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2021-7-13 fall From Grace


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on February 7th, 2023
Original upload date: July 13th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
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[0:53 - 1:00] There we go. Don't know why I wasn't showing.
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[1:22 - 1:26] Now, you guys ready for a good time this evening?
[1:26 - 1:34] [Silence]
[1:34 - 1:43] If so, good. If not, well, too fucking bad. You're stuck with a good time anyway.
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[1:51 - 1:53] Do you have a ride?
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[11:05 - 11:07] You guys know this one.
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[15:19 - 15:21] Now this one is by the same band.
[15:21 - 15:23] It's a little bit more of an unknown track.
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[20:07 - 20:13] Now this next one is for someone very very important to me.
[20:13 - 20:19] Someone who I didn't know was a part of my life.
[20:19 - 20:23] Maybe I didn't know just a few months ago.
[20:23 - 20:25] Why was that actually?
[20:25 - 20:31] I found out that I had a song that my ex, Heather, gave up for adoption.
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[20:37 - 20:45] So, I'd like to dedicate this song to my son.
[20:45 - 20:49] I didn't know I had him until about a second.
[20:49 - 20:53] This song is my child and I know what people are thinking,
[20:53 - 20:58] but this is my way to let him know that, you know, I'm so here and now I do.
[20:58 - 21:03] I do care.
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[21:17 - 21:27] [Music]
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[24:25 - 24:34] I'm going to tell you guys right now, if you guys have lost a son or daughter,
[24:34 - 24:43] the same way that I lost my child, the same way that I lost my child to the system,
[24:43 - 24:48] all because of a bitch of an ex who didn't want me to have my son,
[24:48 - 24:53] if any of you out there lost a child the same way that I did,
[24:53 - 25:01] I want you to know that you're not alone and I know the pain.
[25:01 - 25:06] It hurts me every day knowing that I'll never get to see my kid,
[25:06 - 25:09] knowing that I'll never get to see him grow up,
[25:09 - 25:14] knowing that I'll be missing birthdays, holidays, you fucking name it.
[25:14 - 25:19] That shit eats at me every fucking day, but I know when he comes of age,
[25:19 - 25:23] I know he'll come looking for me and when that day comes,
[25:23 - 25:27] I can guarantee you I'll be ready.
[25:27 - 25:32] Let me tell you, I'll be giving my son the biggest fucking hug of his whole goddamn life.
[25:32 - 25:34] I can tell you that right now.
[25:34 - 25:41] So if you guys have a child, I want you to hug them tight and let them know that you're there.
[25:41 - 25:46] And if you don't have a child due to a bitch of an ex like mine is,
[25:46 - 25:53] I want you to know that you guys have my full condolences and that I know the pain that you're going through.
[25:53 - 25:59] No parent deserves that shit.
[25:59 - 26:04] The only picture I have of my son is his ultrasound picture.
[26:04 - 26:33] That's the only photo I have of my son. And that hurts a lot.
[26:33 - 27:02] Thank you.
[27:02 - 27:31] I'm DeForest Brown Jr., also known as Speaker Music, and I am solid black.
[27:31 - 84:07] Thank you.
[84:07 - 84:08] All right.
[84:08 - 84:09] Give me just a minute.
[84:09 - 84:12] Here's one number where you can hit me up at.
[84:12 - 84:36] Just text me on this number, and then I'll text you for myself.
[84:36 - 85:05] Just text me on that number, and yeah.
[85:05 - 85:06] All right.
[85:06 - 85:10] Go ahead and text me right now, and then I'll hit you up as soon as I get the text.
[85:10 - 85:11] All right.
[85:11 - 85:14] So I'll catch you guys in the extreme, guys.
[85:14 - 85:17] Hopefully, you all did enjoy it again, like I was saying.
[85:17 - 85:18] Hopefully, you guys do it.
[85:18 - 85:19] I know I did.
[85:19 - 85:22] So I'll catch you guys tomorrow, Shayna.
[85:22 - 85:23] I'll text you in a minute.
[85:23 - 85:26] And after we met you all, I decided to quit.
[85:26 - 85:28] I'll catch you on Facebook, bro.
[85:28 - 85:30] But after we met you all, I'll fucking love you guys.
[85:30 - 85:32] I'll catch you all there, man.
[85:32 - 85:35] Peace.
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Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1316' on August 13th, 2024