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2021-6-25 stop pointing fingers at the Victim


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on January 25th, 2023
Original upload date: June 25th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 1:05] (keyboard clicking)
[1:06 - 1:10] Y'all trolls seriously need to stop pointing fingers at me.
[1:10 - 1:13] For real.
[1:13 - 1:20] Y'all sit there and point fingers at me like I'm the bad guy.
[1:20 - 1:24] Why aren't you guys taking a look at Kate?
[1:24 - 1:32] Right there in the chat is a fucking article.
[1:32 - 1:34] Go fucking look at this shit.
[1:34 - 1:37] (keyboard clicking)
[1:37 - 1:45] Yes, Dirk, that is very true.
[1:45 - 1:49] Matter of fact, check the article right there for yourself, dude.
[1:49 - 1:58] There's an article right there in the chat that shows she's been arrested for shit like this.
[1:58 - 2:02] She's been arrested for shit like this.
[2:03 - 2:05] And that's not the only article there is.
[2:05 - 2:07] There's tons of them out there.
[2:07 - 2:08] Look them up.
[2:08 - 2:10] Do your research.
[2:10 - 2:18] But yet, y'all want to point fingers at me for one mistake I made that I came clean about.
[2:18 - 2:21] But yet, y'all don't want to point fingers at Kate.
[2:21 - 2:26] Like y'all don't want to point fingers at Kate.
[2:26 - 2:28] It's always, oh, well, you did this one thing.
[2:28 - 2:31] You did this one thing and didn't explain anything.
[2:31 - 2:37] But here's the thing though, dude.
[2:37 - 2:41] Right there, she's done worse.
[2:41 - 2:43] Read the fucking article.
[2:43 - 2:47] Read the fucking article, bro.
[2:47 - 2:50] It's right there in the fucking chat, dude.
[2:50 - 2:52] Right there.
[2:52 - 2:55] And yeah, I may have made a pretty big mistake,
[2:55 - 2:59] but I always made it up to come out and speak out and say,
[2:59 - 3:01] yeah, what I did was fucked up.
[3:01 - 3:02] I get it.
[3:02 - 3:04] I admit what I did was wrong.
[3:04 - 3:05] I admit that.
[3:05 - 3:08] I openly admit what I did was fucked up,
[3:08 - 3:10] and there was no call for it.
[3:10 - 3:12] But I learned my lesson.
[3:12 - 3:19] I done learned my lesson, bro.
[3:19 - 3:24] I paid my fucking dues.
[3:24 - 3:26] I had the cops out here giving me a warning,
[3:26 - 3:30] and I got death threats from 50 million different people,
[3:30 - 3:34] one of which who came out here and threatened my life.
[3:34 - 3:38] Like, dude, if you don't fucking think,
[3:38 - 3:43] if you think I'm bullshitting, here's the link again.
[3:44 - 3:45] Sorry.
[3:45 - 4:04] Let me ask you this.
[4:04 - 4:07] Let me ask you this, Siree, or however you say it.
[4:07 - 4:09] Let me ask you this.
[4:09 - 4:10] Why isn't he?
[4:12 - 4:13] What?
[4:13 - 4:15] No.
[4:15 - 4:19] Sorry.
[4:19 - 4:22] Well, let me ask you guys this.
[4:22 - 4:26] Why does anybody do any stupid shit that they do?
[4:26 - 4:32] Yes, that is a real news outlet.
[4:32 - 4:35] They cover stories like what Kate does.
[4:35 - 4:37] They cover that kind of shit.
[4:40 - 4:44] But the point is, why does anybody do the stupid shit they do?
[4:44 - 4:46] Think about it.
[4:46 - 4:50] Why does anybody do stupid shit they do?
[4:50 - 4:53] You're not always going to get a answer straight up.
[4:53 - 4:57] You're not always going to get a straight up fucking answer.
[4:57 - 5:02] Why I did what I did, I don't understand myself.
[5:02 - 5:05] I don't even know why I did what I did.
[5:05 - 5:06] Was it stupid?
[5:06 - 5:08] Obviously, yes.
[5:08 - 5:10] Did I learn from my mistake?
[5:10 - 5:11] Yes.
[5:11 - 5:13] Have I done it since?
[5:13 - 5:14] No.
[5:14 - 5:19] So, instead of putting your fingers on me,
[5:19 - 5:22] why don't you look into Kate's history, man?
[5:22 - 5:25] Do your fucking research.
[5:26 - 5:29] (keyboard clicking)
[5:29 - 5:46] And in case you guys missed it,
[5:46 - 5:49] right there is the link again.
[5:49 - 5:53] Right fucking there in the chat.
[5:54 - 5:58] So, instead of pointing fingers at me and attacking me,
[5:58 - 6:01] maybe I'll need to start questioning Kate.
