2021-7-12 RISE FROM THE ASHES

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[0:33 - 0:36] - What's up everybody, y'all already know who it is.
[0:36 - 0:51] How the hell is it really, man?
[0:51 - 1:00] So, I have something to speak about
[1:00 - 1:02] while I'm doing this show.
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[1:04 - 1:14] Yo Fox, what up?
[1:14 - 1:20] I got you, Jamie.
[1:20 - 1:25] Shot the chain coming back into the fold too, man.
[1:25 - 1:25] What up, Jamie?
[1:32 - 1:35] But before I start this show off,
[1:35 - 1:39] I want to call out a certain fucking two assholes.
[1:39 - 1:44] One by the name of Tyreese Neds
[1:44 - 1:46] and the other,
[1:46 - 1:53] punk ass Jones.
[1:53 - 1:58] AKA, Raleigh Jones.
[2:00 - 2:03] See, you motherfuckers didn't give you just
[2:03 - 2:07] waltz around and talk shit and abuse my friends
[2:07 - 2:10] and then try to get a contract on them
[2:10 - 2:13] to continue your bullshit.
[2:13 - 2:16] Nah, motherfuckers don't work like that.
[2:16 - 2:21] See, I know your history, Tyreese.
[2:21 - 2:25] I know your history, motherfucker
[2:25 - 2:29] about how you have a warrant for your arrest.
[2:30 - 2:34] I know about the abuse that you put Jen through.
[2:34 - 2:38] Oh, and just for the record,
[2:38 - 2:40] I do find this funny shot at the gym
[2:40 - 2:43] for filming it on this.
[2:43 - 2:45] You claim that you're a badass,
[2:45 - 2:49] but dude, your balls ain't even dropped yet, dude.
[2:49 - 2:52] So how can you sit there and call yourself a man
[2:52 - 2:55] when your balls ain't even dropped yet, bro?
[2:56 - 3:00] My dog, your balls ain't even dropped yet.
[3:00 - 3:02] Why come the fuck on?
[3:02 - 3:04] And you call yourself a man?
[3:04 - 3:10] You call yourself a man
[3:10 - 3:13] when your balls ain't even dropped yet, Tyreese.
[3:13 - 3:17] And you want to sit there and call yourself a man
[3:17 - 3:20] when you abuse women
[3:20 - 3:22] and you go after them for no fucking reason.
[3:22 - 3:26] And what Jen right here watching,
[3:26 - 3:28] I'm gonna tell you exactly what I told her.
[3:28 - 3:31] Your fucking faggot ass is lucky I wasn't there
[3:31 - 3:34] when you did what you did.
[3:34 - 3:36] 'Cause otherwise, I would have put you
[3:36 - 3:40] on your motherfucking ass straight up.
[3:40 - 3:42] You don't ever put your hands on a woman
[3:42 - 3:44] like that, motherfucker.
[3:44 - 3:47] You don't ever do that shit.
[3:47 - 3:51] 'Cause let me tell you right now,
[3:51 - 3:54] Jen didn't deserve that shit
[3:54 - 3:57] that you or all your little friends did to her
[3:57 - 3:59] over the past week.
[3:59 - 4:02] So this first one...
[4:22 - 4:25] Before I start off this Scratch session,
[4:25 - 4:31] let's start it off
[4:31 - 4:36] with this.
[4:50 - 4:53] This is for everyone out there who has been abused.
[4:53 - 4:56] Jen, that includes you.
[4:56 - 5:00] This is my boy, Christian James.
[5:00 - 5:02] Shout out to Christian on this one, brother.
[5:02 - 5:12] ? You boys here to tell yourself you're fine ?
[5:12 - 5:13] ? You know it's time to tell me ?
[5:13 - 5:15] ? You can't step me out of the line ?
[5:15 - 5:16] ? You know that you're the prince ?
[5:16 - 5:17] ? You're getting your name down ?
[5:17 - 5:20] ? A little girl here, these hands on your knees ?
[5:20 - 5:21] ? These little chicka-meets ?
[5:21 - 5:22] ? That it's not even a spell ?
[5:22 - 5:24] ? Good drugs on your jaw ?
[5:24 - 5:25] ? Good ways and talk ?
[5:25 - 5:28] ? Good, good, good, and you're gonna learn much better ?
[5:28 - 5:29] ? You're gonna eat your meat and you're gonna eat the ground ?
[5:29 - 5:31] ? You're afraid to hold your head up ?
[5:31 - 5:32] ? You're gonna be a god ?
[5:32 - 5:33] ? Delaying humanity ?
[5:33 - 5:36] ? It's like a fairy tale turning into a tragedy ?
[5:36 - 5:37] ? You think you're the one who's happy ?
