2021-6-22 Dont give up (Song)

[0:00 - 0:11] It's like nobody understands the pain in my life. They always want to sit there and attack
[0:11 - 0:20] me and attack me and take from me. I don't understand it. Why me? What did I do to deserve
[0:20 - 0:25] this? Why do I have to be the one to be his boy? Why do I have to be the one that gets
[0:25 - 0:38] bashed on? I don't deserve this. I know. Why you sit there? Everybody always want to
[0:38 - 0:47] sit there and attack me when they don't know my story. Every day when I grew up as a kid,
[0:47 - 0:56] I was putted on a daily toss down, pushed down to the fucking ground. Grew up being
[0:56 - 1:03] told that I would never be anything by all my peers. But here I am up on the mic. Let
[1:03 - 1:13] me make it very fucking clear for you. Let me make you realize what I've been through.
[1:13 - 1:21] I've been through abuse. I've been through hurt. I've been through the pain that you
[1:21 - 1:28] can never understand. It's kinda like when you're being bullied. You're being stabbed
[1:28 - 1:35] in the back. Don't know why I got all these demons running through my head from all the
[1:35 - 1:41] body and then I'll face the night. All of them words that they say just runs through
[1:41 - 1:48] my head at night. Half the time I wonder if I'm gonna make it through another night.
[1:48 - 1:54] Wonder if I'm ever gonna be alright. I don't need this shit. I don't want this shit. I
[1:54 - 2:01] just wish that the Pauline would not believe and just disappear and fucking quit. I don't
[2:01 - 2:07] understand it. I don't need it. I don't want it. Why is it that you can't just go the
[2:07 - 2:15] fuck away. Leave me be. Let me stay in my own name. I did not ask for any of this. All
[2:15 - 2:25] you wanna do is sit there and be a chicken painter. Wanna cry? That's... I'm not that
[2:25 - 2:38] good. Yet you listen to the words that I say. You do. You know you listen to the words
[2:38 - 2:53] that I say. And you know damn well that they're fucking true. You know they're true. So I
[2:53 - 3:11] don't get it. Like why is that? Why is it that you just don't listen to the words that
[3:11 - 3:25] I say and enjoy the music that's being played. I don't get it though. I don't get it at all.
[3:25 - 3:37] But hey it is what it is. Yo I do this for the fucking kid that has been through everything.
[3:37 - 3:44] I do this for the broken ones sitting inside the room crying feeling all alone like they
[3:44 - 3:52] got no one to depend on. I want you to know that you're not alone. I've been through
[3:52 - 3:59] that pain too. I've had a night till my throat had a gun to my head. Had a pin to my throat
[3:59 - 4:07] ready to end my fucking life. Ready to throw it all away with the blink of an eye. Because
[4:07 - 4:11] of everything that I've been through. The bullying I went on. The torture that went
[4:11 - 4:20] on. I've been there. I want you to know that you're not alone. It don't be okay. Please
[4:20 - 4:29] I'm begging you. Put down that knife. Put down that rope. Put down the pills that you
[4:29 - 4:36] want to end your life with. Man you can make it through another night. Don't give up. Everything
[4:36 - 4:43] will be alright. Fuck this little bitch ass. Wanna be haters acting like they so tough
[4:43 - 4:51] when really all they do is running out on the internet because they're so damn insecure.
[4:51 - 4:57] They can't see the good that is in you. They can't see what you're truly made of. You're
[4:57 - 5:04] gonna go on the two great things in your life. Don't turn out that life. Please I'm begging
[5:04 - 5:10] you. Don't take your fucking life. It'll be alright. Just know that I'm right here
[5:10 - 5:21] by your side and I'm not giving up and I'm not leaving your side. I know what it's like.
[5:21 - 5:27] So take my hand and I promise you everything will be alright. Cause you're not alone. Just
[5:27 - 5:38] listen to the words that I say. You can't give up the fight. You can't. Cause everything
[5:38 - 5:48] will be alright at the end of the day. Cause I know you can make it. Everything will be
[5:48 - 5:51] alright. So please don't take your life.