2021-6-4 Where i see myself in 10 Years

[0:10 - 0:23] What's up, guys?
[0:23 - 0:27] I don't apologize for the glitching as I had a time.
[0:27 - 0:33] But, [BLANK_AUDIO]
[0:33 - 0:51] I wanted to speak on a comment that I got a few days ago actually on my five stream.
[0:57 - 1:05] Well, not on my live stream, it was in my comments.
[1:05 - 1:11] And it's something that I do really like them asking which is,
[1:11 - 1:18] where do I see myself in ten years as a YouTuber, as an artist,
[1:18 - 1:21] as a creator, an influencer, where do I see myself?
[1:24 - 1:29] And honestly, that's something I've been really thinking about over the last few
[1:29 - 1:31] weeks and stuff that's been going on.
[1:34 - 1:36] True, that's an interesting one.
[1:41 - 1:45] Where I see myself in ten years, I know it's gonna sound weird.
[1:45 - 1:48] Cuz a lot of people don't think about this.
[1:51 - 1:55] A lot of people don't think about going back to where they began.
[1:55 - 1:58] A lot of people just keep going forward, go forward, go forward.
[1:58 - 2:02] They never take the time to go back, see where they started.
[2:02 - 2:10] And obviously, I do wanna use my platform to help others like
[2:10 - 2:15] myself who have been bullied, who are creatives and
[2:15 - 2:24] artists of any kind, whether they do music or artwork or anything at all.
[2:24 - 2:31] Any kind of creative outlet, I definitely do wanna help others like that.
[2:31 - 2:36] Just like I do with my brother Sean, as you guys know, my brother Sean,
[2:36 - 2:43] he actually has a YouTube channel, he's becoming a very big man, very fast.
[2:43 - 2:47] He's catching up with me very quick, and he's doing very well for himself.
[2:47 - 2:53] He's doing really good, he's gaining traction on his own, and very well too.
[2:53 - 2:59] I'm very proud of him to see where he's going, and to see him coming in.
[2:59 - 3:03] He's doing very well for himself, and so I'm definitely proud of him.
[3:03 - 3:09] I'm definitely proud of my brother for going on his own just as I did,
[3:09 - 3:13] and kicking ass and taking names.
[3:13 - 3:17] But where I see myself in ten years.
[3:17 - 3:28] No, no, Sean's my best friend, that's my brother.
[3:28 - 3:31] Sean's my brother, dude.
[3:31 - 3:34] He's not my dad, that's my brother.
[3:36 - 3:41] But like I said, I see myself helping others out.
[3:41 - 3:57] And see, that's the thing, John, some people, you're fine, dude,
[3:57 - 4:00] you're fine, you didn't know, bro, you're totally fine.
[4:03 - 4:11] But there are different times that actually listen to people,
[4:11 - 4:15] and help people out with their problems,
[4:15 - 4:20] whether it's them feeling like they're on the edge of suicide,
[4:20 - 4:24] or whatever the issue might be.
[4:24 - 4:31] And a lot of people see me as some sort of hero because of that,
[4:31 - 4:36] and they see me as a hero because my music that I do put out,
[4:36 - 4:40] whenever I do music, and I put out these songs,
[4:40 - 4:44] it speaks to them on a deeper level than most
[4:44 - 4:50] because everything I've spoken about in my songs I have gone through.
[4:50 - 4:57] Whether it be suicide attempts, whether it be waking up depressed,
[4:57 - 5:02] being bullied, you know, just feeling like you're worthless.
[5:02 - 5:11] Like I've been there, and I try to show people that I'm a human just like you.
[5:11 - 5:14] You know, I'm a human just like everyone else.
[5:14 - 5:20] I'm not a Superman, I'm not myself,
[5:20 - 5:24] because I've been in those situations.
[5:27 - 5:32] But where I see myself in 10 years is still doing that, you know.
[5:32 - 5:35] Helping others like myself who have been bullied,
[5:35 - 5:39] who have been in abusive relationships,
[5:39 - 5:45] and who have gone through that,
[5:45 - 5:47] and who do enjoy doing artwork,
[5:47 - 5:53] and who do enjoy creating music and being a creative person.
[5:53 - 5:57] I see myself not only helping others with that,
[5:57 - 6:01] but, and I know this is a good song because a lot of people don't think I would do this,
[6:01 - 6:09] but I also would add at some point with that, you know.
[6:09 - 6:12] I would very much love to do that again.
[6:12 - 6:25] Because, you know, making it here, you know, not only shows how I've seen it before,
[6:25 - 6:32] you know, seeing some cool places I've never seen before that I've always wanted to visit.
[6:32 - 6:36] I also, I'm going to be starting up a privateer artwork,
[6:36 - 6:40] tell their stories about, you know, being bullied,