 - 63:59] but the truth is I'm not. Every day is a waking, fucking, living, breathing nightmare for me.
[63:59 - 64:03] Every day is a breathing nightmare for me, an endless nightmare that never ends over
[64:03 - 64:13] and over and over again, and what's so fucked up about it is that the police and the FBI
[64:13 - 64:22] won't do a damn thing to stop it. Yes, I get what I did was wrong, but I was mad enough
[64:22 - 64:34] to come out and admit my wrongdoings. I was mad enough to come out and say, "Hey, I was
[64:34 - 64:40] wrong in doing what I did," and ever since then I've been trying to move on. The Mass
[64:40 - 64:49] Hall reports over here want to continue to bully me and bash on me and attack my friends
[64:49 - 64:58] and family, but yet in her eyes I'm the bad guy when she's the one harassing me day in
[64:58 - 65:19] and day out, day in and day out, relentlessly. And you think it's easy living this way?
[65:19 - 65:27] It's not. It's not easy living with a nightmare that you have to face every day of the fucking
[65:27 - 65:41] week. And this song right here describes what I want more than anything in the world.
[65:43 - 65:59] This song right here describes what I want more than anything in the fucking world.
[65:59 - 66:17] I want to see those R.I.P. Chesters going in the fucking comments.
[66:17 - 66:35] It's not. It's not. It's not. It's not. It's not. It's not. It's not.
[66:35 - 66:45] And I love those I hate. So talk to me. I want to be in the energy. I want to be in the
[66:45 - 66:51] energy. That's all I need. Maybe someday I'll meet just like you. I said, "Oh, you like
[66:51 - 66:55] you do. Run away over the roof. I caught you." I remember that getting re-learned used to me,
[66:55 - 67:00] calling me songs, to be generous, but you know that's the ground you're welcome. And now you see
[67:00 - 67:05] how crying is all along. I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you. I'm going to go
[67:05 - 67:10] do this. I'm going to replace the beat you breathe. I'm going to place the rest. I'm so sick of the
[67:10 - 67:14] tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you. I'm going to go do this. I'm going to replace the beat
[67:14 - 67:26] you breathe. I'm going to place the rest. I want to be in the energy. I want to be in the energy.
[67:26 - 67:32] I want to be in the energy. I want to be in the energy. I want to be in the energy.
[67:32 - 67:41] Try to take the best of me. Go away you. Try to take the best of me. Go away you. Try to take the best of me.
[67:41 - 67:52] Go away you. Try to take the best of me. Go away you. Try to take the best of me. Go away you. Try to take the best of me.
[67:52 - 68:02] Go away you. Try to take the best of me. Go away you. Try to take the best of me. Go away.
[68:02 - 68:27] I want to be in the energy. I want to be in the energy. I want to be in the energy.
[68:27 - 68:35] I want to be in the energy. I want to be in the energy. Try to take the best of me. Go away you. Try to take the best of me.
[68:35 - 68:43] I want to be in the energy. Try to take the best of me. Go away you. Try to take the best of me. Go away you. Try to take the best of me.
[68:43 - 68:58] Now I do have a brand new song out that I've not recorded yet that I do want to do for you guys.
[68:59 - 69:27] It's too dark in here. I need to get out.
[69:27 - 69:31] Just take a deep breath. Eminence mix.
[69:31 - 69:36] I don't know man. We'll have to wait and see.
[69:36 - 69:44] This is my brand new song called "Stars" and you guys are the first to hear it too.
[69:44 - 69:45] It's too dark in here. It's too dark in here too.
[69:45 - 69:49] It's too dark in here too.
[69:49 - 70:05] I knew what you could be.
[70:05 - 70:06] What you could be.
[70:06 - 70:52] I knew what you could be.
[70:52 - 71:17] I ain't tryin' to tell me off, through the bad guy, to this man, I'm the one, with the scores on my face, on my body, Italy, and emotion, and it's broken down, every day, at the time, I just wanna pull the trigger, go the fuck away, I'll just stick with all of this, even if darkness taking over me, all because of what everybody thinks of me.
[71:18 - 71:47] I'm so sick of wearin' this, motherfuckin' scores, like a bad you wanna know, body really understands, what it's like to see me, comin' up and up to me, I'm here, seein' what I gotta do, tryin' to make a living for me and my motherfuckin' family, I'm some sexual scientist, goin' to bed, put my pillow back, go, all the fuckin' tears, get 'em cryin' every day, livin' in this endless nightmare.
[71:48 - 72:12] At the time, I wanna take the knife, so I dip, tryin' to cross my foot before, let my neck be down, or maybe I should take the snooze, hangin' from the ceiling, tired of shit, so tight, and let my neck loose, maybe I should take that gun, put the border too, try the motherfuckin' chamber, let that shit go, let the fuckin' borders let my training go.
[72:13 - 72:42] I'm so sick, tired of all this negativity, everybody's facein' on me every day, nobody really understands, what it's like to be on me, kid, with nothing goin' for you, except what you could, I got my rock, got my music, got my bracelet, I can fuck with you, but then, when I turn on, I start dannin' on this fuckin' thing, everybody wants to tear me down, like a bitch.
[72:42 - 72:45] Who the fuck are you to tear me down?
[72:45 - 73:11] Why do you gotta be the one to attack me now, I don't understand it, this is why I got in this fuckin' scene, I came up in this team, and help people like me, cuz I know all the fights will be, blowin' on the fuckin', really every day, walkin' to school, walkin' through cats, havin' time, somebody who is ready to kick my fuckin' ass, have a drink,
[73:11 - 73:29] have a talk, I just listen, that will fuck me down, ain't no turn around, don't realize, have these eyes for shit, we'll never fuckin' act, that was turnt, up on high voltage, now I don't see a fuckin' end, I don't see a fuckin' end to any of this fuckin' shit.
[73:29 - 73:39] Tryna find my way through the door, but I can't see an end, I don't even know where to start.
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Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1287' on August 17th, 2024