[6:01 - 6:03] Start attacking her.
[6:03 - 6:05] Start harassing her.
[6:05 - 6:07] Start blowing her up.
[6:07 - 6:10] Start attacking her livestreams.
[6:10 - 6:13] Start going after her.
[6:13 - 6:18] And leave me the fuck alone, dude.
[6:22 - 6:24] (coughing)
[6:24 - 6:30] And you want to know what else she does?
[6:30 - 6:32] That's a bitch move.
[6:32 - 6:34] Besides that, you all want to know
[6:34 - 6:36] what else the fucking coward does?
[6:36 - 6:42] She can send there a death threat in somebody.
[6:42 - 6:45] She can send somebody a death threat.
[6:45 - 6:50] But yet, when they respond, what does she do?
[6:50 - 6:52] Attach me on the cops like a bitch.
[6:52 - 6:56] And I've proven this on live many times.
[6:56 - 7:03] No, I have seriously proven this shit.
[7:03 - 7:09] Whenever she makes a death threat towards somebody
[7:09 - 7:12] and that person fucking responds,
[7:12 - 7:17] yo, shout out to Clint, what up?
[7:19 - 7:21] That is for a minute, bro.
[7:21 - 7:23] Like, for real, think about this.
[7:23 - 7:31] She sends there and makes death threats towards me, right?
[7:31 - 7:35] She makes death threats towards me.
[7:35 - 7:40] But yet, when I respond,
[7:40 - 7:46] in self-defense, what does she do?
[7:46 - 7:49] She hides behind the cops like a bitch.
[7:49 - 7:55] It don't matter if you're a man or a woman.
[7:55 - 7:58] It don't give you the right to do that shit.
[7:58 - 8:01] It don't give you no goddamn right, bro, none.
[8:01 - 8:05] If you're men enough to threaten you like a man,
[8:05 - 8:06] then guess what?
[8:06 - 8:09] You're gonna get threatened back like a man.
[8:09 - 8:11] It doesn't matter if you're a man or a woman.
[8:11 - 8:12] It don't fucking matter.
[8:12 - 8:15] A death threat is a fucking death threat
[8:15 - 8:16] regardless.
[8:16 - 8:21] Plain as day, it is transparent as fuck.
[8:21 - 8:25] It don't matter if it's a man or a fucking woman.
[8:25 - 8:28] If you're a man enough to send me a death threat,
[8:28 - 8:30] I don't care if you're a man or a woman.
[8:30 - 8:31] Guess what?
[8:31 - 8:34] I'm sending one right the fuck back, bro.
[8:34 - 8:42] What was my logic?
[8:42 - 8:46] I got my hands on the other two, that was a fight or flight moment, bro.
[8:46 - 8:49] She held me hostage in my own fucking bedroom.
[8:49 - 8:51] What else was I gonna do?
[8:51 - 8:55] The bitch held me hostage in my own fucking bedroom
[8:55 - 8:57] and my family knows it.
[8:57 - 9:02] She held me fucking hostage and made it to where I couldn't get out.
[9:02 - 9:05] So what else was I gonna fucking do, huh?
[9:06 - 9:08] I had to do something to fucking fight back.
[9:08 - 9:22] You wanna know why I'm always the victim?
[9:22 - 9:24] You wanna know why?
[9:24 - 9:26] 'Cause a little pussy's like you, man.
[9:26 - 9:34] 'Cause a little fucking pussy's like you, that's why.
[9:34 - 9:39] Motherfuckers that take advantage of me day in and day out,
[9:39 - 9:40] and I'm tired of it.
[9:40 - 9:45] Like, dude, you wanna know why I'm the fuck dumb,
[9:45 - 9:47] and I'll be straight up honest with you.
[9:47 - 9:50] It's because I look different.
[9:50 - 9:52] I look weird.
[9:52 - 9:57] Seriously, I look fucking different.
[9:57 - 9:59] Because of my size.
[9:59 - 10:01] Because of this.
[10:02 - 10:03] Okay.
[10:03 - 10:09] I look like this, and it ain't even my goddamn fault, bro.
[10:09 - 10:11] I was born like this.
[10:11 - 10:14] I was born different, bro.
[10:14 - 10:18] I was born looking different.
[10:18 - 10:21] That's why everybody fucks with me the way they do.
[10:21 - 10:24] Because I look different than the fucking norm.
[10:24 - 10:27] I look different from everyone else.
[10:27 - 10:28] That's why.
[10:29 - 10:30] I look way different.
[10:30 - 10:46] Yeah, you know what, Michael?
[10:46 - 10:47] You are right.
[10:47 - 10:49] I am feel different.
[10:49 - 10:51] I'm short for my size.