[5:37 - 5:39] ? You're afraid of ?
[5:39 - 5:39] ? You're gonna be afraid to live in a cycle ?
[5:39 - 5:41] ? You're afraid to understand from ?
[5:41 - 5:42] ? You're scared to live in ?
[5:42 - 5:47] ? You think you love one way ?
[5:47 - 8:27] [INAUDIBLE]
[8:27 - 8:36] That have been broken down the same way that both me and Jenny have, man.
[8:36 - 8:44] This next one is for you guys, because we've all felt this way at one point or another in our fucking lives.
[8:44 - 8:54] So this one right here is for anyone out there that has felt that pain after going through an abusive relationship.
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[12:50 - 13:12] Let me tell you right now, man, that song right there is for anyone out there who has been in that position of an abusive relationship, who has gone through hell, who has had those thoughts in their fucking head just as I have and just as people like Jenny go through every fucking day.
[13:12 - 13:22] So shots of ones that are staying strong, people like fucking Jenny, who's in the comments right now, man, every one of you motherfuckers are stronger than you know.
[13:22 - 13:26] You guys are fucking stronger than you fucking realize.
[13:26 - 13:31] And you motherfuckers are the reason why I do what I do because I've been in that position.
[13:31 - 13:33] I've been through abuse.
[13:33 - 13:54] And let me tell you if I can escape it, so can you.
[13:54 - 14:03] Matter of fact, this song right here is a song that helped me to escape my abusive relationships.
[14:03 - 14:08] And hopefully this song does the same for you that it did for me.
[14:08 - 14:33] This is Witness the Addiction by Suicide Silence.
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[19:48 - 19:51] I want to tell you guys right the fuck now, man.
[19:51 - 19:57] If you are going through that, man, and you feel like you're on the edge because of an abusive relationship,
[19:57 - 20:04] that's why that song I just did called Witness the Addiction means so much to me.
[20:04 - 20:08] Because when you're being abused, it's like an addiction.
[20:08 - 20:13] It becomes an addiction if you don't do anything about it.
[20:13 - 20:18] Trust me, I've been there and I can tell you for a fact.
[20:18 - 20:21] That is one addiction that you don't want in your life.
[20:21 - 20:28] Because when you're abused so much, it becomes like an addiction, like a drug, and you begin to like it.
[20:28 - 20:30] Don't begin to like it.
[20:30 - 20:38] And if you do feel like you're on the edge, like I said in that song, fuck tomorrow.
[20:38 - 20:44] Live for today, live for right now, live for this moment, and fight for right now.
[20:44 - 20:50] Because trust me when I say, yeah, it's hard.
[20:50 - 20:52] It's very hard.
[20:52 - 20:57] But trust me when I say, as someone that's meted out himself, you can do it.
[20:57 - 21:02] You can escape whatever abusive relationship you're in.
[21:02 - 21:06] Whether it's physical, mental, emotional, it doesn't matter.
[21:06 - 21:14] At the end of the day, abuse is abuse, and all three are just as bad as the other.
[21:14 - 21:19] So trust me when I say you can't escape it.
[21:19 - 21:23] Trust me, I did it. Jenny did it.
[21:23 - 21:30] Take a look at us.
[21:30 - 21:40] Trust me when I say I've gone through mental and emotional abuse, which in some cases like mine, is far worse than physical.
[21:40 - 21:45] Because that shit leaves you scarred for the rest of your motherfucking life.
[21:45 - 21:59] That shit leaves you broken, destroyed.
[21:59 - 22:04] And at the end of the day, it puts you in places like this.
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[25:13 - 25:24] All right, sounds good. Sounds good, Jim. Be safe.
[25:24 - 25:30] Shout out to Kerry. What's good? Kerry, how are you guys doing? Squishy. What up, man?
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[29:16 - 29:22] I'm going to state this very fucking clear right now, and I want to be very clear on
[29:22 - 29:30] this, man. If any of you know anyone out there that's going through abuse of any kind or
[29:30 - 29:35] bullying of any kind, don't sit there and be fucking silent. Help them out of that
[29:35 - 29:41] shit. Show them that they're not alone, because we all need people right now in
[29:41 - 29:48] our corner. People like myself and Jenny, who have gone through abuse, need people
[29:48 - 29:55] like you motherfuckers backing us up and showing us that we got this. So if you see
[29:55 - 30:00] any motherfucker out there going through the same shit that I'm going through or
[30:00 - 30:05] that Jenny went through, don't sit there and be silent about it. Fucking stand up
[30:05 - 30:10] and fucking say something and do something about it and help God for sound because
[30:10 - 30:14] you never know. You could very well end up saving their fucking life.
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