[10:51 - 10:54] I'm 5'3", and I'm 30 years old.
[10:54 - 10:57] And yeah, I got hair locks.
[10:57 - 10:58] So what?
[10:58 - 11:05] That doesn't give you the goddamn right, Michael.
[11:05 - 11:07] Let me explain something to you.
[11:07 - 11:10] Something that y'all might not realize.
[11:10 - 11:16] Let me give you a little background story on my real life as a kid.
[11:16 - 11:19] Let me explain to you why I look the way that I look.
[11:19 - 11:21] Maybe then you'll fucking understand.
[11:21 - 11:26] Because this is a story that not a lot of people know about.
[11:27 - 11:30] Not a lot of people know about how I was born.
[11:30 - 11:36] So I'm going to explain it to you in full, okay?
[11:36 - 11:41] The only thing that people know about me is when I was born, I was supposed to die.
[11:41 - 11:44] So I'm going to explain the full situation to you
[11:44 - 11:46] so that maybe you have a better understanding
[11:46 - 11:51] of why I look the way that I do and why I am the way that I am, okay?
[11:51 - 11:55] When I was born, I was born 1 pound 10 ounces.
[11:55 - 12:01] With one kidney and one very severely underdeveloped lump.
[12:01 - 12:06] I was on fucking oxygen until I was 5.
[12:06 - 12:12] And when I was first born, my skin was so translucent and fragile,
[12:12 - 12:14] you know what they had to do?
[12:14 - 12:18] They had to fucking wrap me and goddamn strain wrap.
[12:18 - 12:24] Because my skin was so fucking fragile, it would tear out the fucking touch.
[12:25 - 12:27] That's how fucking premature I was.
[12:27 - 12:31] You barely touch me like that, my skin would fucking tear.
[12:31 - 12:35] So I had to be in a fucking incubator for 6 fucking months.
[12:35 - 12:41] Until my fucking skin was tough enough to be able to actually be touched.
[12:41 - 12:46] So yeah, I looked different.
[12:46 - 12:49] And when I was born, my head was the size of my mom's fist
[12:49 - 12:53] and my legs and arms were the size of her goddamn pinky, man.
[12:54 - 12:56] I shouldn't even survive.
[12:56 - 12:58] I should not have survived.
[12:58 - 13:00] I should have died the day I was born.
[13:00 - 13:04] The day I was born was the day I was supposed to die.
[13:04 - 13:09] And if my mom's had no gun against everything the doctor said,
[13:09 - 13:12] like getting me up and walking and going home,
[13:12 - 13:16] if she had listened to them, I wouldn't be here right now.
[13:16 - 13:22] I wouldn't fucking be here if it wasn't for her.
[13:23 - 13:25] So yeah, I look weird.
[13:25 - 13:27] I've always been the short guy.
[13:27 - 13:30] I've always been the dude that fucking looks weird.
[13:30 - 13:34] I've always been the dude that's different.
[13:34 - 13:37] I've always been the dude that's the outcast.
[13:37 - 13:44] I've always been the dude that just because I look weird, I get bullied.
[13:44 - 13:50] All my life, from the time I was a kid to up to even now,
[13:50 - 13:54] I'm that kid that because I look weird, I get bullied.
[13:54 - 14:02] So go ahead, call me fucking weird.
[14:02 - 14:04] I don't give a shit.
[14:04 - 14:07] Let me tell you, I'm proud of this shit.
[14:07 - 14:09] I'm proud of the scars I've got.
[14:09 - 14:11] I'm proud to be different, man.
[14:11 - 14:14] I'm proud to be me.
[14:17 - 14:22] Because I'd rather be me and be different than be a fucking bitch
[14:22 - 14:25] and a coward like you fucking punks.
[14:25 - 14:38] Because I'd say, man, the day I was born, like I said,
[14:38 - 14:41] the day I was born was the day I was supposed to fucking die, man.
[14:44 - 14:48] I was supposed to die the day I was born.
[14:48 - 14:52] Because I was so small and so premature.
[14:52 - 15:00] But yet, guess what? I fucking survived.
[15:00 - 15:13] But yet, y'all want to sit here and pick on the weird guy that's speaking the truth.
[15:13 - 15:18] You want to attack the short dude who lives a home with his family.
[15:18 - 15:25] You want to attack the weird guy who's got enough courtesy to help take care of his family.
[15:25 - 15:30] You want to attack the weirdo that's out here making big-ass moves doing music,
[15:30 - 15:33] making fucking banger-ass hits.
[15:33 - 15:37] You want to attack the weird guy and troll the weird guy
[15:37 - 15:39] because he looks a little bit different than you.
[15:39 - 15:43] Yeah, I'll admit. I look different from the norm. I get it.
[15:43 - 15:48] I'm short for my age. I should be six foot something, but I'm not.
[15:48 - 15:55] I look like a fucking kid without my fucking goatee. I get it.
[15:55 - 16:00] I get it. I've only got hair on the sides of my head and a little bit in back.
[16:00 - 16:05] I get it. I look fucking weird to you guys. I get that.
[16:08 - 16:13] But that doesn't mean you got to run around and fucking walk all over me.
[16:13 - 16:20] That doesn't mean you got to sit there and troll me or battery or trick me into doing stupid shit.
[16:20 - 16:25] If anything, y'all should be supporting that shit.
[16:25 - 16:31] Y'all should be supporting the fact that I'm different, but I'm out here doing what I got to do.
[16:32 - 16:37] That right there should send a positive-ass message to you guys.
[16:37 - 16:40] It really should.
[16:41 - 16:44] It should send a positive-ass message to you guys.
[16:44 - 16:47] It really should.
[16:48 - 16:58] It should send a positive-ass message to you guys.
[16:58 - 17:00] I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do.
[17:00 - 17:06] It should send a positive-ass message to you guys.
[17:06 - 17:08] I don't know what to do.
[17:08 - 17:16] It should send a positive-ass message to you guys.
[17:16 - 17:21] Hell, I don't see y'all going after this dude right here that I'm about to play for you.
[17:21 - 17:35] I don't see y'all going after this dude, and he's just as different as I am.
[17:35 - 17:45] This dude's just as different as I am.
[17:46 - 18:27] I don't see y'all going after this dude right here that I'm about to play for you guys.
[18:27 - 22:13] [MUSIC]
[22:13 - 22:20] Now, do you guys see a difference between that guy and myself?
[22:20 - 22:21] Do you see a difference?
[22:21 - 22:22] Because I don't.
[22:22 - 22:24] I don't see no difference.
[22:24 - 22:30] That dude has no arms or legs and is fucking shredding it, man.
[22:30 - 22:33] I don't see no difference between me and him.
[22:33 - 22:42] So, if he could do that shit, why hasn't y'all got to go after me?
[22:42 - 22:47] For real, there is no difference between me and them.
[22:47 - 22:54] There is no difference, dude, at all.
[22:54 - 23:00] Bro, I look way different.
[23:00 - 23:04] Dude, I'm five foot three, man.
[23:04 - 23:10] Like, dude, I literally have to stand on a fucking chair to reach the top shelf and shit.
[23:10 - 23:20] I'm five foot motherfucking three, one kidney, one underdeveloped lung, eggs and my out-the-fucking-ass,
[23:20 - 23:23] which I am taking care of, by the way.
[23:23 - 23:26] I've got fucking hair loss all up in here.
[23:26 - 23:29] So, tell me how I'm not different, motherfuckers.
[23:29 - 23:35] Plus, tear it out the arm.
[23:35 - 23:38] So, how am I not different, dude?
[23:38 - 23:42] How am I not different from y'all?
[23:42 - 23:44] For real.
[23:44 - 23:48] Like, how the fuck am I not different?
[23:48 - 23:52] Some of my age should not be going through this.
[23:52 - 23:58] Some of my age or some normal person should not have a goddamn tear it out the wing like this.
[23:58 - 24:02] Like, see, this arm here, I can stretch it out all the way.
[24:02 - 24:07] This one, I can't. This is as far as I can go.
[24:07 - 24:14] Plus, I have a fucking curvature of my goddamn spine, bro.
[24:14 - 24:18] So, you sit there and tell me I'm not different from you.
[24:18 - 24:26] You sit there and tell me for a goddamn second and lie to my face and say that I'm not different from you.
[24:26 - 24:29] I don't look different. I am different.
[24:29 - 24:36] But you want to know something? I rep that shit.
[24:36 - 24:39] Because let me tell you right now, I'm proud to be different, motherfuckers.
[24:39 - 24:48] I'm proud of that shit.
[24:48 - 24:50] I'm proud to be different.
[24:50 - 24:53] Because unlike you, I stand out in a goddamn crowd.
[24:53 - 24:57] Which, guess what? That draws people in to fuck with me, dude.
[24:57 - 25:03] That draws people in to check my goddamn music out.
[25:03 - 25:06] Yeah, I may be a fucking sideshow.
[25:06 - 25:09] That may be true, but guess what?
[25:09 - 25:14] I'm the sideshow that everybody fucking loves, and you cannot sit there and deny that.
[25:15 - 25:17] So, I'm proud to be different from you, man.
[25:17 - 27:35] I'm proud to be different from you, man.
[27:35 - 27:47] ??
[27:47 - 27:49] Purchase your tracks today.
[27:49 - 27:53] ??
[27:53 - 27:54] Yeah.
[27:54 - 41:57] ??
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